A Dog of Flanders by Ouida
A Dog of Flanders by Ouida
By
Ouida
A DOG OF FLANDERS
They were friends in a friendship closer than brotherhood. Nello was a little
Ardennois—Patrasche was a big Fleming. They were both of the same age by
length of years, yet one was still young, and the other was already old. They
had dwelt together almost all their days: both were orphaned and destitute,
and owed their lives to the same hand. It had been the beginning of the tie
between them, their first bond of sympathy; and it had strengthened day by
day, and had grown with their growth, firm and indissoluble, until they loved
one another very greatly. Their home was a little hut on the edge of a little
village—a Flemish village a league from Antwerp, set amidst flat breadths of
pasture and corn-lands, with long lines of poplars and of alders bending in the
breeze on the edge of the great canal which ran through it. It had about a score
of houses and homesteads, with shutters of bright green or sky-blue, and roofs
rose-red or black and white, and walls white-washed until they shone in the
sun like snow. In the centre of the village stood a windmill, placed on a little
moss-grown slope: it was a landmark to all the level country round. It had once
been painted scarlet, sails and all, but that had been in its infancy, half a
century or more earlier, when it had ground wheat for the soldiers of Napoleon;
and it was now a ruddy brown, tanned by wind and weather. It went queerly by
fits and starts, as though rheumatic and stiff in the joints from age, but it
served the whole neighborhood, which would have thought it almost as
impious to carry grain elsewhere as to attend any other religious service than
the mass that was performed at the altar of the little old gray church, with its
conical steeple, which stood opposite to it, and whose single bell rang morning,
noon, and night with that strange, subdued, hollow sadness which every bell
that hangs in the Low Countries seems to gain as an integral part of its
melody.
Within sound of the little melancholy clock almost from their birth upward,
they had dwelt together, Nello and Patrasche, in the little hut on the edge of the
village, with the cathedral spire of Antwerp rising in the north-east, beyond the
great green plain of seeding grass and spreading corn that stretched away from
them like a tideless, changeless sea. It was the hut of a very old man, of a very
poor man—of old Jehan Daas, who in his time had been a soldier, and who
remembered the wars that had trampled the country as oxen tread down the
furrows, and who had brought from his service nothing except a wound, which
had made him a cripple.
When old Jehan Daas had reached his full eighty, his daughter had died in the
Ardennes, hard by Stavelot, and had left him in legacy her two-year-old son.
The old man could ill contrive to support himself, but he took up the additional
burden uncomplainingly, and it soon became welcome and precious to him.
Little Nello—-which was but a pet diminutive for Nicolas—throve with him, and
the old man and the little child lived in the poor little hut contentedly.
It was a very humble little mud-hut indeed, but it was clean and white as a
sea-shell, and stood in a small plot of garden-ground that yielded beans and
herbs and pumpkins. They were very poor, terribly poor—many a day they had
nothing at all to eat. They never by any chance had enough: to have had
enough to eat would have been to have reached paradise at once. But the old
man was very gentle and good to the boy, and the boy was a beautiful,
innocent, truthful, tender-hearted creature; and they were happy on a crust
and a few leaves of cabbage, and asked no more of earth or heaven; save
indeed that Patrasche should be always with them, since without Patrasche
where would they have been?
For Patrasche was their alpha and omega; their treasury and granary; their
store of gold and wand of wealth; their bread-winner and minister; their only
friend and comforter. Patrasche dead or gone from them, they must have laid
themselves down and died likewise. Patrasche was body, brains, hands, head,
and feet to both of them: Patrasche was their very life, their very soul. For
Jehan Daas was old and a cripple, and Nello was but a child; and Patrasche
was their dog.
A dog of Flanders—yellow of hide, large of head and limb, with wolf-like ears
that stood erect, and legs bowed and feet widened in the muscular development
wrought in his breed by many generations of hard service. Patrasche came of a
race which had toiled hard and cruelly from sire to son in Flanders many a
century—slaves of slaves, dogs of the people, beasts of the shafts and the
harness, creatures that lived straining their sinews in the gall of the cart, and
died breaking their hearts on the flints of the streets.
Patrasche had been born of parents who had labored hard all their days over
the sharp-set stones of the various cities and the long, shadowless, weary
roads of the two Flanders and of Brabant. He had been born to no other
heritage than those of pain and of toil. He had been fed on curses and baptized
with blows. Why not? It was a Christian country, and Patrasche was but a dog.
Before he was fully grown he had known the bitter gall of the cart and the
collar. Before he had entered his thirteenth month he had become the property
of a hardware-dealer, who was accustomed to wander over the land north and
south, from the blue sea to the green mountains. They sold him for a small
price, because he was so young.
This man was a drunkard and a brute. The life of Patrasche was a life of hell.
To deal the tortures of hell on the animal creation is a way which the
Christians have of showing their belief in it. His purchaser was a sullen, ill-
living, brutal Brabantois, who heaped his cart full with pots and pans and
flagons and buckets, and other wares of crockery and brass and tin, and left
Patrasche to draw the load as best he might, whilst he himself lounged idly by
the side in fat and sluggish ease, smoking his black pipe and stopping at every
wineshop or café on the road.
He fell in the middle of the white, dusty road, in the full glare of the sun; he
was sick unto death, and motionless. His master gave him the only medicine in
his pharmacy—kicks and oaths and blows with a cudgel of oak, which had
been often the only food and drink, the only wage and reward, ever offered to
him. But Patrasche was beyond the reach of any torture or of any curses.
Patrasche lay, dead to all appearances, down in the white powder of the
summer dust. After a while, finding it useless to assail his ribs with
punishment and his ears with maledictions, the Brabantois—deeming life gone
in him, or going so nearly that his carcass was forever useless, unless indeed
some one should strip it of the skin for gloves—cursed him fiercely in farewell,
struck off the leathern bands of the harness, kicked his body aside into the
grass, and, groaning and muttering in savage wrath, pushed the cart lazily
along the road up-hill, and left the dying dog for the ants to sting and for the
crows to pick.
It was the last day before Kermesse away at Louvain, and the Brabantois was
in haste to reach the fair and get a good place for his truck of brass wares. He
was in fierce wrath, because Patrasche had been a strong and much-enduring
animal, and because he himself had now the hard task of pushing his charette
all the way to Louvain. But to stay to look after Patrasche never entered his
thoughts: the beast was dying and useless, and he would steal, to replace him,
the first large dog that he found wandering alone out of sight of its master.
Patrasche had cost him nothing, or next to nothing, and for two long, cruel
years had made him toil ceaselessly in his service from sunrise to sunset,
through summer and winter, in fair weather and foul.
He had got a fair use and a good profit out of Patrasche: being human, he was
wise, and left the dog to draw his last breath alone in the ditch, and have his
bloodshot eyes plucked out as they might be by the birds, whilst he himself
went on his way to beg and to steal, to eat and to drink, to dance and to sing,
in the mirth at Louvain. A dying dog, a dog of the cart—why should he waste
hours over its agonies at peril of losing a handful of copper coins, at peril of a
shout of laughter?
Patrasche lay there, flung in the grass-green ditch. It was a busy road that day,
and hundreds of people, on foot and on mules, in wagons or in carts, went by,
tramping quickly and joyously on to Louvain. Some saw him, most did not even
look: all passed on. A dead dog more or less—it was nothing in Brabant: it
would be nothing anywhere in the world.
