MEET ME IN THE PENALTY

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CALI MELLE

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 PLAYLIST

Dancing with a Stranger - Sam Smith, Normani

Feel - Post Malone, Kahlani
Ride for Me - Daniel Di Angelo
Strawberry Skies - Kid Travis
Long Nights - 6LACK
Muse - Bayou
HER - Chase Atlantic
Control - Pablo, Preston Pablo
Die for You - The Weeknd
Snow on the Beach - Taylor Swift, Lana Del Rey
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This one is for the ones looking for that love that sets your soul on fire.

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 CONTENTS

Prologue
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
Chapter 14
Chapter 15
Chapter 16
Chapter 17
Chapter 18
Chapter 19
Chapter 20
Chapter 21
Chapter 22
Chapter 23
Chapter 24
Chapter 25
Chapter 26
Chapter 27
Chapter 28
Chapter 29
Chapter 30
Chapter 31
Epilogue

Acknowledgments
About the Author
Also by Cali Melle

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PROLOGUE

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 NICO

A s I walked off the ice and headed back to the locker room, my hair
was soaked and stuck to the back of my neck. There was nothing like
hitting the ice for practice and having your coach tell you that you’re
not practicing with pucks. After the loss that we had on Sunday, I wasn’t
surprised. We got spanked and it wasn’t the pleasurable kind of spanking.
“Damn, that man is ruthless,” Lincoln mumbled as we both dropped
down onto the bench beside each other. He was in his rookie year too, so we
were both working our asses off to prove that we belonged playing on this
level.
Ice hockey was competitive as hell and if you weren’t keeping up with
the best, you’d easily get left behind. Dropping back to the AHL wouldn’t
be a death sentence, but it wasn’t what I wanted. I wanted it all, or nothing.
And luckily, I was right where I needed to be in terms of impressing our
coach and being an asset to the team.
Coach Anderson didn’t fuck around and I wasn’t about to be the one
who got on his bad side. We had one issue this entire season and it was
about me getting into some unnecessary fights. I dialed it back a bit since
we had a talk about it and everything had been good between us ever since.
“Cirone,” Miles, one of our new equipment guys, said as he walked
over to me. “Let me get your practice socks so I can get you new ones.”
I pulled the clear tape from the material and balled it up and set it on the
bench beside me before I continued undressing. Miles looked at the ball of
tape and held out his hand for it as I handed him my socks.
“Do you want me to throw the tape out for you?”
My eyes widened and I shook my head. “Absolutely not.”
 Wes chuckled from a few guys down. “You never touch Nico’s tape,” he
warned Miles. Wes and I played on the same team together in the AHL
before we were moved up to the NHL. He knew my weird quirks and
superstitions.
“What’s the deal with the tape?” Miles questioned the two of us,
genuinely interested.
I shrugged off the rest of my equipment and put it all back in its
respective place. “My mom started this thing when I was a kid. I used to
piss her off with leaving balls of tape everywhere, so every season she
would collect them. It kind of started this weird thing that I do now.”
Wes laughed again and Lincoln shook his head. “Go on, tell him more,”
Lincoln urged. “It gets even more interesting.”
I looked between my two teammates. “Like neither of you have your
own weird things you do.” I paused and directed my attention at Wes. “You
sleep in your damn suit every night before a game.”
Wes simply shrugged. “It’s good luck, bro.”
“And so is my ball of tape.”
Miles looked between the three of us. “You know what, I don’t need to
know the specifics. I know now to leave your tape untouched, so we’re
good.”
He quickly moved away from all of us and everyone went back to their
routine. Some of the guys headed into the shower to wash away the sweat
before leaving. Wes walked over to me as I grabbed my keys, phone, and
wallet.
“What are you doing tonight, Nico? Some of us are going to meet up at
that new club Mirage. You game?”
I shrugged, even though my body was telling me I needed to go home
and go to bed. “Sure, why not. I’m going to run home and shower and I’ll
meet you guys there?”
“Sounds good,” Wes said with a smile before he left the locker room. I
wasn’t far behind him and some of the other guys came out in a larger
group. I was still getting to know a lot of the guys and they had been pretty
accepting so far.
After hopping into my black Mercedes, I headed out through the ramp
that led down to where all the players parked. The man sitting at the booth
lifted the gate and waved as I drove through. My apartment was only a five-
minute drive from the arena and there wasn’t much traffic so I got home
without any issues.
From one parking garage to another, I slid my car into its spot and took
the elevator up to my floor. It was a building of condos and each floor was
its own separate unit. I didn’t make enough of a salary for a place like this,
but my mother had an insane trust built for me and she left me a fortune
when she passed away.
The thought weighed heavily on my heart and as I stepped into the
shower, I couldn’t help but tilt my head back and wonder where she was in
the universe. I hoped wherever she was, I was making her proud. She was
diagnosed with cancer when I was finishing up college. Her prognosis
wasn’t good and she didn’t last very long with us after she found out.
She was alive when I was drafted into the NHL and I’d never forget the
look on her face. It was a memory I had cemented inside my brain. She
never got to see my NHL debut, but I knew she was with me that day. I
missed her, but there was nothing I could do about it now except hope that I
was continuing to make her proud.
After showering, I got dressed and added my ball of tape to the massive
one I’d been collecting during the season. I had been keeping it in my guest
room and thankfully, no one ever asked to see inside the room. To the guys,
it wasn’t anything to be ashamed of. Someone who didn’t understand it
might not find it as amusing.
By the time I left my apartment, it was already well into the night and I
was pulling into the parking lot at the club by ten-thirty. Wes had already
texted me to let me know they were here and to head to the VIP section.
“Took you long enough,” Lincoln said as I took a seat next to him in the
booth. There was a bottle of champagne in a bucket in the center of the
table, but everyone had mixed drinks and was taking shots.
I shrugged as I grabbed one of the shots and swallowed it back. The
liquor burned as it slid down my esophagus, but I welcomed the feeling.
“Let’s be real—you guys were probably here for five minutes before I
showed up.”
Wes clapped his hand on my shoulder and gave me a swift shake. “Hey,
buddy,” he said with a smile in his voice. “Linc was just missing you, is
all.”
Lincoln laughed loudly. “I’m here for one thing and one thing only
tonight,” he said with a smirk. “And you are not it, Cirone.”
 “Bummer,” I chuckled as I grabbed one of the mixed drinks that Wes
had. Otto, Mac, and Cole were sitting in the booth talking to some girls who
had wandered over. A few of the other guys were here somewhere, but who
knew where they wandered off to.
Lincoln stood up from where he was sitting. “I’m heading out to scope
out the scene. Either of you want to come with me?”
Wes shook his head as he leaned back in his spot and slowly sipped his
bourbon and ginger ale while pulling out his phone. “Nah. I’m just going to
lay low for a little.”
Lincoln glanced over at me. “Cirone?”
I shrugged as I picked up my drink and stood up. It was the same thing
Wes was drinking. “Fuck it. I don’t have anything else going on, so I’m
down.”
Lincoln smiled and he began to wander through the VIP section. I
followed after him as the sound of the bass pounded through the speakers
and directly into my bones. It was loud as hell but the DJ had a nasty mix
going, so I was feeling it as we walked down the stairs and into the main
area of the club.
I waded through the sea of dancing bodies and lost Lincoln somewhere
along the way. I didn’t need him as my wingman. I was highly capable of
finding someone without him. Plus, Wes was a better wingman than he was
anyway.
As I pushed my way through the throng of people, eventually the crowd
broke open to where the bar was. My eyes scanned the area and I took a
seat as I finished my drink. Setting it down, I ordered another when the
bartender came over to me. Just as I placed my order, someone ran into my
back, pushing me forward slightly in my seat.
“Oh my god, I am so sorry.”
The sound of her voice slid across my eardrums like silk and I slowly
turned around to face her. She was still standing close and I caught a whiff
of her floral perfume. The corners of my lips lifted as her blue eyes met
mine. Under the flashing colored lights from above, her blonde hair
changed hues with each flash.
She was petite and looked like I could probably bench-press her entire
body. A tight black dress hugged her curves and I allowed myself the
opportunity to quickly check her out as she moved to the seat next to me.
 “There are so many damn people in here. Someone pushed me into your
back.” She paused for a moment, pulling a credit card from her clutch. “Let
me buy you an apology drink?”
Reaching out, I placed my hand over hers and pushed the card back into
her small bag as I shook my head. “You don’t owe me anything.” I smiled
at her as she turned to face me. “I have a better idea. How about I buy you a
drink instead?”
My eyes were drawn to her plump lips. They were stained a dark red
from her lipstick and I wanted the matching stains on my own lips. “I like
that idea.”
“What are you drinking?”
Just as I asked her, the bartender walked back over with my drink and I
listened as she ordered a vodka soda. I assessed her as she was talking to
the bartender. My eyes traveled over her high cheekbones and down her
straight nose. She reached up and tucked her straight hair behind her ear.
She turned to face me. “Do they make their drinks strong here?”
I glanced at the bartender and took a sip of my own drink. “Usually.
Judging by this drink, I think it’s safe to say they do. Is this your first time
here?”
She nodded. “I just moved here a week ago for a new job. One of the
girls I met through work invited me out here, but she brought her boyfriend
and I’m not in the mood to be a third wheel.”
Luckily for her, I was only looking for a second wheel.
“What do you do for work?” I inquired as she got her drink and took a
sip of it.
She set her glass down just as the DJ switched the song to a different
one. “I’m a photographer.” Her face lit up and she began to move in her seat
to the beat of the music. “Why is that always a question people ask when
you first meet someone?”
“I feel like it’s an easy icebreaker,” I said with a shrug. “Plus, you did
say that you just moved here because of your new job, so I figured I’d be
polite and ask about it.”
This earned a smirk from her. “Ah. Trying to make it seem like your
intentions are pure and wholesome, right?”
I laughed and shook my head at her. “My intentions are only the purest
and most wholesome.” I leaned closer to her, my lips brushing against her
ear. “I’m actually an angel and as innocent as they come.”
 She snorted and pushed me back before hopping out of her seat. “I
highly doubt that,” she winked as she grabbed her drink with one hand and
grabbed my bicep with the other. “Dance with me?”
I grabbed my drink and slowly rose to my feet. “I thought you’d never
ask.”
Her palm was warm against mine as I threaded my fingers through hers
and followed her into the crowd. She abruptly stopped and I dropped her
hand, grabbing her waist to hold her upright as I crashed into her back. She
lifted her arm up, snaking it around the back of my neck as she began to
move in front of me.
Her back was pressed flush against my torso. We had about a foot
difference in height so her ass was just below my pelvis as she began to roll
her hips. I moved along with her, grinding against her as I slid my hand
across the front of her dress, stopping with my fingers splayed across the
bottom of her stomach.
Holding her drink in one hand, she spun around in my grip and I was
holding the small of her back as she faced me. Her other arm was back
around my neck and her velvet skin slid against mine. I wanted to toss my
glass onto the floor so I could hold her with both hands. I wanted to explore
her body and get lost in the valleys and planes of her torso.
We were pressed flush against each other, two strangers in the darkness
of the club as we moved together to the music. She leaned her head back,
her ocean blue eyes colliding with mine as she gazed up at me. Her lips
parted slightly and my gaze dropped down to her mouth before finding her
eyes again.
“Kiss me,” she murmured. I could barely hear her over the music, but
her body spoke louder. “Make me forget it all.”
My face dipped down to hers. “What are you trying to forget, love?”
“The asshole who broke my heart.”
I pulled back slightly, a ghost of a smile playing on my lips as I
searched her eyes. “So, you’re looking for someone to replace the memory
of him tonight?”
She flashed me her bright white teeth and her eyes danced under the
flashing lights. “Exactly.”
Everyone around us continued to dance along to the music, but we
weren’t moving with them anymore. Instead, my face was dipping down to
hers and I was claiming her mouth with my own. She tasted like the vodka
she was drinking and her nails dug into the back of my neck as I traced the
seam of her lips with my tongue.
Gripping onto her waist, I slid my tongue against hers, breathing her in
as she moved against me. This wasn't usually my style with a girl that I had
just met. I mean, by the end of the night, I was usually on my way back to
their place with them, but I usually tried to play it cool at first.
She made it clear what her intentions were and I wasn’t going to deny
her a fucking thing.
Our tongues were tangled together and there was an urgency behind our
kiss. My lips bruised hers and I wanted more. Fuck playing it cool, fuck
waiting till later. Abruptly breaking apart, I left her breathless and she
stared up at me with wide eyes.
I pulled at the material of her dress as I spun on my heel. Her hand slid
into mine and I headed through the crowd. I needed to get her alone.
Somewhere I could do whatever she wanted me to do.
She followed along after me as we moved toward the back of the
building and discarded our drinks along the way. We climbed the stairs and
I led her through the VIP area. I caught Wes’s eye as I strode past the booth
the guys were in. He raised an eyebrow and nodded in approval. There was
a back room tucked off to the side. I had no idea what was in it, but we were
about to find out.
Grabbing the handle, I turned it to the side and it opened with ease. I
pushed it open and pulled the girl in with me before shutting it behind us.
Her hands were on my back and heat rolled off her in waves.
“I can’t see a thing. Is there a light in here?”
I turned around to face her, my fingers trailing up her neck and across
her jaw. “I don’t want anyone to interrupt us.”
I could hear the smile in her voice in the darkness. “Good idea.”
She leaned up on her toes and our mouths collided in a rush. Her arms
were around the back of my neck and she ran her fingers through my hair as
she held on to me. I grabbed her hips and slowly backed her up until she
was flush against something.
“Wait,” she broke away, breathless. “I don’t even know your name…”
I pulled away for a moment, sliding my hand into my pocket as I pulled
out my phone to check our surroundings. It was just a storage closet and
there was a worktable behind her. Turning off the screen, I slid it back into
my pocket before I grabbed her thighs and lifted her up.
 The sharp intake of her breath filled the room and her hands clutched at
my shoulders as I had her sitting on the table with me standing between her
legs. My cock throbbed in my pants and she hooked her legs around my
waist, pulling me flush against her.
“Nico,” I told her as I dropped my mouth to her neck. “But you can call
me whatever the fuck you want.”
“Mmm, Nico,” she hummed as she reached for the bottom of my dress
shirt and pulled it out of my pants. Her nails were sharp against the skin on
my back. “Different. I like it.”
“I like the way my name sounds rolling off your tongue, but you know
what I really want to hear, love?”
She looked up at me as I pulled the straps of her dress down her arms.
“What’s that?”
“I want to hear you screaming it instead.”
I slid the straps of her dress down to her elbows before trailing my
hands across her collarbones. My lips found hers again as my fingers traced
the dips and curves of her body. Sliding the material under her breasts, the
feel of her skin was soft against my palms and I rolled her nipples between
my fingers.
She moaned into my mouth and I swallowed the sound. Her hands
found the waistband of my pants and she worked them open. Shifting my
hips back, I gave her access to my cock as she slid her hands under my
boxers.
A pounding sounded on the other side of the door and she stilled against
me with my cock throbbing in her hand. “Someone knows we’re in here,”
she breathed against my lips.
“Fuck,” I mumbled as I released her breasts and pulled back. Whoever
was on the other side knocked on it again and I heard my name.
“Goddammit.” I grabbed the straps of her dress and pulled them back up to
cover her up. “Hold on.”
Her heels hit the floor as she dropped down off the table and I pulled up
my zipper and buttoned my pants as I walked over to the door. The hinges
groaned as I pulled on it with force, feeling the frustration building inside.
My balls ached and I needed to be inside her.
Wes was standing on the other side with a look of regret on his face.
“Sorry to interrupt, bro, but I need your help with Linc.”
“What about him? I’m not his babysitter.”
 He frowned and swayed a bit. “He left with these two girls. I don’t
know what the hell happened, but they kicked him out of his car.” He
paused for a moment and lifted his backward baseball hat from his head
before putting it back in place. “I shouldn’t drive and I didn’t know if you
could.”
Goddammit. I only had one drink and barely drank the second one I
ordered. If there was anyone sober enough to drive here, it was me. I
glanced back at the girl with ocean eyes who was staring at me from across
the small room.
As much as I wanted to finish what we started, she was just a stranger at
the end of the day. These guys were my family and we had to have each
other's backs on and off the ice.
I turned back to Wes. “Give me a minute and we’ll go get his dumb
ass.”
“Thanks, Nico.”
Leaving the door cracked open, light shined into the small room as I
closed the distance between the girl and me. “I hate to leave like this, but I
gotta go.”
She smiled up at me. “I get it. You go do whatever you have to do and
maybe one day our paths will cross again.”
“Let me see your phone,” I said to her as I held out my hand.
She raised an eyebrow and pulled it from her clutch. After unlocking the
screen, she handed it to me. I took it from her and called my phone from
hers.
“There, now you have my number,” I told her as I handed it back and
slid my hand up to cup the side of her face. “I’m not done with you. Call me
if you decide you want to finish this sometime.”
I claimed her lips once more with a teasing kiss and grabbed her hand
before pulling her out of the room with me. Wes was waiting by the booth
and I stopped next to him as I watched her disappear back into the crowd.
“Who was that?”
Shit. I pulled out my phone and saw that I had her number, but I never
got her name. A slow smile pulled on my lips.
“I have no idea,” I paused as I slid my phone back into my pocket, “but
I have every intention of finding out.”

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CHAPTER ONE

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 HARPER

A s I rolled out of bed, I checked my phone for the time. I had plenty of
time before I had to be at work, so I laid in bed for a moment. It had
been three days since the night at the club. After I came out of the
storage closet with Nico, I ended up finding Ava who had been looking for
me. She was another photographer and I met her when I came for my first
interview. We kind of hit it off and she offered to be the one to show me
around.
Orchid Beach was a lot different than Boston or Denver but I was
slowly getting acclimated to it. The worst part was being alone. I needed a
change of scenery after I ended things with my ex. And as soon as the
position opened up for the Orchid City Vipers, it seemed like the perfect
escape.
I fell in love with Connor in college and stayed with him for far too
long. He was drafted into the NHL after we graduated, so we tried to do the
long-distance thing. It didn’t work for long before I had to end things with
him. He seemed like a great guy when I first met him, but after getting into
a relationship with him, I realized he wasn’t the man I thought he was. After
multiple blowout fights and too many hurtful words later, I knew what I had
to do.
He was manipulative and when I refused to follow after him, he
completely lost it. The night that he threw a glass at my head was the same
night I finally ended things. I felt absolutely broken at first. I wasted my
time and energy with someone who wasn’t good for me. It hurt and I was
still healing, but I was finding out that I was much better off without him.
 He had other toxic qualities, but I chose to put on my rose-colored
glasses when we were together. Now that he was out of my life, I was able
to move on. The only problem about being a sports photographer that
worked for a professional hockey team… there was going to be a point in
my career where I’d most likely see him on the ice.
The only thing I could do is prepare. I wanted him to see what he was
missing, but not because I wanted him back. Because I wanted it to be a
slap in the face, for him to see that I came out stronger and never needed
him.
I allowed myself the luxury of lying in bed for a few more minutes as I
scrolled my social media accounts. There was a text from Ava, checking in
to see if I wanted to meet up with her before work today. I sent her a
response, agreeing to meet her at the coffee shop near the arena before I
climbed out of bed and began my routine.
The day passed by quickly and before I knew it, it was time for me to
head out. Grabbing all of my equipment, I double-checked my outfit in the
mirror and slipped my feet into my sneakers and left my comfortable space
to meet Ava.
She was already there when I got to the coffee shop. I held my hand up
to wave to her as I walked over to the counter and ordered a latte. The place
wasn’t busy, which didn’t surprise me. It was the middle of the afternoon on
a Saturday. The fall air hadn’t gone too crisp yet and with the sun still
shining, it was a beautiful day outside.
“Are you ready for your first day?” Ava asked as I sat down across from
her at the small table by the window. She was wearing an oversized Vipers
crewneck and had her dark hair pulled back in a sleek bun.
I took a sip of my latte and nodded. “Yeah. I’m a little nervous but I
think I’ll feel better after I get this first shoot out of the way.”
“That’s usually how it goes,” she said with a knowing smile. “You’ll be
fine. I haven’t run into anyone who wasn’t cool there. Most of the other
staff members just leave us alone anyways.”
“That’s honestly the way I like it.”
Ava stared at me for a moment before she leaned forward on her arms.
“Okay, we need to talk about the other night. You’ve been gatekeeping and
I need to know what happened.”
“I told you, I was dancing with some guy.”
 She shook her head at me and propped her elbow on the table before
dropping her chin to her palm. “I call bullshit. I saw you coming out of the
VIP lounge, I just couldn’t see who you were with.”
Heat crept up my neck and spread across my cheeks. “I don’t know who
he is. I only got his first name.”
“Oh my gosh, look at how you’re blushing.” Ava’s eyes widened as a
shocked expression consumed her face. “No way. You hooked up with him
in the VIP lounge?”
I cringed and shook my head. “We only kissed… and it was in a storage
closet. We got interrupted before it could go any further.”
Ava’s face cracked and a string of laughter fell from her lips. I couldn’t
help but laugh along with her after realizing how ridiculous it sounded. Of
all the places—a storage closet. That was probably low on my list of places
to hook up with someone.
“Damn, girl,” she laughed softly and shook her head. “I know you said
your ex fucked you up, but he must have done a number on you if you’re
hooking up with random strangers in closets at the club.”
“Dear God, please never say it like that again,” I told her as my
shoulders sagged in defeat. “That just sounds like I’m a slut.”
Ava shook her head. “Absolutely not. You’re a goddess and this is your
time to shine. Fuck the guys and the relationships. You do you, boo.” She
paused for a moment and winked. “That asshole doesn’t deserve any of
your energy. Preserve that shit and save it for someone who earns it.”
“You know, I wasn’t so sure about you, but you might not be that bad,” I
admitted, although I kept my tone light and playful to pass it off as a joke.
Ava checked her watch and rose to her feet as she motioned for me to
follow. “Please. I am the best friend you will ever have. You just haven’t
realized it yet.”
Our laughter followed us out of the coffee shop and we parted ways
after Ava pulled me in for a hug and promises of seeing each other in
literally ten minutes at the arena. Traffic wasn’t too bad and I ended up
being directly behind her as we showed our cards and pulled into the staff
parking lot.
The entire building was already buzzing with energy as we walked
through our entrance that led to the media staff room. It wasn’t the one
where they did the post-game conferences. It was where all of the media
staff met and where the photography team would meet up to get our
assignments.
As Ava and I walked in, there were already a bunch of people grabbing
some food and drinks from a little buffet station they had set up. It surprised
me. This was the first professional organization that I had worked for, but I
wasn’t expecting all of this.
We all gathered in the center of the room and everyone took a seat as
Phillip, the head of media, stood in the center to read off our assignments.
“Harper, we’re going to have you at the players’ entrance and then
you’ll be at the goal line by the home net for the first period.”
I nodded as I wrote that down and looked back over the players list. I
had spent last night going through the matchup and highlighting the star
players on the team that they would want more photos of. There were two
rookies on the team that I needed to make sure I got some shots of. There
was a lot of talk about them and the spotlight was on the two of them.
Nicolai Cirone and Weston Cole.
The fact that my ex played professional hockey had completely turned
me off from following along with the sport. Both of their names were
familiar, but that was the most that I knew about them. That and their stats.
I guess I would find out what the team really looked like when their skates
hit the ice.
After we all broke apart from our meeting, I quickly set up my small
station with my laptop and everything ready to go. It was an insane job.
Taking thousands of pictures during one twenty-minute period and then
having to race back here during the intermission to edit and send some off
before taking my next position for the next period. It was a lot. I had done it
for some AHL games before, but that was just as a freelancer.
It was high stress and a part of me really enjoyed it. The other part of
me wanted something a little more low-key. This was where I was at in life
right now and until I had my own business established, this is what work
looked like for me.
“Just take a deep breath and everything will be fine,” Ava told me as she
walked over to my station. “We decide the rest of our assignments usually
between the first and second period. Sometimes Phillip will assign them
before the game, other times he does it on the fly.”
I nodded, taking in any words of encouragement she could offer me. “I
shouldn’t feel as anxious as I do right now, but I have a feeling this is going
to be crazier than what I’m used to.”
Ava smiled at me as she adjusted her own camera bag on her shoulder.
“They picked you for a reason. You’ll do great.”
I smiled back at her before glancing at the watch on my wrist. “I should
probably head downstairs and get set up.”
“Yeah, they should start heading in within the next twenty minutes or
so.”
Ava and I parted ways and I took the elevator down to the ice level
floor. As the doors slid open, the cold air washed over my skin. A shiver
rolled down my spine and I fought the urge to pull my hood up over my
head. It wasn’t as cold as it was right by the ice, but this floor was definitely
the coldest in the building.
I made my way over to where the players’ entrance was and I set my
bag down on the floor before making myself comfortable. It wasn’t the
easiest to do, given that the ground was concrete, but I tucked my legs
underneath myself and it provided a little comfort and warmth.
My settings were already set up on my camera and I lifted it to my eyes
as I took a few practice shots to make sure I had the perfect angle for when
they came walking in. Once I was in the right position, I checked my phone
for the time and made myself as comfortable as possible.
The first few guys who walked in greeted me and I took my shots of
them as they strolled down the hall in their suits. I recognized some of them
after checking out the team roster. I offered my name to the ones who asked
and they kept on moving.
The guys came in waves and some of them were in pairs. Hockey
players were known for being ritualistic creatures and being ones of habit,
so I wasn’t not surprised when they didn’t seem to miss a beat as they all
walked past me.
A group of four all came walking in and you could feel the air leave the
building as their presence consumed the entire hallway. They were walking
in pairs, with two in the front and two behind. I couldn’t see the two in the
back as they were a few feet behind them and I needed to move to get their
pictures too.
I swallowed nervously and continued to take my shots as they were
laughing about something. One of the players in the front was wearing a
suit that needed to see a dry cleaner to get it pressed. His white dress shirt
was wrinkled and so was his suit. His tie was cocked to the side and it made
my eye twitch from wanting to fix it for him.
Rising to my feet, I went to move to the side, but the one in the
wrinkled suit stepped in front of me. His brow furrowed together and he
cocked his head. “I feel like I’ve seen you somewhere before, but not here.”
His bright blue eyes were shining as his lips pulled into a smirk. “What’s
your name?”
“Harper,” I told him, my voice soft. “I’m not sure that we would have
ever met before. I just moved here.”
“I’m Wes,” he said as he tucked his hands in the front pockets of his
disheveled dress pants. His lips parted and he was about to say something
as someone ran directly into his back. “Shit, Cirone,” he mumbled as he
stepped out of the way.
The air left my lungs in a rush and my eyes widened as his gaze collided
with mine. I watched the recognition pass through his expression and my
brain tripped over itself as it quickly tried to connect the dots. I didn’t make
the connection until now. He looked older and different than he did in his
rookie picture.
Which is probably why I didn’t realize it sooner.
Nico from the club was Nicolai Cirone. One of the star up-and-coming
centers for the Orchid City Vipers.
“This is Harper,” Wes said to him with a smirk.
Mischief danced in Nico’s dark eyes. “Hey, Harper.”
I nervously pulled my lip between my teeth and watched his eyes drop
down to my mouth. Instinctively, I released it and smiled at him. “Hi,
Nico.”
Wes lifted an eyebrow at me and I instantly regretted not addressing him
by his full name instead. Wes glanced over at Nico. “She’s new to the city.
Maybe we could show her around sometime…”
His jaw tightened and a shadow passed through his expression before he
grabbed Wes’s shoulders and swiftly turned him around, giving him a light
shove in the back. “Let’s go. We’re going to be late.”
Wes glanced at him over his shoulder with his eyebrows together. “For
what, exactly?”
Nico glared at him but didn't bother responding to him as he directed
him away from me. Somewhere within those ninety seconds of interaction,
my stomach must have fallen onto the ground and my camera wasn’t where
I needed it to be.
“Shit,” I muttered under my breath as a few more players came in. I
quickly got back into position and the shutter of the camera clicked as I
snapped some shots.
My phone vibrated in my pocket and when I had another short break, I
pulled it out. My heart pounded erratically in my chest as I saw I had a text
message. It was a number that wasn’t saved in my phone, but I knew
exactly who it was.
Nico Cirone.

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NICO
Are you busy after the game?

M y mind was still reeling after seeing her. Harper. I didn’t get her
name that night, but now I knew it and it was stuck like glue to the
insides of my brain. Wes was rambling on about something beside
me, but my eyes were cemented to my phone as I watched the three small
bubbles appear and disappear.
“Yo, are you even listening to me?” Wes said as he obnoxiously
snapped his fingers in front of my face.
I lifted my gaze to his, my eyes narrowed. “I’m a little busy, if you can’t
tell.”
His eyebrows scrunched together. “Who could possibly be more
important than me?”
I snorted and shook my head at Wes just as my phone vibrated in my
hand. “Your ego is borderline suffocating.”
Wes chuckled. “You’d be lost without me, Cirone.”
I rolled my eyes. “You’re right. What ever would I do without Weston
Cole?”
I’m looking back at my phone as he directed his attention to Lincoln
and some of the other guys. They were lost in conversation and I was lost in
my mind as I read the message Harper sent back.
HARPER
Who is this?
 I bit back a smile and I shook my head to myself. She knew damn well
who it was and I wasn’t here to play games with her. I wanted answers and I
wanted to know when I could see her again.
NICO
Don’t fuck with me, pretty girl. You know exactly who this is.

I waited for a few beats and stared down at my phone. Watched as it

went from saying delivered to saying read. And those damn bubbles didn’t
bother to appear. She left me on fucking read.
“Cirone, let’s go,” Mac called over to me from where the guys were
standing with a soccer ball. We always had to do some type of off-ice
warm-up before getting on the ice. Soccer was the most recent choice,
along with some stretching. They were all already dressed in their warm-up
gear and I still had my suit on from when I walked in.
“I’ll meet you guys out there in, like, two minutes,” I told Mac as
everyone began to file out of the locker room. Mac nodded but didn’t speak
another word as he followed out after them.
As I rose to my feet, I opened up our message thread again and typed
another out to Harper.
NICO
What do I have to do to get you to meet me somewhere?

I set my phone down and quickly stripped down to my boxers before

pulling on my matching t-shirt and a pair of sweatpants. I sat back down on
the bench to tie my sneakers as my phone vibrated again.
HARPER
For starters, you can tell me why you didn’t inform me that
you played professional hockey for the Orchid City Vipers.

At the time, it didn’t feel necessary. A lot of girls acted differently as

soon as they found out you played a sport professionally. I didn’t know her
well enough and I didn’t feel comfortable telling her. The same went for her
though—she could have easily disclosed what her photography job entailed
instead of being vague as fuck about it.
NICO
Meet me after the game and we can talk.
 “Cirone, hurry the fuck up!” I heard Weston’s voice from the hall. A
sigh escaped me and I shook my head. I don’t know what the hell I was
thinking or doing. This was a waste of my time. She was just a random
hookup and here I was overthinking it all.
The guys were already waiting for me and I left my phone on the bench
in an effort to try and forget about the sexy photographer who was in the
same goddamn building.
There was something about her that lingered with me after that night at
the club. I gave her my number and didn’t hear from her. If I wouldn’t have
ran into her tonight, there was a possibility that I would have been able to
forget about her, but not now. Now she was fresh on my brain and right in
my damn face.
After we finished our off-ice warm-ups and as I was tying my skates,
my phone vibrated from where it was still sitting. My heart pounded
erratically and the adrenaline was already fucking with my system. The
energy in the room was electric and the boys were ready to go.
I rose to my feet and a message from Harper flashed across the screen. I
needed to get ready to go out on the ice, but I found myself staring at the
screen and my eyes absorbed her words.
HARPER
I don’t know if that’s a good idea.

Just as I was about to type a response, Wes grabbed my phone from me

and pressed the button on the side to lock the screen. My brow furrowed
and I glared at him. My lips parted to ask him what the hell he was
thinking, but he silenced me as he shouldered past me to put my phone in
my bag.
“Coach will literally take that shit from you like we’re in high school
and you know it.” He stood back in front of me. “Don’t fuck around and
fuck up, Nico.”
As if he heard us talking about him, Coach Anderson walked around the
room in his freshly pressed suit, barking orders at everyone. Everyone
began to line up and music pounded from the speakers around the arena at
the end of the tunnel connected to the locker room.
I stared at my best friend for a moment. “Dude, you’re literally always
on his shit list.”
 “Yeah, and it’s not a fun place to be, so you’re welcome for me trying to
save your ass.”
“Thanks, bro,” I told him as we both got into our respective spots in the
line-up. Starting with our goaltenders, everyone started filing down the
tunnel and running onto the ice after grabbing our sticks.
The music was loud, the lights were flashing around, and the entire
arena was vibrant. It was a palpable energy. One that you could wrap
around your fingertips and string around your body. As I skated across the
ice, there was an effortless feeling, almost similar to what I’d imagine
flying felt like.
Playing professional hockey was a dream I had always dreamt and now
that I had it, I was never going to let it slip away. It was the most
exhilarating high, no drug or alcohol could ever come close to touching it. It
was deep-seated in my veins and it was something I would never be able to
flush out. This was my entire identity and I needed to remind myself that.
We all took shots on the goalie and Wes set me up for a few one-timers
as we continued our warm-ups. I could allow myself the luxury of fucking
around with Harper, but that was all it could ever be. I would never give any
of this up for anyone or anything.
Grabbing the puck with the toe of my stick, I skated around, pushing it
along as I headed in the direction of the net. My legs were powering
through and I deked to the left and then the right before flicking my wrist
and sending the puck top shelf from the right side of the crease. Wolfe, our
goalie, didn’t have a chance to stop it and he laughed out loud.
“Damn, Cirone.” He shook his head as I slid to a stop near him. “Your
wrist shot is nasty. I’m ready to see some snipes.”
“Let’s see what you got,” I told him, smiling as I accepted the
challenge. I got back into line and we all started skating in rapid succession,
firing shots at Wolfe. I wasn’t sure how many actual shots on goal I had, but
there were only a few that Wolfe managed to block.
He was one of the best goaltenders in the league and a vital asset to our
team. He was a few years older than some of the newer guys so he was able
to show us a thing or two when it came to playing against some of these
other players. Wolfe was a good person to have in your back pocket.
As I finished shooting some shots on goal, I hung back, letting some of
the other guys work Wolfe a little bit. Wes skated over to me and lingered
for a moment before saying anything.
 “Harper—she’s that girl you had in the closet at the club, isn’t she?”
Wes’s words completely caught me off guard and I whipped my head
over to look at him. “What?”
“I knew she looked familiar, I just couldn’t figure out why.” He paused
and smiled. “That explains why you didn’t like me talking about showing
her around town.”
We both directed our gazes back to the net as the boys continued their
rounds of making shots. Wes and I both needed to jump in, but he had my
attention now.
“I saw her over by the net,” Wes said, his voice low. “Are you going to
see her again?”
I side-eyed him. “Depends on if she wants to see me or not.”
Wes shrugged. “If you end up passing on her, let me know.”
My jaw clenched and I looked over at him just as he moved closer over
to the boards to do some stretching. The last thing I was going to do was let
her fall into Wes’s lap. I had a taste of her, but it wasn’t enough. I wanted
more—enough to satiate my appetite, and then she could do whatever the
hell she wanted.
It didn’t take but a fraction of a second for me to spot her in her position
by the goal line. She was standing over there with her camera lined up
through the cutout hole, snapping pictures of our team warming up. A smirk
pulled on my lips and I lazily skated over to where she was.
As I neared closer, I turned around and skated backward until my back
was against the glass. Glancing over my shoulder, I stopped directly in front
of the hole, obscuring her view. It was a dick move, but I wasn’t going to let
her escape me this easily. I pretended to stretch, even though it was barely a
stretch.
“Nico, please move,” she raised her voice from where she was sitting
and tapped on the glass behind me.
“Don’t know what you’re talking about,” I yelled back to her as one of
the pucks came over to me. I received the pass and slid it back over to Wes
who raised an eyebrow at me. “I’m just warming up.”
“Yeah, I bet you fucking are.” She was silent for a breath. “Seriously, I
can’t see a thing and my job literally depends on this.”
“Agree to meet me after the game and I’ll leave you alone.”
I heard her exasperated sigh and couldn’t help but smirk. I had her
exactly where I wanted her right now and I was successfully getting her to
agree with me.
“Fine. Meet me in the media parking lot.”
Without another word, I pushed off the boards and joined the rest of my
team as we finished up our warm-ups. I didn’t look back in her direction for
the last five minutes that I was on the ice, but I could feel her eyes on me.
And that was more than enough.
We finished up and all exited the ice so the Zamboni could cut it again
and make it fresh before the game began. The boys were buzzing and
everyone was hyped. It wasn’t long before we were back out there, standing
as the woman who sang for our team sang the national anthem. We were
playing the Firebirds tonight and they were one of our rivals. We had beat
them the past three times we played against them and things were getting
relatively tense.
As I skated over to my position for the puck drop, her bright blonde hair
caught my attention. She was seated to the right of the net and her camera
was positioned through the cutout hole in the glass. My mouth spread into a
grin as I bent my knees and placed my stick where I needed it to be for the
face-off.
This was going to be a fucking fun night.
I battled my opponent for the puck for a fraction of a second before I
was able to get it away from him. Flicking my wrist, I passed it over to
Wes, who was already waiting, hanging in the defensive zone. He didn’t
hesitate to pass it to Mac, who was over on the other side crossing into the
neutral zone. The puck was on the ice and the game was on.
We managed to get it into their zone and got two shots on goal, but both
were blocked by their goalie. It didn’t take long for my first shift to end and
my legs were burning but the adrenaline quickly washed over me. I dropped
down onto the bench next to Wes and we both grabbed our bottles and
drank from them as we watched the game continue.
“What was that with Harper?” Wes asked me out of nowhere. “I saw the
two of you talking about something.”
I glanced over at him with my gaze slicing through his. “I’m going to
tell you one time and this is the last fucking time.” My voice was as sharp
as ice. He was my best friend but I knew how Wes operated. He ran through
girls like it was his job. “Forget her name and stay away from her.”
Wes raised his eyebrows at me. “I take it that you’re not passing on her
then?”
 An exasperated sigh escaped me. I didn’t know what the hell I was
really doing, but I knew that I didn’t want Wes to get any ideas about her.
Our conversation was interrupted as Lincoln was checked into the boards
by us. He lost his footing momentarily, but quickly recovered before skating
after the asshole who slammed into him.
A few of the guys skated over for a line change. Without another word
to Wes, I hopped over the boards, even though it wasn’t my shift, and sped
across the ice, chasing after the puck and the pack of players. As I skated
into their zone, Lincoln slid the puck to me. I received the pass and weaved
through two of their players before sniping the small spot between the
goalie’s leg and his stick.
The bull horn sounded throughout the building and it echoed as our fans
cheered loudly. The boys on the bench were slapping their sticks against the
boards and I went for a different celly this time, dropping to one knee as I
pointed my stick toward Harper from across the ice. The guys on the ice all
skated over to me and when I got over to the bench, the guys had their
hands out and I bumped my glove against each of theirs. Coach Anderson
looked less than amused that I was on the ice when the rest of my line was
still on the bench.
I may have scored a goal, but there was definitely going to be hell to
pay for that stunt.
I had a feeling it would be worth it in the end.

