Aster Alex - Lightlark 3 - Skyshade
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Isla watched every soldier and member of Grim’s court file out of the room,
her blood boiling to such a degree, it was a wonder she didn’t catch fire.
Finally, the doors closed behind the last of them.
Her blade was at his throat in an instant. She pinned him to his throne.
Her words shook with anger and betrayal. “You manipulative, villainous—”
“As much as I would love to hear the end of that sentence,” Grim said,
seeming unconcerned by the blade beneath his chin, “do save your barbs for
a different time, when you actually have reason to hate me.”
She bared her teeth. Everything he had just said—
“I’m not planning on invading Lightlark, heart.”
She blinked, incredulous. “You just said—”
“I know what I said. I told them what they wanted to hear, to buy some
time.” He searched her eyes. “The portal would have saved you . . . and it
would have also saved my people.”
She lowered her blade the slightest bit. That, she hadn’t expected.
“Saved them from what?” The dreks were their biggest threat in the past,
but they were gone. Grim had banished them below, and hidden the sword
again, just as she had asked.
“Storms,” he said simply. “The deadliest you can imagine.”
It was the first she was hearing of this. And she had explored
Nightshade for a year before the Centennial.
He must have sensed her confusion, because he said, “They used to
happen every few centuries, on and off, then decades, then every few years.
They are unpredictable, and every one has gotten worse. Hundreds die
during the storm season.”
Hundreds? She frowned, and he nodded.
“It’s not just the weather. They bring sickness. Creatures. Entire villages
have been razed by beasts in the night. The tempests are deadlier than the
curses, even. The dreks appeared during one of them, and never left.”
“How do you know there will be a storm season?”
“There are signs,” he said. “The tides change. Certain animals burrow
themselves. It lasts about three months. The whole winter this time, if I had
to guess.”
Isla swallowed. Hundreds of Nightshades were in danger, then.
Perhaps they were already doomed. Her own lifespan was
uncertain . . . if she killed Grim to fulfill the prophecy, all of them would
perish . . .
No. She refused to accept that fate. The oracle had made it seem like her
future was etched in stone, but if there was a way around it, she would find
it.
“I’ll help you. I’ll help you stop the storms.”
He raised a brow at her. “You don’t think I’ve tried?”
“You’ve never tried with me.” They had worked together before. The
memories of it blinded her for a moment. Her breath became unsteady.
“Work with me. Buy us more time, enough for us to find another solution
that isn’t the portal.”
Buy her enough time to change her fate.
He hesitated. Then, nodded.
She sighed, leaning back, only to realize she was still pinning him with
her legs.
Grim’s gaze slowly slid down her body, catching on the hem of her
dress, riding high up her thigh. Her skin prickled with cold.
For a moment, she imagined his hand curling around her hip, dragging
her forward against every inch of him. She imagined arching her back,
pulling her dress over her head and—
It wasn’t her imagination, she realized. It was a memory of something
they had done, and her cheeks burned. Grim watched her with darkened
eyes, his hands firmly glued to the sides of his throne.
He was her enemy. She was disgusted by her thoughts.
Forget burying her feelings. She needed to smother them. Burn them.
She stood, straightening her dress. “Tomorrow, then.” She gave her
sweetest smile. “If I find out your threat of Lightlark is real, I’ll find a use
for all those pretty blades you left for me in my room.” There were rows of
them, all perfectly angled to fit the many slim pockets in the pants that hung
in her wardrobe. “Just because we’re married, don’t think I won’t gut you.”
Only when she reached the door did she hear him say, “I would expect
nothing less, wife.”
FORGE
Before she worked with Grim to stop the storms, she needed to do
something for herself.
Burying her feelings hadn’t worked, not really. She couldn’t trust
herself to keep them in check, and she now knew the ruin they could cause
when mixed with her abilities.
She needed to ensure she would never kill another innocent again. She
needed to keep her powers contained.
Only one person knew how to create such an enchantment, and the last
time she’d seen him, she’d stabbed a knife through his eye.
“Here to take the other one?” the blacksmith said. He was sitting in his
forge, back turned to her as he polished something on his worktable. Even
seated, he was more than a head taller than her.
She remembered how that towering man had hunted her through his
forest like prey, sensing her blood. He had craved its ability, to hammer into
his weapons. Back then, she had thought herself powerless. She hadn’t
understood why he had been so desperate for her blood, but she did now.
It was risky traveling here without telling Grim. The blacksmith had
more than a few reasons to want to hurt her.
“If you’re wondering if I’m going to drain you of your enchanting
blood, do allow me to put that fear to rest,” he said, without turning. “You
happen to be the last person in this world that I would kill.”
She frowned, partially insulted. “Why?”
“You’re better use to me alive.”
That made her pause. “And just what do you plan to use me for?”
He didn’t answer. He just continued his polishing.
She ran her tongue across her teeth. Best to jump right into it.
“I need a way to restrain my power. Keep it under control. Can you
make something like that?”
Once, she had dreamed of having ability. Now that she had access to
more power than anyone in all the realms, she would do anything to have it
taken away. It had made her into a weapon that no one—including herself—
could control.
Her mind flashed the images. Ash. Shadows of bodies. Death—
His chair creaked wildly beneath his weight. “I could with the proper
metal. It is rare, however. Coveted. I’ll have to melt other creations down to
make it.” He studied her for a moment. Two. His gaze slipped to her
necklace, and his eyes gleamed with interest. She wondered if it was his
own making. “My help comes at a cost.”
She was happy to pay. Anything to smother the power like fire in her
veins, anything to ease the fear that any turn of emotion would lead to more
death. “Fine. How much?”
“Not coin. I want something only you can give me.”
Isla remembered what he had said, about how she was only valuable to
him alive. Was it because he needed fresh blood? Her hand inched toward
the dagger sheathed against her leg. He was the tallest man she had ever
seen. She had the thought that he could crush her skull in his hands without
much effort. She wondered if now was a good time to run. “What do you
want?”
The blacksmith stared her down, single eye filled with fire. “I want you
to kill me.”
Isla blinked at him. “I—I’m not sure I understand.”
“You understand perfectly.”
His request didn’t make sense. “Why me?” He could have found death
numerous ways over the centuries, if that was what he wanted.
That was when she remembered what the blacksmith had told her right
after she had put her dagger through his eye. “You weren’t supposed to be
able to do that.”
“A ruler far before Grimshaw cursed me to never be able to die, so that
they would never be rid of my abilities.” He motioned at his forge. “No one
else in this world can create what I can. They knew that.”
“My flair circumvents that.”
“Your father’s flair,” he corrected. It was rare for non-rulers to be born
with flairs, but her father had been powerful, and immune to curses.
He would have known her father. She had a sharp need to drain him for
details, to ask for any crumbs of her father he might give her, but the
blacksmith didn’t seem intent on indulging her for long, and she had more
pressing matters. Like the blacksmith asking her to end his life.
Isla didn’t want anyone else to die by her hand. That was the entire
point of using the metal in the first place.
He seemed to sense her indecision. “Allow me the mercy of rest,” he
said. Isla wondered at the idea of living forever. Never having the peace of
death.
“You’re sure?”
He nodded.
“Fine. I’ll give you until the end of winter to change your mind. If you
still want this . . . I’ll do it.”
The blacksmith’s mountainous form seemed to shrink a bit in relief.
Then, he turned toward his forge.
She watched him take down two daggers from his wall of creations.
They looked ancient, their hilts covered in symbols she didn’t understand.
And their blades . . . they shined brightly, more than they should have in
their condition. Next to the fire, in the bright light . . . the metal almost
glimmered. He didn’t waste a moment before melting them down. Flames
erupted from a device, filling the forge with heat.
Watching the blacksmith cast was mesmerizing. He worked expertly,
diligently. Under his process, the strange metal changed color, before
melting completely. It glittered brightly in its new form, like a bowl of stars.
He didn’t use a mold. Somehow, he was able to pour the liquid metal into
his hands, without burning them. Somehow, he was able to shape it himself.
This was his power.
She suddenly regretted making a deal to kill him in a few months.
The metal began to harden beneath his fingers. Before it was set, he
motioned for her to outstretch her hands. She did, wondering if she would
be burned by the blistering material, but under his control, they did not
touch her skin as he closed them around her wrists. With a sweeping of his
fingers, the metal cooled completely.
Then, it was done.
“What is this metal?” she asked. It glimmered brightly under the light,
like a thousand diamonds were trapped within.
“It’s shademade,” he said. “Made from ancient power.”
“They won’t break?”
He shook his head. “It is designed so that only the person who puts
them on can release them. And me. My enchantments always have
safeguards.”
Good. She wouldn’t be asking him to release them anytime soon,
however. The moment the bracelets had closed around her wrists, her
shoulders sagged with relief. Her eyes stung with unshed tears.
It was so . . . quiet. She had almost forgotten what her mind had been
like, without having to constantly block out the endless connections waiting
to be formed around her. It had worked.
Her power was gone.
Grim insisted on having dinner with her before they began working
together. She rushed into the room several minutes late, only to find him
sitting perfectly still at the end of the table, looking content to wait forever,
if needed.
As soon as she entered, he stood, his eyes widening slightly, as if she
was something to marvel at. He took in her dress—long and embedded with
thousands of black beads. It had been waiting in her wardrobe. It seemed he
had made good on his promise to hire a tailor for her, after he had ripped so
many of her dresses apart. She wore it because it was expected. The last
thing she needed was Grim’s court questioning her motives even more than
they already did.
Grim didn’t look suspicious at all. He smiled.
Then his eyes caught on her bracelets.
“Hearteater,” he said carefully, his deep voice making her chest feel
tight. “If you remember, there’s a closet of jewelry for you just off your
quarters.” There was. It was filled with centuries’ worth of ancient gems,
mostly featuring black diamonds. Not that any of those stones rivaled the
one against her throat.
She ignored him and the ridiculous sparks spreading through her at
something as simple as his voice as she walked to her seat opposite his own
at the long table. They were both seated at the heads. It made for an
impractical dinner. Now, as he continued to study her bracelets, she was
grateful for the space between them.
Until Grim appeared at her side and gently took her wrist in his palm.
He hissed, touching the metal. “What did you do, heart?”
“What I had to,” she said, turning her attention to the goblet of wine in
front of her. It smelled slightly floral. She took a sip.
“You don’t have to hide yourself,” Grim said. “Not with me. Not here.
Not ever.”
She wanted to tell him that she needed to hide most here, because
despite hating him, she loved him, and that love had made her do horrible
things.
She wanted to tell him that she remembered everything in vivid detail.
Like the time they had forgone dinner entirely, and Grim had wrapped the
room in shadows and laid her on this very table and—
Grim must have felt the shift in her emotions, because his eyes
darkened. As though he too was remembering.
He eyed the side of the table, as if he could see the memory. As if he
could taste it.
Isla swallowed, and his gaze shifted to her throat. Her necklace
suddenly felt very heavy against it, though it had rarely bothered her before.
Her skin prickled on instinct, and—
“You visited the blacksmith.” His words interrupted her thoughts.
She didn’t deny it. Grim only frowned, then returned to his seat across
the table.
They ate in silence. The meal was perfect; he had purposefully ensured
her favorite foods were made—charred vegetables, spiced grains, buttered
potatoes. Still, she didn’t say a word, and it was up to Grim to break the
tension.
“Your leopard bit the gardener,” he said. At night, Lynx slept with Isla;
but that day, she had let him roam free.
Isla frowned. “What did the gardener do? Lynx doesn’t bite
unprovoked.”
Grim narrowed his eyes. “That beast tried to bite me. And I haven’t
done anything but house and feed him.”
“You provoke him with your very presence.” She took another sip of
wine.
Grim sat back. He picked up his own wine. Casually turned it in its
glass. “So, is this it, then? You’re going to pretend to hate me?”
She was out of her chair and on her feet in a moment. “I’m not
pretending,” she spat, glaring.
He stood too. “Really? I can feel your emotions, heart. If you’re going
to lie, you should get better at it.”
Her hands shook at her sides with anger. “I’m not lying,” she said,
raising her voice. “You’re only lying to yourself if you thought waging a
war would get me back here to be your loving, naïve, idiotic wife!”
Any amusement left Grim’s expression. “I didn’t wage a war to get you
back here. I did it to try to save you.”
“And how did that work out?” she demanded, her voice echoing
through the room.
Grim was silent. His eyes weren’t gleaming anymore. Any light in them
had shuttered away. She had hurt him. Good.
They stared at each other from each end of the table, chests heaving, her
heart hammering.
She wanted to hurt him more.
She wanted to rush into his arms.
She was two people—Isla from before the Centennial, who married the
Nightshade ruler; and Isla from afterward, who had battled against him.
“I—I can’t do this,” she said, meaning it. She couldn’t sit here having
dinner, pretending Grim hadn’t been her enemy just days before. She
couldn’t pretend he wasn’t still her enemy.
She couldn’t pretend there wasn’t a prophecy that said she was just as
likely to kill Oro as she was him.
She darted for the door. Grim appeared in front of it right as she reached
for the handle.
“Please,” he said, his eyes wide. Desperate. “Please don’t go. I’m sorry.
Hate me,” he pleaded. “Hate me all you want. Hate me forever. Just—just
don’t leave.” He took a step toward her. “I love you, Isla. I need you.”
She didn’t need Grim’s ability to read emotions in order to understand
the depths of devastation in his eyes. To know she really was his heart, the
center of his life, and she had been ripped away from him. She had left him.
She had chosen Oro, and it had clearly left its mark.
But he had done it to himself.
Her voice was shaking as she said, “You had me. And you lost me all on
your own.”
She didn’t think his devastation could deepen, but it did. And this time,
when she shoved past him, he didn’t stop her.
WRAITH
Isla stared at the necklace against her pulse and wished she could rip it
away.
She really couldn’t do this. Sitting across from Grim, sleeping in the
room they once shared—it was too easy to slip into the past. Too easy to
forget that half of her heart belonged to someone else—someone she had
fought the urge to run back to every moment since they’d parted.
Oro. Her eyes burned as she thought of him. As she remembered the
look of pure devastation on his face when she took Grim’s hand. Even when
they were nearly gone, he had reached for her.
He had reached for her.
It had been only two days, but it felt like a lifetime away from him. Her
hands curled in fists, her marred palms biting in pain. This wasn’t how the
battle was supposed to go.
By now, she was supposed to be on a stretch of golden sand, just him
and her, Oro’s favorite everything in his favorite place. She closed her eyes
and could almost see and feel it—her cheek pressed against his warm chest,
his hand making lazy strokes down her bare back, the unrelenting sun
blazing against every inch of her skin.
She opened her eyes.
Instead, she was in this cold castle. Staring at herself in a mirror.
Wishing she had never agreed to put on this damn necklace.
Nothing would break it, she had tried. Only in her death would it be
released.
Soon, then.
Her jaw tightened; her teeth ground together. Enough. She was done
speculating about how much time she had left, or the prophecy’s meaning,
or whether her fate could be changed at all. She needed answers.
Unfortunately for her, the only person who could give them to her—the
oracle who had given the prophecy in the first place—was dead.
She sighed, moving toward the wardrobe, then stilled.
The oracle was dead . . . but she’d had sisters. Other oracles who hadn’t
awoken in thousands of years. Cleo had captured them.
Something dangerous—something like hope—began to bloom in her
chest.
If she found Cleo’s fleet, if she found the oracles . . . they could tell her
more about the prophecy. About the time she had left. Maybe even how to
change her fate.
It was a risk. Cleo was her enemy now more than ever. Isla didn’t have
powers; she would be easy to kill, if she could even locate the Moonling’s
fleet. Cleo’s ships could be anywhere. They would likely be on their way
back to the Moonling newland by now.
No, she realized. Not the Cleo she had come to know. Cleo wanted to go
through the portal more than anything; it was the only way to be reunited
with her child. She wouldn’t simply retreat to her isle—she would have a
plan. Grim’s portaling power was essential to getting to the otherworld.
Cleo would attempt to convince Grim to reconsider his decision.
The Moonling would be heading to Nightshade.
Isla’s steps were quiet as she paced the room. Even if she was right, the
sea was vast. The journey from Lightlark to Nightshade was long.
If only she could fly. If only she hadn’t given up her powers.
She could portal back to the blacksmith right now. He could take the
bracelets off. It would be so easy. She could even have him put them back
afterward . . .
Isla pulled that thought out by the root. That was how it would start.
Excuse after excuse, reason after reason, until the bracelets were off more
than they were on.
Until something terrible happened again.
The ash. The ruin. The bodies—
No. She didn’t need power. She hadn’t needed it for most of her life.
She would find Cleo’s fleet without it.
A bouquet of flowers lay outside her door. Dark red roses. She wanted to
burn them.
A note was attached. It was scrawled in his sharp script, the same
handwriting as the invitation to his demonstration during the Centennial.
I’m sorry, it said. Please have dinner with me. Again.
She wasn’t going to go. She had left the flowers untouched. But as she
took a ride on Lynx’s back, mentally considering ways to find Cleo’s fleet,
she remembered another creature.
A tiny bundle of scales.
She had spent the rest of the day looking for him in the castle, without
any luck. He wasn’t in the stables either. By late afternoon, her chest
twisted with worry.
Where was he?
Grim looked entirely too pleased to see her that evening. He stood
immediately when she entered, then portaled to her chair to pull it out for
her.
For the first few minutes, they ate their food in silence: him looking up
every few moments, studying her, as if cataloging what she did and didn’t
enjoy; her trying her best not to care that he had meticulously planned each
course to coincide with things she liked. Again. Strips of seasoned meat
cooked all the way through, fluffy grains, root vegetables spiraled into
ribbons. There was a chocolate dessert course. Of course there was.
Being this close to him made memories expand, like they were a sea
trying to drown her. Some, featuring the tiny creature.
“Where—where is he?” she demanded, heart sinking behind her ribs.
What if the little dragon was dead? She hadn’t spoken his name in ages.
“Wraith.” Her voice broke on the word.
Grim’s grin put her at ease. He hadn’t necessarily liked the creature, but
even he wasn’t sinister enough to smile at its demise.
“I was wondering when you would ask.”
“I looked for him, in the castle.”
Grim made an amused sound. “He doesn’t sleep inside anymore.”
She remembered Grim glowering whenever the tiny dragon would take
his spot in the bed. She glared at him. “Why not?”
“I’ll show you.” Isla followed him out the doors of the dining room,
onto a wide, curling balcony. Salt burned her nostrils, her hair whipped
back wildly. She squinted. All she could see was endless ocean. “Wait
here,” Grim said before she could ask questions, and then he was gone.
Isla tapped her fingers against the stone impatiently as she waited. She
hoped Grim had treated Wraith well in her absence. He was just a tiny
creature in need of help.
She remembered the day she found him struggling to walk, his little leg
injured. She had slowly healed it with the Wildling elixir. He would cry
when she rubbed the nightbane in, and she would hold him tightly until he
slept. He was small enough to fit directly over her chest, and that was where
he preferred to be, despite Grim’s grumbling that the dragon had stolen his
wife.
That moment, that life, had felt like home once. Now, she remembered
and felt hollow.
She was leaning over the balcony, wondering why Grim had told her to
wait here and why he was taking so long, when a gust of air sent her flying
backward.
Stone dug sharply into her back as she landed.
Midnight-carved wings wholly blocked the moon, casting clawed
shadows across the balcony. Her hair whipped behind her as they flapped.
With a horrible scraping, talons almost as large as her body gripped the
ledge, causing pieces of stone to crumble into the ocean. The talons were
familiar. One was slightly crooked.
Wraith.
The tiny bundle of scales was now a full-grown dragon. And Grim was
riding him.
Still sprawled on the floor, not daring move an inch, she watched as the
dragon dipped his head down to study her. Her hand trembled as she slowly
moved to touch his face. His scales were cold. He sniffed her.
Then the dragon leaned back and cried into the sky. She was off her feet
in a moment as Wraith threw her into the air with his nose. He caught her
using his neck, and she slid down his rough scales, narrowly avoiding
falling when Grim caught her by the back of her dress, sending beads
flying. He hauled her in front of him while Wraith screeched happily toward
the stars.
Grim’s eyes seemed to glimmer under the night sky. “I’ve never seen
him so excited.”
Isla gaped at him. “How—it’s only been a few months. He—”
“Grew.”
It was an understatement.
“Do you want to ride him?” he asked.
Before she could respond—and the answer was no, for this was just
another form of flying, which she decidedly hated—Wraith took to the air,
and Grim caught her around the waist to keep her from being cut to ribbons
against the cliff.
Her scream was swallowed by the wind as Wraith shot into the clouds.
“Hold on,” Grim whispered into her ear, and that meant holding onto him.
She sat facing him, pressed firmly against his torso, her head tucked
into his chest. Her legs wrapped around his waist. Straddling him.
It was an unfortunate position, but she didn’t dare loosen her grip
around his neck, not when the alternative meant hurtling to the ground
below. Her ankles locked behind him, and she felt Grim go still beneath her.
This was familiar. Even as fear dropped through her stomach, so did an
ember of heat. He overtook all her senses. He smelled of soap and storms
and something distinctively him, and she fought the impulse to run her lips
across his neck, his jaw. He seemed to be dealing with a similar level of
restraint.
No. He was her enemy. She despised him.
“Wraith,” Grim finally said, his voice a dark whisper against her ear,
skittering down her spine as he instructed the dragon to land. When he did
—and not gently—Isla ground against Grim with the impact, and she made
a sound like a whimper. Grim made a sound like a growl.
Then, Wraith turned over, and Isla slid into an undignified heap on the
ground. She couldn’t be too upset at the creature; he was still young. Wraith
grinned at her with his massive teeth, in what would have been a horrifying
smile if she didn’t see within it a glimmer of the little dragon he had once
been. He bent down to rub his head against hers, which knocked her back
onto her backside.
Grim tried and failed to hide his laugh as he watched her from across
the clearing. “He’s still getting used to his size.”
Wraith huffed, as if he could understand Grim’s words. Then the dragon
proceeded to do the last thing Isla expected, which was lazily roll onto his
back.
Grim sighed in a long-suffering way. “Insolent creature,” he said. Then,
Grim did the last thing she expected and began rubbing the dragon’s
stomach.
Wraith’s foot moved wildly in delight, and Isla watched with her mouth
dropped open.
Grim shrugged a shoulder. “It was easier when he was the size of a
shield.”
“And how exactly did he become the size of a hill?”
Grim continued while he turned to face her. “It was difficult returning
without you,” he said quietly. His voice told her difficult was a mild way to
put it. “We missed you.” He looked at Wraith.
“You bonded,” she said, in awe, thinking of her own connection with
Lynx.
He nodded. “It was what he needed to grow. It happened rapidly.”
A spike of happiness shot through her at the thought of them both
finding such a bond. Leaning on each other.
It quickly withered when she remembered why, exactly, he had returned
without her. He had taken away her memories. He had left her out of his
plans. He had made decision after decision without her.
He seemed to sense her shift in emotions, because his tone turned
serious. He walked over to her and did yet another unexpected thing.
Slowly, gaze never leaving hers, he went on his knees and bowed his head
before her. He was so tall, his eyes were level with her chest. “I’m sorry,”
he said. “When I returned, I regretted taking your memories away every
day. It was my fault this all happened. I—all I ever tried to do was protect
you.”
“By lying to me?” she said, her voice sharp as the blade on her thigh.
“By turning me into some pawn? Some clueless puppet?”
“I didn’t—”
“You did,” she said. “You did over and over again, and I trusted you,
like an idiot.” He lurched back, as if her words had burned him.
Isla closed her eyes. She wanted to leave him here, on his knees. She
wanted to tell him she hated him.
But his regret, she realized, she could use to her advantage.
“If you’re truly sorry, then swear you will never work behind my back
again. Swear you will never enact a plan without telling me. Swear it on our
marriage.” She gripped the stone around her neck.
Grim rose to his full height. He pressed his hand over hers, on the black
diamond that now always remained visible. “I swear it, heart.”
Words meant little, she knew that, but she could see the regret on
Grim’s face. She knew how much their marriage meant to him.
She hoped it would be enough to keep him from razing the world,
simply to keep her.
They were supposed to be working together. “You said the storms
brought deadly creatures. Like what? Where?”
“I can take you to a place that was hit particularly badly tomorrow, if
you wish.”
She nodded. She wanted to see it. She wanted to understand the storms
and the devastation that was coming for them.
She wanted him to be distracted from her own plans. For, as they flew
back to the castle, Isla watched Grim’s movements carefully. The placement
of his hands. The scales he touched, in a wordless communication with
Wraith. How he bent low against the wind.
She watched, because she had just discovered her way of finding Cleo.
Grim could have portaled them to the village in half a second. Instead, she
asked if they could take Wraith.
“Do you—do you think you could teach me to ride him?” Her tone was
casual. Curious, even.
Isla expected him to see through her, to realize she must have an ulterior
motive if she actually wanted to learn to fly the creature that had made her
nearly retch just the day before. Instead, he only smiled. Something about
that made it feel like a blade was scraping against her insides.
“Of course, heart,” he said.
There it was, that blade again.
Wraith slept in a specially made stable, on the other side of the castle,
away from the rest of the animals. Apparently, there had been some sort of
incident that had required his relocation. Something about trying to play
with the other creatures with his teeth . . .
The dragon’s wings lifted happily when he saw her. He leaned his head
down, so it was level with hers. Smiled.
He breathed out, and the force from his nostrils nearly swept her off her
feet.
Grim caught her with a firm hand against her spine. She tried not to
focus on the way he lightly ran his fingers down her back before he dropped
it.
Wraith’s head lowered to the ground as Grim approached, not in
deference, but in clear command. He wanted his head rubbed, and Grim
complied, stroking the spot between his eyes. Wraith made a deep sound of
satisfaction.
He looked over his shoulder at her. “You can portal onto his back—with
your device, of course. Or mount him like this.” She watched Grim
effortlessly climb up Wraith’s scales.
It looked easy enough. She approached Wraith. Rubbed her hand
exactly where Grim had, which made the dragon smile. His teeth were
nearly as big as her entire body.
Wincing, she gripped one of his scales. It was rough beneath her palm,
and firm. When he was smaller, his scales had been smooth, almost soft, but
now they were strong as armor. With a little maneuvering, she gained
purchase, climbing first to his shoulder, then onto his back. She sat in front
of Grim, leaving some distance between their bodies.
“May I?” he asked.
She looked down to see his hands hovering just inches from her waist.
She nodded; then his fingers were curling around her hips, and he was
effortlessly sliding her toward him, until she reached a place where her legs
were almost perfectly molded to Wraith’s spine.
“Better?”
She nodded, not trusting her voice to sound even remotely casual, not
when he was still touching her.
“Finding places to hold on is obviously important,” he said, his voice
right in her ear. One of his hands lightly covered her own. “Here.” He
guided her hand to a ridge. “And here.” He gripped his fingers around hers,
showing her the right spot. “His hearing is impeccable. He can hear
instruction even in the sharpest winds.”
She hoped neither him nor Grim could hear the ridiculous beating of her
heart as she leaned back, finding herself settled right between his legs.
“Do you have to sit so close?” she said sharply, her voice far too hoarse.
Grim said nothing as he shifted away from her. Good. She tilted back
and forth, testing her position. She dried her sweaty hands on her pants,
then gripped the places Grim had indicated.
“Go on, Wraith,” she said, chin high, when she was sure she was ready.
Isla was expecting a slow ascent. A few more moments to mentally
prepare.
Instead, Wraith took just one step before shooting into the clouds.
Her stomach lurched; she lost her grip completely. She flew back,
soaring breathlessly for half a second until she crashed into Grim’s chest,
and he curled one arm around her, pinning her against him. Somehow he
kept his grip, even though he was only holding on with one hand. A curl of
darkness had her realizing he was using his shadows to keep himself steady.
“That’s cheating,” she told him, voice breathless with panic. Those
same shadows inched toward her. They twined around her hips gently,
reverently, extensions of Grim’s own arms.
Grim made an amused sound. “What an interesting way to say thank
you.” He leaned down to say right against her temple, “You’re the one who
decided to part with your powers, Hearteater. You can’t blame me for using
mine.”
Wind stung her cheeks. Wraith dipped, and she used the momentum to
lurch forward, away from Grim and back to her hand placements. She
wouldn’t have his shadows keeping her secure when she rode Wraith alone.
She would need to learn how to do it the hard way.
Her fingers were slick with sweat. Her thighs burned with effort as she
fought to stay still. Her eyes watered from Wraith’s speed. Wraith tilted
slightly, and she gritted her teeth against a rush of nausea as she peered at
the ground far below.
She wondered, for a moment, about the first time Grim rode Wraith. He
wasn’t particularly known for his patience. Part of her wished she could see
it, the way they had bonded.
When she was relatively sure she wasn’t about to slide off, she risked a
look at Wraith’s wings.
They were glorious—slightly translucent and massive, light filtering
through like a shade. He soared through the sky in a smooth arc.
Most of the time, anyway. When they caught a trail of wind, Wraith
turned sharply, riding the current. He was clearly still a child playing with a
newfound ability, tilting side to side, then up and down. Her arms shook
with the effort of holding on. Her stomach lurched.
“Wraith,” Grim said smoothly. “Isla is going to vomit, it’s going to land
on me, and I’m going to be far less inclined to rub your stomach.”
Wraith straightened immediately. The ride was smooth for several
minutes, until he began lowering.
“You’ll remember, his landing needs some work,” Grim whispered
behind her, shadows circling her waist once more.
“What—”
Her voice was swallowed by the wind as they suddenly dropped what
felt like a mile in one fell swoop. Her body lifted from Wraith’s back,
hovering, until the shadows tightened, pulling her back in place. Her breath
caught in her chest as the ground came into view. Closer. Closer.
Wraith’s wings spread for just a moment before they landed, and then
they were sliding through the dirt, his talons ripping up a slice of farmland,
dirt exploding everywhere, before finally stopping at the edge of a village.
The dragon looked over his shoulder at them, grinning.
Grim sighed in a long-suffering way, then portaled them off his back.
The village was comprised of quaint houses constructed from either
river stone or wood. She could see the edge of a modest square, with
wagons selling produce. There were the beginnings of a fence built around
it all, stopping just shy of complete, as if someone had given up just before
finishing. A few people were visible beyond it, but they weren’t moving.
No, they were stopped. Staring.
The man closest to them dropped the harvest he was carrying, his mouth
falling open as Wraith flipped onto his back, shaking the ground itself,
hoping to have his stomach scratched. Grim ignored him.
Silence, then screaming. Mostly coming from children, who yelled
excitedly as they flooded through holes in the not-completed wall, followed
by mothers who screamed with far less excitement.
When they saw Grim, even the children paused. Bowed. There were
whispers—ruler.
Then, their attention turned to Isla. More whispers. They bowed again.
Some eyed her with suspicion. Some mothers looked at her with more fear
than the dragon behind her.
She was used to it.
Whereas the others seemed frozen in shock, an old woman stepped
freely beyond the small crowd that had formed. She used what looked like a
fire poker to support her gait. Her hair was silver, her eyes were sharp, and
her smile was kind.
“What brings you to our village?” she asked, her booming voice
completely at odds with her age.
Grim turned to look at Isla. He was going to follow her lead, apparently.
She straightened. There was so much blood on her hands, but stopping
the storms could mean saving hundreds of people. She needed to know
what she was up against. “We—we had some questions regarding the
storms a few years ago, and the beast it brought. Do you remember it?”
Grim had filled her in before they left the castle. This village had been
attacked by a creature no one had ever seen before, or since.
“Remember?” the old woman said. “I’m still finding blood stains in my
floorboards.”
Isla swallowed.
“Follow me.” Isla and Grim exchanged a glance; then Isla nodded. The
woman led them down the long dusty road, the villagers’ eyes following
them all the while, until they arrived in front of her house. She pointed at
places on the floor of her modest kitchen that were undeniably stained
crimson.
“Snuck through the window. Attacked my husband. He survived,
somehow, though not with all his limbs. He’s gone now.”
“I’m sorry about that.” Isla hesitated. “What did it look like? The
creature?”
The woman pursed her lips. Wrinkles sprouted from them like roots
across her pale face. “Teeth. That’s what I remember. Lots of teeth. Oddly
shaped too . . . crowding the mouth. It looked like a shadow, almost,
slithering across the floor.”
The creature was eventually killed, Grim explained. Its teeth had been
sold over time. There was nothing left now for them to look at.
The old woman shook her head. She sank into her seat with a groan. “I
always said those damn storms were getting worse. They’re harbingers of
the end, I tell you.”
The other villagers told them similar stories. Some died by running out
of their homes into the night, thanks to the curse. Others were mauled by
the great teeth that were described slightly differently, depending on who
was speaking.
Most were far less welcoming than the old woman, at least, to Isla. She
didn’t miss the way they studied her when they thought she wasn’t looking,
like she was yet another creature, come to ruin them.
She also noticed how they looked at Grim—not with fear, which she
expected, but with reverence. Some used the opportunity to air grievances,
and Grim took notes. He promised solutions. He made plans to have people
in his court follow up on every concern. She didn’t know why this shocked
her, but it did.
All of the villagers seemed terrified of the start of another storm season.
Some got to work packing their most valuable belongings and leaving them
by their doors. There were tunnels built below Nightshade during the
curses, to allow for nighttime travel. They had been used as shelters before,
but the tempests were unpredictable, coming down without warning. Killing
before anyone had a chance to run.
As they left, Isla turned the old woman’s words in her head. She had
called the storms harbingers of the end. She couldn’t stop thinking about it.
Especially, when, just days later, the storm season started early.
STORM
Wind rattled the windows. Rain hit the glass with the force of throwing
stars. Some of it had been frozen solid.
She stood, watching. Listening. Even through the thick stone exterior,
she could hear it now, howling. The sky had gone a strange shade. Whorls
of green and purple peaked between clouds, illuminated by flashes of light.
The stone rumbled with thunder.
The old woman’s words might usually have been enough warning to
keep her inside . . . but the storm was the perfect cover for her own plans.
Before she could think better of it, she was in her training clothing and
portaling to Wraith’s specially made stable. His head had been down in
boredom, but he rose as she stepped toward him. He flashed his great teeth
at her.
Guards typically patrolled outside. Tonight, they protected the castle’s
exterior, the sides that weren’t facing the cliff, against any creatures. She
had watched them from the windows, forming a perimeter, decked in thick
armor. Grim had told her to stay inside—the palace was built well. It was
secure.
She needed to hurry. Wraith’s dark scales shimmered as he stepped out
beneath the moonlight. Rain slipped down them.
The weather might be good for staying hidden, but it would make it far
harder to stay on.
Maybe this was a mistake. Maybe it wasn’t worth the risk . . .
A memory of Oro flashed in her mind. Sitting among the wildflowers.
Her golden rose necklace still around her neck.
According to the prophecy, she might put a blade straight through his
heart.
She thought of the village. The ash. The ruin.
As it stood, her death would be the end of everyone on this island.
Including Grim.
If anyone knew how to change her fate or extend her life, it was the
oracles.
She took a step forward. Wraith did too, as if to meet her. “Would you
let me ride you? Alone? In the storm?”
In response, Wraith bent down, offering his neck for her to climb. She
only made it three scales up, before slipping, barely catching herself. Her
heart was in her throat. She didn’t dare breathe until she hauled herself onto
his back. Her grip was tentative, at best. She swallowed. She didn’t even
have to say a word. The moment her seat was secure, Wraith stepped one
foot forward. Another. And then shot up into the clouds.
The sky raged like a battlefield. Thunder and lightning dueled, one striking
and the other responding. Night seemed to shatter all around her, and the
rain was thicker than it should be, striking like throwing stars. Isla ducked
low, holding on to Wraith for dear life, fear settling in her stomach.
It wasn’t just the height. Something about this storm was wrong. She
shouldn’t be up here. Not alone. Not when her life was now tied to all of
Nightshade’s.
“Watch out!” she shouted, as a full-sized tree was launched toward
them. Wraith moved at the last minute, careening left, and she fought to
stay on, her teeth sliding painfully together as she smothered a scream. An
entire forest had been ripped away by the storm, and it circled them, flying
past, riding endless winds.
Wraith moved to dodge each tree, and her stomach dropped as he turned
sharply upward, to fly farther into the clouds.
Up here, the sky changed shade. It was what she had seen shards of,
from the castle window. The purple-tinged clouds, the greenish tint. She
tasted power on her tongue, smelled it, like copper, like blood. Power from
what? They climbed higher and higher, until they were drenched in it. The
air felt heavier, alight, full.
Lightning struck, not far. It gleamed like a branch on fire.
Wraith’s wings flapped faster, shooting like an arrow through the sky,
dodging projectiles. She held on tightly as he swerved. It was a wonder she
hadn’t slipped off. Only fear had kept her steady. Her head was bent low.
Rocks of ice pounded against her arms, sure to leave bruises. Still, she held
on.
The purple deepened the farther they went. The green seemed to glitter.
Out of nowhere, her chest began to ache.
Her heart. It began to burn, as if the seams of her scar were breaking.
She risked a look down, half expecting to see her shirt soaked in blood, but
there was nothing but rain.
Her hands wrapped tightly against Wraith’s ridges, she folded over as
the pain became stabbing, like a blade was carving her heart out little by
little, trying to wrench it through her ribs. She screamed.
Wraith turned to face her. She could barely see the land below; it was a
blur beneath them. Her grip tightened.
Then, a flash of light. A monstrous strike of lightning flared through the
sky.
It blinded them. Wraith didn’t see the tree until it was too late. It
crashed against them with such a force, Isla was knocked clean off his back.
And then, she was falling.
She screamed until her voice went hoarse, and her limbs flailed
helplessly. The force of the air was too strong; she couldn’t move her arm,
couldn’t pull the necklace. Couldn’t reach for the starstick she had tucked
down her spine. Couldn’t do anything as the wind howled around her, and
she fell alongside the rain.
Her body broke through the storm, hurtling toward the ground. It rushed
up to meet her.
With a breath-stealing thud, she was knocked back against a set of
scales. Wraith had caught her on his spine, just feet before the dirt. He
reared up, and her body flew off again with the force, but her hands held on.
He lowered again, and she molded herself to him.
Go back. Go back. It was the voice of survival in her head, knowing she
wouldn’t get lucky the next time she fell. This was reckless. Foolish.
But she needed to find the oracles tonight. Grim couldn’t know she was
seeking them out; he couldn’t know about the prophecy. Especially since
she might very well kill him to fulfill it.
Unless she could change fate. The oracles’ information could save them
all. That was what kept her going.
Below, the ocean raged, peppered in whitecaps, like the sea had grown
teeth. The waters between Lightlark and Nightshade were vast. Part of her
knew the impossibility of finding anything out here, especially in the
darkness, but Cleo had an entire armada. They would be together, like a
legion.
She hoped she would get lucky. She hoped she was right.
The storm weakened away from Nightshade, but it did not disappear
completely. Would Cleo’s fleet be sailing away from it? Or would they be
harnessing the power of the upturned waves to get to Nightshade even
faster?
For hours, she watched the endless dark beneath her, waiting for any
sign of the Moonling, her grip never loosening.
Nothing but waves.
She nearly gave up. Almost told Wraith to head back.
Then she saw it. White sails like ribbons in the storm, whipping wildly.
Hundreds of them. It was a wonder the tempest didn’t swallow them
completely.
There.
Cleo’s ship was the largest. It had extra sails that rippled like silk.
“Keep circling, but higher,” she told Wraith.
Then she slipped off his side, holding her starstick.
For a moment, she was falling again, hurtling through the storm.
Then, she was on a deck.
Her knees buckled under her; her legs weakened from fighting to stay
on Wraith’s back. She slumped against a pillar, hiding behind it, rain
plastering her hair over her face. The wood below was white oak, crafted
from the pale forest she had seen on Moon Isle.
Yells swirled around her, Moonlings struggling to tame the sea and keep
the ship steady. She needed to move. Quickly, she looked around, squinting
through the storm. A light. There was a light on, in what looked to be the
captain’s quarters. Cleo.
The oracles would likely be below. Another touch of her starstick, and
that was where she went.
It was quieter down here. She took a shaking breath, shivering, not
realizing how cold the rain had been until she was out of it.
Her legs shook as she got to her feet, leaning against a barrel. She slid
the lid off with a grunt. Food. Almost every barrel was filled with it.
Still . . . the Moonlings wouldn’t last forever on water and fish without
resupplying.
What was their plan? Would Grim allow them to get food from
Nightshade?
