Aboli
Aboli
“abe vishya, itkya ghayit kuthe nighalas?? Class karnar ahes ka?” sameer ne mazya pathiwar thap marli
ani mala thambavle.
Sameerchi tubelight petli. “abe, chala.numericals….hyachich tar wat hoti.” sagla kampu susat class
room kade nighala. Dhaddhad payrya chadhat kon adhi wargat pohochnar hyachi sharyatch janu!
Payryanchya ekbajune mazi wargmaitrin haluhalu ekek payri chadhat hoti. konihi tichi dakhal ghetli
nahi, tich hya wawtalal sankochun eka payriwar ubhi zali.
Sagle gelywar parat ek ek payri chadhu lagli. Mi matr tichyakade baghitle. Tiaplyach nadat chadhat hoti.
mazi hi ekultiek wargamaitrin. Mi tche nav aboli thevle hote karan ti farshi bolaychi nahi. Tiche khare
nav shreya hote.
Ti haluhalu chalet wargat ali ani tichya nehmichya bakawar basli. Ti ektich rahaychi ani ektich basaychi.
Kadhi mulanmadhe yevun basli nahi athva konyamulane tichya javal basnyachi himmat keli nahi.
Wargat jaga nasel tar eka benchwar datiwatine basayche pan ticha akkha bench mokla asun koni tichya
sobat basnyachi ichha keli nahi. Mi pan kadhi tichyajaval basaycha prayatn kela nahi. Ti itki sadhi hoti
ki tichya nirmal manala kuthlehi dukh hovu naye hyachi mala kalji hoti.
Sir shikvat hote pan mazya dokyat abolch gholat hoti. samir che mazyakade laksh gele ani tyane mala
divachle. Siranchya te lakshat ale. Tyachya dokyat khaducha tukda padla ani wargat khaskhas pikli.
Sameer datoth khat mazyakade baghat hote ani doke cholat rahila. Mi tyachyakade laksh naslyache
dakhavle ani siranchya shikavnyakade laksh devu laglo.
Aboli shantpane sagle classes karaychi. Ekahi classla gairhajar aslyache mala athvat nahi. Sirana pan
mahiti asayche mhanun alyabaror tichi wahi baghayche. Amhi hostela rahunhi barechda chata
marnyache udyog karit asaycho.
Aajhi lunch break madhe mitransobat mess madhe jatana ti disli. Kuthe jat asavibare? Tichyasobat koni
maitrin pan kadhi baghitli navti. Kharesangayche tar ti disayla atishaych sadharan hoti. kahi sharirik
wyang pan hote. Rahaniman hi agdich sadharan. Pan tiche dole matr khup bolke hote. Ani hasaychi
dilkhulas. Mala tila hastana baghayla khupch awdayche. Wargat ekhadi gammat zali tar te kiti ani kasha
dilkhulas haste he baghne maze awadiche kam hote. Pan mi magchya don warhsat mojun 2-3 shabd
bolalo hoto tichyasobat. Pan yetajata tiche tapore dole maza vedh ghyayche.
Ti ektich wargat basun sir yenyachi wat baghat hoti ani amhi corridor madhe ubhe rahun tawalkya karit
hoto. Ek mitra abolikade baghun mhanala : kasha bechv porgi ahe be hi! Na bolat na misalat. Kapdehi
asech sadharan ghalte, bahyad ahe! Dev pan ase panchat lok ka banavto!
Dusra mitr : ani asli panchat aplyach wargat ka asavi! Shya waitag yeto ase lok baghitle ki!
Ka kon jane mala tyanchya bolnyache wayit watat hote. Abolila aikala gele nasnarch karan ti pustakat
doke ghalun basli hoti. itkyat sir ale ani tyanchya pathopath amhi wargat shirlo.
Aaj amchya headchya mulache lagn aslyamule sagle shikshak tikdech gele hote. Tyamule aaj undeclared
holiday hota. Mi libraryche pusta ghetle ani renew karnyasathi nighalo. Achanak maze pay classroom
kade walale. Apekshepramane fakt abolich tithe hoti. Tila konich sangitle nasave. Mala baghun mhanali
: aaj class nahi ka?
Tichya cheryawar hasu navte, traga hota. Mi matr tila smile dile ani tithun sataklo. Tichyasamor don
minutehi ubha rahu shakat navto. Tithun palat khali alo ani buildingchya aad ubha zalo.
Aboli shantpane khali utarli ani gadi kade nighali. Gadiwar baslyawar tine zarkan mazyakade walun
baghitle, mi patkan laplo. Tiche waryasobat udnare kes ani wyawasthit pin kelela tarihi udnyasathi
dhadpadnar duppatta chhanch disat hote. Mi book renew karun hostel kade nighalo. Mi ka classroom
madhe gelo he mala samzatch navte! Mala mahiti hote classes nahit tarihi ka gelo!
Abolisobat bolnyasathi? Tila sangnyasathi? Kadachit, mala tichi kalji hoti mhanun mi gelo. Mala
tichyashi bhetun chhan watle, nehmi hasun bolnari aboli aaj naraj hoti tarihi mala tichi bhet sukhavun
geli. Mulana ka tichi ghruna yet asavi ha mazyasathi yaksh prashn hota. Mala baghun sameer kinchalch
: kay be! Class karun ala ka?
Mi : abe aaj sutti nahi ka! Library gelo hoto. He pustak overdue zale! Tya zamyane 15 rupaye due ghetla.
Amcha sagla divas chakatyapitnyat, tawalkya karnyat gela. Pustakas chukun mhanunhi hath lavla nahi.
Dusryadivshi sakali 8chya class la 10 minute usheer zala karan amhi kumbhakarnache avtar. Kadhich
velelwar uthayche nahi ha niyamch hota. Aboli matr agdi velelwar ali asavi karan masterne amhala
tomna marlach hota : ti daha km warun yete tari kadhi usheer karit nahi, tumhi ithyala ithe 15 minute
usheer karta?
Ardhi jantat tichya velelwar yenyala shivyamarat aplyajagewar basli. Mi abolikade baghitle. Tila
siranche bolane awadle navte. Tichya sincerety warunhi lokana bolayla chance milala.