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T he entire night flew by faster than I had expected. It was a complete

whirlwind and I would be lying if I said that it didn’t leave me feeling
completely exhausted. During the periods, I was busy trying to
capture as many shots as possible and during the intermissions, I was
swamped with editing hundreds of images to send off to the media team.
They liked to have images to share on social media and the various
websites during the game, so it was essential that we had them edited and
sent over while the action was happening. We got our assignments for the
rest of the game after the first period and they had me positioned on the
glass for everything.
It was hard to ignore Nico Cirone and his presence. He dominated the
game and made his place on the ice well known. It was impossible to deny
that he was an extremely talented player and he skated with purpose. He
still had a lot to lose and couldn’t miss a beat with proving himself.
Between him and Weston Cole, they ran most of the plays. It was
exhilarating to watch, but I also had to be mindful while shooting that I
couldn’t just have a million pictures of the two of them. They weren’t the
only players who mattered on the team and even though Nico had infiltrated
my mind and shook things up, I had to push him from my thoughts as much
as possible during the game.
I was closing my laptop and packing my things away when Ava found
me by my station. She strode over with a huge smile on her face.
“Girl, you killed it tonight!” She adjusted her bag on her shoulder. “Did
you check the Instagram account? They used your shot from the game-
winning goal on it.”
 My eyes widened and my heart pounded erratically in my chest. With it
being my first day on the job, it was not what I was expecting to hear at all.
“Are you serious?”
Ava showed me her phone and, lo and behold, there was the photo I
took of Mac O’Reilly scoring on the Firebird’s goalie during the last ten
seconds of the game. “This calls for a celebration, girl. Let’s go out!”
I gave her a small smile. “I have something else that I have to do
tonight, but can we celebrate tomorrow night instead?”
“Absolutely,” Ava said with a smile as she nodded. “Tomorrow night.
I’ll text you in the morning after I figure out what trouble we can get into.”
I laughed softly and shrugged. “I’m not usually one for trouble but fuck
it. I need some excitement in my life.”
“Good answer.”
Ava pulled me in for a quick hug with a promise of talking in the
morning before we parted ways. She disappeared from the media room
before I did and part of that was because I was so nervous to walk out to my
car.
I knew that Nico would be out there waiting for me and I wasn’t sure I
was ready to face him yet.
I couldn’t hang out in here forever and after giving myself a ten-minute
long pep talk in the bathroom, I finally sucked it up and headed out to the
parking lot. Most of the members from the media team had already left and
there were only a handful of cars remaining.
As I walked alone, I spotted my car where I had left it in its spot and
parked right next to it was Nico’s sleek Mercedes Benz. He was leaning
against the front of his car wearing a pair of gray sweatpants and a black
Vipers hoodie. His phone illuminated his face and as I neared closer, he
lifted his head as he spotted me.
Nico dropped his phone and tucked it into the front pocket of his
sweatpants as he pushed away from the front of his car. My stomach did a
somersault as I approached him and the nervousness was swirling around in
my veins again.
“Hey,” he said, his voice soft and warm as he smiled at me. “How did
your night go?”
His question caught me off guard with the simplicity of it. I shifted my
weight nervously. “It went well. It was pretty intense and exhilarating at the
same time.”
 Nico flashed his white teeth at me and my stomach did a weird flutter
thing that I instantly wanted to shut off. This man almost had me naked a
few days ago and his tongue was inside my mouth. What the hell was this
life I was living?
“I’m really glad to hear that.” He paused for a breath. “I would
apologize for blocking your view during warm-ups, but it would be a lie. I
needed to see you again and it worked out in my favor.”
I almost choked on my breath as he spoke the words. His arrogance
wasn’t as evident the first night I met him. He definitely exuded confidence,
but goddamn. This was a different side of him and I wasn’t sure if I was
turned on or wanted to slap him.
“Ah, so you’re all about yourself and getting what you want?”
Mischief danced in his irises and he shrugged. “I’m used to getting what
I want.”
I tilted my head to the side as I set my camera and laptop bags on the
hood of my car. “Is that why you didn’t tell me that you were a professional
hockey player?”
Nico raised an eyebrow at me. “Quite the contrary. If I tell women that,
it’s usually a done deal that they’re coming home with me.” His tongue slid
out as he wet his lips. “I wanted you to want me for me, not because of my
status.”
“Are you always this forward with people?”
A chuckle vibrated from his chest and I swear I felt it in between my
legs. Heat crept up my neck and quickly made its way across my cheeks as
I clenched my thighs together.
His lips twitched. “You’re blushing.”
“No, I’m not,” I retorted as I ducked my head and grabbed my bags.
As I lifted them into the air, Nico wrapped his hand around mine and
took them from me. My gaze collided with his and he stared down at me
with a fire burning in his irises.
“I like how you look when you blush, knowing I’m the one who put that
color in your cheeks.”
My breath caught in my throat and my heart pounded erratically against
my rib cage as I tried to regain my composure. There was no reason for him
to be having this effect on me. We hooked up one night, if you even want to
call it that.
 If his friend hadn’t interrupted us that night, we would have definitely
had sex. That was in the exact direction we were heading, but it didn’t
happen. We had a moment and it should be left at just that.
Nico walks himself over to the passenger’s side of my car and sets my
bags inside before making his way back over to me. Part of me knows I
should have stopped him but his forwardness has me feeling like I have
vertigo.
“What did you want to meet up to talk about?” I asked him as he
stopped in front of me.
The look in his eyes was indistinguishable and the tension between us
was palpable. The air was electric and I was afraid I was going to get
shocked if I dared to reach out and touch it between my fingertips.
“I wanted to see you again.”
The words fell from his lips with no hesitation. He didn’t say it with a
question, he wasn’t asking if he could see me again. He was telling me what
he wanted and Nico already made it clear that Nico Cirone gets what he
wants.
“Well, I’m here, and honestly, I’m exhausted,” I told him as I attempted
to brush away the effect he was having on me. It could be my own little
secret and not one that I needed him to know about. “So, if you wanted to
talk, I’d get to it now.”
He tucked his hands in the front pockets of his pants and his expression
softened as his eyes searched mine. “I was surprised to see you when I got
here today. You’ve been on my mind since the night at the club and I was
literally going to give you another day or two to call me before I called
you.”
“I was equally surprised,” I reminded him. “I suppose we both could
have told each other more about our jobs, but we didn’t really leave a lot of
room for conversation.”
This earned a smirk from him. “No, we didn’t, did we?” His wavy dark
hair poked out from the top of his hood that was pulled up around his head
and I remember how soft it was. How it felt like silk between my fingers. “I
meant what I said that night.”
I swallowed roughly as his words from that night played over in my
head. His gaze was glued to mine and the way he was staring at me had me
ready to climb into the back seat of his car.
“I wasn’t done with you that night and I’m not done with you now.”
 Cue melting into a puddle on the ground around his feet.
My chest expanded as I inhaled deeply and slowly let out the breath in
my lungs. “This changes things now, Nico. We both work for the same
organization. You know how their policies are regarding fraternizing with
other staff.”
His jaw tightened and he glowered at me. “Fuck the policies, Harper.
You don’t strike me as someone who follows the rules.”
“Maybe not, but I need this job.”
His face relaxed and he took a step toward me. “Can I tell you a
secret?”
My tongue stuck to the roof of my mouth like I had a mouthful of
peanut butter. He was so close I could smell the scent of his body wash
from the showers inside the locker rooms. I didn’t dare speak a word, but
stupidly nodded instead.
“Tonight was literally the best game I played since they moved me up
from the farm team.” He paused for a beat and I counted two erratic
heartbeats in my chest before his beautiful lips parted again. “I think I
found my good luck charm for the season and I’m not giving that up.”
I stare at him for a moment in disbelief. “You can’t be serious.”
Hockey players were known for their superstitions and ritualistic
behavior. If something worked for one game as a good luck charm, that was
the be-all and end-all until it didn’t work anymore.
“Do I look like I’m joking?” he said with a dead serious look on his
face. “I need you around, Harper. And I think I can help you too. Kind of
like a mutual trade-off.”
My brows pinched together and I eyed him skeptically. “What are you
proposing, Cirone?”
“You wanted me to erase the memories of your ex,” he reminded me
from the night in the club, and I instantly blushed again. “Let me replace
every bad fucking memory of him. I’m not going to be your rebound, but
more like your stepping stone to getting back into the game.”
“Did you not hear a single word I said about the policy against
fraternizing?” I argued with a frustrated sigh. “If we get caught doing
anything together, I would most likely lose my job.”
Nico stared at me. “So, we don’t get caught.”
“I’m not in the habit of sleeping around.”
 He smirked and shrugged. “It’s not sleeping around if you’re sleeping
with the same person.”
“I cannot believe we’re seriously having this conversation right now,” I
muttered under my breath as I shook my head. “Look, I’m flattered and
appreciate your forwardness, I guess?” I shook my head again. “This is
beyond bizarre and I think I’m just going to go home now.”
Nico stepped out of my way without arguing. Something lingered in his
gaze as he watched me walk to the driver’s side door and pull it open.
“Think about it, but don’t take too long.” He fell silent for a second, his
gaze colliding with mine just as I was about to lower myself into my seat.
“Have a good night, Harper.”
My stomach was in my throat as I dropped down and quickly closed the
door behind me. I didn’t bother looking at him again, but I could feel his
eyes watching me from where he stood by his car.
And as I pulled out of the parking lot, my phone vibrated in my bag. I
paused at the exit, pulling it out as I unlocked my phone and read the
message that had come through.
NICO
Don’t forget, Harper… I get what I want.

I quickly locked my screen and tossed it onto the seat beside me as a

rush of adrenaline raced through my veins. There was no way I could get
away from him now. My mind couldn’t even fully process what just
happened, but there was one thing I knew for sure.
I was officially fucked by Nico Cirone and he hadn’t even fully touched
me yet.

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 NICO

I had no intention of being as forward as I was with Harper. It was one of

those situations that you find yourself going too far in and there was
literally no turning back. Once I had started, I felt like I had to follow
through, even if it meant pushing her away. I wasn’t sure if that was truly
the case or if I had just confused her that much.
Either way—she left me without an answer and I had no intention of
accepting that.
She had just become my new obsession.
It had been almost a week since I had run into Harper at the Orchid
Beach Arena and I hadn’t heard from her since. I kept glancing down at my
phone, waiting for it to vibrate. It had become a recent habit and it made my
eye twitch when I realized how ridiculous this was becoming.
We were flying home later tonight and had a home game in two days.
After being on the road for three straight games, I was ready to be back at
my apartment. But more importantly, I was ready to see Harper again.
“You keep looking at your phone like it’s a bomb that’s about to
detonate,” Wes mused out loud as he sat across from me at our table. We
came to get dinner at a restaurant not far from the airport before leaving.
I rolled my eyes. “No, I don’t.”
“Sure you do,” he argued before taking a sip of his drink. “You’ve been
doing it for days now. I can’t tell if you’re waiting for good news or bad.”
I raised an eyebrow at him. None of the other guys were paying
attention to us and for that, I was extremely grateful. “I’m not waiting for
either.”
 Wes mimicked my expression. “So, it’s more of a who then instead of a
what.” He paused as an amused smirk played on his lips. “It’s the
photographer, isn’t it? Harper?”
My eyes widened slightly and I gave him a murderous glare. “Dude,
shut up about her.”
He fought back a laugh and silenced himself as he took another sip of
his beer. “That’s what I thought.”
“No one can know about that shit at the club and you do not know how
to keep your mouth closed.” I paused for a moment, dropping my voice
lower. “If I want any chance of anything else happening with her, I can’t
have anyone knowing.”
Realization finally dawned over Wes’s expression and I swore,
sometimes it really took him a few moments before he caught up. I suppose
too many blows to the head would do that to you.
“Ah, shit, her job with the organization,” he said with his voice as low
as mine. “There has to be some kind of a loophole or a work-around.”
I shrugged as I took a swig of my own beer. “Trust me, I already have a
plan, because I need her.”
“Damn, dude, you plan on wifing her up this quickly too?”
My nostrils flared as I let out an exasperated sigh. “It’s not completely
like that. Just hear me out… I need her around to play like I did the other
night.”
Wes gave me a look like I was insane, but it tracked. I didn’t play
terribly while we were on the road, but I didn’t play like I did that night she
was at the game. It wasn’t like I had anything to prove to her, so it had to be
another good luck charm sent to me from the universe.
“What about Ballsy?”
I laughed out loud at the thought of someone overhearing us and what
their thoughts might be. To anyone that wasn’t seated at our table, our
conversation would have sounded like some off-the-wall shit.
“Ballsy is one thing I will never, ever give up, so don’t worry. She’s not
a threat to him.”
Wes laughed along with me. “Oh, thank God. I don’t know what we
would do if you threw out that ball of tape.” He grabbed the pitcher of beer
from the center of the table and filled up his glass. “What version of Ballsy
is this one anyways?”
 Wes knew the history behind Ballsy, but it had become a bit of a joke
between the two of us. No one knew the history behind it but him. One
drunken night, I broke down after he grilled me about the damn ball of tape
and I told him the truth. The connection to my late mother.
Ballsy made an appearance every season and that habit was never going
anywhere.
“I honestly don’t even know. I stopped counting after it was Ballsy the
tenth.”
Mac cleared his throat from where he was sitting next to Wes and we
both glanced over at him. “Sometimes I really wonder about the two of you
and question the stability of your mental health.”
“If you need to worry about either of us, it would be him,” I joked,
motioning to Wes.
Wes barked out a laugh. “Says the guy who has a ball of tape THAT HE
NAMED.”
“Oh, yeah, I heard about that,” Mac said with his curiosity now piqued.
“This is something I have to see sometime.”
“It truly is a work of art,” I tell him with the smile of a proud parent on
my face. “I have a picture of the one from last season, if you want to see it.”
I picked up my phone to scroll through my photos to find one to show
him, when it vibrated in my hand. Heat instantly crept up my neck,
warming my entire body, and I locked my screen before tucking it back into
my pocket.
“Actually, I don’t have any good ones. I’ll have to find them another
time.”
Mac shrugged and didn’t seem to really care, while Wes raised an
eyebrow at me. I narrowed my eyes at him in warning and he gave me a
nod before diving into a conversation with Mac.
Lincoln stood up from his seat and knocked on the table to get
everyone’s attention. “Coach wants us ready to leave in, like, ten minutes,
so be ready, boys.”
A few of the guys grumbled, but I think a majority of us were just ready
to get back to our home city. I sat back quietly in my seat as I eased away
from any of the conversations and pulled my phone back out of my pocket
to check my messages.
There she was… finally responding.
 HARPER
Hey.

That was it. Simplistic, yet highly cryptic.

NICO
Hey yourself.

She was severely mistaken if she thought this was how I played. She
should have known from the other night that I wasn’t one to beat around the
bush. I was straight up with her and I wasn’t sure I should expect the same
from her in return.
HARPER
So, I was thinking about what you said the other night and I
don’t see how it is going to work out.

Ah, there it was. The answer that I was half expecting, but not the one I
was wanting to hear.
NICO
And why is that?

My mother taught me better. She raised me to be a respectful

gentleman. I would at least be decent enough to show Harper that. I would
never push her—or anyone—into something they didn’t want.
HARPER
It’s just too risky. I have too much to lose.

So, she wasn’t saying she didn’t want to. It was more a matter of we
couldn’t because of what could happen.
NICO
What if I told you that no one would ever find out?
HARPER
Someone always finds out, Nico.

I shook my head at my phone and tucked it into my pocket as everyone

got up from the table. We had a bus waiting out front to take us to the
airport where we would board our team’s jet and head back to Orchid
Beach. I followed Wes out of the restaurant and my phone was burning a
hole in my pocket.
The last words that Harper sent continued to plague my mind until we
were all filing onto the jet and taking our seats. Some of the guys had fallen
into comfortable conversation and a few were already half asleep. Wes was
reading a romance novel and I wasn’t even about to approach that subject.
Instead, I pulled out my phone and opened up the message thread
between Harper and me. She wasn’t wrong with her statement. In most
cases, that was what happened. Things always got out and then you were
fucked.
What Harper didn’t know was I wouldn’t tell a single soul, not even
Wes. If I could prevent anyone from finding out, that was what I would do.
She didn’t understand the weight we put on good luck charms.
I needed her around, even if she didn’t want to take me up on my offer.
NICO
That’s where you’re wrong, love. I plan on keeping things
between us quiet but have no intention of you being quiet.
HARPER
Are you always so sure of yourself?

A smile pulled on my lips and I stared down at my phone as the pilot

drove the jet onto the runway. I had approximately a minute before we
would be in the air and needed to put my phone on airplane mode.
NICO
How else do you think I stay on top?
HARPER
You’re a top all right…

Damn. She made my dick hard with one sentence.

Her response was not what I had expected. I had definitely
underestimated her and now I didn’t feel as badly about coming on as
strongly as I did. I wasn’t here to fuck around. Not in the sense of leaving
things open to her interpretation. I knew what I wanted and was simply
making sure she knew it too.
 NICO
You want to play, love? I can show you how good it feels to
win.

Three small bubbles popped up and disappeared as she typed and

deleted a response. My heart pounded against my rib cage and excitement
rattled my system as I waited in limbo for her response.
“Cirone, we’re about to take off. Phone.”
Our coach made me feel like I was back in high school all over again as
he scolded me for having my phone out. A sigh escaped me as I closed out
of the message thread. I quickly switched it over to airplane mode and slid
it back into my pocket.
I caught Wes looking at me from where he was sitting. A smirk played
on his lips and he cocked an eyebrow.
I shook my head at him. “Just don’t.”
I had half a hard-on and felt awkward as hell as I attempted to adjust
myself in my seat with my best friend staring at me the way he was.
“I didn’t say anything,” Wes said as he feigned innocence and held up
the novel he was reading. “I’m just over here minding my own business.”
“Sure you are,” I threw back at him as a laugh escaped me. “You have a
habit of making everyone’s business your own.”
Wes gave me the middle finger as he laughed along before he got back
to whatever the hell it was he was reading. Shaking my head, I settled back
in my seat, feeling the plane lift into the air as I rested my head against the
window.
I hated that I would have to wait until we touched down to read
Harper’s response, but good things took time.
And I planned on having the best fucking time with her.

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 HARPER

“Y ou’re quiet today,” Ava said as we both sat down at the table in the
coffee shop. It had become our little thing before work. We would
meet here, if neither of us had anything going on, and grab some
coffee before we had to head to the arena.
I hadn’t told Ava anything about Nico. All she knew was about some
random guy at the club, but I never told her the truth about who it really
was. I also never disclosed the fact that he played professional hockey for
the same team that we worked for.
It wasn’t that I didn’t trust Ava. She was the only friend I really made
since moving to Orchid Beach. She hadn’t given me a reason not to trust
her, but at the same time, I still found myself hesitant. If I let her in on
anything that had to do with Nico, how would I know that she wouldn’t end
up saying something to someone?
It was really hard to make that judgment when you didn’t know
someone completely.
And on the other hand—it’s not like there was anything real going on
between Nico and I. Some harmless flirting and whatnot after our run-in at
the club. He had propositioned me and I didn’t take the bait. No harm, no
foul. Neither of us could realistically get in trouble for what had happened
between us so far.
I knew the limitations and knew where it had to be cut off. It could
never progress any further than it already had and I planned on telling Nico
that… eventually. I never responded to his last text two nights ago. Part of
me knew that I should have shut that down immediately, yet I couldn’t
bring myself to do it.
 Chances were, I would end up seeing him tonight, whether it was on or
off the ice.
Then I would tell him the truth.
I shrugged as I took a sip of my latte. “I just didn’t sleep very well last
night. I woke up late and then the gym was so busy.” I paused for a second
and let out a sigh. “I know, they’re all stupid problems. I’m just ready to get
tonight over with and go to bed.”
“Girl, I get it completely. We all have shit days and you’re allowed to
have one.” She smiled at me, before pulling out a small compact mirror and
a tube of lip gloss. “Just breathe in the good and exhale the bad. Tonight
will be amazing, you will be amazing and then you’ll get to go home.”
I stared at Ava, a little taken aback by her sudden yogi attitude. “Are
you going through some type of spiritual awakening?”
It was Ava’s turn to sigh. “Ryan has been on this yoga, like meditation,
manifesting kick. I’m not against it at all—it really helps my mindset—but
sometimes I can’t help but wonder if it's all a crock of shit.”
I tried really hard not to laugh, but I couldn’t stop the string of laughter
from falling from my lips. Ava laughed along and gave me the middle
finger. “I’m sorry, I shouldn’t laugh. I just can’t picture Ryan doing that.”
Ava’s boyfriend really was a nice, laid-back, quiet guy. He also kind of
freaked me out sometimes. He was smart—like smart smart, genius level
smart. There was nothing bad about the guy. He had just made jokes about
hacking into stuff and with his dry humor, it was hard to tell if he was
serious or not.
Which all made it hard to picture him sitting with his feet together and
his eyes closed as he let out an “om”.
“Next thing you know, he’s going to be dragging me along to a fucking
ayahuasca retreat or something.” Ava shook her head and rolled her eyes. “I
love the guy and I’ve done my fair share of mushrooms, but I’m not trying
to experience ego death. That might literally kill me.”
My eyes widened. I had heard about people doing those retreats.
Supposedly, it was one of the most humbling, life-changing experiences
ever. It also sounded like pure hell and something I would never want to
experience either.
“Please tell me he didn’t say anything about doing one.”
“Not yet, girl,” Ava said with a soft laugh. “I don’t think he’s far away
from suggesting it, though.”
 “I’ll pray for you,” I joked as we both laughed.
“I’m going to need the whole damn church praying for me.”

When we got to the media room at the stadium, it was a repeat of the last
time. Our assignments were handed out and this time we received them for
the entire game. It gave me some peace knowing where I was expected to
be during the period of play. I frowned as I looked over where they wanted
me.
I was expected to take pictures from the players’ entrance again and
during the press release afterward. Thankfully, my game assignments were
opposite corners by the net that we would shoot on twice and one by our
net. What it essentially meant was there would be no possible way to avoid
running into Nico Cirone.
So, this would be a fun night for sure.
After setting up my station, I headed down to the ice level floor and set
up by the players’ entrance. It wouldn’t be long before they would all come
strolling in. I adjusted my camera settings and made myself comfortable on
the concrete floor and did a few practice shots.
As the guys started to come in, I snapped shots of each one. They all
greeted me, remembering me from the last game. I wondered if this was
where Phillip would have me most games. The guys seemed to appreciate
the familiar face and a few even asked how I was doing and what my name
was.
Until the two who definitely knew my name came walking in.
This time they were alone. Just Nico and Wes. They were talking about
something and Weston was getting animated with his hands, half skipping
along. He reminded me of a little kid with how his face lit up when he
talked. And the fact that his entire outfit was wrinkled again.
My mouth went dry as Nico looked directly at the camera and winked at
me. He looked just as good as he always did and I wanted to slap myself out
of the trance I found myself in.
“Hey, Harper,” he said as the two of them stopped to the right of me. No
one else was behind them so there was no excuse for me still holding my
camera up. I swallowed roughly and lowered it to my lap as I looked up at
the two of them.
“Hey, Nico,” I replied and looked to his friend and nodded. “Wes.”
“We really missed you while we were away,” Wes said with a sad smile
and puppy dog eyes. “You should come on the road with us next time.”
I practically choked on my own saliva. “Yeah, I don’t know. I’d have to
talk to Phillip. I’m pretty sure they usually send the more seasoned
photographers on the road.”
“I stalked your social media. They’d be stupid not to send you.”
Nico whipped his head to look at him. “You did what?”
“Wait, you did?” I asked at the same time.
Wes glanced sheepishly between the two of us. “I mean, I was curious.
You take really good pictures. Just try a little harder to get my better side
when you see me on the ice.” He smirked as he swept his hand along the
right side of his jaw. “See ya later, Harp.” He nodded at me before he
continued to walk, purposely leaving Nico and I alone.
Silence encapsulated us as Nico watched Wes until he was out of sight.
My heart pounded and I could see the sound of the blood rushing through
my veins. My stomach did a flip and a twinge of excitement slid down my
spine.
No one was around. It was just the two of us and Nico Cirone was
staring down at me as waves crashed against the shores of his ocean eyes. I
hated the way he was looking at me. The visceral effect that it had on me.
How the hell was I ever going to be able to ignore this man if he looked
at me like this every time we were near each other?
“You never answered my text.”
My breath caught in my throat. I nervously shifted my weight as I went
over what I wanted to say in my mind. I was not prepared to have this
conversation right now. “I figured it would be better to talk about it in
person.”
Nico lifted an eyebrow. “Color me curious. Go ahead, love. Don’t be
shy.”
I cleared my throat. “I think we need to just let all of this go.” Nico
stared at me, but he remained silent. I had no idea where I was going with
this, but it was my chance to get out of this situation. “We had our moment
that one night and I think it’s best if we just leave it at that. That time has
passed and you know, given our circumstances, things are a little different
now.”
His gaze lingered. Nothing about his expression changed. It was quite
blank, void of any emotion, although his eyes painted a picture I couldn’t
quite decipher. “I see.”
“I know what you said about being a good luck charm and you know,
I’m still here, so there’s always that.”
“Hmm,” he mused and nodded. He shoved his hands in the front
pockets of his dress pants, but he didn’t move from where he was standing.
Even though he was above me, he was too close. Yet a part of me wanted
him closer. “I suppose you’re right.”
His reaction threw me off-balance and I cocked my head as I continued
to look up at him. “That’s it? You’re okay with that?” I didn’t expect him to
just agree like that, not after everything he had already said to me. There
was a part of me that couldn’t help but be annoyed with him in this
moment.
Nico scowled. “What were you expecting? Me to beg you to
reconsider? Believe it or not, love, I’m a rather agreeable person.”
“I thought you get what you want.”
A low chuckle rumbled in his chest. “Oh, I do. Just because I’m
agreeing with you doesn’t mean I won’t get what I want in the end.” He let
out a sigh and his eyes softened a bit. “I play the long game, love. I might
move quickly on the ice, but I treat life like a marathon.”
“So, you’re verbally agreeing with me, but in your mind, you don’t
agree at all?” I blinked twice as he stood there in silence.
I didn’t believe him at all in this moment. He could appear as agreeable
as he wanted, but his words just told a different story. They showed a
different angle. He wasn’t just agreeing and moving on from the
arrangement he proposed. He was simply lying in wait, while planning his
next move.
Nico Cirone was calculated. Forward and a tad abrasive, but he didn’t
strike without a plan in place.
The door from the entrance opened and closed and Nico glanced over
his shoulder before looking back at me. His lips slowly crept upward and he
winked. “Better get back to work, Harper. Don’t want you breaking any
rules and missing out on any shots.”
 Heat crept up my neck and quickly spread across my cheeks as I
directed my gaze away from him. As I lifted my camera back in front of my
face and began to press the shutter button, Nico disappeared in the direction
of the locker rooms.
He wasn’t going to make this easy at all.
And I wasn’t sure just how long I would be able to keep resisting him.

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W e were deep into the second period with only three minutes left and
I felt like I was on fire. I already had four points for the game—two
goals and two assists. It was looking to be a complete shutout.
Wolfe brought his A game. Literally everyone on our team was playing the
best version of themselves.
It had to be because of Harper.
There was no other explanation.
The ref called an icing after Lincoln tossed the puck back into our zone.
We headed down to the defensive zone for a face-off and I caught sight of
Harper with her face hidden behind her camera. A smile pulled on my lips
and I got into my position with my stick ready to fight.
“Sup Cirone?” The player next to me nodded his head as I met his gaze.
Alexander Stone. We played college hockey together and it had been a
minute since I last saw him.
“Stone,” I replied with a clipped tone as I grew impatient waiting for the
ref to drop the puck. Stone was known for chirping and he was a dickhead. I
kept my distance from him, even though we played on the same team.
“You look just as pretty as you always have.”
I side-eyed him. “Fuck off, Stone.”
“What?” He laughed. “You’ve always been known for being the pretty
boy who stays wheelin’ chicks. Speaking of—you think you can hook me
up with one while I’m in town? My dick could use a good sucking, unless
you’d rather wrap those pretty lips around it instead.”
This was Alexander Stone. A fucking pig with no respect for anyone.
This was also the exact reason why he ended up in fights during most
games he played. He didn’t know how to stay in his own lane.
It was one thing to chirp and talk shit during a game, but he always took
it too far.
Just as the ref dropped the puck, Stone threw his shoulder into mine
instead of even bothering to battle for the black piece of rubber. I managed
to get it anyway and tossed it to Lincoln before getting in Stone’s face.
“What the fuck was that?”
“Just seeing if you’re still a fragile little bitch,” he laughed out loud,
winking before he started to skate away. “You took that hit pretty well.”
It wasn’t often that I got into fights, but something about the way he
was talking was working under my skin. I knew that this was to be
expected. I could always out-skate him and he was jealous of how I played
compared to him. Stone had always been an envious person and let it get
the better of him.
Although, I wasn’t sure there was anything better about him.
I skated after him as we headed into the neutral zone and slashed my
stick against the side of his calves. It was a dirty move and one I didn’t
usually pull, but I was fucking annoyed with him. Stone had a habit of
pushing people to this point and it wasn’t the first time we ended up in a
fight.
He spun around, his eyes wild, and he threw his gloves onto the ice
before squaring up with me. A sinister smirk formed on his face. I would
definitely get a penalty for slashing, but he was the one who threw his mitts
first. All I was doing was defending myself.
His fist hit the side of my head, rattling my brain a bit. I reached out,
grabbing the collar of his jersey while trying to keep myself upright.
Curling my other hand into a fist, I drove it into the side of his face. The
shield of his helmet cut through the back of my hand. I ignored the pain and
the blood while we took turns delivering blows to each other's faces.
“Not so pretty anymore, Cirone,” Stone sneered with a smirk. I drove all
of my body weight into him, knocking him down onto the ice. I followed
along with him, landing on top of him.
It wasn’t long before one of the refs was lifting me away and two were
between us, keeping us separated. I tasted blood on my tongue as I ran it
over the cut on my lip.
“Good fight, Nico. I see you learned how to throw a harder punch.” He
smiled at me with a mouthful of blood before he started talking shit to the
ref. That was how Alexander Stone operated. And I simply shook my head
as more distance was put between us.
We both ended up in the penalty box and he was still chirping from
where he was sitting. Thankfully, the numerous walls of glass between us
were making it harder to understand the shit that was spewing from his lips.
He wasn’t even talking about me at this point.
Stone was one of those guys who’d had one too many concussions. It
made you question if he was even living in the same reality as the rest of
the planet. Head injuries were no joke and I wouldn’t be surprised if his
next one would end up being his last and what would have him out of the
league.
It was a shame because he was a decent player. He just had a big mouth
and talked a lot of shit. He only talked shit to his own teammates during
practices and scrimmage games. Other than that, he was a ride or die team
player. Either way, I still didn’t like him and I probably never would.
The buzzer sounded throughout the arena as the second stanza had come
to an end. I was let out of the box and skated over to the door by our team's
bench. Everyone else was already making their way down the tunnel and
just as I stepped through the door, I glanced over, catching Harper’s gaze
from where she was standing. She was making her way up the stairs, most
likely to head back to the media room.
The expression on her face looked less than amused and she shook her
head at me in disapproval. My eyebrows scrunched together in confusion
from the look she was giving me. I wanted to close the distance between us.
I wanted to pluck the thoughts from her mind. Instead, she ducked her head
and continued to walk up the stairs toward the concourse.
Mac pressed his gloved hands against the middle of my back, giving me
a slight shove. “Let’s go, Cirone.”
I didn’t argue with him. Instead, I began the trek down the tunnel to the
locker room. Mac and I were the last two to walk in. Mac brushed past me
and took a seat on the bench. I kind of lingered for a moment before I sat
down. Wes slid over to me with a look of curiosity.
“You an enforcer now?” Weston challenged me with his voice low.
“What happened out there?”
I shrugged with a look of indifference as I attempted to brush it off.
“You know Stone. He’s just a fucking asshole.”
“Don’t give him a reaction. You know that’s all he’s looking for.”
 “Yeah, I know,” I nodded along in agreement. “I don’t know what came
over me. Usually the shit he says just rolls off but for some reason he really
got under my skin.”
I wasn’t about to relay the vulgar things that Stone said to me. It was
one thing to chirp and talk shit, but it was another to keep it more
lighthearted. Stone was just mean-spirited and Wes was right. I couldn’t let
it get to me. It was already over and what was done was done. Even though
I would have to face him again in the third period, the fight was over.
In reality, it wasn’t even the fight that was weighing on my mind. It was
the way Harper looked at me. Almost like she was disappointed in me. I
couldn’t shake the feeling that slid down my spine. I felt like I did
something to offend her and I didn’t like how it was settling in my bones. I
couldn’t fully explain it, but I knew I was only using the fight with
Alexander to block thoughts of Harper from my brain.
“I saw your good luck charm was here tonight,” Wes said, breaking
through my thoughts with his quiet voice. “You’re grinding hard tonight
and I think your theory might be pretty solid. You have the evidence to back
it up.”
“She doesn’t want anything to do with me, man.”
Wes raised an eyebrow. “Did she tell you that?”
I grabbed a bottle and squirted some water into my mouth. “She thinks
the moment between us has passed. It’s too risky, so she says, for us to even
see each other.”
“Ah.” Wes nodded like he suddenly had the answers he was looking for.
“That explains the fight. You’re trying to work out the shit in your head.”
I stared at him for a moment. “Are you a player on the team or our
shrink? Stop overanalyzing me, Cole.”
“Can I give you a piece of advice?”
“No.”
Wes laughed. “Well, you’re getting it anyways. Don’t give up on her
yet. Maybe try to do something normal like take her out to dinner or some
shit. Be her friend, get to know her.”
“I never said that I didn’t want to do any of that.” I narrowed my eyes at
him. “I don’t want to push her away. I’m trying to play it smart.”
He shrugged. “Well, either you push her away or toward you. Where
you stand right now, I don’t think you have much to lose.”
 I mulled over Wes’s words and before I knew it, it was time for us to
head back out to the ice. I pushed it all to the farthest corner of my mind
and played my ass off. We ended up with a shutout and the boys were on a
whole different level with their energy. Everyone wanted to go out and
celebrate.
I just wanted to go home.
The guys all made plans to meet up at a local bar and I told them that I
would maybe stop by. I headed out alone and there weren’t very many cars
left in the parking lot. After pulling out and making my way around the
stadium, I slowed down while passing the staff parking lot.
Harper’s car was still there and I couldn’t stop myself as I pulled in and
parked next to her. It was stupid and I knew it, but I couldn’t help myself. I
wanted to see her—I needed to see her. After everything tonight, she was
the only one I really wanted to talk to.
I waited until I saw her exiting the building before getting out of my car.
Her steps faltered for a moment as she crossed the parking lot, undoubtedly
noticing my car sitting next to hers. As I stepped around the front of my
vehicle, she gave me a small nod and put her stuff on her passenger’s seat
before walking over to me.
“Nico,” she said softly, yet her expression was filled with a look of
questioning and hesitation. “What are you doing out here?”
I shifted my weight on my feet and tucked my hands into the front
pocket of my hoodie. “I was waiting for you.”
Harper stared at me for a moment as she wrapped her arms around
herself to block out the cool evening breeze. “Why?”
Her cheeks were tinted pink and wisps of her blonde hair blew across
her face. Instinctively, I reached out and brushed them away, tucking them
behind her ears. I heard the sharp intake of her breath as the tips of my
fingers grazed her soft skin. Harper’s eyes bounced back and forth between
my own.
I shrugged as I pulled my hand away. “I don’t know. I just felt like I
needed to after I saw you earlier.”
Her expression softened and she took a hesitant step closer to me. She
lifted her hand to cup the side of my face and her gaze dropped to my lips
as she gently touched the cut in my lip.
“I didn’t like seeing you fight tonight,” she breathed, her voice barely
audible. Her touch was tender and her gaze collided with mine as she lifted
her eyes. “What happened out there? Are you okay?”
“I’m fine,” I told her, reaching up to wrap my hand around her wrist. I
meant to pull her away from my face, but instead I found myself wanting to
pull her closer. “Just normal stuff that happens on the ice.”
Her throat bobbed. “I get that. I’m not a stranger to watching the fights.
I just don’t want to see you get hurt.”
Her words slid through my veins, warming my body as they flowed
from her lips. I stared down at her, the corners of my mouth twitching. “I
didn’t know you cared.”
“I never said I cared,” she grumbled as I dropped my hand away from
her wrist. “That doesn’t mean that I want to see something bad happen to
you.”
A smirk slid onto my face. “I don’t know, Harper. That kind of sounds
like you might care.” I lifted my hand up, holding my thumb and forefinger
apart half an inch. “Even if it’s only this much.”
Harper dropped her hand away from my face and I instantly felt her
absence. She rolled her eyes and crossed her arms over her chest. “You can
tell yourself whatever you need to if it will help you sleep better at night.”
You would help me sleep better at night.
“I don’t know about sleep, but it might help me play better.”
She stared at me for a moment before her face cracked. Her eyes
crinkled at the sides and her laughter danced across my eardrums. It was the
most beautiful thing I had ever heard, and I found myself completely
captivated by her. Holding my breath, I smiled and watched her as she
shook her head at me.
“You’re something else, I’ll give you that.” She smiled back at me as
her laughter dissipated.
I couldn’t take my eyes off her and I couldn’t stop the words as they
rolled off my tongue.
“Go to dinner with me.”
Harper’s eyes widened. “What?”
Fuck.
My jaw clenched and I wanted to suck the words back in. It was too
late. I couldn’t take them back now and I had to roll with it.
“I want to take you out to dinner. No strings attached. Just two friends
having dinner.”
 Harper angled her head to the side as she lifted an eyebrow. “Oh. Are
we friends now?” Her tone was light and a ghost of a smile played on her
lips.
I nodded. “The best of friends.”
“Well, in that case, I suppose it would be rude of me to say no.” She
smiled at me as she shifted her weight on her feet. “Just dinner.”
“I just want to feed you. Nothing more.” I paused. “Not physically feed
you, although I wouldn’t be opposed to it.”
She stared at me, her eyes dropping to my mouth before meeting my
gaze again. “I’m going to pretend you didn’t say that and just let you buy
me dinner.”
Laughter rumbled in my chest and I didn’t bother to let myself feel
embarrassed. “Get in my car,” I told her as I stepped away and made my
way to the driver’s side. “I know of a place nearby.”
“What about my car?”
I glanced over at her from where I was standing, noting the distance
between us. “Would you feel better if we drove separately?”
Harper nodded. “Don’t want you to get any ideas,” she admitted with a
wink.
“I would never,” I scoffed, attempting to feign innocence.
“Yeah, right.” She pulled open her door. “You lead the way and I’ll
follow.”
I smiled to myself as I got into my car. I lied when I said I knew of a
place nearby. I hadn’t thought that far in advance, but I wasn’t going to let
her down now. Getting her to agree to go to dinner with me was half the
battle.
And it was the half I had just won.