It didn’t matter now. All she cared about was finding the oracles.
The last time she had seen them, they had been frozen in ice. She
wondered if Cleo thawed them or kept them entrapped.
Only one way to find out. She opened every single barrel, every crate,
until her arms were sore.
No sign of them.
She searched every inch of the hull. She considered that they might be
on another ship, but no . . . Cleo wouldn’t let anyone as important as the
oracles out of her vicinity.
They were above, then. If they were freed from their ice, they might be
locked in a room. She touched her starstick. Winced, wondering if she was
about to be surrounded by Moonlings.
The room she had appeared into was, mercifully, empty. Waves pelted
the windows. The wooden ship groaned.
The space was large. Luxurious, even. She looked around, searching for
any sign that the oracles might be staying here.
The more she looked, the more she realized every part of the cabin had
been meticulously crafted. Moonstone floor. Expertly carved paneling.
It was a room fit for a ruler.
A floorboard groaned behind her.
Before she could take a single step, the sea crashed through the window,
knocked her off her feet, and slammed her against the wall.
Isla’s body shook as she tore against the icy restraints. She was trapped,
splayed, just like she had been during the Centennial.
Cleo tilted her head at her, watching with pursed lips. “You must enjoy
getting captured. You’re so very good at it.”
Isla spat at Cleo’s feet, and the ice hardened further, nearly choking her.
Then, all at once, the ice turned to water, and she fell on the floor,
gasping for air. She gripped her dagger immediately. Held it in front of her
as she got to her feet, ready to strike.
Cleo looked bored. “What do you want, little Wildling?”
There was no use in hiding it. Cleo could have killed her, and she
hadn’t. There must be a reason.
Her teeth were chattering. “The oracles. Where are they?”
Cleo’s answer was immediate. Emotionless. “Dead.”
Something within Isla wilted. “You’re lying.”
“You aren’t worth lying to,” Cleo said flatly.
Isla had her dagger to Cleo’s heart in a flash.
The Moonling barely spared it a glance.
“Why?” Isla demanded. Her hand was shaking.
Cleo only blinked. “Isn’t it obvious? I took their prophecies and killed
them so that I would be the only one to know the future.”
Fury battled within Isla. She wished for her powers, so she could tear
the ship to pieces, so she could shatter the sky and sea like a storm. It was
this dangerous anger, this serpent within her always ready to strike, that was
why she needed to keep the bracelets on. She knew that, yet still yearned
for that power so she could paint the sky the shade of her endless rage.
“What did they say?” Isla roared, knowing she was foolish for even
asking. But she had to try.
Cleo’s smile was serpentine. “So much about you. None of which I will
share, of course.” In a flash, the Moonling hit her square in the chest,
sending her back with a whip of water. Her dagger hit the ground. A half
dozen ice blades were positioned at Isla’s throat, like a death necklace. Cleo
stood above her, still amused. “Fear not. Your end will come in time, but
not from my hands.”
In time.
Isla would have given anything to know when. To know how. To know
how to stop it. To know any sort of explanation, or guidance, or hope that
the oracle was wrong, and her fate could indeed be changed.
She felt so alone. The only two people she wanted to confide in were
the ones she was in danger of killing.
“I’ll give you anything,” Isla said, meaning it. The anger had been put
out and replaced by pure desperation. She was trembling, back against the
corner of the room. She had never felt more powerless, and it had nothing
to do with her lack of abilities. What was the point in having any power at
all, when she couldn’t even control her own destiny?
She had never imagined willingly being at the Moonling’s mercy, but
for this, she would beg. “Please. You must want something. Tell me what
the oracles said, and I’ll help you get it.”
“All I want is my child back.”
The only way to do that was to go to the otherworld, where souls could
rise again. Getting there would require the death of all Lightlark.
Thousands, including Oro. It wasn’t an option.
Cleo seemed to see it on her face, because her expression completely
hardened. “Leave now. Don’t make me tempt fate.”
Isla gripped her portaling device and obeyed.
It had taken hours to get Wraith home. Portaling them both while flying
with her starstick hadn’t worked. She’d had to wait until they reached land,
where she could draw her puddle. By the time they went through and
reached the stable, the storm had nearly crested. Wraith rolled onto his side
and fell asleep immediately. Isla shivered as she portaled back into her
room, barely meeting Lynx’s gaze as he snarled at her, displeased. She
closed the doors to her bathroom and winced as she lowered herself into the
steaming tub, the one she had once shared with Grim.
Now it was just her, knees against her chest, tears slowly falling down
her cheeks.
The oracles were all dead. There was no one left to ask about her fate.
No one left to help navigate the prophecy.
There was no easy option. Each would break her in different ways.
Oro was the obvious choice. Her life wasn’t bound to his.
She refused. She loved him—and, even if she didn’t, she couldn’t doom
all his people and the island.
Grim’s death would also kill thousands, including her.
Then, of course, there was the fact that she might not have long to live
at all anyway. How much time did binding Grim’s life to hers give her? The
oracles might have known.
As she tightly gripped the edges of the tub, pinching her lips against a
frustrated scream that would wake half the castle, part of her wished for her
life before the Centennial. A fool locked in a glass room, thinking the only
thing she would ever want was freedom. She remained in the tub until the
water went cold.
First thing in the morning, a knock sounded on her door. She expected
to find Grim there, to visit the other villages affected by the storms.
Instead, she found an attendant. He stood on the opposite side of the
corridor, as if afraid to get close to her.
“Yes?”
“You have visitors,” he said. “They’re waiting in the throne room.”
She frowned. “I do? Who?”
“Your guardians.”
NIGHTBANE
“The last time I saw you, you tried to kill me,” Isla said.
Terra only huffed in twisted amusement as she regarded her. “The last
time I saw you, you were bleeding yourself out for power.” She cocked her
head. “How did that work for you?”
Isla might have lunged at her before. Now, after last night, she didn’t
bother summoning the anger. She was drained.
And Terra was right. Bleeding herself out to amplify her abilities had
been reckless.
Still, the longer she stared at her old teacher, just standing there as if she
hadn’t lied to her for her entire life, the more a fury built in her bones.
Hating her was easy. Terra had held her limbs to flames, had abandoned her
in the middle of a storm, had knocked her unconscious with the hilt of her
sword countless times during training.
Poppy, on the other hand . . . Isla watched her guardian nervously raking
her nails against her thick skirts and wanted to sink to the floor. Poppy had
held her hand while she received treatment for the injuries she received
while training. Poppy had hummed while making tea filled with
honeycomb. If Terra had been the blade, Poppy had been the balm. “Little
bird—”
“Don’t call me that,” Isla snapped.
“Isla,” Poppy corrected, her eyes darting to Terra nervously. “We can
return another time, if—”
“I banished you,” Isla said, her voice raising. “You killed my parents.
You killed the last ruler of Wildling. You—”
Terra sighed impatiently, and the anger Isla had tried to bury came
creeping back up. “I did hope surviving the Centennial would make you
less of a fool.”
The air around her changed, sharpened. The color drained from Poppy’s
face as she stared somewhere behind Isla.
“You’ll watch how you speak to my wife in our home.” Grim’s voice
was as piercing as the blade at his side. It would have made her blood go
cold, if she weren’t the wife in question.
Terra didn’t seem concerned that Grim could turn her to ash without so
much as a glare, as she barked a laugh. “And a coward too? Needing your
demon husband to defend you?”
She stepped forward, drawing her blade from its sheath. In half a
moment, it was aimed at Terra’s throat.
“Speak to either of us that way again, and you’ll find you won’t be able
to speak at all,” she said steadily. Poppy paled even further. “I might have
saved your life during the Centennial, but I am not beyond ripping your
tongue out of your skull.” The violence of her words shocked her, but she
did not backtrack. She did not shrink into herself.
If Terra didn’t like it, then she could only blame herself. This was who
her guardian had trained her to be.
Terra almost looked impressed for a moment. Then, she frowned. She
looked tired. Her voice barely contained any acid as she said, “Hate us for a
thousand different reasons, but I’m putting an end to one of them once and
for all. We did not kill your parents.”
Isla didn’t know what she had expected Terra to say, but it wasn’t this.
She bared her teeth. How dare she lie to her so blatantly? Did she think she
wouldn’t do as she promised and kill her on the spot?
“You admitted it,” she said.
Terra did not deny that. She said nothing at all.
Why accept the blame? It didn’t make any sense. “Liar.”
“Yes. A thousand times,” Terra said. “But not now. Not about this.”
She could know for certain. She could reach for Oro’s flair. She had
used Grim’s before, she could—
With the bracelets, she couldn’t. And she wasn’t going to take them off.
Not for anything.
She forced her face back to indifference. It didn’t matter now. She had
far bigger issues. “I assume you didn’t come here just to clear your names.”
“No,” Terra confirmed. “We came to tell you about the nightbane.”
She frowned. “What about it?”
“It’s dead.”
Dead? “How much?”
There was a pause. Then, “All of it.”
Once, the dark violet flowers had made up fields of star-shaped petals. Isla
had stood here with Grim, marveling at their existence. They were miracles,
every single one, capable of both life and death—healing and killing.
Now, they had all shriveled up and died. Isla picked one from the
ground and watched it turn to ash between her fingers.
“We salvaged what we could,” Wren said beside her. It had been a relief
to see the Wildling leader safe.
Isla knew she needed to address her people. It had been days since she
had returned.
Wren’s leadership in her absence was a gift. The Wildling told her about
the castle Grim had relocated them to, an abandoned estate with fields fit
for farming and more than enough room for all of them.
Grim appeared minutes later, and Isla did not miss how Wren watched
him warily. She turned her attention back to the wilted flowers.
“Secure any of our remaining elixirs,” she told Wren. “We have seeds
from the newland, right?” The plant was notoriously slow to grow. For the
time being, the healing elixirs would be limited.
Wren nodded, bowed her head, and turned to give orders.
Isla studied the ground. The storm. She remembered how Grim said it
had ruined lands before.
Grim was silent by her side. She could feel his tension. His worry. It
echoed her own.
The destruction of nightbane was a massive blow. The scarcity of the
drug it was used to create would only intensify unrest. Many people of
Nightshade relied on it daily.
And, without the healing elixir it made, people would die from injuries
that could previously be mended. They had just lost one of their greatest
assets.
This had just been one storm of a season. It was just the beginning.
“We need to know about the origin of the storms, if we’re going to stop
them.” They needed more information.
She needed more information.
The question was asked from desperation. She tried to keep the urgency
out of her tone as she said, “You don’t have oracles here, right?”
She didn’t dare hope. She didn’t dare breathe.
“No,” he said, and she closed her eyes. Fought against the rush of
sadness. Then, “The closest thing we ever had was a prophet, but he died a
long time ago.” A prophet? “His order survived, but they only speak to
those who make the climb.”
“The climb?”
“Up to their base. It’s at the top of a mountain.”
She blinked at him. “You never tried?”
“Of course I did. When I reached the top, they refused to let me in.”
She frowned. Grim was their ruler, and he seemed well-liked by his
people. “Why?”
“My father killed the prophet.” Oh. Perhaps sensing she was going to
ask why in the realms Grim’s father would do that, he added, “He refused to
share his prophecies with him.”
Her desperation was so sharp, she knew he could feel it. “Maybe they’ll
speak to me. I’ll make the climb.” She said the words casually, but her
heartbeat was anything but.
Grim just looked at her. “It isn’t a simple mountain. There are tunnels
within, and they shift unnaturally. There are beasts inside. The climb is a
test, created when the prophet still lived. Only those who survived it were
deemed worthy of his knowledge.”
She gave him a withering look. “And you think me incapable?”
He glared back at her. “Of course not. But all power is nullified in the
mountain, it’s a sacred place of unusual ability, and—”
It didn’t matter. The bracelets did that anyway. “You think just because I
can’t use my powers, I’m powerless?”
Grim blinked at her. “No,” he said, looking as though he was trying to
choose his words carefully. “But without them you are vulnerable.”
Vulnerable. She hated that word, even though he was right. “I’ll go with
you.”
“I don’t need your help.”
“Perhaps not. I’m coming anyway.”
“I—”
“Every single person who has tried to make the climb in the last
century, other than me, has died. Your death means the death of my people.
Any information they can provide about the storms is critical to us all.”
That, she could not argue with.
She shifted on her feet, considering, and Grim just watched her, leaning
against Wraith. She had so many secrets. She wished he would just leave
her alone.
But if the prophet-followers wouldn’t allow him in . . . he wouldn’t hear
her questions. If he could help her make it to the top, so be it.
“Fine. Where is this mountain?”
THE CLIMB
According to Grim, the ascent would take a full day. Two, possibly,
depending on what they encountered.
She wanted to back out. Not just because of the danger, but because she
wasn’t thrilled about having to be trapped with him for hours on end, in
close quarters.
As much as she denied it, Grim was right. Her feelings told a different
story than her mind. Logically, she knew she should hate him. She knew he
was the enemy.
Her emotions were still tied to memories.
She pushed the feelings down. Buried them as far as they would go.
They didn’t matter. They were only a distraction from her purpose.
They each carried supplies. The packs were small, to allow for easy
movement. Water, food, and thin blankets were strapped to their backs.
Swords and daggers were at their fronts. She wore her training clothes.
“Any warnings?” she asked, as they lingered at the entrance. It was a
simple arch, leading into a single tunnel.
Grim looked at the dark passageway warily. He shook his head. “None
that would do any good.”
And then they were plunged into darkness.
“We should have brought an orb,” she said, feeling around. They were
less than ten steps up the path, and she couldn’t see in front of her anymore.
“I did during my climb,” Grim said. “It burnt out immediately. It was
considered power, I suppose.” Great.
She felt around in the dark, looking for a ledge, only to drag her hand
completely down Grim’s stomach. It was hard as marble, rippling with
muscle. She snatched her hand back before she went any lower. “Sorry,”
she said quietly.
Grim’s voice was deep and rattling, and too close for comfort. “Don’t
apologize,” he said. “You can touch me wherever you like, wife.”
She rolled her eyes even though he couldn’t see it and blindly took a
step forward, desperate to be as far away from him as possible. “Good to
know, but irrelevant, as I don’t plan on it.”
“If you say so.”
“I do say so,” she hissed. She took another step that wasn’t actually
there and lurched forward. Only Grim’s hands on her waist kept her from
knocking her teeth in.
She stood very still, his breath right against her ear. “Careful. There are
over a thousand steps to go. I can carry you, if you’d like.” His tone was
almost mocking.
With one of her senses muted, she focused on the others. Grim’s voice,
echoing through the tunnel, deep and scraping against some aching part of
her. His cold, muscled body behind her back. His large hands still on her
waist, fingers gripping her hips.
Isla placed her hands on Grim’s and felt him stiffen.
Then, she shoved away from him.
She took it slow. The steps were uneven, so she felt each one with the
tip of her foot before advancing. It was a long process. By the time a pocket
of light appeared in front of them, they had been climbing for hours.
In the ceiling, bits of crystal glowed, creating a trail through the tunnels.
Still, her eyes strained with effort in the limited light. Her calves began to
burn.
Isla put down her pack and sank to the floor. “How far are we?”
“Not even a fifth of the way up.”
She groaned. The prophet-order better be worth it. He handed her water,
and she took a long sip. The tunnels were full of dust that dried her lips and
tongue.
“We’re lucky we haven’t come across any creatures. I’d had at least two
encounters by this point when I last was here.”
A clicking noise echoed somewhere far away. It could have been
anything. Vermin. Shifting rocks.
Then, it got louder.
Grim began to pack his bag once more. “Spoke too soon.” He looked up
at her. “Have enough water?”
She nodded. He took the pouch from her. “Good. Now run.”
Clicking filled the tunnels. Their steps scraped against the stone floor as
they ran, side by side, dust kicking up around them. They hurtled around
each corner, her hand dragging along the rough wall as she turned. At the
last one, she dared look over her shoulder.
That was when she saw them.
Curved-over creatures with talons that clicked as they crawled through
the caves, their horns like crowns of daggers. They were almost as wide as
the tunnels themselves. If the beasts caught up to them, Isla and Grim
would be torn to shreds.
Faster. They needed to go faster.
Her legs ached as she pushed forward, but it wasn’t quickly enough.
The creatures were advancing. She had to slow down for fear of crashing
into another wall.
The tunnels diverged again, and instead of choosing the one with the
path of lights overhead, she dragged Grim in the other direction.
He followed her lead without slowing. “Is there a strategy I should be
aware of?”
She motioned at the tunnel. A light smattering of crystals barely lit their
path. The clicking was getting louder. They were right behind them. “Look.
The walls are getting smaller.”
Ever so slightly. It was a gamble, to see if it would continue to narrow.
They ran and ran, and Isla wondered if perhaps she had led them down the
wrong path. If there was only one right one, and they had lost it. Doubt
nearly choked her.
Then there was a terrible high-pitched noise as the creatures’ horns
began to scrape against the walls.
Hope made her run faster. Just a little farther. They just needed to get a
little—
She fell, skidding on her knees. One of the horns had torn a gash down
her leg. Her scream echoed through the tunnel, and she turned around, arms
in front of her, ready to be shredded—
But the creature was stuck. It snapped its wild teeth at her, just inches
away, but did not reach her. Its horns were caught.
Before she could sigh in relief, the other creatures slammed behind it,
sending the beast lurching forward. A moment before its jaw locked around
her leg, Grim pulled her to her feet. He examined her wound. “The cut isn’t
deep. Can you walk?”
She nodded, but at the first step, her knee nearly buckled with the pain.
It didn’t matter. They had to keep going, lest the creatures break their horns
and fit through.
They raced down the tunnel, slower than before, around a different
corner, before she collapsed to the ground. Grim began to diligently wrap
her leg with supplies from his pack. He was right: It wasn’t deep, but it
stung.
It would be difficult climbing the rest of the way with an injured leg, but
they didn’t even have the option of turning around. Not with the horned
creatures completely blocking their path. The only way through was up.
“Ready?”
She wasn’t. The pain burned. The tunnel was growing darker again. She
didn’t know how much she would crave light and greenery until she was
completely without it. Still, she stood and took the hand Grim offered.
He hadn’t taken this path on his previous journey—neither knew what
they would face. For an hour, they walked in silence. The tunnel kept
getting smaller, and smaller, until Grim’s head nearly brushed the ceiling.
The floor slightly tilted downward, instead of up. They could be going the
wrong direction. It didn’t matter now. They didn’t have another choice
anyway.
The silence bred endless thoughts, especially this close to Grim. All the
questions she had wanted to ask him, the ones she had kept buried for
months after the Centennial.
“You thought working with Aurora would save my life, didn’t you?”
she asked.
She shouldn’t care. It was in the past.
But she did. She cared a lot.
His eyes hardened. She could tell he didn’t like thinking about it.
“Her plan promised us all Lightlark’s power. I thought it might be
enough to sustain your life for centuries, until we found another solution. I
was going to move my people from Nightshade, away from the storms.”
Aurora had tricked Grim into believing the prophecy to break the curses
involved a Sunling king having to fall in love with a Wildling ruler—the
history that had to be repeated.
She had used him, just like she had used Isla.
“You didn’t think to tell me? You didn’t think to include me?”
He stopped dead in his tracks. She did too. They faced each other. “All I
thought about was your survival. I regret it. I told you that.”
Regret wasn’t enough.
“I fell in love, Grim,” she said, her voice rising, echoing through the
tunnels. “I fell in love with someone else, while I was married. And I had
no idea.” He winced. Her words hurt him. Good, she thought. She wanted
him to hurt. She wanted him to understand.
“Do you have any idea what it feels like to betray someone you love?
Without even trying to?”
“Yes,” he said through his teeth. He meant her.
She stepped forward. “You don’t know what love is.”
“I don’t?” he said, bridging the space between them. “I waged a war for
you. I bound my life to you.”
“I didn’t ask you to!” she screamed. She shook her head. It ached. Her
eyes stung.
So much death. So much loss. She knew she should be grateful that he
had brought her back to life, but part of her wished he had just let her die.
The world would have been better for it. So many people wouldn’t be in
such imminent danger. When she said it aloud, Grim growled with anger.
“Don’t ever say that. Don’t ever think that. You have saved far more
people than you have killed. You have power that threatens the gods.” He
frowned down at her bracelets. “Even if you insist on keeping it contained,
you have it. I might have saved you because I love you, but you are meant
to live. You are meant to use this power.”
She didn’t know how he could speak so reverently about power that had
caused so much destruction. She wished she’d never had it at all. She
wished she hadn’t ever explored the world with her portaling device.
“I wish you’d never loved me.” It was true. It would have made
everything so much easier. It would have saved so many lives. She pressed
the heels of her hands to her eyes in frustration. Anger built behind her ribs.
She dropped her hands and looked him right in the eye. Her voice was
sharp. Barely recognizable. “I wish I hadn’t given myself to you, like a fool.
I wish I hadn’t let you betray me, and lie to me, and manipulate me, and I
hate you.” Her chest was heaving. “I hate you, I hate you, and I would
throw this damned necklace into the sea if I could!”
Grim reared back, as if she had slapped him. His eyes glistened with
hurt. She had never seen him look so wounded, even when he’d had a
dozen arrows through his chest.
She instantly regretted her words. But why? She had meant them, hadn’t
she?
He took a step away from her. She took a step away from him, in turn—
and nearly slipped.
Water. Just a puddle of it, spreading slowly. Eating away the rock
beneath it, creating a mirror. She blinked at her own reflection, hazy in the
faint crystal light.
Then, it came rushing like a river.
She looked up at him. Their gazes locked.
“Run,” she said, and they did. The water was gushing now. Rising to her
ankles, then her calves. It kept growing until it knocked her off her feet, and
then she was paddling, gasping for air. Soon it would fill the tunnel. They
would drown.
Her limbs ached as she swam as fast as she could, fighting to stay above
the water. She managed a gulp of air before being pulled under by the force
of the current. When she surfaced again, there were only a few inches
remaining between the top of her head and the rocks above.
The tunnel was endless. It was no use fighting it.
She stopped swimming. Grim did too. She lifted her head as high as it
would go, greedily swallowing air.
Grim faced her.
In his eyes, she saw unfiltered fear. The same fear she had seen
moments before she had died.
They found each other’s hands through the water.
“I—I’m sorry, I—”
“I know, Hearteater,” he said. He pulled her close, and their foreheads
touched. This couldn’t be it. This wasn’t her fate.
She thought of all the people who would die because she was reckless
enough to insist on going on the climb. The children. The innocents. The
same as before, when—
The floor. It had curved downward. It had confused her, but now she
realized it might be their salvation.
The tunnel had split throughout their journey, left and right. What if it
also split top to bottom? They had been fighting against the current, trying
to remain above the water, when perhaps they should have been letting it
take them. With the last gulp of air, she said, “The tunnel is going down, the
water pressure is increasing. Sink to the bottom. Follow the floor. Stop
fighting it.”
Grim met her eyes; his were filled with trust she didn’t deserve. He
nodded.
It was a risk, but the water was at the ceiling now anyway. Isla stopped
swimming. Stopped struggling. So did Grim. She blew out the air in her
lungs in one long stream and sank to the bottom. The current was even
stronger down there.
In a rush, it raked her across the bottom of the tunnel, her shirt the only
thing keeping her skin from being ripped apart. Faster. Faster. The water
took them down, then farther, and she felt stone above her, as she moved
through a different tunnel, a tighter one. Hope engulfed her. Maybe she had
been right.
Just as quickly, panic closed in as closely as the rock that surrounded
her. The space had become as narrow as a tomb. What if it narrowed further
and she got stuck? She would drown in seconds. She was drowning now.
The pressure in her chest built. Roaring filled her ears. Spots clouded
her vision. She came to a stop.
Then one great surge pushed against her feet, and she was careening
forward, downward, faster than before. She was thrown in every direction,
rock scraping her bare skin, her throat constricting, her head throbbing,
lungs burning. Just when she thought she couldn’t take it any longer, she
flew forward out of the tunnel, where she landed in a pool of water. She let
out a choking sob as oxygen flooded her lungs.
Grim.
He broke through the water next to her a second later. His eyes were
wild, and their intensity didn’t dim as he found hers. She was coughing,
gasping, feeling like she was going to retch but seeing him safe, knowing
they had survived the tunnel—
Their arms were around each other in an instant. She didn’t realize she
was shaking or crying until he smoothed his large hands down her spine.
“You’re okay,” he said, as if he was saying it to himself as well. “Because
of you . . . we’re okay.”
They had nearly drowned. Her lungs still burned. She buried her face in
his neck as he carried them through the pool, toward its edge. He whispered
soothing sounds against the top of her head. His hands continued their
gentle strokes up and down her back as she trembled against him. She was
freezing. He was naturally cold; but compared to the water he was warm, so
she clung to his chest. Safe. She felt safe in his arms. She knew it was
wrong; but when he hauled her out of the water, she found herself grieving
the loss of his skin against hers. She braced for more chill, but the rock was
surprisingly warm beneath her hands.
After retrieving her pack that had gotten lost in the spring, he hauled
himself out of the pool and straightened to his full height, towering over
her. His clothes were molded to his body and dripping, their runoff forming
a puddle at his feet. She swallowed, heart still hammering.
Then he began removing his clothing.
Logically, she knew it was because they were wet. They needed to dry
off before they advanced. They would freeze in their drenched clothing,
especially in the cold tunnels.
But there was nothing logical about the way she watched him. About
the way she couldn’t bring herself to look away from his chest, muscled to
perfection and marred by a single unhealed scar. Or his legs. He was built
like a statue. Like a warrior. She swallowed.
“You’re leering at me.”
She immediately found somewhere else to look. “I am not.”
“Leer away, wife. I don’t mind.”
Isla scowled and pulled herself to her feet with a groan. Her leg still
ached. Her breaths remained labored. Meeting his gaze, she began to take
her clothing off too, slowly, piece by piece. She watched his throat work.
For all his smugness, he turned away a moment later, seeming very
preoccupied with laying his clothing perfectly across the rock, alongside
their soaked blankets.
Just like him, she kept her undergarments on. She laid her clothes out
flat. Then, she rested against the rock. It was warm—comfortable, even—a
balm against the spiking chill of the pool. The groan that escaped her as the
stone pressed against her skin was mortifying. She pressed her lips together
as her skin flushed.
Any hope that he hadn’t heard her died when she turned to find him
staring. No. He was leering. Just as she had.
She wasn’t sure he was breathing.
They wouldn’t survive the rest of the journey if they both died of
hypothermia. She tried to appear unaffected as she motioned toward the
space next to her. “Are you going to warm yourself, or just stand there with
your mouth hanging open?”
Grim didn’t even try for a retort. His eyes didn’t leave hers as he slowly
lowered himself to the ground next to her, careful not to touch her skin.
Sleep. They needed to sleep. Their bodies were spent from the journey.
Now, the inside of the mountain was quiet, but who knew what they would
soon face?
She turned away from him, pressing her eyes shut.
Cold air hissed through the tunnels of the cave, making her skin prickle
everywhere. She shivered. Sleeping on her side wouldn’t work. Not like
this, anyway. Any part not touching the warm rock was numb. She shifted
slightly closer to Grim and found that it helped.
“You’re freezing, aren’t you?”
She didn’t deign to respond. She wasn’t used to the cold. The Wildling
newland was always warm. Terra had tried to train her in as many different
environments as she could, but even the worst of trials hadn’t been close to
this.
“You hate the cold.”
She did. He knew her. Bastard.
He shifted slightly closer to her. She stiffened. “Who likes the cold?”
she asked, tone biting.
“I do.” She knew that too.
Still, she laughed without humor. “You must be thrilled about our
current circumstances, then.”
“No, not particularly. I’m watching my injured wife shiver like a leaf in
a storm in front of me.”
She glared at him over her shoulder. “Stop calling me that.”
“A leaf in a storm?”
Her eyes narrowed further.
“Wife?”
“Yes,” she hissed.
“No.”
She flipped to completely face him. “What do you mean, no?”
“No,” he repeated. “You are my wife.” His gaze dropped to her
necklace. She didn’t so much as move as he dragged a finger down her
throat, then across her collarbones, tracing a slow circle around the massive
stone. He leaned in. His breath was hot against her pulse as he said, “I’m
your husband. I’m yours.” His voice was nearly a growl as he said, “And
you . . . wife . . . are mine.”
A warmth dropped through her. She tried to ignore it. “I don’t see you
wearing anything around your neck.”
He didn’t so much as falter. “That can be arranged.”
She gave him a withering look that didn’t hold any real bite. Not when
his finger was slowly tracing the path from her collarbone to her chest,
stopping just short of the thin fabric she wore.
“Cold, Hearteater?”
“No,” she said, with all the conviction in the world, only to follow his
gaze and see that her chest was very clearly peaked and visible through her
undergarments.
She stiffened, and Grim dropped his hand. She shivered involuntarily at
the loss of contact, the loss of the tiny bit of heat.
All she wanted was to be closer, but she forced herself to turn around
again. She wrapped her arms around herself, covering her chest, and tried to
forget who was behind her.
Minutes later, she was still freezing. She couldn’t take it any longer. The
prophet-followers were her only hope of obtaining more information about
the prophecy. If she didn’t at least rest a few hours, she wouldn’t have the
strength to press forward.
That was what she told herself, anyway, as she scooted back and said,
“Do you—do you mind?”
“No. Come here.” His arm circled her waist. He gently dragged her
back, cradling her against his chest.
And then, she was enveloped by him.
She was finding it hard to breathe normally. The fabric of her
underthings didn’t create any kind of barrier. It was just skin and muscle,
and his hard edges against the softest parts of her, and heat flowing through
her as soon as the cold was banished.
Being this close to him was like being in a storm, wrapped in everything
him.
This was wrong. How did they end up here, on the ground, in nothing
but bits of fabric, folded around each other?
He was her enemy. She was in love with someone else.
She knew she should get up, but she didn’t want to. She was tired, hurt,
and cold, and all she wanted was to lay here, for just a little while, and be
relieved that they had survived.
Comfort—that was what she needed, and what he offered her as he
wrapped his body fully around hers, shielding her from the cold. She leaned
into his touch just a little too much. She felt herself sigh when his nose ran
down the length of her neck. She shifted back, pressing against him, some
part of her finally relaxing, as if it had waited a long time to be back in his
arms.
Only for a little while, she reminded herself.
She thought it even as her eyelids drooped, and she was smothered by
sleep.
She awoke wrapped in Grim’s arms. At first, for a few strange moments,
she didn’t know where she was—only that it felt familiar to be surrounded
by the smell of storms and spice and something distinctly masculine. To be
held in these arms. She let out a peaceful sound and wriggled back, against
him. Against something hard.
She stilled. Her eyes flew open.
The cave greeted her. She didn’t dare breathe. Want flared within her
like a wildfire, but she buried it down, instead forcing herself to scuttle
forward, away from him. He was awake. Of course he was. He probably
hadn’t slept a moment, lest they be caught unawares by some creature in the
cave.
She turned, and they stared at each other. For just one second, the air
between them felt taut, like a single move could break the illusion between
them. Like one movement forward, one word, or one rasped breath could
lead to them tangled together on the floor.
She rose to her feet. Grim did the same, and she didn’t dare stare at him,
not again. She turned and began dressing. Her clothes were dry now. Not
just dry, but warm.
Without glancing at him, she made her way to the tunnels. There were a
few paths to choose from. Each had different colored crystals embedded in
the ceiling.
She had led them through the last tunnel, and it had nearly gotten them
killed. It was his turn. “Choose,” she said. He moved ahead of her, and they
walked through the mouth of his chosen tunnel in silence.
At first, it seemed as though Grim had picked a good path. For miles
and miles, the worst thing about it was the climb. They had gone down, and
now they were forced back up, to a degree that seemed impossibly high.
Her calves burned, and she feared falling backward, rolling all the way back
down. Likely breaking her neck in the process. She leaned forward, angled
over her knees, steadying herself. Her breathing became labored.
Her leg had bled through its bandages again. She could feel the blood
dripping down her ankle. Filling her shoe. Crusting between her toes. It was
impossible to stop here, in the narrow space, the floor curved and
treacherous.
Times like these made her grateful for her training. It was hours until
the path became level. She nearly sank to her knees in relief but worried she
wouldn’t be able to stand again if she did. The muscles in her legs were all
stiff. The nerves were either numb or burning with exertion.
They had to be close. She didn’t think she could last much longer.
The crystals in the ceiling became more plentiful, until they led to a
wide cave. A clearing. Beyond it, another tunnel entrance awaited.
But it was blocked.
“What,” she asked, not daring speak beyond a whisper. “Is that?”
A dark shadow concealed the entrance—a monstrous figure with long,
thin limbs. It reminded her of a grasshopper, if grasshoppers grew to be
twenty feet tall.
Its skin was iridescent. Every time it breathed, every inch of it rippled.
It turned sharply toward her. It had no face.
Isla backed away, placing her hand on the blade at her hip. She waited
for it to advance. But it did not. It simply stood at its post in front of the
tunnel, facing them.
“We’re going to have to get past it,” she said.
Grim sighed. “Any ideas?”
Without a face, did the creature have all its senses? As a test, she
reached down, grabbed a rock, and threw it to the other side of the clearing.
It hammered wildly against a wall. The sound echoed.
The creature didn’t move an inch. Interesting.
It had sensed her, somehow, though . . . if not from her speaking, then
from what? She took a step forward and nearly slipped in a dark, wet streak
by her heel. That was when she realized it.
“Blood. It senses blood.”
Grim looked from her leg to the creature. “I think you’re right.”
Isla knelt to the ground.
“What are you doing?” he demanded.
“What do you think?”
She began to undo her wrapping. He stopped her, with a hand over hers.
“Keep it on. I’ll cut my arm.”
She shook his touch away. “You said it yourself. This is a test to see if
they’ll let me in at all. It has to be me.” Grim didn’t seem happy about it,
but she didn’t really care. She hadn’t been nearly shredded, or drowned, or
trapped in this dusty tunnel system only to stop short of speaking to the
order of prophet-followers.
No. They were getting past this creature. She was going to get answers
about her fate.
“Get ready to run.” She stepped into the clearing.
Before she could throw the wrapping to the other side as she’d planned
to, the creature lunged. It knocked her off her feet in a flash.
One of its thin legs pinned her down, pushing into the center of her
chest with surprising strength. It was a wonder it didn’t crack through her
ribs. Her head spun. She could smell more blood—likely from her head this
time—and the creature began chittering.
It lifted its foot. Only then did she see that there was a mouth at its
bottom, rimmed in teeth. It inched toward her head, as if to swallow it. As if
to rip her face off and eat everything beneath it.
Before it could get any closer, she cut its leg off with her sword.
The creature seized above her, emitting a high-pitched sound. She rolled
out of the way just as another mouth-tipped foot shot down, right where her
head had been.
“Go,” she screamed, rubbing a hand along the back of her head, and
finding it wet. Yes. Blood. She rubbed it on the walls, then stumbled at the
force of the creature slamming against it. It was right behind her. Right
behind—
She ran through the tunnel.
It was still right behind her.
It was a split-second decision. She gripped her sword tightly, then
dragged it down her calf, tearing her wound open again, coating it in blood.
Then, she stopped running. She turned and planted herself in the center of
the tunnel. Outstretched her arm just in time—
And watched the creature skewer itself on her blade.
She was panting. Her leg was a fire of pain.
Grim cursed, moving quickly to wrap her opened wound as she twisted
her sword, until she was sure the creature was dead. “Climbing is going to
be difficult,” he said.
“Good thing we won’t be.” She could see the end of the tunnel from
over her shoulder. The crystals above their heads flashed, as if in welcome.
Below them sat a door.
The moment Grim was done wrapping her leg again, she began limping
toward it. The pain had faded away. All she felt was the cold rush of relief.
She had made it.
The door had no handle. That was fine.
She stepped forward and knocked, slamming her fist against the stone.
Her skin broke. Blood coated it.
For moments, nothing happened, and she banged harder. Harder.
It finally opened just a sliver, rattling the cave. Enough room for a
single robed individual to step through.
A hood hid their face. The figure turned to her, then Grim, then back. A
bony finger peeked from the robe and pointed right at her.
It was clear. Only she would be allowed through. They had expected
this. She turned to look at Grim, and he nodded. She could almost sense the
words in his intense gaze—he was right outside. He might not have powers
here, but he would rip the doors off their hinges and get to her if she needed
him.
A few days ago, she would have glared at him, but now . . . after what
they had faced . . . she nodded back.
The doors closed behind her with a thud she felt in her bones. Inside,
hooded figures faced her, in perfect lines. They bowed, their white robes
gleaming through the darkness. It was almost as if they had known she
would be coming.
It was almost like they had been waiting for her.
Every wall was shimmering black rock. A scattering of the same
crystals from before were embedded in the ceiling above.
The hooded figure led her down corridor after corridor, until they turned
into a small door, cut into the rock-face room. It promptly closed behind
her.
She turned and startled.
A woman appeared from the darkness itself, seated on a slab of rock
that hadn’t been there before. Another seat appeared before her. Then, a
table between them.
There was power, at least, here in their base, it seemed.
The woman before her lowered her hood. A large scar cut across her
face, slicing through her lips, her brow, and one eye. Her smile was wide
and warm, completely at odds with her height and muscular figure. This
woman used to be a warrior. She could see it in the small scars along her
fingers. She’d had the same ones, once, before Poppy had healed them
away with their elixir, thinking them ugly.
She took the seat she offered.
“I’m Eta. Welcome to our peak, Isla, ruler of Wildling.” A book
appeared on the table. Its pages were thick and yellowed. Eta trailed a
leathered, scar-crossed hand along its spine. “Our dear prophet,” she said
reverently. “The book is bound in his skin. The words are written in his
blood.”
She fought the urge to vomit. She had clawed her way to this very seat.
Part of her wanted to come out and ask about her prophecy, but no. She had
to start off small. Judge whether she could give her any useful information
at all.
“I’m here to find out how to stop the storms on Nightshade. Did
your . . .” she motioned toward the book with a wave of malaise, “prophet
have anything to say about them?”
Eta gently traced the edges of the book, though she didn’t look down at
it. No, her gaze was fixed on her. She was studying her closely. She looked
almost amused.
Isla shifted uncomfortably under her gaze but was relieved when she
nodded.
“To stop them, you must close their source.”
“Which is?”
“The portal. The door left open.”
She blinked. No, she couldn’t have heard her right. “The one on
Lightlark?”
Eta shook her head. “No, no, that is a bridge. The one here is simply a
door, left ajar.”
She leaned forward. She wasn’t sure she was breathing. “You’re saying
there’s a portal on Nightshade?”
“Of a sort.”
Grim couldn’t have known about it. If he had, he would have used it. He
wouldn’t have attacked Lightlark.
“How do you know?”
“It’s how our prophet got here. He came from another world entirely.
It’s how he knew everything that would occur. It had been written.”
The prophet had come from the otherworld?
She didn’t mask her interest. No, she couldn’t do anything but demand,
“Where is it?”
“No one knows. The prophet’s records of it were stolen.” Eta reverently
flipped through the book’s wellworn pages; and upon closer study, Isla saw
a large portion of its beginning was missing. Pages had been ripped away.
“If someone found the portal . . . could it be used?” It could be the
solution to all her problems.
Eta shook her head. “It is simply a rip between worlds, a torn seam.
Anyone from this world would die making the journey—the power required
doesn’t exist here. Portaling between worlds has a price, just like power has
a price.”
Power has a price. She knew that better than anyone.
“The portal on Lightlark. If it had been used, it would have killed us
too?”
She shook her head again. “Not necessarily. That portal is a bridge, built
to fuse two specific worlds, so the connection is stronger. It does most of
the job itself, you might say.” She pursed her lips. “Still, many would have
died. Only the strongest would have made it through. Many did die, in the
creation of Lightlark. Their bodies were used as the foundation of the
island. It gave it power. Did you know?”
She didn’t. Her voice was a frustrated growl. “Why is there a portal on
Nightshade at all, if it can’t be used?”
“That, I do not know. What I do know is that it is like a hole in a dam.
And it is growing. Things are being let in. Storms and creatures that don’t
belong here.”
“Can it be closed?”
Eta nodded. “The prophet knew how. He simply wasn’t able to, before
he died.”
To stop the storms, they needed to find the portal and close it. She had
gotten the answers they needed.
Now was the time to ask about her own fate.
“Did the prophet speak about my prophecy?” Part of her wanted to rip
the book from her hands.
Eta seemed to sense that, because it suddenly vanished. “Yes, it’s all
been written. You’ve been told all you need to know. Goodbye, Isla World-
maker.”