After a time, among the holiday-makers, there came a little old man who was
bent and lame, and very feeble. He was in no guise for feasting: he was very
poorly and miserably clad, and he dragged his silent way slowly through the
dust among the pleasure-seekers. He looked at Patrasche, paused, wondered,
turned aside, then kneeled down in the rank grass and weeds of the ditch, and
surveyed the dog with kindly eyes of pity. There was with him a little rosy, fair-
haired, dark-eyed child of a few years old, who pattered in amidst the bushes,
for him breast-high, and stood gazing with a pretty seriousness upon the poor,
great, quiet beast.
Thus it was that these two first met—the little Nello and the big Patrasche.
The upshot of that day was, that old Jehan Daas, with much laborious effort,
drew the sufferer homeward to his own little hut, which was a stone's throw off
amidst the fields, and there tended him with so much care that the sickness,
which had been a brain seizure, brought on by heat and thirst and exhaustion,
with time and shade and rest passed away, and health and strength returned,
and Patrasche staggered up again upon his four stout, tawny legs.
Now for many weeks he had been useless, powerless, sore, near to death; but
all this time he had heard no rough word, had felt no harsh touch, but only the
pitying murmurs of the child's voice and the soothing caress of the old man's
hand.
In his sickness they too had grown to care for him, this lonely man and the
little happy child. He had a corner of the hut, with a heap of dry grass for his
bed; and they had learned to listen eagerly for his breathing in the dark night,
to tell them that he lived; and when he first was well enough to essay a loud,
hollow, broken bay, they laughed aloud, and almost wept together for joy at
such a sign of his sure restoration; and little Nello, in delighted glee, hung
round his rugged neck with chains of marguerites, and kissed him with fresh
and ruddy lips.
So then, when Patrasche arose, himself again, strong, big, gaunt, powerful, his
great wistful eyes had a gentle astonishment in them that there were no curses
to rouse him and no blows to drive him; and his heart awakened to a mighty
love, which never wavered once in its fidelity whilst life abode with him.
But Patrasche, being a dog, was grateful. Patrasche lay pondering long with
grave, tender, musing brown eyes, watching the movements of his friends.
Now, the old soldier, Jehan Daas, could do nothing for his living but limp
about a little with a small cart, with which he carried daily the milk-cans of
those happier neighbors who owned cattle away into the town of Antwerp. The
villagers gave him the employment a little out of charity—more because it
suited them well to send their milk into the town by so honest a carrier, and
bide at home themselves to look after their gardens, their cows, their poultry,
or their little fields. But it was becoming hard work for the old man. He was
eighty-three, and Antwerp was a good league off, or more.
Patrasche watched the milk-cans come and go that one day when he had got
well and was lying in the sun with the wreath of marguerites round his tawny
neck.
The next morning, Patrasche, before the old man had touched the cart, arose
and walked to it and placed himself betwixt its handles, and testified as plainly
as dumb show could do his desire and his ability to work in return for the
bread of charity that he had eaten. Jehan Daas resisted long, for the old man
was one of those who thought it a foul shame to bind dogs to labor for which
Nature never formed them. But Patrasche would not be gainsaid: finding they
did not harness him, he tried to draw the cart onward with his teeth.
At length Jehan Daas gave way, vanquished by the persistence and the
gratitude of this creature whom he had succored. He fashioned his cart so that
Patrasche could run in it, and this he did every morning of his life
thenceforward.
When the winter came, Jehan Daas thanked the blessed fortune that had
brought him to the dying dog in the ditch that fair-day of Louvain; for he was
very old, and he grew feebler with each year, and he would ill have known how
to pull his load of milk-cans over the snows and through the deep ruts in the
mud if it had not been for the strength and the industry of the animal he had
befriended. As for Patrasche, it seemed heaven to him. After the frightful
burdens that his old master had compelled him to strain under, at the call of
the whip at every step, it seemed nothing to him but amusement to step out
with this little light green cart, with its bright brass cans, by the side of the
gentle old man who always paid him with a tender caress and with a kindly
word. Besides, his work was over by three or four in the day, and after that
time he was free to do as he would—to stretch himself, to sleep in the sun, to
wander in the fields, to romp with the young child, or to play with his fellow-
dogs. Patrasche was very happy.
Fortunately for his peace, his former owner was killed in a drunken brawl at
the Kermesse of Mechlin, and so sought not after him nor disturbed him in his
new and well-loved home.
A few years later, old Jehan Daas, who had always been a cripple, became so
paralyzed with rheumatism that it was impossible for him to go out with the
cart any more. Then little Nello, being now grown to his sixth year of age, and
knowing the town well from having accompanied his grandfather so many
times, took his place beside the cart, and sold the milk and received the coins
in exchange, and brought them back to their respective owners with a pretty
grace and seriousness which charmed all who beheld him.
The little Ardennois was a beautiful child, with dark, grave, tender eyes, and a
lovely bloom upon his face, and fair locks that clustered to his throat; and
many an artist sketched the group as it went by him—the green cart with the
brass flagons of Teniers and Mieris and Van Tal, and the great tawny-colored,
massive dog, with his belled harness that chimed cheerily as he went, and the
small figure that ran beside him which had little white feet in great wooden
shoes, and a soft, grave, innocent, happy face like the little fair children of
Rubens.
Nello and Patrasche did the work so well and so joyfully together that Jehan
Daas himself, when the summer came and he was better again, had no need to
stir out, but could sit in the doorway in the sun and see them go forth through
the garden wicket, and then doze and dream and pray a little, and then awake
again as the clock tolled three and watch for their return. And on their return
Patrasche would shake himself free of his harness with a bay of glee, and Nello
would recount with pride the doings of the day; and they would all go in
together to their meal of rye bread and milk or soup, and would see the
shadows lengthen over the great plain, and see the twilight veil the fair
cathedral spire; and then lie down together to sleep peacefully while the old
man said a prayer. So the days and the years went on, and the lives of Nello
and Patrasche were happy, innocent, and healthful. In the spring and summer
especially were they glad. Flanders is not a lovely land, and around the burgh
of Rubens it is perhaps least lovely of all. Corn and colza, pasture and plough,
succeed each other on the characterless plain in wearying repetition, and save
by some gaunt gray tower, with its peal of pathetic bells, or some figure coming
athwart the fields, made picturesque by a gleaner's bundle or a woodman's
fagot, there is no change, no variety, no beauty anywhere; and he who has
dwelt upon the mountains or amidst the forests feels oppressed as by
imprisonment with the tedium and the endlessness of that vast and dreary
level. But it is green and very fertile, and it has wide horizons that have a
certain charm of their own even in their dulness and monotony; and among the
rushes by the water-side the flowers grow, and the trees rise tall and fresh
where the barges glide with their great hulks black against the sun, and their
little green barrels and vari-colored flags gay against the leaves. Anyway, there
is greenery and breadth of space enough to be as good as beauty to a child and
a dog; and these two asked no better, when their work was done, than to lie
buried in the lush grasses on the side of the canal, and watch the cumbrous
vessels drifting by and bring the crisp salt smell of the sea among the
blossoming scents of the country summer.
True, in the winter it was harder, and they had to rise in the darkness and the
bitter cold, and they had seldom as much as they could have eaten any day,
and the hut was scarce better than a shed when the nights were cold, although
it looked so pretty in warm weather, buried in a great kindly clambering vine,
that never bore fruit, indeed, but which covered it with luxuriant green tracery
all through the months of blossom and harvest. In winter the winds found
many holes in the walls of the poor little hut, and the vine was black and
leafless, and the bare lands looked very bleak and drear without, and
sometimes within the floor was flooded and then frozen. In winter it was hard,
and the snow numbed the little white limbs of Nello, and the icicles cut the
brave, untiring feet of Patrasche.