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 HARPER

I eyed Nico skeptically as we walked to the front doors of the restaurant.

When he said that he knew of a place nearby, I wasn’t sure what he was
talking about. This place wasn’t nearly as close as I imagined. I thought
he would take us somewhere within a five-minute drive but instead he had
me driving closer to twenty minutes from the stadium, in the complete
opposite direction of my apartment.
“What is this place?” I asked him as I looked up at the white sign above.
All it said was Dare and it gave nothing away from the outside. It was a
brick building with blacked out windows and simply had a black door in the
front. “Is this even a restaurant?”
It suddenly dawned on me that I really didn’t know Nico Cirone. For all
I knew, he could be a serial killer, leading me closer to my death.
“Of course it’s a restaurant,” he said over his shoulder, as he was now a
few steps ahead of me. “What else would it possibly be?
He stopped and slowly pulled the door open, stepping to the side for me
to walk past him. It was dark inside and I hesitated, pausing my steps as I
looked up at him.
“Your secret murder house or something.”
Nico raised an eyebrow. “My what?”
I shrugged, still lingering outside the door. “You know, the place where
you bring the girls you seduce to kill them.”
His face cracked and the sound of his laughter vibrated inside my soul.
He flattened his palm over his chest as he momentarily tipped his head
back. My mouth grew dry and I swallowed hard, feeling the heat creep
across my face. The way he was laughing was doing something to my body
that I loved and hated at the same time.
“Jesus, Harper. What kind of a person do you think I am?” He stopped
laughing and a smile lingered on his perfect lips as he raised a suspicious
eyebrow. “You give me too much credit. I usually just kill them where I
find them and dump their body somewhere along the drive home.”
Mischief danced in his eyes as I widened mine, attempting to appear
shocked.
Nico laughed again and shook his head as he reached out and wrapped
his hand around my wrist. “I’m kidding,” he said as he pulled me in the
direction of the door. “Come on. We’re going to be late.”
“You made a reservation?” I asked him as I let him pull me into the dark
building. My eyes adjusted to the lack of light when I realized there were
recessed lights above. They were just dimmed, almost to the point of
making the room appear like there weren’t any.
Nico nodded and slid his hand down to mine as he released my wrist.
His fingers felt foreign as they laced themselves with mine, yet it felt like
they belonged there. I wrapped mine around his and held on to him as we
stepped through another doorway and entered a hallway.
Soft classical music played through hidden speakers. The hallway was
still dimly lit, but it was brighter than the first small room we had entered.
There was art decorating all the walls, different abstract paintings without
any definitive designs. I turned my head, looking at them as we walked
past.
At the end of the hall, there was a small hostess stand and a woman
standing behind it. She greeted us with a soft smile and I was finally able to
see what the restaurant looked like inside. Outside, the brick gave nothing
away. Even up until this point, it was hard to picture what it would look like
inside and it wasn’t what I was expecting.
It definitely wasn’t a secret place for someone to commit murders.
Each booth was tucked into its own little private area, almost like VIP
booths with the way they were circular, but each was blocked off with a half
wall and there was a small space that you walked through to get to where
you sat. The walls were black as well as the furniture. Shimmering
chandeliers hung throughout the restaurant and above each booth. It was
sleek and minimalistic. Almost futuristic in a way.
“Name?” the woman questioned the two of us.
 Nico was still holding my hand. “Cirone.”
She scanned an iPad in front of her and tapped on the screen with a pen.
“Follow me, please,” she instructed as she grabbed two menus and led the
way.
Nico followed after her and I fell into step with him until we reached
our own little private booth. He let go of my hand, motioning for me to
slide in first. I slid around the circular table, situating myself more toward
the center of the rounded plush seat. Nico scooted in after me, leaving less
than a foot between us as he smiled up at the woman.
“Thank you,” he said softly as she handed us the menus.
“Alaina will be your server and should be with you in a moment.” She
nodded at the two of us before stepping away from the booth and then
walked back in the direction she came from.
I glanced around and adjusted in my seat as I looked over at Nico. I
took a moment to study his features. His jaw was sharp and his nose was
perfectly straight. His cheekbones were high, creating the illusion that his
face was a perfectly sculpted masterpiece. I watched as his tongue slid out
and he ran it over the cut in his bottom lip.
Holy shit.
My stomach felt warm and I clenched my thighs together. I never
thought something like that would turn me on the way it did. I needed to
flip the switch off but I couldn’t seem to find it. Instead, my breath caught
in my throat and I let out a choking sound.
Nico glanced at me with a look of curiosity. “Are you okay?”
Heat crept up my neck and my face was on fire. “I’m fine.” I nodded
and attempted to clear my throat. “What is this place?”
He set down the menu he was scanning and a soft smile lifted his lips as
he folded his hands on the table. “It’s cool, right? I’ve only been here once
before, but I love the private setting it offers.” He smiled and I watched a
dimple form in his left cheek. “The food is really good too.”
“It feels like we’re the only people here,” I told him, my voice quieter
than I anticipated. The place had a very intimate ambiance and I couldn’t
help but wonder who Nico came here with before. A frown pulled my lips
downward and I stared down at the menu in front of me as I tried to push
the thoughts from my mind. My stomach rolled as I felt uncomfortable
sitting here with him.
 “What was that?” Nico inquired with curiosity as he scooted closer.
“What just happened?”
His presence was consuming me. He was close—too close. I could feel
his warmth radiating from his body, encapsulating me. His scent was in my
nose, invading my senses. Inhaling deeply, I turned my head to face him
just as a college-aged girl stepped up to the half wall by our booth.
“Hi.” She smiled as she placed a decanter filled with water on the center
of the table. She set down two glasses along with it. “I’m Alaina. Can I get
either of you anything to drink? Or maybe an appetizer?”
“I’ll take an old fashioned,” Nico told her before turning to look at me.
“I’ll take a mojito, please.”
Nico stared at me and I couldn’t quite read the expression on his face.
“Perfect.” Alaina grinned. “I’ll be right back with your drinks. Would
you like to put in an appetizer or anything?”
I glanced at Nico and shook my head. He didn’t take his eyes away
from mine.
“We’re good,” he told her, still with his gaze cemented to mine.
Alaina left with the promise of returning soon with our drinks. Nico was
still looking at me and I squirmed in my seat, feeling like he was assessing
every inch of me with his blue eyes.
“Before she came—what was that?”
I raised an eyebrow, knowing damn well what he was talking about. “It
was nothing,” I told him, the lie tasting bitter on my tongue.
“Don’t lie to me, pretty girl,” he mused. “You don’t want to find out
what happens if you misbehave.” He ran his own tongue over the cut on his
bottom lip again. “Or maybe you do.”
My mouth was instantly dry and I tore my gaze from his as I reached for
the decanter. My hand shook as I filled my glass in a haste and swallowed
some of the water in a rush.
“Try again, Harper.”
I turned back to look at him. “I was wondering who you came here with
before, considering it is such an intimate setting.”
His eyes glimmered under the chandelier. “Why is that?”
“Because I would assume it wasn’t just a friend.”
“Are you jealous, Harper Jensen?” he challenged me.
I glowered at him. “How do you know my last name?”
 “I have my ways,” he responded with a sly grin. “Now answer my
question.”
“I’m not jealous,” I told him, although my voice sounded far from
convincing.
He cocked his head to the side as he positioned his arm across the back
of the bench seat. “Then ask me who I came here with.”
My heart pounded in my chest and my nostrils flared as he challenged
me with his gaze. I didn’t want to ask him, but he already had me cornered.
A part of me wanted to know. I never once considered the fact that maybe
he was seeing someone. I should have turned him down in the parking lot. I
shouldn’t be here with him.
“Ask me.”
I narrowed my eyes at him, feeling the jealousy already seeping into my
veins. “Who did you come here with?”
Nico smiled as Alaina returned with our drinks. “My sister, Giana.” She
disappeared without another word, clearly reading the room, and I was
thankful for that.
My face instantly heated and embarrassment swept over me. I looked
away from him, but Nico slid his hand under my chin and pulled my face
back to look at him. His eyes danced under the lights and he leaned closer,
his lips brushing against my ear.
“Don’t be embarrassed,” he whispered. “I like you jealous.”
He slowly pulled away and grabbed his drink. I watched how his lips
kissed the rim of the glass and the way his throat bobbed as he swallowed
the liquor. I followed suit, taking a sip of mine as I needed the liquid
courage. His thigh was now pressed against mine and I wanted him closer.
“Tell me about you, Harper. What makes you smile. What pisses you
off.”
Alaina returned, thankfully saving me from having to provide Nico with
an answer. She took both of our orders, and I had barely even looked over
my menu and ordered a pasta dish on the spot as she stood by our booth,
patiently waiting. As she walked away, Nico turned his attention back to
me.
“Why do you want to know?”
“Because I want to know.” His eyes were bright as his smile reached
them. “I want to know how to keep that beautiful smile on your lips. I want
to know what to avoid so I don’t ever piss you off… unless I’m
intentionally trying to.”
I stared at him for a moment. “I don’t know why you’ve taken such an
interest in me. We had one night together—barely, if we’re being honest.
You could have anyone you want, yet you’re chasing after the one you can’t
have.”
“See, that’s the thing, love,” Nico said slowly, his voice barely audible.
“You say I can’t have you, but that’s where you’re wrong. I can have you
anywhere I want.” His hand was on my thigh. I could feel the warmth of his
palm through my leggings. My heart was skipping beats. “I promise no one
will ever know. I would never jeopardize your job or anything in your life.”
“How can you be so sure?” I breathed as my heart pounded erratically
in my chest. “You can’t promise that.”
He scowled. “You’re right, I can’t. But I will do everything in my
fucking power to make sure no one ever finds out.” He paused and I
counted three heartbeats before his lips parted again. “Tell me you don’t
want me, Harper, and I promise I’ll leave you alone.”
I stared back at him as he trailed his hand farther up my thigh. A heat
spread through my veins like wildfire and I swallowed roughly. “I don’t
want you,” I whispered, my voice sticking like there was peanut butter in
my throat.
His lips twitched. “If you’re going to lie to me, love, at least make it
believable.” His tongue slid out as he wet his lips. He slid his hands
between my thighs, his fingers brushed against my pussy. I inhaled sharply
as the friction sent a bolt of lightning through my body. “I’ll give you one
more try to convince me that you don’t want me.”
A shiver slid down my spine and he slowly circled his thumb around my
clit. Even through two layers of clothing, he had no problem finding it. I
shifted under his touch, wanting to get away from him because I didn’t want
him to have that satisfaction, yet I wanted to get even closer. “I don’t want
you, Nico,” I choked out.
He pulled his bottom lip between his teeth and my eyes dropped down
to his mouth. I watched as he left crescent-shaped marks in his flesh. He
continued to work his thumb against me and I didn’t try to stop him. I didn’t
want him to stop. My body was on fire, simultaneously tingling and there
was something building deep inside me.
 “You’re a terrible liar, Harper,” Nico growled as he released his lip and
pulled his hand away from me. I instantly felt his absence and my clit was
throbbing, still needing him and the release he was pushing me closer to.
My eyebrows scrunched together and my eyes sliced back to his. “Why
did you stop?” I breathed.
He smirked as he used the same hand he just had between my thighs to
lift his drink to his lips. I watched the way his throat elongated as he took a
long swallow of the liquor. Nico set the glass back on the table in front of
him.
“I don’t reward liars.”
My breath caught in my throat as I tore my gaze from his and stared at
the table in front of me. Something about his tone, the way the words
spilled from his lips—I couldn’t help myself but feel a deep-seated need
inside.
Maybe it was because he left me hanging. There was unfinished
business between us and he suddenly tipped the tables on me. He left things
even more intense than they were before. There was a part of me that
wanted to believe him. He said that no one would find out. He gave me no
reason to not trust him.
I let out the breath I was holding as I directed my gaze back to his.
“What do I have to do for you to reward me?”
His lips curled upward. “Tell me the truth or convince me otherwise.”
My stomach fluttered and I traced the indents in his lip before looking
back into his eyes.
“I want you, Nico.”
Aliana suddenly appeared as she stepped over to our table with our
plates of food.
Nico whipped his head in her direction. “We’ll actually be taking these
to go and I will take the check.”
“Very well,” she nodded before taking our food away to box it up
without another word.
Nico directed his gaze back to me. “I’m taking you home with me so I
can reward you properly without any fucking distractions.” He paused for a
beat, his eyes searching mine. “If you don’t want me to do that, now would
be the time to say something.”
I swallowed hard and my heart beat against my rib cage.
I should have told him no, but I didn’t.
“That’s exactly what I want you to do.”

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 NICO

H arper insisted on driving her car to my apartment, even though I had

tried to convince her to ride with me. She didn’t want to leave it far
away, which I could understand. That didn’t dismiss the intense need
to have her right beside me right now.
I whipped my car into the parking garage underneath my building and
Harper followed behind me. I lost sight of her momentarily as she turned
and went over to where the guest parking was. My spot wasn’t too far so I
slid the car into it and put it in park, before killing the engine. Grabbing the
food from my passenger seat, I climbed out and headed in the direction of
where Harper was.
As I pressed the lock button on my key fob, the beeping sound echoed
throughout the garage. When I rounded a row of cars, I spotted Harper
walking through the garage looking for me. My footsteps were light and
quiet as I moved closer to her. She must have spotted me from the corner of
her eye, as she whipped her head to the side and her face relaxed when she
saw me.
“Hey,” she said as I stopped in front of her. Her cheeks were tinted pink
and her eyes were bright. She nervously shifted her weight on her feet, but
there was no indication that she didn’t want to be here right now.
“Come with me,” I told her, holding my hand out for her as I held on to
our bag of food with the other hand. “Let’s get inside and eat before the
food gets too cold.”
Harper slid her palm against mine without hesitation and her fingers
laced with mine. I looked at her once more and she smiled back at me.
“Good, because I’m starving.”
 So am I… but not for food.
I led her into the building and we stepped onto the elevator. After
punching in my code, it took us straight to my floor. As the doors slid open,
Harper looked at me with an eyebrow raised. “This is your place?”
I nodded and pulled her inside my condo before the elevator doors slid
shut. The walls were painted a darker gray and it had a clean, slate like
aesthetic. My mother and sister were the two who decorated my place after
I picked out the color scheme. There was a masculine feel to it, yet it was
modern and industrial.
“It’s really nice,” Harper said softly as she followed me into the kitchen
area. It had an open floor plan concept with the kitchen, dining, and living
room area.
I set the bag of food down on the island and turned around before
pulling Harper to me. She exhaled softly as the front of her body collided
with mine. Sliding my hand along the side of her jaw, I lifted her chin so
she was looking up at me.
“I’m starving,” I growled as I dragged my thumb along her plump
bottom lip. “I’m ready to eat now.”
Harper’s eyes searched mine as she slid her hands around the back of
my neck. “The food is right behind you.”
A smirk pulled on my lips and I shook my head. “Not what I’m hungry
for, love,” I told her as my face dipped down to hers as my hands dropped
to her waist. “I’m hungry for you.”
My mouth crashed into hers and Harper didn’t miss a beat. Her hands
were running through the hair at the nape of my neck and she was wrapping
her legs around my waist as I lifted her into the air. She was in my arms, her
tongue was in my mouth, and I set her down on the counter as I deepened
the kiss. Our tongues danced together and my lips bruised hers, but I wasn’t
holding back.
She was mine for the taking and I was going to take every fucking thing
she was willing to give me.
Harper’s legs were still around my waist and my cock was hard,
pressing against her through the material of our clothing. She rolled her
hips, grinding herself against me as I slid my hands along her thighs. Our
tongues danced together and I breathed her in. I kissed her until we were
both breathless, but it wasn’t enough. I wanted more.
I wanted it all.
 Pulling away from her, I trailed my lips along her jaw before traveling
down the length of her neck. Her moans slid along my eardrums like silk
and my hands slid under her ass as I continued to move down her body. She
released her legs from my waist and I was still standing between her legs as
I looked at her.
Reaching for the bottom hem of her shirt, I began to push it up her
torso. Harper’s eyes were hooded, her gaze heated, and her chest rose and
fell with every ragged breath she took. I slowly pushed it up until she was
lifting her arms into the air. I pulled it away from her and tossed it onto the
floor.
Harper leaned back slightly, planting her hands on the countertop as I
inched closer to her. My mouth found the tender skin in the crook of her
neck and I made my way along her collarbone while reaching around her
back to undo the clasp of her bra. Within a fraction of a second, I removed
it from her body and threw it wherever her shirt went.
My mouth traveled down to her breasts and they fit perfectly in my
hands. Her skin was soft and I pulled one nipple in between my lips as I
rolled the other between my thumb and forefinger. Her chest rose and fell
faster and my cock strained against my pants.
Switching breasts, I continued my assault on her flesh before I began to
slowly bend my knees and trail my lips down her torso. Harper’s hands
were in my hair and she was pulling my head up to look at her.
“What are you doing?” she breathed, her eyes frantically searching
mine.
I tilted my head to the side as I slid my hands under her ass and grasped
the waistband of her leggings. “I told you that I was hungry.”
Her eyes widened slightly as her mouth formed in the shape of an O.
The corners of my lips lifted. “Be a good girl and lay back for me so I
can eat.”
I began to pull her leggings down, pulling her panties with them. Harper
didn’t utter another word, lifting her hips instead as I peeled her clothes
from her body until she was completely naked lying on my kitchen counter.
Standing between her legs, I allowed myself the pleasure of taking a
mental picture of her. I wanted this moment cemented in my mind for the
rest of eternity. “So fucking perfect,” I murmured as I pressed the tips of my
fingers between her breasts and trailed them down her body. “I could stare
at you like this for the rest of my fucking life. Spread out and ready for me
to take what is mine.”
“Yours?” she lifted an eyebrow as she stared up at me.
“I’m going to ruin you for anyone else, love,” I breathed, a smirk
pulling on my lips as I lowered myself to my knees between her legs.
Sliding my hands under her ass, I pulled her hips to the very edge of the
counter so her pussy was directly in my face. “So, yes. That makes every
inch of you mine.”
As I ran my tongue against her, Harper inhaled sharply, instantly sliding
her hands through my hair. Her nails dug into my scalp as I moved my
mouth against her. My eyelids fell shut and I circled my tongue around her
clit, just barely brushing it with each movement. Harper hooked her thighs
over my shoulders and I smiled against her pussy as she lifted her hips in
the air.
Pulling back, I slapped her pussy with my palm. Her body jolted, her
head lifting up in a rush as she let out a yelp. She was breathless, her cheeks
tinted pink as her wide eyes met mine.
“What was that for?”
I gripped her ass in my hands tighter. “Don’t be greedy, love. I promise
I’ll let you come—but only when I’m ready to.”
Her eyebrows pulled together and she pouted. “That’s not fair.”
“It actually is. All you have to do is exactly what I say and you’ll be
rewarded.”
“I haven’t disobeyed you,” she argued with a heated look in her eyes.
Her breathing was ragged and shallow. “I’ve been good.”
“I’ll be the judge of that.”
I silenced her with my mouth as I pulled her clit between my lips and
sucked on it hard. Harper let out another moan and her hands were still in
my hair. I continued my assault on the most sensitive part of her body,
working my mouth and tongue around her clit. I wasn’t ready for her to
come yet, but I wanted her close. Right there at the edge where she could
almost reach out and grab it yet just out of her grasp.
Harper was a mess of breathless moans, her hips involuntarily bucking
as I continued to focus solely on her clit. Her body began to grow tense. My
balls were constricting, drawing closer to my body. She was getting closer
and her thighs were beginning to clamp around my head just as I pulled my
mouth away from her pussy again.
 She let out a frustrated groan and I looked up at her, her pussy wet and
glistening in my face. “Don’t stop, Nico,” she moaned, trying to push my
mouth back to her. “I’m so close.”
I shook my head. “Beg for it.”
“I don’t beg for anything.”
My mouth twitched and I slapped her pussy again, earning another yelp
from her. “For me, you do.”
She let out a breath. “Please, Nico.”
Slap. My hand came down on her pussy again.
“I don’t believe that you actually want it.”
Harper let out a low moan and her eyes practically rolled back in her
head. “I do. God, I do.”
Slap.
“Not your god, love. He can only take you to heaven. Where I’m taking
you is a place he could never take you.”
“Please, Nico. I want it,” she said breathlessly. “I want you to fuck me
with your mouth. Please let me come.”
Slap.
“Almost, love.”
“I’ll do whatever you want if you let me come,” she pleaded, her voice
an octave higher. “I’m yours. All of me. Please let me come. I need it more
than anything.”
A smile pulled on my lips and I dove back in. My tongue was relentless
and I rolled it over her clit again and again. Harper was a mess of moans,
her hands were gripping my hair, and her hips began to buck again.
Gripping her ass, I held her down and fucked her with my mouth until
she was falling over the edge, coming all over my tongue. She cried out, her
sounds consuming me as her body erupted from her orgasm. It tore through
her body with such an intensity, she was shattering into a million pieces on
my counter.
I didn’t stop until she was shaking from pleasure and her legs fell away
from the sides of my head. Lifting my head, I slowly eased myself back to
my feet as I stood at the edge of the counter. Harper’s eyes were glazed
over, her breathing was erratic, and there was nothing but pleasure washing
through her bright irises.
“Are you ready to take my cock like a good fucking girl?”
 She gave me a lazy smile as she pushed herself back up onto her
elbows. “That depends on whether or not you’re ready to fuck me like I
deserve to be fucked.”
I couldn’t help but smile down at her. “Maybe I’ll shove my cock down
your throat instead. Teach you a lesson about that damn attitude of yours.”
“You sure it’s big enough to even make it to the back of my throat?”
She was really fucking testing me and my cock was as hard as a
goddamn rock. I liked her sass and her attitude, but I also wanted to fuck it
out of her.
Grabbing her hips, I flipped her over onto her stomach in one fluid
movement. She yelped in surprise and I pushed my pants and underwear
down to my ankles before pulling her so she was folded over the edge of the
counter.
As I pressed the tip of my cock to her pussy, I hesitated. “I need to grab
a condom.”
Harper looked back at me and shook her head. “I’m on the pill.” She
paused for a beat, need glimmering in her eyes. “Fuck me raw.”
Goddamn.
I slammed into her without another word, filling her to the hilt as she
cried out. Leaning forward, I pressed my lips to her ears. “Still think that
it’s not big enough?”
“Size doesn’t really matter. It’s whether or not you know how to use it.”
Standing back upright, I slowly pulled my cock out until just the tip was
left inside her. “Let me ruin you, love,” I murmured as I slammed back into
her.
“Do your worst.”

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N ico’s fingertips dug into my skin as he grasped my hips and pounded

into me over and over again. Each thrust had him filling me
completely, filling my body with a pleasure I had never experienced
before. I’d never been one to have an orgasm just from someone being
inside me, but Nico was pushing me closer to the edge of ecstasy and I
couldn’t think straight at this point.
“Fuck, you were made to take my cock, Harper,” Nico groaned from
behind me. His one hand was now planted against the small of my back,
holding me firmly in place. The other was still gripping my hip with such
force, I knew there would be marks left behind.
And I didn’t even care.
I wanted his marks all over my skin. I tried to resist him as long as I
could, but I was proving that I wasn’t strong enough to ignore his charm.
Now that he had me bent over his counter, I was going to take advantage of
every second with him. Every feeling. Every moment.
Even if it were fleeting—because it had to be. There could never be
anything more than this between us, and it fit both of our agendas.
But when he went and said things like that, I didn’t like the way my
heart did a little flutter. It added in an extra beat and I hated it.
The edge of the countertop was digging into my flesh as Nico continued
to fuck me harder with each thrust. He was fucking me relentlessly, with no
mercy—and I wanted more.
“Don’t stop,” I moaned.
“Don’t plan on it, love,” he growled as he dropped his lips back to my
ear. He was surrounding me, consuming me, with his chest pressed against
my back. “I’m going to fuck you until you split in two.”
I turned my head to the side, my cheek pressed against the cool granite
surface. “You’re going to have to fuck me harder to do that.”
Nico looked at me and I stared at him from the corner of my eye. “You
like challenging me, don’t you? Why don’t you tell me what you want
instead?”
“I told you to do your worst, Nico. So do it.”
He shook his head. “Not yet. I’m going to fuck you now until we both
come, but it will be nowhere close to doing my worst. That will come later.
I have every intention of fucking you until you can’t think straight, but for
now I’ve changed my mind. I’m greedy and I’m taking what I want right
now instead.”
I tried to glare at him and Nico ran his hand down the side of my neck
before pulling away. He slowly eased out of me, only to slam back into me
again. There was nothing gentle about the way he was moving against me,
and I wanted it all. Every inch of pain and pleasure mixed together until we
couldn’t tell one from the other.
He was pushing me closer and closer to the edge. My eyes were rolling
back in my head from the ecstasy racing through my veins. My legs felt like
they were going to give out as a warmth spread from the pit of my stomach
and throughout the rest of my body.
“I feel you, Harper,” Nico moaned as he moved both hands to hold on to
my waist. “Come for me, love. Come all over my cock while I fill you with
my cum.”
His words as he thrust into me were enough to send me over the edge,
free falling into the abyss. My orgasm tore through my body like a
whirlwind and I was clenching around him as it felt like I was floating into
the air. The heat that spread through me felt like a wildfire that could never
be tamed. My eyes clamped shut and I yelled out his name as I did exactly
as he told me.
“Fuck,” he growled as his grip tightened around my waist. He slammed
into me once more and I felt the warmth of him as he lost himself inside
me. We were both a mix of moans and heavy breathing and it felt like him
holding me was the only thing that was keeping me from floating through
the ceiling.
That wasn’t even his worst. I couldn’t even begin to imagine what that
must feel like compared to this.
 Nico slowly eased out of me and pressed his lips to the center of my
back. My legs shook and felt like they were going to give out. I instantly
felt his absence, but suddenly he pulled me away from the counter as he
lifted me into his arms.
“What are you doing?” I questioned him as I rolled my head to look at
him.
Nico gave me a lazy smile. “Taking you to my bed to clean you up and
get you comfortable.”
His words warmed my soul and I was taken by surprise with his
attentiveness. I didn't question him as he laid me down on his plush
mattress that had all-black bedding. I didn’t say a word as I watched him
disappear into the bathroom, nor did I when he came back with a warm
washcloth.
“I need my clothes.”
Nico chuckled lightly and shook his head. “I promise you, you don’t.”
I should have felt uncomfortable, still completely naked under his gaze,
but there was something about him that just felt right. He felt familiar, even
though I didn’t really know him that well. He made me feel safe and I let
him tuck me under the covers of his bed as he rose to his feet.
“Make yourself comfortable,” he told me as he handed me the remote.
“I’m going to go heat up our food and we can have dinner in bed.”
Hesitantly, I took the remote from him and eyed him skeptically. “Do
you always walk around your house naked and expect your guests to do the
same?”
Nico laughed again and shook his head. “Only with you, love.”
He left the room without another word and I sat up straight, my back
pressing against the pillows while pulling the blankets up to cover my
exposed chest. I turned on the TV and flipped through Netflix before
settling on a true crime docuseries when he finally returned with our food.
Nico had heated everything up on separate plates and was balancing
them in his hands as he walked back into the room. He handed me mine
before setting his on the nightstand. I watched him walk back out of the
room, but he was only gone for half a minute before he came back in with
two glasses and a bottle of wine.
He popped the cork and filled both of our glasses before climbing under
the sheets. We both sat in silence, eating our food and sipping our wine as
we learned about the case they were trying to solve.
 “Do you watch a lot of stuff like this?” he asked while lifting his glass
to take a sip of his wine.
I swallowed a mouthful of pasta and nodded. “Yeah. I like true crime
type stuff.”
“That makes sense with what you said at Dare, thinking I was going to
take you to some secret location to murder you.”
Laughter spilled from my lips. “Hey, it’s always the ones who are
charming and attractive that you have to be careful with.”
Nico stared at me for a moment and I looked over at him as mischief
danced in his blue irises. He didn’t say a word, but simply smiled at me
before diverting his gaze back to the TV as he continued to eat. We finished
the rest of our meal in silence and the air between us was sparked with
electricity. It was palpable and I was afraid if I touched him, I would
certainly be electrocuted.
After we were done, Nico took both of our plates and stacked them on
his nightstand before filling up our glasses again. The red wine splashed
against the clear cup and I allowed my eyes a moment to truly appreciate
his body. The blankets stopped just below his belly button and my gaze
traveled across the planes of his muscular form.
“So, Harper,” Nico started as he shifted in the bed to face me. He had
his elbow propped on the pillow and was resting his hand on his head.
“What made you move to Orchid Beach?”
His question caught me off guard and I took a long sip of my wine. “I
needed a change of scenery and had just gotten out of a relationship. I went
to Boston for college and ended up staying there after I graduated. It just
never really felt like home, so I decided I’d move somewhere that I could
make my own home.”
“Where are you originally from?”
I was surprised he didn’t question me on my relationship.
“I was born and raised in Denver. I considered moving back there, but I
left Denver because I wanted more than just mountains,” I told him. As
much as I loved Colorado, I wanted to see and experience other places in
the country or the world. I didn’t want to live there for my entire life. “What
about you? Where is home for you?”
“I actually grew up here,” he said simply with a shrug. “My family lives
across the state now, though, so I do miss them. They come and visit
occasionally and I try to go back home to see them when I can.”
 “That must be nice.” I smiled at him as I adjusted myself on the bed to
lay the same way he was, although I made sure to keep my chest covered.
“Are you all close?”
A wave of pain washed through his irises as he looked past me and
nodded. “My family has always been extremely supportive of what I do.
After my mother passed away, we were all a little lost, but in time, it has
made us closer than ever.”
I stared at him for a moment, my heart clenching in my chest while
simultaneously breaking for him. He was still hurting, his wounds were still
open, and it was clearly written all over his face. I wanted to wrap my arms
around him and tell him it would all be okay, but those were just words.
They changed nothing. They would never erase the hole in his heart from
losing his mother.
“I am so sorry, Nico,” I said softly as I continued to watch him. “I know
that doesn’t really help, but I really am sorry for your loss. I can’t even
imagine how that must feel for you.”
He slowly pulled his gaze back to mine and gave me a sad smile.
“Thanks, love. It’s been two years already, but sometimes it feels like we
just lost her yesterday. I appreciate your kindness, though.”
“If you ever want to talk about anything, I am always here for you.”
“Actually, I do want to talk about something.” His smile grew tighter
and he raised an eyebrow. “You just got out of a relationship before moving
here? What happened?”
Shit.
My stomach instantly sank and I swallowed roughly. “I was dating
someone I had met in college but I realized he wasn’t the one.”
“How did you know that?” he asked without missing a beat.
“Because he gave me an ultimatum. I was in the middle of building my
own portfolio and trying to find a professional job. He wanted me to give
everything up and follow him.” I paused for a moment, shaking my head. I
didn’t miss Connor at all, but I hated what he did to me. “I had to choose.
Either follow him or he was moving on without me. I didn’t follow him.”
Nico stared at me for a moment and slowly sat up in bed. He took my
glass of wine and set it on his nightstand along with his own glass. As he
turned back to face me, he closed the distance between us. His fingers were
soft as he brushed a stray hair from my face while sliding the other around
my back and under the covers.
 He pulled me flush against him, his blue eyes shining down at me as he
rolled me onto my back. A smile lifted the corners of his lips as he settled
between my legs.
“I’m glad you didn’t follow him.”
I smiled back at him just as his face dipped down to mine.
So was I.

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A s I rolled over in bed, I slid my hand over the sheet feeling for her.
My eyebrows pulled together and I peeled my eyelids open as I
noticed that the bed was empty. It was still warm where she was
laying and I moved over, burying my face in the pillow. It still smelled like
her and I inhaled deeply, savoring her scent.
The bathroom door opened and she stepped into my room, fully clothed.
She didn’t notice me at first and her footsteps were quiet as she moved
about the room, collecting the rest of her things. I watched her in silence
with one eye as the other was pressed against the pillow.
She glanced over at me once more and I kept my breathing steady with
my eye barely open. Her gaze lingered but she didn’t take a step closer.
Instead, she turned on her heel and was as quiet as a mouse as she made her
way to my bedroom door.
“Leaving without saying goodbye?” I quipped as I lifted my head to
look at her.
Harper gasped and turned around to face me. “I didn’t know you were
awake.”
“So, you were still going to leave anyways?” I threw back. “You
surprise me, Harper Jensen. You didn't strike me as a hit-it-and-quit-it type
of girl.”
She stared at me as she defensively crossed her arms over her chest.
“That’s not how I am at all. You were peaceful and I didn’t want to disrupt
you.”
“I call bullshit,” I argued as I sat up in bed. “You thought I was still
asleep and saw it as your chance to escape. Are you trying to run away from
me, love?”
She laughed softly and the sound was like a melody. “You’re ridiculous.
I’m going home, Nico. I need to get a shower and have shit I need to do.”
“Shower here.”
Harper shook her head and waved her hand. “Bye, Nico.”
“Text me so I know you got home all right.”
She was already walking through my apartment. “I’ll think about it,”
she called out as I heard the elevator ding. She was in it and the doors were
sliding closed before she gave me a chance to respond.
Rolling over in bed, I grabbed my phone and opened up our message
thread and began typing.
NICO
If I don’t hear from you, I will come and make sure you’re
okay myself.

It didn’t take long for her to respond. She wasn’t even out of my
building yet.
HARPER
You don’t even know where I live.

A smile pulled on my lips.

NICO
Don’t underestimate me, love. I can easily find that out if I
need to.

I didn't need to see a response back from her. I only needed one from
when she got home. Locking the screen of my phone, I set it down on my
bed and headed into my bathroom to brush my teeth and relieve myself. I
had to get to practice in a few hours, so I quickly hopped in the shower,
even though I would be getting back in later on.
It didn’t take me long to wash my body and hair. As I stepped out of the
shower and toweled off, I heard my phone ringing from my bedroom. My
stomach did a somersault and I wanted to punch myself in the nuts for a
reality check.
There was no reason for me to be acting like a little boy who had his
first crush. Harper wasn’t the first girl that I was ever with and given the
circumstances, I’m sure she wouldn’t be the last. Although, I wouldn’t
complain if she were the only girl I would ever be with again. She does
something to me—something I need to shut off.
We agreed that this was as far as this would ever go. Especially when so
much was at stake for Harper. My feelings would only complicate things
more and I needed to bury them down, deep.
It was in moments like this I wish I had my mom.
When I walked back into my room, I saw three unread messages. Two
were from Wes and one was from Harper. I opened hers first.
HARPER
I’m home safe and taking a much-needed nap before I run my
errands. Thanks again for last night ;)

I smiled to myself.
NICO
Anytime, love. Text me later.