No. She had so many more questions. Her hand flung out, forming an
iron-clad vise around her wrist before she could leave. She looked up at her,
eyes wide. In fear? No. In curiosity. “How long do I have to live?”
She shook her head. “That, I do not know. Only the augur might be able
to tell you that.”
“The augur?”
Eta nodded. “He was one of us, once. Now, he lives deep in the woods,
behind a curtain of water. He studies blood. He might be able to read yours
and tell you how much time you have left.”
Studies blood. That made her more than a little uneasy, but she was
desperate for information.
“What is his price?” She knew well enough now that just like power and
portaling, information also came at a cost.
“Blood, naturally. I believe hearts are preferable.” She watched her,
amused, but didn’t say anything about her people’s former curse.
Isla’s teeth dragged together. Her entire goal was to not kill another
innocent, but she would find a way around that.
Eta’s wrist still in her unrelenting grip, she said, “My prophecy. Does it
—does the book have anything about who I kill?”
The oracle had said that the choice was still in flux. She was just as
likely to kill either ruler.
“No. Only that you will plunge a blade into another powerful heart, and
it will mark the start of a new age.”
“Can it be changed? Is it possible that the prophecy is . . . wrong?”
Eta looked almost sad for a moment. She smiled weakly. “Every single
thing that has been written in this book has come to pass.”
Her eyes burned. Her throat tightened. She released the prophet-
follower’s wrist.
No. There—there had to be a way . . . she had to be wrong—
Her look was nearly pitiful. “A warning for you, Isla Harbinger. There
is a traitor in your midst that would like to see you dead. One of your own.”
It was the last thing she was expecting to hear. “A Wildling?”
She nodded. “It is written. One of your own betrays you. One of your
own has already struck against you.”
Betrayed her how? “What do you mean?”
“The nightbane, of course.”
The fields of dead flowers. Poisoned by a blight. “That was the storm.”
She shook her head. “The storm was used as a cover. A Wildling
poisoned the flowers.”
A Wildling. That didn’t make sense. The nightbane benefitted everyone.
Her people spent months cultivating it. Why would one of them destroy it?
“Find the traitor. Stop them, or they will be your ruin.”
“How do I find them?” she demanded.
“Follow the snakes.”
The snakes? “What—”
Before the word left her mouth, Eta was gone.
Grim straightened as she stepped back outside the doors. He looked
relieved, until his gaze dropped to her leg. It had bled through again. She
hadn’t even felt it. No, she had been too busy turning Eta’s words in her
head.
Every single thing that has been written in this book has come to pass.
The book had to be wrong.
Grim ducked to replace her bandages. From the floor, he looked up at
her, and it made her heart stutter. “Well?”
She considered not telling Grim about the portal. She knew he would
hope, just as she had, that it was a solution to their problems.
But she had to tell him something—and she would need his help finding
it.
She told him everything about the portal. She sensed his excitement at
the idea of another way to the otherworld, then watched it wither when she
told him it couldn’t be used, not without killing them in the process.
“Do you have any idea where a portal might be?”
He shook his head with certainty. “No. With my flair, I would have
sensed it.”
She had figured as much. So, where was it? Where could it be hidden,
where the ruler of the land wouldn’t have encountered it?
The storms were connected to it. Perhaps they could be the key to
finding its location. There was one person who knew more about tempests
than any of them. “I’m going to visit Azul.”
Grim looked surprised, but he didn’t try to change her mind. She was
trying to help his realm, after all.
But that was not the only reason she wanted to seek out the Skyling.
The walk down nearly broke her. Grim offered to carry her several times,
and she was close to letting him, but somehow, they left the darkness of the
mountain. Before she saw even a shard of sunlight, Grim was portaling
them back to the palace.
Her leg was soaked in blood—the wound was worse, deeper now from
the strain of her movements. Her head was spinning. They had run out of
bandages. Grim was gone in an instant.
When he returned, he held a coveted vial of healing elixir. Before she
could say a single word, he was pouring the liquid directly onto her wound.
She gritted her teeth as her skin slowly sewed back together.
Only minutes later, when the pain had dimmed, did Grim say,
“Hearteater. Why is there only one vial of healing elixir left in our
weaponry store?”
There was no use in hiding it. “I sent the rest to Lightlark.”
She watched his shoulders stiffen.
Isla knew what it looked like. Nightbane was one of Nightshade’s
greatest resources, and now it was gone. Every remaining vial mattered.
She had sent almost all their store to the enemy.
It was a betrayal, treasonous.
But she wasn’t even sure who the enemy was anymore. All she knew
was that the elixir belonged to her people, and she chose what she was
going to do with it.
Grim was silent. She readied herself to see anger or frustration in his
expression . . . but all she saw was pain.
He stood. Handed the near-empty vial back to her.
He didn’t say anything, which was almost worse.
“You can’t expect me not to care,” she said, out of nowhere. “I was
preparing it for them, that was my home, I was—I was—”
She couldn’t get the words out. Her eyes stung, thinking of Oro. Of
everything they had built together, over months. Trust. Love.
And she had shattered all of it.
“I understand,” he said, and he looked like he did. Or, at least, like he
was trying to. Most of all, he looked full of regret. He closed his eyes for a
moment. Opened them. “Can you ever forgive me?”
She knew what he was asking. From the moment she had arrived, she
had made it clear she resented him for everything. He was asking if they
could ever go back to how things were before. If she could ever truly love
him.
No, she wanted to say.
Instead, she said, “I’m not sure.” It was the truth.
He nodded. She was surprised when he said, “You’re right. I don’t know
what love is. I don’t know how to love. If you ever gave me another chance
to love you, I would learn. I would learn the right way to love you.”
Then, he left.
STORMSTONE
“I hear congratulations are in order.” Azul’s booming voice overtook the
room. She hadn’t seen him since before the fight between Lightlark and
Nightshade, when the Skylings had voted for their ruler not to participate.
So, he had heard about her marriage. “Who told you?”
“Who do you think?”
“Zed.” The Skyling was fast as lightning. He hadn’t ever truly trusted
her. Now, she knew he never would.
Azul nodded. “I heard the king is . . . inconsolable.” He studied her, as if
waiting for her reaction. She showed none. If she thought too hard about
Oro, and their life together, and the betrayal he must feel right now, she
would start crying, and she didn’t know if she would ever stop.
Instead, she raised her head. Azul stared pointedly at her necklace.
“What would you have had me do?”
“Well, to start, you could have not married him.”
Isla ground her teeth. “When I met him, I was a naïve puppet that had
only ever known the confines of her room. Then . . . after the battle . . . it
was the only thing to stop the killing. To stop the death. To stop
everything.”
He shook his head. “No, you knew what he was when you married him.
You knew how many people he had killed. You know now. Why stay? To
stop a war? You are not a fool, Isla, so stop playing one. Do not think for a
moment that Grim won’t invade again. Nothing in the world can come
between him and his sights set, not even you.”
She hoped he was wrong.
“I stay because I’m a monster too, Azul.”
He gave her a look. “You are many things, Isla Crown, but you are not a
monster.”
“You’re wrong. That is why I came here.”
“To tell me I’m wrong?”
“No. To tell you the prophecy.”
Isla hadn’t told anyone. But someone needed to know. Someone needed
to keep her accountable.
She needed to be careful with who she trusted; she knew that. But Azul
was the most trustworthy person she had ever met. And, perhaps more than
anyone, she trusted herself the least.
She told him every single word. Azul listened, frowning. “It is certain?”
“According to the oracle, yes. One or the other.”
For a moment, it looked like he pitied her. Then, “So which one is it?”
She shook her head. “I don’t know. I really don’t. But either way, as it
stands . . . either death would mean the end of thousands.”
Nexus bound all people to their rulers. It was a curse.
“Why are you telling me this?”
She looked at the ground. Part of her felt shame. “I don’t trust myself.
I’ve made every decision with my heart . . . and it has ended in ruin. I
wanted you to know the prophecy, in case I ever lost myself. In case you
saw me about to make the wrong choice.”
He nodded.
“How are the Starlings?” She thought of Maren, who had told her about
nexus in the first place. Cinder, her cousin, who was the most gifted
Starling she had ever seen.
“Taken care of. Our newland has more than enough space for them.”
She supposed it helped that the realm was small, unfortunately, due to their
previous curse. “They’re conducting a vote soon, I hear.”
Right. Isla had promised to make Starling a democracy and to yield her
rule should they vote for another leader. It seemed obvious they would
choose one of their own.
She’d thought of Nightshade’s storms as a localized problem, but she
now realized the portal could affect all the realms. Especially if the torn
seam between worlds was growing.
“What do you know about storms?” she asked him.
Azul looked slightly amused. He studied her carefully. “What do you
know about flowers?”
Fair. “How do you stop them?”
He seemed to consider this. “Storms are filled with energy. Powerful
Skylings can shape them, manipulate parts of them. Stopping them is more
difficult. It would mean cutting them off at their source.”
There was no time for secrecy, not with Azul. “What if their source was
a portal?”
Azul frowned. It was an unfamiliar expression on his face. “I’ve never
heard of anything like that.”
“There’s a portal on Nightshade.” His eyes widened ever so slightly.
“Not one that can be used. It’s a torn seam between worlds. Creatures are
being let in. Storms. I need to find it and close it.”
There was a fold between Azul’s brows. His thumb was thrumming
down the side of his chair. Silence.
“What is it?”
He hesitated for just a moment. Then, he said, “We read omens in the
clouds.”
“And?”
His head lowered. His voice was nearly a whisper. “They warn of a
storm to end all storms. A reckoning.”
She thought of the woman in the village, calling them a harbinger of the
end. “When?”
He shook his head. “I’m not sure . . . But a storm is coming, Isla, I can
feel it.” He dipped his chin as he said. “One unlike any we’ve ever seen
before.”
Chills swept up her arms.
“Wait here,” Azul said. He flew out of the room in a flash. When he
returned, minutes later, he was holding a cage, with a bird inside. It was sky
blue with a grey beak. Small enough to fit in her palm.
“This is a stormfinch. It can sense a storm before even Skylings can.”
She had never heard of such a creature. “Before the next storm . . . It will
start singing the most beautiful song you have ever heard.”
This would save countless lives, she thought. It would give Nightshades
time to get underground before the tempests struck.
She gingerly took the cage. It was ornate, with swirling designs across
its side.
“When she sings, I want you to get as high as you can. Then, I want you
to hold this.” He slipped one of his largest rings off his fingers and handed
it to her. It had a large light blue stone, like a bird’s egg.
At her questioning look, he said, “It has a shred of storm trapped
inside.” A shred of storm? She squinted, holding the stone up to her eye.
Faintly, she could see something spinning within its depths. She gasped and
stared at him.
He cracked a smile. “You didn’t think I wore all of these just for
decorative purposes, did you?” She studied all the stones he wore, on his
fingers, around his neck, on the buttons of his cape. “They are all imbued
with storms. They amplify my powers significantly. Precious stones can
trap power.” He nodded at the ring in her hand. “Trap part of the storm in it,
and the stone should lead you to its source.” To the portal.
“How?”
“Break the stone with power. The storm will be released and called to
its origin. Follow it.”
Her grip on the bird’s cage tightened. “Thank you,” she told Azul.
Isla went to turn on her heel, but he called her name, and she just barely
caught something he had thrown her.
Another ring. Her diamond ring. The one she had given to Azul before
the battle for safekeeping. She looked inside. Something flurried.
“I added something to it. A shred of power for you to shape how you
wish.” It seemed to hum against her hand, just like the other stone. She
swallowed. She didn’t deserve this. If he had seen what she had done with
power—
“Everyone can be redeemed. You are not a monster, Isla.”
She wished she believed him.
“You are not,” he repeated. “I know one when I see one. I knew
something was wrong with Aurora from the very beginning.”
Aurora.
Some empty corner of her mind ached. She had been her best friend.
She had been a stranger.
As she portaled away, she remembered the one thing she had left of her
friend turned enemy. The only thing she had kept.
She had meant to go to Grim, to show him the stormstone, to hang the
bird’s cage in the castle, but instead, she went to the Wildling newland. She
went to the room she had been locked in, almost like the stormfinch.
A charred mark marred the center of her former room. The door had
been ripped off its hinges. She had done that, in a fit of anger, proof that her
bracelets were necessary. Now, even as she called for her power, it didn’t
even whisper back.
Her wall of swords reflected her face in garish angles as she searched
for the one object she had kept from the Starling newland.
Aurora’s feather.
She found it in a drawer. Upon closer inspection, it was just a simple
white feather. Its weight didn’t signal any importance. A single flame would
kill it, a single gust of wind would spirit it into the forest. She had found
feathers just like it during her training.
So why had Aurora kept it in an orb?
Why had she kept it a secret?
Isla strummed a finger down its spine, and the barbs shivered in waves,
like a pond disturbed by a stone, a breeze humming through treetops.
Strange.
She thought of Azul’s words, how stones could be imbued with power.
Could feathers?
Her finger continued its path until its point, and she flinched, nearly
dropping the feather in surprise. Its tip was as sharp as her dagger’s. A drop
of blood dripped down her finger like a tear. The feather’s white point now
gleamed red.
If it was this sharp . . . perhaps it was meant for writing, she thought,
before finding a pot of ink and a ream of parchment in another drawer.
She wrote a single word. Isla.
Nothing happened.
What did she expect would happen? She nearly snapped the feather in
annoyance. She should burn it. She should throw it into the forest. It was
useless, just like her former friendship.
Aurora had betrayed her, but she was dead.
If the prophet-follower was to be believed, she had another traitor to
deal with.
TRAITOR
A Wildling had destroyed the nightbane. One of her own was working
against her. It still didn’t make sense. Why would a Wildling kill one of
their greatest assets? According to Wren, her people were thriving on
Nightshade.
It was time for her to see it for herself.
Lynx snarled as Wraith landed behind them, so closely, she was nearly
knocked off his back. Grim had insisted on accompanying her here, though
he didn’t know about the traitor. When it came to anyone harming her, he
seemed to operate by a kill first, ask questions later philosophy. No, she
would find the Wildling traitor herself. She ran her hand down Lynx’s neck
as she dismounted, and he took off, immediately followed by an eager
Wraith, as if they were in some sort of race.
A castle sat on the edge of a cove, surrounded by farmland. Its bricks
were shining black, almost silver, and its towers were spiked, as if covered
in crowns. A ring of water around it glimmered beneath the sun. Its door
was a bridge, laying across the moat, perfectly aligned with a pathway of
cobblestone and patches of grass. A small village sat nearby, abandoned for
decades.
That was where Grim had taken the Wildlings. “They chose this place,”
he said, from just behind her.
A castle with a town next to it. Something about it tugged at her bones.
“It was your father’s. It’s yours.”
Her father.
He had been Grim’s general, a powerful Nightshade, from a prominent
family. That was all she really knew about him, besides his flair.
A question snagged in her mind. She couldn’t believe she had never
asked it before. Perhaps she had been too afraid of knowing the answer.
“Do I—do I have any surviving family?” The castle had been abandoned,
but it was possible they lived somewhere else.
Grim nodded, and she nearly drowned in hope.
Her eyes burned. “I do?”
Her entire life, she had been taught her family was dead. The idea of
that not being true, of her having someone out there . . .
He could sense her excitement, she knew that, but still, he had a strange
expression on his face. A tentative one. “A cousin.”
A cousin.
Family.
She wanted to meet them. How could Grim have hidden them from her?
She scoured her memories but came up short. She had never met a relative,
not even in the past.
“Who is it?” she demanded.
He looked suddenly nervous. “Roles in my court go blood deep. Certain
lines have served the same positions for centuries. Millenia, even.”
Isla’s smile dropped. She knew what he was saying. Who her
mysterious cousin was.
Grim’s current general, Astria. The woman that looked at her as if she
was a snake curled around Grim’s neck, slowly tightening.
Astria must have known they were related. She must have known and
still didn’t trust her at all.
“Oh,” Isla said.
Grim portaled her to the castle’s entrance and was gone.
The inside of the palace was surprisingly welcoming, coated in a layer
of black marble. Her people looked happy to see her. She might have
suggested they convene all together, but no. If she was going to find the
Wildling traitor working against her, she was going to have to speak to each
one of them separately.
One woman approached her immediately. Her name was Calla. She had
short hair and freckles across the bridge of her nose. Her eyes were wide as
she told Isla about what had happened a few days prior, during the storm.
“I was out in the field, when the ground began to shift. I could feel
it . . . pulsing, almost. Then snakes crawled from the dirt. Dozens of them.
As if called by the winds. I’ve never seen anything like it.”
Follow the snakes. That was what Eta had said.
Perhaps it had been Calla. Maybe she was trying to blame the storm for
the nightbane loss. How else would she know about the serpents?
Isla’s suspicions withered after a few hours, when she spoke to the rest
of the Wildlings. A few had been with Calla the entire time. Several had
seen the snakes. They were described as being half green, half black.
According to them, all Wildlings had been around the keep during the
storm. The nightbane fields were across Nightshade. Without portaling,
getting there would take several hours.
Unless they were all lying—unless they were all working against her—
she couldn’t put the blame on anyone yet.
For hours, she sought each of her people out. The result was twofold—
getting to hear their grievances and experiences thus far on Nightshade
while also considering if they might have destroyed the nightbane.
Most seemed happy here. It should have pleased her, but, as time went
on, it unnerved her. The prophet-follower had been clear. There was an
enemy among her people.
Was her judgment so faulty, that she couldn’t spot them? Were they
truly that good at hiding from her?
She had been betrayed, time and again, by people she had trusted.
Perhaps she was the problem. Perhaps she should trust no one.
Everyone was a suspect. Everyone could be lying to her.
Again, she briefly considered going to the blacksmith and having him
take off her bracelets. She could use Oro’s flair to see who was telling the
truth . . .
No. It wasn’t worth the risk or useful, unless she planned to ask each of
her people point-blank if they were the ones that destroyed the nightbane.
Perhaps it would come to that, but not yet. She didn’t want her people to
panic.
By the end of the day, she wasn’t any closer to identifying the traitor. It
was dusk when she found Wren in the castle stables. She was tending to a
tree with strange branches that curved and moved wildly.
No, not branches. When Isla got closer, she realized they were snakes.
Snakes. Isla stilled, remembering Eta’s words.
Wren simply smiled. She brushed the tree, and a serpent slid right down
her knuckles, wrapping itself around her arm. It was light green, with
shining black eyes. Its scales were hard and reflective, like armor. She
recognized the faint patterns on its scales. It was poisonous.
Wren smoothed a finger down the snake on her arm. “I brought them
here from the newland. Their venom cures sickness, when mixed with the
right flowers.” She glanced at Isla and smiled. “Don’t be afraid. I trained
them myself. They don’t bite Wildlings.”
Was Wren the traitor Eta warned about?
Isla shook the thought away. Besides these snakes not looking like the
ones that had been spotted, Wren had never given her a reason not to trust
her. If there was anyone close to her that she didn’t trust, it was her
guardians. They had lied to her time and time again.
They had been her first suspects, until she learned Terra and Poppy had
taken charge of maintaining the fields of nightbane. They had been healing
Wildlings with it, and even Nightshades who came to them for help.
Why would they then kill the creation they had painstakingly worked on
for months? It didn’t make sense. Unless there was something she was
missing. A bigger purpose.
Isla lived in Grim’s castle. She needed to stay focused on finding the
portal and changing her fate. Any chance at finding the traitor hinged on
trusting someone who lived here, alongside her people. Someone who could
keep an eye on things, in case there was another event like the nightbane.
The snakes seemed to watch her, wrapped around their branches, as she
took a step forward. “I believe a Wildling destroyed the nightbane. Not the
storm.”
Wren frowned. “Why would any of us do that?” Her shock seemed
genuine.
“I’m not sure yet. But if anything else happens . . . if you see anything
suspicious . . . tell me,” Isla said.
Wren nodded.
Isla slowly extended her arm toward the tree. A single snake slithered
from the pack, down a branch toward her. She tensed, waiting for it to sink
its fangs into her skin, but all it did was trail down her wrist. It coiled itself
around and around like a bracelet.
“Take her for a while,” Wren said.
She did.
By the time she returned to the castle, Wraith was in his stable. Her
starstick was in her room, so Lynx followed her through the halls, eyes
narrowed at the snake slithering up and down her arm. She thought about
the traitor. She wondered if they were operating right in front of her nose.
That was when she felt it—Grim’s power, radiating off him. It made the
air feel thicker, heavier. She told Lynx to wait for her and followed the
power toward the throne room. The door was open just a sliver. Hushed
voices sounded just beyond it.
She stood there, listening. At first, she heard just words. Risk. Attack.
Future.
Was Grim having a meeting without her? She thought about Azul’s
warning, that nothing and no one, including her, would stop him from
invading Lightlark.
Was he already doing it against her back, despite his promises not to?
She neared the opening, bowed her head, and listened.
A scraping voice. She vaguely recognized it as belonging to a bald
officer who had sneered at her more than once.
“We are your council. If we cannot speak plainly, who can?”
There were some murmurs of approval. A few voices she couldn’t make
out.
Then, the officer’s again: “There is a snake in our midst, ruler, and you
are blind to it.”
Grim’s voice was as cold as the stone she was leaning against. With
predatorial calm, he said, “A snake? Speak plainly, then. Tell me exactly
what you mean.”
There was a frustrated sound. “The temptress in your bed is a serpent
waiting for the right moment to strike. She is a traitor. Can’t you see—”
He was cut off by a gurgling choking sound, followed by the thud she
knew as a person dropping to the floor.
Quiet.
Then, “Does anyone else have any doubts about my wife?”
Not one word.
She took a step back. Another. A small council had intervened to warn
Grim about her. A snake, they called her. A traitor.
Isla couldn’t even be mad.
Because, depending on how the prophecy was fulfilled, it could very
much be true.
Grim didn’t believe them. He trusted in her. It made her chest twist
uncomfortably. They were right. She was working behind his back, lying to
him about her true intentions. She had come here, knowing the prophecy,
knowing there was a good chance she would kill him. As suspicion rose,
her questions seemed more pressing than ever. How long did she have to
make the decision? How long did she have to live?
According to the prophet-follower, there was only one way to find out.
THE AUGUR
If the augur wanted blood, she would gladly give it to him.
Lynx glowered at her as she crept past him to the wardrobe in the
middle of the night.
Clad in her dagger-filled pants; boots; a long-sleeved, thick fabric
wrapped around her hands and forearms; a hood over her head; and a scarf
draped over the bottom of her face, she portaled away with her starstick.
It took a few tries to find a larger town, complete with a market, roads
that twisted and converged in no decipherable pattern, and plenty of
shadowy rooftops from which she could watch.
She could likely kill anyone, but she wouldn’t harm innocents. No; if
she was going to kill someone, they would deserve it.
Though the curses were gone and Nightshades could go out after dusk,
it seemed centuries of habit weren’t broken in mere months. Or perhaps
they were worried about being caught in a storm. The streets were quiet.
She leapt across rooftop after rooftop, listening. Studying.
It took a few hours before she discovered its underbelly—a shard of city
that had thinner alleys, establishments with basement levels carved into the
ground, and bars that didn’t ever seem to close. This would be the spot. She
watched, fascinated, for a few nights, discovering people’s routines. A
large, bowlegged man went to the same brothel every other night, like
clockwork. Just beforehand, he would visit the bar next door for courage.
Every morning, just before dawn, he emptied the contents of this stomach
in the streets before wobbling home.
Another man—slender and tall with spikes on the back of his boots—
lingered by the door of the brothel for hours without ever stepping foot
inside. At first, Isla figured he was shy, but when a woman stormed out to
demand he leave, she learned he had been banned.
The man didn’t leave after that night. He just got better at lurking in the
shadows. Isla had her sights on him, but—though making the women of the
brothel uncomfortable was certainly deplorable—he hadn’t yet done
anything worth his life. He would, though. She was sure of it. She just
needed to wait.
It happened two days later. Isla was sprawled across a rooftop that had a
view all the way to the harbor, when a scream split through the night.
The sound made her think of the hundreds of innocents—of the ruin
she’d inflicted. How they must have screamed, hoping someone would save
them. How she had been responsible . . .
She was on her feet in moments, leaping across rooftops, bolting toward
the sound. It was coming from an alley that ended in a point: three buildings
that had sagged together over time, fighting each other for foundation.
There was the slender man—choking a woman who looked no older
than she was.
She landed behind him in a crouch. She took her thinnest knife from its
place against her thigh and slid it right into his back.
The man cursed and dropped the woman immediately. She fell to the
floor, gasping, clutching her throat with shaking fingers. The man made to
turn around—presumably to hit her—but his efforts simply pushed him
more firmly onto her blade.
Isla had never stabbed someone through the ribs . . . through their back.
There wasn’t anything honorable in it. But, then again, a man choking a
woman in an alleyway didn’t deserve an honorable death.
He whirled and grabbed her other wrist, perhaps meaning to break it,
but the snake she wore there as a bracelet over her metal ones struck out,
piercing his vein with its jaws. Without power, she needed to take
precautions.
Isla sighed. “Now that’s going to be painful,” she told him. “Right into
the bloodstream.” She shook her head ruefully. “Stabbing your heart would
be merciful.”
She drew her blade sharply from his back and kicked him to the ground,
far from the woman he had nearly killed. He vomited as he flipped over.
His face was turning a peculiar shade of blue. He began spasming. The
poison was already working.
She hardly recognized her own voice. “I’ve grown tired of being
merciful.”
The woman flinched when Isla reached out to her.
“It’s okay,” Isla said, her voice gentler now. “I’ve been where you are.”
She met the woman’s eyes, thinking back to all the times she had faced near
certain death.
“Thank you.” The woman accepted her hand, allowing Isla to help her
to her feet and escort her back to the town’s main street, leaving the man to
choke on his own bile.
By the time she returned, he was dead. The alley was quiet. There was
no one to witness how she carved his heart right out of his chest. It was
bloody work, cutting through the ribcage; his organs were still warm.
The augur wanted a fresh heart? He was going to get it.
Just like Eta had said, the augur lived deep in the forest behind a thin
waterfall, guarding the mouth of a cave like a door. It didn’t take long to
find it, on Lynx’s back. Without so much as a word, she threw the sack with
the heart in it through the curtain of water and waited.
Minutes later, her own sack was thrown back through—empty—nearly
hitting her face. If the action wasn’t already clear, the voice from behind the
curtain certainly was. It said—
“More.”
Greedy creature.
Isla returned three times—with three different wicked hearts—and was
told the same thing.
More.
How much blood could one being need? What was it even being used
for?
There hadn’t been another storm in days, but she could feel the energy
in the air, as if the sky was holding its breath. It had slowly shifted into an
ominous, darker blue. Grim was busy preparing the tunnels and developing
a system of bells that would warn each town of an incoming tempest as
soon as the stormfinch began singing.
Now that they knew there was a portal, he had searched for it himself,
on Wraith’s back, unsuccessfully. She knew, because he gave her updates in
his scrawled writing on letters he left outside her door, along with flowers,
every morning.
She had let them pile up. She didn’t roam the halls anymore, in fear of
running into him.
He had defended her. He had believed in her. She told herself she
avoided him because he was a distraction from her work to get answers
from the augur, but the truth was, she couldn’t face him.
At night, she portaled to the different villages, much to Lynx’s irritation.
She heard things, from the rooftops. Whispers. Loud jeers. It wasn’t long
before she heard about herself.
The snake queen, they called her. The Wildling snake. Just like the
council that had tried to warn Grim.
A traitor in our midst. A lover of the king of Lightlark, come here to
spy. To destroy. The words filled her with rage—and also with hurt, because
what if they were right?
She didn’t want to be a traitor. She didn’t want to pretend. She didn’t
want to be all the things they thought she was.
The next time she showed up at the augur’s door, she speared her sword
into the soft dirt just in front of the waterfall. He wanted more?
Eight dripping hearts were skewered on her blade. It had taken days of
searching for her victims, and only one night to end them all.
Her voice was a low growl. “If you want these, you’ll have to come out
and get them.”
Silence. There were only her ragged breath and heartbeat and the
waterfall beating against the pool to mark seconds in the night.
Then the curtain of water parted, and the augur stepped through.
Isla stilled. The augur had smooth skin, as pale as the curve of the
moon, covered in dark markings as thin and delicate as the weaves of a
spiderweb. They glimmered mysteriously, like the ink had been melted
straight from a starless night. His eyes were dark crimson voids. He didn’t
have a nose—just a hole where it should be, a skull clear of its cartilage. He
was tall and wore the same robes as the prophet-followers, without the
hood.
“What do you do with the blood?” It wasn’t her most important
question, but the words spilled out of her as she watched him pluck her
sword from the ground. He eyed the hearts appraisingly. Hungrily.
“I’ll show you.” He motioned with his chin toward the waterfall.
She had worked days to get to this point, but now she looked at the
entrance to the cave and wondered if she was making a grave mistake—if
Eta had tricked her. She had no powers; only daggers and her snake. She
had never encountered a being with bloodred eyes before.
As if sensing her hesitance, the augur said, “You’re scared. Good. You
should be afraid, Isla Snake-queen. You should be terrified of everything
that makes up this wretched land.”
He stepped over the pool separating her from the cave and passed
through the waterfall.
She followed him.
Water hit her for a moment, soaking the crown of her head, and then—
darkness. The cave was carved from smooth black rock. She walked blindly
forward, following the white flash of the augur’s robes and the high-pitched
scrape of her heart-laced sword he dragged behind him.
Soon, there was a light, the faint twinkling of sparkling rocks embedded
in the ceiling like a cluster of stars. Beneath it sat a shimmering pool.
A pool of blood.
Isla stopped short. Her hand crept toward her throat. One pull of her
necklace and Grim would be there; she knew that. But then he would know
she had sought the augur. He might start to listen to those rumors about his
traitorous bride.
The augur looked amused. “I do not fear the ruler,” he said, as if
knowing the significance of the necklace. “He should fear me, as I know the
properties of blood. Blood tells such secrets, doesn’t it?”
His gaze never leaving hers, he slowly removed the first heart from her
blade, held it in his hand above the pool—and squeezed.
There was a ring on his thumb adorned with a blade curved like a talon
on its underside, and he used it to cut through the tissue. He pressed harder.
Harder.
She watched him drain the heart of every drop of blood, the red liquid
sputtering from between his fingers until he threw the spent organ behind
him, to a corner of the cave. Creatures chittered there, fighting over the
pieces. She swallowed the bile building in her throat.
The augur looked over at her as he did the same thing to the second
heart. Then the third. He looked amused.
“Your people have done far worse to hearts,” he said, his fist tightening
for the fourth time.
“They did it because of a curse,” she responded, forcing herself to
watch. “They did not relish it.” She wouldn’t shy from her actions anymore.
If this was the price required for the information she needed, so be it. “You
still haven’t answered my question.”
“Right. What I do with the blood.” He threw the last of the hearts to the
corner, where a mound of insects with a tangle of legs had gathered.
He handed back her bloody sword. She took its hilt with tentative
fingers. Then he made his way toward what looked like stone steps leading
into the pool. At the top of the first one, he turned toward her. Extended his
hand.
The augur raised a brow when she didn’t immediately take it. “You
want answers . . . yes?”
Yes.
But she needed to know he could give her the answer she needed. “Can
you tell me how long I have to live?”
He nodded.
She swallowed down her disgust and bent to release the snake onto the
rock. It slithered and curled, head raised, as if pleading with Isla to
reconsider. Still, she stepped forward. Took the augur’s hand. It was
spindly; his bones protruded through his skin. His grasp was cold as the
cave itself. Together, they walked down the steps.
Blood. She had seen it before, had felt it on her skin, but not like this. It
was thicker than water, noticeably so, and rippled only slightly as she
moved through it. First, it was at her knees, then her hips, and then her ribs,
and she fought the urge to retch. The scent of metal prickled her nose; there
was something else in the air.
“You feel it, don’t you?” The augur said, watching her far too closely.
“Power . . . it’s in the blood, you see.”
Blood is power. The past whispered the words, and the memory of her
and Oro sank its teeth into her before she could shake it away.
She ripped her hand from the augur’s in the middle of the pool. “How
does this help me get answers?”
Quick as a serpent, he struck. Metal glinted in front of her, then
disappeared. Her cheek burned in pain. He had cut it with the talon on his
thumb. She gasped, nearly tripping back in the pool. Her hand rose to her
face, her fingers slick against a small trail of blood.
The augur brought the talon to his lips and slowly licked the blood off
it. His eyes seemed to grow even redder as he said, “Interesting.” He began
to laugh. “You are the greatest thing that has ever stepped foot into my
cave, Isla Thorn-tide.”
Then she was dragged down through the blood.
An invisible grip clutched her ankle, forcing her to the bottom of the pool.
She kicked, but her foot didn’t hit anything solid. Her mouth opened with a
silent scream, filling with blood.
I shouldn’t have come. She reached toward her necklace—but before
she could touch the stone, spectral ties seized both of her wrists too.
She was drowning not just in blood but also in power. It was
everywhere, flaying her skin, calling to something deep inside her chest, an
incessant knock on a locked door.
Flashes of something, obscuring her vision, intruding on her mind.
Memories. But they weren’t hers. Voices filled her head, so many voices.
There were laughs and sighs, but then there was screaming. Everyone was
screaming, all she felt was pain, and anguish and—
One moment she was fighting for her life at the bottom of the pool of
blood. The next, she was gasping for air, her fingers clawing at her throat.
The snake crawled across her chest, as if trying to wake her. She opened her
eyes to find herself on the smooth stone beside the pool. Blood muddled her
vision. It filled her ears, cloaked her lips. She turned to the side and retched
once. Twice.
When she looked up, blinking away the blood, she saw the augur pacing
just a few feet away.
A moment later, she was on her feet. Her blade pressed against the
tattooed skin of his neck. “You tried to kill me.”
He looked amused. “I would love to kill you. But, sadly, I cannot.”
“Why?”
“I know what was written, and I am but a servant of the book. Your fate
is on one of the very last pages. I’m curious to see where your future goes
from there.” He smiled, revealing teeth that had been shaved into spikes.
They were still tipped in her blood. “You felt it, didn’t you? The power of
your blood, calling to the rest? The strength of it all?”
He spoke of it with such relish, it nearly made her sick. His robe,
previously white, was now stained crimson.
“Your blood spoke to me in many tongues. You wear your fate like a
crown of blades. Doesn’t it hurt?”
Her snake hissed, slithering farther up her forearm. Isla frowned. Part of
her screamed to slit the auger’s throat, to be done with it. All he was doing
was speaking riddles and nonsense. “What?”
“Your blood . . . all that power, stirring beneath your skin. Doesn’t it
burn?”
It had. But not anymore. “My bracelets keep it contained.”
At that, he laughed. It pealed through the cave. He shook his head, skin
slicing slightly against her dagger. He didn’t seem to care. “You can defang
a snake, but the poison remains.”
Perhaps he was right. Perhaps she was lying to herself if she thought the
bracelets changed who she was. What she had done. Or her fate.
Enough. She had come for answers and, so far, had gotten nothing.
“How long do I have?” she demanded, digging the blade, made sticky with
blood, into the top layer of his pale flesh. More blood joined it.
He sighed. “Yes, your lifespan. You died. Life was given to you,
leeched from another.”
She nodded. She knew that. “And?”
The augur frowned. “In your current state . . . you won’t last past the
storm season.”
She stumbled back. Her hand trembled as she sheathed her dagger. Grim
said it would likely last the entire winter. They were already weeks into it.
“You’re certain?”
He nodded.
Thousands dead. All because of her.
No. “I need more time. How do I get it?”
A slow smile formed across the augur’s face. It stretched his pale skin
too taut. His pointed teeth glimmered. “You asked several times what I do
with all the blood. It helps me with readings. Amplifies my power . . . but
also gives me time.” He motioned toward himself. “You can see the price
paid. Every method to extend life has one.”
She glanced at the pool of blood. Shuddered. “What are the other
methods?”
He pointed toward the markings on his head and neck. “Skyres. The
ancient markings.” She hadn’t ever heard of skyres, though she had seen
something like the augur’s markings once before on someone. But that
person was dead.
“Teach me.”
He shook his head. “I cannot. I do not know myself. The prophet made
these skyres, you see . . . he did so in secret. He never allowed anyone to
witness the art.”
She studied them carefully. They looked complicated.
The augur sighed. “Find the portal, Isla Stormheart. It has power. Take
it. Use it to live. Its fate is tied to yours. Find the portal . . . find your fate.”
“Do you know where it is?” She didn’t want to wait for another storm to
find it.
He shook his marking-covered head. “No. The prophet knew its
location. He wrote it in pages bound by his blood . . . but they’ve been lost.”
She remembered the torn-out parchment from the book. “Centuries before
the curses, a follower of the prophet’s word stole them and set off toward
Lightlark.”
Lightlark? The mention of the island made her pause with both curiosity
and longing. It was an effort to shift back to the reason she was here.
“Do you know how to close the portal when I find it?”
He shook his head again. “Only the pages know.” That wasn’t useful, if
they were as good as lost.
She needed to wait for the next storm, trap it in the ring, and follow it to
the portal. If the augur was to be believed, its power could give her life,
time. She would take it, then find a way to close it.
The augur licked his thin lips with relish. His tongue dragged along his
pointed teeth. “Such blood . . . Use it wisely, Isla Cursecure. Your parents
gave you such gifts.” Her parents. He eyed her bracelets. “Such
blood . . . such blood, wasted.”
“How can I make sure it isn’t wasted?” she asked. Her life . . . she
wanted it to be worth something. She wanted to have done more good than
bad.
“Use it.” The augur smiled. His sharpened teeth glimmered in the
limited light. “Learn the truth of who you are . . . and your path will become
clear.”
He motioned toward the wall. There, carved into the rock, she saw a
drawing. It was a woman with snakes wrapped around and around her arms,
her neck, her chest. She looked—
She looked like her.
“What is that?” Isla breathed, reaching out to trace the lines in the stone
that looked ancient. Weathered.
“The future,” he said, reverently.
“Is it—is it supposed to be me?” The woman looked fearsome. Wicked.
The augur looked at her curiously, crimson eyes swirling. “Do you want
it to be?”
She backed out of the cave, throat tightening.
“Not to worry. You will be back, Isla Heartblade,” he said, his voice
echoing through the cave as she tore out of it. “It has been written.”
SNAKE
She and all of Nightshade wouldn’t survive the storm season, unless she
could find the portal. Unless she could extend her life long enough to
change her fate.
Part of her felt rage. Her life had barely been her own. Since she was a
child, she had trained for the Centennial. Then, she found herself the ruler
of two realms. Now, she was practically a walking corpse, her life tied to
another, on borrowed time.
Freedom was what she had craved since she was a little girl, but fate
was the ultimate restraint. It was the glass in her room, caging her; it was
the bracelets, keeping the worst of her at bay.
The stormfinch sat watching her from inside its cage. She watched it
back, willing it to sing. Willing a storm to break, so she could find the
portal. Its beak remained closed.
It always stood in the same place. No matter how many days she left the
door open, the bird never tried to fly out.
“You’re smarter than I am,” she said. For years, all she had wanted was
to leave her room in the Wildling realm. She dreamed of adventure, of
freedom.
Look where that had gotten her.
She was lonelier than ever, out of necessity. It wasn’t like Grim hadn’t
tried to seek her out. Along with her favorite flowers, her favorite foods had
been brought by attendants. He knew them all, and she didn’t think too hard
about that fact.
The plates were all empty now, and she craved a bit of comfort.
Something warm and sweet that would make her forget, for just a few
moments, that there were only a couple of months left of winter.
It was long past midnight. She left her room, stepping carefully over the
built-up pile of flowers, intending to find the kitchens. The halls were
empty.
She walked through them, taking the long way to avoid the room Grim
had been staying in, since he had given her his quarters. Part of her wanted
to go there, to seek comfort in him, but no . . . her heart was too confused
already. What she longed for was a friend.
What she longed for was a home.
There was an emptiness in her that had always existed. A place where
perhaps a mother or father or friend would have gone. Celeste had filled it
for a time, but she hadn’t been real.
So much hadn’t been real.
She remembered the carving on the augur’s wall. Her, looking the part
of the vengeful snake-queen the people here believed her to be. She could
almost see the serpents now, slithering around her arms. Hissing. She could
almost feel them, cold scales slipping against her skin, even though she had
returned the serpent she often wore to Wren an hour ago. It felt almost
familiar. Almost right.