But even then they were never heard to lament, either of them. The child's
wooden shoes and the dog's four legs would trot manfully together over the
frozen fields to the chime of the bells on the harness; and then sometimes, in
the streets of Antwerp, some housewife would bring them a bowl of soup and a
handful of bread, or some kindly trader would throw some billets of fuel into
the little cart as it went homeward, or some woman in their own village would
bid them keep a share of the milk they carried for their own food; and they
would run over the white lands, through the early darkness, bright and happy,
and burst with a shout of joy into their home.
So, on the whole, it was well with them, very well; and Patrasche, meeting on
the highway or in the public streets the many dogs who toiled from daybreak
into nightfall, paid only with blows and curses, and loosened from the shafts
with a kick to starve and freeze as best they might—Patrasche in his heart was
very grateful to his fate, and thought it the fairest and the kindliest the world
could hold. Though he was often very hungry indeed when he lay down at
night; though he had to work in the heats of summer noons and the rasping
chills of winter dawns; though his feet were often tender with wounds from the
sharp edges of the jagged pavement; though he had to perform tasks beyond
his strength and against his nature—yet he was grateful and content: he did
his duty with each day, and the eyes that he loved smiled down on him. It was
sufficient for Patrasche.
There was only one thing which caused Patrasche any uneasiness in his life,
and it was this. Antwerp, as all the world knows, is full at every turn of old
piles of stones, dark and ancient and majestic, standing in crooked courts,
jammed against gateways and taverns, rising by the water's edge, with bells
ringing above them in the air, and ever and again out of their arched doors a
swell of music pealing. There they remain, the grand old sanctuaries of the
past, shut in amidst the squalor, the hurry, the crowds, the unloveliness, and
the commerce of the modern world, and all day long the clouds drift and the
birds circle and the winds sigh around them, and beneath the earth at their
feet there sleeps—RUBENS.
And the greatness of the mighty Master still rests upon Antwerp, and wherever
we turn in its narrow streets his glory lies therein, so that all mean things are
thereby transfigured; and as we pace slowly through the winding ways, and by
the edge of the stagnant water, and through the noisome courts, his spirit
abides with us, and the heroic beauty of his visions is about us, and the stones
that once felt his footsteps and bore his shadow seem to arise and speak of him
with living voices. For the city which is the tomb of Rubens still lives to us
through him, and him alone.
It is so quiet there by that great white sepulchre—so quiet, save only when the
organ peals and the choir cries aloud the Salve Regina or the Kyrie Eleison.
Sure no artist ever had a greater gravestone than that pure marble sanctuary
gives to him in the heart of his birthplace in the chancel of St. Jacques.
Without Rubens, what were Antwerp? A dirty, dusky, bustling mart, which no
man would ever care to look upon save the traders who do business on its
wharves. With Rubens, to the whole world of men it is a sacred name, a sacred
soil, a Bethlehem where a god of Art saw light, a Golgotha where a god of Art
lies dead.
O nations! closely should you treasure your great men, for by them alone will
the future know of you. Flanders in her generations has been wise. In his life
she glorified this greatest of her sons, and in his death she magnifies his name.
But her wisdom is very rare.
Now, the trouble of Patrasche was this. Into these great, sad piles of stones,
that reared their melancholy majesty above the crowded roofs, the child Nello
would many and many a time enter, and disappear through their dark arched
portals, whilst Patrasche, left without upon the pavement, would wearily and
vainly ponder on what could be the charm which thus allured from him his
inseparable and beloved companion. Once or twice he did essay to see for
himself, clattering up the steps with his milk-cart behind him; but thereon he
had been always sent back again summarily by a tall custodian in black
clothes and silver chains of office; and fearful of bringing his little master into
trouble, he desisted, and remained couched patiently before the churches until
such time as the boy reappeared. It was not the fact of his going into them
which disturbed Patrasche: he knew that people went to church: all the village
went to the small, tumbledown, gray pile opposite the red windmill.
What troubled him was that little Nello always looked strangely when he came
out, always very flushed or very pale; and whenever he returned home after
such visitations would sit silent and dreaming, not caring to play, but gazing
out at the evening skies beyond the line of the canal, very subdued and almost
sad.
What was it? wondered Patrasche. He thought it could not be good or natural
for the little lad to be so grave, and in his dumb fashion he tried all he could to
keep Nello by him in the sunny fields or in the busy market-place. But to the
churches Nello would go: most often of all would he go to the great cathedral;
and Patrasche, left without on the stones by the iron fragments of Quentin
Matsys's gate, would stretch himself and yawn and sigh, and even howl now
and then, all in vain, until the doors closed and the child perforce came forth
again, and winding his arms about the dog's neck would kiss him on his broad,
tawney-colored forehead, and murmur always the same words: "If I could only
see them, Patrasche!—if I could only see them!"
One day, when the custodian was out of the way and the doors left ajar, he got
in for a moment after his little friend and saw. "They" were two great covered
pictures on either side of the choir.
But he could not see them, and Patrasche could not help him, for to gain the
silver piece that the church exacts as the price for looking on the glories of the
Elevation of the Cross and the Descent of the Cross was a thing as utterly
beyond the powers of either of them as it would have been to scale the heights
of the cathedral spire. They had never so much as a sou to spare: if they
cleared enough to get a little wood for the stove, a little broth for the pot, it was
the utmost they could do. And yet the heart of the child was set in sore and
endless longing upon beholding the greatness of the two veiled Rubens.
The whole soul of the little Ardennois thrilled and stirred with an absorbing
passion for Art. Going on his ways through the old city in the early days before
the sun or the people had risen, Nello, who looked only a little peasant-boy,
with a great dog drawing milk to sell from door to door, was in a heaven of
dreams whereof Rubens was the god. Nello, cold and hungry, with stockingless
feet in wooden shoes, and the winter winds blowing among his curls and lifting
his poor thin garments, was in a rapture of meditation, wherein all that he saw
was the beautiful fair face of the Mary of the Assumption, with the waves of her
golden hair lying upon her shoulders, and the light of an eternal sun shining
down upon her brow. Nello, reared in poverty, and buffeted by fortune, and
untaught in letters, and unheeded by men, had the compensation or the curse
which is called Genius.
No one knew it. He as little as any. No one knew it. Only indeed Patrasche,
who, being with him always, saw him draw with chalk upon the stones any and
every thing that grew or breathed, heard him on his little bed of hay murmur
all manner of timid, pathetic prayers to the spirit of the great Master; watched
his gaze darken and his face radiate at the evening glow of sunset or the rosy
rising of the dawn; and felt many and many a time the tears of a strange,
nameless pain and joy, mingled together, fall hotly from the bright young eyes
upon his own wrinkled yellow forehead.
"I should go to my grave quite content if I thought, Nello, that when thou
growest a man thou couldst own this hut and the little plot of ground, and
labor for thyself, and be called Baas by thy neighbors," said the old man Jehan
many an hour from his bed. For to own a bit of soil, and to be called Baas—
master—by the hamlet round, is to have achieved the highest ideal of a Flemish
peasant; and the old soldier, who had wandered over all the earth in his youth,
and had brought nothing back, deemed in his old age that to live and die on
one spot in contented humility was the fairest fate he could desire for his
darling. But Nello said nothing.
The same leaven was working in him that in other times begat Rubens and
Jordaens and the Van Eycks, and all their wondrous tribe, and in times more
recent begat in the green country of the Ardennes, where the Meuse washes the
old walls of Dijon, the great artist of the Patroclus, whose genius is too near us
for us aright to measure its divinity.