Aaj amcha mastr form madhe hota. Kadhi nave te wahya bagaht hota. Abolichi wahi baghun mhanala
“ek uutar barobar nahiy, wargat laksha dya, nuste dagdasarkhe basun upayog nahi” sirani tila zapun
dile. mazya kaljat dhass zale. Aboline maan khali ghatli. Tichya dolyat ashru datle asawet. Tichya nakalat
ek ashru tapkan khali padla. Tine to nakalt pusun takla. Tine apman shantpane gilala. Sampurn class
bhar jya zampakne tila zaple tyache shikavne maan lavun aikat hoti. mi matr santaplo hoto. Maze
shikavnyakade laksh navte.
Tass samplyawar harish, suhas ani 2-3 mule tichya bakajaval geli. Mihi jaradurwar ubha hovun
tichyawahit bagaht hoto. Problem agadi wyawasthit sodavle hote. Sutsutit ani swachh, gichmid nahi ki
khodtod nahi. Mag uttar ka chukle asawe! Asankhy prashn ghevun mi baher alo.
Amhi sagle tichyach baddal bolat hoto, tichi tingal karnarehi hya prakarane naraj zale hote.
Harish: tiche uttar chukle navte, tini FS barobar 3 ghetla hota, apan 1 ghetla ani uttar kadhle. Tich
barobar hote, tya zamyalapan kuthe kaltay! Saglya wargane je uttar kadhle tech to barorbar mhanala
Mi sunna zalo, hichya babtit saglech ka urfate! Abolila vinakaran dagad mhatale mastar ne. to tar hira
ahe hira, tyache mol hya zamyala naich kalnar. Aboli mhanze na ulgadlele kode hote. Tine ulat uttar
dile nahi, zapun ghetle pan tondatun ek shabd kadhla nahi. Mala tichyabaddal ajunch adar watu lagla.
Amchya final sessionalchi tarikh ujadli. Abhyas kela hota pan zopahi kadhlya hotya. Tyamule jara
dhakdhuk hoti. pariksha denyasathi dept la alo tar khali abolichi gadi disli nahi. War yevun baghto tar
tichi jagahi rikami. Ervi 10 minute adhi yenari aboli ajun ka ali nasawi! Mi sarka aat baher karit hoto.
Bell zali mhanun mi parat gallerytna khali bahgitle. Abolichi gadi disli ani mi ashwast hovun aplya
jagewar yevun baslo. Paper watun zale tari abolich patta navta. Daha minitni aat ali, chalayla khup trass
hot hota karan payala plaster lavlele hote.
“hi kuthe dhadpadli? Parikshechya veles pay todun ghetla! Wyawasthit ka chalalt nahi.” Paper
sodavtana mazya dokyat vichar gholat hote.
Paper smaplyawar ti haluhaluutarat hoti. khup dukhat asave bahida. Mala sarkhe watat hote palat jave
ani ticha hath dharun khali utravave. Khup ichha sunahi mi nahi kahich kele nahi. Fakt tila vicharle,
“fracture ahe?”
Mi pudhe kahi na bolta dhadhad payrya utrun khali utarlo. Vinakaran magchya payranjaval ubha zalo.
Tiche dukhne wadhle asawe karan gadi javal yeyiparyant ticha chehra malul zala hota. Tarihi tine ekda
mazyakade baghitlech, ajhi mi laplo. Ti nighun geli.
Vishwas: heela saral chalayla kay zale hote! Dhadpadli kashala? Pariksha astana kashyala naste
upadwyap kartehi aboli. Pan khup dukhat asel tila. Ektich ali ani geli, kadhich koni aplyasobat bolave
ashi icha nasel hot ka tila? Kashyala bolayche tila, mhanun tar aboli ahe ti
Aboli: Vishwaschya dolyat itke dukh ani vedna ka hotya? Itke wayit watnyasarkhe kay ahe tyat? Mazya
ayushyat he nehmichech. Vishwas ek shabdhi bolat nahi pan tyanchya najret disun yete mazya
baddalchi kalji! Tyadivshi tyana mahiti hote ki class honar nahit, tarih fakt mala sangnyasathi ale!
Mazyashi bolat nahit pan durwarun baghtat ani maze laksh gele ki lapun jatat, gammatch ahe.
Abolichya chehrywar hasu ale. Tine pustakat doke ghatle. Hya gondhalat nasta ghapa vaycha! Tine
maan walalvle, hya goshti normal mulinsathi ahet, vishuchya abolisathi nahi.
Pariksha sampli mhanun amhi mass bunk karnar hoto. University parikshesathi tayari karaychi mhanje
sutti havich. Mala ekdam abolichi athvan zali. Tila kon sangnar! Mi palatch dept la alo, parking madhe
gadi hotich. Palatch war gelo tar ti class room madhe navti. Kuthe asel! Common room? Tithe jane shaky
nahi, muli chaplini pooja bandhtil mazi. Canteen! Tila mahiti tari ahe ka canteen kuthey te! Mag….ata
shodhu tar kuthe shodhu? Achanak vichar ala, library! Tasantas tya librarymadhe basun pustak,
magazine wachne ha tich awadicha udyog hota.!
Mih nighalo library kade! Counter war baghitle, reading room, book section! Ozarti nazar takli tar aboli
kuthech disat navti. Mala chidayla zale hote, kadhich shodhtoy tar hi disatch nahiy. Mi nirash zalo, aloch
aho tar maths che pustak miltay ka te baghave mhanun shelf shodhu laglo. Pustak shodhta shodhta
aboli mazya samor hoti. mi chatch padlo. Kay bolave suchle nahi! Mi vedyasarkha tichyakade baghat
rahilo.
Aboli: oh! Mag ata parat jave lagnar, shya itkya durum ya ani class nahi. Time table ala ka?
Mi: Alay, tu note karun ghe. Mag parat yaychi awashyakta nahi.
Tine hasun maan dolavli ani abhar manle. mi pustak ghevun counter war alo. Aboli bhetli hyatch
samadhan hote.