She turned the corner and hit something solid. Before she knew it, she
was pressed against a cold wall. Her hand reached toward her blade on
instinct but was pinned by her side before her fingers could curl around the
hilt.
Grim rippled into visibility before her. His grip on her wrist was loose.
She could easily escape it, but she didn’t. She remained very still, even as
his thumb gently brushed across her pulse. It was getting faster. He could
feel it. He tilted his head, looking down at her with a preternatural focus.
She was grateful she had scrubbed the blood from her skin, from her
hair, from her clothes; but under his unrelenting gaze, she wondered if he
knew where she had been. If he knew that while it seemed she worked for
his realm’s benefit, she was also making plans without him.
She lifted her chin. “Following me?”
A slow smile spread across his face. “Always.”
He leaned down, and she didn’t move a muscle, even as his lips inched
closer. Closer. She swore her traitorous pulse must be hammering beneath
his thumb, because his mouth curled in wicked amusement. Part of her
wanted him to bridge the gap between them. Part of her wanted any comfort
he could offer her, especially now, especially with everything falling apart.
Instead, his lips swept past hers, dragging across her cheek all the way to
her ear to say, his voice like a finger down her spine, “You’ve been
avoiding me.”
She swallowed. He traced the movement of her throat with his gaze.
“I’ve been trying to get information. About . . . about the portal.” It wasn’t
completely a lie. She kept her emotions steady.
His lips were still inches from her ear. He leaned in, as if he could smell
her feelings, as if he could taste them. Lower. His mouth pressed ever so
gently against her pulse. She didn’t think she was breathing.
Then, he abruptly pulled back. Stared down at her, with eyes filled with
something like fury. Something like worry.
“What happened?”
Of course he could sense her sadness.
She said nothing. She wondered what he would read into that—if it
would make him suspicious of her comings and goings—but, if anything,
he only looked more concerned.
He couldn’t have known she had been looking for the kitchens, but that
was where he brought her, before she could blink.
Without saying a word, he began preparing something, moving around
the room in a familiar, practiced way.
The words stumbled out of her. “You cook?”
He pretended to look offended by her surprise. “Is that really so hard to
believe?”
“Yes,” she said, leaning against a counter. The dark stone was cold
against her spine.
His gaze slipped down her body for just a moment, and she became
aware that she had left her room in one of the nighttime outfits from her
wardrobe, two small pieces of silk that left swaths of skin uncovered. His
eyes darkened.
Then, he turned back to what he was doing. She watched as his hands
worked quickly. Diligently. He was chopping something up and putting it in
a pot. She couldn’t see exactly what it was. What she could see were his
broad shoulders. His muscled back.
He faced her again, and she quickly shifted her gaze. “I learned during
training. I often found myself alone. If I wanted to eat . . . I needed to
cook.”
She knew little about his upbringing, other than a few mentions of it in
the past. She knew he had undergone extreme training to be a warrior. It
was difficult to imagine him without the comforts of his castle.
Now, though, as she watched him stir something in a pot, she could
picture it. Grim, hair curled around his ears the way it was now, messy from
a clear lack of sleep. His wide shoulders draped not in a ruler’s cape but in a
black fabric that didn’t look soft at all, not soft enough to sleep in. She
wondered if he had any comfortable clothes. All she remembered was him
in his training clothes, or armor, or formal attire, or out of it.
The thought made her cheeks burn. She heard a scrape of movement—
Grim, finding a mug. Pouring something into it.
That was when she smelled it.
She met his eyes. She must have looked far too excited, because he
smiled again, like he treasured her excitement, like he would do anything to
make her make that exact expression again.
He carried it over to her; and in her happiness, in her anticipation, she
slipped her fingers over his around the mug. Together, they held it.
Together, they brought it to her lips.
She groaned, tasting the chocolate. It was velvety, rich. Hot compared to
the cold of the stone still against her back. Her eyes fell closed, savoring it.
When she opened them again, she found him studying her. He looked
transfixed. Before she could make another move, he gently took the mug
from her hands, set it on the counter beside her hip, and brought a thumb to
her lips, which she imagined were covered in chocolate. He brushed against
them, and she shivered.
She didn’t know what came over her—perhaps the reminder that her life
was fleeting—but when he moved to drop his hand, her own came down
over it.
Grim went still. His eyes bore into hers, waiting. Waiting for her to tear
away from him the way she had so many times before. She didn’t; and
slowly, so slowly, his calloused fingers curled around her jaw. Threaded
through her hair. Her fingers molded over his.
They just stared at each other, until his gaze dropped to her lips. The
corner of his mouth lifted. “Missed some chocolate.” His voice sounded
strained.
Her own was breathless. “Then get it.”
He made to move his thumb again, but she kept her hand firmly over
his. He frowned. Then, his eyes seemed to go wholly black as he
understood her meaning.
With a gentleness that had her heart racing, he slowly, so slowly, dipped
his head.
He was the ruler of darkness. He was a brutal warrior who had killed a
member of his court in cold blood simply for speaking ill of her. Now, he
was almost trembling as his lips hovered inches from hers.
Slowly, reverently, his tongue traced her mouth, licking away the
chocolate, and she was burning, she was aching. She wasn’t sure she was
breathing when he took her entire bottom lip into his mouth—and slowly
dragged it through his teeth, tasting her completely.
That was it. In this moment, she didn’t care what had happened or about
the prophecy; she wanted him. She wanted him so badly, her skin felt raw,
needy, ready. Her lips were swollen as he stared down at her, his chest
heaving just as much as hers.
She wanted him to lift her onto the counter behind them by the backs of
her thighs. Wanted him to settle between her legs, drag his tongue over the
rest of her heated skin, taste her everywhere.
He could feel that want. Feel that aching need. She could feel his own,
against her stomach. It nearly made her ask for everything she wanted.
Instead, she said, “Thank you for the chocolate.”
And went back to bed alone.
Tynan wouldn’t have been the only one in the Nightshade court who wanted
her gone. She needed to send a message.
Grim’s people didn’t need another reason to hate her. But she would
gladly give it to them.
Air was stolen in sharp gasps throughout the room as Isla strutted
through it. They had all gathered before Grim, who watched her from his
throne. His posture might have been casual, but there was nothing mild
about the lingering fury in his expression.
Snake queen? She would be the villain they already believed her to be.
Her black dress had thin straps and a plunging neckline. The fabric
clung to her skin like a sheet of water, its loosely curled ribbons streaming
gently onto the floor. Thin, poisonous snakes curled around her waist,
sliding up and across her chest, keeping her decent, slithering. Two more
wrapped around each of her arms. They hissed at the closest nobles as she
passed them by, making one stumble onto the floor. The thinnest snake of
all curled around her neck like another necklace.
Their looks of horror weren’t about the snakes, however—though each
was poisonous. No; they stared at what she gripped loosely in her hand,
emitting a line of dripping blood next to her.
Tynan’s head, held by the hair.
She reached Grim’s throne and threw it at his feet.
“Eat,” she said, and the snakes slithered down her body and raced to the
floor, sending the closest people screaming. Their poison worked instantly,
melting flesh from bone. The creatures devoured his eyes and tongue in
front of the crowd. They swallowed the remaining flesh, and his eyes, all in
front of the crowd. Wren had trained them well.
Someone loudly vomited. Another fainted.
Grim forced them to watch. Isla stayed until Tynan’s head was no more
than a skull.
“Well,” she said, her voice echoing in the silence. “If anyone else wants
me dead, you know where to find me.” Then, she turned on her heel and left
the throne room, her snakes not far behind.
Another day passed without a storm. She was restless, impatient, knowing it
was what she needed to find the portal. With her starstick, she brought Lynx
to the Wildling newland, if only to feel a whisper of home. They tore
through the familiar woods, his legs stretching happily as he leapt into trees.
He had missed it, she realized. Both of them had.
Part of her wished she could feel the forest, its heartbeat, but the
bracelets made everything quiet. Dead.
By the time they approached her old room, it was dark out. She left
Lynx outside and portaled her way in, with the goal of retrieving some of
her old knives. The ones Grim had provided were nicer than any she had
ever had, but she missed their familiar feel in her fingers. Their simplicity.
She walked toward her vanity and began opening drawers. There were a
few simple blades inside that she hadn’t used in years. She grabbed one of
them, a simple dagger, without any markings.
And dropped it.
Its tip nearly went through her foot. She didn’t even look to see where it
had landed.
Her eyes were caught on the piece of parchment before her, and the
white feather atop it. It had been weeks since she had written her name on
the page.
Now, there was a new line below it.
Hello Isla, it read.
The words themselves weren’t what made her stomach drop—it was the
handwriting, which she knew almost as well as her own.
Aurora’s.
FEATHER
She had seen Aurora’s writing hundreds of times before. She still had scraps
of it, from when they used to share books and write notes to each other in
the margins, back when Aurora was disguised as Celeste.
She rushed to her secret hiding spot, and there it was, one of the last
volumes they had ever read together. She flipped through the pages, looking
for the curls of ink and finding them. Her spine turned to ice. It was
undeniable as she compared the letters.
Her hand trembled as she took the feather, half expecting it to twist out
of her grip. She wrote beneath it.
How is this possible?
She dropped the feather and waited. Silence. She could hear her own
heart beating as the seconds ticked by. Just when she was about to begin
wondering if she was losing her mind, the feather stood upright by itself.
She watched it slide across the paper and carefully write a sentence that
made her blood run cold.
All that is buried eventually rises.
The feather dropped dead on her parchment.
Isla nearly tripped as she stumbled backward. This was impossible. She
had killed Aurora. She had plunged her dagger into her heart, had watched
her fall into a chasm.
It had to be a trick. A faulty enchantment.
Only one person would know for certain.
“Have you ever created something that allows one to speak from the dead?”
The blacksmith was busy hammering away at some creation. He had
been working with the same material since the last time she saw him, the
shademade metal. It glimmered beneath the flames of the forge. He
carefully put his tools down.
Instead of answering her question, the blacksmith only outstretched his
hand. He grumbled with impatience. “I’m assuming you’ve brought the
object. Best to just let me see it.” She hesitated, wondering if she could trust
him not to share this discovery with Grim.
But no. The blacksmith only cared about his death, and she was the only
one who could give it to him.
She produced the feather from her pocket and placed it in his awaiting
palm. He held it with remarkable care, eye gleaming as he studied it. “It
writes words from the dead? You’re sure?”
“One dead.”
“On its own?”
She nodded. “I watched it write a sentence as if a specter’s hand held
it.”
The blacksmith hummed. “Interesting.” He squinted and studied its
every inch, seeming to find traits she couldn’t see. “I smell your blood on
it,” he said. “Your power woke it.”
She frowned. “Even with the bracelets on?”
He glanced at her. “Your blood is power, Isla. The bracelets don’t
change that.” She thought about the augur tasting it and shuddered. He
turned his attention back to the feather. “Not my creation, but I recognize its
charms. A shred of a soul has been stored within it.”
A shred of a soul. So, it wasn’t Aurora’s words from the dead . . . but a
small piece of her she had left behind.
He tilted the feather at her. “Look at its tip.”
She squinted. There, she noticed a tiny layer of metal. It glimmered like
a thousand diamonds trapped inside.
Shademade.
“This is very old enchantment. It predates this land itself.”
“What does that mean?”
“It is not of this world.”
Not of this world.
Isla frowned. “You—you don’t mean . . .”
“It’s from the otherworld.”
How did the blacksmith even know about the otherworld? Isla was
under the impression very few people did. “How do you know?”
“Because that’s where I’m from too.”
Isla blinked. She had only ever met one other person who seemed to be
from the otherworld, the ancient being that had taught her to wield her
Nightshade abilities. Remlar. “That—that would mean you’re—”
Thousands of years old.
He just looked at her.
“Tell me about it. What is it like?” The words slipped out of her mouth
before she could stop herself.
He lifted a shoulder. “Even if I wanted to, I can’t. The more time spent
here, the more the otherworld is forgotten. It was by design, you see. To
keep us from wanting to return. I don’t even remember its name.”
How did Aurora get her hands on an object from the otherworld in the
first place? “Are objects from the otherworld common here?”
“No. Most were destroyed over the millennia, or stripped of their
enchantment by me, following orders.” He took the blade from his belt,
then positioned it beneath an orb of light. She watched as the metal
glimmered, as if a thousand stars were trapped within it. “Here. This is how
you can always tell what is shademade. What is otherworldly.”
She took the feather back. She knew she should have put it back in the
drawer. Forgotten about it. Burn it, maybe.
She didn’t.
Isla stared at the writing for days. She kept the scrap of it in her pocket,
alongside the golden rose necklace.
Hello Isla.
Words, from her former best friend. The one she had killed.
Part of her wanted to reply, and longed to speak to her friend the way
she had for years, confiding in her every time she had felt alone.
“Celeste doesn’t exist,” she told herself, as she rode across Nightshade
on Lynx’s back. “You need to remember that.”
Lynx made a sound beneath her, as if he could sense her inner turmoil.
She stroked the top of his head. In flashes, she was seeing his perspective,
the land rippling before him. Then, there were pieces of something else. His
own lost friend.
Her mother.
She saw her in his memories. Laughing, in a forest. Turning around in a
circle, making flowers bloom in a torrent around her. As Lynx tore across
the island beneath her, she watched, and she couldn’t get enough.
Isla saw her own room. It looked slightly different than it did now.
There were no swords against the wall. There was no paint across the glass
of the greenhouse. No, her mother hadn’t had a reason to hide. She had
been born powerful. From what she could see, she was a skilled wielder.
Did she have a flair? She watched, waiting to see something out of the
ordinary, but all she saw was nature.
Then, she caught a glimpse of her father. Dark hair. Pale skin. She
watched him look at Lynx, but from his view, it was almost like he was
looking at her. She felt a tear slide down her cheek.
He showed her something else. A flash of golden hair. Amber eyes.
Her grip on his furs tightened.
Lynx had always liked Oro. She had worked to bury any memory of
him down; but just as Aurora had written, all that is buried eventually rises.
Isla should have moved her hand—should have told Lynx to stop—but
she didn’t. She watched greedily, remembering Oro’s smile, the way it
made tiny crinkles form next to his eyes. The way those eyes would
glimmer when he was happy, like sun sparkling atop water.
She watched their first kiss, when he had pinned her against the tree.
She heard Lynx’s low growl, stopping them as Oro’s hands ran up her sides.
She heard them both laugh. For a single moment she felt that happiness, as
if she was there. As if she had been portaled into the past.
The images stopped as quickly as they had started.
They had reached the stables, and Lynx made a huff of annoyance.
Wraith. He was outside his stable with Grim, who looked to be at the
end of washing his scales.
Face still flushed from the memories, she cleared her throat. Worked to
bury her feelings again. “I’m surprised you don’t give someone else the
pleasure of bathing a full-grown dragon.”
Grim sighed as he put the giant sponge he had been using back in a
bucket. Wraith was covered in soap and bubbles. Isla didn’t think the tubs
of water used for the other animals would be even remotely helpful.
“He only allows me to do it. Temperamental creature,” he muttered.
Wraith only grinned down at Isla and Lynx.
Isla watched her bonded consider the dragon, unimpressed. He didn’t
care for him, not really. She smoothed the space between his ears with her
hand, sending images to him. Wraith as the tiny bundle of scales she had
discovered limping near the cave. Wraith in her arms, his wings tucked
tightly against his body.
Lynx’s muscles relaxed a bit beneath her. Isla slid off his back and
watched Lynx and Wraith regard each other for a few moments longer,
Wraith far more excited. Then, Lynx turned away with a huff, in the
direction of the dried meats the stableman had begun offering him, to try to
curry his favor.
Isla watched as the soap on Wraith began to fizzle. “How do you plan
on washing him off?”
Grim glanced over at her. “Care to see for yourself?”
No. She still had nightmares about slipping off his back in the storm.
Nearly hitting the ground. But Wraith looked so heartbreakingly excited
that she sighed and allowed Grim to portal them both onto his spine. It was
slippery with all the soap, but Grim pinned her in place with his shadows,
called Wraith’s name, and they were off.
The flight was short, and the dragon began to tilt toward the ground as
soon as the fields turned to forest. She knew what to expect by now and
steadied herself for their landing. He curved, then plunged in the direction
of a spring. Wind blew her hair back, roared in her ears, made her eyes
water. Her muscles tightened as she braced herself.
Wraith’s wings flared out before they crashed right through a pond.
Isla gasped, and her lungs would have filled with water, if Grim’s
translucent shadows weren’t still enveloping her. Only when he met her
eyes, when he was sure she wasn’t still in shock, did he let them drop, and
she was encased in water.
Wraith fell slowly, like a rock sinking down to the bottom. He rested
there for just a moment, before kicking off, and surfacing.
Isla desperately sucked in air as they crashed through, water sputtering,
and she turned to Grim, glare already in place.
His dark hair was stuck to his forehead. He didn’t seem to mind that he
was soaked through, his cape a wet shadow across his shoulders.
Isla shoved him off Wraith’s back and had the pleasure of watching him
crash into the water. Wraith turned his head to face Isla, and she could have
sworn he was smiling.
She was smiling too, until a rope of shadows pulled her right in after
him.
She would have sunk to the bottom, weighed down by all her daggers
and sword, if it wasn’t for the arm that curled around her waist. Slowly, like
he had all the time in the world, she felt Grim reach into the slits of her
pants, long fingers expertly pulling out dagger after dagger, throwing star
after throwing star, and tossing them all to the edge of the bank.
“How many blades does one person need?” he asked, incredulous, as his
rough hands gently traced down her legs, fingers curling around her thighs,
looking for more. Isla felt like she might be close to drowning again, for
very different reasons.
“Several, when she’s married to a demon.”
He only grinned. She threw her sword to the bank herself, then shoved
away from Grim, able to swim on her own.
“What is this place?” she asked. There was a thick waterfall falling into
the deep body of water, reminding her, with a chill, of the augur’s home.
Wraith was currently beneath it, clearly happy as the water hit his back,
scrubbing off the soap.
“A pocket of beauty on Nightshade. A rare one.”
It had been a while since she had swum for leisure—and not when she
thought she was dying. She liked it, the feeling of the water through the
roots of her hair, the way it seemed to soothe her aching muscles as she
pushed through it. The water was cold, but she didn’t really mind. By the
time she pulled herself out of it, and onto the bank, she felt like she could
roll over and fall asleep.
The grass was soft beneath her. The sun wasn’t strong, but it gradually
warmed her skin. She was so relaxed she didn’t even try to move when
Grim lay right beside her.
Her eyes were closed as he carefully and slowly slid every one of her
knives back in place, fitting them against the curves of her body, in the
pockets that were specially made for her, by him. She shivered, feeling his
fingers brush up her thighs as he pushed them each in. He left her sword in
her open palm. “In case you need to use it,” he said, dark voice skittering
down her bones. She would have rolled her eyes if they were open.
She had just managed to drift to sleep, when a thousand droplets of
water pelted her every inch.
“Wraith,” Grim growled, and she opened her eyes to find the dragon
staring happily down at them, after having flapped his wet wings.
Wraith didn’t do anything but sink down into the grass. He rolled over,
but Grim glared at him, refusing to rub his stomach.
The dragon turned to her.
“Traitorous creature,” Grim muttered.
Isla had to fight to hide her grin as she stood, and obliged Wraith,
running her fingers down his scales as his talons happily scratched at the
sky.
Wraith made joyful sounds, and she found herself smiling. Laughing.
She hadn’t really realized it, until she turned, only to find Grim staring at
her.
Her smile withered away, replaced by guilt. She didn’t deserve to be
happy. She didn’t deserve to have this time to enjoy when so many lives
were at risk.
“The storm is taking too long. There hasn’t been another storm in days,”
she said. “There has to be another way to find the portal.”
Grim’s expression turned serious. “I’ve tried. I’ve visited any surviving
elders. I’ve gone through all the ancient records; none speak of a portal.
I’ve flown across nearly every mile of Nightshade and haven’t felt even a
whisper of my portaling power.”
She had tried too. The augur had been helpful in other ways, but their
best bet was still Azul’s ring.
Isla sighed. Grim continued to watch her. There was a fold between his
brows. He opened his mouth, then closed it. He looked . . . almost nervous.
“What is it?” she demanded.
“Would you marry me?”
Her look was withering. With the hand that wasn’t still scratching
Wraith’s stomach, she lifted the stone at her neck, and let it thud between
her collarbones. “Didn’t we already do that?”
“My people believe you’re a traitor. Your display with Tynan didn’t
exactly disprove that point.”
Her eyes flashed with anger. Her stomach swirled with panic,
remembering everything she had overheard. “He tried to assassinate me.”
His gaze mirrored hers in intensity. “I know,” he said, standing. His
height was surprising, even now. “And he deserved to be eaten by those
snakes while he was still drawing breath. But discontent and suspicion
continue to spread to the people. It grows and grows, like a weed. An
uprising would only hurt us all.” He sighed.
Grim, she had to admit, was right. “Fine. What do you propose?”
“A wedding.”
She remembered their first. It had been small—only Astria there as a
witness. Isla had worn an embroidered dress that told their story—nature
meeting shadow. Life melting into darkness. She’d had flowers in her hair.
“How in the world would that help? Your court hates me.”
“They doubt your commitment to me. To us. Some are convinced
you’re a spy from Lightlark.” She watched him, wondering if he ever had
that fear. If he ever doubted her motivations. “A ceremony would show a
unified front. The people of Nightshade are removed from the ongoings of
the palace. They only hear rumor, and they are suffering. Everyone still
feels the effects of the storm. A distraction—even for a few hours—would
benefit everyone.”
“Fine,” she said, even as her stomach twisted. Marrying him once was
one thing. Twice? If news of another wedding reached Oro, what would he
think? He would hate her.
Good, she thought, with a bite of sadness. She didn’t deserve him.
Loving him would ruin him, if she let it. He needed to forget her.
“We’ll have a wedding.”
HEARTRIPPER
Isla dreamed of snakes slithering across her skin. She dreamed of drowning
in them. She dreamed of them wrapping around her throat—
She awoke panting. Lynx’s green eyes glowed through the darkness,
watching her warily. Her head was pulsing, feverish.
Follow the snakes . . .
It was still dark outside. She hadn’t planned on visiting the town, but
she grabbed her daggers and slipped on her clothes.
Waiting for the storm had made her restless. The augur had said she
would be back to his cave—that it had been written.
She didn’t yet know the right questions to ask, but she figured it
wouldn’t hurt to pay in advance for his services. That was what she told
herself, anyway, as she prowled the streets night after night. It was easier
than admitting that she got a twisted sort of satisfaction in seeing the life
leave the eyes of those she had seen hurt others. That with every
kill . . . something inside of her was growing. And there was never a
shortage of people to hunt down. Even as she killed the worst in society,
over and over, more seemed to take their place, like relentless weeds.
She had a favorite perch, a rooftop where she could get a wide view of
the city. That night, she found something waiting for her. A piece of fruit,
and a pastry. It was warm in her hands. Buttery in her fingers. Still, she
didn’t eat it. It could be poisoned.
The next night was the same. Another offering.
The following evening, she arrived early, and waited on a different
rooftop. She watched a woman climb up the stairs inside the building and
leave the gifts. She recognized her clothes. She was the woman Isla had
saved.
Tonight, the gift was some sort of pie. It smelled of potatoes and meat
and herbs, and even as her stomach growled in hunger, she didn’t eat it. The
woman had seemed kind . . . but she couldn’t trust anyone.
She watched the streets for hours. It was quiet, so she made her way
down to walk, sticking to the shadows. She made five right turns in a row,
in a useless circle.
That was how she knew someone was following her. She could hear
their footsteps splashing the puddles between misaligned stones in the road,
just a few yards behind. Whoever it was, they weren’t skilled at stalking.
They were clumsy, and careless.
Satisfaction rooted deep within her. She figured one of these days a
friend of one of those men she had killed would come after her. Her skin
buzzed with excitement as she climbed up the gutter of a building and
waited. Once they turned into the alley, she pounced, jumping from the
rooftop.
She nearly had her blade against her stalker’s throat, when she realized
she knew them.
The woman who had been leaving her gifts. She had pale skin, freckles,
and curly dark red hair that she wore up in pins.
She grinned, not looking too upset that a dagger had just been pointed at
her. “This close, you look far less menacing than I thought you would,” she
said, seeming stunned as she looked Isla up and down. Even though half her
face was covered with her scarf, Isla didn’t like how closely she studied her.
“Stop following me,” Isla said, trying to make her voice as firm as
possible. “Stop leaving me things.”
The woman just tilted her head. “I meant no offense. Just gratitude. I
don’t know how to repay you.”
“You don’t need to,” Isla said. “Just please keep yourself safe.”
With one final nod, she turned on her heel.
“Help me, then.”
Isla turned around again. “What?”
The woman raised a shoulder. “Teach me.”
Isla just stared at her.
“It’s not the first time something like that has happened. Teach me to
defend myself, in case you’re not there to save me next time.” Isla almost
laughed. She shouldn’t be teaching anyone anything. But the woman just
looked at her. She blinked.
Isla sighed. “If I teach you this, will you leave me alone?”
The woman nodded, grin widening.
“Fine.”
Isla looked behind her. Paused. When she was confident she wasn’t
about to be ambushed, she took out one of her daggers—one with its own
sheath—and handed it to the woman.
She beamed. “My name’s Sairsha, by the way.”
Isla ignored her. “The blade is sharp. Make sure not to stab yourself
while trying to wield it.” She took another dagger between her fingers, and
demonstrated the right way to hold it. “Like this.”
Sairsha tried a few times before getting it right.
She nodded. “Keep it sheathed. If you’re being attacked, the best thing
to do in your case is run. If that’s impossible, then first try to go for their
nose. Or their groin. If none of that works, use the dagger. Get in a strong
stance.” Isla demonstrated a simple one. “And go for anywhere you can.
The stomach is a good option. The ribs are hard to get through. The
neck . . . is messy.” She closed her mouth, wondering if she was doing more
harm than good. “If you aren’t skilled, the dagger is more likely to be used
against you. It’s a last resort.”
Sairsha nodded. She carefully sheathed the weapon, pocketing it like a
treasure. Her voice was reverent. “Thank you.”
Isla didn’t say anything in response before she turned and left.
Sairsha didn’t keep her promise. The next time Isla visited the town, the
woman was waiting on her favorite rooftop with a basket of pastries in her
lap.
She smiled and waved, and Isla turned on her heel and left. The next
night was the same. She was close to visiting another town entirely, when
she finally found her spot empty.
Good. The woman had given up.
Not an hour into her watching, Sairsha noisily opened the door opening
to the roof. “Oh you’re here already! I had—”
Isla had her hand over her mouth in less than a moment. “What do you
think you’re doing?” she demanded.
“Helping you,” she whispered from behind Isla’s fingers. She held up
something in her hand, as if to show her.
It was the dagger Isla had gifted her.
She dropped her hand. “If I tell you to leave, will you listen?”
The woman shook her head. Isla sighed.
They ended up on the rooftop, side by side. Sairsha chewed the pastries
loudly, crumbs falling all over her lap.
At least she was being quiet, Isla thought, until Sairsha was done with
her food and said, “You’ve saved many of my friends, you know.”
Isla didn’t look at her. She just stared ahead and wondered when this
woman would leave her alone.
“We feel safer nowadays. Fewer incidents happening. It seems people
are afraid of the consequences. You’ve earned a reputation.”
That wasn’t great. She would need to start going to other villages.
A door opened below. Laughter spilled onto the streets. It closed,
muting them. “Have you been there before?”
It was a bar. She had watched its entrance plenty of times but had never
been inside. She shook her head, grateful the scarf over most of her face
had kept still.
“I could use a drink. Let’s go.”
Isla ignored her.
“The beer’s terrible, but the food is good.”
Isla offered her a noncommittal nod.
“The company’s not bad either, except—”
Isla turned to face her. “If I go, will you actually leave me alone?”
Sairsha nodded. Isla sighed, then found herself scaling down the
building, while Sairsha took the stairs. This was foolish. She should just go
into an alley and use her device to portal away. She should find a
completely different town. She should wait at her window until another
storm finally broke.
But, she realized, she had come to crave the routine of this town. It had
given her some semblance of control over her life. She liked this rooftop
and the bars around it, the alley that was especially convenient for killing.
So she stepped inside the bar.
Someone near her turned lazily in her direction, then froze. He
whispered something to the person next to them—a short woman—and she
startled. It continued, person after person whispering, then staring, until the
room went quiet.
Isla went still. Her hand inched toward her dagger and starstick, as she
wondered which one she would use first.
She shouldn’t have come. It was a risk, even with a scarf disguising
most of her face. The people of Nightshade hated her. If they knew she was
Grim’s wife—the snake-queen—she might not be able to portal before they
attacked.
Sairsha just laughed. “Don’t mind them. They’re just in awe of your
presence.” They knew. She took a step backward.
“It really is you,” a voice said, as Isla turned to run. “The heartripper.”
Her hand paused just inches from the door handle.
Heartripper? She needed to start adding more variety to her killings.
Clearly, she had made it her signature.
She breathed again.
“Told you I knew her.” The woman linked arms with Isla’s, and she had
to physically stop herself from wrenching away.
A man with a weathered face and bald head nodded at her as she passed.
“Thank you for all you’ve done,” he told her, before continuing his
conversation.
Slowly the attention shifted away from her.
“Get you anything to drink?” Sairsha said, as she led Isla to a pair of
empty stools that looked very close to collapsing and were covered in a film
of substance, likely dried drink.
“No,” Isla said, keeping her voice as hushed as possible. They didn’t
seem to know who she was beyond heartripper—yet—but she didn’t need
to make it easy for them to figure out her identity.
Every time someone in front looked over their shoulder at her with
curiosity, she tensed. She reminded herself that it would take hardly any
time to portal away. Or to touch her necklace, summoning Grim in an
instant. But then, he would probably end up killing every single person in
this room. And wondering why his wife was in this bar to begin with.
Sairsha returned a few moments later, slamming a large mug in front of
her. “In case you change your mind,” she said. “Our little saint must be
parched.”
Saint. It was laughable how ridiculous that word was, when applied to
her.
Isla nodded in thanks, not planning to take a sip.
The woman seemed to sense the reason for her hesitation. She raised an
eyebrow, found an empty mug on a table, poured half of the offered drink in
it, raised it in cheers, and took a hearty sip.
“Decidedly not poison,” she said with a wink. Then, she turned around
again and joined the others.
Curiosity got the better of Isla a few minutes later. When no one was
facing her, she quickly pulled down her scarf, took a tentative sip, and
fought to keep herself from gagging. Yes. Decidedly not poison.
Still, decidedly disgusting.
The night was starless. The darkness seemed to simmer, full of something
she couldn’t see but they both could feel.
Wraith moved silently through the sky, farther and farther up until
Nightshade was lost below.
“Worried, Hearteater?” Grim said, leaning in so she could hear him
through the wind.
She swallowed. Of course she was worried. Oro was in her room—in
Grim’s room—at the very center of the land of his enemies. He had flown
across the world. He could be discovered in an instant. How long would he
wait?
“The storm,” she said with all the confidence she could muster. “It’s our
best chance at finding the portal.”
It was true. They had waited weeks for this moment. Her thumb
fidgeted with Azul’s ring. An energy coursed through it, the storm inside
gently swirling.
Grim was silent long enough for her to peer over her shoulder at him.
He was staring at her.
She knew him, so she could see the slight disappointment in his
expression, the hint of sadness. “What?”
He tilted his head at her, ever so slightly. “I’m just wishing you didn’t
feel the need to keep so many secrets from me.”
Her limbs went boneless. Feelings spilled through her, unchecked—
surprise, and guilt, and fear. She knew he could feel them. Knew it was
useless to say, in a voice like it was dragged out of her, “What secrets?”
Did Grim somehow know about the king in her room? Or the prophecy?
She felt the sudden need to run, though she didn’t know how. She had
forgotten her starstick back in Grim’s room.
Just when she nearly lost her grip on Wraith’s ridges, palms slick with
sweat, he said, “You went to see the augur.”
Relief filled her—and was almost immediately replaced with wariness.
“How do you know that?”
His eyes narrowed at her. “You’re dying. You don’t think I’ve been
trying to find every way possible to save you?”
Right.
She should have known—should have expected that the same man who
had waged a war to save her wouldn’t simply accept her fate.
She should have been relieved that he was pursuing an avenue to save
her and Nightshade that didn’t end in Lightlark’s destruction. Instead, all
she felt was worry. How much had the augur told him?
“And?”
Grim dropped her gaze, then. He was looking below at the dark clouds
that had begun to gather. His jaw tightened. “As I suspected, the only
chance at permanently saving you is the otherworld.”
She knew her death was imminent . . . but it didn’t make it burn less to
hear it said. Only a few months of winter remained. Every day was colder.
Would she ever feel the heat of summer again?
“Reconsider,” Grim said, meeting her eyes again. His voice was firm.
Desperate, even.
“What?”
“Using the portal on Lightlark.” He leaned toward her. He let go of
Wraith with one hand and reached toward her cheek. His fingers were
trembling and cold against her skin, so at odds with Oro’s heat.
“Reconsider. Let us go through it. Let—let me save you.” His voice broke
on the words. It seemed supremely difficult for him to hold back on simply
taking her to Lightlark right now and carrying her through the portal
himself.
But he was listening to her. He was respecting her wishes. He was
trying.
Her eyes stung as she shook her head. No matter how much she wanted
to live—truly live, with freedom her position would never allow—she
wouldn’t doom thousands to death, just to save herself. “I can’t. I—”
Her skin prickled. The wind shifted into a different pitch, a sharp sound
that made her wince. Something in her body seemed to sing, pulled toward
a force she couldn’t see. Her scalp felt sensitive, the metal of her bracelets
trembled against her pulse. Grim lurched forward, as if to shield her, just
before the skies around them shattered.
Her breath was knocked out of her lungs as she was thrown against
Grim’s chest. He caught her with a hand around her waist as Wraith was
flung back by a gust of wind that seemed intent on shooting them down.
The sky had gone that strange shade again—green and purple whorls
formed around them. Her ears rang. She fought to breathe.
Something hit her in the arm. Her blood was hot against her frozen skin.
“Something’s wrong. We’re leaving,” Grim said.
Her words came out raw. “No! It’s our only—” She cut off sharply as
her leg was sliced, down to her ankle, right through her clothes. Impossible.
Her pants were made of fabric that was supposed to be nearly impenetrable.
“Enough of this.” Grim extended his hand, to portal them away.
Nothing happened.
He froze behind her. Tried again. She could hear his frustration like a
growl. Then, he was lunging forward, to block another object soaring
through the air, right at her face. He caught it in his fist.
He flinched like it had burned him, before dropping it. It looked like a
piece of metal, but charred, aflame.
It looked like her bracelets.
“My power isn’t working,” he said over the roaring of the wind. This
storm . . . it was so much worse than the previous one. There hadn’t been
metal in that one, not that she had seen. Wraith was moving quicker than
ever. In seconds, she could barely keep her eyes open against the force of
the tempest. The dragon whipped sideways suddenly, nearly sending her off
his back.
The shademade metal fell like hail. The pieces were getting larger. She
ducked, barely dodging a clump the size of her fist.
“We should turn back,” Grim said, his grip on her tightening. Wraith
dropped to avoid something she couldn’t see, and her stomach lurched.
“Not yet. Tell him to go higher.”
“Heart—”
“Tell him,” she said, looking down at the ring upon her longest finger.
Nothing was happening, not yet. They must not be in the heart of the storm.
He cursed, then shouted orders to Wraith. At first, she feared he had
ignored her wishes and told the dragon to turn back to the castle. Instead,
they began to rise through the skies.
It was worse up here.
The energy was almost speaking to her, a whisper, a thinly forged
dagger flaying her skin. The metal pieces were smaller but more abundant,
thick as rain, nicking her every inch.
“We’re not going any higher,” Grim said.
“But—”
The sky chose that moment to rumble and shatter around them.
Lightning struck, thunder answered.
“Fine,” she said through her teeth. She made sure her grip was tight.
Grim didn’t have his shadows to keep her in place. If she fell, it would be to
her death.
With a steadying exhale, she lifted one arm into the air, offering the ring
on her finger to the tempest.
One second. Two. Three.
Something scratched against her finger. It was the metal, shifting,
turning slowly around her skin, by itself. It was almost as if the shred of
storm inside the ring was trying to escape. It was pulsing, like a heartbeat.
She looked up to see it faintly glowing. It seemed the power inside was
calling out.
With a flash that nearly blinded her, the storm answered.
Lightning. Barreling right toward her. Stopping just short of the ring,
blinding her completely for seconds.
She tasted power on her tongue, like metal in her mouth, like blood. The
stone felt hot against her finger, absorbing a piece of it.
Another strike, this one far too close, and Wraith was propelled away by
the force of it, wings flapping wildly to regain balance. Grim gripped her
hip with one of his hands to keep her steady.
She lowered her arm and stared down at the ring. Inside, green and
purple wove together with the shred, in thin, braid-like strands. They
formed a new, sparkling color.
This was the key to finding the portal. The key to saving Nightshade.
According to the augur, the key to giving herself more time to live.
A searing pain erupted in the back of her head, from something that had
cut across it. The metal. It was getting bigger now, even up here.
“Duck!” Grim yelled through the roar, and she did, but it hardly helped.
The storm had thickened. She was pelted by metal in all directions, like an
army of throwing stars, until Grim covered her entire body with his.
She remembered him shielding her from the arrows in the cave.
Remembered him taking every single one. He did the same thing now,
getting stabbed a thousand times by increasingly large pieces.
His powers still weren’t working. If they were, he would have wrapped
them in shadows. He would have portaled them away.
They were stuck in this storm.
Grim shouted orders for Wraith to descend. They lost air quickly as
Wraith dropped—so quickly, that Isla’s hand slipped.
And with it, her grip on the ring.
She watched in agonizing slowness as the ring fell through the air, down
toward Nightshade, disappearing through a thick layer of clouds.
Her only chance at finding the portal. Gone.
On instinct, she went after it. She had no plan, no powers, no starstick—
before she jumped over the edge, Grim was hauling her back.
“What the hell do you think you’re doing?” he demanded as he pinned
her in place, shielding her with his body as they continued their descent.
Blood dripped from every exposed inch of him, he had been cut in a
thousand places, but he didn’t seem to be focused on anything but her as his
eyes filled with rage.
“We need to land!” she screamed. “That was our only chance!” She
didn’t recognize her own voice, her own insistence, her own recklessness.
Her life was tied to thousands, but in that moment all that mattered was
that shred of storm.
She didn’t have any other rings on. Could she use another stone to trap
the storm? Her necklace. She reached for the stone around her neck.
But before she could wrap her fingers around it, a roar cut through the
storm like a blade carving it in half.
“What in the realms is that?” she whispered, Grim’s breath hot against
the top of her head, Wraith’s scales wet and cold beneath her cheek. She
slowly turned her neck, to look up.
The sky had gone red.
And from those blood-brushed clouds emerged a creature emitting
spirals of flame.
No. Not flames.
Lightning.
She turned to Grim. “Can Wraith—”
“No,” Grim said and he—he sounded afraid. Afraid like when she was
dying in his arms. In a desperate push, he pressed them both down against
Wraith’s cold, rain-slicked scales. He shouted against the roar of the storm,
and Wraith began to tilt down, to retreat.
It was too late.
Streaks of lightning darted toward them, illuminating everything,
splitting into shards. Roots on fire.
One hit Wraith right in his neck, and he seized. His wings went still. He
tilted to the side.
And then, they were falling.
BROKEN
Her chest burned.
It was like her scarred skin, right where the heart of Lightlark had
marked her, was aflame. That sensation was what woke her as she fell
through the sky, wind whipping her wildly through the air.
Grim. Wraith.
She tried to look around, but she couldn’t see anything past the blinding
mist.
Wind whipped wildly, tossing her through the air as she plummeted, her
skin raw and bleeding. This was it. Her powers were gone. The metal would
have muted them anyway. Her limbs flailed as she fought against the
inevitable.
A sob scraped against her throat as the clouds cleared, and she managed
a look at the ground that was rushing up to meet her.
It was replaced by a wing.
She crashed against the leathery skin, and then against someone—Grim.
Wraith had caught them both, and folded into himself, shielding them from
the metal that had already marked them everywhere. Cocooning them in his
wings that didn’t work any longer, as they fell. Fell.
They crashed like a shooting star, and then, there was only darkness.