Nello dreamed of other things in the future than of tilling the little rood of
earth, and living under the wattle roof, and being called Baas by neighbors a
little poorer or a little less poor than himself. The cathedral spire, where it rose
beyond the fields in the ruddy evening skies or in the dim, gray, misty
mornings, said other things to him than this. But these he told only to
Patrasche, whispering, childlike, his fancies in the dog's ear when they went
together at their work through the fogs of the daybreak, or lay together at their
rest among the rustling rushes by the water's side.
For such dreams are not easily shaped into speech to awake the slow
sympathies of human auditors; and they would only have sorely perplexed and
troubled the poor old man bedridden in his corner, who, for his part, whenever
he had trodden the streets of Antwerp, had thought the daub of blue and red
that they called a Madonna, on the walls of the wine-shop where he drank his
sou's worth of black beer, quite as good as any of the famous altar-pieces for
which the stranger folk travelled far and wide into Flanders from every land on
which the good sun shone.
There was only one other beside Patrasche to whom Nello could talk at all of
his daring fantasies. This other was little Alois, who lived at the old red mill on
the grassy mound, and whose father, the miller, was the best-to-do
husbandman in all the village. Little Alois was only a pretty baby with soft
round, rosy features, made lovely by those sweet dark eyes that the Spanish
rule has left in so many a Flemish face, in testimony of the Alvan dominion, as
Spanish art has left broadsown throughout the country majestic palaces and
stately courts, gilded house-fronts and sculptured lintels— histories in
blazonry and poems in stone.
Little Alois was often with Nello and Patrasche. They played in the fields, they
ran in the snow, they gathered the daisies and bilberries, they went up to the
old gray church together, and they often sat together by the broad wood-fire in
the mill-house. Little Alois, indeed, was the richest child in the hamlet. She
had neither brother nor sister; her blue serge dress had never a hole in it; at
Kermesse she had as many gilded nuts and Agni Dei in sugar as her hands
could hold; and when she went up for her first communion her flaxen curls
were covered with a cap of richest Mechlin lace, which had been her mother's
and her grandmother's before it came to her. Men spoke already, though she
had but twelve years, of the good wife she would be for their sons to woo and
win; but she herself was a little gay, simple child, in nowise conscious of her
heritage, and she loved no playfellows so well as Jehan Daas's grandson and
his dog.
One day her father, Baas Cogez, a good man, but somewhat stern, came on a
pretty group in the long meadow behind the mill, where the aftermath had that
day been cut. It was his little daughter sitting amidst the hay, with the great
tawny head of Patrasche on her lap, and many wreaths of poppies and blue
corn-flowers round them both: on a clean smooth slab of pine wood the boy
Nello drew their likeness with a stick of charcoal.
The miller stood and looked at the portrait with tears in his eyes, it was so
strangely like, and he loved his only child closely and well. Then he roughly
chid the little girl for idling there whilst her mother needed her within, and sent
her indoors crying and afraid: then, turning, he snatched the wood from Nello's
hands. "Dost do much of such folly?" he asked, but there was a tremble in his
voice.
Nello colored and hung his head. "I draw everything I see," he murmured.
The miller was silent: then he stretched his hand out with a franc in it. "It is
folly, as I say, and evil waste of time: nevertheless, it is like Alois, and will
please the house-mother. Take this silver bit for it and leave it for me."
The color died out of the face of the young Ardennois; he lifted his head and
put his hands behind his back. "Keep your money and the portrait both, Baas
Cogez," he said, simply. "You have been often good to me." Then he called
Patrasche to him, and walked away across the field.
"I could have seen them with that franc," he murmured to Patrasche, "but I
could not sell her picture—not even for them."
Baas Cogez went into his mill-house sore troubled in his mind. "That lad must
not be so much with Alois," he said to his wife that night. "Trouble may come of
it hereafter: he is fifteen now, and she is twelve; and the boy is comely of face
and form."
"And he is a good lad and a loyal," said the housewife, feasting her eyes on the
piece of pine wood where it was throned above the chimney with a cuckoo clock
in oak and a Calvary in wax.
"Yea, I do not gainsay that," said the miller, draining his pewter flagon.
"Then, if what you think of were ever to come to pass," said the wife,
hesitatingly, "would it matter so much? She will have enough for both, and one
cannot be better than happy."
"You are a woman, and therefore a fool," said the miller, harshly, striking his
pipe on the table. "The lad is naught but a beggar, and, with these painter's
fancies, worse than a beggar. Have a care that they are not together in the
future, or I will send the child to the surer keeping of the nuns of the Sacred
Heart."
The poor mother was terrified, and promised humbly to do his will. Not that
she could bring herself altogether to separate the child from her favorite
playmate, nor did the miller even desire that extreme of cruelty to a young lad
who was guilty of nothing except poverty. But there were many ways in which
little Alois was kept away from her chosen companion; and Nello, being a boy
proud and quiet and sensitive, was quickly wounded, and ceased to turn his
own steps and those of Patrasche, as he had been used to do with every
moment of leisure, to the old red mill upon the slope. What his offence was he
did not know: he supposed he had in some manner angered Baas Cogez by
taking the portrait of Alois in the meadow; and when the child who loved him
would run to him and nestle her hand in his, he would smile at her very sadly
and say with a tender concern for her before himself, "Nay, Alois, do not anger
your father. He thinks that I make you idle, dear, and he is not pleased that
you should be with me. He is a good man and loves you well: we will not anger
him, Alois."
But it was with a sad heart that he said it, and the earth did not look so bright
to him as it had used to do when he went out at sunrise under the poplars
down the straight roads with Patrasche. The old red mill had been a landmark
to him, and he had been used to pause by it, going and coming, for a cheery
greeting with its people as her little flaxen head rose above the low mill-wicket,
and her little rosy hands had held out a bone or a crust to Patrasche. Now the
dog looked wistfully at a closed door, and the boy went on without pausing,
with a pang at his heart, and the child sat within with tears dropping slowly on
the knitting to which she was set on her little stool by the stove; and Baas
Cogez, working among his sacks and his mill-gear, would harden his will and
say to himself, "It is best so. The lad is all but a beggar, and full of idle,
dreaming fooleries. Who knows what mischief might not come of it in the
future?" So he was wise in his generation, and would not have the door
unbarred, except upon rare and formal occasion, which seemed to have neither
warmth nor mirth in them to the two children, who had been accustomed so
long to a daily gleeful, careless, happy interchange of greeting, speech, and
pastime, with no other watcher of their sports or auditor of their fancies than
Patrasche, sagely shaking the brazen bells of his collar and responding with all
a dog's swift sympathies to their every change of mood.
All this while the little panel of pine wood remained over the chimney in the
mill-kitchen with the cuckoo clock and the waxen Calvary, and sometimes it
seemed to Nello a little hard that whilst his gift was accepted he himself should
be denied.
But he did not complain: it was his habit to be quiet: old Jehan Daas had said
ever to him, "We are poor: we must take what God sends—the ill with the good:
the poor cannot choose."
To which the boy had always listened in silence, being reverent of his old
grandfather; but nevertheless a certain vague, sweet hope, such as beguiles the
children of genius, had whispered in his heart, "Yet the poor do choose
sometimes—choose to be great, so that men cannot say them nay." And he
thought so still in his innocence; and one day, when the little Alois, finding him
by chance alone among the cornfields by the canal, ran to him and held him
close, and sobbed piteously because the morrow would be her saint's day, and
for the first time in all her life her parents had failed to bid him to the little
supper and romp in the great barns with which her feast-day was always
celebrated, Nello had kissed her and murmured to her in firm faith, "It shall be
different one day, Alois. One day that little bit of pine wood that your father has
of mine shall be worth its weight in silver; and he will not shut the door against
me then. Only love me always, dear little Alois, only love me always, and I will
be great."