I closed out of our messages and ignored Wes’s as I went through my

contacts. I found my sister’s name and tapped on it to FaceTime her. When
our mom died, there were moments that it felt like it was just the two of us.
Our father was still present, but he wasn’t really there. A part of him died
that day too. And Giana and I realized we really had to stick together.
“Hey, Nic,” she signed to me as she answered the call. Her bright blue
eyes that matched mine shined back at me and she flashed her white teeth
with her grin. We both favored our mother.
“What are you doing?” I signed back to her as I dropped down onto my
bed.
G gave me a look of suspicion. “What are you doing? You never call me
this early. What’s wrong?”
“I just wanted to talk to you. Feeling a little alone and shit.”
Giana frowned, but gave me a knowing look. “Missing Mom?”
I nodded. “And you, obviously.”
“Well, duh,” she signed as she let out the softest laugh. “I would miss
me too.”
Giana lost her hearing when she was a child. She got really sick and
ended up spending a chunk of time in the hospital with heart issues. The
medications they had her on caused permanent hearing loss and even
though she could still physically talk, she mainly only signed now.
 “What’s up, though, Nico?” Her expression was filled with concern.
“Did you get into some kind of trouble?”
I shook my head. “No, I’m not in trouble. I don’t know. My head is all
over the place and I’m not thinking straight.”
Giana’s eyebrows pulled together. “Stop being cryptic and spit it out.”
“I met this girl,” I signed to her. I had talked to my sister about girls
before but that was back in high school. It wasn’t a normal thing for me to
bring someone up like this to her.
Her face lit up. “Tell me more.”
“She works for the team as a photographer. She’s off-limits, but I can’t
get her out of my fucking head, G.”
My sister’s eyes widened. “Don’t tell me… you’ve already gotten
involved with her, haven’t you?”
“It’s complicated,” I signed back to her as a sigh escaped me. “It’s
honestly nothing. We’re both just having fun.”
“At what expense?” She gave me with a look of disapproval. “You’ve
worked too hard to get this far to just simply throw it away in such a
careless manner.”
I narrowed my eyes at my sister. “My career is safe. Sure, it wouldn’t
look good, but it would be fine.”
Giana rolled her eyes and shook her head. “Of course. The star athlete
always comes out of a scandal unscathed.”
“Whoa,” I signed back at her as her words felt like a knife twisting in
my gut. “You’re supposed to be on my side, remember?”
“I am on your side, but I don’t want you to get into any trouble and I
don’t want you to ruin some girl’s life because you can’t seem to keep your
dick in your pants.”
“That’s the thing,” I told her as my eyes bounced back and forth
between hers. “I don’t want to ruin her life, but I can’t leave her alone, G.
She’s different.”
Giana pursed her lips. “Is there any way that you can continue to see
her and not ruin her life?”
I shrugged. “I’m trying to figure that out.” I paused for a moment and
frowned. “I didn’t call you to be lectured. I called you because I was
missing Mom and you’re the closest thing I have to her. All she ever wanted
was the two of us to be happy in life.”
 My sister’s face fell and sadness washed through her expression. “I
want you to be happy too, Nic. I just want you to be rational and careful.”
“I always am.”
Giana didn’t look convinced but she didn’t push any further. “This girl
—she must be special if she has your attention. I can’t remember the last
time you talked to me about being interested in someone.”
“That’s what freaks me out the most,” I explained to her as my heart
picked up the pace in my chest. “I should be able to just let it go, but I can’t.
I don’t want to stop seeing her. I want to be around her any chance I get.”
G’s chest rose and fell as she let out a sigh. “If you like her that much,
try not to fuck it up. Mom wouldn’t want you fucking up someone else's life
because of your stupidity.”
My sister had a point, yet I couldn’t seem to see past Harper and
wanting her. It was as if I had blinders on. I knew that there were risks to
seeing her, yet I didn’t care. Harper had her reservations and I was
respectful of that. She was beginning to seem like she wasn’t too concerned
with the consequences either.
Giana snapped her fingers at me, as she could tell I wasn’t paying
attention. I gave her a sympathetic smile and focused back on her hands as
she signed to me once again.
“I know this is a big ask, but can you just have a conversation with her?
Make sure the two of you are on the same page before proceeding.”
I nodded. “I will. I promise.”
Wes’s name flashed across my screen and I let out a breath of relief that
my sister missed.
“I hate to run, but Wes is calling and we have practice in two hours so I
should see what he wants.”
Giana laughed and rolled her eyes. “Heaven forbid that Weston Cole
should ever have to wait to talk to you.”
I laughed along with her and shrugged. “He’s one of those people who
refuses to be ignored.”
My sister smiled at me. “Sounds awfully familiar.”
“Bye, G. I love you and thank you,” I signed to her with a smile. I didn’t
really have any expectations for having a conversation with her, but I just
wanted to talk to her. Kind of like the same way I would have talked to my
mother if she were still alive.
 A part of me regretted telling my sister because I knew she wasn’t going
to let this go now. She would probably text me later in the week to bother
me about whether or not I talked to Harper and what she said in response. G
would never accept breadcrumbs. She needed the whole damn loaf of bread.
“Love you, Nic. Don’t be a fucking idiot.”
She ended the call and I tapped on Wes’s name to call him back since he
got sent to voicemail. He picked up on the third ring, almost as if he were
making me wait before he picked it up.
“What are you doing?” he asked me, getting straight to the point. “Are
you busy?”
“Nah,” I told him as I got up from my bed. “Come on over.”
“Sweet. I’ll be there in ten minutes.”
Wes ended the call and I sighed. I didn’t feel like entertaining him, but
he was also really good at entertaining himself. This was typical of him and
sometimes I wondered if he just didn’t enjoy his own company. He was my
best friend, though, so who was I to tell him no?
Plus, maybe he and his bullshit would distract me from my own
thoughts.
I needed to get Harper out of my mind.
And I was beginning to question whether or not that was even possible.

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I had successfully been managing to avoid any run-ins with Nico after
leaving his apartment the other morning. Phillip switched up our
assignments so I only saw Nico while he was playing. We’d been
talking, but I had been able to avoid hanging out with him, even though he
had asked a few times.
The other night scared me. The way he was with me—the way he made
me feel. I never had an experience with anyone else like I did with him, and
it confused the hell out of me. I shouldn’t have been involving myself with
him in the first place. Not with my job at stake. Yet I couldn’t help myself.
And it was really hard turning him down every time he tried to see me
this week.
I knew there needed to be some distance between us. I couldn’t let
myself get involved with him on a personal level and I felt like we were
already toeing that line. If we kept things superficial and at face value, there
was no reason to go forming any attachments.
Phillip assigned me at the players’ entrance again and I couldn’t help
but feel a mixture of excitement and dread. There was no way of avoiding
Nico if I saw him while walking in. I tried to get Ava to switch with me, but
she told me it wasn’t allowed. Once we had our assignments, they were
ours. Do or die, I had to get the shots, and unfortunately for me, I had
gotten some that the organization really liked.
It was a true compliment but I didn’t want to come face to face with
Nico. He had kept things pleasant when we talked through texts the past
few days, but seeing him in person was a completely different story. He had
a way of drawing things out of me. And I had a feeling he wasn’t going to
let me go until he got what he wanted… whatever that might be this time.
My phone vibrated as an email came through and I quickly checked it as
I had a few minutes before anyone would be walking in. It was someone
Ava put me in contact with that was looking for a wedding photographer.
They were highly impressed with my work and wanted to hire me. A smile
pulled on my lips as I sent them a quick response back with the promise of
connecting and going over details next week.
As the guys came rolling in, I was already sitting on the floor with my
camera in position. I got a few of the guys laughing and talking as they
walked together. Some were very serious, some had headphones or earbuds
in and were working on their mental game. It was an experience in itself,
just getting to witness their own habits as they got prepared to go out on the
ice.
In typical fashion, Nico and Wes came walking in and were toward the
back of the pack. They were never late, but they were always one of the last
ones here. Wes had another wrinkled outfit on and I couldn’t help but stifle
a laugh as I took a few shots of the two of them. Wes was talking on the
phone this time and Nico already had his eyes on me.
I wanted the floor to open up and swallow me whole so I could avoid
his piercing blue eyes. He stopped in front of me and Wes nodded as he
walked past. He didn’t glance back at Nico, which was unusual. The two of
them were stuck together like glue. Nico’s eyes were on mine and he waited
until the door closed behind the guys before parting his perfect lips.
Lips I’d already touched and tasted.
My mouth went dry and my tongue darted out in an attempt to wet my
own lips. Nico’s gaze dropped down to my mouth, lingering for a moment.
I watched his throat move as he swallowed and he slid his hands into the
front pockets of his suit jacket before bringing his eyes back to mine.
“You’ve been avoiding me, love,” he said, his voice low yet soft. “I
think I have an idea why, but I want to hear it from you.”
I slowly set my camera down in my bag and rose to my feet to face him
head-on. “You could have asked me this before today. You knew that if you
had me cornered here, there was no way I could avoid answering you.”
Nico stood perfectly still and simply smiled. He didn't need to answer
me as we both knew it was the truth. He wasn’t an erratic, uncalculated
person. Everything he did was thought out and planned. I didn’t know if I
would want to see what an unhinged Nico Cirone looked like. I saw him on
the ice in fights, but even those looked like he had run through a game plan
in his own mind of how he was going to conduct himself.
He was always controlled and never out of line.
“Tell me why, Harper.”
I stared back at him for a moment. “If you already think you know the
reason, then there’s no reason for me to say it.”
“I need you to confirm it. That way I can chase away your fears.”
His words spread a warmth through my body and my heart did that
stupid little thing it did when he was around. “I can’t get attached to you,
Nico. I need things simple with no strings. I just got out of a bad
relationship a few months ago and I’m not looking for a rebound.”
“I would never be your rebound, love,” he said as his eyes stared
directly into mine. “There wouldn’t be anyone after me.”
My heart did that damn thing again and skipped at least four beats in my
chest. I couldn’t let myself feel anything with him and I needed him to give
me the same in return.
“It wouldn’t ever work, Nico. You know we can never be anything.” I
paused for a moment, watching a shadow pass over his expression. “We’re
friends, but nothing more. We might do things we probably shouldn’t, but
that’s all it can ever be. You already know the risks we are running by doing
that.”
Nico was silent as he stared at me with ice sliding over his eyes.
“You’re right. We’re nothing.”
“That’s not what I meant,” I told him in a rush, instantly regretting
saying anything. It was clear I had offended him or hurt his feelings. I
shouldn’t care. I didn’t want these feelings and I didn’t think he did either.
He shook his head and gave me nothing with his blank expression. “I
know exactly what you mean, Harper.”
I didn’t think he really did. Hell, I didn’t even know what I really meant
or what I wanted. He was already clouding my brain and I needed the fog to
be lifted so I could see clearly.
“I’m not going to ruin your career or fuck up your life because I enjoy
spending time with you. Being inside you was just an added benefit.” He
paused for a moment, his chest rising as he inhaled deeply. “You made
yourself crystal clear. If you decide to change your mind, you know where
to find me.”
 He went to walk past me, but my hand instinctively darted out to grab
him. “Nico, wait.” I pulled him back and he turned to face me. His eyes
slowly searched mine. “I don’t want whatever this is between us to be
done.”
His eyes stopped moving as he focused in on my gaze and took a step
closer to me. “Then what do you want, Harper? You’re giving me fucking
whiplash with your mixed signals. One night you’re in my bed, the next
you’re giving me short responses and then telling me we can never be
anything more than friends.”
“You know I can’t afford to lose my job.”
He slid his hand to cup the side of my face as he ran his thumb across
my bottom lip. “Fuck your job. Come live with me and let me take care of
you.”
“Absolutely not. I won’t be some kept woman—ever. I need to have my
own thing too.” His face was inching closer to mine and my heart was
pounding erratically in my chest. “What are you doing, Nico? Someone
might see us.”
Nico looked around us and was suddenly backing me up until we were
stepping through a curtain that blocked off an area that had workout
equipment. Some of the players used it for conditioning, or if they were
recovering from an injury, they worked out down here during the game.
There was no one in the area right now and Nico walked me backward until
my back was pressed against the concrete wall.
“Is that better, love? No one will see us here.”
“Someone could walk in at any time,” I countered.
Nico chuckled softly and pressed his finger to my lips. “Shh. You don’t
want anyone to hear us, do you? They’d definitely find out about us then.”
I swallowed roughly as he dragged his finger down both of my lips. His
eyes searched mine once before his mouth was crashing into mine. I leaned
my head back and he ran his hand down to my throat as he lightly wrapped
his hand around it. He had me pressed against the wall and his cock was
hard against my stomach.
He inhaled me, draining the oxygen from my lungs as he kissed me with
an urgent need. His tongue traced the seam of my lips and I parted them as
he entered my mouth. Our tongues were tangled together and my head was
swimming from the ecstasy of him kissing me. His hand was still around
my throat and mine were around the back of his neck, pulling him closer.
 Anyone could have walked in and I didn’t even think I would have fully
cared. Fuck my job. Fuck it all. Nico Cirone had me under his spell and
there was no way I was getting out of it now. Like a spider with a web, he
already had me tangled up in him and he was ready to devour me.
He abruptly pulled away, leaving me completely breathless. His eyes
were back on my mouth and he ran his thumb along my bottom lip. “I’m
going to end up fucking you against this wall if we don’t stop now.”
“Then don’t stop,” I told him even though my brain was screaming at
me for being a fucking idiot. His eyes jumped to mine and I knew he wasn’t
joking.
“Don’t want you to lose your job,” he said with a bite in his tone. I felt
his absence the moment he stepped away from me and a shiver slid down
my spine. I wanted him to come back to me, but instead he was turning
around and walking the other way.
“Where are you going?” I asked him, my voice barely audible as I
stayed in place where he left me against the wall.
He glanced at me over his shoulder. “I’ve got a game to play, love.” He
smirked with a wink. “We can pick up where we left off later.”
“I’m supposed to go out with Ava after the game.”
Nico lingered for a moment with mischief dancing in his eyes. “Don’t
worry, love. I’ll find you.”
Without another word, he turned back around and pushed through the
curtain. I was frozen against the wall. My heart felt like it was going to beat
out of my chest and I was still struggling to catch my breath. I had no idea
where any of this was going with him, but I was willing to roll the dice and
see where we would end up.
He was about to turn my entire life upside down.
I just didn’t know it yet…

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 NICO

A s we all filed down the tunnel back to the locker room, the guys were
exhausted but still hyped from our win. I couldn't help but smile as I
thought about Harper and our encounter before the game. Perhaps
that was something I needed to make more of a habit because I ended up
with seven points during the entire game tonight.
She was definitely a good luck charm for sure.
Sitting down on the bench, I began to strip out of my gear and was
careful to save my ball of tape. As I slid it into my bag, my phone vibrated
in my locker and I grabbed it to read the message that had just come
through.
HARPER
Ava and I will be at The Lounge if you aren’t doing anything.

A smile pulled on my lips and I sat back down on the bench as I typed
out my response to her.
NICO
What time?

She must have been staring at her phone because she responded
instantly.
HARPER
I have to go home first, so probably closer to 11.
 It didn’t give me much time to get ready, so I would just have to wear
the suit I wore here to the bar. I would have exactly enough time to get a
shower and head over there. The Lounge was only about ten minutes from
the stadium, so half an hour was plenty of time.
NICO
I’ll meet you there.

“The Lounge,” Wes said from over my shoulder. I glanced back at him
and found him standing there with a smirk on his face. “Who is Ava?”
I narrowed my eyes at him. “Do you understand privacy at all, bro?
Who the fuck reads someone’s messages over their shoulder?”
Lincoln laughed from where he was sitting as he overheard me scolding
Wes. “You act like you don’t know how he is.”
Wes dropped down beside me. “Sorry, dude. You know I’m just nosy
sometimes.”
“Yeah, I know.”
He was my best friend. I could never truly be mad at him or fault him
for it. He didn’t do anything with ill intent. Wes was just one of those goofy
kind of people who was really his own person. He was nosy as hell, almost
like he lived in a constant state of FOMO.
I stared at him for a moment. “You want to go along?”
Wes’s face lit up and he tilted his head to the side. “Are you sure? I
don’t want to be, like, a third wheel or anything.”
“It’s not a date. Harper and I are just friends and she’s going to be there
with her friend, so it’s not a date at all.”
“Right, right,” Wes said with a wink. “I need to get a shower and you
know I’m down.”
We split up, both of us focused on getting our gear put away so we
could head into the showers. A part of me realized that maybe it wasn’t a
good idea inviting Wes along, but he could be trusted. If there was one
person I trusted my life with other than G or my father, it was Wes.
He wouldn’t tell anyone about Harper and I. Plus, we weren’t going to
be caught doing anything other than getting drinks tonight.
“Tell me about Ava,” Wes said as we both walked from the parking lot
toward the bar. “That’s her name, right?”
“I’m pretty sure she has a boyfriend.”
Wes chuckled. “Like that means anything.”
I glanced at him from the corner of my eye. “Just don’t.”
He held his hands up in innocence. “Fine. I’ll be on my best behavior
and won’t do anything with your girl’s friend.”
I glared at him. “She’s not my girl.”
“Right,” he said with the sarcasm heavy in his tone as he rolled his eyes.
“So, you wouldn’t mind if she went home with someone else then tonight,
right?”
My jaw clenched and ice slid through my gaze. Anger instantly sprung
to life inside me and I swallowed it back. Wes was testing me and he knew
exactly what he was doing. And goddamn him for being fucking right.
“Fucking liar,” Wes mumbled as he held open the door for me to walk
in ahead of him. The Lounge was busy when we got there and all of the
tables were taken. As were the seats at the bar. There were people standing
everywhere, practically crammed inside the building like a can of sardines.
It wasn't ideal but at the same time, it actually was. With this many
people here, it wouldn’t make it seem as obvious about being here with
Harper. If anyone saw us here together, she would definitely be safe. After
all, we didn’t come here together. We were simply running into each other
and having a drink.
As Wes and I pushed our way to the bar, I saw Harper sitting there with
Ava. They were engaged in some kind of conversation and I didn’t stop
moving until I reached the back of her seat. My hands grazed the backs of
her shoulders and she whipped her head in my direction.
I saw the wave of relief wash over her face as she saw that it was me.
“Nico,” she breathed, but it was hard to hear her over all the voices floating
around the enclosed space. It was loud in the bar and I wanted to take her
somewhere a little more private.
My eyes traveled over the top that she was wearing. It was a black, low-
cut blouse that had two chain-like straps over her shoulders. Her blonde hair
was pulled back in some kind of a twist, leaving her slender neck exposed.
My dick was already hard just from looking at her.
“What do you guys want to drink?” Ava yelled over the noise to Wes
and I. “I'm Ava,” she introduced herself as she held out her hand.
 I shook it gently. “Nico. I’ll take a bourbon and ginger ale.”
Wes did the same with a sly smirk pulling on his lips. “Wes. I’ll take the
same.”
She narrowed her eyes at him. “I’ll buy you a drink if you stop looking
at me like you’re going to take me home tonight. I’m already taken.”
Harper laughed softly and I wanted to reach out and pluck it from the
air and store it in my own personal collection of her sounds. Ava turned
back around and waited for the bartender to order our drinks. Wes moved
over to her and they struck up a conversation. He might have been known
for being a playboy and talking a lot of shit, but that’s exactly what it was.
It was all talk.
“You played really well tonight,” Harper told me as I hovered behind
her.
I smiled as I dipped my mouth down to her ear. “It’s because of you,
love. Maybe we need to make a habit of seeing each other before games
now too.” I pulled back enough to see Harper’s expression.
Her eyes were a bit hazy and she smiled back at me. “I think we could
probably arrange that.”
I raised an eyebrow after glancing at her drink that was half full. “How
much have you had to drink? I don’t think the Harper Jensen I know would
willingly agree to something like that.”
“Perhaps she had a change of heart,” Harper said with a wink. “Maybe
she realized that sometimes risks are worth taking.”
My hand was still on the top of her back and I slowly moved it over her
shoulder before dropping my mouth back to her ear. “I like the way that
sounds.”
Ava was suddenly leaning over toward the both of us with two shots.
Wes was standing behind her with one in his hand. There was another guy
with a shot too, who introduced himself as Ryan, Ava’s boyfriend. Harper
took one of the glasses and I followed suit, not quite sure what we were
celebrating.
“To Harper!” Ava yelled out as she lifted her shot glass into the air. “I’m
so proud of you and excited to see where your photography is taking you!”
We all tapped our shots together before swallowing back a mouthful of
vodka. It burned my esophagus and I set my glass down as I looked at Ava.
“What are we celebrating?”
 Ava’s eyes widened. “She didn’t tell you? She has her first wedding
shoot that she’s going to be doing!”
My gaze dropped back to Harper’s and she was avoiding looking at me
as she drained the rest of her drink and slid the glass across the bar. Placing
my hands on both of her shoulders, I leaned forward.
“Why didn’t you tell me, love?” I probed, my attention solely on her.
Thankfully the bar was still loud enough that no one could hear us. Ava was
talking to her boyfriend and Wes disappeared to who the hell knew where.
Harper turned her head to face me until our cheeks were pressed against
one another’s. “I don’t know. I didn’t think it was something that was
possible or would ever happen since most of my experience is in shooting
sports.”
“Don’t you like sports photography?”
She shrugged. “I enjoy it, but I don’t think it’s where my heart is. I love
love. I want to shoot engagements and weddings and babies. I don’t want to
spend my entire career shooting professional sports.”
This was a complete game changer. I didn’t want Harper to lose her job.
Even though I could take care of her, she wanted to be independent. She
made it clear that she couldn’t afford to lose her job. But this really changed
things. If she were to get established in doing what she truly loved, she
could leave sports behind entirely. And then there would be nothing in the
way of us.
“I love that for you,” I told her as I pulled back and smiled down at the
beautiful girl in front of me. “I know you will be amazing and it will all
work out. If that is what you want to do, I know you will make it happen.”
She stared at me for a moment, her eyes shining brightly at me. “How
can you be so sure and so confident in me? It almost feels like it’s a dream
and it’s literally only one shoot. It’s not like I’m changing my career with
this one job.”
I drained the rest of my drink and set it down on the bar. “Because I
believe in you, Harper. The sky is the fucking limit and there’s nothing
stopping you from achieving your dreams. I’ve seen how good your
photography is. We just need to get it seen by the rest of the world.”
“Who are you, Nico Cirone?” she breathed, her voice husky as she
raked her teeth over her plump bottom lip.
I winked as I held my hand out to her. “Come with me and I’ll show
you.”
 “What about Ava?” she said as her eyes quickly searched mine with a
touch of panic in them.
“Tell her whatever the fuck you need to, but you’re leaving here with
me.” I paused as I pulled out my phone. “And we’re leaving now.”
She nodded and directed her attention to her friend as I sent Wes a text
and told him that I was going to head out. He gave me a thumbs-up and
nothing more, so I knew he was probably preoccupied or else he would
have been digging for more details.
I took a few steps away, turning my back to the bar as I locked my
screen and put my phone back into my pocket. As I pulled my keys from
the same pocket, I felt a smaller hand slide into my other one. Turning my
head, I glanced over and saw Harper standing beside me. Her chin was
lifted as she looked up at me with a ghost of a smile playing on her lips.
“Are you ready to go?” I asked her over the crowd.
She nodded and smiled as she shifted her weight impatiently on her feet.
“My place or yours?”
“Mine is closer.”
I smirked. She had the same thoughts as I did and I wasn’t sure how
much longer I’d be able to control myself around her.
“Your place it is.”

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I only had two drinks while I was at the bar and it felt like I was floating.
It wasn’t because of the alcohol. It was solely because of the man sitting
in the driver’s seat next to me with his hand wrapped around mine.
Nico Cirone was completely intoxicating. He was like a drug I couldn’t
get enough of. The more I was around him, the more I found myself
missing him when I wasn’t with him. He was like heroin in my veins. I
wanted more of him, constantly chasing the high he gave me.
He muddled my thoughts and made my heart skip multiple beats. He
probably wasn’t good for my health and I had a feeling he definitely wasn’t
good for my heart. There was something different about him, yet I found
myself questioning it all. When I first met him, he struck me as the playboy
type with one thing on his mind.
The more time I spent with him, the more I realized that wasn’t him at
all.
There was so much more to Nico than he showed the world, and I
wanted to peel back all of his layers. I wanted to know the real man behind
the professional athlete persona. I wanted him to bury his secrets inside me.
His hand was warm against mine and he absentmindedly stroked my
skin with the pad of his thumb. When we got to his car, I gave him my
address and he put it into his GPS so I didn’t have to bother him with
directions. It wasn’t a far drive and it was literally only a few turns. The
music was soft in the background, but all I could hear was the pounding of
my heart.
As Nico pulled his car into the parking garage for my building, I
couldn’t help but feel a touch of anxiety. There was something about
knowing that he was going to be in my space that had me feeling a little
unprepared. It was one thing being at his place. If I went there or spent the
night there, I was able to leave whenever I wanted to. Having him here was
completely different. I couldn’t run away from him and my feelings while
he was in my own apartment.
He found an empty parking spot and parked his car in it before killing
the engine. My hand was still in his and I fiddled with the strap of my purse
on my lap.
“Harper.” He spoke softly and his voice filled the empty space in the
car. “Look at me.”
I slowly turned my head to look at him. His eyes were filled with a
touch of concern and he angled his head to the side.
“I don’t have to come in if you don’t want me to.”
I stared back at him for a breath. “I want you to. It’s just a little different
for me, bringing someone back to my place instead of just going to yours.”
Nico nodded in understanding, but he didn’t let go of my hand. “We can
sit out here for a little if you want.”
“And do what?” I practically whispered the words as I turned in my seat
to face him. It was dark in the car and the lights inside the garage seeped
through the windows, making it just bright enough that I could make out his
facial expression and features.
He shrugged. “Whatever you want.”
I swallowed hard as the nervousness was mixing with the euphoric
feeling he gave me. Something about the way he was looking at me had me
feeling like the entire world was in my hands. Every choice was mine to
make. I was the one who was controlling everything happening.
And I made my move. The one move I had never expected myself to
actually have the guts to make.
Releasing his hand, I planted my own on his seat beside the headrest
and I began to climb over the center console. Nico’s seat was already slid
back as far as it would go because of his long legs. He moved his arms out
of the way and rested his hands on my hips as I straddled his lap.
He leaned his head back on the headrest and looked up at me with a
look of curiosity mixing with the playful glimmer in his irises. “What are
you up to, love?”
I placed both of my hands on his shoulders. “I want you, Nico. And I
want you to fuck me in your car.”
 He raised an eyebrow at me. “Well, this is a different request. You’d
rather I fuck you out here instead of in your apartment?”
I shook my head. “I want both.” I paused for a moment, suddenly
feeling a bit shy. “I’ve never had sex in a car before.”
He studied me as a smile crept onto his lips. “Well, I would love to be
your first.”
Nico’s hands were still around my waist and I stared down at him for a
moment. There was something about being out here where anyone could
walk out at any moment that had the adrenaline pumping through my veins.
He slowly raised one hand to cup the back of my neck and pulled me down
to him.
Our mouths collided and he stole the air from my lungs as his tongue
slid against mine. He tasted like whiskey and he smelled like his soap. His
hair was still damp from the shower he got before meeting us at the bar and
I couldn't resist pushing my fingers through his tousled waves.
He started the kiss gentle, with his hands wandering beneath the bottom
hem of my shirt. He pushed up the silk material and slid his hands beneath
my bra as he rolled my nipples between his fingers. I couldn’t stop myself
as I moaned into his mouth and he swallowed the sound.
It only seemed to fuel him even more. The intensity of the need between
us grew fiercely and it was suddenly a race to get undressed. I was lifting
off his lap as he began to push his pants and underwear down. It was
awkward as I dropped back into my own seat and kicked my shoes off.
Nico’s eyes were dark with lust as his gaze collided with mine. He sat
up and leaned over the center console as he pulled my pants and panties
down, stripping me of the clothing that was covering up the bottom half of
my body. There was nothing gentle about the way he gripped my hips and
practically lifted me in the air before setting me back on his lap.
I lifted myself on my knees as he grabbed his cock and positioned it
upright so the tip was pressed against me. As I lowered myself down on his
length, he was stretching me to limits that felt almost impossible. I inhaled
sharply, sucking in a breath as he filled me to the brim and I slid down until
he was fully inside me.
Nico groaned, his fingertips were digging into my flesh as his eyes
rolled back momentarily. “Jesus, fuck,” he murmured as his hazy blues met
mine. They were glazed over with need and his tongue darted out as he wet
his lips. “You’re so goddamn perfect, Harper.”
 Heat was building in the pit of my stomach as he stared up at me. I
pressed my hands against his chest and he reached over to the side of the
seat as he put the entire thing flat. I was hovering above him, completely in
control now. I slowly began to move, working my hips as I lifted them off
his lap before lowering myself back down.
“That’s it, love,” he growled, his eyes darkening as he helped move me.
“Ride my cock like it’s yours and no one else’s.”
We hadn’t discussed whether or not we would be seeing or talking to
other people. Hell, we didn’t really have any conversations at all that had to
do with what was going on between the two of us except the fact that no
one could know. His words struck a chord of jealousy inside of me and it
made me move my hips faster.
“There is no one else,” I told him as I stared down at him. “No one rides
this cock but me.”
He nodded as mischief danced across his lips. “That’s right, baby. No
one but you. And fuck,” he let out a low moan as I bounced on him faster,
“you ride it so fucking well.”
He abandoned one hip with his hand and slid it down between my legs.
His fingers instantly found my clit and he began to work his thumb against
my flesh. Nico was skilled with his hands, not only while holding a hockey
stick, but also when they were between my thighs.
“Your pussy is clenched so tight around me right now,” he groaned as
he applied more pressure and worked his thumb faster. A sinister look
danced in his irises as he abruptly slowed his movements. “You want to
come, don’t you? I can feel the way your body is beginning to tense and the
way your breathing is quickening.”
I nodded as I bit down on my bottom lip and continued to lift my hips as
I slid up and down the length of his cock. “Yes, please,” I moaned and
practically pleaded. “Please let me come, Nico.”
“You fuck my cock like you were made for it,” he said as he began to
move his thumb again. “I want you to come for me, baby. Be a good girl
and do it for me.”
Between him deep inside me, the way that his thumb rolled around my
clit, and his words, it didn’t take long before I did exactly as he was asking
of me. My orgasm tore through my body and I didn’t stand a chance against
the earthquake. My body felt like it was going to split in two and I would
gladly fall apart for this man right now.
 Nico’s hands gripped my hips tightly and he took over as he fucked me
from underneath. I was already riding a wave of ecstasy, practically
paralyzed from the euphoric coma he had put me in. He pumped his hips a
few more times before he was falling and crashing along with me.
He lost himself inside me and I collapsed against his chest as we were
both riding out our highs. Nico released my hips and slid his arms up as he
wrapped them around my body and held me close. We both still had our
shirts on but I could feel his warmth radiating through our clothes. His
touch was tender as he ran his palm across my shoulders.
I slowly pulled away and looked down at him. There was an
indistinguishable look in his eyes but I couldn’t seem to look away. It was
as if he was staring directly into my soul, looking at nothing but my flesh
and bones. Nico was slowly breaking down my walls and stripping away
everything I had worked hard to build up to keep anyone out.
He was inside my veins.
And I was addicted.

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H arper’s apartment looked exactly like I thought it would. It was as if

she plucked an entire board from Pinterest and brought it to life. It
was very warm with neutral tones. There was no clutter and not a
single item was out of place. She stepped inside her space and led me
through the small area until we were walking into her bedroom.
Neither one of us had really said much since we exited my car. There
was still a pink glow to Harper’s cheeks and I couldn’t help but smile to
myself as I knew I was the reason behind the color on her face. It was an
experience, having one of her firsts. But there was something more that
happened in my car tonight.
There was a shift between us and we both felt it.
I tested her when I told her to ride my cock like it was hers and no one
else’s. I wanted to see how she reacted—and she took me by surprise. Part
of me thought maybe she would stop and question me on it. Instead, it was
like I lit a fire inside of her and she took exactly what she wanted. She made
it clear that there was to be no one else.
Funny thing was, she didn’t know that I only had eyes for her.
She was all I saw and no other women mattered except for her. There
was no one who would ever compare to her and one day I would tell her
how I truly felt. Until then, I needed to at least assure her that there was no
one else. She would eventually realize that there would never be anyone but
her.
She was it for me.
It shook me to my core, but I had never been this sure about anything
else in my life before. It was like my soul just knew her. She fit into the
missing pieces inside me. There was no other way I could explain it. It
bordered on the line of obsession, but I knew in my heart it wasn’t that. It
was so much more—so much that I couldn’t find an accurate word to fully
describe it.
“I like your place,” I told her as I lifted one arm and leaned against her
doorway. Harper was already in her room, digging out a pair of sweatpants
from her dresser.
She turned around to face me. “It isn’t much, but it’s enough for me.”
“It is you,” I smiled at her as I pushed off the doorway and stepped
closer to her. “Warm and soft,” I murmured as I brushed a piece of hair
away from her face. “It just feels right. Like home.”
Harper’s lips parted and a soft breath escaped her as her eyes searched
mine. We stood like that for a moment with my fingers lingering on the side
of her face. She was the one who broke eye contact as she cleared her throat
and took a step back, directing her gaze down to her feet.
“The remote is on the nightstand if you want to find something to
watch,” she told me as she grabbed the rest of her clothing to change into.
“I’m just going to go into the bathroom and change into something a little
more comfortable.”
I moved my feet, stepping in front of her to block her way as I shook
my head. “You don’t need to hide from me, love.”
“I’m not hiding from you,” she lied through her teeth as she avoided my
gaze and nervously shifted her weight.
“I was just inside you. I’ve seen you naked. I’ve tasted your pussy
before.” I paused for a moment as I slid my hand underneath her chin and
lifted her chin to look up at me. “I don’t want to leave, but if you don’t want
me to stay, I can go.”
Her delicate throat bobbed as she swallowed and shook her head. “I
don’t want you to leave,” she said softly, her voice half catching in her
throat. “I want you to stay.”
She took a step away from me and her eyes never left mine as she
stripped down to nothing. I watched her as she slid on a new pair of
underwear. Instead of putting on the other clothes she had in her hands, she
dropped them to the floor and walked back to me.
Her gaze was still on mine as she slid the jacket away from my
shoulders and it fell to the ground. She carefully slid each button through
the hole it was in until she was pushing open my dress shirt. I cocked my
head to the side as she pulled it away from my body.
“What are you doing, love?” I murmured as I trailed my fingertips along
the side of her torso.
Harper smiled with a shy look dancing across her face as she took
another step back and slid her own arms through the sleeves of my dress
shirt. “I wanted your shirt instead of mine,” she said with simplicity as she
buttoned the shirt back up. “I hope that’s okay.”
I smiled back at her as I undid my pants and stepped out of them,
leaving just my boxers on. “It looks better on you.”
Harper climbed into her bed and I followed after her, sliding under the
covers with her. She grabbed the remote and turned on the TV as she rolled
onto her side. I moved behind her until my chest was pressed against her
back and my arm was under her neck.
I nuzzled my face in the crook of her neck. “I can’t get enough of you,
Harper Jensen. I need you to know, there’s no one but you.”
She paused her search for a show and turned in my arms to face me. We
were lying on the bed, face to face as she slid her leg over my own. “I know
we haven’t talked about it because I don’t know what this even is between
us. But I would like it if we didn’t see other people while we’re doing this.”
A smirk played on my lips. “And what are we doing, exactly?”
She pulled her bottom lip between her teeth and I pulled it back out with
my thumb. “I don’t know,” she whispered. “I can’t put a label on it. I told
you I wanted to take the risk, but it can’t be anything official, you know? If
we’re ever questioned about it, I don’t want to feel guilty denying it.”
“So, you don’t want a label, but you at least want it to be something
exclusive?” I asked her as a spark of hope lit inside my heart. It was more
than she had given me so far and I was willing to take whatever it was that
Harper would give me.
She nodded. “I don’t think I could handle it if I saw you with someone
else.”
I couldn’t fight the smile that consumed me. “And why is that?”
“Because you’re mine and no one else’s.”
My heart pounded erratically in my chest. “The same goes for you then,
too. You’re mine, Harper. I don’t fucking share.”
“You don’t have to worry about that,” she told me with a soft laugh.
“You weren’t even supposed to happen. I might have told you I wanted to
forget about him, but you’ve done more than that already. You wiped him
out of my memory completely.”
“Sometimes life just has a way of inserting people into our lives without
us asking for it.” I rolled onto my back and pulled her close to me as we
both looked at the TV. “I wasn’t expecting you, Harper. You know the
lifestyle that I live with my career. Yet, here you are, stuck in my fucking
head. I’ve tried to get you out and I don’t know how to.”
“You’re not the only one with that problem,” she murmured, her lips
brushing against my chest. “I think it’s time we both stop trying to fight the
inevitable.”
I held her closer and traced invisible patterns on her back. “I promise
I’ll figure out a way so we can be together.”
“Until then, no one can know but us.”
“Well, I think Wes and Ava might have an idea if they don’t already
know,” I reminded her as she slid her leg over my thighs.
“I forgot about them,” she admitted quietly. “I know Ava won’t say
anything to anyone. Can Wes be trusted too?”
I nodded. “Absolutely. He’s my best friend. I trust him completely.” I
paused for a moment. “You should know that I told my sister about you too,
but she would never say anything to anyone.”
Harper froze in my arms and she let out a breath before slowly pulling
away from me. She sat up and turned to look at me with her eyes slightly
wide. “Why did you do that?”
I didn’t move from where I was laying in her bed. “Because my sister
and I are close and I needed someone to talk to.”
Harper’s face softened and I watched the sympathy pass through her
eyes. “I’m sorry. I just worry and if all these people know, it’s only a matter
of time before it gets out to more people. Stuff like this spreads like wildfire
and then it’s destroying an entire city.”
I reached for her and wrapped my hands around her arms. She didn’t
fight me as I pulled her down on top of me and she propped her elbows on
the bed as her chin hovered above my chest. Her eyes bounced back and
forth between mine.
“What did your sister say?”
A soft chuckle rumbled in my chest. “That I better not fuck up your life
and that you must be pretty special if I was talking to her about you.”
 A shy smile pulled on her lips and I grabbed the sides of her face as she
tried to hide. She swallowed as she looked at me. A touch of seriousness
shifted across her expression and I softly stroked her skin as I held her on
top of me.
“It’s true, Harper,” I told her, my voice quiet. “I don’t know what it is
about you or what makes this different… but it is.”
She folded her lips in between her teeth and slowly released them. “You
know this is all going to blow up in our faces, right?” She let out a sigh and
folded her hands on my chest before lowering her chin to rest on top of
them. “Something like this is always too good to be true. We talk about how
no one will find out, but there’s a part of me that just refuses to believe that.
The truth always comes out.”
“It will all be okay. I will do everything to protect you. I will lie to
whoever I need to, to make sure no one finds out.” I stared directly at her
crystal blue eyes. “You know that, right? I would never let anything happen
to you or your job. I might not be able to stay away from you, but I can
keep this a secret. I can make sure no one else will ever find out.”
“But the people who already know… how can we be so sure they won’t
say anything?”
A smile pulled on my lips. “Because they value their lives.”
Harper’s eyes widened slightly. “You wouldn’t do that.”
“I would consider it,” I told her with a shrug. “They would never do
something like that.”
“If you believe it, then I have no reason not to believe it too.”
She stared back at me with nothing but trust in her eyes, and I knew in
that moment that whatever this was between us was something fucking
sacred. It was something I would protect at all costs, just like I would
protect her.
Harper Jensen scared the living shit out of me… because I was fairly
certain I was falling in love with her.