She gasped, coughing up water. Her throat burned with salt. Her eyes stung
as she fought to open them, as she gripped anything she could—
Only to find herself on land.
Grim was in front of her, holding her hair back as she retched seawater.
“What—”
“My power returned just before we hit the ground. I portaled us to the
sea for the impact, and then back here.” She turned to see they were on an
unfamiliar cliffside. It was freezing, a cold she felt in her bones. A layer of
snow frosted everything.
Her chest was still burning.
Wraith.
Her knees nearly buckled as she tried to stand, stumbling away from
Grim’s help, looking around frantically, only to find Wraith on his side, a
few feet away. She rushed toward him, dragging herself forward, everything
sore.
She pressed a palm against him, tears already blurring her vision.
“He’s injured, but alive,” Grim murmured. His voice was pained.
His wings. They were torn up and bloody, shredded from the scraps of
metal flying through the sky, some still imbedded into his leathery skin.
There was a starlike mark on his neck, where the lightning had struck.
It must have hurt immensely. Still, he had shielded them. Wrapped his
wings around them, even as he was falling toward the ground. He had
sacrificed himself to save them, without any hesitation.
Tears swept down her cheeks. This was her fault. It was her fault they
were even in the storm in the first place. She should have listened to Grim
—should have let him turn them around.
It was all for nothing. The ring was lost. They could search for it, but
they’d been so high up . . . it could be anywhere.
She looked to the sky. The storm had moved on. She could barely see it
now, though she narrowed her eyes, searching for another pair of wings.
“The creature—”
“Is gone. The storm cleared . . . and with it . . . everything.”
Isla’s knees finally buckled, and the snow was cold against her legs as
she buried down into it.
She blinked, and they were back in the stables. Wraith was groaning,
breathing in a way that sounded like it hurt.
“Where’s the remaining healing elixir?” she demanded. The vials in the
castle were gone, but there had to be more.
“If there’s anything left, it’s with the Wildlings.”
“Get it. Heal him,” she said, knowing he would. They had bonded. She
could see the worry clear on his face.
She wanted to stay with the dragon, take each piece of metal out of
Wraith’s wings herself—but there was something she needed to do first.
Grim eyed the dozens of tears in her previously impenetrable clothing.
The blood that stained it. “Let me help you first,” he said, stepping toward
her.
He was going to portal her to her room. Help wrap her injuries. Help her
into new clothes.
The room that Oro was currently standing in.
“No,” she said, so loudly, he stilled. “Please—please go with Wraith. I
—I feel so guilty.” It was true. He would be able to feel that guilt now,
mixed with undeniable panic. “Portal me to your room, please. I’ll get the
starstick, fix myself up and meet you at the Wildling keep.”
She wasn’t breathing as she watched him watch her—studying her
closer than she cared for at that moment.
He could ignore her wishes and help her anyway, portal them both right
now. It wasn’t like he hadn’t done that before.
Slowly, he reached his hand toward her.
His fingers curled around hers.
The stables faded, replaced by his room. She grabbed her starstick, and
portaled to her own.
She was immediately engulfed in warmth. She seized, whipping around
to see if Grim was there too, if he had changed his mind—but there was
only Oro, arms wrapped around her, his heat almost biting against the cold
of her skin.
“You’re freezing,” he said into her temple.
Past him, she saw the stormfinch sitting quietly in her cage. Lynx
towered behind Oro, eyes wide in worry. Teeth barred in fury.
“What happened?” Oro asked, looking just as concerned as Grim had a
few minutes prior. She was covered in cuts and blood; her hair and clothes
were still wet.
There wasn’t time to explain. She had to get Oro out of here. She
needed to get back to Grim quickly, lest he come and check on her.
“Come back with me. For good.”
Oro’s words were firm. Pleading.
She closed her eyes. They still burned from tears and salt water. “I can’t.
You know I can’t.”
His warm hand pressed gently against her cheek, and her shoulders
hiked. She opened her eyes to find his staring her down, lit like they held
flames.
“I know you think you being here is the only way to save Lightlark, I
know you did it for us, but you cannot be the cost of this. I won’t let you be.
There has to be another way, another—”
“There isn’t .” He didn’t understand. “If you kill Grim, I’ll die, and so
will all of Nightshade.”
“Killing him isn’t the only way to stop him. You could help us. We
could imprison him. No one would have to die.”
“I’m going to die,” she said. “Soon.” And before that, according to the
prophecy, she would plunge a blade into either Grim’s or Oro’s heart.
“We’ll find another way.” He didn’t look defeated . . . he looked
determined.
Oro wasn’t going to stop fighting for her; she knew that, even though he
should. She remembered Enya’s words. Him loving her was dangerous. It
made him weak.
Even without the prophecy, she was bad for him. She made him forget
his duty. Made him do reckless things like risk his and all his peoples’ lives
by traveling across the world to the land of his enemies. The king she had
met at the Centennial would never have done that.
She was poisoning him.
She didn’t deserve him, and she was ruining him.
Break him, a voice in her mind said. Make sure he never looks for you
again. Make him hate you.
Her heart was burning again, breaking, but for entirely different reasons.
Tears fell down her face. She missed him so much. She missed his touch,
but also so much more. She missed their conversations before bed. The way
he would warm her socks because she always had cold feet. The way she
would catch him studying her, as if he always knew this was temporary, that
it would end, and he wanted to commit her to memory.
She didn’t breathe as his thumb slowly swept down her jaw, to her lips.
As his calloused skin scraped across her mouth. It continued down her
neck, until he reached her necklace.
He dropped his hand as if he had been burned.
His eyes darted to a corner of her room. It seemed in her absence he had
noticed the pile of daggers she had taken from her pants. They were still
bloodied. She hadn’t cleaned them yet.
For him to be safe, he needed to forget her.
For him to stop looking for her, he needed to hate her.
“I use those to kill people,” she said steadily. He met her eyes. They
narrowed, because he knew she was telling the truth. She didn’t drop his
gaze. “I put the knife through their hearts . . . and I enjoy it. I roam the
streets at night, looking for people to kill. I smile as the life leaves their
eyes.”
He shook his head. Even as his own power was telling him she wasn’t
lying, it seemed like he didn’t believe it. “No. You don’t.”
“I do,” she said, stepping into him, getting as close to his face as she
dared. “There is so much blood on my hands, they’ll never be clean. I’m the
enemy, Oro. Stop looking for me. You won’t like what you find.”
He took a shaking breath. “I don’t recognize you, love.”
“You’re not supposed to.”
She grabbed her starstick, then him, and it was done.
They were back in his room.
Their room. They had shared it for months. Part of her ached, truly
ached, to just crawl back into that bed. Let Oro help her get warm again, let
that warmth be a bonfire that lived permanently in her bones, making her
feel safe and loved. Go to the beach with him, the one he had promised to
take her to.
She wanted it so badly, it nearly brought her to her knees.
Oro must have seen it on her face. He lit the great hearth in his room, to
warm her, then caught her wrist in his hand.
“You don’t have to go back.” He was looking at her neck. At the
necklace that marked her as Grim’s wife. “We can find a way around it. You
have a choice.”
She had two necklaces. One, permanently on her neck. Another, she
kept in the pocket of the pants she most often wore. The one with the
golden rose he had made her.
It nearly killed her, but she reached her hand inside. Gripped the gold.
It pained her to say the next few words. “I know,” she said. “And I
made it.”
Isla handed the golden rose necklace back.
In his eyes, she saw unfiltered pain. Gone was the cold, heartless king
of Lightlark. No, this one had a heart.
And she had broken it.
She was about to portal away, when the balcony door to his room burst
open. Zed walked through. “You’re back, you—”
He spotted her immediately, and he didn’t hesitate. He was fast, faster
than them both. In half a second, he had his bow ready, and before her hand
reached her starstick, he had three arrows careening toward her.
One pointed at the center of her head. One at the center of her heart.
Another at the center of her stomach.
Oro threw his power out, a Starling shield that blocked the arrows.
But not all of them. Not in time.
She looked down and saw one sticking through her stomach.
Oro’s heat filled the room. He roared. “What did you do?” he
demanded, and Zed was suddenly chained to the floor by glittering sheets of
Starling sparks.
There was no regret in Zed’s face as she fell to her knees. As pain
flooded her chest like a wildfire.
“What you wouldn’t,” Zed said.
Oro reached toward her, calling water from the balcony to heal her. He
took the arrow out, and she screamed. He worked to close the wound. She
couldn’t stay here. She had to go. As soon as it was mostly stitched, she
reached for her starstick and said, her words just a gurgled rasp, “I’m
marrying him again.” Oro didn’t know the circumstances, but he didn’t
need to. All he needed was to hear that she was telling the truth. “I made
my choice. It isn’t changing. Don’t seek me out again.”
And then she was gone.
Isla awoke coated in sweat. Her hair clung to the side of her face, and there
was a rushing sound, a roaring. Still, even over it, she could hear her heart.
It was pounding desperately, as if in warning, saying get up. Get up. Get up!
Her eyes flew open, and that was when she saw the roaring sound was a
river. There was a tiny island in the middle of it, a massive stone that the
water churned around. She had awoken in its center.
Around her stood a group of people she recognized from the bar.
They had changed. Instead of their worn clothes, they now wore
flowing robes, with hoods that cast shadows across their faces. Each was
belted with a scabbard and sword.
“What—what are you doing?”
The bald man she knew as Ragan stared at her, eyes gleaming with
something like excitement. Something like hope.
Two men stood next to him; she’d exchanged polite nods with them
once or twice before.
Then, standing the farthest away, was Sairsha. She had the nerve to
smile at her.
Isla wasn’t bound. They hadn’t even taken her weapons. Fools. “So.
You know who I am.”
Sairsha’s smile widened. “Yes,” she said, far too enthusiastically. “We
know exactly who you are.” What were they going to do, sell her for
ransom? Imprison her?
Had Sairsha planned this trap the entire time?
Isla slowly rose and realized with a shot of horror that while they hadn’t
taken her weapons, they had taken her starstick. “What do you want?” She
motioned at her daggers. “If you wanted to kill me, you really should have
taken these.” They wouldn’t know their lives were bound to hers. She
wondered how much she should say.
Sairsha laughed. It was a pleasant sound, completely contrary to the
circumstances. “Kill you? Quite the opposite.” She stepped forward. All the
others did too, pulsing like a living body. With them surrounding her, there
was no backing away, only backing toward one of them. Sairsha’s smile
brightened, her eyes wide and reverent. “Isla Crown, we have waited
hundreds of years for you.”
She couldn’t have heard her correctly. This . . . this had to be a dream.
Her head was still pulsing with pain, from the poison. “What are you—”
“This is your destiny. It is written.”
“No.” Her voice barely made a sound.
They were prophet-followers.
“What’s going on?” Isla’s eyes were wild. She turned in all directions.
She was surrounded.
Metal sliced through the night as they each pulled swords from their
scabbards in one fluid motion. They dug the blades into the rock and did
something Isla never expected. They went to a knee before her.
“Please,” Sairsha said, her voice thick with emotion. “Accept our gifts.”
They rose at once.
Gifts? Did they think she was raising an army? Isla didn’t understand.
“You . . . you’re confused,” Isla said, turning quickly, afraid to give any
of them her back.
“No,” Ragan said, his voice booming. “The prophet never made
mistakes. Everything that was written has come to pass.”
Sairsha’s eyes gleamed with fervor. She was buzzing with energy, and
so were the others. As if something big was about to happen. Isla felt the
same dread, the same prickling on the back of her neck, that had come just
before the breaking of the storm. “I wish you could read his teachings. His
book is full of wonders. And you . . . he spoke so much about you.”
“What did he say?” she demanded. Eta had hinted at her destiny.
Sairsha smiled. “He said that at the end of the world, a girl will be born
from life and death. The girl will either destroy the world . . . or save it. She
would be either a curse . . . or remedy.” Sairsha’s grin grew even wider. She
was shaking with excitement as she said, “Don’t you see? You are the girl.
The one that was promised.”
Isla shook her head. Tried to back away. These were fanatics.
Sairsha still smiled as tears streamed down her face. She was so, so
happy. And Isla didn’t understand at all. Her smile never faltered as she
said, “We were chosen to help you. We have waited so long for you to be
revealed to us.”
Chosen? By who? For what?
“We offer ourselves to you,” Ragan said, volunteering his sword for her
to take. “And hope we are worthy.”
She tentatively took the sword by the hilt, not knowing what was going
on, but certain that she would rather it be in her grip than his.
Ragan smiled wide. He closed his eyes.
And ran himself through with the blade.
Isla screamed, the sound filling the world. Her ears began ringing. She
dropped the sword, and his body along with it. Blood pooled at her feet. She
hadn’t wanted to kill him . . . but he was dead.
What had he done?
What had she done?
Something in her chest flickered, almost in satisfaction. That didn’t
make sense. She didn’t want to kill. She didn’t want to feel as though she
had gained something from it.
Grim’s words from their wedding were in her head: I know you’ve
killed dozens of people who should have rotted in our prisons long ago, and
I know why you do it. To keep the beast within at bay.
There was a beast inside of her, she had known that for a while. It
enjoyed taking life.
But that wasn’t who she was.
Isla slowly looked up from the body, only to see the rest of them smiling
at her, offering her their own swords. She backed away as much as she
could. “What are you doing? What is wrong with you?”
Sairsha shook her head. “Don’t be concerned, Promised,” she said,
smile still bright on her face. “You will take us somewhere else. Somewhere
better.”
What was she talking about? She couldn’t promise them anything.
“Please,” Isla said steadily. “Just give me my portaling device. Let me
go. I don’t want any part of this.”
“But it’s the part you must play,” Sairsha said. “It has been written.”
They pushed forward in unison, and Isla was forced to put her own
blade up.
“I won’t kill you,” she said, backing away, shooting a look at the wild
waters behind her. If she could make it in the river, the current would help
her get away.
But she needed her starstick. In the wrong hands, it could be ruinous.
She could clutch her necklace. Summon Grim. But that would likely
lead to everyone here dead, and that was exactly what she was trying to
avoid.
“Oh, but you must,” Sairsha said. She put her arms to the side, baring
herself for a blow.
No. She refused. This was madness.
Sairsha’s face fell. “We hoped you would understand. But you still have
much to discover.” She looked to the others. “We insist.”
“I said no,” Isla repeated. “Leave me alone. I’m not the person you’re
looking for. I am not the girl. I have not been promised.”
Sairsha smiled again. “You are everything he said you would be.”
Then, she struck.
Isla folded over with the blow. She hadn’t been expecting the hilt to the
face. Blood ran down her temple. The act of having killed Ragan swirled in
her chest, burning, unleashing feelings she didn’t want to harbor.
Hunger. Part of her wanted this fight.
When Sairsha went back for another hit, Isla kicked her square in the
chest. Sairsha flew across the rock, landing on her back. Good. She didn’t
have to kill them. She just needed to subdue them, get her starstick, and
leave.
It seemed they were intent on forcing her hand, though.
The men she had never spoken to shot forward, and, suddenly, she
found herself fighting against two swords. Their blades sliced the night sky
to pieces, and she grunted as she worked, still tired from whatever poison
they had given her. She managed to hit one man in the face with her hilt,
but he was relentless, returning just moments later, blood spurting from his
nose.
Sairsha was on her feet again. “It doesn’t have to be difficult. This death
is not permanent.”
Isla twisted away from a blow and just barely managed to avoid what
would have been a nasty scar on her arm. “How many times do I have to
tell you?” she yelled. She slipped her fingers into the pockets woven into
her pants and pulled out two throwing stars. They gleamed as they flew,
hitting one of the men right in the shins. He collapsed to the ground, and
she hoped he stayed there. She whirled to meet the other’s blade. “I am not
going to kill you.”
The other man came to her from behind, and she shoved him back with
a hilt to the forehead. He fell back, and there was a horrible crack as his
head hit the rock.
He stared back at her with empty eyes, dead.
No.
The other swung at her, and she fought back to meet his blade. This
time, though, he let his sword drop. He didn’t deflect her blow.
Instead of meeting metal, her blade went straight through his heart.
Ringing sounded in her ears. She backed away. No. No.
She looked up, and the woman’s red hair had fallen from its braided
crown. She was staring at her, tears glistening on her cheeks. And still,
despite the blood at her feet, smiling.
“Go, Sairsha,” Isla said, her voice barely a whisper. “Please. I won’t
fight you.”
“But you will.” Sairsha closed her eyes. She took a breath—
And her shadow began to move on its own. It peeled from the ground
and rose, in Sairsha’s exact shape. The shadow had a sword.
It leapt forward, wicked, baring its teeth and tearing into Isla’s flesh
with a bloodthirsty ruthlessness. She screamed out as the shadow’s teeth
sank into her shoulder, as solid as the ground beneath her feet. It was an
impossible ability, a fine-tuning of Nightshade power. She hadn’t even seen
Grim do anything remotely like it.
Groaning, she managed to shove the shadow away, but it did not tire. If
anything, it was invigorated. It leapt at her; sword raised high—and Isla ran
hers right through its center. The shadow instantly dropped to the ground
and melted right off the stone, ink swirling into the river.
“Thank you.” Isla looked up to see Sairsha’s robe soaked in blood, right
in the middle. Right in the same spot she had stabbed the shadow. She
collapsed.
Isla’s knees buckled.
She knelt next to Sairsha, pressed her hands against the wound, ripped
off part of the robe to try to stop the bleeding. It was no use. Blood puddled
in her hands, and Sairsha just smiled. “Thank you for this honor.”
And then she went still.
Her starstick was in Sairsha’s scabbard. Isla took it in a shaking hand
and stood, stepping over the bodies around her. Blood coated their robes
and streamed down the rock in rivulets, before being swallowed by the
river.
Isla lifted her head to the sky and screamed.
SECRETS
She arrived in her room covered in blood. Lynx growled, and Grim was
there in a moment. She didn’t even look at him as she passed him by. She
didn’t even tell him to leave as she stripped off her clothing in a pile and
turned on the bath.
“Who?” he finally asked, the word as sharp as a shard of ice.
Her head rested against the side of the tub. She stared at the opposite
wall and felt nothing. “Doesn’t matter. They’re all dead now.” Her words
were emotionless. He didn’t have to know about their supposed prophecy,
or the promised, or the other words that had driven them to madness. A
madness they had been willing to die for.
Grim portaled the crimson-soaked clothes away. She didn’t protest
when he took the soap and gently helped her wash the blood from her
temple, and back, and shoulders. She didn’t bristle when he began slowly
washing it out of her hair.
She closed her eyes and wondered why death always seemed to follow
her.
“Change your mind yet?” Isla asked. Her voice was hard. Unfeeling.
The blacksmith didn’t falter. “Not for a moment.” He turned. “But I see
that you did.”
Isla didn’t say a word as she held her wrists out in front of her. “I’m
done pretending to be powerless,” she said. If she’d had her abilities, she
would have been able to get away from the sect. She could have saved
them.
“My dear,” he said, his gravelly voice like scraping rocks. “You’ve
never been powerless a day in your life.”
With his touch, the bracelets fell onto the table.
“I’ll see you in a month,” he said. Then, he got back to work.
Isla thought to herself that he seemed remarkably busy for someone
who was readying himself to die.
“Light reading?” She was thumbing through a tome that was as thick as her
head and could be used as a solid shield, should she ever need it.
A tracking skyre wouldn’t help her find the ring, but perhaps another
type would. She had hoped to find some trace of them in the library, so she
wouldn’t have to trust Aurora. She had gotten nowhere. The blacksmith and
augur were right. It was a lost art.
Astria was standing in front of her, wearing her typical armor. She never
took it off, and Isla wondered aloud if she slept in it too.
The general asked in an even tone, “What do you mean, sleep?”
Isla blinked, immediately taking herself out of the imaginary
consideration for applying to be Grim’s general, when Astria leaned back,
and said, “A joke.” She pulled what looked like a handful of nuts from her
pocket and began eating them. “And the answer is: Yes, sometimes, when
I’m too tired to change out of it.” Her eyes slid from the nuts in her palm to
Isla’s book, curious.
Isla slammed it closed, emitting a formidable cloud of dust that
immediately provoked the biggest sneeze of her life.
To her horror, when she opened her eyes she found a small pile of
peonies in front of her, as if her hold on her abilities had momentarily
slipped.
Astria stopped mid-chew, staring, her mouth agape. “Did you
just . . . did you just sneeze flowers?”
Isla felt a flush of red creeping across her cheeks. “No.”
“I saw you.”
The petals hadn’t come from her nose; that was ridiculous. Still, she
knew what it looked like. Isla ran her tongue along the front of her teeth. “If
you tell anyone, I’ll kill you,” she informed the general. “I’ll go right for the
gaps in your armor.”
Astria folded at the waist, laughing. She laughed and laughed, voice
echoing up the tower, until a small man marched out from the stacks, hand
in the air—already halfway to chastising—before seeing who he would be
speaking to. Then he abruptly turned on his heel and left. Astria continued
to laugh until she reached up and dabbed at her eyes with a piece of cloth
she kept in a pant pocket.
“Are you . . . crying?” Isla asked, incredulous.
Astria turned to her, and, with the same steady tone said, “If you tell
anyone, I’ll kill you.”
Isla made a gesture signaling a truce.
Her cousin finally composed herself enough for Isla to break in. “So.
Did he send you here to find me?” She hadn’t seen Grim in a couple of
days. The skies were swirling with color again, and he was preparing his
people for another potential storm.
Astria gave her a sharp look. “I’m his general, not his clerk. Your
wedding was a special circumstance.”
“Then why are you here?” The rest of the library was relatively empty.
Astria narrowed her eyes at her. “I’m sorry, do I look like I don’t read?”
Isla raised a shoulder. “Do you?”
“I do, thank you.”
Isla stared at her expectantly. When Astria continued loudly chewing on
her nuts, Isla asked, “What do you read?”
A nut cracked between her teeth, and she picked away a curl of skin. “A
little of everything, I suppose. Some history, here and there, though those
are usually horribly overwritten. Some mysteries. Romances too.”
“Romance?” Isla asked, her interest piqued. She and Aurora used to
trade books, but their selection had been limited. “There’s romance in this
library?”
“Oh, yeah,” Astria said. “There’s a Starling writer from the last century
whose works were smuggled in a few decades ago. Guess by who?” She
smiled mischievously. “There are a few books by Nightshade writers as
well, but many of them . . . well, many . . .” She made a face like she was
vomiting.
“Many what?”
She snorted. “Many are about the ruler. Not by name, of course. But you
can tell. The main characters are all tall, dark-haired, broody, powerful. It’s
ridiculous how many women are in love with him.” She laughed, then
stopped short, seeming to remember she was speaking to Grim’s wife. She
cleared her throat. “Sorry.”
Isla didn’t care, though she would love to see the look on Grim’s face
when he found out his library housed fantasies about him. She would likely
wake up the next morning to the library aflame. She smiled at the thought
of it.
Then her joy wilted. Lately, happiness seemed like flowers that
withered before she could pluck them for herself.
She wished the book in front of her were a mystery or romance. Instead,
she had been flipping through a multi-century look at how the curses had
impacted society on Nightshade, hoping to find any mention of skyres. In
summary: negatively.
Isla looked up at Astria, who had gone back to eating her nuts, and
realized one of her greatest resources might have been right in front of her
all along.
She wouldn’t ask her about the skyres; no, she couldn’t, not when her
cousin was loyal to Grim. He couldn’t find out she was looking for
something that would eat at her soul . . . but the augur had mentioned
figuring out her history. When you learn the truth of who you are, your path
will become clear.
Perhaps the answers she was looking for were somehow related to her
parents.
“My father.”
Astria slowed her chewing. “What about him?”
What about him? She started with the little she knew. He was one of the
few non-rulers in history born with a flair. “How did he discover he was
immune to curses?”
Astria rolled the shell of a nut between her fingers. A smile tugged at
the side of her mouth, before melting back into a frown. “It was an accident.
He fell asleep outside or something, and woke up to the stars. Realized the
night didn’t kill him.”
“Was he interested in curses? Given he was immune to them?”
Astria nodded. “He would talk about the other realms’ curses for hours.
He pitied the Starlings. And, of course, the Wildlings.” She looked pensive.
“He envied Grim’s flair, though. Always wanted to travel. Always
wondered what was beyond our borders.”
“Do you have a flair?”
She shook her head. “No. Just good at killing.” She grinned, then
continued to chew her snack. “You know . . .” she said after a while, then
trailed off, her voice cautious, as if she hadn’t yet decided whether to finish
her sentence. Whatever interest she found in Isla’s face seemed to convince
her, because she continued, “Your father. He liked maps.”
“Maps?”
She nodded. “You won’t find many here, in this library. Exploration was
nearly impossible during the curses. Couldn’t really keep an entire crew
below deck in the middle of the sea all night, right? But your father . . . he
searched them out. From before the curses. Collected them. Started making
his own.”
“Why?”
Astria lifted a shoulder. “Who knows why he did anything he did? He
always wanted to leave. He was great in his role, but he hated it. Even I saw
it, and I was far younger.” She was looking beyond Isla now, as if ensnared
by a memory. “When your father was eight, he built a boat out of driftwood
and tried to set sail at the castle cove.” She huffed. “The idiot didn’t realize
how big the waves were; he really thought that he could make it. No one
could come rescue him, because he did it in the middle of the night,
thinking it was best chance of getting away. My poor aunt sobbed at the
window, watching him holding on to the boat for dear life, nearly drowning.
The waves eventually washed him ashore. He was sent to training not long
after.”
Isla swallowed, finding her throat dry. Her father had been desperate to
see outside the world he had been born into. Just like her.
“Do you have any of them?” she asked quietly, trying to keep the
emotion out of her voice.
“The maps?”
Isla nodded.
“They should all still be in his room. It’s untouched. He lived in the
castle once he became Grim’s general, but he only ever kept his most
personal items in his own home.”
Isla nodded, lazily paging through the useless tome in front of her,
waiting for Astria to leave. After a few more minutes of conversation, she
did, and Isla wasted no time falling through her puddle of stars, into her
family’s castle.
According to the Wildlings at the entrance, the main bedroom was on the
top floor of the keep. Isla made her way up the stairs, speaking to a few of
her people. They seemed more somber than usual; Terra and Poppy’s
imprisonment hadn’t gone over well.
A few more women passed her on her way, and then she was alone,
facing the last door in the hall, the only room on this side of the floor. Isla
quickly realized why it had been left untouched.
The door didn’t have a handle.
It didn’t even have a keyhole. Isla frowned. How was she meant to get
in? From the outside? She supposed she could break a window. Or simply
break down this door with a weapon. Or portal in with her starstick.
She placed a hand against it to test its strength—and with the slightest
touch of her fingers to the wood, the door creaked open.
Isla jumped back, almost expecting to find someone there.
But the room was empty. She hesitated on the threshold and the door
opened wider, like a hand beckoning her inside.
Isla didn’t know if the room was enchanted or if it recognized her as her
father’s blood, but it didn’t matter.
At first glance, the room was nothing special. It was empty save for a
mirror, bed, and wardrobe. But as she stepped forward, shadows fell from
the walls like brushed away cobwebs, revealing stacks of books. Letters.
And, most of all, rows and rows of maps.
Astria had been right. Her father had been born with the heart of an
explorer. An entire wall was made up of layers of parchment overlapping at
the edges like a quilt and painted over with meticulously drawn coastlines.
She recognized Nightshade, Lightlark, and the newlands.
There were a few other shapes she hadn’t seen on any other map.
Unexplored areas, by the look of it.
The largest of these was far beyond Nightshade, to the west. It was a
large piece of land, separated from the rest of the map by a row of tiny
islands, sitting like guards. Strange. How could something that large not
have been developed in all the years since the curses? It seemed special. In
fact, it was the only uncharted body of land with a name, etched in with
precision. Her breath caught as she read it.
No. That couldn’t be right.
Its name was Isla.
MIRROR
Her heart thundered in her chest. This didn’t make any sense. Why did her
father have an island with her name on it, when he had lived here before he
had ever even met her mother?
Isla.
It had to be a coincidence. Her name meant island. Perhaps it didn’t
mean anything at all.
But what if it did?
Isla removed that sheet of map from the wall, rolled it up, and placed it
in the pocket of her cape. She moved around the room, to see if there was
anything that could help her now, anything that might indicate the portal,
but all she saw were letters between him and family members, detailed
maps of Nightshade, and books upon books about the other realms. She
flipped through one about Wildlings, read the first sentence of the middle
chapter, and nearly snorted.
Wildling women have fangs that curve out of their mouths like pythons,
they have claws like panthers—they drink blood in buckets.
Is that what her father had thought of the Wildlings before meeting her
mother? She wondered for a moment about their story. How they met, and
where, and how they had fallen in love.
Part of it she could guess, given the details she already knew. Her father
had escaped with the sword, using the portaling device he had stolen from
Grim. Somehow, he must have ended up on the Wildling newland. Her
mother must have happened upon him, and, for some reason, they had
chosen not to kill each other.
Isla swallowed, realizing how closely it matched her own story. She had
somehow ended up on Nightshade, using the starstick. Grim had happened
upon her. And—though she had stabbed a blade through his chest during
that first meeting—they had decided not to kill each other.
Yet.
Life and darkness. Opposites in so many ways. One power created, the
other destroyed. It seemed like a pairing that could never work, not really.
Perhaps they were too different. Perhaps her own parents’ joining had been
wrong.
She remembered what the prophet-followers had said, before their
death. A girl will be born. She will either destroy the world . . . or save it.
She wouldn’t be the cause of more destruction. She would find a way to
close the portal and buy herself more time. She would use that time to
change her fate.
This map . . . it had to mean something.
There was only one way to find out.
Map in one hand and starstick in the other, she imagined the island in her
mind’s eye, felt around for it, tried to visualize it, tried to pin down its place
in the world. She fell through her puddle of stars.
Then she was drowning, pulled down by a relentless current. Only her
last-second instinct to reach her arm high over her head kept the map from
disintegrating in the water. She had landed in the middle of the sea—a wave
crested, about to pull her under again. She closed her eyes tightly and used
her starstick to whisk her away. Anywhere. Anywhere.
She landed roughly. Her cheek was scratched from the shell-laden
beach, her landing had dragged her across it. The sand was dark, volcanic
ash. She peeled herself up from the ground, coughing up water, folding
over, her mouth and eyes full of salt. Her fingers felt around for her map
and found it damp—but whole. She carefully opened it up, tying the corners
down with rocks so it could dry. She didn’t have fresh water, but once her
tears cleared her vision enough to see properly, she carefully folded the map
into her pocket.
Four tries later, she found herself on a wider coastline.
The rest of the islands had been barren, lifeless, but this—
This might as well have been the Wildling newland. She could see the
forests from the beach, rising high. She could hear squawks and growls and
the chitter of insects. She could feel endless gleaming threads, reaching
toward her like fingers. This place . . . was alive. She half-expected a group
of people to approach, but no one came.
She needed a better vantage point.
In the days since she’d had the bracelets removed, she had been hesitant
to use her power. It had been buried so long, she feared it would rush up in
an uncontrollable wave.
That was part of why she was here. According to this map, the island
was far from any other inhabited land she knew of. If it was empty; it could
be the perfect place for her to explore her abilities again, without fearing
ruin.
She just needed to ensure it was the right location.
Breathe. It was almost as if she could hear Oro in her head. She slowly
filled her lungs, wincing, her airways still dry with salt. She carefully
focused her mind, like an arrow. Then, without daring open her eyes, she
shot into the sky.
It was a risk. She could fall, she could propel herself too high; but for a
moment, she let go of her fear, and of gravity, and her stomach dropped—
Then, there was just peace. Silence. Weightlessness.
She opened her eyes and nearly vomited. The land was so far from her
feet. She gasped and fell, screaming, hands pinwheeling, before stopping
herself.
Breathe, she commanded.
Hurriedly, she studied the coast, the islands nearby. She had memorized
the map by now. This was it.
This was Isla.
With the rush of relief, she lost her grip on the sky, and fell—the ground
rushed up to meet her.
She shot her arm out, and a burst of energy helped cushion her fall. Still,
she landed roughly against the sand.
Every bone and muscle ached, but she forced herself up, because she
had found it—the island only her father seemed to know about.
From the sky, she had seen just how large the island was, but tonight,
she would start with this forest. As soon as she took a step inside, it seemed
to quiet.
Isla went still. She couldn’t believe what she was seeing.
Fruit, everywhere. Hanging plump from trees, the forest was heavy with
it. The ground smelled sweet from the fruit that had fallen and broken open.
She reached up and grabbed one, smelling it, recognizing it. This was a
variety Poppy had fed her as a child once, and never again. Isla had asked,
and Terra had said the tree had died.
Because of her.
Because of her powerlessness.
Now, she knew that had been a lie. So many lies.
Isla bit into the fruit and groaned. Its yellow juice dripped down her
face as she ate ravenously. It was the sweetest variety she had ever eaten,
and there were dozens of them—hundreds—hanging right there.
It was impossible. Nightshade didn’t have many varieties of fresh fruit.
In the aftermath of the storms, it was barely getting by, yet there was this
land with endless food. Endless resources.
How did Grim not know about it?
She quickly used her abilities to weave a basket with vines. She filled it
to the brim with fruit, portaled into a Nightshade village, left it on a
doorstep, and did it again. Again. Again. Until her arms were sore, and that
tiny patch of island was bare.
A small difference, but a difference all the same. Trying, she thought,
with a bite of bitterness in her chest.
She spent the rest of the night eating her way through the woods, trying
everything. Eventually, the native creatures seemed to get used to her
presence, because the snakes began to slither. The birds began to call to
each other. A boar with wild, twisted horns darted in front of her and was
gone.
By the time Isla found a pool where she could scrub the salt and sand
from her skin, she wondered if her father’s biggest secret wasn’t his own
death, his wife, his child—
—But the island.
She hadn’t traveled here only to see a piece of her parent. No, this island
would serve a purpose.
Still in the center of the water, Isla reached into the deepest crevices of
her power. Into all the places she had buried her ability, and emotions, and
sanity.
And let it all come rushing out.
The water around her exploded upward before turning into steam.
Waves of petals and trees broke through the land around her. The air
itself seemed to shatter, wind howling. Shadows coated her arms, wrapped
in sparks.
The beast within her—the one that made her powers deadly—uncurled.
She gave into it, only here. Only in a land where she couldn’t hurt anyone.
As her power unleashed across the island, the monster within felt relief.
Isla awoke in the middle of the night, shivering from another nightmare,
only to find a serpent curled at the foot of her bed.
She hadn’t gotten another from Wren in a while. Where had it come
from? Cautiously, she reached out to grab it, but the serpent slithered onto
the floor.
Lynx was still asleep, curled in the corner. Isla stepped out of the bed,
and lunged toward the snake to catch it—
But it was too fast. It slithered beneath the door frame. She crept into
the hall, following it around the corner, only to watch it be joined by more
snakes. They were all the same dark green color with black specks, moving
as one, as if each were pieces of the same whole.
Follow the snakes.
She did, even though the traitors had been captured. The serpents were
relentless; it was as if they were trying to lead her somewhere, tell her
something. She followed them until she turned a corner and nearly crashed
into a wall adorned with an intricate mirror.
Her reflection stared back at her.
She was covered in snakes. They were wrapped around her arms, her
stomach, her throat, squeezing—
She gasped, and they were gone. They weren’t on the floor either. They
had vanished, as if they had never been there to start with.
Slowly, she inched back down the hall, her heart hammering, only to
crash into something solid. She seized, then whipped around, and Grim
gently grabbed her wrists before she could reach for her hidden dagger.
“Hearteater,” he breathed. “What are you doing?” His voice sounded
faraway.
She blinked, and it was as if she was plunged back into this moment,
into the hall. She heard a faint screeching.
“Did—did you see them?” she asked, squinting against the darkness,
searching for any sign of them.
Grim frowned. “See what?”
“All the snakes,” she said, as if it was obvious.
“Heart,” he said, knuckles running across her forehead. “Are you all
right?”
“I’m fine,” she told him, stepping away from his touch. She drew her
brows together, studying him. “You look like a demon.”
“Thank you,” he said.
“That wasn’t a compliment.” She shook her head. “Why are you in
armor?”
“The stormfinch,” he said. “It’s singing.”
That was the screeching.
Hope flared within her. Finally, another chance. She still had the other
ring Azul had returned to her . . . he had trapped a shred of storm inside.
Perhaps it would work.
Quickly, she got dressed and slipped the second ring on her finger.
Without Wraith they couldn’t fly, so Grim portaled them to a location just
outside one of the rural villages. Some of his people lived far from the
tunnel system, so he would bring them to safety himself.
Rain had just started to fall; it was cold on the crown of her head. A
flash of lightning soon joined it.
The clouds above began circling ominously.
Villagers rushed out of their houses at the sight of their ruler. He
portaled them all to the castle. Isla took more, using her starstick. After
everyone was evacuated, they went to another town.
Bells were still ringing faintly from other villages. Warnings of what
was about to come. Villagers began pouring out of their houses again,
possessions pressed to their chests. But, before Isla and Grim were past the
wall surrounding the cluster of houses, the first tornado touched down.
Then another.
Another.
Grim’s power shot out. He portaled a few screaming people away, as the
tornado barreled right toward them. Then his own abilities faltered.
Just like the last one, this tempest was full of tiny pieces of shade-made
metal, swirling everywhere, stabbing into surrounding trees and grazing her
skin, nullifying power.
“Hearteater, get down,” Grim said, before pulling her behind the stone
wall. The storm roared behind them, sending trees and bricks flying. She
reached for her power, but it had dimmed. Gone, as though she were
wearing her bracelets.
There were screams.
There was nothing she could do.
This—this was why they needed to close the portal. She held the ring
tightly, waiting for it to tremble in her hand, to heat—but nothing. She was
too far away.
Isla made to stand, and Grim pulled her back down. “You’ll get yourself
killed,” he said over the roaring; but he meant all of them.
He was right. She closed her eyes tightly, wind bellowing around them,
the ground peeling away in coils, dirt smattering against her every inch,
metal cutting through her clothes, and knew that getting close enough again
would be almost impossible.
It seemed like hours before everything went still again. Grim stood first,
then helped her up.
She choked back a sob.
Destruction. Death. Bodies . . .
It was just the beginning.
For a week, there was a new storm every day. The season had started in
earnest. Each time, Isla attempted to capture part of it; but she never got
close to a tornado again. Most of the tempests raged far above—and with
Wraith still injured, she couldn’t go that high. Her Skyling ability wouldn’t
work, thanks to the metal.
Every death—every quiet morning after, watching the aftermath, seeing
the ruin—made her remember.
Ashes. Bodies. Destruction.
There was less than a month left of winter when she finally took the
feather between her fingers again.
And wrote, Teach me.
SKYRES
Skyres draw power from blood.
That was what Aurora said.
They can only be formed with shademade metal.
She had been practicing the symbol for days, on parchment. Aurora
knew one, she said. One to funnel power. To control it.
It was exactly what she needed. A replacement for the bracelets. A
safeguard in case her visits to the island to unleash her power weren’t
enough.
Now, she was ready to try it on her skin.
Shademade. She could have gone to the blacksmith and asked for
another dagger, but its tip would have been too broad for her purposes. No,
the feather was perfect.
She followed Aurora’s instructions. Skyres were most effective when
bonded with objects of great power, to use as ink. She unearthed a ruby that
had been passed down through generations of her line. One that was said to
have been made by the power of her ancestor. Slowly, she pressed against it
with the feather’s tip. Not expecting much to happen.
She watched, transfixed, as the glimmering metal went right through the
gem. The stone’s center became almost liquid, coating the end of the quill
in sparkling crimson ink.
If the feather did that to a stone, she wondered what it would do to her
skin.
Act immediately, while the source is fresh, Aurora had said, so she
didn’t wonder for long. Pinching her lips in anticipation of a scream, she
dug the tip of the feather against her arm.
Fire erupted through her veins, as if her blood had been set aflame. She
screamed, grateful she had portaled to the Wildling newland, where no one
would hear her. Sweat poured down her forehead, mixing with tears. She
had never experienced such pain in her life, not when she had purposefully
lit her arm on fire for the Centennial, not when she had been struck in the
heart by an arrow.
It was almost enough for her to stop. Still, her fingers trembled as she
mimicked the symbol she had practiced hundreds of times already. The
delicate curve, the swirling lines, the tiny details.
Every single line has to be right, or your skin will flay from your bones.
The skyre becomes a curse that will consume you.