Sagle abhyasat magn hote. Mihi gupchup abhyas karit hoto. Madhech abolichi athvan yaychi. Man
bhavvibhor whayche. Algad morpis banun tarangayche. Pan to anubhav manat navi umed jagvaycha,
navin asha nirman karaycha. Ayushyat kahitari change karayche! Lok mhantat ayushyat koni mulgi ali
tar par wattole hote, pan mi tar shant ani vichari zalo hoto. Tichya vicharani kadhi maze man bharkatle
nahi, nahi kadhi udwign zalo.
“Mazya dolyansamor shubhra prakash pasarlela hota. Mazi aboli prasannpane hasat mazyakade baghat
hoti. tichyasobat asmantat bharnara shubhra praksh mala mohun gela. Achanak ti nahishi zali. Tila
thambavnyasathi awaz denar tar mi uthun baslo. Sarwatr andhar hota, aboli kuthech navti. Samor
utana padun ghornar samir hota. Manashich haslo ani usheet maan khupasli.”
University parikshecha pahila divas hota. Abolila baghun mi samadhani zalo. Tichya samor ekda pan
nahi alo karan tichi jaga mazya jageoasun dur hoti. pan mala matr ti agdi wyavasthit disaychi.
Mi lajun churchur zalo. Kshanardhat abolich athvan zali ani mi tithun pal kadhla. Chalet chalet nadi kathi
alo.
“mi abolila kahich sangitle nahi. Kay sangayche? Ki ti mala awadte? Ki mi tichyawar prem karu lagloy?
Malach mahiti nahi. Kadachit he prem nasnar, mala fakt tichi kalji watate ani apulkipayi ticha vichar
karit rahto! Sadbhavna ani sadvichar astat abolisathi. Tila kahi zale ki jiv tiltil tutato. Ti ekti asli ki malach
nakose hote. Watat khup gappa karavya tichyasobat ani sangave ki ti kadhich ekti nahi.”
Aaj lagnachya kapad kharedisathi amhi sagle shahrat alo hoto. Manane parat abolila bagnyachi icha
keli. Baykanchya sadyancha mala kantala ala hota. Mazya chhotyshya bachila ghevun baher alo. Ikde
tikde firvat astana chhotine eka gadikade nirdesh kela. “aboli” mi khup khush zalo. Tila kshanbharasthi
baghun mihi anandlo. Tichyashi najranajar zali nahi. Tiche kam zale ani ti nighali. Chukatun walan
ghetana tine davi ujwikade baghitle ani mala baghun ascharyane parat maan walavli. Mi chhotila
ghevun dukanakade chalu laglo. Mi hyach samadhant ki aboli disli.
Aboli: vishwasch hote te, sadyanchya dukanat kay karit astil? Ghari konache lagn asawe mhanun ale
astil. Kadewarchi mulgi farach goad hoti.
Mi fakt manapsun icha keli ani aboline ti purn keli. Aasakti navti, fakt bhavna hoti. na sangtahi tichya
paryant pohochli. Anamik anand hota to.
Dadache lagn dhumdhakyat par paddle. Divasbhar charne, unadkya karne, gappa karne hyatch vel
jaycha. Mazya mavshi, mama ani kakanchya mula mulincha mast kampu jamla hota. Sagle barobariche
mag dhinganyana kahi bandh navta. Ekda tar itka dhudgus ghatla ki ayine sajjad dam bharla mala. amhi
taraklo ani aple bastan angant nele. Bajewar zopun nirabhr pan nilyshar akashatlya tarka bagnyachi
gammat niralich hoti. chamchamnary, lakhlakhnarya tarkanmadhe akar shodhyancha khel suru zala.
Yevana kame atopun ayi, kaku, mavshi, mami lok yevun baslya. Mala ayine ragvel aslyamule tich mazya
javal ali ani mi tichya kushit doke thevun akash nyahalaycha udyog karit hoto. Saglya bayka
gappanmadhe ranglya.
Achanak tarnakmadhe mala mazi aboli prasannpane hastana disli. Mazya manat anandachi lahar
umatli. Tichi ek gosht khup anakalniy hoti, manapasun athvan keli ki barobar samor yaychi, kadhi
swapnmadhe, kadhi sakshat tar kadhi tarkanmadhun. Mla khatri navti ki mazya hya saglya bhavnanach
arthi kay ahe! Mi tila sangu shaken ka? Tila kaltil ka mazya bhavna! Ti samju shakel! He tar shevatche
warsh ahe! Tiche hi lagn hovun jayil! Mag attach sangayla have!
Final year mhanje khupsarya pariksha, entrance, job placement, interviews. Kay karayche kuthe jacyhe
sagla gondhalch hota. Classes far kami vayche. Asle tari hya kolahalat mi jaychoch nahi. Pan abolalila
ekdatari baghaycha chhandch lagla hota. Ti salge classes karaychi. Mazya manat dwandwa suru hote.
Aboli matr sthitpradhnysarkhi samorche janun asawi ashi wagaychi.
Shevti ek divas maze eka company selection zale. Adlyadivshi jangi party zali. Tyamule dusrydivshi
ardhwat zopetch wargat alo. Mazya sobat sameer, Deepak ani suhaschehi selection zale hote. Amhi
chughe sobat wargat alo. Aboline hasun sarwanche abhinandan kele. Mi jara durch hoto, muddam
mazya kade baghun abhinandan kele. Mi kasnusa haslo.
Sameer : tu campus sathi appear ka hot nahis? Pudhe kahi tharavely ka?
Aboli : maza score kami ahe, tyatlya tyat ph aslyamule mi qualify hot nahi.
Suhas: ajun vel geli nahi, maan lavun abhyas kar. Hyach warship gate de
Aboli: 62 %
Mala matr tiche bolne khatakle, kuthe janyatchi ichha navti. Watat hote tila konitari sagave ki ti khup
chhan mlgi ahe. Khup sincere ani sadvichari ahe. Ti ayushyat khup pragati karel, saglyanchya samor
jayil. Agdi salgyat topmost position war asel,jithe amhi kadhi pohochnyach avicharhi karu shaknar nahi.