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 HARPER

A s I stood inside the bridal suite, I took pictures of the bride and all of
her bridesmaids while they were getting their hair and makeup done.
Leila, the bride, looked absolutely stunning in her white lace dress
and her mother stood behind her as they stared into the mirror. I snapped a
few shots of them as they had a private conversation between one another.
It was such a sweet moment, watching the tender moments between a
daughter and her mother as she got ready to walk down the aisle to marry
the man she chose to spend the rest of her life with. Standing in the
background as I observed and took candid photos, I realized I would never
have these moments in sports photography.
There was a part of me that loved the action and the excitement. Every
game was adrenaline-fueled and it was impossible to not feel the energy. It
was high stress and much more demanding than something like this. You
got to witness amazing moments while photographing a game, but nothing
compared to something like this.
There just weren’t words that quite described it in a way that would do
it justice.
Watching Leila and her mother made me realize that this was the career
move I needed to make. It was my first official shoot like this, but if I were
able to impress them, then it would only help to build my portfolio and
résumé.
When I first got into photography, it was always my goal to have my
own business. I wanted to be the one in control and capture moments in
time like a wedding or a birth. Different lifelong milestones that people
would look at the pictures for years to come. Sports photography was just
something I got into almost by accident.
It started when I was in college and I needed something to get started
with. That’s how I ended up shooting sports and primarily hockey. It just
built from there and I was riding the path, even though it wasn’t the one I
was destined to be on.
“Harper, would we be able to get some shots of Evan when Leila comes
walking down the aisle?” Leila’s mother asked me as she walked over in
her soft coral dress.
They had hired me but asked that I bring someone else along with me
because they wanted to have images from every possible angle. There was
no way I would have been able to capture everything they wanted just by
myself, so I asked Ava if she would come with me. I didn’t have a team; I
didn’t have an established business.
Ava was more than happy to come along. She knew this was my dream
and she only wanted the best for me. This was all such a great learning
experience, but I now knew that if I were going to start my own business, I
would need to have someone for situations like this.
“Absolutely. I will make sure to get some of him and Leila walking
down the aisle to him,” I assured her with a smile. “I’ll also make sure to
take some of the ceremony from that angle and side as well.”
“That sounds perfect.” She smiled back at me and nodded. The bridal
party gathered around the bride and I took one last picture of them before
heading out to where the ceremony would be.
They were having it at an upscale hotel that had a room they were able
to transform into one they could hold a ceremony in. It was amazing the
way they had everything set up. It didn’t even feel like you were in a hotel,
but almost as if it were somewhere ethereal with the flowers and glowing
lights around.
Everyone was already in their seats waiting and I found a spot I had
chosen earlier in the day that I felt would give me a good angle for these
shots. Evan was standing at the front of the room with his groomsmen lined
up alongside of him. I spotted Ava and waved to her. She was set up in a
position where she would get Leila as she walked down the aisle, along
with the ceremony from her side of the room.
A few minutes had passed and we were waiting for everyone to be in
place and the music to shift. My phone vibrated in my pocket and I knew I
had a moment to spare, so I pulled it out and checked my messages.
NICO
I know I told you good luck earlier, but I realized that wasn’t
appropriate. You don’t need luck. You’re amazing and you are
going to nail this job.

His message warmed my soul and I reread it three times while trying to
calm my heart in my chest. Nico Cirone seemed like a smooth talker, but he
actually meant the words he spoke. I hadn’t seen him in a few days, but he
was the first text I woke up to and the last I went to sleep to every night. He
was the best part of my day and I found myself missing him when I didn’t
get to see him.
HARPER
Thank you. I will let you know how it goes afterward. The
ceremony is about to start now.

He responded immediately.
NICO
I can’t wait to hear about it :)

I smiled down at my phone in my hand just as the music shifted into the
song that Leila picked to walk down the aisle to. I quickly got my camera
into position and zoomed in to focus on Evan and no one but him.
His face cracked as his bride stepped into the aisle. My shutter flickered
as I pressed down on the button in rapid succession. I couldn’t stop the
smile from pulling my lips upward as I watched Evan fight his emotions
until the tears were springing from his eyes.
Leila joined him at the front of the room and the ceremony commenced.
I moved around, taking pictures of their special day from various angles. I
was pretty sure everyone was crying by the time the ceremony was over.
They wrote their own vows and the love between them was something to be
envious of. It was what everyone was looking for and it was radiating from
them, drifting across the room in waves.
After the ceremony, I went to take pictures of the bridal party while Ava
got set up in the reception room. The positive energy was contagious and I
felt myself moving along to the music as we took pictures of everyone
dancing during the reception. Leila’s mother found Ava and I and told the
two of us that there were plates of food for us at one of the tables and that
we needed to take a break.
Ava and I got ourselves drinks from the bar and found our spots at the
table Leila’s mother directed us to. I looked over at my friend who was
wearing the biggest smile as she watched everyone out on the dance floor.
“I think Ryan is going to propose,” she mused out loud as she looked
over at me. “He’s been acting really strange and nervous around me lately.
My sister said he stopped by to talk to our parents, which I found strange.
There’s no reason why he would be there without me unless it was
something he didn’t want me to know about.”
I stared at her for a moment as I smiled. “This is amazing, Ava. Have
you guys talked about it at all?”
She shrugged. “I mean, yeah, but nothing in depth. I don’t know. He
weirdly asked me to go to dinner with him next Friday night, which seems
weird too. Like, since when do we need to plan ahead for a date?”
“Oh my god.” My eyes widened as everything she was saying was
pointing in the direction she was thinking. “He’s definitely going to ask
you. This feels like something straight out of a movie.”
“I feel like I could vomit,” she said with a laugh as she shook her head.
“I mean, not about saying yes or anything, but like the anticipation. He’s
either going to propose or break up with me.”
“He’s definitely going to propose,” I assured her. “Everyone sees the
way he looks at you. He’s obsessed. He’s not breaking up with you.”
Ava turned to face me and raised an eyebrow. “Speaking of obsessed…
Nico Cirone?!”
I grimaced in an attempt to hide the way my lips were curling upward
and I ducked my head. “I know, I know. You can’t say anything to anyone,
though.”
“He’s the guy from the club that night too, isn’t he?”
I looked back up at her and nodded. “I didn’t want to say anything
because that was obviously just something random. But yeah… we’ve been
hanging out and talking since then.”
“I can’t believe you didn’t tell me!” she said loudly before taking a sip
of her drink. “I mean, I can understand why you wouldn’t want anyone to
know, but shit. He’s fucking hot as hell and I’m your best friend.”
“I’ll lose my job if anyone finds out about it and I can’t afford to lose it
right now.”
 Ava nodded and fell silent as she looked around the room. “What if you
didn’t have to work for the Vipers anymore? What if you could make your
dreams come true and do this full-time instead?”
I looked at her as I chewed on the inside of my cheek. “I mean, that’s
what my goal is. There’s no guarantee that it will happen or work out.
Working for the Vipers right now is a sure thing. That’s what pays my bills,
and I can’t jeopardize that.”
“Tonight is obviously going so well. If we can use this to get the ball
rolling, you’re going to have people calling you all the time.” Ava pulled
out her phone. “My cousin is due in, like, two weeks to have a baby. I’m
forcing her to book a newborn shoot with you.” She looked up at me and
her eyes were wide. “And my one friend who is getting married. The
photographer she originally hired recently backed out, so she’s going to
need you too.”
“Ava,” I started as I shook my head at her. “You can’t just force all of
these people to hire me.”
She waved her hand dismissively. “Nonsense. I’m not forcing them. It’s
all word of mouth. You’re a talented photographer and we’re going to make
this happen for you.” She smirked and winked. “That way you don’t have to
be Nico Cirone’s dirty little secret.”
“I’m not his dirty little secret,” I argued as I lifted my glass to my
mouth.
Ava nodded. “You’re right. He’s your little secret.”
I almost spat my drink out and half choked on it as I swallowed down
the liquid and laughed. “Oh my gosh, Ava,” I laughed as I shook my head at
her. “That sounds so bad.”
“Tell me I’m wrong.”
“You’re not,” I said as we both giggled. We quickly finished eating as
the wedding began to shift again and it was time for the two of us to get
back to work.
As much as I didn’t want her pushing my work on other people, I was
excited for the possibilities. For the different jobs and making my dreams
come true.
But more importantly, I was excited for what this could do for Nico and
I.
He wouldn’t have to be my secret anymore…
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S hifting my weight on my feet, I checked the time on my phone again.

Harper told me about twenty minutes ago that she was leaving the
venue. She should be here any minute. I couldn’t help but feel a little
awkward standing outside of her door with a bouquet of flowers. I didn’t
tell her I was going to be coming by and I suddenly felt nervous about being
here.
What if she didn’t want to see me? Was it weird that I came here with
flowers like she just won an award? I was insanely proud of her for chasing
after her dreams and making a name for herself. I just wanted to show my
support and this was the first thing that came to my mind.
Movement from down the hall caught my attention and I looked down
to see Harper walking toward me with her bags of equipment. She was
wearing a light gray dress that hugged her curves in all the right places. Her
black heels clicked against the floor beneath her feet and I couldn’t stop my
eyes from trailing along her bare legs.
Fuck. She was breathtaking.
Harper fumbled with the keys in her hands and her eyes bounced to
mine as she let out a gasp. “Nico,” she said breathlessly as a wave of
confusion passed through her irises. “You scared me. What are you doing
here?”
Her eyes dropped down to the flowers and then back up to meet my
gaze. A pink tint spread across her cheeks and she instinctively batted her
eyelashes at me.
“Here,” I said to her as I reached for her bags while handing her the
flowers. “Let me carry those and you take these.”
 She didn’t argue as she slid the straps from her shoulders and I took
them from her. She looked down at the flowers in her hands and back up to
me. “What are these for?”
“Just because,” I told her with a shrug as she unlocked her apartment
door and let me in with her. “I wanted to surprise you and let you know how
proud I am of you.”
Harper paused just inside her apartment as she turned to look at me.
“You got me ‘just because’ flowers? And showed up at my place to surprise
me?”
I swallowed roughly over the walnut-sized lump that formed in my
throat and nodded. “I did,” I said quietly, not fully trusting my voice.
The look in her eyes was a mixture of surprise and contentment. No
words needed to be spoken between us in that moment. The meaning
behind the flowers shook me to the core and it wasn't until she questioned
me on it that the reality of the situation hit me in my fucking soul. I didn’t
just go out and buy people flowers.
“The only person I’ve ever bought flowers for before was my mother,” I
told her with nothing but pure honesty. My voice was barely audible and
Harper’s eyes searched mine. “The last ones I bought were a week before
she passed away.”
Harper’s eyes were soft and I watched the moisture collect on her
lashes. She took the bags from me and set them on a bench that she had by
the entrance. She stepped closer to me, wrapping her arms around my torso
as she pressed herself flush against my body.
Instinctively, I wrapped my arms around the tops of her shoulders and
held her close as I buried my face in her hair. It wasn’t often that I allowed
the grief to settle in, but I couldn’t help myself right now. There was
something about the moment that had a rush of feelings slamming into my
chest. My heart constricted and I blinked back the tears.
I had already grieved the loss of my mother, but those damn flowers.
They had emotions rushing back to me in a moment and I needed to focus
on Harper. She was the one who could ground me in this moment.
“Thank you for the flowers,” she murmured against my shirt as she held
me tightly. “They’re beautiful.”
I slowly pulled back from her and she leaned her head back to look up
at me. “Then they’re perfect for you. You deserve everything in the fucking
world and I want to be the one who gives it to you.”
 She stared back at me. “Nico…”
“Shh,” I shushed her as I lifted a finger to press to her lips. “You don’t
need to argue with me. I won’t say anything more. I just want you to know
that you’re important to me, okay? And I’m so goddamn proud of you. You
had the opportunity to explore another avenue in your career and you killed
it.”
She laughed quietly and shook her head in disbelief. “You haven’t even
seen any of the images, so how could you possibly say that?”
“Because I know you,” I smiled down at her, “and you are nothing short
of amazing.”
Her eyes were bright as she stared into my soul. Harper Jensen had
crawled her way through my veins and into my heart. She nestled herself
deep inside and made it her home. Harper was my home and I never wanted
to be without her.
“Let me take you out. We need to go celebrate this tonight.”
“Tonight?” She glanced at the clock on the wall. “Isn’t it getting kind of
late?”
I shrugged. “I guess it depends on where you want to go.”
“What did you have in mind?”
I held up the bottle of champagne I brought over for her. “Grab two
glasses and I know of somewhere we can go where we don’t have to worry
about them closing.”
Harper eyed me skeptically, but I didn’t miss the excitement in her eyes.
She pushed away from me and went into her kitchen before coming back
with two glasses. I slid my hand into hers and laced our fingers together
before I pulled her back out of her apartment.
She didn't question me as I led her to my car. She held on to my hand as
we headed through the city until we were leaving the city limits. It wasn’t a
far drive to the lake and I parked my car under a canopy of trees by the one
dock. Harper looked over at me with a tender smile as I got out of my car.
She followed suit and met me around the front of the vehicle. She was
still wearing the dress from earlier and the night air was cold. I watched her
for a moment as she wrapped her arms around herself and rubbed her arms.
Grabbing the back of my hoodie, I pulled it over my head and handed it to
her.
Harper looked up at me. “You’re going to be cold.”
 A chuckle rumbled in my chest and I shook my head at her. “Don’t
worry about me, love. Put it on. We won’t be out here long. I don’t want to
risk you freezing.”
Harper’s hand was back in mine and I led her to the bench by the dock.
Out here, there weren’t many lights and we had a perfect view of the stars
scattered in the sky above us. Had I thought about this more in depth, I
would have brought a blanket or something to make us more comfortable.
Instead, this was all on the fly.
Harper held both of the glass flutes in her hands and I popped open the
champagne. The sound of her laughter slid across my eardrums like silk as I
poured some of the bubbly liquid into each glass. I set the bottle down onto
the ground and held my drink into the air.
“To you, my love,” I said with a smile as I stared into her bright blue
eyes. “The sky is the limit for you and your dreams. I can’t wait to see
where this will take you and I’m so proud of you for trying something
you’ve always wanted to do.”
She stared at me for a moment as emotion welled in her eyes. Her
tongue darted out to wet her lips and she tapped her glass to mine. We both
took a sip and I slid my arm around the tops of her shoulders, pulling her
flush against my side. Harper leaned her head back and rested it on my
bicep as she looked up at the night sky.
“How do you always know the right things to do and say?”
My eyes trailed over the side of her face, memorizing her facial
features. She looked angelic with the way the moon cast its light across her
cheek. Everything about her was perfect and no one could ever tell me
otherwise. It was like an angel had reached down from the heavens and
handcrafted her.
“I don’t,” I told her quietly. “I just say whatever I’m feeling when it
comes to you. The things that I say to you—they’re words that were made
just for you and no one else.”
She slowly sat up and turned to look at me. “Why me, though? You
could literally have anyone else on this stupid planet, yet you chose me.”
“And I’ll always choose you,” I told her as I slid my hand to the base of
her neck. “I don’t want anyone else, Harper. I know things are complicated
but I don’t give a shit.”
Harper’s eyes shimmered under the light of the moon. She fell silent
and I pulled her back against my side. She shifted her body and tucked her
legs up on the bench underneath her. Her arm snaked its away around my
torso and she rested her head on my chest.
“My mom would have loved you,” I said as I gently stroked her long
silky hair. “I wish she could have been around to meet you.”
“Tell me about her.”
A smile began to bloom as I allowed my mind to drift into those happier
thoughts. Not the ones about her being gone, but the memories of when she
was here. When things were simpler in life. When she was still around,
acting as the glue that held our family together. Before our father became a
shell of a person and Giana and I were the only ones who really had each
other anymore.
“She was so caring and loving. She was always cracking jokes and
thought that she was the funniest. There wasn’t a single thing she missed.
Between my sister and I, she had spread herself so thin, but you could never
tell. She was always on the sidelines cheering both of us on in life.” I
paused for a moment as my heart ached. “She never had a mean thing to say
about anyone, but if someone said anything about either of us, she went into
momma bear mode.”
“She would be really proud of you, Nico.”
My smile fell a bit. “I would like to think she would. She was around to
see me get drafted, but she never got to see me play professionally. She was
the one who was waking up before the sun when I was a kid, making sure I
was getting to practice and tournaments on time. She was the definition of a
hockey mom and she never complained about it—well, not to me at least.”
“I’m sorry she didn’t get to see you play. I’m sure her getting to see you
get drafted was an amazing experience for her,” Harper offered, her voice
soft and gentle as she held me a little tighter. “She’s always with you,
Nico.”
I swallowed back the emotion that built in my throat and nodded. “I
know she is. I just wish she were physically here too, you know? I wish she
could have met you,” I repeated my earlier sentiment.
“I wish I could have had the chance to meet her.”
I held Harper for a little longer as we watched the stars shine above us.
She shivered in my arms and I knew it was time for us to get out of here.
“Let’s get you somewhere warm, love.”
Harper rose from the bench and I followed along with her after grabbing
the empty glasses and the half-empty bottle of champagne. She smiled at
me as she slid her hand into mine and I led her back to my car. She fell
asleep as I drove back to her place and when I parked in front of her
building, I couldn’t tear my eyes away from her.
She was exactly where she belonged—right beside me with her hand in
mine.
And I was going to do whatever I had to, to make sure that was exactly
where she stayed.

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“T hank you so much, Phillip!” I said into the speaker of the phone as
I paced up and down the hallway in Nico’s apartment. He had
jumped into the shower when my phone rang and when I saw who
was calling, I knew I had to pick it up.
“I will have everything arranged and you’ll fly out with the team on
Friday morning,” Phillip told me.
I smiled, feeling the excitement building within me. I was so thrilled to
get invited to go along and shoot their away game. It wasn’t an opportunity
that everyone was given and here I was, getting the invitation from my
boss. “What city are they playing in?”
“Vegas,” Phillip answered and my stomach instantly sank. “I gotta go,
Harper. But I will see you at the game.”
He abruptly ended the call and I slowly lowered my phone away from
my face. I didn’t want to go to Vegas. The last time I was there was when
Connor broke up with me. Being in the city wasn’t what actually bothered
me, though. What bothered me was going to the same arena he played in.
Nico’s team was going to be playing his and we were going to be in their
territory.
The bathroom door opened and steam billowed out as I lifted my head
to look up at Nico. He stood there, his body still damp with a towel
wrapped around his waist. I watched him, my mouth dry as he crossed his
arms and leaned against the doorway.
“What’s wrong?”
I swallowed hard and shook my head. “Phillip wants me to go on the
road with you guys and shoot your next away game.”
 Nico’s face lit up. “That’s fucking awesome, Harper! You can come
travel with me, we can check out the city. It will be like a little getaway,
kind of.”
I tried to match his enthusiasm, but I couldn’t. My smile didn't quite
reach for the sky like his did. I watched as his fell and his eyebrows pulled
together.
“You don’t seem excited.”
I ran my hand over my forehead and looked back at him. “My ex plays
for the Bruisers.”
Nico’s face transformed between a mixture of rage and relaxation.
“Wait… you didn’t tell me your ex played in the NHL too. Who is it?”
I let out a sigh and muttered his name, “Connor Davenport.” My heart
pounded in my chest. “I’m over him, he doesn’t matter to me, but he’s a
fucking asshole and I don’t want to have to see him again. At least not
there.”
“So, it would be different for you if he was playing here?”
I nodded. “This is my home. My territory.”
The corners of Nico’s lips twitched. “I like that.” He pushed away from
the doorway and closed the distance between us until he was caging me in
with his hands on the wall on either side of my head. “Fuck him. Come with
me anyways.”
I tilted my head to the side. “You know I’m not actually coming with
you, though, right? I have to stay in my own room away from you.”
Nico laughed softly. “That’s just a formality, love. You know I’ll come
find you when it’s safe.”
Ecstasy surged through my system as he dropped his hand to cup the
side of my face. Like a hit to my veins, he was racing through my body and
I couldn’t get enough of him. There was no rehab to help get over my
addiction to Nico Cirone. I was completely fucked and there was no way I
would ever recover from him.
“I don’t want to see him.”
Nico stared down at me as a shadow passed through his expression.
“You let me worry about him.”
My lips pursed and I gave him a knowing look. “Promise me you won’t
start anything with him. Just let it go. If he were to find out about the two of
us, I wouldn’t put it past him to try and effectively ruin my life.”
 He raised an eyebrow at me. “Why are you afraid of him, love? What
did he really do to you?”
I swallowed hard over the emotion that welled in my throat. “He was
just really controlling. He wasn’t happy when I refused to move cities with
him and he made it known. He tracked my every movement and didn’t say
the nicest things to me about it. When he finally gave me an ultimatum and
I declined, it was like watching a volcano erupt. He was usually kind,
although I had seen his ugly side a time or two before. When things got bad,
they got really bad.”
Nico’s eyes grew dark. “Did he hurt you?”
I shook my head. “Not really.”
“What did he do to you, Harper?”
I closed my eyes as the memories flooded my mind. “He never laid a
finger on me. He was unkind with his words and our fights were never
pretty. It was a messy relationship and a messy breakup. He threw a glass at
me one night.” I sucked in a deep breath as I lifted the hair away from my
forehead to show him the small scar. “That was the last fight we ever had.”
Nico fell silent and he moved my hand out of the way as he replaced it
with his own. I opened my eyes to look at him, but he wasn’t looking at me.
His attention was solely focused on the scar on my forehead. He gently
rubbed his thumb across it as his eyes found mine. A storm was brewing in
his eyes, yet there was a tenderness reserved just for me.
He cupped both sides of my face and pressed his lips against my scar. “I
want to snap his fucking neck,” he growled against my skin. “He’s going to
pay for hurting you.”
“Nico, please,” I pleaded with him as my voice caught in my throat.
“I’ve already closed that chapter of my life. Just let it go.”
Nico pulled away and looked down at me. His stormy eyes pierced
mine. “I can’t let it go, Harper. He hurt you. You, of all fucking people.” He
took a breath, his chest rising as his nostrils flared.
I shook my head at him. “It’s in the past. Please, just leave it there.” My
eyes searched his with desperation. “He’s insignificant in my life, Nico. I’d
like to leave things like that.”
His jaw clenched and his eyes fell shut. I watched him carefully as he
sucked in a deep breath, his chest puffing out as his lungs expanded. He
held it in for a beat before slowly exhaling and opening his eyes back up to
look at me. “I will let it go, but only because you asked me to.”
 Nico’s words were convincing, but there was something in his eyes that
had me questioning the sincerity of it.
“I need you to promise me you won’t say anything to him.”
“I promise, love,” he said with a nod. He raised an eyebrow. “I won’t
say anything, but I can’t promise he won’t get slammed into the boards.”
I pursed my lips. Hockey was already an aggressive sport. I knew how it
worked when someone had an issue with another player. Asking Nico to not
check him or anything was like asking a fish to not swim in water. “Please
don’t make it anything too obvious.”
Nico smirked. “Never.”
His hands slowly traveled down my body as he slid them under the
bottom hem of my shirt. I raised my arms up as he lifted the piece of
clothing up and over my head before tossing it onto the floor. “So, does that
mean you’ll come along with me?”
“I’ll go along with the team,” I told him with a playful tone. “I’m not
coming with you.”
A chuckle vibrated in his chest as he buried his face in my neck. “You
will be soon enough.”
I didn’t have a bra on and his hand instantly cupped my breast. My
hands were trailing down his torso, pushing his towel away and it pooled
around his feet on the floor. His lips found mine in a rush and he swiftly
stole the air from my lungs as he breathed me in.
Nico surrounded me and consumed me with his touch and his mouth.
He stripped me down to my bones and buried himself deep within my
marrow. He was in my soul and there was no way to eradicate him.
His fingers hooked under the waistband of my panties and he pushed
them down my legs as his mouth traveled across the planes of my body. As
he stood back up in front of me, he hooked his arms under the backs of my
legs and lifted me into the air. Nico pushed deep inside me with one thrust.
My back was against the wall, my nails were gripping at his shoulders,
and he gripped my hips as he thrust into me. He slid in and out of me,
pounding into me harder each time. My body felt like it was going to split
in half, like we were going to break through the wall behind me.
A fire started in the pit of my stomach and was quickly spreading
through my body like wildfire. Nico was in my veins and I was chasing the
high. He was my high. His mouth was on mine, swallowing my moans
while our ragged breaths mixed together. We were climbing and climbing
with each thrust.
“Come with me, love,” Nico whispered against my lips as he thrust
harder into me.
It didn’t take long before we were both falling off the edge of the cliff
together, falling into an abyss of ecstasy. He didn’t stop moving inside me
until we were both riding the waves of our orgasms. He pulled his face
away from mine, his bright blue eyes piercing my own.
“I’m so fucking lost in you, Harper,” he breathed with something heavy
lingering in his irises. “You have no idea what you do to me.”
I stared back at him with the words stuck in my throat like peanut butter.
He slowly pulled out of me, but instead of setting me down on the ground,
he carried me back to his bedroom and laid me on the sheets. He paused at
the edge of the bed, his gaze trained on my eyes as he watched me for a
moment.
He was wrong. I knew exactly what I was doing to him, because he was
doing the same exact thing to me.
I was just as lost in him.

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 NICO

A s I stepped onto the ice for warm-ups, I circled around half of the
rink we were at. I followed behind Wes, my legs powering as I
pushed off with my opposite leg with each stride. The muscles in my
thighs contracted, but I didn’t feel the burn I would feel later on during the
game. Skating around the right side of the net, I spotted Harper where she
was setting up.
She was testing out her camera with the lens just barely through the
small cutout in the glass. She lifted her head and a soft smile touched her
lips as she noticed me. I smiled back at her and winked as I skated past. I
watched pink hues touch her cheeks as she ducked her head back to her
equipment.
I snuck into her hotel room in the middle of the night. We didn’t get in
until late last night and I couldn’t get away from Wes until he passed out.
We had to be up early for workouts so I just woke up an hour earlier than
everyone else so I could stop in and see her.
When I left her room in the morning to get ready to meet the rest of the
guys, she slipped me the extra key to her room with the same pink hues on
her cheeks. I smiled to myself as I skated around and slid a puck along the
ice with the blade of my stick.
Wes came up to me, bumping his shoulder into mine. “You’re awfully
smiley today,” he said in a thoughtful tone. “I wonder why that is.”
I gave him a sideways glance. “No idea what you’re talking about,” I
mumbled.”
“Mhm,” Wes mused as a smirk pulled on his lips. He quickly stole the
puck from me. “I’m sure it doesn’t have anything to do with a certain
someone who came along for the trip.”
I stole the puck back and skated away from him without another word.
As I sent the puck toward Wolfe, he blocked my shot with his blocker and I
circled around. My eyes traveled across the ice and as soon as I saw him, I
saw fucking red.
Number 14. Davenport.
I wanted to fucking kill him. Call me irrational or whatever the hell you
wanted to. He hurt someone who I cared about. That was grounds for
making him pay for it. Harper begged me not to say anything and I never
would; I’d never do something that would draw any attention to what was
going on between us.
She asked me not to do anything too obvious, and I wouldn’t. The last
thing I wanted to be was a threat to her. But Davenport… he was a fucking
threat. He had already proved himself to be a piece of shit and I couldn’t
shake the feeling that was crawling underneath my skin. I narrowed my
eyes as I assessed him from the blue line.
One way or another, he was going to pay for what he did to her.
The ten-minute warm-up flew past and before I knew it, we were back
in the locker room while the Zamboni cut the ice. Everyone was double-
checking their gear, making sure everything was in place and ready to go.
My mind was in a daze, but not the good kind. It was actually a conflicting
feeling.
I was thrilled that Harper was on the road with us. I loved her being
along for the trip and the experience. That, and it was another great thing to
add to her résumé. But then there was the part of me that couldn’t stop
thinking about Davenport and how badly I wanted to end his career tonight.
“Cirone, let’s go!” Mac yelled at me from where he was standing in
line. I was supposed to be in front of him, yet I was still lingering by my
locker, trying to get my shit together.
I walked over to where he was and we all got our gloves on. Everyone
began to file out and I grabbed my stick from Miles and headed out onto the
ice. Coach moved me to the first line, so I took off my helmet and stood
where I was supposed to while the national anthem was sung.
Shifting my weight back and forth on my skates, I kept my head down
until it was time for us to get into position for the start of the game. As I
skated to the center of the rink and placed my stick against the ice, I saw
Harper’s ex. He was on the same line as me. We didn’t play the same
position but he was right fucking there.
My jaw clenched and I fought the urge to charge at him at that moment.
As the puck dropped, I shifted my focus away from him and played my ass
off instead. I channeled all of my aggression into playing the best game of
hockey I could play.
As we got into the third period, tensions were high between everyone.
We were tied 2-2 and it was a pretty even matchup between our team and
theirs. Everyone was dead-ass tired, but we still had to keep pushing on. It
wasn’t a loss that we were going to hand over to them, and it wasn’t one
they were willing to give up either.
There were only three minutes left in the last period of the game. We
were quickly approaching overtime territory, but in such a fast game like
hockey, things could easily change within a matter of seconds. And that was
exactly what happened.
Their center had a breakaway. He managed to get the puck away from
our team and he turned and started power skating toward our net. I was
tangled up with their left winger and it took me a fraction of a second to get
away from him. By the time I did and skated after the rest of the guys
moving down the ice, I was too fucking late.
He managed to snipe a shot right past Wolfe. The buzzer sounded
loudly through the entire arena and the defeat hung heavily through the air.
Slowing down on my skates, I watched as he celebrated, but he wasn’t the
only one. Davenport skated directly over to the boards, right where Harper
was positioned with her camera.
It was as if time slowed down as he jumped into the air, his hip
slamming against the glass in celebration for a goal he didn’t even score. It
was completely out of pocket and my breath caught in my throat as I
watched Harper stumble backward. Instantly, I skated as hard and as fast as
I could in their direction. As I approached them, I noticed Harper’s camera
wasn’t in her hands and as Davenport moved out of the way, I saw the
blood dripping from her nose as she covered her face with her palms.
Davenport looked over at her with a look of satisfaction on his face. My
blood fucking boiled and I couldn’t stop the rage as it began to race through
my veins. All I wanted to see was his blood on the ice and my hands and
nothing was going to stop me now. The promise I made Harper was out the
window. This wasn’t the first time he hurt her and it may have looked like
an accident to everyone else, but I fucking knew.
He did that on purpose and the look on his face only solidified that. And
that was all I needed to charge straight in his direction. My feet didn’t stop
moving until I was coming up on him. Just as he turned around to face me, I
lifted my stick with both hands and cross-checked him in the chest, sending
him back into the boards.
“What the fuck was that for, bro?” he shouted at me as he threw his
stick and gloves onto the ice. “You’ve been running at me all fucking
night.”
I followed his lead, throwing my own gloves and stick onto the ice, but
I was already one step ahead of him. He didn’t even have a chance to come
at me as I grabbed a fistful of the collar of his jersey and the top of his chest
protector. I yanked him toward me and drove my fist directly into the side
of his face. The rage behind the blow had enough force to instantly knock
him out.
His entire body went limp and I let go of him as his body crumpled onto
the ice. My eyes were no longer on him. I didn’t give two shits about him
and if we weren’t in a professional setting right now, I would have followed
him down onto the ice with my fists meeting his face until he was
unidentifiable. I skated over to the glass where Harper was.
She was sitting on the concrete steps and there were a few people
around checking on her. I watched as she held a bloodied napkin under her
nose. She lifted her eyes, looking up at me with tears in them. I wanted to
break through the glass to get to her, but I couldn’t. It was fucking killing
me not being able to be with her and I couldn’t stand here any longer or I’d
be drawing attention to the two of us.
Spinning around on my skates, I saw Connor Davenport shakily rising
to his feet and a few of his guys were helping to steady him as they skated
him over to their bench. We had both gotten penalties and there was no
sense in staying out for the remainder of the game since we’d be in the box
anyway.
I headed back to the locker room with only one thing on my mind: I
needed to get the fuck out of here and get to her. I quickly undressed,
showered, and put my dress clothes back on before the guys came back in
from the game.
 Disappointment hung heavily in the air as they all filed in and I couldn’t
stop my foot from bouncing off the floor as I impatiently waited. Looking
down at my phone, I found Harper’s name and opened up our message
thread.
NICO
Tell me you’re okay, love.

My jaw clenched and I stared at my screen. I waited for her response,

but nothing came through. It was quite literally killing me. I hung my head
as I locked my screen and picked at the scab that was forming on my
knuckles from where I had cut them on Connor’s helmet.
“I saw what happened,” Wes said quietly as he sat down next to me,
smelling like sweat and hockey gear. “He’s lucky you knocked him out with
one hit.”
I looked over at my best friend. “He’s her ex.”
Wes’s eyes widened. “Oh, fuck. So, what he did wasn’t an accident.”
I shook my head in confirmation. “I need to see her.”
“I know, man,” he said with a frown. “We’ll be out of here soon enough.
No one said anything about going out, so I’ll cover for you when we get
back to the hotel if needed.”
“Thanks, bro. I appreciate you.”
Wes shrugged. “It’s what I’m here for.”
My phone vibrated in my hand and I quickly turned my attention away
from Wes as I unlocked the screen. Harper responded and my heart skipped
a beat in my chest.
HARPER
I’m okay.

I sighed a breath of relief, yet I wasn’t fully convinced. I needed to see

for myself that she was actually okay. It wasn’t that I didn’t believe her, the
whole situation was jarring and I had a feeling Harper was going to be
shook-up from it. Anyone in their right mind would have been, especially
with getting a camera slammed into their face.
There was only one thing that mattered to me at that moment.
I needed to see her.

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S itting with my legs crisscrossed on the bed, I slowly removed the bag
of ice away from my face. I could see my reflection in the mirror
across from me and I winced at the bruises that were beginning to
develop underneath my eyes. The bleeding thankfully stopped by the time I
got to the team’s medical staff.
After the doctor assessed my nose, he determined that it wasn’t broken,
just that there was a decent amount of inflammation from the trauma. He
could almost guarantee there would be significant bruising and swelling
that could last a week or more. My nose took the brunt of the blow, but
because of the way it hit my nose, I was going to end up sporting two black
eyes.
I wasn’t expecting Connor to do something like that. It was clearly
intentional, considering the fact that he had been subtly fucking with me
during the game. I didn’t miss the way Nico kept targeting him, but Connor
either blocked my opportunities for shots or even went as far as sending a
puck in my direction.
It was hard to tell for sure if it was accidental or not but I saw the way
he looked at me each time he did something. Or he skated away with a
smirk. When he jumped against the glass, his hip slammed into my camera
that was still positioned through the small cutout.
I didn’t have time to move away, as my face was still against the
camera. The force slammed it directly into my face, knocking me
backward. I fumbled my camera and wasn’t able to catch it before it fell to
the ground. The concrete was no match for the lens and it was now cracked.
 The initial blow to my nose had me seeing stars. The blood came
instantly and the searing pain spread through my entire face. Now I was
alternating between icing it and squinting my eyes to watch TV. The doctor
determined I didn’t have a concussion either, so that was a relief. I’d just be
walking around with a banged-up face for a little bit.
As I picked up my remote to flip through the channels, there was a soft
beep followed by a click that came from my hotel door. My heart picked up
its pace in my chest as the door slowly opened. My room was dark, as it
was already nearing eleven o’clock and only the glow from the TV was
lighting up the room. I made out the silhouette of his body as he pushed the
door shut behind him.
His strides were long and rushed and it didn’t take Nico long to close
the distance between us. He was still wearing his suit from the game, like
he hadn’t even bothered going back to his room to change into something
more comfortable. He dropped down on the bed beside me, worry laced in
his bright blue irises as he gently cupped the sides of my face.
Nico was so tender as his eyes scanned my face before landing on my
eyes. “Harper…” His voice cracked around my name. “How bad does it
hurt?”
I gave him a small smile. “Probably not as bad as Connor’s face.”
I saw what Nico did to him after I got hit with my camera. He didn’t
waste any time before checking him into the boards. It was an aggressive,
dirty hit but there was something about the way he reacted that had me
melting into a puddle. He came to my defense and knocked Connor out
with one hit.
Violence wasn’t something I condoned, but seeing someone defend you
like that had a way of making you see things differently.
“How bad is the pain, love? Have you taken anything?” He paused for a
moment, his eyes desperately searching mine. “Please. What can I do for
you?”
His concern shook me straight to my core. “It’s not as bad as it looks,” I
assured him as I motioned to the ice. “I’ve been icing it, which helps, and I
took some ibuprofen.”
Nico swallowed roughly, his eyes filled with regret. “I wanted to break
through that fucking glass to get to you. I’m sorry it took me so long. I had
to stay for the post-game bullshit or I would have been here immediately.”
 I lifted my hands and slowly pulled his away from my face before
lacing our fingers together. “You’re here now. That’s all that matters.”
“I wanted to fucking kill him. I can’t believe he pulled something like
that.”
“It doesn’t matter now,” I told him, squeezing his hands. “It’s over now.
You took care of things and that was enough. Neither of us need you in jail
and you can’t afford to jeopardize your career.”
Nico stared at me for a moment as waves of emotion crashed against the
shores in his ocean eyes. “I can’t stand the thought of anything happening to
you, Harper. You’re too important to me.”
I fell silent as Nico released my hands and rose to his feet beside the
bed. My heart crawled into my throat as I watched him strip down to his
boxers. “What are you doing?”
“Shh,” he murmured softly as he grabbed my arm and pulled me toward
the top of the bed and moved the covers away. “I’m not here for anything
but to be close to you. I need to feel you in my arms tonight.”
“You can’t sleep in here,” I told him as he laid down on the bed and
pulled me into his arms. “Someone will catch us if they see you leaving my
room in the morning.”
He reached past me, pulling the blankets up over both of us. “I already
planned on leaving before everyone else wakes up. Don’t make me leave,
love. Please just let me be here with you.”
There was no possible way I could deny him. Not with the way he was
asking me. Not with the way he rushed to my room as soon as he was able
to. We were both forming an attachment when there were never supposed to
be strings. It was far too late to go back now and that scared me more than
anything.
The thought of getting closer to Nico Cirone scared me more than the
thought of losing my job. If there was one person in this world who had the
power to destroy me, it was him. It wasn’t my ex, who may have hurt me
physically. It was the person who held my heart, but I was terrified to speak
the words out loud.
“I want you to stay,” I whispered as he tucked me under his arm and I
rested my cheek against his chest.
Nico turned his head and his lips were soft as he pressed them against
my forehead. “I’m so sorry he hurt you, love. Fuck. I can’t get it out of my
head.”
 “I’m okay, Nico. I promise.” I circled my arm around his waist and
pulled myself flush against him. I fell silent for a moment, listening to the
sound of his heart beating in his chest. “You’re all I need. You make
everything better.”
He was quiet and his fingers were soft as he gently stroked the length of
my arm. “I don’t know what you’re doing to me, Harper, but I don’t want
you to stop. I don’t want whatever this is between us to end.”
His words caught me by surprise and I couldn’t help the words that
escaped me next. “I don’t want this to end either.”
“And you still don’t want a label?” His voice was soft and tender.
I shook my head against him. “We can’t. Not with the way things are.”
“I won’t wait forever, love.” A declaration. “I’ll give you the time to let
this be what it is, but you’re already mine. If you take too long, I’ll be the
one to slap a label on it without any more hesitation.”
“I want to be with you, Nico. You weren’t a part of my plan when I
moved here, but I can’t get away from you and I don’t want to.” I fell silent
as I collected my thoughts and chose my next words carefully. “Putting a
label on it makes it real.”
He rested his chin against the top of my head as he held me tightly.
“And you don’t want it to be real.”
I shook my head. “That’s the problem… I do want it to be real.”
“You’re contradicting yourself, Harper.”
I lifted my head and turned my body to look at him. “I want it to be real,
but I’m terrified of what will happen. Look at my last relationship.”
Nico scowled. “I am nothing like him.” He stared directly into my soul.
“I am not him, Harper. I will never, ever fucking hurt you.”
I swallowed over the emotion that was thick in my throat. “I know,
you’re the complete opposite of him. You make me feel things I’ve never
felt before and I’m not afraid that you’ll hurt me the same way he did.”
“So, what are you afraid of?”
I stared back at him. “What happens when you grow tired of me? When
you decide you want something else or someone different?” I raked my
teeth over my bottom lip. “I don’t know that I would survive the ways you
could destroy me.”
Nico’s eyes pierced mine. “You are it for me, Harper. You are
everything. I don’t give a fuck about anyone else. And growing tired of you
is impossible. If anything, I will always want more of you.”
 “You can say that, but there’s no way for you to guarantee it.”
“Then let me show you, Harper,” he said softly as he stroked the side of
my face. “Take a chance and fall with me.”
“You say it like it’s so simple.”
He smirked. “Because it is, love. I know you’ve been hurt in the past
and it’s hard for you to trust. All I’m asking for is a chance to show you that
I mean every fucking word I say to you.”
“Okay,” I whispered as my heart pounded erratically against my rib
cage. I slowly lowered my head back to his chest and listened to the
thrumming sound underneath.
“Thank you,” he whispered into my hair as he held me close again.
We both fell silent for a moment, lost in our own thoughts, but he was
consuming mine. He plagued my mind, but in the best way possible. I
wanted to believe him, I wanted to trust him. I wanted to fall with him so he
could catch me before I crashed into the ground. There was a hesitation on
my end and I knew it was because of my ex, along with the fact that we
were breaking the rules of the organization we both worked for.
“We were never supposed to get in this deep,” I murmured against his
bare chest as I ran my hand across his chiseled torso.
Nico chuckled lightly as he traced invisible patterns along my back.
“Too late, love,” he said as he pressed his lips to my forehead once
more. “We’re already in deep and there’s no way out now.”
He was right.
I could feel myself sinking deeper into the depths of Nico Cirone and I
wasn’t sure that I ever wanted to come up for air again.