"And if I do not love you?" the pretty child asked, pouting a little through her
tears, and moved by the instinctive coquetries of her sex.
Nello's eyes left her face and wandered to the distance, where in the red and
gold of the Flemish night the cathedral spire rose. There was a smile on his
face so sweet and yet so sad that little Alois was awed by it. "I will be great
still," he said under his breath—"great still, or die, Alois."
"You do not love me," said the little spoilt child, pushing him away; but the boy
shook his head and smiled, and went on his way through the tall yellow corn,
seeing as in a vision some day in a fair future when he should come into that
old familiar land and ask Alois of her people, and be not refused or denied, but
received in honor, whilst the village folk should throng to look upon him and
say in one another's ears, "Dost see him? He is a king among men, for he is a
great artist and the world speaks his name; and yet he was only our poor little
Nello, who was a beggar as one may say, and only got his bread by the help of
his dog." And he thought how he would fold his grandsire in furs and purples,
and portray him as the old man is portrayed in the Family in the chapel of St.
Jacques; and of how he would hang the throat of Patrasche with a collar of
gold, and place him on his right hand, and say to the people, "This was once
my only friend;" and of how he would build himself a great white marble
palace, and make to himself luxuriant gardens of pleasure, on the slope looking
outward to where the cathedral spire rose, and not dwell in it himself, but
summon to it, as to a home, all men young and poor and friendless, but of the
will to do mighty things; and of how he would say to them always, if they
sought to bless his name, "Nay, do not thank me—thank Rubens. Without him,
what should I have been?" And these dreams, beautiful, impossible, innocent,
free of all selfishness, full of heroical worship, were so closely about him as he
went that he was happy—happy even on this sad anniversary of Alois's saint's
day, when he and Patrasche went home by themselves to the little dark hut
and the meal of black bread, whilst in the mill-house all the children of the
village sang and laughed, and ate the big round cakes of Dijon and the almond
gingerbread of Brabant, and danced in the great barn to the light of the stars
and the music of flute and fiddle.
"Never mind, Patrasche," he said, with his arms round the dog's neck as they
both sat in the door of the hut, where the sounds of the mirth at the mill came
down to them on the night air—"never mind. It shall all be changed by and by."
"This is Alois's name-day, is it not?" said the old man Daas that night from the
corner where he was stretched upon his bed of sacking.
The boy gave a gesture of assent: he wished that the old man's memory had
erred a little, instead of keeping such sure account.
"And why not there?" his grandfather pursued. "Thou hast never missed a year
before, Nello."
"Thou art too sick to leave," murmured the lad, bending his handsome head
over the bed.
"Tut! tut! Mother Nulette would have come and sat with me, as she does scores
of times. What is the cause, Nello?" the old man persisted. "Thou surely hast
not had ill words with the little one?"
"Nay, grandfather—never," said the boy quickly, with a hot color in his bent
face. "Simply and truly, Baas Cogez did not have me asked this year. He has
taken some whim against me."
"Ah!" The old man was silent: the truth suggested itself to him with the boy's
innocent answer. He was tied to a bed of dried leaves in the corner of a wattle
hut, but he had not wholly forgotten what the ways of the world were like.
He drew Nello's fair head fondly to his breast with a tenderer gesture. "Thou art
very poor, my child," he said with a quiver the more in his aged, trembling
voice—"so poor! It is very hard for thee."
Now he had a secret which only Patrasche knew. There was a little out-house
to the hut, which no one entered but himself—a dreary place, but with
abundant clear light from the north. Here he had fashioned himself rudely an
easel in rough lumber, and here on a great gray sea of stretched paper he had
given shape to one of the innumerable fancies which possessed his brain. No
one had ever taught him anything; colors he had no means to buy; he had gone
without bread many a time to procure even the few rude vehicles that he had
here; and it was only in black or white that he could fashion the things he saw.
This great figure which he had drawn here in chalk was only an old man sitting
on a fallen tree—only that.
He had seen old Michel the woodman sitting so at evening many a time. He had
never had a soul to tell him of outline or perspective, of anatomy or of shadow,
and yet he had given all the weary, worn- out age, all the sad, quiet patience,
all the rugged, careworn pathos of his original, and given them so that the old
lonely figure was a poem, sitting there, meditative and alone, on the dead tree,
with the darkness of the descending night behind him.
It was rude, of course, in a way, and had many faults, no doubt; and yet it was
real, true in nature, true in art, and very mournful, and in a manner beautiful.
Patrasche had lain quiet countless hours watching its gradual creation after
the labor of each day was done, and he knew that Nello had a hope—vain and
wild perhaps, but strongly cherished—of sending this great drawing to compete
for a prize of two hundred francs a year which it was announced in Antwerp
would be open to every lad of talent, scholar or peasant, under eighteen, who
would attempt to win it with some unaided work of chalk or pencil. Three of the
foremost artists in the town of Rubens were to be the judges and elect the
victor according to his merits.
All the spring and summer and autumn Nello had been at work upon this
treasure, which, if triumphant, would build him his first step toward
independence and the mysteries of the art which he blindly, ignorantly, and yet
passionately adored.
He said nothing to any one: his grandfather would not have understood, and
little Alois was lost to him. Only to Patrasche he told all, and whispered,
"Rubens would give it me, I think, if he knew."
Patrasche thought so too, for he knew that Rubens had loved dogs or he had
never painted them with such exquisite fidelity; and men who loved dogs were,
as Patrasche knew, always pitiful.
The drawings were to go in on the first day of December, and the decision be
given on the twenty-fourth, so that he who should win might rejoice with all his
people at the Christmas season.
In the twilight of a bitter wintry day, and with a beating heart, now quick with
hope, now faint with fear, Nello placed the great picture on his little green milk-
cart, and took it, with the help of Patrasche, into the town, and there left it, as
enjoined, at the doors of a public building.
"Perhaps it is worth nothing at all. How can I tell?" he thought, with the heart-
sickness of a great timidity. Now that he had left it there, it seemed to him so
hazardous, so vain, so foolish, to dream that he, a little lad with bare feet, who
barely knew his letters, could do anything at which great painters, real artists,
could ever deign to look. Yet he took heart as he went by the cathedral: the
lordly form of Rubens seemed to rise from the fog and the darkness, and to
loom in its magnificence before him, whilst the lips, with their kindly smile,
seemed to him to murmur, "Nay, have courage! It was not by a weak heart and
by faint fears that I wrote my name for all time upon Antwerp."
Nello ran home through the cold night, comforted. He had done his best: the
rest must be as God willed, he thought, in that innocent, unquestioning faith
which had been taught him in the little gray chapel among the willows and the
poplar-trees.
The winter was very sharp already. That night, after they reached the hut,
snow fell; and fell for very many days after that, so that the paths and the
divisions in the fields were all obliterated, and all the smaller streams were
frozen over, and the cold was intense upon the plains. Then, indeed, it became
hard work to go round for the milk while the world was all dark, and carry it
through the darkness to the silent town. Hard work, especially for Patrasche,
for the passage of the years, that were only bringing Nello a stronger youth,
were bringing him old age, and his joints were stiff and his bones ached often.
But he would never give up his share of the labor. Nello would fain have spared
him and drawn the cart himself, but Patrasche would not allow it. All he would
ever permit or accept was the help of a thrust from behind to the truck as it
lumbered along through the ice-ruts. Patrasche had lived in harness, and he
was proud of it. He suffered a great deal sometimes from frost, and the terrible
roads, and the rheumatic pains of his limbs, but he only drew his breath hard
and bent his stout neck, and trod onward with steady patience.