Tila konitari tichya gunuanchi ilakh karun dene awashyak hote. Maze oth shivlele hote karan tichya
ibhratiwar shintoda udu naye hyachi mi khabardari ghet hoto. Tichi tingal karayche pan tichya
charitryawar konich chikhalfek keli navti. Tine ajwar swatahla japun thevle hote.
Ajkal aboli farch kami disaychi. Mala athvan zali ki tichya project lab madhe uagch javun ekda baghun
yene he mala awadayche. Na tila kiva kontya wargamitrala he janavle. Sameerla dekhil kadhich kalu
dile nahi. Kadhi watayche tila sagle sangun dyave! Pan mag janvayche ajun dhad shikshan zalele nahi,
payawar ubhahi nahi, gharun parwangi nahich. Ata awadte, nehmi sathi awdel kashyawarun! Aaj mi
kay ahe! Mazyach bavishyacha patta nahi ani tila mhanu aboli mazi wat baghshil! Kuthlya adhikarane
mhanu! Sagli saty paristhiti samor ali ki mi dighmudh hovun jaycho.
“thik nahi zala, designche prashn vicharle. Je mala mulich ale nahi.”
Deepak hasun mhanala “kahi harkat nahi, sandhyakali saha wajta yeshil”
“kashyasathi?”
“lawn war fairwell party ahe, bagh parat kadhi bhet hoyil saglyanshi. Jaroorr ye.”
Tine hasun maan dolavli. Mala mahiti hote tiyenar nahi. Hich amchi shevti bhet. Tine hasun saglyancha
nirop ghetla. Mala to kshan kleshkarak hota. Mi manatle sangu shaklo nahi, ti janu shakli nahi. Ti aplya
gadi kade nighali. Ti aaj chhan disat hoti, aboli rangachya salwarsuit madhe khupch sundar diast hoti.
mi tya pathmorya akrutikade baghat manatch mhanalo “parat bhetshil na aboli! Mala tu khup khup
awadtes. Maze tuzyawar khupsare prem ahe.” Mi hya vicharane chamakloch. Ji gosht nigrahane talat
hoto ti manane bolunhi dakhavli. Chamkun samor baghitle tar aboline mazyakade walun baghitle ani
suhasy wadanane mala nirop dila. Mi sambhramit hoto. Na sangta tila kalale ka!
College, mitra, aboli hya saglyana sodun jatana farach dukh hot hote. Ervi khodyakarit hostel paryant
nenarya sameerchi tich gat hoti. swabhavirudh to shant zala hota. Mazya khandyabhovti hat ghatla ani
mahanala “apan ek company ahot mhanun thik ahe, leka tuzya shivay jagayche mhanje kathin zale
aste.”
Mi hasun tyala taplit dili “abe itka emotional nako hovus! Shobhat nahi tula.”
To hasla pan shant zala. Ek shabdhi na bolta roomkade chalu laglo. 2-3 divsat saman bandhle, kame
atopli ani gavakade gelo.
Naukariwar ruju honyat tin mahinyancha kalawadhi hota. Ghari abolichi sarkhi athvan yaychi. Palat
javun ekda baghun yayla ti lab madhe nasnar ani class madhehi nahi. Manacha nirdhar matr pakka hot
hota. Aboli shivay ajun konacha vicharhi manala shivu dyaych nahi. Asel mazya premat itkei shakti tar
parat bhet nakki hoyil. Mazy bhavna kharya astil ani tila tyachi janiv zali tar parat ekatr yevu. Kuthech
ashi insecurity navti ki abolila kadhi bhetnarhi nahi tarihi tichyabaddalche prem tasech rahil ka?
Maanala shant thevayla ayi babancha sahwas puresa hota. Virangula mhanun babanchya karkhanyat
javu laglo.
2. Swatantra
Naukari join karun 3-4 mahine zale hote. Hatat khupsare paise ale hote. Veg veglya fashion che kapde,
shoes, accessoirs ghevu laglo. Mitransobat navin goshti shiku laglo. Disco ani pub madhe jane
nehmichech zale hote. Mitransobat bedhund nachnarya tyanchya maitrini baghun heva watu lagla.
Malahi iccha vaychi aplihi ashi ek maitrin asawi. Jichyasobat manasokt gappa karychya. Bike war basun
dur war firayla jayche. Sandhyakali hatat hath ghalun manasokt talavchya kathawar firayche. Aboli
tyanchyasamor farch tuchh wataychi.
Eka ratri vichar karit bed war padlo hoto “kashala abolichya bandhanat rahayche! Bindhast rahayche!
Maujmaja karaychi. Tila wachan nahi dilay nahi kahi sangitley! Ugach mazya mamache khel ahet he. Ti
mazyabaddal kay vichar kater he tar mahiti pan nahi. Mich apla bandhanat bandhlya sarkha wagtoy.
Tasehi tichyat ase kahi nahi ki ti mala ayushbhar awdu shakel. Teva ghayi keli nahi tech bare kele! Kiti
mast chhokrya ahet, officemadhyla kiti mage lagtat! Pan mich apla talat hoto! Pan ata nahi. Abolila
visrun jayche! Tichyasathi fakt maitri hoti….tihi tichyasobatch sampli….
Aboli mazya samor ubhi zali. Toch aboli pehrao shevatchya collegechya divshi baghitlela. Tichya
dolyanmadhe apar karunya datle hote. Ti mhanali “Vishwas mi tumchya kuthlyach yogytechi nahi.
Tumhala kuthlyat wachanat athva bandhanat bandhnyasathi mi allele nahi. Tumhi mazyakadun mokle
ahat. Tumhala je havay te tumhi kara.” Itke bolun ti mazyasamorun nighun geli. Mala kalech na mi jaga
ahe ki swapnat! Aboli kharech samor ali hoti ka te swapn hote! Mi barach vel bhramit hoto. Thode
sawarlyawar ghadyalat baghitle, sthalkalachi janiv vayla lagli. Sakalche pach wajle hote. Aboli swapnat
ali hoti. mazya bhavnani mazi sath sodli tarihi maze prem mtr abadhit hote. Maza sadsadvivek jagrut
zala. Tine yevun sangitle ki mi ajhi fakt tichyawarch rem karto. Mazya manawarche jalmat dur zale.