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O ur flight left early the next morning and I made sure I was back in
my room before everyone else was up. Wes didn’t even stir when I
snuck in and got into my bed. I laid there, still thinking about her as
Wes’s alarm went off. Those damn bruises on her face—I fucking hated
them. I wanted to wash them all away.
I wanted to take her pain and give it all to him, but I couldn’t. She was
right. It was over and I had to let it go… for now, until I saw him on the ice
again.
We all boarded onto the jet and flew back to the city with the weight of
our loss hanging heavily over our heads. Our coach wasn’t particularly
thrilled about it and he wanted us on the ice as soon as we touched down in
Orchid Beach.
I didn’t even get to say anything to Harper because she disappeared as
soon as we got off the jet. Wes and I both walked to our cars in silence
before heading back to the training facility. It was a brutal practice, one that
we had to do without pucks. Those were always the worst and as if we
didn’t work our asses off last night… we were all fucking exhausted after
practice.
As I sat in the locker room after getting a shower, I pulled out my phone
and sent Harper a message. I was able to clear my mind while out on the ice
because of the intensity of the drills we were forced to do, but as soon as I
was back in the locker room, I couldn’t help myself as my thoughts drifting
back to her.
 NICO
Did you get home all right? I didn’t even see you leave.

She responded almost instantly, sending me a selfie of her lying on her

couch. My eyebrows pinched together in disapproval as I saw the bruises
that were deepening in color under her eyes. The tip of her nose was
scraped from the camera and my jaw clenched.
HARPER
I did. I was exhausted after traveling and haven’t left my
couch since.
NICO
Good. You need to rest. Call me later?

Wes walked over to me and stopped in front of me. His hair was damp
from his shower and he was wearing a sweat suit. “You want to hang out?”
My phone vibrated in my hand and I looked up at my friend. “Come
over if you want. I planned on just lying around.”
“You’re not going to go see her?”
I shook my head, as I quickly read her message. “I’m pretty sure she
just wants to lay low and I don’t want to overstep at all.”
HARPER
I’m going to take a nap, but I’ll call you later this evening.

Wes nodded with a look of approval. “Probably a good idea. You don’t
want to scare her away with your obsessiveness.”
I cut my eyes at him. “I am not obsessive.”
Wes snorted. “Dude… you know what—I’m not even going to argue
with you. If you can’t see your obsession with her, then you have some
serious issues.”
I laughed as I shook my head at him as everyone began to clear out of
the locker room. “You know I would never admit something like that.”
“Smart of you not to,” he agreed with a smirk. “Although, I’m not
stupid. I see shit.”
“I’m sure you do,” I told him as I grabbed my stuff. “Meet me over at
my place. We can play Call of Duty or something.”
“Deal.”
Wes and I were both sitting on my couch, each of us drinking a beer while
we waited for our pizza to be delivered. We were playing video games, just
talking about mindless shit. We went over the shit show of our game until it
started to shift into a territory that I wasn’t sure I wanted to talk to him
about.
“So, things are getting pretty serious between the two of you?”
I lifted my beer to my mouth and took a swig as we waited to join
another match on Call of Duty. “Yeah, and I don’t know what to do about
it.”
Wes glanced over at me as he leaned forward to be closer to the TV.
“What do you mean? I mean, I know shit between the two of you is
different since there’s a lot at stake with her job and everything.”
“I tried to get her to quit. I told her to just move in with me and let me
take care of her.”
A string of laughter escaped Wes as he threw his head backward. He
leaned against the back of the couch just as the game started and he
instantly got shot. “Fuck,” he grumbled as he sat upright again. His focus
was on the game, but he wasn’t going to let the conversation go. “Bro.
You’re such a liar saying that you aren’t obsessed with her. I’m assuming
she declined your proposition?”
“Oh, of course,” I told him with a laugh. “I didn’t think she would
actually agree. She’s too independent to do something like that, but I
figured it was worth a shot. She’s been working on shooting weddings and
other things to try and get away from sports. Her dream is to have her own
business doing that kind of stuff instead.”
Wes was silent for a moment. “You want my honest opinion?”
I stared at the TV as I ducked around some objects in the game. “No,
but I’m thinking you’re going to give it to me anyways.”
“I think you need to tell her how you really feel. You know how short
life is and I don’t know what the hell you’re waiting for anymore.”
Our round ended and I looked over at him just as the bell rang. “I did
tell her how I feel.” I rose to my feet and grabbed my wallet before
disappearing from my apartment to go get our pizza from the lobby. As I
reached my floor again and brought the box back into the living room, Wes
took a sip of his beer and stared at me.
 “Did you tell her that you’re in love with her?”
I froze in place just as I flipped open the pizza box. “What? No. Why
the fuck would I do that?”
“Because that’s how you really feel,” he said matter-of-factly while he
grabbed a piece of pizza. “You’re only lying to yourself if you think you’re
not in love with her.”
The heaviness of his words settled in my bones and I sat there for a
moment as I stared at the TV. My eyes weren’t focused on what was
happening on the screen as my mind ran wild with possibilities. I
swallowed hard over the lump that had lodged itself in my throat. Were my
feelings for her that obvious?
“Don’t worry,” Wes cut through my thoughts as he chewed a mouthful
of pizza. “I won’t tell anyone your secret. I’m like a vault.”
I let out an exasperated sigh as I finally grabbed a slice for myself. “Am
I that obvious?”
Wes shrugged. “Nah, not really. I just know you well enough that I can
tell.”
“I can’t tell her.”
His brow furrowed. “Why not?”
“Because I don’t want to complicate things any more than I already
have. It will only make things messier.”
Wes took another sip of his beer. “I don’t know, bro. Things are always
complicated. There’s nothing you can do to change it, but I think it’s worth
telling her.” He set his beer down on the coffee table. “You might be
surprised when you find out she feels the same way.”
“How could you possibly know that?” I questioned him as I sank back
into the couch.
“If you can’t tell then you really are in fucking denial,” Wes told me as
he rolled his eyes. “She looks at you like you’re the only thing that matters,
Nico. I think you’ll be surprised when you finally tell her how you feel.”
I mulled over his words as I sipped on my beer. Wes directed his
attention away from me as he typed something out on his phone. My mind
drifted to my mother and how quickly she slipped away from us. Life was
unpredictable. Things could change in the blink of an eye. Wes was right. I
needed to come clean with Harper and tell her how I actually felt about her,
but it terrified me.
 There was something about being that vulnerable with someone that
was frightening. She already had the power to destroy me, she just didn’t
know it yet.
From the moment I met Harper Jensen, I knew I needed to make her
mine. Even after that night at the club, something about her had struck
something deep inside me. I couldn't get her out of my head, and then it was
as if the universe heard my thoughts and brought her back into my life.
I wasn’t looking for a relationship when I met her. What happened
between us was just supposed to be something fun. She was a good luck
charm that I knew I couldn’t lose; she was just looking for an escape. Our
arrangement was supposed to serve two simple purposes. But things
between us shifted into something more.
Harper was under my skin, she was in my heart and in my soul. I
wanted her to be a permanent fixture in my life. I wanted to savor the
moments between us and never let them go.
“I hate to be the one who eats and runs, but I’m going to head out.”
I looked back at Wes who was already standing up from the couch.
“Since when do you have plans that I don’t know about?”
He glanced at me with a look of guilt in his eyes, almost as if he got
caught doing something. “Who said I have any plans?”
I scowled at him. “You’re abruptly leaving to go home and hang out by
yourself?”
A chuckle escaped him. “Touché.” He paused for a second as mischief
danced in his irises. “I’m just going to go help a friend out with some
research stuff.”
“You have other friends?”
Wes gave me the middle finger. “You’re a dick.”
I stared at him as I raised a suspicious eyebrow. “How do you know all
my secrets, but I don’t know yours?”
Wes gave me a crooked grin. “Because I’m the vault, not you.”
“Please tell me it’s not Harper’s friend, Ava.”
“What?” His brow furrowed. “Absolutely not. I promise it’s no one you
know. It’s just this girl I met and I promised I’d help her with some research
for the books she’s writing—”
I held my hands up to stop him. “Forget I asked,” I laughed as I shook
my head. “I don’t even want to know about the shit you’ve gotten yourself
into.”
 Wes laughed along with me as he headed toward the elevator door. “I’m
not quite sure what I’ve even gotten myself into, but I’m along for the ride
now. Wish me luck!”
“Good luck?” I spoke the words half in question, half in declaration as I
heard the elevator doors open. He stepped inside and they quickly closed
behind him before he began his descent down to the lobby.
Wes was definitely more of a free spirit than anyone else, so I wasn’t
really surprised by his new adventure. It sounded pretty on-brand for him. It
made sense why he was reading romance books on the plane now. I
wondered if he was reading her books. I didn’t need to wonder about what
kind of research he’d be helping her with.
As I began to clean up the pizza and the empty beer bottles, my mind
drifted back to Harper. I needed to be honest with her. I had given her the
watered-down version of my feelings, and she deserved to know the truth.
Being so open and vulnerable with someone wasn’t the only thing that
scared me about it. I was afraid I would scare her away too, and that was
the last thing I wanted to do.
She deserved to know and I knew I had to tell her. It wasn’t something I
could just do over the phone. I needed to tell her in person and just prepare
myself for the possibility of sending her running in the opposite direction.
All I could do was hope for the best.
And hope she felt the same way I did.

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 HARPER

A s I stood in the bathroom, I tried to apply makeup to the bruise across

the bridge of my nose and the ones that settled beneath my eyes.
There was only so much I could apply before it was noticeable that I
was just caking it on.
Nico texted me this morning and asked if I wanted to go get lunch with
him. They had a home game tonight and then he’d be back on the road for
about a week-long stretch for away games. I told Nico I needed to go see
about getting a new camera lens and he was more than happy to offer to
take me to the store.
I had meant to do it as soon as we got back from Vegas but I had spent
the past two days fighting off gnarly headaches from the swelling in my
face. Today was the first day I felt a little bit better and a little more like
myself. I was surprised the pain had gotten worse than when it initially
happened.
My phone vibrated from the counter as I applied my mascara and was
finishing up my makeup routine. I gave myself a last glance in the mirror
and shrugged. It wasn’t the best but it would do.
NICO
I’m outside. Did you want me to come up?
HARPER
I’ll be right down.

I flicked off the bathroom light, grabbed my keys and purse, and slid my
feet into a pair of sneakers before heading down to Nico. His sleek car was
parked along the curb outside of my apartment building and he was leaning
against the side of it with his hands tucked in the front pockets of his gray
joggers.
A smile crept onto his lips as his gaze collided with mine. “Hey you.”
My mouth went dry at the sight of him and my heart pounded to its own
beat in my chest. There was nothing rhythmic about it. “Hey,” I murmured
and smiled back at him as he pushed off the car and opened the door for me.
I sat down and he waited patiently before shutting it behind me. I
watched him circle around the front of the car before sliding into his seat.
He slid his hand into mine before pulling the car away from the curb. He
took us to a small coffee shop not far into the city. It was about two blocks
away from the camera store.
“If I park here, would you want to just walk?” he inquired as he found a
spot in one of the parking garages. “I needed to stop to get a new dress shirt
and there’s a store on our walk.”
“That’s perfect with me,” I told him as he pulled into the parking spot
and turned off the engine. He hopped out of the car in a rush while I was
still getting my stuff together and he met me at my door as he pulled it open
for me.
I smiled up at him and he took my camera bag from me. He slid it over
his shoulder and his hand found mine once again before we headed out of
the garage and to the coffee shop. Nico’s steps were light, almost as if he
were floating. There was never a nervousness to him. If there was anyone
who oozed confidence and was sure of themselves, it was him.
His energy was contagious. He wasn’t arrogant, he wasn’t cocky. He
was simply just confident in the things he knew and believed in.
It didn’t take us long to eat our sandwiches at the coffee shop and we
were heading down the street, walking past shops as we made our way to
the camera store first. Nico carried my bag and held my hand until we
reached the front door. He paused to open it for me and let me walk in
ahead of him.
As we stepped inside, I was captivated by the different displays set up
throughout the store. There were various cameras and styles, along with
different lenses, attachments, and accessories. I turned to Nico and
attempted to take the camera bag from him.
“I need to see if they have one similar to the one that was broken,” I
explained to him as he ducked his shoulder and dodged my reach. “Can I
have my bag, please?”
His lips stretched into a grin and he shook his head at me. “I’m sorry,
love. I can’t do that.”
My eyebrows pinched together in confusion. “Why not? I need to show
them the broken lens.”
Nico shook his head again. “We’re not here to get you a new lens.”
“Yes, we are,” I reminded him as confusion set within my expression.
His eyes were bright and his lips parted. “Pick out a new camera, love.
Whatever you want and whatever you need to go with it.”
My eyes widened and I quickly shook my head. “You don’t have to do
that, Nico. It’s too expensive. Plus, the camera I have is fine. I don’t need
something new.”
“Let me do this for you, Harper,” he said softly as he raised his hand to
cup the side of my face. “I want you to pick out whatever you want—the
price doesn’t matter.”
His words had me staring back at him in shock. The caliber of camera
that I had to use for the shoots I did was very pricey. I didn’t think Nico
knew what he was really saying by telling me to pick out whatever,
regardless of the cost.
“I can’t let you do that,” I retorted, my voice barely audible as his eyes
stared into mine.
“I’m not asking you to,” he countered, still cupping my cheek. “I want
to do this for you and if you don’t pick out what you want, then I’m going
to end up picking out something that will most likely be the wrong thing.”
“Nico…” My voice trailed off as I swallowed over the emotion that was
thick in my throat. No one had ever done something like this for me before.
It had nothing to do with the money, but more of the meaning and principal
behind it.
His lips were soft as he pressed them against mine. “Come on, love.
Let’s get whatever it is you need.”
There was no argument with Nico when he was insisting on something.
He made it clear from the start that he gets what he wants and he was
making sure that I reaped the same benefits. When I picked out a camera
and was mindful of the price, he made sure they gave me the fully loaded,
more expensive model instead.
I had no idea how much money was spent in that store and I wasn’t
going to be the one who asked him or fought him on it. It was hard letting
someone do something like that for me but when I saw the joy on Nico’s
face, I knew it was worth it. He had quite a few different love languages
and I was learning that giving was one of them.
As we walked down the street, Nico’s fingers were laced through mine.
He was silent with a thoughtful look on his face as we moved side by side.
We passed by the store he had said he wanted to stop at, yet he didn’t stop.
His footsteps weren’t rushed, yet he walked right by it.
I came to a stop and he glanced down at me as he stopped beside me.
“What’s wrong?”
He didn’t seem to have any idea and I angled my head to the side as I
looked up at him. “You didn’t need to get a dress shirt, did you?”
Nico smiled and shook his head. “I just wanted the chance to hold your
hand for a little while longer. For us to be out like this without anyone
knowing anything about either of us.” He paused for a moment as he raked
his teeth over his bottom lip. “It’s almost like we’re free to be together
here.”
My heart crawled into my throat as he turned to face me. People moved
past us on the sidewalk but neither of us paid them any mind. They didn’t
exist. It was just the two of us as the world stopped spinning. His fingers
were soft as he brushed the hair from my face and tucked the strands behind
my ears.
“I need to tell you something,” he said softly, his voice tentative and
hoarse with emotion. His eyes searched mine and he folded his lips between
his teeth.
I swallowed and nodded. “Okay…”
His chest rose as he sucked in a deep breath. “I’m in love with you,
Harper,” he said slowly as he exhaled. “You’re all I think about, day and
night. You’re the only person I want to spend my time with. I tried to fight
it, but I can’t anymore. I can’t keep up this charade. I love you.”
My eyes widened as I stared back at him. His words slid across my
eardrums and seeped into my veins. My heart picked up its pace as it began
to race in my chest and I was lost in the depths of his ocean eyes.
He was never supposed to love me, but we didn’t have a say when it
came to love. It made its own rules and we had to play by them. Neither of
our hearts ever stood a chance and he was spreading through my system
like an addiction I never wanted to recover from.
 My lips parted and a ragged breath escaped me as Nico smiled the smile
that was only reserved for me. “You don’t have to say anything, love,” he
assured me as he pressed his lips to my forehead. “I just need you to know
my feelings for you and the intensity behind them.”
I wanted to say it back to him, but I found myself struggling to form the
words. If I spoke it out loud, then that made it true. And if my feelings were
true, that made whatever this was between us real. And if it were real then
he would have the power to break my heart.
Who was I kidding?
He has had the power.
“I love you too, Nico,” I admitted softly as I reached into my own chest
and pulled out my own heart as I handed it over to him. “I’ve been in love
with you longer than I’ve wanted to admit because it scares me more than
anything.”
“I know you’ve been hurt in the past, Harper,” he said with hesitation as
his eyes searched mine. “I can promise you I’ll never hurt you.”
I stared back at him. “That’s the thing… the way he hurt me comes
nowhere close to what you could do to me.” I let out the breath I didn’t
know I was holding. “You would ruin me completely.”
His face dipped down to mine. “Never, Harper. You’re it for me.”
He sealed his promise with a kiss as his lips melted into mine. He was
tender and attentive as he stole the air from my lungs and I willingly let
him.
Nico could take whatever he wanted from me until there was nothing
left.

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A s much as I loved traveling, I was tired of doing it without Harper. It

was getting old having to travel to different cities and leaving her
behind. With her job, it wasn’t guaranteed that she would be sent
along as the photographer for the game. It seemed like they rotated through
their people and her time would be coming again soon, but not soon
enough.
Instead, I was stuck on the road for a week without her and I was a fiend
for her like an addict looking for their next fix. I was tired of only being
able to see her face through the screen on my phone. It just wasn’t cutting it
anymore. I needed to feel her skin beneath my fingertips. I wanted her voice
in my ears as she surrounded and consumed me.
She had her first newborn shoot while I was away and the excitement
that lit up her face when we talked was contagious. She and Ava went out to
get different props and things she would need at her client’s home where
she did the shoot.
I wanted to buy her a fucking building with her own office. One where
she could open up her own studio. Getting her to allow me to buy her a
damn camera was a feat in itself. I would have to take baby steps and work
up to getting Harper her own studio. Harper wasn’t exactly one who liked to
let others try and take care of her.
I pulled up out in front of her apartment building and sent her a text to
let her know I was there. I got out of my car and stood by the side as I
waited for her. It didn't take her long to come down and a smile danced
across my lips as I saw my girl.
 We were caught in a weird place. We both admitted our feelings for one
another, yet there was no real definition between us. A part of me cared
while the other part of me didn't give two shits. At the end of the day, she
was my girl and that was all that fucking mattered.
“There you are.” I smiled as I stepped away from my car and met her by
the door. Instead of pulling it open for her, I pulled her flush against me.
She looked up at me, her eyes dancing under the moonlight. “I missed
you,” she breathed.
“Not as much as I missed you,” I countered as I swiftly claimed her
mouth with mine. It was a hasty kiss, but I couldn’t wait to taste her. She
was mine and I planned on reminding her of that every time I saw her.
“Come on,” I told her as I broke apart from her and ushered her to the
car as I opened the door for her. “I made reservations and I don’t want us to
be late.” I paused for a moment as I leaned down to look at her with a
devious smirk pulling on my lips. “That is, unless you wanted to skip out on
dinner completely and do something else instead…”
Harper laughed softly and shook her head as she pulled the seat belt
across her body. “Let’s eat first. We have a history of not eating if we tend
to other needs first.”
I smiled down at her, my laugh matching hers as I pushed the door shut.
She wasn’t wrong there. Although, I would much rather eat her than dinner
right now.
I took her back to Dare and I watched the excitement in her eyes as we
were seated at another private booth. The last time we were here, things got
heated pretty quickly and we ended up taking our food to go. Tonight I
wanted to do things a little differently. If she was going to make me wait,
then I wasn’t going to make it easy for her at all.
We were seated with our drinks, and our food was already ordered, as I
sat next to her with my hand on her thigh. “I had some other ideas for what
we could do tonight, but I wasn’t sure if you would be interested or not…”
Harper raised an eyebrow. “What did you have in mind?”
I slowly moved my hand between her thighs and gripped her flesh. “I
want to take you ice skating.”
“Umm…” Harper paused as a nervous laugh fell from her lips. “So, I’m
embarrassed to say this since you do it for a living, but I’ve never ice-skated
before.”
 A smile pulled on my lips and lifted them upward. “I was honestly
hoping you would say that.”
“Why’s that?” she said with a curious look in her eyes as she tilted her
head to the side.
“Because I want as many of your firsts that I can have.”
Her tongue darted out to wet her lips and I watched a wave of emotion
pass through her bright blue irises. She ducked her gaze down to the table
as she lifted her drink. I watched the hues of pink appear on her cheeks and
I couldn’t help but feel satisfied.
“Where were we going to go?”
I winked. “I think I might know of a place.”

As we stood outside of the stadium, Harper glared at me. “You want to

break in? Do you want us to get arrested?”
I laughed as I looked over at her as we reached the players’ entrance.
My hand dipped into my pocket and I pulled out a key. “It’s technically not
breaking in if you have a key, right?”
She didn’t look amused. “Nico… if anyone catches us here, we’re
fucked.”
I swiftly pulled her flush against me and dipped my face down to hers
as I nipped at her bottom lip. “This is what you’re worried about getting
caught doing with me?” I laughed quietly as I pulled her bottom lip between
my teeth. “I think there are worse things we could get caught doing.”
“Nico…” She said my name in a warning tone, yet her voice was hoarse
and thick with lust.
Releasing her from my grip, I stepped away from her as I slid the key
into the lock and opened the door. I looked back at Harper who was
standing behind me with her arms crossed over her chest. “Are you coming
with me or are you going to play it safe instead?”
Conflict washed over her expression and finally she sighed and took a
step after me. “If we get caught, this is your fault.”
“I’ll gladly take all the blame, love.” I laughed again as I pulled her into
the stadium with me. Whether we got caught in here or for doing something
else together, protecting Harper was my number one concern. If there was
one of us that would take the fall, I would do everything I possibly could to
make it be me and not her.
It was quiet as we walked through the concrete halls. There was no one
here but us and it was the first time I had ever experienced this before.
When I was in high school, we used to sneak into one of the local rinks to
play pickup games in the middle of the night. It happened a few times
before we got caught, but then the owner just started leaving the door
unlocked for us instead.
There were soft lights glowing throughout the building, probably for
actual security if and when they patrolled the area. It was just enough light
to guide us to the locker room and I pulled Harper inside. The room was
dark and I flicked on the light as it illuminated the entire room. Harper
walked over and sat down on the bench as she looked up at me.
She sat right by my name and I couldn’t help but smile down at her. “Do
you even have skates I can wear?”
Shit.
“I was thinking you could probably just wear Wes’s or something.
They’re not going to fit but I’ll tie them tight enough that it shouldn’t
matter.”
She continued to look at me, unconvinced, but shrugged instead. I
walked over to grab Wes’s skates as she kicked off her sneakers. I moved
back in front of her and slid each of her feet into the skates before lacing
them up. She was quiet and watched me as I tied them tightly and set them
back on the floor.
I grabbed my own skates and put them on before helping her up to her
feet. She was a little wobbly and I held my arm out for her to hold on to for
support.
“This feels like a terrible idea,” she muttered as I began to lead her
down the tunnel toward the ice. “I’m going to break my ankle or
something.”
I chuckled and shook my head at her dramatics. “Are your skates not
tight enough?”
“Well, considering the fact that it feels like there’s no blood flowing to
my feet… I think they’re tight enough."
“Then your ankles should be safe,” I told her as I led her onto the bench
and opened up the door. “Come with me, love,” I said softly as I stepped
out onto the ice and turned around to face her with my hand out. “I won’t
let you fall.”
Harper hesitated for a moment before sliding her hand into mine. I
helped her onto the ice and her eyes were wide as her feet slid involuntarily.
I laughed and held her steady as she attempted to get her bearings. One of
her hands were in mine and the other was clutching my arm as she held on
for her life.
“This feels so unnatural,” she breathed and shook her head. “You guys
make it look so easy.”
I slowly began to move and pulled her along with me. She slowly
released her grip on my arm and I watched her as she watched my feet
move. She tried to mimic the movements as we moved around the ice. “See,
you’re getting it. Just move your feet like this,” I told her as I alternated
between pushing off on one foot and switching to the opposite.
Harper tried to do what I was doing and her foot slid a little farther than
she wanted. A nervous laugh escaped her as she clutched on to me again.
“Nope, not doing that,” she said as she shuffled along. “I’m good doing
whatever this is.”
We did one lap around the arena and as we made our way back toward
the bench, I saw a light flash on in the other locker room. There was
movement in the room and I caught a glimpse of someone moving down the
tunnel. My heart stopped in my chest and I quickly pulled her to me.
“Fuck,” I muttered as I lifted her up in my arms and skated faster to get
off the ice. “We gotta go, Harper.”
“What’s wrong?” Her voice shook with concern. I pulled her through
the door and broke off into a jog as I led her down the tunnel with me. We
stepped back into the locker room and I left the light off as I pushed her
against the wall and shielded her with my own body.
“Shh,” I murmured as I gently pressed my finger against her lips. “I saw
the security guard walking toward the ice down the other tunnel.”
“You’re kidding, right?”
I shook my head even though she couldn’t see the movement through
the darkness. My heart pounded erratically and I couldn’t get it to slow
down. “I wish I was.”
The footsteps outside the room got louder and Harper’s body grew rigid
against mine. I sucked in a deep breath and held it as the door slowly
opened. As it opened, we were carefully tucked just behind one of the
cabinets so the guard didn’t see either of us as he flicked on the lights.
Harper’s eyes were wide as she stared up at me. I moved my hand over
her mouth, covering it completely as I shook my head. I didn’t want either
of us to get caught and the adrenaline was surging through my system right
now.
The security guard let out a sigh and the light flickered back off before
the door closed behind him. I waited three more seconds before finally
exhaling the breath I was holding in. I removed my hand from Harper’s
mouth and she exhaled simultaneously. The darkness had surrounded us
again and I couldn’t see Harper, but I could feel her under the palms of my
hands as she was pressed against me.
Her chest rose and fell in rapid succession and I slid my hands along her
torso, using all of my senses but sight to absorb her. “What are you doing,
Nico?” she questioned me breathlessly.
“There’s no way we can go back out there now without getting caught,”
I murmured as I slid my hands up over her shoulders and pushed her coat
away from her body. “We have to wait it out now until he goes away.”
“You really didn’t think this through, did you?”
I stifled a laugh and shook my head. “I thought we would be good and
be able to have time to skate before anyone showed up. Looks like plans
have changed.”
“Now what?” she asked me.
I smiled as I slid my hands under the bottom hem of her shirt. “We can
go to one of the public rinks and do their public skates instead.”
Harper was silent for a moment. “You mean that was always an option?
You just decided you wanted to do something illegal instead for my first
time?”
“What’s life if you’re not taking risks?” My face dipped down to hers.
“I’m willing to risk it all for you, love. What about you?”
She slid her arms up around the back of my neck and pulled me closer
until her lips brushed against mine.
“I’m here, aren’t I?”
My lips collided with hers as I staked my claim on what was already
mine.
She was mine and she was willing to risk it all for us.
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T he room was dark and I couldn’t see Nico but I could feel him. My
senses were heightened and his palms were soft against my skin as he
lifted my shirt up over my head. The air in the room was cold against
my skin and a shiver slid up my spine as it was a contrast to the warmth that
was rapidly spreading through my body.
“I can’t see anything, Nico,” I said as he moved his lips to the side of
my neck and was sliding his fingers under the waistband of my leggings. I
was pushing his shirt up his torso and we broke apart as he pulled it up over
his head and tossed it onto the floor.
His hands were back on my skin, warming me with his touch. “You
don’t need to see, love,” he breathed as his lips captured mine once again.
“Just feel.”
He slowly inched his way down my body, bending his knees as he
pulled my leggings down to my ankles. He cursed under his breath as he
reached the ice skates that were still on my feet. I didn’t know how he did it
so quickly in the dark, but in less than a minute he had them untied and was
throwing them over in the opposite direction.
They clattered into something, making more noise than either of us had
intended. I jumped at the sound, a gasp escaping me simultaneously.
“Shh, love,” Nico said softly as he ran his hands up my bare thighs. He
had me stripped naked with the cool air surrounding us but my body was on
fire. “We don’t want anyone to hear us.”
“You’re the one making all the noise,” I reminded him as he slid his
hand underneath my thigh. He lifted it into the air before hooking it over his
shoulder.
 “That doesn’t compare to how loud I could make you be.” Nico’s face
dipped between my legs and I felt his breath against my pussy as he
exhaled. “I need you to be quiet for me, baby. Can you do that while I eat
this sweet pussy?”
I swallowed roughly and nodded even though he couldn’t see me. He
ran his tongue along my center, circling once around my clit before he
pulled his mouth away from me. My hands were in his hair, laced through
his tousled waves. “Why’d you stop?”
“I need your words, Harper. Are you going to be a good girl and be
fucking quiet while I make you come?”
“Yes,” I breathed, my voice half catching in my throat as I tightened my
grip on his hair.
Nico chuckled softly before bringing his lips back to my core. He
moved his tongue with precision and skill as he ate me like I was his last
meal. He was sucking, tasting, licking, and driving me fucking insane all at
once. My mind could barely keep up with the different movements and the
pleasure was already building inside me.
He settled on my clit, running his tongue over it again and again,
applying various degrees of pressure. He repeated the movement, flicking
his tongue faster, and he was driving me closer and closer to the edge. My
teeth were cutting into the flesh of my bottom lip as I bit down to refrain
from moaning.
My hands were still in his hair. His hands were gripping my thighs as he
spread them wider to lick me again. My head was swimming and he wasn’t
showing any signs of stopping anytime soon. He slid one hand along the
inside of my leg before he was pushing a finger inside of me. He slowly
began to move it in and out before adding another digit.
It was almost too much as he was driving me absolutely fucking insane.
His fingers pumped harder in and out of me and his tongue was still on my
clit. He was fucking me with his mouth and hand at the same time and Jesus
Christ… he was a force to be reckoned with. Nico knew exactly what he
was doing and I had no complaints whatsoever.
I was seeing stars. The warmth was quickly spreading through my
system and Nico was on a mission to steal the pleasure straight from my
body. He began to curl his fingers as he massaged my insides. As he
pressed against the soft spot inside while still working his tongue, it wasn’t
long before I was close to losing myself.
 My legs were clamping around his head and he fought against me,
holding them open as he fucked me relentlessly with his mouth. My hips
bucked as my orgasm tore through my body and it took everything in me
not to cry out in pleasure. He didn’t move his mouth away as he drank from
me, lapping at my pussy until there was nothing left.
My entire body felt like it was going to float through the ceiling and I
couldn’t focus on anything at the moment. Nico slid his hand under my
other thigh and lifted me into the air as he stood upright. I liked his hands
on me. It gave me a sense of security, like I knew where he was, even
though I may not have known what his next move was going to be.
Nico lifted me away from the side of the cabinet and walked deeper into
the dark room. My legs were around his waist and I held on to him.
“How can you see where you’re going?” I whispered in his ear as I
wrapped my arms around the back of his neck.
“I can’t, but I know this room like the back of my hand.”
He paused as he kicked his foot out and felt around. Holding me against
him with one arm, he reached down and felt around until he must have
found what he was looking for. His hands were back on my hips and he
slowly began to lower me onto one of the benches.
My legs fell away from his waist and he pulled my arms loose as he
stood upright for a moment. I heard the sound of his clothing as he lowered
his pants and boxers to the top of his skates and was back between my legs
in a fraction of a second. The tip of his cock pressed against my pussy and
he slowly eased into me with one fluid movement.
The air escaped me in a rush and he was hovering above me with his
hand planted on the bench above my head. It was an awkward position as
he tried to move with nothing to really lean against. I blocked him with the
muscles of the insides of my thighs.
“What’s wrong, love?” He lowered his face to mine and nipped at my
bottom lip.
I planted my hands on his chest and pushed him away. “I want to be on
top.”
He fell silent for a moment. “You want to fuck me, Harper?” His voice
was hoarse and thick with need.
Nico moved away, pulling out of me as he stood back up. I slowly sat
up before climbing off the bench. I couldn’t see anything and put my hands
out to feel for him as he laid back on the bench. His legs were off the bench
with his knees bent and his feet planted on the floor. I found his waist with
my fingers and I lifted my leg to straddle him.
Taking his cock in my hand, I positioned it against my pussy and slowly
lowered myself down onto him. Nico sucked in a sharp breath as I slid
down, taking his entire length inside of me until he was filling me to the
brim.
“Goddamn, Harper,” he groaned as his hands found my hips. “This
pussy was made for me and only me."
“I belong to you, Nico,” I told him as I began to move my hips, shifting
my weight as I slid up and down the length of his cock. “You make me feel
like no one else ever has.”
“And no one will ever make you feel the way I do,” he assured me as
his fingers dug into my flesh. “Now, be quiet and ride my cock like a good
girl.”
Lifting myself up again, I planted my hands on his chest as I began to
bounce up and down harder. He was taking some of the work from me as he
topped me from the bottom and thrust into me at the same time. We were
both moving together, each of us fucking the other to our own perfect
melody.
“So fucking good,” he growled as he thrust his hips up harder. He
snaked an arm around my back and pulled my body down to his in a rush.
We were chest to chest and I buried my face in his neck as he took over
completely.
He was in control, holding me in place with one arm while gripping my
ass with his other hand. His hips were lifting off the bench over and over as
he fucked me harder with each thrust. He was pounding into me with such
an urgent need. I could feel my own orgasm beginning to build within me
again and he wasn’t far behind me.
“Don’t make a fucking sound,” he growled in my ear as he slammed
into me again. “Bite my shoulder if you have to, but I don’t want to hear a
fucking sound from you while I make you come.”
Nico didn’t stop as he fucked me harder. There was no way to hide the
sounds of our bodies moving together and our panted breathing filling the
room. Nico slid his hand up to my nape, keeping my face buried in his neck
as my orgasm began to build. It was coming on strong and I couldn’t stop it
from happening any longer.
 It tore through my body like an earthquake as I shattered around him.
My teeth bit into his flesh as I clamped down to keep myself from crying
out from the pleasure that was consuming my entire being. Nico rocked up
into me once more before he was losing himself, filling me with his cum.
His warmth spread inside me and he was in my veins, running rampant as
he continued to fuck my system with the ecstasy that was taking over every
one of my senses.
I felt like I was never going to come back down to solid ground after
this.
“Fuck,” Nico murmured, as he held me on top of him. I slowly sat up,
feeling the ache in my bones from him fucking me like he did. There was
nothing bad about the ache. It was the exact kind I lived for from him.
“You’re absolutely perfect, Harper. I don’t know what I did in life to
deserve you.”
I stared down at him in the dark, even though I couldn’t see him, and
felt along the side of his face instead. “I know exactly what you did. It’s that
big, loving heart of yours.”
We were both a mess as we tried to catch our breaths. My legs felt like
Jell-O as I climbed off of him. His cum was sliding down the insides of my
thighs and Nico sat up on the bench, suddenly flashing on a small light. I
noticed it was the flashlight from his phone that he found on the floor with
his pants.
He flashed the light at me and trailed it down my body before stopping
at my legs. “I love seeing my cum running down your legs. Come here,
love,” he murmured.
Obeying him, I stepped closer until his hand was sliding along my
thigh. He dragged his fingers through his cum, collecting it on his fingertips
before he slid them back inside me. My body twitched and he pulled his
fingers from me as he slowly stood up.
He pressed his damp, sticky fingertips against my bottom lip. “Open for
me, baby. I want you to taste us together.”
My lips parted and he slid his fingers inside my mouth. I closed them
around him and swirled my tongue around his fingers as I tasted the
saltiness of him and the sweetness of my own juices. Nico’s eyes were on
mine, dark with lust and approval.
“Goddamn, that’s so fucking hot,” he said with his voice hoarse. “I
fucking love you.”
 A soft laugh escaped me as he pulled his fingers from my mouth. “I
love you too,” I told him as I looked up at him. “We should probably get out
of here before we get caught, though.”
“You’re right,” he said with a smile as he collected his shirt from the
floor and pulled up his pants. He flashed the light over to where my clothes
were, then he waited patiently while I got dressed and walked over to me. I
glanced down at his feet and pointed at his skates.
“Oh shit,” he chuckled softly as he shook his head. “I suppose I should
take those off too.”
He quickly unlaced his skates and put them back where they belonged. I
watched him while he picked up Wes’s skates and put them in his area too.
Nico met me by the door and turned off his flashlight as he pulled open the
door to the locker room and looked out into the hallway for anyone.
“Coast is clear,” he told me as he held his hand out to me. I slid my
fingers through his and he broke out into a jog, pulling me along with him.
His stride was much longer than mine but I ran along with him until we
were finally outside of the building.
Giggles escaped us like little children from the adrenaline rush we had
just experienced running from the stadium. Hell, the entire night was a
fucking rush like I had never felt before. Sneaking around like that so we
wouldn’t get caught. Skating for my first time with him. Having sex in the
locker room.
I looked over at him as we sat in his car, getting ready to leave to go
back to my place for the night. “Have you ever done that before?”
Nico looked over at me with his eyebrows drawn together. “Done
what?”
“All of it,” I said in a rush. “Snuck into the stadium to take another girl
there to skate and then fucked her in the locker room.”
His facial expression relaxed and his mouth twitched as he raised an
eyebrow. “Would you be mad if I did?”
Yes. “No.”
He smirked. “You’re a terrible liar, Harper. But the answer is no. I’ve
never done any of that with anyone but you.”
“Good,” I told him with a smile as I slid my hand into his. “I want some
of your firsts too.”
Nico pulled his car from the parking spot as he looked over at me with
his ocean eyes.
 “I can’t promise you all of my firsts, but I can promise you every single
one of my lasts.”