"Rest thee at home, Patrasche—it is time thou didst rest—and I can quite well
push in the cart by myself," urged Nello many a morning; but Patrasche, who
understood him aright, would no more have consented to stay at home than a
veteran soldier to shirk when the charge was sounding; and every day he would
rise and place himself in his shafts, and plod along over the snow through the
fields that his four round feet had left their print upon so many, many years.
"One must never rest till one dies," thought Patrasche; and sometimes it
seemed to him that that time of rest for him was not very far off. His sight was
less clear than it had been, and it gave him pain to rise after the night's sleep,
though he would never lie a moment in his straw when once the bell of the
chapel tolling five let him know that the daybreak of labor had begun.
"My poor Patrasche, we shall soon lie quiet together, you and I," said old Jehan
Daas, stretching out to stroke the head of Patrasche with the old withered
hand which had always shared with him its one poor crust of bread; and the
hearts of the old man and the old dog ached together with one thought: When
they were gone, who would care for their darling?
One afternoon, as they came back from Antwerp over the snow, which had
become hard and smooth as marble over all the Flemish plains, they found
dropped in the road a pretty little puppet, a tambourine- -player, all scarlet and
gold, about six inches high, and, unlike greater personages when Fortune lets
them drop, quite unspoiled and unhurt by its fall. It was a pretty toy. Nello
tried to find its owner, and, failing, thought that it was just the thing to please
Alois.
It was quite night when he passed the mill-house: he knew the little window of
her room. It could be no harm, he thought, if he gave her his little piece of
treasure-trove, they had been playfellows so long. There was a shed with a
sloping roof beneath her casement: he climbed it and tapped softly at the
lattice: there was a little light within. The child opened it and looked out half
frightened. Nello put the tambourine-player into her hands. "Here is a doll I
found in the snow, Alois. Take it," he whispered—"take it, and God bless thee,
dear!"
He slid down from the shed-roof before she had time to thank him, and ran off
through the darkness.
That night there was a fire at the mill. Outbuildings and much corn were
destroyed, although the mill itself and the dwelling-house were unharmed. All
the village was out in terror, and engines came tearing through the snow from
Antwerp. The miller was insured, and would lose nothing: nevertheless, he was
in furious wrath, and declared aloud that the fire was due to no accident, but
to some foul intent.
Nello, awakened from his sleep, ran to help with the rest: Baas Cogez thrust
him angrily aside. "Thou wert loitering here after dark," he said roughly. "I
believe, on my soul, that thou dost know more of the fire than any one."
Nello heard him in silence, stupefied, not supposing that any one could say
such things except in jest, and not comprehending how any one could pass a
jest at such a time.
Nevertheless, the miller said the brutal thing openly to many of his neighbors
in the day that followed; and though no serious charge was ever preferred
against the lad, it got bruited about that Nello had been seen in the mill-yard
after dark on some unspoken errand, and that he bore Baas Cogez a grudge for
forbidding his intercourse with little Alois; and so the hamlet, which followed
the sayings of its richest landowner servilely, and whose families all hoped to
secure the riches of Alois in some future time for their sons, took the hint to
give grave looks and cold words to old Jehan Daas's grandson. No one said
anything to him openly, but all the village agreed together to humor the miller's
prejudice, and at the cottages and farms where Nello and Patrasche called
every morning for the milk for Antwerp, downcast glances and brief phrases
replaced to them the broad smiles and cheerful greetings to which they had
been always used. No one really credited the miller's absurd suspicion, nor the
outrageous accusations born of them, but the people were all very poor and
very ignorant, and the one rich man of the place had pronounced against him.
Nello, in his innocence and his friendlessness, had no strength to stem the
popular tide.
"Thou art very cruel to the lad," the miller's wife dared to say, weeping, to her
lord. "Sure he is an innocent lad and a faithful, and would never dream of any
such wickedness, however sore his heart might be."
But Baas Cogez being an obstinate man, having once said a thing held to it
doggedly, though in his innermost soul he knew well the injustice that he was
committing.
Meanwhile, Nello endured the injury done against him with a certain proud
patience that disdained to complain: he only gave way a little when he was
quite alone with old Patrasche. Besides, he thought, "If it should win! They will
be sorry then, perhaps."
Still, to a boy not quite sixteen, and who had dwelt in one little world all his
short life, and in his childhood had been caressed and applauded on all sides,
it was a hard trial to have the whole of that little world turn against him for
naught. Especially hard in that bleak, snow-bound, famine-stricken winter-
time, when the only light and warmth there could be found abode beside the
village hearths and in the kindly greetings of neighbors. In the winter-time all
drew nearer to each other, all to all, except to Nello and Patrasche, with whom
none now would have anything to do, and who were left to fare as they might
with the old paralyzed, bedridden man in the little cabin, whose fire was often
low, and whose board was often without bread, for there was a buyer from
Antwerp who had taken to drive his mule in of a day for the milk of the various
dairies, and there were only three or four of the people who had refused his
terms of purchase and remained faithful to the little green cart. So that the
burden which Patrasche drew had become very light, and the centime-pieces in
Nello's pouch had become, alas! very small likewise.
The dog would stop, as usual, at all the familiar gates, which were now closed
to him, and look up at them with wistful, mute appeal; and it cost the
neighbors a pang to shut their doors and their hearts, and let Patrasche draw
his cart on again, empty. Nevertheless, they did it, for they desired to please
Baas Cogez.
The weather was very wild and cold. The snow was six feet deep, and the ice
was firm enough to bear oxen and men upon it everywhere. At this season the
little village was always gay and cheerful. At the poorest dwelling there were
possets and cakes, joking and dancing, sugared saints and gilded Jésus. The
merry Flemish bells jingled everywhere on the horses; everywhere within doors
some well-filled soup-pot sang and smoked over the stove; and everywhere over
the snow without laughing maidens pattered in bright kerchiefs and stout
kirtles, going to and from the mass. Only in the little hut it was very dark and
very cold.
Nello and Patrasche were left utterly alone, for one night in the week before the
Christmas Day, Death entered there, and took away from life forever old Jehan
Daas, who had never known life aught save its poverty and its pains. He had
long been half dead, incapable of any movement except a feeble gesture, and
powerless for anything beyond a gentle word; and yet his loss fell on them both
with a great horror in it: they mourned him passionately. He had passed away
from them in his sleep, and when in the gray dawn they learned their
bereavement, unutterable solitude and desolation seemed to close around
them. He had long been only a poor, feeble, paralyzed old man, who could not
raise a hand in their defence, but he had loved them well: his smile had always
welcomed their return. They mourned for him unceasingly, refusing to be
comforted, as in the white winter day they followed the deal shell that held his
body to the nameless grave by the little gray church. They were his only
mourners, these two whom he had left friendless upon earth—the young boy
and the old dog.
"Surely, he will relent now and let the poor lad come hither?" thought the
miller's wife, glancing at her husband smoking by the hearth.
Baas Cogez knew her thought, but he hardened his heart, and would not
unbar his door as the little, humble funeral went by. "The boy is a beggar," he
said to himself: "he shall not be about Alois."
The woman dared not say anything aloud, but when the grave was closed and
the mourners had gone, she put a wreath of immortelles into Alois's hands and
bade her go and lay it reverently on the dark, unmarked mound where the
snow was displaced.