Mazya premawarcha vishwas drudh zala. Saglya vicharchakratun baher nighalo.
Ekda ghari alo teva tichyabaddal chokashi keli. Kuthetari computer course karit hoti. tithe gelo tar kalale
ki 1000 km durwar aslelya steel company naukari karayla nighun geli hoti. mi thabakloch, abolichi bhet
hovu shakli nahi. Itkya dur javun bhetne shaky navte karan companyne californiya office madh ekam
karnyachi offer dili hoti. mihi manlo karan ithe rahilo asto tar ayine lagnasathi shodhashodh suru keli
asti. Attach nahi pan kiman don warshani nakkich. Mala te nako hote karan aboli shivay konacha
vicharhi karu shakat navto. Janyadhi abolila dolebharun baghnehi mazya nashibat navte. Ayi babancha
ashirwad ghevun nighalo.
Ek divas smeersobat boltana samajle ki aboline post graduation sathi admission ghetliy ani sobat
chhotese kam pan kartey. Mala khup anand zala ki aboline aple swapn japle hote. Tya plant madhun
ghari parat yenyachya nirnayane mi anandlo karan tithe ti ektich rahili asti ani tichi kalji ghenyasathi
konich navte. Mi pudhchya bharat warit tila bhtnyache tharavle.
Pratyek divas tichya athvanine yaycha ani ratr tichya thvanitch sampaychi. Mazya pratyek kshanachi
sakshidar ti hoti. mazya manamadhe vicharanmadhe fakt aboli hoti. mi ekta hoto tari kadhich tase
janavle nahi. Maza sagla vel nisargache vividh rup bagnyat jaycha. Khup firlo, trekking, maountainering
and jungle safari keli. Manasokt nisargachi sagli rupe anubhavli. Mazya pratyek anubhavala abolichi
sobat ahe hya bhavnenech mi ayush jagat hoto.
Abolichya ayushathi khup sare chadhutar ale. Naukari jast divas karu shakli nahi. Prakruti sath det navti.
Pgla kasha bashi admission milali ani chhotese kam dekhil. Ekdivas tila collegela jave lagle.
Tithe gelyawar tila achanak athvan zali vishwaschi. Ti shevatchi bhet athavli. Tya bhetitli anamik shakti
tila sagle athvayla madat karit hoti. tila swatahlach vishwas basat navta ki itkya mulanpaiki vishwasch
ka athvle. Ajwar vishwasobat bolale shabd ni shabd spasht athvu lagla. Te kshan jaechyatase
manachakshunsamor ale.
Ti ghari paratli. Hya saglyacha kay arthi lavava kalat navte. Ti swapnanmadhe na ramta wastavat jagnari
mulgi hoti. tichya ghari tichya parents ani mothy bahini sobat rahaychi. Tyamule mitra maitrini farshya
navtyach. Tichi ayi tila jivapad japaychi. Tila protsahan dyaychi. Tila hasu far yayche ani abhyas karayla
manapasun awdayche.
Tya divshi tayila baghayla pahune yenar hote. Konitari gammatine tila vicharle “tula kase hava?”
Nakalat manat ek nav ale “vishwas”. Tine hasun dile pan manatun par hadrun geli. Vishwascha vichar
ala tari kasa? Sakali college madhehi tyanchi athvan prakarshane zali. Tya ganpatibappachya manat kay
ahe! Tyane kay lihun thevley! Mala kale ka kadhi? Pan mazya manat ek anamik vishwas ahe, konitari
ahe mazyawar prem karnare! Fakt yogy vel yaychiy, mag bhet jarur hoyil. Tya divsapasun tihi vishuchya
vicharanmadhe gurfatayla lagli hoti. tyachya athvani tichya manat anamik anand bharun jat hotya.
Aajj sameerne je sangitle tyane maze bhavvishw par dhulis milale. Te jar khare nighale tar mazya
jagnyacha arthch sampla asta. Sameer ne je sangitle tya nusar jya aboliwar mi prem karit hoto ti mazi
navtich. Tichya ayushyat ajun koni hote. Mazya hrudayacha thoka chukla. Watle sample sagle! Maan
sanagat hote ki he saty nahiy, pan doke manayla tayar navte. Tichi kay chuk hoti, mi tar kuthlich
commitment navti keli. Mich tar tichyashi na bolta assume kele.
Tarihi maze maan viskatle. Tithe rahachi ichha navti. Jagnyatla ras virla, ayushyacha arth sampla,
premawarch vishwas udala. Abolicha khup rag yevu lagla. Ticha vicharhi santap ananyasathi puresa
hota. Mi tithle kam sampavun bhartat paratnyacha vichar pakka kela. 5-6 mahinyat project sampavla.
4 warshancha contract pan sampavla. Boss javu det navta pan maan itke udwigna zale hote ki kahich
nako hote.
Ghari alo ani ayi javal yevun maan shant zale. Abolishivay jagnyachi ichha navti. Ayi matr muli bagnyat
utsuk hoti. mi kahich bolalo nahi, mala suchat navte ki kay karave. Ayi babankade baghun ayushya
sampvaychi himmat hot navti.
ABOLISHI BHET
Ek divas company meeting sathi eka shahrat alo. Meeting zalich hoti tar tayini phone karun muli
baghnyabaddal zaple. Mi udwigna zalo, mazya abolishivay mala ajhi konich nako hote. Mi chalet chalet
hotel kade nighalo. Samor samudra baghitla ani nakalat pay kinarykade nighalo. Manat sarkhe tya
ufaltya panya zokun dyaycha vichar yet hota. Kitivelane mi room war parat alo. Abolichi athvan maan
sairbhair karit hote. Mi tichi athvan madiret budawnar hoto. Phone karun room service la beer anayla
sangitli. Ajwar jyala shivlo navto te mi pinar hoto. Tv war news lavlya, bottle hatat ghetli ani sofywar
adva zalo. Kaslitari interesting batmi hoti mhanun mu tv baghu laglo. Achanak glani ali.