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H arper was still in my room getting dressed when I heard the elevator
doors ding and slide open. I started walking toward the doors when
my sister stepped into view with her suitcase in tow. She was only
here for the weekend, but Giana never traveled lightly.
Her face lit up when she saw me and she ran over, jumping up to give
me a hug. She was only two years younger than me, but the size difference
was definitely noticeable. Giana stood just below my shoulder and I lifted
her up into the air in silence.
As I set her back on her feet, she took a step back and her eyes pierced
mine. “Is she here?” she signed as she attempted to look around me
“Jesus, G. You can’t even pretend like you’re happy to see your
brother?”
She rolled her eyes and shook her head as a smile blossomed across her
lips. “I’ve known you my whole life. I’m excited to meet the woman who has
finally stolen my brother’s heart.”
I smiled back at my sister as I felt the depth of her words. She had heard
enough about Harper and as soon as she had a free weekend, she was
practically begging me to come visit. We usually tried to get together
whenever we could, but both of our schedules had been so busy lately,
neither of us were at fault.
Harper was nervous as hell to meet my sister. It was a big thing for both
of us and she talked about it all night. She was relatively quiet this morning
and I didn’t press the issue. Instead, I tried to just make the day easier for
her to try and help with her anxiety.
 “She is getting changed, but wait out here while I go check on her,” I
signed back to G.
She nodded. “I’ll go make myself at home with Ballsy in the guest
room.”
Giana pushed past me and just as she was stepping into the hallway,
Harper came out of my room. Her hair was pulled up in a ponytail, her face
free of makeup. She was wearing a coral-colored sweater and a pair of
black leggings. Her eyes widened for a moment as she was standing face to
face with my sister and I watched her expression grow soft. Her eyes were
warm as she smiled.
Giana lifted her hand to wave and I watched Harper do the same as she
softly said hi and introduced herself. She knew G wasn’t able to hear the
words she spoke, but she could read her lips.
Harper looked over to me and back at Giana who was now turning
around to look at me. “Tell her to come with me while I unpack my things.”
I swallowed hard and shook my head. I was suddenly self-conscious of
the massive ball of tape I had stored away in my guest room that Harper
didn’t know about. “She doesn’t know about Ballsy.”
Giana’s eyes widened. “Are you seriously going to be weird about it
now?” She huffed and waved for Harper while pulling out a notepad from
her purse. She wrote something on it and showed it to Harper. Harper
glanced back at me with a smile before she followed my sister down the
hall.
I lingered for a moment, not sure if I should follow after them or not.
Harper told me she didn’t really know ASL which wasn’t unusual for most
people. Unless you had someone who had hearing difficulties in your life or
had a passion for the language, many people didn’t know how to
communicate using it.
Giana had adjusted through life by carrying around a small notebook or
using her phone to get messages across to people who couldn’t
communicate with her via sign language. A part of me wanted to go in and
see what they were talking about. G wasn’t overbearing, but I had a feeling
she would be asking Harper as many questions as she could get out.
And then there was Ballsy. I wasn't necessarily ashamed of him by any
means. I just wasn't sure if Harper would understand his significance or if
she would think I was completely fucking weird and something was
seriously wrong with me.
 Which I supposed could be debatable.
I moved into the living room and sat down on the couch, kicking my
feet up as I turned on the TV and flipped to ESPN. There was a talk show
on and I just let it take my attention instead of worrying about my sister and
my girl in the other room. I stared at the screen and it wasn’t long before
they were coming down the hall.
G had a smirk on her face and she walked past the living room and into
the kitchen instead of talking to me. Harper came in and sat down on the
couch beside me. I slung my arm around the tops of her shoulders.
“So, I’m supposed to ask you about that ball of tape you keep in your
guest room.”
I knew this was coming.
“Yeah, that’s Ballsy,” I said with a shrug of indifference.
Harper angled her head to the side with a smile. “It has a name?”
A chuckle rumbled in my chest as the nervousness I previously felt
quickly dissipated. “Yep. When I was a kid, I used to leave balls of tape all
over the place. My mom would get so annoyed as she collected them and
when she gave them to me, I started to build a bigger ball by combining
them all.”
I watched Harper’s expression transform. There was nothing but
warmth and softness in her gaze as she waited for me to continue.
“It became a tradition. Every season, I would start a new ball of tape
and collect it the entire season.” I paused as the memory of my mother
drifted into my mind. “My mom was the one who came up with the name
Ballsy. I have no idea where, but it stuck. And then we’ve had multiple
generations of Ballsy since then.”
Harper smiled. “I love it. I mean, sure, it’s not like everyone has a
massive ball of tape sitting in their guest room… but I like it. It’s a part of
you and who you are.”
I stared at her for a moment in disbelief. “You’re really not weirded out
by it? I mean, it is like a good luck kind of thing in a way.”
“I don’t judge you for Ballsy,” she said with a soft laughter and it was
like music to my ears. “It’s actually rather impressive and I love the
symbolism behind it.”
I pulled her close to me as I pressed my lips to her forehead. “Have I
told you that I love you?”
“You’ve been doing that a lot lately.”
 I smiled as I rested my cheek against the top of her head. “Well, you had
better get used to it because I don’t plan on ever stopping.”
G stepped out into the room and cleared her throat, gaining both of our
attention. I turned around to look at her, watching the smile forming on her
lip as she saw the two of us sitting there together.
“Did you tell her about Ballsy?” she signed to me as she walked up
around the couch to sit with us.
I rolled my eyes at her. “Yes, I told her about Ballsy,” I said out loud
while signing to my sister. Harper looked over at the two of us. I didn’t
want her to feel left out while Giana and I were signing back and forth with
one another.
Giana moved to sit on the adjacent side of the sectional couch. She
turned her direction toward Harper and began to sign as I spoke the words
out loud to her. “So, Harper, tell me all about your photography. Nico has
told me a little, but not enough.”
Harper smiled as she looked between the two of us. Her eyes landed on
Giana’s and she spoke out loud explaining to her about being a sports
photographer and her plans for the future. I didn’t need to sign for Giana as
she read Harper’s lips, and watching the interaction between the two of
them felt like my heart was melting into a fucking puddle.
What the hell was she doing to me?
I watched G struggle in life with the way people treated her when they
found out she was deaf. It was like there was a disconnect with some people
and they viewed her as if she were flawed. They didn’t know how to
properly communicate with her. Instead of speaking to her normally, the
way Harper was, they would speak loudly and slowly as if she were stupid
and couldn’t follow them.
It was sad to watch but I knew it just annoyed Giana more than
anything. She wasn’t one to let those kinds of people and their ignorance
deter her in life. Giana signed to me to relay the message to Harper since
Harper wasn’t as skilled at reading lips like my sister was.
“That’s so interesting,” I told Harper for Giana. “I never really knew
how intense taking pictures of a sport could be. It sounds like you’re really
building something with the different clientele outside of sports.”
Harper was watching Giana mouth the words as she signed them to me
and it was almost as if I weren’t even there. I was simply just the voice
translating. Harper didn’t once look at me like it was the two of us talking.
Her focus was solely on Giana.
She smiled again. “I’m really hoping I can get something going so I can
quit sports, honestly.”
I glanced over at her. “You want to quit completely?”
Harper looked over to me now with a shy smile as she nodded. “I told
you it wasn’t where my heart was and I’ve decided it would be best if I left
it behind completely.” She paused for a moment as something glimmered in
her eyes. “The sooner the better, wouldn’t you agree?”
My tongue darted out as I wet my lips. “Definitely sooner. As soon as
possible, actually.”
Harper laughed softly. “Well, I can’t do that yet. I need to get more
established and finish out the rest of the season.”
She had told me already that she didn’t want her entire career to be in
sports photography, but I didn’t realize she meant she wanted to leave it
completely. The thought and the possibility had a rush of adrenaline racing
through my veins. If she didn’t work for the team any longer, then we were
free to fully explore this deepening connection between us.
“So, we just have to get through the rest of the season and then I can
make you mine?”
Harper’s blue eyes shimmered. “Officially, you mean.”
“That’s right,” I murmured as I pulled her close and ignored the sound
of my sister clearing her throat. “You’re already mine.”

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A s I drove home, I couldn’t help but play over how it went meeting
Giana for the first time. It felt like it had gone well and she was very
likable. I didn’t know why I was so nervous about meeting her. She
was probably one of the nicest people I had ever met. Although, I wouldn’t
want to be the one to cross her. I couldn’t imagine how she would be if she
felt her brother had been done wrong.
The closeness between them brought a smile to my lips. Coming from a
family where I was an only child, siblings were always something I had
been jealous of. I never had someone in my corner like that and there was a
part of me that always felt like I was missing out on something. It was just
me growing up and I had spent a lot of time alone unless I was with friends.
Seeing that Nico and Giana had each other, especially after losing his
mother, made me feel a sense of peace for them both. He hadn’t really told
me much about his father, so it sounded like they only had each other left.
My heart ached for the two of them but at least they had one another.
Nico insisted that the three of us were going to go to dinner tonight, but
I needed to come home to get changed and everything first. We had both
been going back and forth between each other's places and it was getting a
little annoying. It seemed like I never had the things I needed when I
needed them.
My phone vibrated in my hand as I let myself into my apartment. A
smile touched my lips when I saw his name and opened his message.
NICO
I made reservations for tonight and we’ll be by to pick you up
around six.
 Let me know that you get home safely, love.

He was something I wasn’t used to. I wasn’t used to having someone

checking up on me to make sure I was okay. I wasn’t necessarily estranged
from my family, but we weren’t close. Nico was always checking to make
sure I got home safely and I couldn’t help but really feel the sincerity
behind his actions.
They spoke so much more than words, yet they were just a different
way of him telling me he really did love me.
HARPER
I just got inside my apartment.

There was no hesitation before he texted me back immediately.

NICO
Good. I miss you.

I tried to stifle the laughter that bubbled in my throat. I shook my head

while I collected some clothing and headed into the bathroom to get into the
shower.
HARPER
You just saw me and you’ll see me again in a few hours.
NICO
That only makes me miss you more. Can I just come over
now?

His words did something to my heart and I wasn’t sure it was a feeling I
should trust. He had proved himself to be trustworthy. He was nothing like
my ex and I knew that now. I just was afraid of the way he made me feel.
Things like that were always too good to be true.
Maybe that wasn’t true. Maybe I just needed to let go of my fear since I
had already decided to take the risk with him.
HARPER
What about your sister?

I set my phone down as I turned on the shower and undressed before his
next message came through.
 NICO
She knows how to get an Uber. She can meet us at the
restaurant.

I half smiled, half frowned as I shook my head at my phone.

HARPER
Be a good brother and hang out with your sister. You’ll see me
soon enough.
NICO
Fine. But I’m dropping her off at my place after dinner and I
want you to myself tonight.

I smiled.
HARPER
Sounds like the perfect plan.

Setting my phone back down on the counter, I stepped into the steam
and felt the hot water hitting my back as I turned around underneath it.
Closing my eyes, I moved my head back and let it run down my long locks.
My thoughts drifted to him as I washed my body and my hair. He had
become my addiction. I was either with him or if I wasn’t with him, he was
what I was thinking about. He occupied every inch and every corner of my
mind. Nico was here to stay.
Nico was the most unexpected thing I’d ever had happen to me and I
wouldn’t have traded any of it for anything else. Even if things weren’t
going to turn out as I had hoped they would…

As I sat in the front seat of Nico’s car, he slid his hand into mine and I
looked over at him as he pulled out of the parking lot. It was just the two of
us and I was surprised when I got into the car and didn’t see his sister. He
claimed that she said she didn’t want to go out tonight, but a part of me was
questioning whether or not she really meant that.
“You didn’t talk Giana out of coming to dinner with us, did you?”
Nico chuckled softly as we sped down the street. “I promise you I
didn’t. The thought definitely crossed my mind but she was the one who
beat me to it.”
“She really just didn’t feel like going out, or what was her actual
reason?” I quizzed him.
He shrugged. “She said she was tired and didn’t feel like going out
tonight. I honestly think she just wanted to give the two of us some time
alone, but I wasn’t going to argue with her on it. G is a big girl and can
make her own decisions. If she didn’t feel like coming along, that’s on her.”
I studied the side of his face. “The two of you don’t really see each
other that much, though, right?”
He shook his head as he glanced over at me. “Maybe every month or so.
It just depends on what we both have going on in our schedules.” He paused
for a moment. “Did you not want to get dinner with me tonight?”
“Nope. Why would I want to get dinner with you?” I rolled my eyes at
him as I laughed quietly and shook my head. “Of course I want to. I just
didn’t want your sister to feel like she was left out or not welcome or
anything.”
“I think she would have felt more left out if she came with us,” he said
with a wink as he turned his attention back to the road. “I’m sure she didn’t
want to feel like a third wheel or anything like that.”
I contemplated his words. “I don’t want her to feel like that. We’re not
that bad, are we?”
“It’s not like we’re ever around anyone else, so I can’t really say.”
“You have a valid point,” I agreed with a smile. We settled into a
comfortable silence as we continued to the restaurant that Nico still hadn’t
told me about yet. When we pulled into the quaint town that was about half
an hour outside of the city, it gave me a weird sense of nostalgia.
Nico parked his car along the street and came over to my side to help
me out. My hand was back in his and we were walking down the sidewalk
as the brisk air made my cheeks tingle.
“This reminds me of the town my grandmother lived in,” I told him
with a smile as I turned to look up at him. “It was a small town like this,
where everything was within walking distance. Super safe, super quaint.
Almost like out of a storybook. Everyone knew each other and it just felt
like home.”
His eyes were on mine as he looked at me while we continued to walk.
“I thought you said you lived in Denver?”
 “I did,” I told him as he came to a stop outside of one of the smaller
buildings. “My grandmother lived in a small town outside of the city. I used
to spend a lot of time visiting with her and it was honestly my favorite. It
didn’t feel nearly as congested and it was almost as if time didn’t exist.”
“What happened that you don’t go there anymore?”
I shrugged as sadness settled into my bones. “After she had passed
away, my father ended up selling her house. My parents didn’t see a
purpose in keeping it. I haven’t been able to bring myself to go back and
visit there since.”
Nico was silent for a moment. “Would you ever consider going back or
is that somewhere you’d never like to visit again?”
That was a thought that had lingered in my mind since she passed away
five years ago. It was a thought I had kept to myself and never once
muttered a single word to anyone about. It was more like a dream—and
probably an unattainable one at this point.
“I always told myself that one day I would buy her old house and move
there.”
He tilted his head to the side. “Yet, you moved here instead?”
My chest rose as I sucked in a deep breath. “The property wasn’t for
sale and I didn’t have the money to buy a house right out of college.” I
exhaled and cast my eyes to the ground, suddenly feeling embarrassed. “It
was more of a dream, not something I really believed would ever happen.”
Nico’s hand slid under my chin and he lifted my chin to look up at him.
“Don’t ever doubt yourself, love. You can make anything happen. Your
dreams can come true.” He pressed his soft lips to mine in a quick kiss.
“Come on, let’s get inside before they end up canceling our reservation
because we didn’t show up.”
He pulled me along with him and I followed him inside. The lights were
dim and light classical music played in the background. The aroma of garlic
drifted through the air and I closed my eyes as I inhaled deeply.
“Italian?” I asked him as we walked up to the host who was waiting for
us.
Nico nodded. “They have the best food here.”
He gave his name and we were led over to a table for two. We were
seated along an ivy-covered wall with a small candle burning between the
two of us. It was incomparable to the actual fire that was burning between
us. Nico folded his hands on the table and his left dimple was showing as he
smiled at me.
“Both of my parents are Italian, so we grew up eating the authentic
shit.” He drifted for a moment, like he was caught in a memory. “My
mother actually came here from Italy as a kid. She used to make her own
pasta and I haven’t tasted anything quite as good since. But this place—they
have the closest to hers that I could find.”
I watched him carefully for a moment as his gaze drifted and grew
distant before he returned to me. “Do you talk to your father much? You
don’t say much about him.”
His face fell but he quickly recovered as he attempted to keep his face
neutral. What he couldn’t shield was the pain that washed through his blue
irises. “We talk occasionally,” he said with a simplicity that didn’t match his
eyes.
Silence settled between us and my heart pounded in my chest. I didn’t
want to push the topic if he didn’t want to talk about it. Our server appeared
and took our order for drinks and appetizers before disappearing from the
table.
“He loved her more than anyone in the world, including G and I.”
Nico’s voice was hoarse and he caught me off guard. “When she died, we
lost him too. He was still here and present, but he really wasn’t. He was
vacant and distant. The day my mother passed away, we lost both of our
parents.”
My heart broke for him as I watched the moisture grow in his eyes.
There was such a sadness to him, such a vulnerability as he spoke of his
father. It was evident he probably hadn’t expressed this to anyone else and it
was taking such a toll on him to even entertain the thoughts.
“He follows my hockey career, but he’s never been to any of my
games,” he said quietly with his voice thick with emotion. “I don’t think he
ever will be without her. Giana and I kind of just knew we had to accept the
fact that he was living with a broken soul that would never be repaired. I
think the only reason he’s still here is because of us, even though he would
much rather be with her wherever that is.”
I reached across the table and took his hands in my own. “I’m so sorry,
Nico. For everything that you’ve gone through.”
“It’s okay,” he said as he pushed a sad smile onto his face. “It’s
something I’ve accepted and I’m beginning to understand why he would
feel the way he does.” He stared at me, his eyes piercing my soul. “I know
the love he had for her because I can feel it too. For you, Harper. All for
fucking you.”
His words ran through my veins and tangled themselves around my
heart. The pads of his thumbs were soft as they stroked the backs of my
hands and his eyes were trained on mine.
“Don’t ever leave me, Harper,” he said, his voice barely audible. “I
don’t know that I would survive your destruction.”
I stared back at him as I was lost in his stormy eyes. He had already
pulled me in deep and there was no way I was ever swimming to the surface
again. He thought he wouldn’t survive my destruction, but he had no idea
what losing him would do to me.
“Never,” I promised him.
And that scared me more than anything.

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H arper settled in the passenger seat of my car as we drove down the

street of the quaint little town. We stayed at the restaurant talking
about our lives until they were getting ready to close. It was late into
the night already and Harper yawned as she curled her legs up onto the seat.
She turned to look at me with a tired smile touching her lips.
“Thank you for dinner tonight,” she said softly as her eyes glimmered
through the darkness of the night. Every streetlamp we passed cast its light
across her face. She was absolutely breathtaking and I could spend the rest
of my time in this life staring at her.
I smiled back at my girl. “Of course, love.”
Her eyes were still on mine and I was alternating between looking at the
road and looking at her. “Don’t tell your sister, but I’m glad she didn’t
come. I like my time with you.”
“You can have all of my time, Harper. Every second, every minute,
every fucking hour. They all belong to you.”
She sat up a little straighter, the smile still on her lips as she glanced out
through the windshield. I watched her face abruptly fall and her eyes
widened before she pointed at me. “Oh my god, Nico! Look out!”
I tore my eyes away from her and watched in horror as someone was
pulling out from a side road in front of me. My body reacted and it was as if
time had slowed down. As I slammed my foot down on the brakes, I jerked
the wheel to the left, attempting to veer away from the car. My tires
squealed loudly as the brakes locked up and we slid across the road.
We just narrowly missed the car that pulled out, but it didn’t stop us
from crashing into the guardrail on the other side of the road. The sound of
metal crunching was loud and piercing. Harper yelled out as we bounced
off the guardrail. My head jerked with such force. The airbags were blasting
out at us and the car finally stopped. Silence settled in the air around us and
my mind was jarred from the impact.
My head felt like it was swimming through the thickest sludge and I
slowly looked around. All of the airbags were deployed and my body ached
from the impact of the accident. Other than that, I couldn’t tell if anything
was really wrong with me. I didn’t care anyway. All I wanted was to make
sure she was okay.
And my stomach sank when I saw her sitting in her seat with her head
hanging.
“Harper,” I said her name as I reached over for her. My seat belt
tightened around my body, constricting me momentarily before I could get
to her. I slowly lifted her head. There was a bright red abrasion on the top
right side of her forehead, probably from hitting the window or something.
“Harper, wake up.”
I slid my finger under her nose and could feel her soft breaths. Relief
rushed through my body as I realized she was at least alive. But she was
still unconscious and I needed to get help. Suddenly the door behind me
groaned loudly as it was pulled open. I didn’t bother to look over my
shoulder as I was trying to get mine and Harper’s seat belts unbuckled.
“Are you okay?” a rough voice said from behind me. “I already called
911 and they should be here any minute.”
The seat belt finally clicked and I ripped it away from Harper’s body. I
finally looked over my shoulder at the older man and cut my eyes at him.
“Why the fuck would you pull out in front of someone like that? That could
have killed her.”
He shook his head and his eyes were filled with regret. I instantly felt
guilty. The wrinkles were visible on his face and they cut deep as his gray
eyebrows pulled together. “I’m so sorry. My eyes aren’t what they once
were and I didn’t see your car. Please let me help you.”
“Maybe that’s a sign that you shouldn’t be fucking driving then.”
He winced at my harsh words but I wasn’t about to take them back. Not
now, not when Harper was unconscious because of him pulling out in front
of us. It was a mistake he never should have made.
“Please let me help you out of the car,” he insisted. “We shouldn’t move
her, just in case she injured her neck or something.”
 My eyes were wild as I stared at him. “I’m not leaving her in the car.”
“Nico?” Her voice was so quiet and if my senses weren’t heightened in
this moment, I would have missed it completely.
I whipped my head back around to her. “Oh, love,” I breathed as a smile
pulled on my lips and relief flooded me. “Are you okay? Does anything
hurt?”
Her eyes were glazed over as she opened them to look at me. I watched
her try to nod and she winced as she lifted her hand up to her head. “My
head. I think I hit it on something.”
“Shh,” I murmured as I moved her hand away from the bleeding cut on
her forehead. Sirens sounded in the distance and the sound grew louder as
they moved closer to us. “It will all be okay, love.”
Her lips parted like she was going to say something but she quickly
closed them and closed her eyes. It was like the time that was suspended
was suddenly catapulted into fast forward. We were surrounded by two fire
trucks, an ambulance, and a few police cars. Everyone was moving quickly
and it was a bustle of commotion.
I was able to get myself out of the car as I felt stiffness in my legs. I
watched as the paramedics assessed Harper and helped her out. She was a
little unsteady on her feet but her eyes were a little clearer than they were
when she first opened them. They helped her walk over to the ambulance
and I had to answer questions from the police officer while the older man
spoke to one of the other officers.
After we finished up and the tow truck pulled up to take away my
totaled car, I rushed over to the ambulance where they had Harper sitting on
the stretcher inside. Her gaze lifted to mine as I stepped up inside.
“Is everything okay?”
Harper nodded slowly and closed her eyes as she winced from the pain.
“They want me to go to the hospital just to be sure.”
One of the paramedics stepped beside Harper and urged her to lay
down. “You need to rest right now.” The woman turned around to face me
and motioned for me to step outside of the ambulance. “We suspect she has
a concussion. We’re going to take her to the hospital so they can check and
make sure that is all it is.”
I swallowed roughly over the lump lodged in my throat. “I need to go
with her.”
 The woman nodded in understanding. “We will let you ride along with
us to take her in and we also need you to get checked out too.”
“I’m fine,” I assured her as I felt the twinge of pain running down my
leg. “I don’t need anyone to worry about me. I just want to make sure she’s
okay.”
She shook her head at me. “The choice is ultimately yours, but they’re
going to insist you get checked. Also, considering the fact that you’re not
putting weight on your right leg is a sign that something is wrong. We’re
leaving in two minutes, so please be ready to go.”
She moved back to the ambulance without giving me a chance to say
anything else to her. There was nothing I really needed to say. She was right
—I needed to get my leg looked at. There was no way I could safely skate
with the pain I was feeling. As I turned around I found the old man
lingering. I sucked in a deep breath and shoved my hands in my front
pockets as I approached him.
“Is she okay?” he asked as I stepped up to him. There was a hint of
worry in his tired features and his voice was strained. The guilt was evident,
yet I knew we were both at fault.
“They’re going to take her in to make sure there’s nothing wrong, but
she’ll be okay.” I paused for a moment as I let out the breath I didn’t realize
I was holding. “I apologize for what I said earlier. I shouldn’t have been so
crass and rude to you. You were only trying to help and you didn’t
intentionally pull out in front of us for this to happen.”
His chin wobbled a bit and his eyes grew damp as he sucked his lips in
between his teeth. I watched his throat bob as he swallowed and nodded.
“You don’t have to apologize to me, son. There was no harm done on your
end and I would have reacted the same way if something like that would
have happened to my Eleanor.”
My eyes dropped down to his hands and I watched as he toyed with the
wedding band on his thick finger. My gaze met his and I gave him a small
smile. No other words needed to be spoken between us because he knew. A
complete stranger knew the exact feelings that were racing through my
body at the moment of the accident.
I looked back to the ambulance as the man hobbled away. They had the
engine running and they were getting ready to take her to the hospital. My
footsteps were quick as I rushed across the road to her and I hopped on just
before the woman pulled the doors shut.
 I moved to Harper’s side and sat down on the bench as I slid both of my
hands around hers. Harper turned her head to look at me, her bright blue
eyes colliding with mine.
“Nico,” she whispered. “What are you doing? You can’t come to the
hospital with me.”
“The fuck I can’t,” I growled as I cut my eyes at her. “You’re hurt. I’m
not letting you out of my fucking sight.”
Her throat bobbed and a worried look passed through her irises. “Nico,”
she started as she tried to argue, but I shook my head at her.
“This isn’t up for discussion, love. I don’t give a shit about what
happens or who sees us. I’m not leaving your side.”
She let out a deep breath and her expression was grim. “Goddammit.”
“I know, love,” I murmured as she closed her eyes and tightened her
hand around mine. This was either going to be the end of us or the end of
her career. Either way, someone was going to catch wind of this and there
was only so much denying the both of us could do. “I know…”

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T he stretcher was smooth on the linoleum floor of the hospital. The

entire emergency room was loud with the noise of other patients and
the staff consistently on their toes. I watched in a daze as people
rushed past us. My head felt like it was swimming while simultaneously
pounding. The blood on my forehead had since dried and turned into a scab
that felt like a piece of glue stuck to my skin. It felt taut and was really sore.
They wheeled me into a room and Nico was right there walking beside
me the entire time. A nurse stopped him at the door as she put her hand up
in front of him.
“I’m sorry, sir, but we need to check to make sure it’s okay if you’re
back here with her.”
His eyes went wild and his jaw clenched. “I’m not going anywhere
without her.” There was a coldness in his tone and it was almost too calm. It
was as if he were a volcano that was getting ready to erupt. Like the calm
before the storm.
The nurse glanced over at me and looked back at him. “Please wait
outside for one moment. If you don’t cooperate, I will have to call security.”
Nico’s gaze flashed to mine and I nodded at him. He let out an
exasperated sigh and stepped out of her way. The nurse pulled the door shut
behind her and stepped inside the room. “It’s protocol for us to ask
questions in private in regards to your safety.”
My eyebrows pulled together. “Okay…”
She went through a series of questions, all of which I answered
honestly. After she deemed it was safe to let him back into the room, he
rushed in like a whirlwind and took his spot back by my side. He was
standing guard, like he would attack anyone he thought wasn’t doing what
they should be or if they were a threat to me.
Various nurses and doctors came in to check on me before they decided
I needed to get a CAT scan for them to make sure there was no trauma to
my brain. Nico’s phone began to ring as we were waiting for someone to
come take me back. I watched his face fall as he looked at the screen and
glanced back at me.
“It’s Wes,” he said with his voice low. “Fuck.”
“Answer it.”
Nico frowned, but he accepted the call and held his phone up to his ear.
His body instantly grew rigid as he listened to Wes rambling through the
speaker. “No, we’re fine. We’re at the hospital right now for Harper to get
checked.”
His jaw was clenched as he listened again and he ran a frustrated hand
through his hair as he hung his head. His shoulders sagged and something
wasn’t right. “Who all knows?” He fell silent again. “What the fuck did it
say?” Silence again, but his footsteps filled the void as he began to pace.
“No. Fuck. That’s not what happened at all.”
My head was still pounding and there was a feeling of dread building in
my stomach from the way Nico was behaving. I watched the slight limp in
his gait and that made me feel even worse. My mind began to race as I
played over every possible worst-case scenario in my head.
“Yeah, I’ll let you know when we get out of here. Thanks, bro,” Nico
said quietly to Wes before walking back over to the bed. His eyes instantly
found mine. “Someone posted about the accident on Twitter. No one has
any idea how anyone found out… but I’m pretty sure everyone knows.”
I stared back at him for a moment as the words registered and settled in
my mind. “Shit,” I mumbled as I realized what this really meant. My job
was officially in jeopardy. Nico’s eyes were laced with concern and I
reached out for him, for his hand. His palm was warm against mine. “We’ll
worry about it all later. You need to get your leg looked at.”
Nico was silent for a moment. “Fuck my leg. What happens to us?”
“What do you mean?” I demanded, just as the radiology technician
stepped into the room. “This changes nothing between us, Nico. I’ll figure it
out.”
His eyes softened. “No, you won’t. We will—together.”
 I held his gaze, feeling his words as they settled deep within my soul.
There was nothing but love radiating from the way he was looking at me
and I could literally feel his words. We were no longer separate entities. We
were in this together and we would figure it all out together instead of
alone.
As the technician wheeled me away, I felt Nico’s absence as soon as his
hand left mine. He was always in a better position when it came to our little
secret we had between us. If anyone found out, Nico would always be safe
because they weren’t going to jeopardize his career because of a little
scandal. I was much more expendable than he was.
There were plenty of other photographers out there and they didn’t need
me. I’d be easily replaced and I already knew that was the position I would
find myself in. I knew this would eventually blow up in our faces, I just
didn’t know when.

Nico went and got his knee checked out as they finished up my tests. They
determined that we were both fine. I had a concussion and he had some
swelling in his knee that he would need to rest before he could skate again.
Nico called Wes and he showed up at the hospital to pick us up and take us
home.
“How are you feeling, Harper?” Wes asked me as I climbed into the
back seat of his car. Nico followed behind me and I gave him a questioning
look. “What am I, your chauffeur?”
Nico’s eyes sliced to Wes’s through the rearview mirror. “Just drive
please.”
“I’m all right,” I answered Wes’s question as he looked to me before he
started to drive. “My head is just killing me so the sooner you can get us to
Nico’s the better.”
“What about you, man?” Wes probed Nico. “Are you good?”
“I can’t play for, like, two weeks and will have to be cleared by the team
doctor to be able to get back onto the ice.”
“Fuck,” Wes mumbled as he shook his head. “I mean, it could be worse.
I’m just glad I’m not you and don’t have to have that conversation with
Coach.”
 Nico cocked his head. “I’m sure he already knows since it seems like
word spread relatively quickly.”
Wes shrugged. “Better you tell him about it yourself. He’s already going
to be pissed, so I don’t think it’s worth giving him another reason to be
unhappy.”
“Good point.”
I tuned the two of them out as I rested my head on Nico’s shoulder. The
hospital wasn’t far from his apartment and it wasn’t long before we were
riding up the elevator to his floor. Nico’s arm was around my waist, like he
thought I was the one who was having trouble walking. As we stepped off
the elevator, I swayed slightly and was grateful for his overprotective arm.
He kept me steady and his sister was pacing the hall as we stepped
deeper into his apartment. She began to move her hands around, signing in
a frenzy. I couldn’t understand what she was saying, but Nico’s eyes were
tracking each movement she made.
“I’m sorry I didn’t let you know as soon as it happened,” he spoke out
loud so she could read his lips with his arm still around me. “We’re both
fine. My knee is a little banged up and Harper has a concussion.”
I gave Giana a small smile as she looked at me for a moment. She
signed something else to Nico that I didn’t understand.
“Do you need anything?” Nico asked me for her.
I shook my head. “No, thank you. I think I just need to go lay down and
rest my head.”
Giana signed while Nico translated. “She said for us to go get
comfortable and let her take care of everything.”
She stepped out of the way while Nico limped the two of us back to his
bedroom. He walked me over to his bed and helped me on as I climbed up.
I looked down at my clothing and realized I didn’t have anything here since
I had taken all of my things home earlier in the day to wash.
Nico was already walking over to his closet and came back with one of
his t-shirts. “Here, love,” he murmured as he handed it to me. I set it down
on the bed and stripped down to my underwear before pulling the shirt over
my head.
He had already stripped down to his boxers and grabbed a pair of
basketball shorts that he put on. I settled under the covers in his plush bed
and he crawled in with me. He pulled me into his arms until I was flush
against him with my head on his chest.
 “Today scared the shit out of me,” he whispered into my hair as he held
me close. “When I saw you were unconscious, I swear my entire fucking
world stopped. The Earth stopped spinning and my heart stopped beating.”
“I’m not going anywhere,” I promised him, meaning every single word.
“We’re both okay and we have each other.”
Nico fell silent for a breath. “I can’t lose you, Harper.”
“You’re not going to.”
“But we don’t know what is going to happen with your job or any of
that shit,” he reminded me, his tone tense and his words heavy. I could feel
the turmoil radiating from him and I tightened my arm around his waist.
“I don’t want to think about it right now.”
“Okay, love,” he said softly as he stroked my hair. “Go to sleep and rest
your head. I’ll be right here when you wake up.”
I smiled against his chest as exhaustion settled inside me. My eyelids
were growing heavier with every passing second and I knew I needed to
sleep. It was what my body needed to heal and I couldn’t fight it any longer.
Nico’s warmth enveloped me and it wasn’t long before I was drifting off
into a dream world where our problems no longer existed.