She gritted her teeth, trying to keep her hand steady. When she finished
the final sweep of ink, she dropped the feather and collapsed onto the floor.
Her arm was bloodied, the skin broken. It looked wrong. It looked like
she had been bitten by a strangely fanged beast.
But slowly, the ink began to glisten. Shine. Until the skin around it
tightened, painfully, melting into the marking.
It was done.
Her blood was roaring in her ears, searing through her body like
lightning. She lifted her trembling hand, testing the skyre.
It was supposed to funnel her powers. Control them.
Energy spiraled out of her palm in a green-tinged crest. She jolted in
surprise, watching as it hit the wall with precision, searing through one of
the swords against the stone.
Slowly, she approached the singed metal. Studied the hole that had gone
right through the wall.
Perfectly circular. Perfectly controlled.
She stared down at the gleaming ink upon her skin, thin as the weaving
of a web. With it . . . her abilities felt like they had been forged into a
weapon in her hand—a sword, or dagger, or throwing star, that she could
throw with precision.
It was a shortcut. It came at a cost. She heard the warnings in her mind,
but they didn’t matter . . . not when so many other lives were on the line.
Aurora was still her enemy . . . but she had helped her. The skyre had
worked.
Do you know any other markings? She scribbled desperately.
The response came quickly. It made Isla’s heart sink. No.
Isla nearly grabbed the pen, before it started moving again. But I know
where you can find out.
She found Grim in the greenhouse. In his black outfit, he looked like a
demon at the center of an oasis, shadows staining the ground around his
feet. They puddled as he turned around to face her.
“What are you doing here?” she asked, joining him at his side. There
was a balcony up a spiral staircase, overlooking all the nature. He was
leaned against its ledge.
He blinked as if he had been lost in his mind. “I come here, sometimes.
To think.” His gaze shifted to her. “To remember.”
Remember.
“Things . . . things were different back then,” she said, eyes glued on the
fountain in the center. The one with a statue of her, smiling, holding a baby
Wraith in her arms.
She could see him nod in her peripheral vision.
“We were different.”
He had fallen in love with a person who had barely left her room. Who
had never known an intimate touch. Who had never known power.
She had fallen in love with a ruthless warrior who had planned to kill
her, at one point.
“Sometimes I think our love was cursed from the beginning. That it
started with so much hatred . . . so much blood . . . it could never lead to
anything good.”
He was silent. She turned to face him, only to find him frowning. “From
the first moment I saw you, I didn’t stop thinking about you, and I hated it. I
thought you were a curse. Hatred was a lot easier to admit to myself than
love. It was a lot more familiar.” He shook his head. “I . . . I’m sorry for
ever hating you.”
“I’m sorry too.” She had stabbed him in the chest during their first
meeting. She had kept countless secrets from him. She had chosen someone
else over him. Right at this very moment, she kept a prophecy from him
that could lead to his death, by her own hand.
“I’ve never loved anyone,” Grim said, and she turned sharply to face
him. “Not until you.”
His face was clear. His eyes were earnest. It made her sad. “That can’t
be true.”
“It is. I started to believe I was incapable of it . . . of any of the feelings
I sensed from others . . . of loving someone so much, I would die for them,
without question.” He leaned against the ledge again. “I would watch,
sometimes, in the villages, a family walking down the streets, smiling. A
husband and wife with their arms linked. I thought it impossible to be that
happy. I thought love was the greatest lie. The most outrageous fantasy.”
His eyes narrowed. “I hadn’t . . . I hadn’t ever imagined myself happy. I
didn’t think I would ever deserve it. Not after everything I had done.” His
body tensed, as if he had been snagged by a memory. “When I was young,
we were trained to be ruthless, to have heart trained out of us.”
Isla’s voice was barely a whisper as she settled beside him, staring out
at the greenery. “How do you have the heart trained out of you?” She
wondered if she should even ask.
Grim raised a shoulder. “You ensure a child is never loved.” His throat
bobbed as he swallowed. “There was one guardian I grew attached to.
Against orders, she would tell me stories from her village before bed. She
brought me one of her own child’s balls to play with. She . . . cared for me,
and I cried saying goodbye to her. My father found out and had her
executed. He made me watch.” Tears burned her eyes, fury at his father for
being a monster, anger for the childhood that had been ripped away from
Grim.
He glanced at her. “‘Love is a disease,’ my father used to say. ‘Love
kills kingdoms.’ So, he tried to rid me of it.”
In their world, love did kill kingdoms. When power could be shared, it
could be taken. As Isla thought about the oracle’s prophecy, and the
sacrifice he had already made for her, she couldn’t help but think—
His father had been right.
“I come from a long line of heartless men, modeled after Cronan.” Her
jaw set at the mention of Grim’s ancestor, who had founded Lightlark with
Horus Rey and Lark Crown. “His cruelty was seen as strength. According
to my father, he was the model we all fought to emulate. Even the most
barbaric of practices.”
“Like what?” Again, she wondered if she should even ask, but she
wanted to know him, know the childhood that had made him into someone
he considered a monster.
His eyes blazed with fury. “Cronan had children. Many, many children,
as much as he could.” He swallowed. “He buried them beneath the land,
their power fed it.”
She stilled against the ledge. “He killed his children?”
“All except the strongest. And that was how the line continued.”
Isla gaped at him. No. She couldn’t be hearing him right. Her eyes
stung. “You—you can’t mean . . .”
Grim nodded. “Every Nightshade ruler before me has had dozens and
dozens of children. Has raised them until they were of age. And has forced
them to compete to the death.”
No.
She had heard of Grim’s brutal training. Never once had she considered
that there were others. His siblings, who he must have been raised to think
of as his rivals.
“So, you—you . . .” she couldn’t say the words.
Grim, mercifully, shook his head. “I was spared by my flair. The
moment my father found out about it, he slaughtered the rest of his children
himself.”
Isla was crying. Grim had always been alone . . . but he hadn’t needed
to be. He’d had family. And they were all dead. No wonder he hated his
father. No wonder he had fought against love and connection.
“But you . . . you don’t have children,” she said, confirming. He had
told her as much in the past, when she had inquired about the line of women
she had once joined.
“No. From the moment my father died, I knew I couldn’t do it. I knew I
would never be able to . . .”
Isla grabbed his hand. She felt sorry for all the innocent children,
brought into this world to die. She felt rage for the rulers who had killed
them, all for power.
“I’m sorry,” she said, meaning it. She knew what it was like to grow up
alone.
Isla understood now, more than ever, why Grim had been ready to go
through the portal for her.
She was all he had.
Slowly, her fingers settled between his, and a chill swept up her arm at
the contact. He looked at her like he had so much to say, but not enough
words and not enough time. His thumb brushed across her knuckles,
scraping them just slightly, and she shivered. He reached her wrist and
swept the inside, across her pulse. Frowned. His gaze slid down to her bare
wrists. He raised his brow slightly in question.
She hadn’t seen him since she had gone to the blacksmith. “I decided to
stop hiding.”
“Good,” he said. “I married all of you, Isla. Not just the good parts. Not
just the good days. Don’t hide from me.”
It was in that moment that she realized she had been hiding from
herself. She wanted so much, and it shamed her.
Half of her loved Oro—always would.
The other half loved Grim. Unconditionally. The same way he loved
her. Theirs was not a gentle love, it was a bleeding love. And she was done
pretending she didn’t want it.
If she was going to save Nightshade, and change her fate, she needed to
work with Grim—not against him.
Tears swept down her face again.
His eyes widened. He looked like he wished he could kill anything that
had made her upset. “What is it, heart?”
She shook her head. “I trusted them. The people I killed the other day,
when I was covered in blood. I—I thought they had become my friends.” It
sounded so stupid, saying it aloud. She sounded so pathetic. But Grim only
listened. He did not judge her. “And . . . my guardians. They—they—”
He held her as she cried. This was what she deserved, she knew. She
had betrayed countless people as well.
“I want to go somewhere,” she said, her chest rattling with sobs. “Just
with you. Like before.”
They didn’t have much time. They were well into winter now. The
augur had been clear—her fate and lifespan were somehow tied to the
portal. They needed to find it. All of their lives depended on it.
She watched Grim hesitate.
“There’s another palace,” he said, his large hand sweeping down her
spine, gathering her closer to her chest. “We can go there, for a few days. I
think—I think you’ll like it.”
She nodded against him. Perfect.
It was exactly what she had been hoping he would say. Exactly the
place Aurora had described. The skyre on her arm, made invisible by
Nightshade shadows, seemed to pulse.
It was an excuse, but it was also the truth. With so short a time left, she
wanted to enjoy part of it for just a few days. Give in to the desires she
could no longer ignore.
She and Grim . . . as much as she had tried to fight it, as much as part of
her hated herself for it, they were more alike than they were different. They
understood each other.
She was done pretending she didn’t love him. She was done burying her
feelings down, hoping they would die.
It might have made her a villain. It might have been wrong.
But she wanted him.
Isla found her original wedding dress in the wardrobe. It was pristine.
Perfect. Hung in a way that made it look like art on a wall, a piece Grim
might have often looked at.
Her fingers swept down the silk, across the ties of the bodice, and she
remembered standing while the dress was created around her. She
remembered the look on Grim’s face when he first saw her. She
remembered when he went to his knees and pressed his forehead against her
legs and whispered something into the fabric like a prayer.
She slowly took it off its hanger.
The buttons down the back were difficult to hook herself, but she bent
her arms, and with every latch there was another memory, another moment.
He had imprinted himself upon her life, and she wasn’t sure if there was
any way around it.
Before she could think better of it, she was in front of his door. She
didn’t need to knock.
The door swung open, and Grim’s eyes widened, just slightly. She
hadn’t often surprised him, but when she did, she cherished it.
The dress had long sheer sleeves made up of intricate embroidery. The
design told their story, whirling shadows meeting blooming flowers. The
bodice was low and covered in petals, the design of vines and stems curling
out of them, against her skin. The fabric was tight against her waist and
stomach, and the silk below was smooth, all the way to the floor.
“Heart,” he said, blinking more than usual, as if trying to discern a
dream from reality. “What—”
“I’m ready,” she said. She took a step forward. “I’m ready to try again.
To be your wife. Truly.”
The look he gave her was so earnest, so disbelieving, she couldn’t
imagine she had ever thought him heartless.
Slowly, his gaze never leaving hers, Grim went to his knees before her.
He took her hands as gently as if they were made of glass and bowed his
head. Tears swept down the sharp panes of his face. She had only seen him
cry once before, and it was when her heart had stopped. It made her own
eyes burn. “I won’t pretend I’ll ever be a good man,” he said. “But I’ll be
good to you.” His words were a promise she could feel in the center of her
chest, the bridge between them dark and gleaming. He smoothed his lips
across her knuckles. “I will make us happy, heart. I swear it.”
She wanted that. With every part of her, she wanted this to be real. She
wanted to pretend she could change her fate: that she could save them all,
have a happy ending.
Grim rose to his full height, eyes still never leaving hers. She carefully
wiped his tears with her thumb, and he shivered. “Our wedding night,” she
said, slightly breathless. “You remember it?”
His eyes darkened, then. “Only every night.”
“Good,” she said. She stepped into him. His body was hard and cold
against her. “Do it all again.”
Grim didn’t hesitate. One moment she was firmly on the ground, and
the next, he had reached down and swept her off her feet.
He turned around and portaled them so smoothly that she didn’t even
realize they were in their room until they were facing the bed.
She had anticipated he would want to do this here. Lynx was gone. Isla
had already brought him to the stables. She’d had to leave him several
pieces of dried meat and blankets to make up for it.
Ever so carefully, Grim set her down in front of the bed. She slowly
slipped out of her shoes, shrinking slightly before him.
“May I?” he asked, motioning toward her dress, the words so soft she
barely heard them.
She nodded and turned around. He gently moved her hair over her
shoulder, and his featherlight touch made her shiver. Just like their wedding
night, every sense seemed to be heightened, her skin as sensitive as if she
had never been touched before. Her toes curled at his breath on her neck
and his rough fingertips against her spine as he began to slowly undo the
buttons. Every scrape of him against her skin had her burning. Restless.
There were too many damn buttons.
He laughed darkly. “Patience, Hearteater,” he said, and a thrill went
through her as he used her old name. “We have all night.” She felt his
breath against the shell of her ear, and it made her shoulders hike. “And I
plan to enjoy every moment of it.”
She twisted to face him. “If I recall correctly, we didn’t leave this bed
for days.”
Grim laughed again. “Greedy for more, when we haven’t even started,
Hearteater?”
“Always,” she said, and felt the last button open. Her entire back was
bare to him. Just as she got used to the cold air upon her skin, he swept his
rough knuckles down her spine, and she arched, aching. The fabric fell off
her shoulder, and he pressed his lips against it, making his way up her neck,
across her jaw. She shivered at his touch, her want surprising her, rising just
as forcefully as she had tried to bury it down.
The dress fell to the floor, and Grim made a noise that almost sounded
pained. She had found the pieces of lace in her dresser too, the ones that
barely covered anything.
“My memory is useless, when it comes to you,” he murmured. “You’re
always so much more beautiful than I remember.”
“And you’re still fully dressed.” She was impatient, needy. She pressed
her hands against his shirt and watched it turn to ash, revealing a chest so
broad and muscled, he would have looked like a flawless statue, save for
the scar next to his heart. The one she had given him. He had kept it, a
vestige of her.
“Getting back at me for all the dresses?” he said, his voice dark and
amused. The ones he had ruined, by ripping them off her.
“Exactly.”
His pants were next. Now, they were on equal footing. Before she could
touch him again, he bent down and picked her up by the back of her thighs,
lifting her onto the bed. Then, eyes never leaving hers, he knelt before her
again.
She gasped as he hooked his fingers beneath her knees and dragged her
to the edge of the sheets, right below him. His breath was hot against the
center of her, and she groaned.
“You have no idea how many times I’ve imagined this,” he said. Her
lace was gone with a single movement, and he didn’t waste a moment with
teasing or games. No, he seemed to be as starved as she was. Her head fell
back with the first press of him against her, toes curling, eyes squeezing
closed.
Then, she arched off the bed. His hands gently pinned her hips down
against the sheets, thumbs stroking her sensitive skin. He was slow, and
gentle—until he wasn’t. She dug her heels against his back until she was
moaning into her own shoulder and fisting the sheets. Then she was being
dragged beneath an endless sea of pleasure, until her muscles tensed and
she was shattering against him.
She sat up, dazed, limp, her skin feeling raw and covered in sparks.
He slowly rose from the floor, and she watched him with wide eyes,
beyond words. She watched as he slowly climbed up the bed, leaning over
her. Then he tucked his arm beneath her and dragged them both to the head
of the bed.
He slowly kissed his way up her body—her stomach, then her sensitive
chest, peaked with need. He took his time there, and she gasped as he
scraped his teeth, then his tongue across her. She was molten, squirming
below him, desperate for more.
“Please,” she said. She locked her legs behind his back, reaching for
him. In response, he slowly, very slowly, took one of her arms and placed it
above her head, her knuckles pressed against the silk sheets. Then he did
the same with her other arm.
He reached between them, and she gasped as she finally felt him push
against her. He slowly inched forward. His thumb swept across her palm,
and he moved carefully, gently, his body shaking with restraint. He went in
and in and in, until she couldn’t think around the pressure, couldn’t breathe
around it; and then he sighed against the crown of her head, and she
groaned as he reached a place that made her spine feel like a bolt of
lightning.
Then he started to move, and nothing in the world had ever felt so good,
so right, so saturated. She was breathless, breaking, mending, and it was
better than she remembered, this feeling, this fullness.
He held her by the wrists as he drove into her, and she moaned into his
mouth, panting, lost for words, lost for sanity. She knew he could feel her
emotions, every crest of pleasure, every inch of need and want.
He growled as he hauled her up against him, as if he couldn’t feel
enough of her; and she groaned at the contact, her sensitive chest scraping
against his cold skin with his every movement. She hooked her arms around
his neck and bit down against his shoulder to keep from making even more
noise.
In a flash he sat back on his feet, lifting her upper body to face him. At
this angle, she could feel everything, every inch of contact between them.
He moved, and her head fell back as she took everything he gave her, his
body finding every aching spot in hers and filling it.
Grim grabbed her by the side of her face and kissed her deeply, his
tongue stroking the roof of her mouth as she shuddered against him, all of
her going taut, then loose. He pulled her back onto his chest, and kept
going, faster, and she kept kissing him, as if she could show him with her
lips and tongue how good this all felt, because words would never be
sufficient.
She bit his bottom lip as he found a spot that felt like the place between
stars, and he kept going, never tiring, muscles hard as stone beneath her.
She met him stroke for stroke, grinding her hips, chasing her pleasure; and
when she found it and cried out against his mouth, he flipped them over and
drove into her again, pulling her close. He gasped as he pushed into her one
final time, his shadows flaring around him, shuddering through the room.
On their wedding night, he had broken all the windows. Tonight, it
seemed he had remembered and taken precautions against it.
“Again,” she said, panting, not a moment later. “Do that again.”
He laughed darkly in the space between her neck and shoulder. He
kissed the length of her neck. “So impatient,” he said against her skin. But
then he flipped her over, and he did.
WINTER
The winter palace was made of harsh arches that mimicked the mountains
around it. A thin layer of snow clung against the stone and glass exterior as
if it was wearing a sheer blanket, and the windows were as dark as lifeless
eyes, like the entire castle was sleeping.
Howls of wind blew her hair back and clawed at her cheeks. The cold
was voracious, striking in a thousand swift bites. Grim didn’t seem to mind
it as he took a few steps forward. “It wasn’t always empty,” he said. “I
remember it full.”
“What happened to everyone?” she dared ask.
“They died. Every single one.”
She felt a bite of pain, remembering what he had told her. Everyone
Grim had ever truly known was gone. Everyone except for her.
“Did you spend a lot of time here as a child?”
He nodded. “From the time I was born, until I started my training. This
area is called the Algid, the northernmost part of Nightshade. Here, it snows
all the time.”
The forever winter here was a reminder of her fate. Of the limited time
she had left to change it.
“Has it been abandoned for long?”
“Not completely. The grounds are maintained, and the main chambers
are attended to, in case of a visit.”
She turned to him. “I don’t remember coming here. Why didn’t you take
me?”
He frowned. “It’s cold. You hate the cold.”
The moment Grim stepped foot inside the castle, flecks of silver lit up
within the stone of the interior, a million lights around them, like stars
buried in the night sky. Isla gaped at them.
“It’s a special stone,” Grim said, glancing at her. “Lights up when it
senses Nightshade power.”
It reminded her of Starling. She told Grim, and he nodded. “The realms
aren’t as different as we make them out to be.”
Grim showed her down hall after hall, room after room. She saw a few
attendants who bowed, then went on their way.
By the end of his tour, Grim seemed lighter. He ran his hand along the
back of a chair carved in an intricate style she had never seen before.
“You look . . . happy,” Isla said, watching Grim take all of it in.
He nodded. “As a child, I was happiest here.”
“Why?”
“Because my father lived in the other castle,” was what he said.
“We can be happy here,” she said, putting her hand on his.
Remembering the words he had told her before he had taken her to bed.
And, even as she hid her true purpose for being here, she meant it.
Grim had portaled in a wardrobe full of soft fabrics. Sweaters, pants casual
enough to sleep in, thick tights to wear beneath her dresses. There were
capes with hoods lined in furs, and gloves that would reach her elbows. It
wasn’t all black, either.
“I thought you would appreciate color,” he said. The color in question
was a mix of white, greys, and the occasional Starling silver, but she was
grateful.
“This was thoughtful,” she said.
He looked almost sheepish. “All I ever think of is you.”
Isla stepped close to him. She went on her toes and didn’t even come
near his height. “Remember when we first met?”
“Of course, I remember.” He pulled his shirt up, revealing the silver
slash on his chest. “You made it difficult to forget.”
She rolled her eyes at him as he smoothed the fabric back down. “The
Grim I first met would have been disgusted by the words that just came out
of your mouth.”
Grim scowled. “Does this end in a point?”
She flicked his nose, and it seemed like he was trying very hard to glare
at her. He ended up pulling her close to him. “My point is . . . people can
change.”
His face softened. “If they have a reason to,” he said, reaching down to
run his rough fingertips across the side of her face. Even that simple touch
felt like sparks trailing down her skin.
“I want to see you relaxed,” she said.
“I am relaxed.”
He was wearing three different types of swords, a cape, and wraps
around both of his arms. His spine was soldier-straight.
“Right.” She frowned. “I don’t think I’ve ever seen you in
anything . . . casual.” She walked over to his own wardrobe and tore it
open. Cape. Cape. Cape. Cape.
She turned around, exasperated. “You wear it when you’re alone too?”
He just looked at her.
“No.” She shook her head and grabbed his hand.
“Where are we going?”
“Take us to the closest village,” she said. Her plans could wait. If they
had a couple of days together to celebrate their union, she wanted to enjoy
them. “This time, disguise us as something fun.”
She woke up draped in a half dozen blankets. Grim must have portaled
them here to make her comfortable. The fire crackled just a few feet away.
Somehow, they had ended up on the floor, right beside it. She remembered
now, how Grim had groaned as she had climbed atop him, how he had
pulled her down against his chest afterward. Their clothing was strewn
across the floor, along with dozens of books. There were gaps in the shelves
he had pressed her against.
“We made a mess,” she said. Grim waved the thought away.
“I’ll put them back,” he said. His power began to work, but she shook
her head.
“I—I want to look through them,” she said. “I’ve never had a library to
myself—not like this. Not without restrictions.”
“Now you have several.”
She told the truth. “Maybe there will be something to help find the
portal.”
He brought her some fresh clothes, and she slipped them on, before
moving to the table. She began stacking books with her power. Grim
watched her.
She turned to face him. “You’re distracting.”
“Am I?”
Isla looked from the cracks in the table, to him, laying in the fabrics
with nothing on, shadows from the flames playing across his pale skin. He
was already ready again, and part of her wanted to go back to him, but—
Grim laughed. He walked over to her, kissed the top of her head, and
said, “Enjoy your library.”
Then, he was gone.
The room suddenly felt too empty. But she had a job to do. She found
her discarded dress and pulled something from the interior pocket.
The feather.
She struck its point against her palm, watched the blood burble, and
wrote on a fresh piece of parchment.
What am I looking for?
A book cursed closed, the feather wrote. Isla wasn’t sure she understood.
How could a book be cursed?
She didn’t suppose it would simply be sitting on a shelf, and she hoped
it wasn’t one of the ones that had fallen to the floor.
Most of the books didn’t even have titles, or covers; they were simply
leather-bound. She had to flip them open and read a few paragraphs before
moving on. After doing so for hours, she realized it would be weeks before
she got through the entire collection. And she had only a few hours before
Grim would summon her for dinner.
If the book was important, it would be hidden. She studied the walls,
looking for levers or special panels. She remembered searching the libraries
on Lightlark, and looked in the hearth too.
Nothing.
It was only when she was stacking the books she and Grim had knocked
down that she realized one book had remained in the middle of the center
row, when all others around it had fallen.
Strange.
She shook the shelf, waiting for it to fall loose. But it didn’t move an
inch. As if it was stuck.
Or enchanted.
Isla grabbed one of the sliding ladders and climbed to the shelf.
She studied the book carefully without touching it, not wanting to force
it out with her abilities and potentially harm it.
It looked just like the others. Thick black leather cover, creased by time.
Spine engraved in a swirling pattern. There was just one thing that set it
apart. Strange stains against its pages.
Isla expected it would take all her might to pull the book free. But the
moment her hand curled around it, the book released its hold, and slid
against her fingers.
Strange. She climbed down and set it on the table. It had a force around
it, power she could feel clicking against her bones.
It was only when she went to turn the page that she realized the stains
upon it were blood.
Isla stumbled back just as the book flew open. Cursed. It was supposed
to be cursed closed, according to Aurora. She expected an attack, a storm to
rise from its pages, blades to careen through the air . . . but there was
nothing.
Only parchment and faded ink.
Her flair had saved her.
Her father was the only person she knew of who’d had her flair. If the
book was cursed, then perhaps it hadn’t been read in millennia. Even
though, judging by the blood, many had tried.
She sank into a chair and rushed to flip through the pages, reading as
quickly as she could.
If she had been expecting page after page of skyres . . . she was wrong.
Every page was blank.
She grew more frustrated as she flipped through them. “Help me find
the portal,” she begged in a whisper. She needed to close it, stop the storms,
stop the death. She needed to use it to extend the time she had. She needed
to hope it would be enough to change her fate.
The pages remained empty until the very end.
Undeterred and without any other options, she flipped from the
beginning and tried again, to see if she had missed something.
This time, ink began to form. It was as if the book changed every time it
was read. A few sentences were revealed, far away from each other. Most
didn’t make sense out of context.
Then, on the last page, there was a skyre. An ornate marking that looked
almost like a rose, encased in an orb.
It had no description. Part of her itched to simply paint it upon her skin,
to test it out . . . but it would be a risk. It could do anything. She
remembered the blacksmith’s warning.
She flipped back to the first page and started again.
Grim surprised her by taking her to the village for dinner. He must have
noticed how much she had loved it.
The restaurant was full, and Grim frowned at all the noise and chaos,
but Isla couldn’t hear enough, couldn’t see enough. It was lively, the
villagers dragging chairs to other tables, having conversations over groups
of people, laughing, and smiling, as if they weren’t in the middle of the
storm season. As if they lived each day to the fullest, anyway.
When she looked at Grim, he was already staring at her.
“What?”
“You . . . would be happy here,” he said slowly, studying her face for
her reaction.
She hadn’t really thought about it. But . . . even as much as she hated
the cold, this village was alive in a way she hadn’t seen before. The
community had survived centuries of curses. It was clear that the same
families had known each other through generations. It was beautiful.
Grim ordered charred meat with whipped potatoes and got something
completely different delivered by the boisterous owner. Isla smiled behind
her hand at the look on his face. Still, he ate it, and she ate off his plate
when she decided his was far better than hers.
“Just take it,” he said gruffly, pushing his plate to her, and reaching over
to take hers.
“It’s so much worse,” she said, watching his face as he took a bite. “It
was a horrible trade.”
“It is,” Grim confirmed. Isla smiled, pushing his food back, but he
stopped the plate with his hand. “I told you I would give you anything,
remember? That includes my clearly superior mystery dish.”
He dutifully ate everything on his plate, and then the rest of hers when
she was done. Afterward, he dragged her into an alley, and she moved first,
pinning him against the wall and kissing him until he sighed into her mouth.
“As much as I enjoyed that, I had more innocent motives for bringing
you here,” he said, sucking his bottom lip, as if to savor the taste of her. He
motioned toward light peeking around the corner. “Chocolate,” he said. “It’s
a chocolate shop that—”
She pulled him to her. “That is so incredibly thoughtful,” she said. “And
I love chocolate in a way that is probably concerning. But I want something
else right now.” She looked at him. “Do you understand?”
By the way he portaled them back to the castle—and what he did
afterward—she knew he’d understood perfectly.
UNLEASHED
The winter palace seemed oddly removed from the rest of the world.
Outside, nothing was heard but the faint calling of birds; and at night,
nothing was seen but an endless sheet of stars.
As she stared out the wall of glass windows, she wondered how this
place had survived centuries of storm seasons. She had seen the force of the
tempests—and all they had destroyed—in just the last few months. She kept
waiting for another one, but the sky here was still blue.
Grim said he wanted to show her something outside, and he motioned
toward a set of clothes he had pulled from her wardrobe. She squinted at the
pants that would disintegrate in the snow, socks that were meant for inside,
and undergarments that weren’t at all suited for any type of exercise.
“What?” he asked as a smile played on her mouth.
“Nothing,” she said, pulling pants made of thick leather, a tight band
and shirt to keep her chest warm and in place, and a long-sleeved shirt.
“You know remarkably little about how women dress, for someone who’s
been alive for half a millennium,” she said. He had likely asked an attendant
to help him create her wardrobe.
Grim gave her a look. “Might I remind you, I was never meant to marry.
I was never meant to have a woman in my quarters for more than a few
hours.”
She smiled at him. It was true. She remembered the challenges of
having the original ceremony. The surprise and outrage of the court.
Isla realized this room—the one that must have been his father’s
centuries before—would never have had a woman living in it. Now her
things were everywhere.
When she was dressed, Grim studied her, as if committing the pieces to
memory, annoyed at having gotten it wrong before. She smiled as he led her
out into the gardens.
They could have portaled anywhere, but they walked for miles, talking
about everything from what was going on at the castle to how Lynx and
Wraith were getting along.
“Your leopard is oddly protective of a creature that is several times his
size,” he said.
“His name is Lynx,” she corrected, for the dozenth time.
“But he isn’t one,” Grim said, for also the dozenth time, exasperated.
“You’re calling him by a different type of animal.”
“He likes it,” she said, glaring at him.
“Fine,” he said. “Lynx,” he frowned at the word as if it had insulted
him, “is oddly protective of the aptly named Wraith.”
She rolled her eyes at him. “Wraith might be huge, but he’s still a child.
Lynx is older.” She sighed. “I’m just relieved Lynx hasn’t held Wraith’s
bonded against him.”
Isla didn’t see the ball of snow until it was crashing into the side of her
face.
She whirled around, fingers pressed to her temple. Grim was already
holding another one.
“Don’t,” she said.
He threw it, and she only barely ducked in time.
“You said you’re ready to stop hiding.” He motioned at the fields
around him, and the mountains at their back. “There’s no one for miles.
Except for me.” She looked at him pointedly. “You can’t hurt me,” Grim
said.
“Overconfident?”
“Try,” he said.
“No.”
“Try.”
“No.”
The ball of snow hit her right in the center of her chest. She gave him a
look. “Fine. Remind yourself you begged me to put you flat on your ass
when it hurts.”
If they were going to duel, she wasn’t going to use balls of snow.
He didn’t know about her skyre. He had kissed every inch of her skin
last night, but it had remained hidden by Nightshade power. His own power,
that she had used.
Which meant he didn’t know about her newfound control.
She flexed her hand toward the ground, and a sword of ice formed down
her arm, the sharp point sliding against the snow. It didn’t feel like she was
using Oro’s powers. No . . . this felt like her. If Grim was surprised by
seeing her using Moonling ability, he didn’t show it. He just summoned a
sword made of shadows that twisted and calcified.
Then, he struck.
Isla turned away at the last moment, then hooked her leg around his.
With all the force she could muster, she knocked his legs from beneath him,
but he was ready for her. Before he hit the ground, he was on the other side
of the clearing. “Portaling isn’t fair,” she grumbled.
Grim chuckled. “Might I remind you, wife, that you have access to the
same power.”
She did.
She portaled into the mountains, and he was right behind her. Their
swords clashed, and then she was gone. Higher. They portaled their way up
the cliffside, swords battling.
When he appeared right behind her, she swept her arms wide, and sent a
wave of snow over him. She grinned, watching it glide down the mountain,
but then she turned, and there he was. He sent her back with the force of his
shadows, but she was already propelling herself into the air with a burst of
Starling energy.
She landed with a crouch on the mountain top and waited for him.
Waited.
A snowball hit her right in the ear.
She bared her teeth and turned around, finding Grim standing there,
looking very pleased with himself.
Isla slowly stood and, eyes never leaving his, summoned her Starling
shield, feeling it form from her toes, up her legs, her stomach, her chest,
down her arms, over her neck. It was a glimmering second-skin, a fighting
suit of stars.
Grim’s eyes trailed her body. “Impressive. What a striking star you
make.”
Isla launched forward and, with the force of a meteor, crashed into him.
Grim fell back with a whoosh, and she was pleased to have knocked the
breath from him. They rolled across the clearing, just nearly falling off the
side.
He landed above her, caging her in with his arms on either side of her
face. His body was pressed against every angle of her.
Grim’s eyes swept down her form again. “I’ve never taken a woman on
a mountain before.”
Just when he made to kiss her, she disappeared, leaving him in the
snow.
Behind him, she said, “And you never will.”
Grim laughed darkly. He was behind her in an instant. “Will you be mad
at me when I launch you off this peak?” he whispered in her ear.
Cocky demon. His shadows swarmed her, but she was too fast, she
froze his shadows solid, and they fell into the snow. She shot herself back
with a burst of energy, then began throwing ice dagger after ice dagger,
aimed at his heart, his head, his neck. Each turned to ash just an inch before
landing true. In response, he sent an army of snowballs in her direction,
which bounced off her Starling shield. They didn’t touch her, but the force
against her shield hurt.
It was too thin. She needed thicker. And she needed to wipe that self-
satisfied grin off his face.
Isla shielded herself completely in energy, arms crossed in front of her.
She called every inch of her force around her. Then, when Grim was close
enough, she exploded.
Grim was launched off the mountain so quickly, he was just a streak of
shadow.
And Isla was left smiling.
He was waiting for her at the bottom of the mountain, leaning against it,
looking awfully whole for someone who had just been hurled off a peak.
“Unleashed suits you, Hearteater,” he said.
She couldn’t agree more.
Grim woke her up early, with his lips against her head. “Wraith is getting
restless. I’m going to take him flying. I’ll be back soon.”
She should take Lynx for a run too. But she needed to spend more time
going through the book. So far, she had only collected a handful of skyres,
without knowing how to use them. He couldn’t know about her research.
He left, and she returned to the library. The pages flipped over and over,
revealing just a little bit more each time.
Most were pieces of skyres. A select few were whole. None had
descriptions; not yet.
She was slouched in the chair, her cheek resting against her palm, as she
flipped through and a sentence caught her eye. She’d hardly finished
reading it before it settled, disappearing.
Slowly, she sat up.
It wasn’t a skyre . . . but it was something important. Something she
would need, once she discovered the right marking.
It read, Bones hold more power than blood. The most powerful skyres
must be formed with them.
If she was going to close the portal—if she was going to extend her life
—she would need infinitely powerful bones.
She knew where to get them.
Snow fell weightlessly around her as she stopped at the mouth of the
maze, still clutching the book in her hands, in case she needed a different
skyre.
Uncertain, she took a breath. She had memorized the turns Grim had
taken, as a precaution. Still, Isla wondered if she was making a grave
mistake as she stepped inside the labyrinth.
Power hummed somewhere inside the hedges, smothering her own. She
could feel it biting against her cheeks, her fingertips.
It was quiet. Too quiet, almost, as if all life had been stolen within its
walls. She imagined what it would be like to be trapped forever, to go
crazed inside, searching for the way out.
The book seemed to hum in her hands. She opened it as she walked,
flipping through the pages, seeing what might be revealed to her.
Nothing.
Just blank parchment. Not even a single marking. She frowned. Closed
the book again.
By the time she heard the growl, it was too late.
The creature was on her, its teeth sinking into her calf as she screamed.
The smell of her blood filled the air, and she kicked as hard as she could,
foot finding hard skin. It was enough to get the beast off her and give her a
chance to run.
That was when she saw what it was—a snarling four-legged creature
with a squished, angry face, and tusks coming out of its front. Something
about it was twisted. Wrong.
A creature from the storm. From the otherworld.
But there hadn’t been a storm in weeks . . . unless there had been one far
away. Unless the beast had been hiding all this time.
Its skin was plated in patches of scales like armor, and it roared, head to
the sky, as if communicating with something. It sniffed wildly in the air,
and Isla realized with a start that it didn’t have eyes.
Smell. It went off smell, and hearing, similar to the creature in the
mountain.
Her ankle was bleeding badly. She would need to return to the coffin
later. She took off toward the maze’s entrance, limping as fast as she could,
shaking hand keeping a firm grip on the book, and froze.
Three more beasts awaited her.
They smelled her immediately, the one she had kicked in the face
catching up. And all Isla could do was run. Into the maze she went, ankle
screaming in pain as she ran as fast as she could, weighed down by her
heavy fabrics. She tucked the book into the front of her dress to keep from
losing it and soaked her cloak in her own blood. When a turn came up, she
threw it in the other direction, over a hedge, and watched all four creatures
lunge the opposite way.
She tore back down the path, but she had turned too many times in their
pursuit. The directions she had memorized were now useless.
She was lost.
Ripping sounds reached her as the cloak was turned to shreds. Then,
roaring. They were hungry. They had gotten a taste of her blood and wanted
more.
Isla pressed against one of the hedge walls, panting, trying to keep
quiet. They would smell her here. It was little use.
The growling was right behind her now.
If she was lost, she needed to get up, atop the hedges. She felt around
her person. She had two daggers. Nearly useless against the scaled
beasts . . . but she could use them to climb.
She stuck her blade into the thick hedge and heard the creatures erupt in
growls. They had sensed her.
Her other blade reached high above, and she cried out as she hauled
herself up, her ankle bleeding down the plants. Just three more stabs of the
hedge should do it, she told herself. Then, she would be safe. The hedge
was tall; she didn’t think they could climb it.
She reached back to strike again—
And was dragged off the wall by a set of teeth.
Isla’s breath left her as her back hit the ground. All she could do was
watch as four sets of teeth hovered, snarling, ready to pounce.
The book against her chest was the only thing shielding her body from
being ripped open, and it didn’t stand a chance against those teeth.
The book.
Just as they leapt to finish their meal, Isla pulled the book out of her
dress, hoped Aurora was right about it being cursed, and flung it open.
At first, nothing happened.
Then, an otherworldly scream cleaved through the air like a clap of
thunder. Isla watched as nothing short of a demon crawled through the
pages. It was winged, and sinewy, and didn’t have a face, other than a
mouth with more teeth than she had ever seen in any type of beast, rows of
them, sharp as stacked blades. It hit the ground in front of her, resting on the
talons of its wings and even the four-legged creatures backed away.
They didn’t stand a chance. The demon lunged forward and ripped them
to ribbons. Blood spattered as the creatures fought, covering Isla in it, but
she wasn’t safe. Not yet. When the demon was done with the beasts, it
could turn for her . . . and she was still lost in the maze.
She tucked the book back against her chest and began to climb.
At any moment she could be torn to shreds. She could be pulled back
off the wall. She knew that, and she kept climbing and climbing, dragging
her bloody ankle behind her, until she reached the top and hauled herself
over it.
The castle gleamed in front of her, just beyond the gardens.
She was right. The hedges were compacted, strong. Covered in a layer
of ice.
Solid enough for her to run atop them.
She should go back to the palace, before she bled out . . . but she turned
toward the coffin, glimmering in the center of the maze.
This could be her only chance to visit it without Grim. As soon as he
saw her injury, he would be suspicious. She might never get this
opportunity again. “You’re going to regret this,” she said to herself, before
taking off toward the glittering metal.
She ran down row after row, until there was a gap. She needed to jump.
She did, over and over, using skills honed from prowling the towns,
jumping from rooftop to rooftop. On her last leap, her ankle twisted below
her, and she hit the side of the opposite hedge with a thud that stole her
breath, before sliding to the ground. Her head spun. Her body was sore
everywhere. But she was close. She had seen it. Ignoring the pain, she got
to her feet, turned the corner, and was nearly blinded by sparkling metal.
Her breathing labored, she inched toward the coffin. Curled her hands
around the side. Pushed.
Nothing happened.
She tried again. Heaved against it with all her might. But it didn’t
budge. Almost like it was enchanted.
Or cursed.
She remembered what the blacksmith said. Her blood was power.
She didn’t spare a moment before smearing the blood from her ankle
across its opening.
Immediately, the blood began to spread, melting across the coffin. This
time, she pushed—and it opened.
She looked inside, expecting to see a corpse. Waiting to steal a bone to
use for her skyres.
But the coffin was empty.
Impossible. Had the body been moved? Stolen?
A screech like a talon across the sky shattered the silence, and the maze
seemed to tremble around her, in anticipation.
The creature. It had finished with the others, and now, it would find her.
She tucked the book to her side, scrambled to the closest hedge, and
climbed for her life.
She ran, dragging her ankle behind her, along with a trail of blood. She
had lost so much already.
After the next jump, she collapsed against the top of the hedge, her
vision blurring. Her head spinning. She dragged herself back up,letting the
pain pulsing through her ankle anchor her consciousness, but she stumbled,
dropping the book. She didn’t even see where it landed.
Already, she could barely feel her hands and fingers. This was bad.
Then it got worse.
There was rustling behind her, and she turned to find the demon from
the book crawling up to the top of the hedges.
She whipped around and ran faster. Faster. So fast, she barely saw in
front of her; all she knew is she needed to move. The castle was right there.
So close. But her head was spinning now.