Aboli zapatyane mazyasamor yevun ubhi zali. Tichya dolyanmadhe ashru hote, chehryawar vishannata
hoti. “vishwas, asa anrth karu naka. Afwanwar ka vishwas kelat? Ajhi mi tashich ahe.” Ani titkyach
zapatyane mazya pasun dur zali. Mi khadkan uthun baslo. Sagle sharir ghamane dabdable hote. Hatatli
bottle baghun chakravlo. Pahile ti bottle fekun dili.
Dhapkan bedwar ang takle ani usheet maan khupsun ghala ghala radlo. Mazya aboliche pavitra rup
mazya samor ale ani maza purushi ahankar churchur zala. Mazya premawar avishwas kela. Mazya
abolicha duswas kela. Nako nako ti dushne dili. Tichi kahi chuk nastana tila apradhi kele hote. Radlyane
man shant zale. Uthun chehra dhutla. Chaha magavla ani manat vichar ala “pahilyanda abolisobat
bhetayche. Tila sagle sanagyche nanatarch tharvayche.” Mi tichi mahitit milavnyasathi ti jithe kam
karaychi tithla number milalvla. Tyani sangitle ki ti bhartatlya sarwochhya shikshan sansthet shikayla
geleli ahe. Surprisingly mihi tyach shahrat hoto. Parantu abolichi mahiti mile paryant barich ratr zali
hoti mhanun sakali jayache tharavle. Ratrbhar zop navti. Eka divsat mazya ayushyat itkya ghadamodi
zalya hotya ki vishwasch basat navta. Sakali 5 wajtach tayar zalo. Abolichya bhetisathi itka atur hoto ki
shirt ani pantche itke vichitra combination ghatle hote!
Sakali 7 wajta hotel madhun cab ghevun abolichya college kade nighalo. Hryuday bhayankar dhaddhat
hote. Mulinche ekch hostel hote, tithe vicharle tar aboli navachi koni mulgi hostel madhe navti. Mi
bhambhavlo, hi baher tar rahat nasel. Ata mala kase kalel ki aboli kuthe rahate! Mi baher alo, sahaj
smor baghitle tar abolichya gadi sarkhi gadi disli. Mazya jivat jiv ala. Gadi ahe tar abolihi kuthetari asel.
Mi gadijaval yevun baghitle tar ti gadi tashich hoti pan ti navti. Maza sambhram asach wadhat hota. Mi
ekde tikde baghu laglo, mala fakt aboila ekda bhetayche hote. Durwarun ek mulgi chalet yetana disli.
Tichi chalnyachi lakab abolisarkhich hoti pan jasjashi ti javal ali tasa maza gondhal wadhla. Mazi
gubgubit galalchi, ziprya kesanchi, gobri aboli kuthech navti. Hi mulgi tar rod hoti, chehryawar amap
atmvishwas zalkat hota ani kes tar itke soft ani sundar set zalele hote. Mi parat gondhalalo. Ti javal ali
ani mazyakade baghitle. Mi kahina bolta tichyakade takmak baghat rahilo. Tichya dolyanamdhe
baghitle ani mazi khatri patli, mazya hrudayacha thav ghenare hech tar dole ahet.
Maze wagne tila awadle nasave, tine mazya kade ek kshan baghitle.
Mi hasun dile ani dusrya kshani tila baghuhi shaklo nahi. Maze dole panyane dabdabun ale. Mazya
dolyanmadhe ashru baghun tihi bhambhavli. Tichya dolyanmdhehi pani tarallale. Tine man khali ghatli.
Tine parat mazyakade baghitle ani khalkan ashru galalwarun gharangalle. 2-3 minite kahich bolu shaklo
nahi. Doghyanchi hi halat ashich hoti.
Mich bolalo “aboli”
“mi shreya”
Mi manapasun haslo. “mi tar he nav visarloch hoto, magha receptionistlahi abolich mhanalo.”
Aboline prasannpane hasun dile. kiti disni te dilkhulas hasy baghayla milale hote. Ti hasnyachi thambli.
Mi : tula ek vicharu?
Mi sambharamat padlo. Aboline kiti sahaj pane mazyawar vishwas thevla ani kahi na vicharta
mazyasobat nighalihi. Autot doghe sobat asunhi aboli kahich bolali nahi. Mihi tasa prayatn kela nahi.
Hotelchya receptionist ne mala vicharlech. Aboli mazya madatila ali, local language madhe tila samjavle
ki amhi college friends ahot ani 7 warshani bhet ghetoy. Tine samjun ghetle ani aboline aple details
lihun dile ani college identity card tila dakhavle. Amhi mazya room madhe alo. Kalchi bottle mi tatkal
fekun dili te far bare kele aaj maze prem mazya bheti sathi ale hote. Tila nako to shanshay.
Aboli aat ali ani khidkitun disanara samudra baghun harkhun geli. “kiti sundar view ahe!”
Mi ti khidko ughadli ani galleryt yayla lavla. Chair madhe basat mhanali “tumhi breakfast kela?”
Mi haslo ani mhanalo “arechya! Mi tar tula behtnyachya nadat hehi visarlo ki chaha pan nah ghetlay”
Ti uthli ani room service la call karun breakfast magavun ghetla. Tichya wagnyat parkepana navta. Itkya
warshanpasun mazya javalch aslyachi sahajta hoti.
Mi: “aboli, tu mala baghun ka radlis?”
Aboli: itkya warshani tumhala baghun maan bharun ale. Mag ata sanga, tumhi ka radlat?
Mi: Tula kadhicha shodhat hoto, itkya warshani bhet zali! Mag swatahla sambhalu shaklo nahi.
Mi: placement zale, don warshani US la pathavle. Tithe 4 warshe rahilo. Project sampla mhanun
magchya warship parat alo.
Aboli: hmmm… mhanunch na tumhi agdi American zala ahat…tumcha slang , dressing style sagle change
zaley…
Mi: tu pan khup change zaliys, kiti rod zaliys, itkasara atmvishwas! Chhan watle tula baghun! Ithe kay
karteys?