Nello and Patrasche went home with broken hearts. But even of that poor,
melancholy, cheerless home they were denied the consolation. There was a
month's rent over-due for their little home, and when Nello had paid the last
sad service to the dead he had not a coin left. He went and begged grace of the
owner of the hut, a cobbler who went every Sunday night to drink his pint of
wine and smoke with Baas Cogez. The cobbler would grant no mercy. He was a
harsh, miserly man, and loved money. He claimed in default of his rent every
stick and stone, every pot and pan, in the hut, and bade Nello and Patrasche
be out of it on the morrow.
Now, the cabin was lowly enough, and in some sense miserable enough, and
yet their hearts clove to it with a great affection. They had been so happy there,
and in the summer, with its clambering vine and its flowering beans, it was so
pretty and bright in the midst of the sunlighted fields! There life in it had been
full of labor and privation, and yet they had been so well content, so gay of
heart, running together to meet the old man's never-failing smile of welcome!
All night long the boy and the dog sat by the fireless hearth in the darkness,
drawn close together for warmth and sorrow. Their bodies were insensible to
the cold, but their hearts seemed frozen in them.
When the morning broke over the white, chill earth it was the morning of
Christmas Eve. With a shudder, Nello clasped close to him his only friend,
while his tears fell hot and fast on the dog's frank forehead. "Let us go,
Patrasche—dear, dear Patrasche," he murmured. "We will not wait to be kicked
out: let us go."
Patrasche had no will but his, and they went sadly, side by side, out from the
little place which was so dear to them both, and in which every humble,
homely thing was to them precious and beloved. Patrasche drooped his head
wearily as he passed by his own green cart: it was no longer his—it had to go
with the rest to pay the rent, and his brass harness lay idle and glittering on
the snow. The dog could have lain down beside it and died for very heart-
sickness as he went, but whilst the lad lived and needed him Patrasche would
not yield and give way.
They took the old accustomed road into Antwerp. The day had yet scarce more
than dawned, most of the shutters were still closed, but some of the villagers
were about. They took no notice whilst the dog and the boy passed by them. At
one door Nello paused and looked wistfully within: his grandfather had done
many a kindly turn in neighbor's service to the people who dwelt there.
"Would you give Patrasche a crust?" he said, timidly. "He is old, and he has
had nothing since last forenoon."
The woman shut the door hastily, murmuring some vague saying about wheat
and rye being very dear that season. The boy and the dog went on again
wearily: they asked no more.
By slow and painful ways they reached Antwerp as the chimes tolled ten.
"If I had anything about me I could sell to get him bread!" thought Nello, but he
had nothing except the wisp of linen and serge that covered him, and his pair
of wooden shoes. Patrasche understood, and nestled his nose into the lad's
hand, as though to pray him not to be disquieted for any woe or want of his.
A mist obscured Nello's sight, his head swam, his limbs almost failed him.
When his vision cleared he saw the drawing raised on high: it was not his own!
A slow, sonorous voice was proclaiming aloud that victory had been adjudged
to Stephen Kiesslinger, born in the burgh of Antwerp, son of a wharfinger in
that town.
When Nello recovered his consciousness he was lying on the stones without,
and Patrasche was trying with every art he knew to call him back to life. In the
distance a throng of the youths of Antwerp were shouting around their
successful comrade, and escorting him with acclamations to his home upon
the quay.
The boy staggered to his feet and drew the dog into his embrace. "It is all over,
dear Patrasche," he murmured—"all over!"
He rallied himself as best he could, for he was weak from fasting, and retraced
his steps to the village. Patrasche paced by his side with his head drooping and
his old limbs feeble from hunger and sorrow.
The snow was falling fast: a keen hurricane blew from the north: it was bitter
as death on the plains. It took them long to traverse the familiar path, and the
bells were sounding four of the clock as they approached the hamlet. Suddenly
Patrasche paused, arrested by a scent in the snow, scratched, whined, and
drew out with his teeth a small case of brown leather. He held it up to Nello in
the darkness. Where they were there stood a little Calvary, and a lamp burned
dully under the cross: the boy mechanically turned the case to the light: on it
was the name of Baas Cogez, and within it were notes for two thousand francs.
The sight roused the lad a little from his stupor. He thrust it in his shirt, and
stroked Patrasche and drew him onward. The dog looked up wistfully in his
face.
Nello made straight for the mill-house, and went to the house-door and struck
on its panels. The miller's wife opened it weeping, with little Alois clinging close
to her skirts. "Is it thee, thou poor lad?" she said kindly through her tears. "Get
thee gone ere the Baas see thee. We are in sore trouble to-night. He is out
seeking for a power of money that he has let fall riding homeward, and in this
snow he never will find it; and God knows it will go nigh to ruin us. It is
Heaven's own judgment for the things we have done to thee."
Nello put the note-case in her hand and called Patrasche within the house.
"Patrasche found the money to-night," he said quickly. "Tell Baas Cogez so: I
think he will not deny the dog shelter and food in his old age. Keep him from
pursuing me, and I pray of you to be good to him."
Ere either woman or dog knew what he meant he had stooped and kissed
Patrasche: then closed the door hurriedly, and disappeared in the gloom of the
fast—falling night.
The woman and the child stood speechless with joy and fear: Patrasche vainly
spent the fury of his anguish against the iron- bound oak of the barred house-
door. They did not dare unbar the door and let him forth: they tried all they
could to solace him. They brought him sweet cakes and juicy meats; they
tempted him with the best they had; they tried to lure him to abide by the
warmth of the hearth; but it was of no avail. Patrasche refused to be comforted
or to stir from the barred portal.
It was six o'clock when from an opposite entrance the miller at last came, jaded
and broken, into his wife's presence. "It is lost forever," he said, with an ashen
cheek and a quiver in his stern voice. "We have looked with lanterns
everywhere: it is gone—the little maiden's portion and all!"
His wife put the money into his hand, and told him how it had come to her.
The strong man sank trembling into a seat and covered his face, ashamed and
almost afraid. "I have been cruel to the lad," he muttered at length: "I deserved
not to have good at his hands."
Little Alois, taking courage, crept close to her father and nestled against him
her fair curly head. "Nello may come here again, father?" she whispered. "He
may come to-morrow as he used to do?"
The miller pressed her in his arms: his hard, sunburned face was very pale and
his mouth trembled. "Surely, surely," he answered his child. "He shall bide
here on Christmas Day, and any other day he will. God helping me, I will make
amends to the boy—I will make amends."
Little Alois kissed him in gratitude and joy, then slid from his knees and ran to
where the dog kept watch by the door. "And to-night I may feast Patrasche?"
she cried in a child's thoughtless glee.
Her father bent his head gravely: "Ay, ay: let the dog have the best;" for the
stern old man was moved and shaken to his heart's depths.
It was Christmas Eve, and the mill-house was filled with oak logs and squares
of turf, with cream and honey, with meat and bread, and the rafters were hung
with wreaths of evergreen, and the Calvary and the cuckoo clock looked out
from a mass of holly. There were little paper lanterns, too, for Alois, and toys of
various fashions and sweetmeats in bright-pictured papers. There were light
and warmth and abundance everywhere, and the child would fain have made
the dog a guest honored and feasted.
But Patrasche would neither lie in the warmth nor share in the cheer.
Famished he was and very cold, but without Nello he would partake neither of
comfort nor food. Against all temptation he was proof, and close against the
door he leaned always, watching only for a means of escape.
"He wants the lad," said Baas Cogez. "Good dog! good dog! I will go over to the
lad the first thing at day-dawn." For no one but Patrasche knew that Nello had
left the hut, and no one but Patrasche divined that Nello had gone to face
starvation and misery alone.