And there was one more jump left to the outer ring. She didn’t think she
could make it, not when her entire leg now had gone numb from the loss of
blood. It was freezing. She sunk to her hands and knees and felt the ice,
slippery beneath her palms. The cold seemed to stick to her, crawling into
her lungs, stinging against her wound, slowing her breathing. Her eyes
fluttered closed.
Somewhere behind her, the demon from the book screamed again, and
she folded over, covering her ears.
There was an answering roar.
She recognized it immediately.
Grim.
With renewed hope, she flung herself through the air, just barely making
it across the way. She hung off the side of the hedge and groaned as she
pulled herself atop again with her last remaining effort. Just a little farther.
Stars spotted her vision. She saw the mouth of the labyrinth and forced
herself forward. There. Just there.
She crawled to the edge, and her fingers were cut to ribbons as she
reached within the thorned hedge for purchase. She tried to climb down the
wall without her daggers, but she had lost too much blood. Her vision went
black, and her hands went wholly numb. She fell halfway down—
Into Grim’s arms.
Snow melted against the window; the glass heated by the roaring fire beside
it. It was the first thing she saw when she awoke.
She was still in the winter palace, then. Flashes of the maze came in
spurts. The four-legged creatures. Her ankle, torn open by their teeth. The
demon from the book. Her running atop the maze.
She looked down at her ankle and found it wrapped around and around,
in bandages already soaked with blood—but not as much as there should
be. Grim was in the process of changing them.
When he saw her awake, he knelt beside her in an instant.
She strained to get up from the chaise he had dragged next to the fire.
“Creatures—”
“I saw them,” he said. “Or what was left of them.” He looked at her in
question. She was good with her daggers, but even she could not shred a
creature of that size the way that demon had.
“Something saved me,” she admitted.
That was when Grim held up the book. He must have found it within the
maze. Isla’s reflexes made to fling it across the room, to warn Grim not to
touch it.
Then, he held up the head of the faceless demon that had crept out of it.
Oh.
“It saved me,” she said, a little sad to see it dead, even though it had
hunted her.
He raised a brow at her. “It tried to tear me to pieces.”
Fair.
Isla had seen the demon at work. Sometimes she forgot how powerful
Grim was.
Then came questions she wasn’t prepared for. “What were you doing in
the maze, Isla? What is this book?” The pages had remained blank for him,
then.
She stilled, wondering how much to say. She remembered how his
advisors had warned him . . . had called her a traitor. A snake. Even now,
though, Grim didn’t look upset . . . no. If anything, he looked confused.
Hurt.
She told part of the truth. “I thought it might help me find the portal.”
He blinked. “Did it?”
She nodded. “It did.”
It had all come together on her way out of the maze.
He looked at her expectantly.
“The portal is the coffin.”
Grim’s eyes narrowed, considering.
“It’s empty. His flair was portaling.” Bones hold more power than
blood. “I think . . . I think his bones created it, became the portal.”
Grim bit the inside of his cheek in concentration. “The maze . . . it hid
its power.”
She nodded.
Isla expected to feel melting relief—they had found the portal. But it
didn’t even look open. She had no idea how to permanently close it, or if
that was even possible, when she couldn’t use power around it.
She sighed, leaning back, and caught a glimpse of glimmering ink. The
swirl on her arm that she had previously kept hidden. Her sleeves had been
torn by the beasts and thorned maze. It was fully visible between the tatters.
The shadows she had kept over them would have been released in the
labyrinth. She had passed out before being able to put them back.
Grim had clearly seen it, while he had healed her. Slowly, she looked up
at him. He didn’t drop her gaze as he said, “What, Hearteater, is that?”
BONES
Isla told Grim everything about the skyres. About the augur’s words. About
her dwindling timeline. About the feather she spoke through. At first, the
words came out slowly, but then, in a relieved rush. She was grateful to be
burning at least some of the secrets between them.
The entire time, Grim just sat there, almost unnaturally still, as if
forcing himself to be silent to let her finish.
Then, he said, simply, “No.”
“No?”
He shook his head. “No. Your soul will not be the price to pay.”
“Then what will?” she demanded. “Who will?”
He was silent.
“I’m going to keep using them,” she said firmly. “This—this guilt. This
blood on my hands. It will never be erased. But any sacrifice I have to make
to do more good than bad . . . to make sure everyone doesn’t die with
me . . . I’m going to do it. It’s my choice.”
His eyes blazed into hers. They stared each other down.
Grim didn’t agree with her . . . but she knew he wouldn’t dare take away
her choice. Not again. Begrudgingly, he nodded.
Grim looked away. For a few moments, there was silence, as he leaned
over his knees, his hands pressed against them. He looked pensive, deep in
thought. Then, he said, “I said I would choose you over the world, every
single time.” He glanced over at her again, and she nodded. “It’s true. I
would burn the world for you, in a moment. Without question.” His throat
worked. “But that doesn’t mean I want us to live in its ashes.” He sighed,
and it seemed to move through his entire body. “I don’t want the world to
die, heart. I’ve been trying to search for solutions. I thought . . . I thought
maybe we could have a child.”
She stilled. An heir would resolve his life being tied to his realm.
“The augur’s read of your lifespan clearly makes that impossible,” he
said. He was right.
But the idea of having a child with him . . .
“It made me happy,” he said, quietly. “It made me wish for another life.
Another universe, where it was just us, just our family. One where we were
free from all the responsibilities that bind us.”
“I want that too,” she said, the words a whisper. Her eyes burned,
thinking about it. “A life with nothing binding me. It’s what I’ve always
wanted.”
He almost smiled. He brushed away a tear that had slipped down her
cheek. “We aren’t supposed to want anything,” he said gently. It was true.
She had learned that from the time she could learn at all. Rulers were born
simply to serve their people. Her life was not her own.
She leaned into him, and he gathered her to his chest. She buried her
face in his shirt, her ear pressed against his heart. She relished in its beating.
“Somewhere, out there, nearby, or in another world completely, there
someone who got everything they wanted. It will never be us.” She looked
up at him. “But for them . . . for them, I’m happy. I hope they know how
lucky they are.”
“I’m not happy for them,” he said. “I envy them.”
She smiled. “I envy them too.”
His arms tightened around her. He whispered, right against the crown of
her head, “I’m holding everything I’ve ever wanted.”
Isla turned and looked up at him, only to find him studying her.
His eyes were almost glimmering with intensity. “You said before, I
don’t know what love is . . . but I do. I know it means us being infinite. It
means our fates being tied together regardless of where we are, or whether
we live or die.” He trailed his knuckles down her cheek. “I’m not sure of
much in this world, Isla, but I am sure of this. My love for you doesn’t
know reason. It doesn’t know limit. It doesn’t know death. In every
universe, every timeline, I am yours . . . and you are mine.”
She kissed him as snow began to fall outside the glass window. She held
him and thought to herself that this moment was perfect.
It was almost easy to pretend that there weren’t a million problems
waiting beyond, like distant arrows aimed at this glass house, ready to
shatter it.
The augur eyed her as she stalked toward him, having stepped through his
waterfall without an invitation. He was standing at the ready, as if he had
been expecting her.
“I wondered when you would show up,” he said. “Where are my
hearts?”
Her grin was poisonous. “I’ll feed you the one in your chest, if you’d
like.”
Slowly, he smiled, stretching his sickly skin taut, his pointed teeth
glittering. “Oh, the prophet would have liked you . . .”
“Speaking of him,” she said. “I’m assuming you have his blood.”
He didn’t make a single move that signaled surprise.
“You have more than that . . . don’t you?”
The augur lifted a bony shoulder. “I have his skull. And, of course,
blood.”
She imagined stealing their dear prophet’s body might have been what
had gotten the augur ousted from the mountain.
They knew where the portal was—but not what to do next. There was a
path to find out she hadn’t yet explored, mostly because she had believed it
impossible. Now, she was desperate. “The lost pages of the prophet’s book.
They speak about how to open and close portals. Right?”
He nodded. “They detail exactly how the prophet got here.”
“They were written in his blood?” She needed to confirm.
He nodded again.
“If I put a tracking skyre on his bone . . . would it lead me to it?”
He seemed surprised. “You learned how to form it?”
No. She hadn’t. But the book from the winter castle had given her
several original markings. It was dangerous—and painful—but she would
try each one, until she got it right. “Not yet. But I will.”
The augur regarded her curiously. For a moment, it looked like he was
going to say something. Then, he seemed to think better of it and scurried
deeper into the cave.
He returned holding an object far smaller than a skull. It gleamed in the
limited light. He motioned for her to outstretch her hand, and she did,
watching as he dropped it in the center of her palm.
A tooth.
“Write the skyre on this, with your blood. Follow it closely.”
She nodded.
“Oh, and Isla?”
“Yes?”
He reached out, just as something dripped from her face. Crimson
stained his finger, and he licked it away.
Her own hand rushed to her lips . . . only to find them coated in blood.
She was bleeding from her nose. From the corner of her mouth.
The augur tutted. “The price of the skyres,” he said. “I can already taste
them in your blood . . . souring it.” He frowned. “It will get worse, the more
you make.” He eyed the tooth in her palm. She curled her fingers around it.
“Such guilt you wear,” he said, licking his lips. “I taste it so sharply.
You want so badly to be the hero in this destiny.”
She remembered what the prophet-followers had said. That she was
destined to either save the world . . . or destroy it.
The augur seemed to know it too.
“You are made from both light and dark, and so much more. You don’t
even know it. But you will. Soon.” He sighed. “The traitor. She’s been
uncovered. She’s rising.”
“Traitors,” Isla said, confused by his words. “My guardians.”
He looked surprised. His crusted lips nearly cracked and bled from how
wide he smiled. “No . . . you don’t know. The traitor . . . she’s closer than
you realize.”
“What do you mean?” she demanded, her fist tightening around the
tooth.
But the auger only laughed. He turned and walked deeper into the cave,
the blood in his pool rippling as he passed it by. His laugh echoed, until it,
like him, disappeared.
Grim found her on Lynx’s back, halfway to the castle. Wraith had recovered
enough to fly. He landed, his wings shuddering slightly with the impact, but
when he saw Isla, he smiled.
She rushed to him, and he bent his head low to brush it against hers,
sending her flying back, against Lynx, who grumbled.
He too, however, looked pleased to see Wraith flying again.
She turned to Grim, and her smile slowly shrank. “What is it?”
“Another gravesite has been ransacked. Worse than before.”
The augur’s words were fresh on her mind as she said, “Take us there.”
He did. They landed in front of a gravesite.
Isla’s mouth went dry. She didn’t dare say a word.
The graves hadn’t just been desecrated . . . they had been raided.
“The bones are gone,” Astria said. She had been waiting in the clearing.
The holes were empty. Barren.
She could almost hear the augur’s pealing laughter echoing through her
skull. “Terra and Poppy. Are they still imprisoned?” she asked Grim.
He nodded.
“Take me to them.”
The prison was on an island off the coast of Nightshade. Large waves
crashed against its exterior. One side had windows, the other did not. Guilt
stabbed her through the stomach, knowing this is where she had sent her
guardians.
They were led in front of her, still restrained. The prison itself had been
built thousands of years before, from glimmering shademade metal. No
power could be used inside, so they had been brought outside, to her.
Poppy looked afraid. Terra looked murderous.
Isla had sworn to herself she wouldn’t use Oro’s power, but she had to
know. She had to be sure. She closed her eyes. Reached for the connection.
Part of her wondered if it wouldn’t be there. Part of her hoped it
wouldn’t.
But, clear as a beam of sunlight, she felt it in her bones.
She grabbed onto it.
“Tell me again,” she said slowly. “Tell me again all that you did not do.”
Terra looked ready to gut her, but she said, “We did not destroy the
nightbane. We did not desecrate any graves. And,” her voice was clear as
day, “we did not kill your parents.”
Poppy repeated the words.
Isla waited to feel the bitter taste of a lie on her tongue. She readied to
feel it like poison in her veins.
It did not come.
They were telling the truth.
Isla didn’t know what to believe—what to feel. Her sanity was unwinding
within her. Everything she had believed to be true was a lie. She had locked
up her guardians, and they had been innocent. She no longer trusted her
own judgment.
It was the middle of the night when she turned slowly in the sheets, next
to Grim. His wide chest was bare, illuminated by a sliver of moonlight
peeking through the curtain they had rushed to close when Grim had
grabbed her on her way out of the bath.
She carefully moved his arm from her waist and left the bed. Her steps
were quiet, careful, but Grim awoke anyway. “Hearteater?” he asked
quietly, his voice thick with sleep.
“I’ll be right back,” she told him, and headed into the bathroom. She
waited until his breaths slowed again.
Then, she portaled to her island.
Grim knew she was using skyres . . . but he didn’t need to see the pain it
took to create them.
The tooth glimmered in the moonlight.
She spread out the pages before her—four full skyres she had managed
to get from the book, and the half of the tracking skyre. They were
supposed to fit together somehow.
Her tests would be run on another object—a piece of bark she had
peeled from a nearby tree.
Her eyes closed. She breathed deeply. Then, she dipped the feather’s tip
into her vein, until it gathered her blood like ink. She winced against the
slight burn, but that wasn’t the hard part, no.
The moment she began to create the shape upon the bark, the edges of
the skyre forming, her veins began to heat.
Please be right, she thought, remembering what the blacksmith had said
about making markings incorrectly. There was a price.
As her shape closed, she paid it.
Her body seized. She began thrashing on the ground, she barely missed
biting her tongue. Instead of feeling fire through her veins, she felt as if
each one was being plucked out of her body, torn through her skin. Her
scream scraped roughly against her throat; it seemed to swallow the world.
The pain—it was too much.
Her powers rose up to the surface, that beast within her lashing out.
Plumes of black smoke barreled through the woods and down the beach,
ending in flames that hissed into ice when they met the sea. The forest floor
lifted like a carpet and became a field of thorns.
She screamed and screamed, the pain and power it called blinding her,
eating all her senses, until it all became too much, and the world fell into
darkness.
The noon sun peeked right through the treetops. She squinted against it,
then rose, only to find herself covered in dirt.
Pain surged through her, a reminder of last night.
She had messed up the skyre, and it had nearly killed her. The peel of
bark sat buried beneath a layer of soot, glimmering with her blood.
She didn’t know if she could do this again, until she got it right. She
didn’t know if she would survive it.
Her body was sore. Her power was spent, scraped clean. She nearly fell
over as she made to stand. Her head throbbed. She had dreamed of the
village again—the screaming, the darkness, the chaos.
How long had she been asleep?
Isla portaled back to her room and found it empty. She cursed. It was
already past noon. Grim would be well into his day already and wondering
where she had disappeared to. He would be getting worried. As she
changed out of her clothes, she noticed the commotion outside. Soldier
boots. Orders. Panic.
Grim portaled in a moment later, his hardened expression shifting to
relief when he saw her.
Then, his gaze dropped to her bare feet, which were covered in dirt.
“Where were you?”
“The Wildling newland,” she said, the lie escaping her with surprising
ease. Isla wanted to tell him about the island. But there was something
about it belonging to her father—something about him having kept it a
secret—that made her hold back. She turned toward the bathroom. “I was
experimenting with the skyres. What’s the panic?”
“There’s been an attack. Many people are dead.”
Isla stopped in her tracks. She whipped around. “Another storm?”
He shook his head. “No. An attack.”
“What? Where?”
“A town to the northwest,” he said, studying her. “It’s one of our
military bases. But civilians died too.”
That didn’t make any sense. Who would attack now? Oro certainly
wouldn’t. He didn’t want war and wouldn’t kill Nightshade innocents. The
rest of the realms didn’t have the motive or resources.
Poppy and Terra might have done something out of vengeance, she
thought. But no—she had already wrongly accused them of murder before.
“Why would anyone attack Nightshade? How would they even get
access?” Almost the entire island was surrounded by reefs, making it nearly
impossible to reach by boat. Cleo’s fleet could only anchor to the north. She
supposed the perpetrators could have flown, but it was a long journey, and
the Skylings were peaceful people. There was no need to start a war
between realms, not now.
“We’re not sure. We just have initial reports, we’re working to get more
witness accounts.”
Isla nodded. Good. “Are we going to the town?”
He looked at her. “Do you want to?”
“Of course I want to.”
She turned to the dresser and began putting on a new set of pants, boots,
and a long-sleeved shirt. A bath would have to wait.
As she made to put her hair up, however, Grim said, “You should stay.
Get cleaned up; I will take care of it.”
Isla froze, fingers still against her roots. “You want me to stay?”
“You didn’t sleep last night.” He brushed his lips against her forehead.
“Rest, heart. I’ll be back soon.”
Then, before she could protest again, he was gone.
Isla’s eyes narrowed at the door. There was something he wasn’t telling
her.
She slipped into the hall. Keeping to the shadows, she followed him all
the way to the throne room, where his legion waited. Just before he entered,
Astria stopped him at the doors.
Isla pressed against a wall around the corner, far enough not to be
sensed but close enough to listen.
“Yes?” Grim said, even more gruff than usual.
“More witnesses,” her cousin said. “They’re all saying the same thing,
ruler.”
“They’re confused. They don’t know what they saw.”
Astria was silent for a few moments before she spoke again. Her voice
was resolute. “Is that what you’re going to tell them to say?”
Grim made a sound like a growl.
“They’re reliable witnesses. Previous soldiers. They are certain in their
accounts.”
“And what, exactly, are they claiming they saw?” Grim demanded.
“A Wildling, coming up from the ground. Leveling the town with power
they have never seen before. Pulling bodies straight into the dirt.
Suffocating them.”
Isla wasn’t breathing. A Wildling attacked a town on Nightshade. A
Wildling with power they had never seen before. None of her people had
power like that, at least that she knew of. She supposed they could be
hiding it, but to what end? They were happy here.
It was the traitor. She was still out there.
“They saw her, ruler,” Astria continued. “Their description matches her
exactly. One of the witnesses has seen her in person, at the court. He
confirmed it.”
Her.
She meant Isla.
Her blood went cold, then boiled. How could Astria accuse her of such
a thing? Did the fact that they were family mean nothing to her?
Grim’s voice was a growl as he said, right in Astria’s face, “Are you
accusing my wife of destroying a town?”
Astria did not back down as she said, “She’s done it before.”
BLOODLESS
Isla didn’t stick around to see Grim’s rage, but she felt it, the castle
trembling around her. She raced to their room.
A town was destroyed. And they thought she was responsible.
That was why Grim hadn’t wanted her to come, why his eyes had
lingered at the dirt on her body.
Did he think she did it too?
Did he suspect that if she showed up at the town, they would point to
her and scream? Like she was a villain who had returned to finish them off?
No. It wasn’t her.
Just as she denied it, a sliver of doubt spiraled through the back of her
mind like a blade. She had dreamed of destroying the village. She had
woken up later than usual, covered in more dirt than expected. The skyre
had been made incorrectly. She thought of the auger and blacksmith’s
warnings, the price of using the markings.
Had she attacked the village unknowingly?
Had the monster that had been growing within her taken over while she
slept?
No. Tears swept down her face.
No.
She shouldn’t have taken the bracelets off. She shouldn’t have trusted
herself, even with the skyre. Especially with the skyre.
Isla needed to see the ruins. Maybe she would remember. Maybe it
would be clear that she’d had nothing to do with it.
She knew the general direction of the village, but it took one of her
father’s maps and five tries to get it right with her starstick. By the time she
landed, encased in shadows, Grim was already there with his soldiers,
searching through the rubble.
Her knees nearly buckled. It looked so much like the village she had
destroyed.
A baby wailed. A woman cried out for a daughter she still couldn’t find.
Her hands were bloody from desperately digging through rubble.
Instead of ash, there was dirt. Everywhere. It was as if the ground had
swallowed the town, had dragged the bodies beneath. A few lifeless hands
were sticking up through the ground, in a final call for help.
Someone grabbed her hand and she gasped, realizing she had lost hold
on her shadows. “Hearteater,” a voice said. Grim.
He wrapped them in his own shadows, shielding them from the world.
“I didn’t do this,” Isla said. She couldn’t have. That was what she told
herself. She shook her head. Tears rolled down her cheeks. “I swear it.”
“I believe you,” he said instantly, before pulling her into his arms. Her
cheek against his chest, his hand cupped the back of her head.
Grim trusted her. Immediately.
As he held her, hand smoothing down her spine, she couldn’t help
thinking that he shouldn’t.
Grim was sitting on his throne when she entered the room. He looked
exhausted. Still, the shadows at his feet puddled when he saw her.
He was in front of her in an instant. “What is it, Hearteater?”
He studied the snakes still curled around her body, hissing.
“What if it was me?”
“It wasn’t.” He seemed certain.
She shook her head. “What if I’m what everyone says I am? What if I’m
a traitor? What if I’m a monster? What if I end up being your downfall?”
Grim’s look was fierce and fearsome as he caught her chin in his palm.
He tilted her face toward his. “Then I will defend you until my last breath.”
Her voice trembled. “You can’t mean that.”
“I do.”
“You shouldn’t,” she said. “It’s madness. It’s . . .” The floor began to
tremble.
She frowned. “What—”
Isla was flung back as the castle’s foundation lurched. Only Grim’s
shadows kept her from crashing against the wall.
There was a moment of stillness, of silence.
Then the castle began to shake in earnest, as if it was being slowly
pushed off its cliff. Another storm—a big one.
The doors slammed open as Astria rushed inside, her two blades in her
hands. It was the first time Isla had seen her since she had accused her of
destroying the village.
“There’s an army at our steps,” she said, out of breath, her eyes
narrowing at Isla. “They—they look like ours.”
“What do you mean they look like ours?” Grim bellowed.
“They are ours,” she said.
That didn’t make sense. Was this a coup? But Grim’s entire army
wouldn’t dare rise against him. His death would mean death to the mall.
No. This was something else.
Windows began shattering from above, in the highest corners of the
chamber, one by one, glass raining down, fracturing against the marble.
Branches and rocks like blades skewered from every direction. Guards
up on the balcony were sucked out of the room.
Grim reached for Isla, seeming to anticipate something she couldn’t; but
just before his fingers met hers, the ground below her feet split open like a
broken stitch.
And she was swallowed up.
Isla was dragged through the ground, a tunnel forming below her feet. If it
wasn’t for the Starling shield that she made around herself and her snakes,
they would have all been shredded along the rock. She fought against the
invisible hold, clawed at the walls with her power, but whatever this was, it
was stronger.
Just when she managed to overpower it, she was deposited into a room.
She was deep underground. It was dark save for fireflies, stuck against the
cavernous ceiling.
In front of her stood a woman. She had long dark hair, large eyes, and
tan skin. There were vines wrapped around her arms and legs. Her clothes
were nothing more than a tapestry of woven branches, flowers, grass, and
leaves.
“You’re Wildling,” Isla said, thinking back to the vines and branches
that had crashed through the castle. “You’re the Wildling that attacked the
village.” Her resemblance to Isla was uncanny. She now understood why,
from a distance, the witnesses had believed it to be her.
But Astria had spoken about a Nightshade army. That was impossible.
Were the Wildling people planning a coup behind her back, with this
woman at the helm?
“You don’t recognize me, do you?” the woman asked. She was speaking
softly, but her voice seemed to echo, resonant in a way Isla had never heard.
She didn’t. And though Isla had barely been a ruler to her people, she
knew them all. “No. Should I?”
The woman looked sad. “No. I suppose you shouldn’t.”
Isla felt around for her powers. They were right there, just like her
blades, waiting for her to take them.
But this woman had attacked a village. She had ambushed Grim’s
castle. She apparently had an army. She had captured Isla for a reason.
Before she escaped, Isla needed answers.
“What do you want?” Isla demanded.
The woman smiled. “To make this world anew.”
Whatever she’d been expecting to come out of the woman’s mouth
wasn’t this. “What do you mean? What do you want with the Nightshades?”
“Simple,” she replied. “I want to kill every last one of them.”
Isla’s vision narrowed to a tunnel. Whoever this was, she was done
listening to her. Fast as lightning, Isla’s fingers curled around a blade at her
thigh, and she threw it right into the woman’s chest before she could blink.
Isla watched the metal pierce her heart.
The Wildling looked down. She didn’t collapse, didn’t bleed, didn’t die.
All she did was frown, and Isla watched in terror as her knife slowly inched
out of the woman’s chest and dropped to the floor, clean.
Impossible. Isla gathered all her power—energy, fire, ice, vines,
shadows—and unleashed it onto the woman. The Wildling was punctured
in a hundred different places at once. One arm was sliced clean off.
Isla was panting, waiting for the woman to drop dead. Waiting to feel
the curl in her bones at yet another kill.
But it never came.
Isla watched in horror as all the gaps in her body filled again, without a
single drop of blood. As her arm was remade, before her eyes, the arteries
and skin growing like bark and vines.
“You didn’t let me finish,” the Wildling said, sounding annoyed, as she
stood again to her full height. She took a step forward, and Isla backed
away, until her spine hit the wall. “I want to kill every last one of
them . . . and use them to build something better. A new world.”
“What makes you think you can create a world?” she asked.
She smiled. “Because I’ve done it before.”
The snakes around her began to hiss. They started to uncurl. Isla
watched as every serpent slowly slithered down her body, one by one . . .
And went to her.
They wrapped around the woman’s arms and chest, just like the etching
in the cave. The future the augur had promised.
That was when Isla realized the woman looked like her, more than just
from a distance. They shared features. They had the same lips. The same
cheekbones. The same exact shade of green eyes.
The Wildling’s smile was wicked. “Now you’re getting it. It’s nice to
meet you, Isla. I’m Lark Crown.”
LARK
Lark Crown. Her ancestor. One of the three founders of Lightlark.
“But you’re—”
“Dead?” She motioned down at herself. The snakes continued to wrap
around and around, tightening. “As you’ve seen, I’m hard to kill.”
Icy fear spread through her chest . . . but part of Isla was relieved. All
those times she had felt so alone—she wasn’t. She had Wildling family. She
had someone who knew what it was like, having these uncontrollable
powers. “Where were you?”
“Buried. By someone I trusted.”
Isla didn’t understand. Lark must have known that, because her gaze
softened. She looked so much like her. So much like her mother—at least
the glimpses Lynx had given her.
“Worlds are built on bones, you see. So many needed to die to feed the
lands when we made Lightlark. So much power had to be given. Including
our own.”
“For the heart of Lightlark,” she said, her voice just a whisper.
Lark nodded. “The heart had more than that. It was stolen from the
world from which we came. A seed of endless ability.” She could feel a
whisper of that power in her heart, where it had marked her. “Nightshade
didn’t have that. Cronan used his children for power, burying them, but one
line could give only so much.” She curled her lip in disgust. “He was
supposed to die, to give the ground what it wanted: some of the original
power born of the otherworld. Instead, he used me to anchor it.” Vines
exploded out of Lark’s hands, coating the ground, brambles with thorns
everywhere. “He buried me in metal that leeched my power, so I could not
use it to escape. My strength fed the land for millennia until I was set free.”
By who?
Then, Lark’s words sank in. “Cronan . . . is alive?”
His coffin was empty, but no . . . it was impossible.
Though Lark standing here, in front of her—that was impossible too.
Lark nodded, and a chill crested along her arms, remembering
everything Grim had said about him.
“Where is he?”
“Back in the world from which we came.”
“He used the portal here,” Isla breathed.
“He created the portal,” Lark said. “He drained me of as much power as
he could, over and over, until he had enough to use his flair and rip a hole in
this world, to the next.”
“But it should have killed him . . . the journey.” She remembered what
the prophet-follower had said about the portal.
“He is more powerful than you can imagine,” she said. “He could have
made it himself, but the power he stole from me ensured he would stay
alive.” That fact seemed to haunt her.
“How do you know he wasn’t killed?”
Lark tilted her head at her. “His curses have survived. They were each
bound to his blood. They would have died with him.”
His curses.
She had so many questions, but few of them mattered now, when Lark
was here before her, threatening to destroy their world. “Why do you want
to create a new world? Why do you want to kill everyone?”
“It’s what I should have done in the first place. I should have killed
Cronan and Horus and built a world from their bones. I won’t make that
mistake again.”
Lark meant to kill Oro and Grim and build a new world with their
power.
Anger formed a flame in her heart as her power surged forward. But her
ancestor was impossible to kill. The best thing she could do now is get as
much information as possible, anything she could possibly use to defeat her.
“And me?” Isla dared ask.
She understood the prophet-followers’ warning now. Lark was the
Wildling traitor that wanted her dead. Not Terra. Not Poppy. Not Wren. Not
any of her subjects.
Lark was the one who killed the nightbane. She was the one who turned
up the graves. She was the one who killed those people.
She was the true snake-queen.
Her voice was emotionless. “I planned to kill you too, but you might be
more useful to me alive. You have access to all the realms’ power.” She
looked at her as if she could see through her. “The heart of Lightlark has
marked you. I can feel its energy. I need its power to create a new world.
You will help me find it.”
How could she believe Isla would give up on her world so easily? “I’ll
never help you. I don’t care if you’re my blood.”
Lark tilted her head. “Is that true? You’re so lonely. I can see it all over
your face. You’re alone in this world, Isla. No one understands you. You’re
a traitor everywhere.”
How could she know that?
“I know you better than you think,” Lark said, smiling. “You are so
much like me. You have no idea.”
Isla bared her teeth. “I would never kill innocents for power.”
“Oh? But haven’t you?”
She felt like she couldn’t breathe. Suddenly, the darkness, the muskiness
of the rock, the narrowness of the underground . . . it felt like the world was
closing around her.
“I can give you life, Isla,” Lark said, and time seemed to still.
The word was barely a whisper. “What?”
“I can save you. You have seen what I can do.”
She had seen.
She wanted to live, she wanted to save Nightshade. But not at the cost
of this world.
Isla needed to warn Grim. Oro. They had no idea what had been
awoken. They had no idea what was coming.
“Think about it,” Lark said, seeming to know what was going to happen
next.
Isla reached above and formed a tunnel in the ground, her skyre
directing her Wildling abilities, sharpening them. She crashed through the
rock until she surfaced, sunlight spilling all around her. She was panting,
her heartbeat like a merciless drum in her chest. She coughed up dirt.
This couldn’t be real. This couldn’t be happening.
Isla turned. The Nightshade castle glimmered in the distance.
It was surrounded by an army. Grim’s army, just as Astria had said.
They wore the black shining armor.
She took a deep breath, then shot into the air toward the keep, using her
Skyling power. She landed roughly on the steps in front of the door,
guarding it from the coup. Searching for Astria or Grim.
She barely got her arms up before a weapon was upon her. She felt the
force of the blow through the crown of her head as her blade rushed up to
meet a sword longer than her leg. She wasn’t prepared—she wasn’t in
armor.
The warrior went to skewer her through the stomach, but she whirled to
the side and cut off his hand with a blade-like slice of Starling energy. It fell
to the floor, and she stole his sword.
She expected blood. Screaming. Cursing.
Instead, the warrior’s hand fell, and he didn’t even look like he noticed.
He kept advancing.
This was not Grim’s army.
This was something worse. Something buried that had risen.
She thought about all the graves that had been ransacked. She thought
about how Lark had been able to regenerate herself.
Before she had time to even consider the possibility, the warrior pulled
another blade from his belt and attempted to stab her in the throat. She
ducked and struck her stolen sword through the gaps in his armor, right in
the stomach. It stuck all the way through him, but he didn’t so much as
falter.
Dozens of soldiers were closing in. She was surrounded. Grim’s true
army was approaching now, portaled in spurts by their ruler, but it was
impossible to see who was who, when they wore the same metal.
Confusion, clashing swords, chaos, as the warriors discovered what they
were up against. Then, death. Soon, she could tell which were Grim’s
soldiers by all the blood. By the bellows of pain, as they fought an enemy
that felt none.
They were losing.
She shot into the sky, flying high above. She could wipe the army clean
with a burst of her ability, especially with her skyre. But the soldiers were
all interspersed, battling one another. What if she injured Grim’s army as
well?
Did she care? She remembered their brutality as she had fought against
them on the other side . . .
Yes. She did care. To have any chance against Lark, they would need
Grim’s forces.
She closed her eyes, focusing on the seed of power in her chest. The
world dimmed. Her panic quieted. Her abilities were a horizonless sea and
her skyre was a gleaming sieve, filtering it through, shaping it into a scythe.
Her marking burned as she summoned its control, trading it for a shred of
her essence. She breathed in. Out.
And unleashed.
Her arms flung out, and from her fingers, silver sparks exploded,
smothering the world, rippling, targeting only the bloodless soldiers. They
fell into shards, breaking until they were nothing but indistinguishable
pieces.
Grim’s army stopped. Looked up at her.
And they started to run, fleeing as if she was the enemy about to strike
them down. She found herself smiling. That was what they expected. They
hated her. She found herself wondering if she should do it. Wondering if she
should give into that rage, that revenge. Especially the cowards who ran,
when there was a battle right in front of them.
In the end, she let them flee. Let them fear her.
Some remained. They stood firm in their places. She nodded down to
them.
Then she threw her arm out, and shadows formed a tidal wave, washing
over the entire army, swallowing only the ones who didn’t bleed.
When the darkness cleared and Grim’s remaining forces found
themselves whole, they advanced toward the next wave of bloodless
soldiers.
Again and again she struck, clearing the way for the Nightshade
warriors. Still, Lark’s soldiers were relentless, attacking from all sides; and
some of Grim’s army were cut down, no match for an enemy that felt no
pain. That didn’t bleed. That kept going, even while missing limbs.
She raged until all the bloodless army was vanquished. She breathed
heavily, nearly spent—and that was when she heard them. Distant screams
coming from the direction of the closest village.
They needed her.
As she raced through the sky, she saw mile after mile of warriors
marching as one.
Thousands of them.
Bigger than Grim’s current army. Millennia worth of dead, risen.
Her throat went dry. There were too many. And they were headed
toward all the villages, as if to recruit new soldiers.
One had already been infiltrated, the wall around the town turned to
rubble. The bloodless warriors were clogging the streets, advancing,
marching over dead bodies that were being pulled into the soil. Dead
innocents.
Villagers screamed as they ran away, only going quiet as the soldiers cut
down everyone in their path.
Ash. Bodies. Shapes—
She wouldn’t let these people die.
With the force of a meteor, Isla landed in the streets, right between the
bloodless soldiers and the villagers in their path.
She gathered the remaining power in the center of her chest—and set it
free.
Oro’s flames—fire tinged in blue—exploded out of her, filling the
tunnel of the town. It raged, eating the bloodless soldiers, burning them,
until their bodies came apart before her. When it all ran out, she could
barely breathe, and only singed armor remained. She folded over, chest
heaving.
A crash sounded behind her, and she whirled around, hands up, ready to
strike—only to find Wraith standing in the middle of the town.
Grim was on his back.
She was in his arms in a moment.
He looked her over frantically. “We searched everywhere. Lynx was
tracking your scent—”
She didn’t realize she was crying until Grim frowned and wiped her ears
away, cupping her face. “Heart,” he said steadily. “Who took you?”
She told him everything. Who the traitor was. What she looked like.
What happened when Isla delivered what should have been a dozen deaths
upon her.
Grim had been right. The recent deaths . . . it hadn’t been her.
It had been something far worse. “This army . . . it falls only to rise
again. Even with limbs missing. Even with their heads missing.”
“I know. Hundreds of people are dead.”
“Then her army will only grow.”
She looked around at the injured villagers. The blood painting the
streets. The screams and cries surrounding them.
Her power was spent; she felt ready to collapse, but they couldn’t leave
the other villages defenseless. “We need to go,” she said. Grim nodded.
They raced to get on Wraith’s back, and then they were off.
Nightshade had been overtaken. Every single village was being
swarmed by soldiers. They were everywhere, like an endless plague, worse
than the storms.
“Call back your forces,” she told Grim. “Portal any of your people in
our path away. So we don’t end up killing them all.”
Grim did.
She watched them retreat, building up her strength. Calling upon her
skyre, using it to leech her of more power, to fill her with all that was left.
Then, from Wraith’s back, they both raged. Fire met shadow and killed
everything in its path.
She knew Grim was one of the most powerful rulers. She had seen him
fight. Still, she hadn’t been prepared to watch his shadows swallow the
world. They rippled across the entirety of his land, devouring everything for
miles. Even the trees were cut down, the ground wiped clean.
He could skin the world clean of life. She could see that. It might have
scared her before, but now she almost smiled, watching the soldiers become
nothing. Watching everything become nothing.
Her shadows joined his, filling in every gap, until they formed a united
wall, an endless surge that made the ground itself tremble in fear. She threw
all of herself into it, every bit of pain and fury and pulse of the skyre. Isla
screamed as the power was scraped out of her, as every bit seemed to be
eaten up.
“You’re going to hurt yourself,” Grim said, but she kept going. Children
were dying. Innocents. She heard their screams, and they mixed with the
ones she’d heard in her head constantly for months.
They landed in another village, and she started to fight with a
shimmering starblade, formed from energy. Everything in her path died.
Over and over and over she fought, blinded by purpose and rage. She used
every ability in her arsenal, and when one was snuffed out—sapped to the
dregs—she reached for another. And another. She fought, and depleted her
power, until it was just a whisper, and then she used her swords.
She didn’t stop until Wraith was behind her again and Grim’s hand was
on her hip. She whipped around to find him covered in dirt and blood.
She realized with horror it was his; the soldiers couldn’t bleed. She
raced to find a major wound, but it was mainly cuts.
“They’re gone, heart,” he said.
“What?”
“They just . . . left. Like they had been called off. Their bodies went
straight through the ground.”
Lark must be replenishing her forces.
She remembered what Lark had said . . . what she had offered. Life.
But this wasn’t life. Not truly. Her forces had been drained of their
souls. They were just bodies.
Grim looked spent. More exhausted than she had ever seen him. “She
has an endless army. One that can never die. Never be stopped.”
There would be no winning against a force like this.
Screams still rang around them. The cries of the injured and dying.
Grim portaled them all to the Wildling keep. They didn’t have any healing
elixirs left, but they had basic remedies. It wouldn’t be enough. People
would die . . .
This was what Lark had wanted, she knew, rage boiling through her
veins. She had killed the nightbane so more people would die when she
attacked. So that more people would join her army.
This entire time, Lark had been planning against them.
Grim portaled her to her room so she could get her starstick. She needed
to help get more people to the Wildling keep. But just as she went to grab it,
it glowed. Then pulsed, as if trying to tell her something. Tentatively, she
grabbed it.
When she fell through her puddle of stars, it wasn’t to her family’s
home.
The blacksmith was pacing his forge. For once, he looked happy to see
her. It was hot inside, as if he had just finished making something.
He handed her a dagger by the blade.
She frowned down at it. “It’s not time yet. Not for a couple of weeks.”
“I’ve called in my favor early.” He looked restless, a single eye glued to
the entrance, as if he was waiting for something. “I trust you’ve seen her?”
Lark. Of course. Isla nodded. Understanding washed over her. “Has she
visited you?”
“Not yet,” he said. “But she will.” His tone was ominous.
Isla realized then that the blacksmith must have been the one to put Lark
in containment. She asked him, and he confirmed.
“If she’s this powerful, how did he do it?” Isla asked. “How did Cronan
trap her? How did he wound her?”
He smiled ruefully. “He didn’t. Lark loved him. She cannot be
incapacitated, but she sleeps, just like the rest of us.”
“He took her while she was sleeping?”
He nodded.
For a moment, she almost felt bad for the Wildling. She couldn’t
imagine such a betrayal. Cronan was truly ruthless.
“We don’t have much time,” the blacksmith said. “That’s why I
summoned you.”
She frowned. “How did you do that, with my portaling device?”
He tilted his head at her, single eye narrowing. “Who, Wildling, do you
think made it?”
Of course. She owed him so much, for creating the one thing that had
made her childhood tolerable.
“And I’ve made you something else.” He unveiled what he had been
working on for months—a suit of armor. A breastplate fitted exactly to her
measurements, by the look of it, and crafted from the thinnest metal
imaginable. Sleeves of tightly woven chainmail and boots of leather and
metal. Pants of the same material. The metal was a sparkling silver with
roses painted onto the wrist plates. It glimmered beneath the light.
Shademade.
This was what had been keeping him busy.
“Why?” she asked, in awe at the beauty of his craft.
“You will need it.”
“To fight Lark?”
He nodded. “For that . . . and so much more.”
But he had begun working on this before Lark had attacked. “How—”
“I’m sure by now the prophet’s followers have found you.”
Pain lanced through her as she remembered Sairsha and the others, dead
by her hand. She nodded.
“I never believed in their prophecies . . . not until I met you. And then I
understood. Who your parents were . . . your flair . . . it all began making
sense.”