Aboli: apli shevatchi bhet athavtey! Mi tumha saglyana bye karun nighale, teva tumhi kahitari bolale!
Mala te samajle.
Tine maan khali ghatli ani adkhalat mhanali “mala tu…khup…awadtes…maze..tuzyawar….” ti itkech
bolu shakli. Maze sagle sandeh fitle. Mazya dolyat ashru ale. Mi apla chehra onjalinmadhe zakun ghetla.
Mazya ayushyatla saglyat anamol kashn hota to. Na sangtahi abolila sagle kalale hote. Mi dole pusle
ani tichyakade baghitle. Ti bhambhavun mazyakade baghat hoti.
Mi kahi bolu shaklo nahi. Itkyat waiter ala ani mazi sutka zali. Aboli mhanali mhanun amhi aat alo.
Tine amha doghansathi coffee mix keli ani mala cup dila.
“tuza phd kadhi sampnar?”
Mi: Mi tuzyashivay ajun konachahi mazi jivansathi mhanun vichar karu shakat nahi. Mazya ayila karan
havay ki mi muli baghnyat ras ka dakhavt nahi! Mi ajanm asach rahin, pan tuzya kherij konich nako
MI: tuzyashi bolunch sanganr hoto. Tuzya ayushyat ajun koni tar nahi he janun ghene awashyak hote.
Aboli: Malach mahiti nahi mi kay yogyatechi ahe? Mala purn vishwas ahe ki tumhi kadhich mala ekte
sodun denar nahi. 10 warshe javal nasunhi sadaiv sobat hota. Ajahi sadai mazya sobat ahat. Mazach
bhravsa nahi mi tumchi barobari karu shaken ki nahi. Mi dekhil tumchyashivay ajun konachahi vichar
kela nahi ani kadhi karu shaknar nahi. He maan, sharir ani atma zale tar vishwasche nahi tar konachech
nahi.”
Aboli manapsun bolat hoti. mazya saglya shankana purnviram milala. Mazya bhavna samaznari aboli
ajunch awadayla lagli hoti. tichya hrudayatle prem, sadvichar, sadbhav shabdanmadhun pragat hot
hote. Mala khatri patu lagli ki mazi tapascharya yogych wyakti sathi hoti. tichya manatla mazya
baddalcha jivala, apulki ani vishwas mazyasathi anamol hote.
Mi: tuzya abhyas sampeparyant wat baghaychi? Ajun don warshe kahi harkat nahi
Aboli: nahi vishwas, tumhi sadaiv mazya manat asta,ajwar maze inspiration banun sobat kelit. Pudhehi
tasech raha
MI: thanks aboli, ata mi nischint manane tuzya ani mazya parentshi bolu shakto. Tuza ani tuzya
papancha number devu shaktes
Tine anandane maza photo kadhla. Mihi ticha photo magun ghetla. “kiti mast disteys ata!”
Mi: Aye! Ti aboli kiti sojwal, sadhi bholi ani dilkhulas hasnari hoti. maze inspiration hote. Atahi tashich
ahe, fakt ha khatyal pana teva mala janavla nahi.
Aboli: Teva hardly 2-3 sentences bolalo, ata bagha kiti mast manmoklya goshti kartoy apan
Aboli : vishwas, hya bedhab sharirala mahatv na deta mazya manawar prem kelet….te prem mala tevahi
disle ani ajhi distay….tya premawar avishwas nahi karu shakat…
Mi sadgadit zalo… ajun kahi bolayche navte…karan 10 warshanchi ti tapasya tinehi keli hoti…te sagle
janlyawar tila sodun parat jane shaky zale naste… tila sanmanane mazya ayushyat ananysathi ata dur
hone awashyak hote…
Mi: tuzya ani mazya ayi babana bolto hyabaddal. Tyanchi parwangi ghevunch pudhche tharavu ya.
Anandacha divas
Mi ticha nirop ghetla. Ghari yevun tichya ayi babansobat bolalo. Tyani abolishi bolun anandane hokar
kalalvla. Tyachya anandala virjan paddle jeva tyachya gharchyana ha nirnay awadla nahi. Mala hya
saglyache karan kalat navte. Ekdivas office sathi tayar hot hoto. Itkyat doorbell wajli. Mi dar ughadle
tar samor ayi baba dada vahini aboliche ayi baba hote. Mi baniyanwarch hoto, tasach aat palalo. Sagle
hasayla lagle. Mi shirt ghalun baher alo. Abolila baghun mi bhanbhavlo, don minute vishwasch nahi
basla ki ti mazya samor ubhi ahe. Maze dhyan baghun tila khudkan hasu ale. Mi bhanawar alo, saglech
mazya kade baghat hote.
Sagle khalkhalun hasle. Mazya dokyat zakk ujed padla. Aboli kade baghitle tar tichya chehryawar salajj
hasu khelat hote.
Abolichya awadtya ganapati bappachya sakshine mi tichya sobat sagle ayushy jagnyachi shapath ghetli.
21 tarkhela atishay sadhya samarohat ani wadhildharyanchya ashirwada amhi gruhasthashramat
pravesh kela. Lagn zalyawar amhimazya gavi gelo. Ayini khup sarya mandiranmadhe nele. Abolila
devache darshan ghyayla khup awadayche. Manobhave pooja ani prarthana karith hoti. devichya
mandirat jatana babani vicharle “shreya, sutti kadhi paryant ahe?”
Mala ekdam chhatit dhass zale. Aboli parat janar he mi visrunch gelo hoto. Mazya chehryawarche bhav
abolichya najretun sutle nahi. Darshan ghetle ani aboline chimutbhar kunku mazya samor kele. Mi
tichya bhangat haluch kumkum lavun dile. tine hasun anand wyakt kela ani mihi anandlo.