The mill-kitchen was very warm: great logs crackled and flamed on the hearth;
neighbors came in for a glass of wine and a slice of the fat goose baking for
supper. Alois, gleeful and sure of her playmate back on the morrow, bounded
and sang and tossed back her yellow hair. Baas Cogez, in the fulness of his
heart, smiled on her through moistened eyes, and spoke of the way in which he
would befriend her favorite companion; the house-mother sat with calm,
contented face at the spinning-wheel; the cuckoo in the clock chirped mirthful
hours. Amidst it all Patrasche was bidden with a thousand words of welcome to
tarry there a cherished guest. But neither peace nor plenty could allure him
where Nello was not.
When the supper smoked on the board, and the voices were loudest and
gladdest, and the Christ-child brought choicest gifts to Alois, Patrasche,
watching always an occasion, glided out when the door was unlatched by a
careless new-comer, and as swiftly as his weak and tired limbs would bear him
sped over the snow in the bitter, black night. He had only one thought—to
follow Nello. A human friend might have paused for the pleasant meal, the
cheery warmth, the cosey slumber; but that was not the friendship of
Patrasche. He remembered a bygone time, when an old man and a little child
had found him sick unto death in the wayside ditch.
Snow had fallen freshly all the evening long; it was now nearly ten; the trail of
the boy's footsteps was almost obliterated. It took Patrasche long to discover
any scent. When at last he found it, it was lost again quickly, and lost and
recovered, and again lost and again recovered, a hundred times or more.
The night was very wild. The lamps under the wayside crosses were blown out;
the roads were sheets of ice; the impenetrable darkness hid every trace of
habitations; there was no living thing abroad. All the cattle were housed, and in
all the huts and homesteads men and women rejoiced and feasted. There was
only Patrasche out in the cruel cold—old and famished and full of pain, but
with the strength and the patience of a great love to sustain him in his search.
The trail of Nello's steps, faint and obscure as it was under the new snow, went
straightly along the accustomed tracks into Antwerp. It was past midnight
when Patrasche traced it over the boundaries of the town and into the narrow,
tortuous, gloomy streets. It was all quite dark in the town, save where some
light gleamed ruddily through the crevices of house-shutters, or some group
went homeward with lanterns chanting drinking-songs. The streets were all
white with ice: the high walls and roofs loomed black against them. There was
scarce a sound save the riot of the winds down the passages as they tossed the
creaking signs and shook the tall lamp-irons.
{Illustration: The portals of the cathedral were unclosed after the Midnight
Mass}
So many passers-by had trodden through and through the snow, so many
diverse paths had crossed and recrossed each other, that the dog had a hard
task to retain any hold on the track he followed. But he kept on his way,
though the cold pierced him to the bone, and the jagged ice cut his feet, and
the hunger in his body gnawed like a rat's teeth. He kept on his way, a poor
gaunt, shivering thing, and by long patience traced the steps he loved into the
very heart of the burgh and up to the steps of the great cathedral.
"He is gone to the things that he loved," thought Patrasche: he could not
understand, but he was full of sorrow and of pity for the art-passion that to
him was so incomprehensible and yet so sacred.
The portals of the cathedral were unclosed after the midnight mass. Some
heedlessness in the custodians, too eager to go home and feast or sleep, or too
drowsy to know whether they turned the keys aright, had left one of the doors
unlocked. By that accident the foot-falls Patrasche sought had passed through
into the building, leaving the white marks of snow upon the dark stone floor.
By that slender white thread, frozen as it fell, he was guided through the
intense silence, through the immensity of the vaulted space—guided straight to
the gates of the chancel, and, stretched there upon the stones, he found Nello.
He crept up and touched the face of the boy. "Didst thou dream that I should
be faithless and forsake thee? I—a dog?" said that mute caress.
The lad raised himself with a low cry and clasped him close. "Let us lie down
and die together," he murmured. "Men have no need of us, and we are all
alone."
In answer, Patrasche crept closer yet, and laid his head upon the young boy's
breast. The great tears stood in his brown, sad eyes: not for himself—for
himself he was happy.
They lay close together in the piercing cold. The blasts that blew over the
Flemish dikes from the northern seas were like waves of ice, which froze every
living thing they touched. The interior of the immense vault of stone in which
they were was even more bitterly chill than the snow-covered plains without.
Now and then a bat moved in the shadows—now and then a gleam of light
came on the ranks of carven figures. Under the Rubens they lay together quite
still, and soothed almost into a dreaming slumber by the numbing narcotic of
the cold. Together they dreamed of the old glad days when they had chased
each other through the flowering grasses of the summer meadows, or sat
hidden in the tall bulrushes by the water's side, watching the boats go seaward
in the sun.
Suddenly through the darkness a great white radiance streamed through the
vastness of the aisles; the moon, that was at her height, had broken through
the clouds, the snow had ceased to fall, the light reflected from the snow
without was clear as the light of dawn. It fell through the arches full upon the
two pictures above, from which the boy on his entrance had flung back the veil:
the Elevation and the Descent of the Cross were for one instant visible.
Nello rose to his feet and stretched his arms to them; the tears of a passionate
ecstasy glistened on the paleness of his face. "I have seen them at last!" he
cried aloud. "O God, it is enough!"
His limbs failed under him, and he sank upon his knees, still gazing upward at
the majesty that he adored. For a few brief moments the light illumined the
divine visions that had been denied to him so long—light clear and sweet and
strong as though it streamed from the throne of Heaven. Then suddenly it
passed away: once more a great darkness covered the face of Christ.
The arms of the boy drew close again the body of the dog. "We shall see His
face—there," he murmured; "and He will not part us, I think." On the morrow,
by the chancel of the cathedral, the people of Antwerp found them both. They
were both dead: the cold of the night had frozen into stillness alike the young
life and the old. When the Christmas morning broke and the priests came to
the temple, they saw them lying thus on the stones together. Above the veils
were drawn back from the great visions of Rubens, and the fresh rays of the
sunrise touched the thorn-crowned head of the Christ.
As the day grew on there came an old, hard-featured man who wept as women
weep. "I was cruel to the lad," he muttered, "and now I would have made
amends—yea, to the half of my substance—and he should have been to me as
a son."
There came also, as the day grew apace, a painter who had fame in the world,
and who was liberal of hand and of spirit. "I seek one who should have had the
prize yesterday had worth won," he said to the people—"a boy of rare promise
and genius. An old wood-cutter on a fallen tree at eventide—that was all his
theme. But there was greatness for the future in it. I would fain find him, and
take him with me and teach him Art."
And a little child with curling fair hair, sobbing bitterly as she clung to her
father's arm, cried aloud, "Oh, Nello, come! We have all ready for thee. The
Christ-child's hands are full of gifts, and the old piper will play for us; and the
mother says thou shalt stay by the hearth and burn nuts with us all the Noël
week long—yes, even to the Feast of the Kings! And Patrasche will be so happy!
Oh, Nello, wake and come!"
But the young pale face, turned upward to the light of the great Rubens with a
smile upon its mouth, answered them all, "It is too late."
For the sweet, sonorous bells went ringing through the frost, and the sunlight
shone upon the plains of snow, and the populace trooped gay and glad through
the streets, but Nello and Patrasche no more asked charity at their hands. All
they needed now Antwerp gave unbidden.
Death had been more pitiful to them than longer life would have been. It had
taken the one in the loyalty of love, and the other in the innocence of faith,
from a world which for love has no recompense and for faith no fulfilment.
All their lives they had been together, and in their deaths they were not divided:
for when they were found the arms of the boy were folded too closely around
the dog to be severed without violence, and the people of their little village,
contrite and ashamed, implored a special grace for them, and, making them
one grave, laid them to rest there side by side—forever!