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R olling over in bed, my eyes were still closed as I slid my hand across
the mattress. I was expecting to feel Harper’s warm body against
mine but when I didn't, I felt around for her in the bed with my
hands. The side she was lying on was still warm, but she wasn’t there. I
lifted my eyelids and lifted my head to look for her.
Where the hell did she go?
Panic slid through my veins and I couldn't help the feeling of dread that
built in my stomach. After the accident, this newfound anxiety had decided
to enter my mind. I was terrified of losing Harper. It wasn’t that I didn’t
realize her importance in my life before yesterday—it was just one of those
moments that really put things into perspective. And Harper was the one I
knew I couldn’t live without.
I climbed out of bed and as I was walking to the door of my bedroom, a
wave of relief fell over me as I heard her voice just outside. Thank God.
Reaching for the doorknob, I turned it and pulled the door open. Harper was
sitting on the hallway floor with her back against the wall across from my
door. Her gaze lifted to meet mine as she saw me and I raised an eyebrow at
her.
“Yes, of course,” she said quietly into the phone. I moved into the hall
and sat down across from her as I saw the worry lingering in her eyes. “I
agree that we should have a meeting to discuss this matter in person rather
than over the phone.”
I glanced down the hall as my guest bedroom door opened up and my
sister stepped out. She looked at both of us like we were insane and quickly
signed to me. “What the hell are you guys doing on the floor?”
 I shrugged. “I found Harper out here so I decided I’d sit with her.”
Giana stared at the two of us for a moment. “You guys are kind of weird.
Can I talk to you for a minute?”
I looked back to Harper who was listening intently to whatever the other
person was saying to her through the phone. Judging by what I had heard of
her conversation, I was assuming it had to do with the small scandal we had
caused. I swallowed roughly and climbed to my feet as I followed my sister
out into the kitchen.
Giana took a seat at the island. “So, you can say no… but I was
wondering if I could stay here a little while longer.”
“Absolutely,” I signed back to her. “You know my home is yours and
you can stay as long as you want.”
She pursed her lips and fiddled with her fingers for a moment. “I don’t
want to go back home. I meant to tell you sooner, but I want to live here,
closer to you. There’s nothing for me in Tampa and I really just needed to
come home.”
I assessed my sister for a moment. “Did something happen? Is
everything okay?”
She nodded and smiled. “Everything is fine. I just think it’s time for me
to start living my own life the way I want to.”
“You can stay here for as long as you need or want to, G,” I told her
with nothing but honesty. My doors would always be open for my little
sister. “What about Dad?”
“What about him?” she signed back and shook her head. “We literally
live, like, fifteen minutes from one another and I rarely see him. I doubt
he’ll even notice that I’m gone.”
Her words struck my heart and I felt bad. I left as soon as I was drafted,
but Giana had no reason to leave. She went to college in Tampa and lived
with our father during that period of time. Since she had graduated and
started working as a marine biologist, she was able to get her own
apartment, but she didn’t venture far away. I knew part of her stayed
because she was worried about him.
Orchid Beach was always our home. When I went off to college, our
parents moved to Tampa because my mother wanted to be on the gulf side.
Ironically, she never made it back to our hometown before she passed away.
And this was the only place I wanted to be because of her memory.
 It just seemed like maybe Giana had finally realized we were never
going to be much in our father’s eyes because we weren’t our mother. Some
people just can’t move on in their lives after losing the most important piece
of themselves. Loving Harper made me empathize with him more and I
understood. But as his son, that didn’t make anything any better. It didn't
make me feel better or any less pain for my sister.
I would like to think that if Harper and I had children involved and
something happened to her, I would hold on to them as tightly as I possibly
could. They would be the only lasting thing from her. Almost like her
legacy or her living memory. I guessed that our father just couldn’t see past
his heartbreak to realize he still had us.
“I’ll only stay until I get a job and can find my own place,” Giana told
me as she broke through my thoughts and her hands moving caught my
attention again.
I nodded at her. “As long as you need, G. You’re the only real family I
have and I’ll always be here for whatever you need.”
She smiled at me and I watched as a wave of curiosity passed through
her expression. “Did you hear that Malakai was back too?”
I slowly cocked my head to the side. “Since when? He didn’t say
anything to me about it.”
“You still talk to him?” my sister signed back to me with a surprised
look on her face.
Malakai Barclay was my best friend growing up. He came from an
extremely wealthy family, but he was also troubled. He wasn’t one who
openly spoke about his problems, except to one person. Winter Reign.
Malakai never really told me what was going on between the two of them at
the time, but when she left to go to college in Vermont, Malakai left too.
From what I knew, he didn’t follow her. He was off chasing his dreams
of being a professional golfer and getting as far away from his abusive
father as possible.
“We talk occasionally, but you know how he is,” I told her with a shrug.
Malakai was like a closed book. We had kept in touch over the years,
but it was relatively scarce. He knew I was back in Orchid Beach so it
surprised me that he didn’t let me know he had returned as well.
“Maybe text him and see if he wants to get together.”
I stared at my sister for a moment. Knowing Malakai, he would
probably blow me off. With him, there was always a darkness that crept just
beneath the surface. I was happy for him that he was doing well in life, but
Malakai had the type of demons you couldn’t outrun. I could only hope for
his sake that he had learned how to fight them instead.
“I’ll have to do that.”
As I pulled out my phone, I unlocked the screen and went to my
messages to send Malakai a text. It was short and to the point and I was
surprised when he responded almost immediately.
NICO
Hey man, I heard you were back in town. Let’s catch up
sometime.
MALAKAI
Drinks tonight at The Lounge? Meet me there around eight.
NICO
Sounds good. I’ll see you then.

“He wants to meet up tonight at The Lounge,” I signed to my sister.

Giana smiled at me just as Harper wandered into the kitchen with us.
She paused in the doorway and I turned back to look at her. “I’m sorry, I
didn’t mean to interrupt,” she said apologetically with a small smile.
I held out my hand, extending my arm for her as I smiled back at her
and shook my head. Harper stepped close to me and I hooked my arm
around the tops of her shoulders as she slid against my side. “Absolutely
not, love. Giana was just telling me her plans about wanting to move here.
She’s going to stay with me until she can find a job and get her own place.”
Harper’s smile was bright and she looked over to my sister. “This is
amazing news!” She genuinely looked happy as she continued to smile at
Giana.
Giana nodded and smiled back at her while she began to sign in
response as I translated for her. “I can’t wait to get to know you better and
spend more time with you guys.”
“I can’t wait either. I’m actually still relatively new here to the city, so it
will be nice to have another friend.”
Listening to the two of them had my heart feeling like it was going to
burst from my chest. Giana wasn't a mean person, but we were both similar
in the way that we were protective about the people who meant the most to
us—and I was one of those people to her. When I was in high school and
college dating other girls, G never approved of any of them. She knew none
of them were going, so she didn’t really give those girls the time of day.
Seeing how she was with Harper made me realize that she knew how
serious this was too. She knew Harper was it for me. There had never been
anyone else quite like her in my life before. Giana knew she was the real
deal.
I turned my attention back to Harper. “Was everything okay with
whoever you were talking to on the phone?”
Harper’s shoulders sagged a bit and she shook her head. “I don’t think
so.” She paused for a moment as she stepped out from under my arm and
grabbed herself a cup of coffee. “It was Phillip, the head of media. He
wants to have a meeting on Tuesday before the game to discuss things.”
Dread rolled in the pit of my stomach and Harper leaned against the
counter as she sipped from her mug. Giana looked between the two of us
and I spoke the words she signed out loud for her.
“G wants to know what there is to discuss.”
Harper shrugged and faced my sister as she spoke, even though she was
talking to the two of us. “He knows about the accident and that the two of
us were together. I’m assuming he’s probably going to either fire me or
make me resign and go away quietly.”
“Shit,” I mumbled as I hung my head. I only let myself feel the blow
from reality before looking back to her. “I’m coming to the meeting with
you.”
Harper’s eyes widened. “No. There’s no reason for you to go. This is
about my job, and I’m sure you’ll have to answer to your coach and
everyone already.”
Her words reminded me that I needed to call Coach Anderson to talk to
him and see who else I needed to deal with. What a fucking mess. It wasn’t
like either of us were a threat to each other’s jobs. Hell, while we were both
working, there was no way we could really even bother each other. There
was always a sheet of glass separating us. Harper didn’t distract me from
playing hockey.
“This is all just fucking bullshit,” I growled as I planted my hands on
the counter. “Let me talk to them and explain things. Maybe if I come along
and say something it will save your job.”
Harper stared back at me for a moment. “What is it that you think you
could possibly do? How are you going to save my job?”
 “I don’t know,” I shrugged, feeling absolutely helpless at that moment.
“There has to be something I can do. I told you I would protect you, love.
Please let me do that.”
Giana tapped on the counter to get both of our attention before signing,
“I don’t think there’s anything you can do to help her, Nico. I know you think
that being a player on the team that it will make a difference, but they’re not
going to listen to you.”
“She’s right,” Harper said quietly after I finished translating. “I’m sure
we’re not the first to get involved like this or the last. But think about it… If
they were to let us slide, they would have to extend the same grace to other
people too. There’s nothing we can do about it except accept our
consequences for our actions.”
I shook my head, refusing to accept it. “At least just let me come
along.”
“It will look worse if we show up together.”
“Please, Harper,” I practically pleaded with her. “I need to at least try to
fix things.”
There was a deep-seated need inside of me to ensure she was safe, and
that included her job. I knew I was being a little irrational and both of them
were right. I wasn’t necessarily sure I would be able to change the board’s
rules that strictly prohibited relationships like this, but I had to try. I
promised Harper this wouldn’t happen and here we were.
Her chest rose as she inhaled deeply and I watched it fall as she released
her breath. “You can’t always fix everything, Nico,” she said with her voice
soft and gentle as her eyes searched mine. “But I’ll let you try.”
“Thank you, love,” I told her as I stepped to her to wrap my arms
around her waist.
She looked up at me. “I need to go back to my place sometime today.”
“I’ll come with you,” I told her without any hesitation as I just invited
myself along. I was still feeling shook-up and didn’t want to be away from
her if I didn’t have to be. My sister would be fine here without me,
especially since she was going to be living here now too.
She smiled at me and shook her head. “You don’t have to do that.”
“I know I don’t, but I want to,” I told her as I pressed my lips to her
forehead.
“Okay,” she agreed softly as she wrapped her arms tighter around me.
I knew I was never going to be able to let her go.
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A fter we had gotten back to Harper’s apartment, I told her about the
plans I had made with Malakai. I instantly felt like an asshole,
considering the information she shared with me about her call with
Phillip. I should have stayed in with her, but she insisted I go meet Malakai.
She declined when I invited her along.
Harper was the most important part of my life. I wanted her involved in
every aspect, every space of it, but she was adamant about staying home.
She said something about how I needed to catch up with my friend without
her. There was also a look of exhaustion that had settled into her features
and she needed some time to herself to process the news she had just
received.
As I stepped into the bar, it was already crowded and most of the tables
were occupied. I pushed my way past some of the groups of people that
were standing around, drinking and talking. When I reached the bar, I
paused for a moment and scanned the backs of the heads sitting in front of
me.
Toward the very end, I caught sight of his dirty blond hair as he tipped
his head back and sipped his beer. It was a little longer than the last time I
had seen him. It was a mess of tousled waves that rested just above his
eyebrows.
As he turned his head to the side and spotted me from across the bar, he
gave me a swift nod. No wave, no smile. That was Malakai Barclay.
We were a peculiar pair of friends when we were younger. It wasn’t
often that any light shone through the darkness that cloaked Malakai; he
was generally more reserved and quiet. We were a stark contrast to one
another, but I suppose that was why our friendship worked.
There was a seat that was empty next to Malakai and I walked over and
slid onto it as I turned to face the bartender. My legs were tucked beneath
the bar and I folded my arms in front of me as I turned to look at my old
friend.
Malakai glanced over at me, his stare blank with a hardness settled in
his jaw. He had filled out over the years and you could tell he had been
working out to stay fit, considering his blossoming golf career. The
coldness was still enveloping him like it always had.
“How have you been, Kai?” I inquired as I waited for the bartender.
“It’s been years. You look good, dude.”
He lifted an eyebrow. “Thanks. I’ve been all right. How about you?”
I shrugged dismissively. “You know how it goes. Busy with hockey and
shit.”
“I can only imagine.” His voice almost sounded thoughtful for a
fraction of a second, but Kai was never one to give much away. He was
always slightly distant, but something about him made it feel like he was
completely disconnected from it all.
The bartender walked over and I ordered a beer before turning my
attention back to Malakai. “I had no idea you were going to be back in
town. What brought you back? Golf?”
Kai lifted his beer to his lips and absentmindedly stared at the TV hung
above the bar. “Just some unfinished business.”
I stared at the side of his face for a moment, taking in his appearance.
There was a tiredness that had settled into the corners of his eyes. Even
though he was in his mid-twenties, you could tell the demons he had been
battling had taken a toll on him.
“Are you staying at your parents’ place?”
“Fuck no,” he ground out the words as he looked over at me. “I have a
condo in town.”
His anger wasn’t directed at me, and it was valid. After the shit he went
through not living up to his father’s expectations, I felt like an asshole for
even asking that he would stay at their place. His last statement took me by
surprise. “I didn’t know you had a place here.”
Kai shrugged and drained the rest of his beer. “Sorry I’ve been shit with
keeping in touch. You’ve been busy with hockey and me with golf.”
 “It’s all good,” I told him, although I couldn’t help but feel like I was
talking to a complete stranger. “That’s what happens in life. People grow up
and grow apart. I haven’t been the best at staying in touch either.”
He didn’t bother responding to that and the silence settled around us for
a moment before Kai chose to speak. That was how Kai operated. If he
didn’t have anything to say, he wasn’t going to fill the void with
meaningless shit. “Have you settled down yet or are you still fucking
anything that moves?”
A laugh spilled from my lips. “First of all, fuck you. I was a horny-ass
teenager and liked getting my dick wet.” I paused for a moment, watching
his mouth twitch, but it didn’t develop into a smile. “Surprisingly, I do have
a girlfriend and it’s unlike anything I’ve ever experienced before.”
“Good for you,” he said with a slight sadness in his tone. He wasn’t
going to elaborate and I wasn’t going to pry. Trying to get anything from
him was like trying to get water from a dry well. “You deserve to be happy
and with someone who is good for you.”
I studied his profile again as he grabbed the fresh beer the bartender
brought to him. “What about you? Anyone in your life?”
Malakai’s jaw tightened and he flexed his tattooed hand in front of him
before wrapping it around the bottle. “Nah.”
He didn’t offer anything more as he took another swig. When we were
in high school he had started his collection of tattoos even though his
parents didn’t approve. When he came home with one on his neck, I’d
never forget the way his father threatened to cut the skin from his body. He
was a disgrace in their eyes and he wasn’t going to disappoint them in that
aspect.
He rose up to the challenge and covered his body in tattoos instead.
“What’s the unfinished business you’re here for?”
Kai continued to stare at the TV. The silence settled between us and I
couldn’t tell if he didn’t hear me over the noise or if he was choosing to
ignore me. The silence continued to stretch and it was a few minutes before
he finally spoke.
“Winter came back.”
My brow furrowed. “Winter Reign?”
Winter was a quiet girl we both went to high school with. Kai was
friends with her, but he was never vocal or really public about their
friendship. He kept her to himself.
 I always had a feeling there was more to it, especially the mornings I
picked him up from the end of her driveway. At the time, it seemed like the
same thing I was doing, but I never saw Kai with any other girls.
“She’s the unfinished business.”
His admission took me by surprise. “What happened between the two of
you?”
Malakai’s grip tightened around his beer. “A fucking lot.”
“That’s really all you’re going to give me?”
He shrugged. “You always knew everything you needed to, Nico.
Nothing more and nothing less.”
“Sometimes I wonder how we were even friends when I feel like I
really didn’t know you.” I paused for a moment as the irritation began to
build. I didn’t know if I expected Kai to be different, but he was even more
closed off than he once was. “Did anyone actually really know you?”
He turned his head to look at me, his dark eyes piercing mine. “Winter
did.”
We fell back into silence and the two of us drained our beers. I was used
to the silence with Kai, but now I was left with more questions than I had
ever had and I knew he was never going to give me the answers.
“I should probably head out,” I told him as I paid my tab and rose from
my barstool. “If you want to get together again, you know how to get a hold
of me.”
Kai turned to look at me and nodded as he followed suit and rose to his
feet beside me. “I don’t imagine I’ll be going anywhere anytime soon.”
“Good luck with Winter.”
His mouth twitched again. “Do yourself a favor and stay the way you
are. Don’t fuck up whatever you have with your girl like I did with Winter.”
He threw a hundred-dollar bill onto the bar and turned around without
another word to me. I watched him for a moment, completely perplexed by
it all as I watched him disappear into the crowd. I didn’t imagine that I
would hear from Kai again anytime soon.
He made it clear he was here for one reason—and one reason only—and
there wasn’t a part of me that blamed him.
Whatever he had with Winter years ago had stuck with him this long.
Knowing my own feelings for Harper, I understood it completely. And I
also knew I would never do anything to jeopardize what we had. I would
never make whatever mistakes Kai did.
Harper was mine.
And I would spend the rest of my life loving her.

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A s I stood in the doorway of my bedroom, I watched Nico as he stirred

in his sleep. His face was relaxed and peaceful as he began to softly
snore again. I hated leaving him like this, but it was for the best. He
was planning on going to that meeting with me tomorrow morning and I
couldn’t let him do that. There was nothing he could do about the situation
we had gotten ourselves into.
There was nothing either of us could do.
I didn’t lie to him about the original meeting, I just didn’t tell him that I
had texted Phillip later yesterday afternoon to move the meeting to today
instead. Nico didn't need to come in and save the day. I knew exactly what I
needed to do and that was what I was going to do.
Leaving him in my bed, I snuck out of my apartment and headed over to
the stadium. My stomach sank and a part of me felt sad knowing this would
probably be the last time I would be parking in the media parking lot. It was
bound to happen eventually. Things like this only lasted so long before
everything imploded.
Now I had to deal with the aftermath and clean up the mess I had made.
Walking into the stadium, I adjusted my clothes as I walked down the
hall. It was a short walk to the elevator that took me to the floor where the
media room was. It felt like time was moving slowly and I just wanted to
get it over with as quickly as I could.
Phillip was already sitting at the table as I walked inside and I could feel
the bile rising in my throat. I absolutely hated conflict, but this was one I
wasn’t going to be able to avoid. He was the only one in the room and that
only made me feel worse.
 “Hi, Harper,” he said with his voice tense as he motioned for me to sit
down across from him. “Please take a seat.”
I swallowed hard over the lump in my throat and nodded as I did as he
said and sat down. “Are we waiting for anyone else?” I asked him, my
voice quiet.
He shook his head. “No, that won’t be necessary.” He took a sip of his
water. “Would you like to go first or shall I?”
“I can,” I said without any hesitation. It was like ripping off a Band-Aid.
The jump was going to be the scariest part of my journey, but it had to be
done. “I want to apologize first. I never meant for something like this to
happen.”
“Yeah, that’s usually how it goes.” He fell silent and frowned. “I hate to
have to let you go, but you understand this goes against our strict rules.
Knowing what we do and the fact that it has gotten out to the public, we can
no longer employ you as a photographer for the team.”
I nodded. “Yes, I understand that.”
He stared at me for a moment as his shoulders sagged. “I don’t know
you well, Harper, but this was honestly unexpected and a bit of a
disappointment. You are an extremely talented photographer, so this is
really not what I wanted to have to do today.”
“I really am sorry, Phillip,” I said to him, feeling the deep regret inside.
“I never wanted this to happen, but I accept the consequences for what I
have done. There is nothing I can do to take it back.”
Phillip nodded. “This is effective immediately, so we won’t be needing
you at the game tomorrow.”
“I understand,” I responded as we both rose from our seats. There was
nothing else to really say. Phillip was my boss and not my friend, so what
happened in my life after this moment didn’t concern him. “Thank you for
the opportunity of working for the team.”
“Of course, Harper,” he said with a sad smile. “Please take care of
yourself and I wish you the best in life.”
I thanked him again and felt lighter as I walked out of the media room. I
had served my purpose here and it was time for me to close out this chapter
of my life. As I stepped into the hallway and the door closed behind me, I
glanced over my shoulder once more as I looked back at the room.
This job would always be special to me, even if it wasn’t my career
anymore. If I hadn't gotten the job, I wouldn't have ended up in Orchid
Beach. And if I weren’t here, chances were that I wouldn’t have run into
Nico that night. I would have never gotten the opportunity to meet him and
have him in my life.
It was a bittersweet moment. A part of me didn’t want to give it up
because this was quite possibly the scariest thing I had ever done. I came in
here knowing I would no longer be employed, but I also came here with a
plan. It was as if it were that final last push I needed to branch out on my
own.
I didn’t need to work here anymore. It was time for me to start doing my
own thing.
As I reached my car and glanced up at the stadium once more, I pulled
out my phone and tapped on Ava’s name. She texted me as soon as she
heard about the accident and made sure I was okay. She was the one who
instantly knew I was with Nico so when I talked to Phillip yesterday, I made
sure I let her know we were having an official meeting.
“Hey, girl. What are you doing?” Ava said as she answered the phone.
“Well,” I started as I turned the key to bring the engine of my car to life,
“I just got fired.”
Ava was silent for a beat. “Okay. We knew this was going to happen. It
was inevitable. So, what do you have planned next?”
“I’m finally going to follow my dreams,” I told her, my voice soft as I
didn’t fully trust it. Speaking it out into the universe felt weird and almost
as if it wasn’t reality. “I’m officially starting my own photography
business.”
“Harper, this is the best news ever!” Ava exclaimed and the excitement
was evident in her voice. “I’m so proud of you for finally doing it. I knew
you could do this and that things would work out for you.”
“I don’t want to get my hopes up yet, but I have some shoots lined up
and had other people reaching out, so I’m really excited and hopeful for it.”
“I’ve never doubted you, Harper, and I know you can do this,” Ava
assured me. “It’s almost like this whole ordeal was a blessing in disguise.”
I mulled over her words for a moment. “You know what, maybe you’re
right.”
Ava laughed. “I know I am.”
We chatted until I was pulling back into my parking space at my
apartment building. We ended our call with the promise of meeting up for
lunch tomorrow. I tucked my phone back into my purse before heading to
my apartment. The door was still locked when I had left it when I left
earlier.
I slid the key in and turned the knob before slowly letting myself into
the small space. It was quiet inside and I gently closed the door behind me.
Nico must have still been in bed, which had me breathing a sigh of relief. I
set my purse and keys down on the counter in the small kitchen area.
“Where were you, love?”

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I leaned against the doorframe to Harper’s bedroom as I stared at her in

the kitchen. My hands were lazily tucked in the front pockets of my
sweats and I watched her carefully as she turned around to face me. A
pink tint crept up her neck and spread across her cheeks as her eyes
searched mine with a brief panic.
“I woke up and you were gone,” I told her as I pushed away from the
doorframe and began to close the distance between us.
Harper’s slender throat bobbed and she nervously shifted her weight on
her feet. “I went to have my meeting with Phillip.”
My eyebrows pulled together as I stopped in front of her. “I thought it
wasn’t until tomorrow?”
“I spoke to him yesterday afternoon and we changed it to today.”
I stared at her for a moment. “And you didn’t want me to go along.”
She shook her head at me. “It was something I needed to handle by
myself.”
“What happened to us figuring it out together?”
Harper stepped into my space and laced her hands together behind my
neck. “I don’t need you to fight all my battles for me, Nico. I love you but I
also like my independence, and it’s important to me that it’s something I
don’t lose.”
Her words hit me harder than I expected. I stared down at her as I slid
my hands around her waist. “I would never ask you to give up your
independence, love. If I’m ever overstepping, please just let me know. I
promise that you won’t hurt my feelings.”
Her eyes widened as they searched mine. “So you’re not mad at me?”
 I lifted an eyebrow at her. “Why would I be mad at you? Do I wish you
would have told me you changed the meeting? Absolutely, but there’s no
reason for me to be mad at you.”
“Thank you,” she said softly as a smile touched her lips. “I’m sorry I
didn’t tell you. I didn’t want you to get mad that I changed it and I didn’t
want you to argue with me about coming along.”
Laughter rumbled in my chest and I slid my hands down to cup the
backs of her thighs as I lifted her up into the air. I gently set her down on
the counter and stood between her legs. “I might be stubborn and I might
argue, but if you tell me no to something I will always listen to you,
Harper.”
“You are pretty stubborn,” she mused as she played with the hair at the
nape of my neck. “And you do like to argue.”
“I never once told you anything differently. That’s who I am, love. And
where you’re concerned, I will always be protective and overly
opinionated.”
She stared up at me as she hooked her legs around my lower back,
pulling me flush against her. “You’re so unapologetically you and I love it.”
My face dipped down to hers. “Yeah, well, I love you.”
“Not as much as I love you,” she argued back with a smirk pulling on
her lips.
“I beg to differ,” I chuckled before claiming her mouth with mine. I
breathed her in, my tongue sliding along the seam of her lips. She parted
them and let me in as our tongues tangled together. She was the only thing
that mattered to me and I would spend the rest of my life showing her that.
No matter what came our way, we would always find a way to make it
work.
Abruptly, I pulled away from her. “Does this mean you’re going to
move in with me now?”
Harper laughed and shook her head. “Nope.”
“Dammit,” I muttered, fighting the playful smirk that pulled on the
corners of my lips. “What are your plans then?”
“I’m going to do my own thing,” she said quietly but her tone was filled
with confidence. “'I’m officially starting my own photography business to
do what I love. I have enough money saved up and I think I have enough
clients to get things started. All I can do is try to build from here and hope it
turns into a real career.”
 I’d never felt more proud in my entire fucking life. Even the day I was
drafted into the NHL didn’t compare to watching Harper blossom and grow.
“I’m so fucking proud of you, love. You are so fucking amazing and I
know you will go far with this.”
She tilted her head to the side. “How can you be so sure?”
“Because I believe in you, Harper.”
She fell silent for a moment as she stared back at me. “How would you
feel about maybe staying here with me more often? You know… since
Giana is going to be staying at your place.”
My lips twitched. “Is this your way of asking me to move in with you
without coming out and actually saying it?”
She shrugged and smiled shyly. “I don’t want to ask you to give up your
place or anything. I was just thinking that if you were here, we would be
able to spend more time together and not have to go back and forth.”
“Only if I can bring Ballsy with me.”
Her eyes widened as she lifted her eyebrows. “You’re kidding.”
I shook my head. “You’re not my only good luck charm. I need both of
you in order to succeed.”
“I don’t know where we would put it. Can’t you just go back to your
place to see it when you need to?”
I laughed out loud and shook my head. “You don’t understand how it
works, do you?”
Harper stared at me. “You do whatever you need to do. If it needs to be
here with you, then bring it along. I just thought if we stayed here, then
your sister could have your place to herself.”
“You mean, so then I can fuck you on every surface of your apartment
without someone walking in on us?”
She half choked, half laughed. “You’re bold.”
“I just know what I want, love,” I said matter-of-factly as my face
dipped back down to hers. “And that’s you.”

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One year later

A s I walked out to the parking lot, I found Harper waiting for me by

the VIP entrance. Since she didn’t work for the team as their
photographer anymore, she was able to come along to my games
with me and watch them from the stands. It was a pretty amazing feeling
when I scanned the crowds for her.
There was just something about having her here to watch rather than
working her own job that made it have a different feel. It was like a special
moment I was able to share with her, even if she wasn’t able to be at the
team level anymore like she used to be.
Harper’s smile was bright when she spotted me and I couldn’t fight the
grin that took over my lips as I walked up to her. I wrapped my arms around
her waist with my lips instantly finding hers. Harper kissed me back and I
breathed her in, feeling her soft lips against mine.
“You looked amazing tonight,” she said softly as I pulled away from
her.
I wrapped my arm around the tops of her shoulders and pulled her flush
against my side. “Not as amazing as you look every night.”
“You know you don’t have to try and charm me anymore,” she laughed
quietly as we headed out into the parking lot through the VIP entrance. The
air was warm outside and I removed my arm from Harper so she could take
off her coat. I instantly smiled as I saw her with my jersey on.
It was what she normally wore when she came to my games, but fuck
me. Seeing her with my name and number on her back did something to
me. Something deep down inside that made me want to lock her away and
never let anyone have access to her but me.
“I’m not trying to charm you, love. Just stating the obvious.” I grinned
and winked as we reached my car. She pressed her back against the side of
the car as I went to open the door, but I instantly abandoned it. Instead, I
closed the space between us, entering her personal space within a fraction
of a second.
I slid my hand along the side of her neck, cupping the back of her head
before crashing my lips against hers. They were perfect and so fucking soft.
She tasted like candy, and I wanted to live in this moment forever. Our
bodies were flush against one another’s and I pressed her against the side of
the car as I kissed her breathless.
I wanted the oxygen in her lungs. I wanted the blood in her veins.
I. Wanted. All. Of. Her.
“Fuck,” I murmured against her lips as I slowed our kiss. “There’s
something about seeing you wearing my jersey that drives me fucking
crazy. I want to see you wearing nothing but my jersey.”
Harper smirked against my mouth before nipping at my bottom lip.
“How about I do one better and fuck you with it on instead?”
My tongue slid along the seam of her lips as I urged them open. Harper
obeyed and I breathed her in once again. Our tongues tangled together in a
rush and I couldn’t get enough of her. I knew I needed to get her home, but
I was ready to fuck her up against the side of my car instead. Fuck it all.
I pulled away, once again leaving both of us breathless. “I need you,
Harper. I want you riding my cock with my number on your back.”
Harper laughed softly and shook her head. “Not happening here,” she
said quietly. “We’re standing in the middle of the parking lot, Nico.”
I angled my chin down to look at her. “Well, I’m not waiting until we
get home and I’m not fucking you in my car.” I paused for a heartbeat
before slowly taking a step back. I held my hand out to her. “Come with
me.”
“You better not be taking me to the locker room again,” she said, her
laughter floating around us as I led her back toward the building.
 “Nope,” I said with a grin as I looked down at her and led her inside.
“You have to be quiet, though.”
She pulled her lip in between her teeth and nodded. Everyone had
already cleared out and I wasn’t sure where the security guards were, but I
didn’t even care. Harper followed behind me until we were walking back
through the locker room. She didn’t question me as I led her down the
tunnel toward the ice.
I stopped when we reached the door by the bench and glanced around,
but there was no one to be seen anywhere. Quietly opening it, I pulled
Harper through with me and our feet slid across the ice as we began to
shuffle across it. She attempted to stifle a giggle as we almost lost our
balance and went down.
We made our way across the ice and I opened the next door, pulling
Harper inside with me. I turned around to face her and she stared up at me
with a curious look.
“Why’d you bring me to the penalty box?”
A smile touched my lips. “Do you remember the first game you
photographed? It was the first time we saw each other since that night at the
club.”
“Of course, I remember it. You ended up getting into a fight and got a
penalty for it.”
I nodded and smiled as I backed up until the backs of my knees were
hitting the bench. Releasing Harper, I reached for the waistband of my pants
and shifted them down along with my boxers as I took a seat and pulled my
cock out.
“I figured it was only fitting if we ended up in the penalty box together,”
I murmured as I reached for her.
Harper pushed her own pants down to her ankles and left my jersey on
as she closed the distance between us. She lifted her legs and straddled me
on the bench. My cock was positioned against her and she slowly slid down
the length of it until I filled her to the brim.
A moan escaped her and my hands gripped her hips as she began to
move up and down. Her bright blue eyes glimmered as she stared down at
me with a mischief dancing across her face.
“I will gladly meet you in the penalty box any day.”
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The Lie of Us is the second book in the Orchid City Series. It is an angsty
second chance romance that follows Malakai Barclay, a professional golfer,
and Winter Reign, the one who got away.

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Prologue
Winter

“I can’t do this.”
His words were like a blow to my chest as I stared back at him in
disbelief. My heart had cracked wide open and I was bleeding out onto the
floor as the blood pooled around my feet.
“What do you mean?” I questioned him, my voice small and hesitant.
My heart was barely a flutter in my chest anymore.
His jaw clenched and he ran his fingers through his dirty blond hair. I
watched him curl his hands into fists, holding on to his hair as he gave the
locks a tug. “I mean, I can’t fucking do this anymore, Winter. All I’m doing
is destroying you.”
“You don’t get to be the one who makes that decision,” I told him as I
closed the distance between us. I stepped closer to him as my throat
constricted. “Look at me, Kai,” I urged with desperation.
He lifted his head with hesitation. His eyes were dark as they stared
directly through me and into my soul. “I told you that you should have
stayed away from me, Winter. I fucking warned you.”
“I didn’t want to stay away from you.”
 “Well, now you don’t get the choice anymore,” he said with such
conviction, it sent a shiver down my spine. His voice was hard and cold.
Distant and detached. “I’m leaving tonight.”
His words were like a knife twisting deep inside my chest. “Where are
you going?”
“As far away from you as possible.”
My sternum was being crushed under the weight of his words.
“We had a good time, Winter,” he said with such cruelty as the ice
hardened in his eyes. The venom dripped from his tongue as his gaze sliced
through me. “But that’s all it was and all it would ever be.”
Tears burned my eyes as I fought to conceal them from him. “Don’t do
that.”
He tilted his head to the side. “Do what?”
“Act like this means nothing to you.” I paused as my voice wavered.
“Like I mean nothing.”
Kai’s jaw tightened and his fingers were warm as he slid them under my
jaw. His hand was a stark contrast to the coldness he exuded as he cupped
the side of my face. “You are everything, which is why I have to leave.
Consider it a blessing in disguise. I’m the only one who can save you from
me.”
“Please stop saying that,” I begged him with desperation drowning my
words. “You’re not damaged like you think you are.”
Kai’s eyes were wild as he stared back at me and he dropped his hand
from my face. I instantly felt the absence of his warmth. The laughter that
spilled from his perfect lips was harsh and hollow. It was rough and raw as
it slid across my eardrums like sandpaper.
“I’m fucking broken beyond repair, darling. Please, just stop trying to
fix me.”
I knew Kai was broken when I met him my freshman year of high
school. He was a product of his environment. The lack of nurture had
preceded nature and he was left to his own devices. He came from a
wealthy family, but money could never buy the love he never received. He
was merely a pawn in his father’s eyes and he was determined to burn the
entire chessboard of his life to a pile of ash.
Whenever he got himself into trouble, his parents were always there to
cover things up. They made his problems go away quietly, without leaving
a mark on their family name and legacy. It seemed as though Malakai
Barclay never suffered from the consequences of his actions to the outside
world, but no one knew the truth.
No one else saw the bruises and scars that I did. The way they peppered
his olive skin, hidden beneath his clothing. His father was a ruthless man
and he wasn’t one to be challenged. That only added fuel to Kai’s fire and
deepened his desire to reign terror down upon his family name.
Everyone thought he was just a troubled kid, but no one bothered to
look at where the root of his problems were buried.
They were buried deep beneath the estate he lived in, entangling and
entwining themselves in every empty crevice of his soul. Malakai Barclay
was plagued by the demons his father had bred inside his mind.
In Kai’s eyes, he would never be enough.
“Please don’t leave me,” I pleaded as the tears spilled from my eyes. I
fought an earnest battle against them, but I couldn’t hold them in any
longer. The coldness that radiated from Kai had seeped into my bones and I
shivered as I viciously swiped at my cheeks. “What about Vermont? We
were supposed to go together.”
Kai’s eyes darkened under the moon that hung above us in the night sky.
“I was never going to go with you, Winter.”
His words struck me, swiftly draining the air from my lungs in a rush.
My lips parted and it felt like my world was turning upside down. “What?”
He shook his head as another frigid laugh escaped him. “What the fuck
is there for me in Vermont?”
“Me,” I breathed without hesitation as he twisted the knife in my chest
while pushing it in deeper. “We were supposed to go together. You and me.”
“There is no you and me, Winter. Stop being delusional,” he scoffed as
the mask of ice slid across his features. “Did you really think college was
even an option for me? I only made it through high school because of my
father having the board in his back pocket.”
He was breaking my heart, tearing it to shreds and letting the pieces fall
to the ground by our feet. Kai’s moments of vulnerability always made him
cruel, but he was always different with me. He let me into places no one
else would ever come close to touching. He was icing me out and I didn’t
know how to get through to him.
“But you told me you got into Wyncote University.”
His face was blank. “I lied.”
Nausea rolled in the pit of my stomach. “You never applied, did you?”
 He shook his head and shrugged with indifference as he shifted his
weight on his feet. I watched him transform in front of my eyes. The
coldness had encapsulated him, but he wasn’t here with me anymore. He
had withdrawn from me completely.
“This is life, Winter Reign. It’s disappointing and fucking pointless. It is
never what you expect it to be and I was never meant to be a part of yours.”
“You don’t mean that.” I let out a ragged breath as I reached for him.
Kai abruptly took a step away from me. “You need to leave, Winter.”
I shook my head at him. “I’m not leaving you.”
A shadow passed over his face. “Go.”
“Don’t do this.” My plea fell from weak lips and my words were barely
audible.
Kai ran his hands through his hair in frustration and gripped the strands
between his fingers. The ice from his gaze slid through my veins. “GET
OUT!”
My chest had finally caved in and his words punctured my lungs. I took
a step backward, feeling slightly off-balance. The distance between us was
already feeling like it was rapidly growing by miles.
“I hate you, Malakai Barclay.”
His face fell momentarily before he recovered and his mask was back in
place. “Good.”
I faltered and waited two breaths for him to say something else. He
didn’t. I was met with nothing but silence and his cold gaze that was locked
on mine. This was it—this was the inevitable end Kai had promised me
from the beginning. He was broken and I could never fix him.
Slowly turning my back to him, I left my heart lying on the ground by
his feet and walked away from him forever. Kai made it his mission to push
everyone away from him. He had finally succeeded with me, but only after
he had let me in and allowed me see the side of him no one else got to see.
He had left a scar on my soul—one that I would never be able to remove.
I should have listened to him when he warned me to stay away.
He never lied when he said he would destroy me.
The only lie was the lie of us.

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 ACKNOWLEDGMENTS

To my husband: You are the endless support and inspiration I need in life.
You will always be loved more than words would ever do justice. Thank
you for always picking up the slack and for meeting me in the middle
(whatever percent that might be). You will always have me to annoy you.
You know you love it.
To my beta readers from throughout the series (Alex, Lauren, Caroline,
Emma, Erica): Your help and encouragement has literally been priceless. I
love you and appreciate you all!
Rumi: You know how to make shit shine. I love you forever.
Cat: 637. That is all.
Cassie: Never hugs and always drugs.
Alex: You are the absolute best! I appreciate the fuck out of you.
Christina: THANK YOU ALWAYS
My street team and ARC team: You guys are seriously so amazing. I
appreciate you all and your support never goes unnoticed!
My author friends (I’m not going to list everyone, but you know who
you are): We all know that sometimes this industry is toxic as hell. We all
know that sometimes the people here want nothing but the worst for you. I
cannot say that about all of you, though. The support, the way we all stand
by each other. It’s something special that I will treasure forever.
My bookish friends (again, I’m not going to list because I’m bound to
forget a name lol): All I have to say is I am so glad that books brought us
together. You are an integral part of my life now and that means so much to
me.
And last but not least, my readers. You are all what keeps me writing. If
you didn’t show your love for these stories I create, there would literally be
no point in me creating them. I will always be so grateful for each and
every one of you. Seriously, I think I have the best readers out there.

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 ABOUT THE AUTHOR

Cali Melle is a contemporary romance author who loves writing stories that will pull at your
heartstrings. You can always expect her stories to come fully equipped with heartthrobs and a happy
ending, along with some steamy scenes and some sports action. In her free time, Cali can usually be
found spending time with her family or with her nose in a book. As a hockey and figure skating
mom, you can probably find her freezing at a rink while watching her kids chase their dreams.

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ALSO BY CALI MELLE

WYNCOTE WOLVES SERIES

Cross Checked Hearts
Deflected Hearts
Playing Offsides
The Faceoff
The Goalie Who Stole Christmas
Splintered Ice
Coast to Coast
Off-Ice Collision

ORCHID CITY SERIES

Meet Me in the Penalty Box
The Lie of Us
The Tides Between Us
Written In Ice

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