Paratichya prawasat tine hattane khidkichi jaga magun ghetli. thodasa paus yet hota. Khidkitun
angawar udnarya panyachya tushransobat aboli khelat hoti. Te udnare tushar baghun tila khup majja
yet hoti. . Ti mazyashi bolali nasty mhanun mihi nimutpane to khel baghat hoto. Paus thambla ani gar
hawa wahu lagli. Aboline mazya khandyawar maan tekavli ani zopi geli. Zoptana tine maza hath aplya
hatat asa gumfla janu amhi kadhich ekmekanpasun dur honar nahi. Mala tichya parat janyachi athvan
zali ani mi udas zalo. 10 warshe dur rahilyawar sobat rahnyacha yog hota. Ticha abhyashi awashyak
hota. Tichich icha hoti ki itke warsh dur rahilyawar ata ajun nako. Ajun don warshe tila nakose hote.
Tehi fakt mazyasathi he mi janun hoto.
Amhi ghari pohochlo. Aboli alyabarobar snanasathi nighun geli. Mi bag ughadli ani saman kadhu laglo.
Ti khup sundar disat hoti. mi khilalyasarkha tichyakade baghat rahilo. Ajwar kuthlya muli kade ase
baghitlyache mala athvat navte. Mich oshalalo ani najar zukavli. Mazya aboline manawar ghetle nasnar
pan mala matr lajirwane zale. Mi snansathi nighun gelo.
Parat alo tar sagle saman wyavasthit lavun thevle hote. Room nitnetki zali hoti. Mi aatlya room
madheun baher alo, aboli navti. Samorchya gallery baghitle, tithehi nahi. Dar ughdun jinyat baghitle,
tithehi nahi.
Mi jibh chawli…
Aboline ascharyane mazya kade baghitle…sawrun mhanali “mi dhudh anayla gele hote…parat na sangta
janar nahi…”
Mazahi cup ghevun jatana tine mazyakade baghat vicharle “hi apulki mazyasathi anokhi ahe”
Mi haslo ani tila vicharle “tula mazya bhavna na sangta kalun alya, tu kadhich bolali nahis…tu mazi wat
baghat hotis?”
Tine hasun maan khali ghatli ani nighun geli. Mihi tila parat vicharle nahi.
Ratri aboline mast swayampak kela hota. Maan trupt zale, tichya hatala chav ahe. Ajwar khanawaliche,
hotelche ani swatahchya hatane tayar kelele jevan bechav janavle. Mala tar aboliche sahrudayi ani
haluwar bhav mohit karun gele. Mi tila bhetnyat khup usheer kela hyachi janiv hovu lagli. Tichi kitchen
madhe khudbud suru hoti. mi darat ubha zalo, tine zarkan walun baghitle.
Jaravelane ti ali. Bedwarchi chadar thik keli ani arshyat swatahla baghitle.
“mi change karun yete.” Mi maan dolavli ani ti yenyachi wat baghu laglo.
Mi eka kapatatun khupsare gifts baher kadhle ani bedwar thevle. Ti aat ali teva jara buchkalyat padli
hoti.
Mi: hoy
Ti harkhun geli. Saglya gifts na eke k karun baghitle ani parat box madhe thevun dile. eka chhotyashya
dabbi kade laksh gele. Ti ughdun baghitli ani mhanali “apratim ahet he kanatle”
Ti mazyakade baghat mhanali “tumhi kiti premane maza birthday athvan thevun gifts ghetle, mala matr
ajunhi tumcha birthday mahiti nahi ani mi tasa prayatnhi kela nahi.”
Tichya bolnyat sadhepana hota. Tila atmglani hovu naye mhanun mich mhanalo “tuzya manathi
mazyasathi prem, atmiyata hoti… pan tu bolun dakhavle nahi…kive konala kalu dile nahi..mazi wat
baghat hotis..tula vishwas hota ki apli parat bhet hoyil..mazya eka vicharnyat tu ayushyacha itka motha
nirnay ghetlas…vichar karnyasathi velhi nahi magitlas…he samarpan baghun mi dhany zalo…”
Tichya chehryawar apratim bhav hote… tine achanak galyatlya mangalsutrala hath lavun vicharle “he
pan birthday gift ahe?”
Mi hasun hokar bharla… ti bedwarun uthli ani mazya javal ali…atahi futbharache antar hote
doghanmadhe…mi te par kele ani ti mazya alinganat samavli…maaze prem mazya javal hote…tila javal
ghevun maan shant zale… ajwar manatlya manat kitich vela abolila javal ghetle hote pan aaj
kharokharch javal ali teva sharir maan ani atma shaharun gele…tichya maushar kesanmadhun hath
firavla..tine mazya dolyat baghitle ani mhanali “tumhi khup chhan ahat”
Aboli: hoy, chhan nav ahe he… tumhala udya office ahe ka?
Mi: nahi, sutti ghetliy raviwar paryant…tu parat gelyawar office la join Karen.
Mi: mala pan tuzyapasun dur nahi rahavese watat… kashyala itke warsh tuzyapasun dur rahilo…tevach
manatlya bhavna sangun dyayla havya hotya…
Aboli: mazya itkya javal hota ki kadhi ikti ahe he janvayche nahi…ekhadveles khupch trasun gele ki
artaten hak dyaychi….vishu…lavkar ya…
Mi hasun dile… tila ajwar tichya ani mazya swapnanmadhlya bheti sangitlya… pratyek veles maze
margdarshan karnyasathi yenari aboli… tine bhanharpun sagle anubhav aikle… kahich bolali nahi..
haluch mazya javal aali aani kushit doke thevle..
Aboliche parat
Aaj abolila parat jayche hote.. ghar shant hote.. nako mhntanahi tine swayampak kela.. ratri cha pan
karun thevla..
“Aboli.. nighuya?”
Mi aat gelo
Mi patkan uthun tile hruday ashi ghetle,”tu mazya paya nako padat javu”
Aamhi nighalo. Gear change kartana abolichya aswasth hatan kade laksh gele. Hatawarchi mehandi,
hirva chuda aani bhangatla sindur maze tichya aayushyat le astitva sangat hote..
त्याि स्पशाश िली आिुरिा, दू र जाण्याच्या कल्पनेने मनािील हुरहूर मला भावुक करून गेली।