“What did?”
“That you were born to either destroy the world or save it.”
She paled at his words, the ones she had heard before. Isla shook her
head. “I don’t want this armor. I don’t want this role.”
“Yet they’re yours anyway.” He presented her with a set of knives,
which fit into thin pockets in her armor. Every little piece had been
considered, crafted for her. Her eyes burned, looking at it. “Remember, Isla.
Weapons are nothing without those who wield them.”
He looked past her, as if seeing something she couldn’t. He frowned.
“She’s coming.”
Isla imagined he’d made enchanted devices to warn if anyone was
nearby. Or maybe he could sense the Wildling’s blood. He was suddenly
rushing, looking around his forge as if making sure he didn’t miss anything.
“I can’t be killed, but I can be compelled,” he said. “My skills have
been twisted by people like her for millennia. She will use me to destroy
this world, just as she did to make it. She needs me. Do not allow her to
have me.”
Isla shook her head. “But I might need you,” she said, tears sweeping
down her cheeks. “I—I might need you to help me save it.”
The blacksmith paused then. Smiled. “You have always had everything
you needed.” He handed her one of the daggers from her armor. It was
sharp and efficient. Perfect for just this task. “Now, make it quick,
Wildling.” She gripped the hilt. Hesitated.
“Your name,” she said. “What is your name?” She had never asked
before.
He squinted. His eyes glazed over, as if seeing past her, to another life.
Another world. “I—I don’t remember,” he said softly. His gaze focused
again, as he looked to the door. “She’s almost here. Now, Wildling.”
Isla struck.
Just before the metal touched his skin, his hand curled around the blade.
“I remember now,” he said quickly. “Ferrar. My name is Ferrar.” He let her
go.
Ferrar gasped as the blade went through his heart. Tears traced Isla’s
cheeks, one after the other, as he slumped over. She fought with all her
strength to keep him upright, but he was too heavy, so she sank to the
ground alongside him.
Brambles began filling the forge. She could feel Lark’s power
overtaking it.
She wiped her cheek against her shoulder and tried to grab the suit of
armor, but it fell apart into several pieces, too many for her to carry. The
ground shook with Lark’s power, and Isla refused to leave without Ferrar’s
gift, not when it was the last thing he had ever made. She didn’t have time
to put it on. With her Starling power, she forced her armor into the air, its
pieces hovering around her. She quickly shaped them like a puzzle, into
something like a shield she could carry on her back. She pulled her new
blade free from the blacksmith’s body.
By the time Lark stepped into the forge, she was gone.
When Isla finally appeared in front of the Wildling stronghold, she felt
knee-wobbling relief to see that it had been left alone, for now. She
wondered if Lark would spare her own people.
She sank to the ground as Lynx came running toward her, green eyes
bright with worry. He buried his head against hers. She gripped his fur and
cried. He showed her images—flashes of waves of warriors, cutting
everything down in their path. Him, looking for her on the ground, while
Wraith and Grim searched from the skies.
“I’m okay,” she told him, feeling his panic as if it was her own.
She couldn’t say the same for hundreds of Nightshades.
When the last of the injured were carried inside, she went to Wren.
Terra and Poppy were nearby, helping the wounded. She explained
everything to them.
Lark was their ruler . . . not Isla. Lark was infinitely more powerful. She
was the original creator of their world.
And Isla? Beyond breaking the curses, she hadn’t given her people
much reason to be loyal to her. She just hoped they wouldn’t stand against
her.
There was one thing she could offer: an escape. Though something in
her grieved, she carefully handed her starstick over to Wren. “Use this to
portal our people away, should you need to. Go back to the Wildling
newland. Bring Lynx, if he’s not with me.”
Wren nodded. Isla taught her to use it.
Grim portaled them back to the castle steps. There, Astria was waiting.
She was covered in dirt. Her arm had been badly cut and was now wrapped.
“Burn the dead,” Grim ordered. “Dig up any other grave sites and burn
the bones.”
Astria looked wary. Isla understood. The outcry when the graves had
been desecrated had been sharp. Warrior cemeteries were places of honor.
Still, she didn’t question Grim.
The general took off to follow his orders.
Isla watched him carefully. As the rush of the battle slowly faded away,
realization settled in her bones.
When she had told him who had taken her . . . he hadn’t looked as
surprised as she should have. Lark Crown was one of the three founders of
Lightlark, and she was alive, here, on Nightshade.
It was at that moment that she remembered something Oro had said,
back at the Centennial. He had said that Grim was the only thing standing
between them and a greater darkness.
“You knew,” she said. Her chest felt hollow. “You knew Lark was alive.
You knew she was buried below.”
He stood, expressionless. He didn’t deny it.
She took a step. “You both knew. You and Oro.”
They hated each other. Why would Grim share information like that
with his enemy, and not her?
Grim nodded, confirming her fears.
“You . . . you both kept it from me. Why?” Something deep within her
cracked. It was another betrayal. Grim looked almost afraid, as if seeing the
shift inside her. It had taken so long for any trust to be rebuilt between
them.
She wanted to be angry, she wanted to feel betrayed, but she also knew
it would make her a hypocrite. She had kept so much from him, even now,
even after letting him in.
“I told Oro at the Centennial, before the trials started, so he wouldn’t try
to kill you. He knew your death wouldn’t fulfill the Centennial prophecy; it
wouldn’t end your familial line. It was also a way to prevent him from
trying to kill me. My line’s power trapped her. Only my power can release
her. Upon my death, she would have been freed.”
Grim tried to take her hands, but she wrested them away.
He frowned. “Many of our histories have been buried, but Oro knew
that Lark had been just as ruthless as Cronan. She killed thousands to form
the land; she made it from their bones. Freeing her would mean the end of
the world, and we both knew it.” He studied her. “That is why you couldn’t
know. She’s your family. She’s part of your realm. We thought you might
one day be compelled to visit her. Free her. She can only be released with
my line’s power, and—”
She had access to it.
Lark had been freed anyway, somehow. If not by either of them, then by
who?
Everything he said made sense. But she still burned with betrayal. Not
just from Grim . . . but Oro.
He knew she’d had family. He knew her ancestor had been imprisoned
deep below Nightshade, forced to power the land. Lark might be a monster,
but her imprisonment was torturous. Twisted.
Power in bloodlines were shared. It meant Isla’s ability, as vast as it was
now, was limited by Lark’s existence.
She wasn’t the only one.
“Cronan is alive,” she said. Lark had told her as much.
Grim stilled. “That’s impossible.”
“All of this is impossible.”
They stared at each other. Their ancient ancestors still lived. The fact
that they were both this strong meant their lines were infinitely powerful.
It also meant her death wouldn’t be the end of all Nightshades. Grim’s
wouldn’t be either.
She could kill him to fulfill the prophecy . . . and his people wouldn’t
die. Not if Cronan still truly lived.
But she would.
The choice remained impossible. She loved both Oro and Grim. And
though the prophecy had taken over her life since the oracle had made it,
Lark was now their greatest threat.
They didn’t have a chance against her. They both knew it. “Lark can’t
be killed. Her army is endless.”
“So what do we do?” Grim asked. The great Nightshade warrior was
asking her for her plan. And she had one.
“Nothing in this world can stop her,” Isla said. “So we need to send her
to another one.”
Grim’s eyes narrowed as the meaning of her words became clear. “The
portal.”
She nodded. “We need to open the portal on Nightshade and send her
through. Then close it behind her.”
Grim shook his head. “We don’t know how to do that.”
He was right. But she knew where she could find that information. “The
prophet’s book had pages missing, containing information on how to open
and close portals. If it still exists . . . it’s on Lightlark.”
Grim stiffened at the mention of the island.
“I’m going to go find it.” She took the tooth from her pocket, skyre
gleaming in the sun.
“I’ll go with you.”
“No. Lark could be back any moment. You need to protect your people.
You need to ensure there are people left to save.”
In the past, he would have stopped her. He would have insisted on
coming anyway. He would have made the decision for her.
Now, he only gathered her in his arms, pressed his lips to the crown of
her head, and said, “Come back to me, wife.” His voice broke on the word.
“Please.”
She looked up at him. Nodded. She didn’t have her starstick
anymore . . . but she had access to Grim’s powers. She had used his flair
before, when she had saved his life. It had taken every ounce of emotion
and ability she hadn’t known she possessed.
Even now it was difficult, reaching for that bridge between them,
finding that elusive portaling power. Gripping it. She gritted her teeth
against the effort to hold it firmly. A bead of sweat trickled down her
forehead. Her skyre glowed.
Finally, she clasped the power.
And portaled to Lightlark.
GATES
If Isla had been expecting the tooth would lead her straight to the prophet’s
missing pages, she was wrong.
She landed at the edge of a forest. The trees had golden leaves and
plump fruit like miniature suns.
She was on Sun Isle.
Focus, she thought to herself, feeling the rush of emotion swelling
within her. Nightshade was in danger. Thousands of innocents were in
danger. Grim was in danger.
The world was in danger.
She had only been on the isle once. It felt like forever ago now. She had
never been past the palace.
The tooth stirred in her pocket, warm against her thigh, pulsing with
power.
The missing pages had to be nearby, even if she couldn’t see them. She
walked through the forest until she saw a flash of something tall and
glimmering through the treetops. The tooth heated, leading her toward it.
She stepped out of the woods and swallowed.
Massive gates stood before her, wrought in twisted ornate gold. They
had to be over a hundred feet tall.
She took a step forward, and the tooth in her pocket nearly seared into
her flesh, through the fabric. Its message was clear—the prophet’s blood-
inked pages were on the other side.
Her hand reached to touch the burning metal. She pushed.
Nothing happened.
She pushed harder. It didn’t so much as tremble beneath her hands.
Her power was nearly spent from the battle. Her body was aching.
Neither mattered when Lark threatened the world. With a steadying breath,
she bent her knees, then took off into the air, the delicate weaving of the
metal right in front of her face, until she was above it. She moved to fly
over it—
And was met with resistance, like an invisible shield rippled out in all
directions, where the gates couldn’t reach. It was as solid as the metal itself.
Lark’s forces could be rising at that very moment. She didn’t have time.
She reached for Grim’s power, straining with effort, meaning to portal to
the other side.
It didn’t work.
Her landing rattled her bones. She frowned as she lifted her hand,
energy spiraling out of it, enough to turn the gates into a mangled mess.
Nothing happened. The gates were impenetrable. Shielded.
Not for long. She fell back into the forest. Closed her eyes. Breathed in
and out, felt the woods whispering around her.
Threads, reaching out.
She pulled all of them.
Trees were ripped from their roots, scraped until they were sharp, until
they were tied together to form a massive battering ram. Her hand shook as
she kept it levitating, moving the ram toward the entrance. She sent her
shoulder back, intending to slam it through the gates.
And was knocked off her feet.
Her back collided with a tree behind her. She lost her grip on the ram,
and the forest shook as it fell to the ground.
There was a blade at her throat.
And amber eyes pinning her in place.
Oro wasn’t breathing. Isla was breathing far too much, panting in his
face. His golden hair was disheveled, his clothes were darker than usual,
and he was staring her down like she couldn’t possibly be real.
His eyes slipped down her body, slowly, and she felt his gaze like rough
knuckles dragging down her neck, her chest, her ribs, her hips, her legs.
Then, his eyes were meeting hers again, and it was undeniable, this force
between them, an energy quivering like a strike of lightning.
It was almost enough to forget his dagger against her pulse.
He looked down at it, as if remembering. Still, he did not lower it. No, if
anything, his grip tightened. The metal dug sharper against her skin. He
leaned forward, and she didn’t know if he meant for his hips to pin hers
against the tree; but that was the result, and she swallowed against the
blade.
“I should kill you,” he murmured, his lips so close to hers. “I should
really kill you.” She couldn’t help but think this was the same position
they’d been in when he had first kissed her. She could almost taste him, the
summer and heat and fire—part of her wanted him to do it now.
No. She shook away that thought. She loved Grim. She had just been
with him—
But her heart was split in half. And one piece belonged to the king in
front of her, holding his blade against her pulse.
Until he straightened, leaving her sprawled against the tree, heart
thundering for conflicting reasons.
“What are you doing here, Isla?” he asked. There was no friendliness in
his tone. No love, though she could feel it, a shining bridge between them.
“Are you here to kill me too?”
Her blood went cold, remembering the prophecy. But he didn’t know
about that . . . not unless Azul told him, which she didn’t believe.
His words sunk in. “What do you mean kill you too?”
His gaze was sharp as his knife. “Do you really think I don’t know?”
“Know what?”
His voice shook with anger. “You murdered the entire coastal guard.
Twenty warriors.”
She frowned. “No, I didn’t.”
Isla knew how unbelievable that was. She had killed innocents before.
He had watched her lose control. She had told him about how many people
she had killed, to get him to hate her.
But she didn’t need to convince him.
Oro blinked as he realized she was telling the truth. “They . . . they saw
you. Witnesses saw you.”
Dread curled in her stomach. No. Lark couldn’t be here that quickly. It
was impossible. She had seen her, just hours before, across the world.
She told him about Lark and her attack.
His expression turned to stone, melting into his familiar seriousness, but
he was not wholly shocked. Of course he wasn’t.
Her voice trembled. “You always said you didn’t lie to me, but omitting
the truth, what is that? Isn’t that a lie?” She could feel power radiating out
of her, Starling energy gathering in her fists, along with her anger. “You
knew about Lark. You knew I had family. You knew, and you didn’t tell
me.”
Oro’s gaze softened, just barely, a flame dimming. “Isla—”
“You were afraid I would seek her out, weren’t you? Wake her?” Maybe
she would have. She didn’t know. The promise of family might have made
her foolish. Still, he had kept it from her, and it hurt. She shook her head. It
didn’t matter now. She was awake, and somehow had already gotten to
Lightlark.
She had less time than she thought.
“There’s a deadly portal on Nightshade. I’m going to banish her through
it; but to do that, I need to get past those gates.”
Oro studied her for moments, in silence. Weighing her words. Sensing
the truth in them. Finally, he eyed her discarded battering ram. “That
wouldn’t have worked.”
“Why?”
He walked toward the gates. “Because only my bloodline can open the
gates.”
She wondered if that extended to her because he loved her. The augur
would know. Seeming to sense her thoughts, he looked away and nodded.
“Yes. Should you have done it correctly, they would have opened.”
“What is the right way?”
He ignored her question. Instead, he said, “If I let you through, I’m
going with you.” She had figured as much. She didn’t pretend he trusted her
for a second. His throat worked. “Lark is all our problem now. Especially if
she’s here.”
She didn’t want him to go with her. Any time near him was torture. Any
feelings she had tried to bury were now rising in full force.
But they were on his isle. Perhaps he could help her get the pages she
needed.
“Fine.”
“You should know, there’s a reason only my bloodline is allowed
inside.”
“Why?”
“Apart from holding our greatest enchantments . . . it has some of our
harshest temperatures. Even Sunlings could die in the heat.”
“And . . . power can’t be used on the other side?”
He looked over at her as he approached the gates. “It can. But the
elements can be stronger than our abilities. They can weaken us. Drain us.”
“So why have it at all?”
“Heat brings us strength, if you know how to use it. My ancestors used
to come here to gorge on power. When I came of age, and mastered my
Sunling abilities, I was locked here for a week, to prove that I was worthy
of our line.”
“Has anyone . . . has anyone in your line not survived it?”
He nodded.
He and Grim had more in common than they ever would have admitted.
She swallowed, considering the gates. The place beyond seemed deadly
—an endless expanse of twisted rocks and sand. Though, if that was where
the tooth was leading her, she didn’t have a choice.
“Open it,” she said.
He ran his hand down the metal. There was a gold thorn there that she
hadn’t noticed. It sliced down his hand, drawing blood. It dripped.
Then, with a magnificent groan, the gates creaked open.
For nearly an hour they walked in silence through a canyon of twisted
rock, painted in hypnotic, orange, wave-like stripes. The path through was
narrow and strangely formed, but at least it offered shade.
She had dreamed about this, about being able to talk to him again, but
now . . . now she couldn’t find the words. She didn’t know if she should
apologize or let him continue hating her.
Oro still loved her. She could feel the bond between them, as strong as
ever. Killing him wouldn’t destroy Lightlark, not while she still lived.
He was walking slightly ahead, bending beneath the twisted stone. She
could do it. She could take the dagger in her pocket and plunge it through
his heart before he even sensed her movement.
It would fulfill the prophecy. Grim would be safe.
She knew it; and still, her hands remained firmly by her sides. As it
stood, her life was almost over, unless she could find the portal and take
some of its power before closing it. Being bound to Lightlark would only
put more innocents in danger.
They continued walking as the ground turned to orange dirt. The air
became heavier. She considered discarding layers of clothing; but the sun
was beating so heavily, she was afraid her skin would burn. She conjured a
starshield above her for a few hours, before her focus began to wane. Oro
was right. The heat was like a current, dragging her energy away.
“Conserve your strength as much as possible,” Oro said gruffly beside
her. “It’s only going to get hotter.”
It did.
The heat intensified, thickening until it felt like she was treading
through water. She lifted her shirt to wipe her brow. Sand stuck to her
sweat-covered skin as they traveled through it. Her legs began to strain
against the friction, her feet sliding. Even Oro began to look tired.
“Isn’t the heat supposed to energize you?” she asked pointedly, her
voice dry and raspy.
His look was piercing. “It feeds my Sunling abilities, which I have no
intention of using.” Good. She didn’t know if she could take even another
degree of heat.
Hours later, it felt like she was steaming in her clothes. She started
peeling layers off, starting with her shirt. Oro didn’t look at her as she took
it off, tying it around her shoulders to protect them from the burn. Next was
her tank top, which had stuck to her body like a second skin. Soon, she was
only in her pants and the fabric she wore around her chest. Her daggers
were heavy against her legs, weighing her down.
She treasured each of them. But one by one, she began discarding them,
until only one dagger remained.
The tooth pulsed against her leg, leading her forward. Her pace became
slower, until her feet were barely moving. It was then that she realized she
might not make it to the missing pages at all. She had never felt this shade
of heat before, a warmth that seemed capable of drowning her.
She swallowed and found her throat raw and aching. Water. She needed
water, but there was none around. Just endless sand.
Her steps began to slow to a glacial pace. Her head developed an aching
pulse. Eventually she stopped, hands on her knees. Breathing unsteadily.
Oro stopped with her. “There’s an oasis. It isn’t close, but it exists.”
An oasis.
The promise of water was enough for her to start walking again. A faint
breeze brushed against her cheeks. She closed her eyes tightly against the
sand and spread her arms wide to get as much of the cool air as possible.
Oro cursed beside her.
She opened her eyes the slightest bit, and it looked like . . . it looked
like the desert was rippling.
She squinted, wondering if the heat was making her see things, but no.
She couldn’t just see it; she could feel it. The ground trembling, as
something like a rogue wave rushed toward them.
It overtook everything in its path, smearing away the sun itself. Distant
mountains disappeared. It was swallowing the horizon whole. It kept going.
Right toward them.
“What—”
“Sandstorm. We need to get inside now.”
Her voice was crazed. “Inside where?”
Oro didn’t answer, he just took her arm and started running. He had
been here before; he had survived this. Her knees nearly buckled as she
tried to match his pace.
She was slow, slower than she ever had been, and certainly slower than
the storm. Oro didn’t look over his shoulder. He didn’t falter. He dragged
her to the right, parallel to the sand whisking around them.
They should be heading away, she thought; but she followed him
regardless, not sure if she would be able to move without him helping her.
If he let go, she would just sink into the sand. She would die.
She thought of Grim. Nightshade. They were counting on her to survive
this.
But the storm had reached them.
The sand hit her like a battering ram, and she would have fallen to the
ground if Oro hadn’t kept her steady.
“Keep going,” he yelled over the roar of the wind; and, through sand
that nearly blinded her, she saw it. A cluster of dark orange rocks. A hole in
one side. Shelter.
Sand grated her skin raw. It was already burned from the sun, and now
it stung as if she was being flayed. She gritted her teeth and kept going.
She had survived many storms before. She would survive this one too.
That was when she remembered the stormstone, the second one Azul
had given her, the one she wore now.
She didn’t need to track a storm anymore, but Azul had said gales were
engorged with power. Ability that could be captured. It could be useful
against Lark.
She began to slip the ring off her finger.
“Faster,” Oro said right in front of her, but she couldn’t see him. No, all
she could see was golden sand, scraping like teeth against her skin. She
could barely breath. It was getting in her throat. “We’re here.” Oro had
reached the opening.
She dropped his hand before entering.
He lunged for her, but she planted herself against the wall of sand and
faced the storm. It roared like a beast, increasing in power, winds raging,
nearly knocking her back, but she stayed firm. She did not fall. She did not
falter. She closed her eyes and raised the stone above her head, the same
way she had before.
The diamond trembled in her palm. It shook as she captured the storm
in her fist, feeling its strength in her bones.
Warm fingers curled around her arm and dragged her into the cave.
She collapsed on the ground, gasping for air, coughing up sand. It had
torn up her throat. It had filled her mouth. When she could breathe again,
she tried to open her eyes, but they stung too much. Sand was caked on her
eyelashes and on every inch of her skin.
“What the hell was that?” Oro demanded.
She said nothing as she slipped the ring back onto her finger, as she
scrubbed against her eyelids again. After several minutes, tears washed
them clean, and she wondered how she had any liquid left in her body.
The space was small. Sand blasted outside, in a torrent, stronger than
before. Without shelter, they would have suffocated in it. She leaned against
the stone at her back and flinched. It was hot as coals.
The entire cave was hot, without so much as a breeze from the outside.
Heat had been trapped within. They might have been spared the storm, but
she could die of dehydration in here.
“How long will the storm last?” she asked, eyes darting to the entry, at
the flashing wall of gold.
“Hours, sometimes.”
Hours?
She wouldn’t survive hours in here. Not with all the heat. Not when she
was already boiling.
No use in waiting. Wincing against the feeling of the fabric shifting
against her raw skin, she slowly peeled the rest of her clothing off, until she
was naked. She crossed her legs and pulled them to her chest, in an attempt
to cover anything she could.
Isla wasn’t sure Oro was breathing. He was just watching her, looking
like he might be close to losing his mind. Sweat slipped down her neck,
between her breasts, and he traced its path with his eyes. Swallowed.
For several minutes, Oro sat very still. He didn’t move a muscle. Then,
as the heat intensified, made warmer by their body heat, he took off his
shirt. His pants were next.
She knew she shouldn’t, but she watched his own sweat slide down his
chest, down muscle as hard as the rock behind her. For a moment, she
imagined tracing it with her finger. Feeling his golden skin against—
Isla turned away.
It was too hot. It was messing with her head. She couldn’t think straight.
She reached for the link between them, to use Moonling ability to freeze
the water dripping down her chest, hoping to offer some sort of relief, but
her energy was nearly depleted. Only a single bead of sweat turned to ice,
before her power flickered away.
“Here,” Oro said. He reached a hand toward her. “May I?”
At first, she tensed, and he dropped his hand. She was naked. But then,
she understood his meaning. She understood what he was offering.
Cold. Relief. She should say no. He was her enemy. He’d had his blade
against her throat just hours ago. She was married to someone else.
Still . . . she found herself saying yes.
Oro gently, very gently, ran his hand down her arm, and her every nerve
awakened. She was coated in sweat, but he didn’t seem to mind. Under his
touch, the water cooled, and she groaned as his icy hand smoothed across
her heated skin.
She pressed her lips together against the sound, for it was far more
sensual than she had meant it to be. Oro’s throat worked as he moved to the
other arm. Everywhere he touched was soothed, calmed. She was greedy
for it. Desperate. She took his hand in hers, making him tense, and placed it
on her forehead. She closed her eyes and sighed. It dulled the ache. He
dulled the ache.
After a few moments, she opened her eyes to find him staring down at
her. Amber eyes. She had missed that color. The heat was doing wild things
to her head. She remembered a time just like this, during the Centennial,
when he’d had his hands on her, to heal her. She had only been in her
underthings. She remembered, and it made her forget herself. Forget the
other half of her heart. She couldn’t help but move his fingers down her
face, her jaw, her throat.
“Isla,” he said, his voice dark and rasped, and it made her remember
even more. She dragged his hand down her chest, to her heart. His fingers
were long against her bare aching skin, and she sighed again.
“It feels so good,” she said, barely knowing what was coming out of her
mouth. “It feels so good when you touch me.”
His eyes darkened. His other hand was splayed next to her head, stiff
with restraint, veins taut. He didn’t dare move, not unless she guided him.
And she did. She slipped their hands down her chest. Down her
stomach.
An ache began to build. An ache for him, an ache from the past. A
memory. She started to remember the day before the battle, and everything
they had done.
“I’m sorry,” he said.
She stilled their hands.
Sorry? Why would he be sorry?
His thumb gently swept across her stomach, over a scar that hadn’t yet
completely healed. The place Zed had put an arrow through her.
“He’s imprisoned. It doesn’t erase what he did—he, he shouldn’t have
—”
“You put him in a cell?” she asked, part of her sanity returning. He
nodded. Zed was one of his oldest friends. But he had tried to kill her.
Her thoughts seemed to slither free from the grip of her mind.
Everything was slippery. Everything was magnified, especially this ache
within her.
She guided his hand lower again. Lower, until his knuckles traced a path
between her hip bones, leaving her skin prickling.
“Isla, I think you inhaled too much sand in the storm.” Oro was saying,
somewhere far away. “It has power. It can . . . heighten senses. Emotions.”
Yes, that was what she felt. Heightened. Every nerve was on fire.
He began to move his hand away, but she said, “Please. Please don’t
stop touching me. Never stop touching me.”
But he did. He looked pained, but he gently removed his hand. “Sleep,
Isla, if you can.”
Sleep. She didn’t want to. She was suddenly burning, more than she
ever had in the desert. But, as she rested against the warm floor, sleep
reached her quickly.
And she dreamed of the night before the battle.
GOLDEN
Isla had surprised Oro in his chambers. The following day, everything could
change.
She wanted a piece of happiness, a slice of summer, something to hold
on to during the bloodshed. So she had put on a red dress that molded
against her every inch. And now, she waited.
Isla felt his heat before she saw him, a radiance that nearly brought her
to her knees, and then he was filling the door, and staring at her, and she
wasn’t sure he was breathing. He had gone still, fingers still curled around
the door’s handle.
She smiled, pleased. “I take it you like it.” Her voice was a rasp she
almost didn’t recognize.
His own was strained. “If by like, you mean I want to tear it to shreds
with my teeth, then yes. I like it very much.”
His words were like embers catching fire, a heat dropping right through
her. She wanted him now. She wanted everything.
He closed the door behind him and stalked toward her, eyes intently
studying her dress the way she had watched him study maps and battle
plans. He looked at her like he was trying to navigate the easiest way under
it.
A moment later, he had her against the wall, and she inhaled sharply. He
ducked toward her mouth, but she stopped him with a hand against his
chest.
“Can we pretend?” she asked.
“Pretend?”
“Pretend for just a moment that you’re not the king, and I’m not your
enemy.” If only. If only.
He frowned. She didn’t like to upset him, but she secretly loved it when
he frowned; it reminded her of the Centennial, back before she had admitted
to herself that she could tolerate the Sunling king. “Isla,” he said against her
forehead. “You could never be my enemy.”
Her voice trembled. “I’m Nightshade. I opened the portal without
realizing. I helped him find the sword. I made it possible for Grim to
destroy everything.”
Anger flared in his expression. “You didn’t know. Most of this
happened in the past.”
“Can we pretend there’s no past, then? That it’s been you and me from
the beginning?” She wanted that so badly. More than anything.
For a moment, she wondered if he would send her away.
But then he said, right against her lips. “Tonight . . . we can pretend
anything you want, love.”
Need prickled her skin. They had all night. All night to pretend like they
might not all die the next day. “I want you to do something for me. I want
you to make my dress gold.”
He seemed confused. “I’ll call for Leto after all this is over.”
A smile tugged at her mouth. “No.” She looked down at her dress and
was met with the sight of her chest, straining against the low, tight bodice.
She heard him swallow, also watching her. “The one I’m wearing. Turn it
gold.”
She knew what gilding meant to him, the trauma behind it. She wanted
to take that trauma and turn it into trust.
He hesitated, so she went on her toes, and said against his mouth, “I
trust you. You won’t hurt me.” It was true. He was the only person in the
world who had earned all her trust. Then she whispered, “Turn it gold.
Please.”
The hand he had pressed against the wall next to her head flexed.
Slowly, slowly, his fingers lightly gripped the side of her waist, thumb
rubbing down, and they both watched as the red fabric of her dress gave
way to the thinnest gold foil, down her stomach, to the floor. It was an
impractical choice. The gold foil was so thin, even the slightest movement
would rip it.
He made a primal sound, watching, seeing her in his realm’s color. Just
when he was about to reach for her lips again, she said, “Now melt it off
me.”
His brows came together. “I’ll hurt you.”
“You won’t.”
Before he could protest again, a Starling shield raced across her skin.
His eyes widened in surprise, then intensified, taking in the gold and
glittering silver. She felt powerful. In control.
“Now,” she repeated. “Melt it off me.”
It didn’t seem like she would have to ask him again. He ran his knuckles
down the center of her chest, to her stomach, and watched the dress melt
down her body like a candle, revealing every inch of her little by little. The
gold slipped into a puddle that hardened in a circle around her feet, and she
was completely bare in front of him. Her Starling shield fell away.
The way he was looking at her . . . it made her remember when he said,
I wish you could see yourself the way I do. You would never doubt yourself
again. “You’re looking at me like I’m something to worship,” she said,
nerves swirling in her stomach.
He made a low sound of need as he stepped forward, leaning into her.
His voice was just a rasp as he said, “Do you want me on my knees for you,
love?”
Her answer was immediate. “Yes.”
“Are you sure?”
She nodded, ready. She felt raw, needy, desperate to feel him. “I think I
might die if you don’t touch me.”
Slowly, eyes never leaving hers, he sank to his knees before her . . . and
that heat turned to a pulsing, relentless ache. “We wouldn’t want that,” he
said.
Then, he gripped behind her knee and hooked her leg over his shoulder.
She gasped. At the first press of his mouth, she bucked against him,
making a sound that mixed with a whimper, and he pinned her against the
wall with a hand against her lower stomach. She writhed below him,
pleading, making the types of promises that made him growl against her.
Her pleasure was a wildfire, razing the world, setting it aflame, flaring
with every stroke, every nip. Their eyes were locked when it all crested.
She gasped. Her hand hit the wall, and energy spiraled out of it, cracking
the stone in several directions. For a moment, they just stared at each other,
eyes ablaze. Chests heaving. No one had ever made her feel this way:
cherished, like the full force of the sun was upon her, shining, melting all
her troubles away. She trusted him fully, and that trust deepened every
moment they shared. Every connection.
Oro gently set her on the ground again, and she shook her head, spent
and still aching for more. “How are we ever going to leave this room?” she
asked. She meant it.
“If it was up to me, we never would.” Then, he reached down, swept her
into his arms, and carried her to the bed.
As soon as her body pressed against the silken sheets, she reached for
him. Her hand pressed against his chest, and they watched as his shirt
burned away, the flames licking his skin. She was using his power.
He looked at her like he was seeing her for the first time, like she was
something wondrous and rare, and she couldn’t take it anymore. She
wanted everything with him. She wanted it while they still could. Who
knew what the next day would bring?
With a burst of energy, she pulled him under her and climbed atop him,
straddling him. Slowly, she ground her hips against his, and they both
groaned at the contact. Her head fell back, and she balanced her hands
behind her as she moved against him, pace quickening.
“I want you,” she said, panting. “I want all of you.”
He sat up, gripped her backside, and shifted them both until his back hit
the headboard. Her hands fell to his shoulders, and he reached his own hand
between them.
She gave him a look that said that wasn’t exactly what she meant—that
she wanted all of him—but when he touched her, she groaned, and her eyes
fell closed again. “More,” she said, reaching down to direct him where she
wanted him, deeper. When he did, she gasped and leaned down to press her
forehead against his. They were both breathing too quickly, sharing breath,
and she looked him right in the eyes as she said, “I love you. I could never
not love you.”
I love you.
He pressed his thumb where she liked it, and she curled her nails into
his shoulders.
She moved on him with abandon, arching her back, wanting it to last,
wishing this fire she felt when he touched her would rage forever. He stared
up at her, transfixed, his other hand curved around her hip, tightening when
she cried out.
“Oro,” she said, eyes blazing into his as her body tightened and he sat
up quickly, as if he couldn’t help himself. His hand at her hip curled around
the back of her neck, and he pulled her lips to his, tongue stroking her
through her pleasure. It was a savage kiss, hard and desperate, like they
might not see another night, like he could memorize the taste of her.
“I love you too,” he finally said when she stilled, melting against him.
“No world exists in which I do not love you.”
At that, she pressed her lips against his neck, and went lower. Lower.
Suddenly, she was off him and removing the rest of his clothing.
“Isla—” he said.
“Oro,” she responded near his hips, looking up at him, before
continuing her exploring.
The first press of her lips against him, he fisted the sheets in his hands,
and they burned away beneath his fingertips.
The rumble of her laugh against him seemed to undo him, because he
groaned.
She groaned too, the sound melting into a gasp. Her body twisted.
Only to scrape against hard rock. A dream. It had been a dream of a
memory, and—
At once, she remembered herself. Where she was.
Who she was with.
Oro sat on the other side of the cave, watching her. His eyes had
darkened to a shade she had just seen, in her mind. He looked like he hadn’t
slept at all.
She opened her mouth. Closed it. “I—did I say anything. . . . in my
sleep?”
“My name. Constantly.”
Right. Her cheeks burned. “I—”
“Nothing I haven’t heard before,” Oro said, before standing.
Her eyes slid to the entrance, and she saw that the storm had cleared.
“Why didn’t you wake me?” she demanded.
“You looked like you were enjoying yourself.”
Anger replaced any remaining shred of want. Then, shame. Enjoying
herself.
The longer it took her to figure out how to close the portal, the more
people would suffer. How could she be this guided by feeling?
What would Grim think, with her gone so long? Would he panic? Was
he okay?
If something happened to him because she was taking too long, she
would never forgive herself. She shook the sand from her clothes quickly,
dressed, and met Oro outside.
The sun was gone, and part of the heat had lifted. The tooth in her
pocket trembled. Still, even though it was supposed to lead their path, Oro
stepped in front of her.
She frowned. “How—”
“There’s only one structure out here, past the gates. Unless your pages
are buried in the sand, I know where we’re going.”
Oh.
In the relative coolness of night and after a bit of rest, she moved across
the desert quicker than ever.
It was hours before her head began to throb again from dehydration. Her
tongue felt heavy and rough in her mouth. It hurt to swallow.
Her eyes stung with every blink. Her sunburnt skin was painful to the
touch. Everything felt dry, and she was desperate for the oasis Oro had
promised.
By the time dawn broke, the tooth was practically shaking out of her
pocket. They were getting close. Still, as the heat of the day intensified, her
eyes began to close. She muscles went slack. She would have fallen right
into the sand if it hadn’t been for a strong arm curled around her waist.
“Hey,” he said, somewhere above her. “The oasis is up ahead. You can
make it.”
It was easy for him to say. He was Sunling. He was used to this
unrelenting heat. It invigorated him, in some ways. She tried to reach for his
power, seeing if it might give her a surge of energy, but she was too weak
now. None of it held. It felt like she was falling again, and he jerked
forward to catch her.
Then, she was off her feet and in his arms.
Her eyes opened the slightest bit, crusted in sand that they had kicked
up on their journey, only to see Oro above her, looking forward.
He didn’t slow in the slightest, even though he was now carrying her. If
anything, his pace quickened.
She should insist he put her down. Instead, she almost melted into his
touch. Being Grim’s wife made him her enemy, yet she trusted him more
than almost anyone.
That trust made her body stop fighting. She went in and out of
consciousness. Her senses were snuffed out, one by one. Sun seared her
skin, burning it, until suddenly, she was plunged into water.
Isla gasped and gripped Oro in shock. Her arms curled around his neck;
her chest went flush against his.
The oasis. The water was hot, but with Oro’s ability it cooled, and she
almost whimpered in relief, clinging to him, afraid she would lose
consciousness again and drown.
“May I?” Oro asked, a hand outstretched.
She nodded, and his fingers carefully slipped across her skin. She
flinched, raw, burned red; but under his touch, her pain eased. Carefully, he
healed her burns, using his limited strength on her.
Her eyes closed, and she tried to focus on anything else but the careful,
practiced way he touched her, like he had done it a hundred times before,
because he had. He knew her body . . . and she knew his.
He was just healing her, she told herself. Helping her. It was innocent.
But there was nothing innocent about her pulse quickening. Or the heat
that dripped down her spine.
“Thank you,” she whispered, far too close to his face, when he finished.
Then she fell backward, and he released her into the water.
Isla let herself sink. She relished the smoothness, the cold, the way the
roots of her hair were massaged, how the sand separated from her body and
clothes. She pooled water in her hands and drank greedily, quickly.
“Slowly,” Oro said. “You’ll make yourself sick.”
She wanted to drink the entire damn oasis, but she listened.
When she was satiated, she swam to the edge of the pool and turned
away from Oro, then began stripping off her clothing. She rinsed each item
and set them out on a cluster of smooth rocks to dry. It was only when she
had sunk back into the water that she realized they were both naked inside
of it.
Before—in the cave—that had been different. She hadn’t been herself.
She had been fighting to survive in the heat. She’d been asleep.
Now she had most of her sanity back. She looked down. Her chest was
nearly exposed, and she sank deeper. Covered herself with her arms.
Oro’s brows rose. She could practically read his mind. It wasn’t
anything he hadn’t seen before, hadn’t touched before, hadn’t tasted before.
But things were different now.
At least, they were supposed to be.
Traitor. The word echoed through her mind. In this very moment, she
wasn’t quite sure who she was betraying. Maybe everyone, including
herself.
His fiery eyes pierced right through her. “Are you happy?” he asked, out
of nowhere.
Her answer came too quickly. “Yes.”
He looked unconvinced, and Isla almost asked him if it had been a lie.
She was happy. She loved Grim.
But she loved Oro too.
The pool was shallow. She watched as he slowly approached her, water
rippling around him, as if rushing to move out of his way.
Under the sun, in this place, he looked like a god. Golden hair turned
darker by the water, wild strands clinging to his forehead. Sunkissed skin
over rippling muscle.
He got closer, and closer, until he was towering over her.
“Why did you get married again?” he asked.
She remembered why she had told him about it in the first place. To
make him hate her. To make him forget her.
She still hoped he would.
Oro had warned her before about using blood for power, and that was
what she was doing now, to an even greater degree. Her skyre was still
hidden by the thinnest snip of shadow, but if he learned about it, he would
be upset. He wouldn’t understand.
She was dangerous. Reckless. Even without the prophecy, he deserved
better. One day, she could hurt him without even meaning to.
“I married him again because I wanted to,” she said, hoping the
statement held enough truth. Oro looked unconvinced.
He leaned closer, until his breath was against her forehead. “So that’s it?
You’re my enemy now?”
She swallowed at his proximity and nodded.
He tilted his head at her. “That’s what you want?”
Yes. “I do. I—I hate you.”
He only dropped his gaze to her lips, then her collarbones, then her
chest, still almost completely visible in the clear water. Then, he leaned
down, breath skittering across her bare skin, so he could say, right against
the shell of her ear, “Say that to me when you aren’t moaning my name in
your sleep, and I might believe you.”
Then, he lifted himself out of the pool and got dressed.
After that, they walked in silence. She tried her best to stay as far away
from him as possible, to bury this building attraction, and he seemed
content to do the same.
They kept going, walking all through the night until the horizon shaped
into a mountain range, and she spotted a structure in the distance.
Relief nearly made her knees buckle.
A palace had been carved into the entire side of a golden cliff. It looked
like a castle trapped in stone. Its façade was made up of thousands of
sunlike symbols and countless doors. There were statues, stairs, and endless
columns.
“What is this place?”
“A tomb,” Oro said, stepping past her. He stopped at the front. She
made to walk through the door, but he caught her wrist. “We can’t enter
yet.”
“Why?” They didn’t have time. Nightshade could be overrun by
warriors by now. Grim could be in trouble. Oro wouldn’t care about that; so
she instead she said, “Lark has made it to this island. She’s likely killing
your soldiers right now, adding to her army.”
His jaw tensed. “Just trust me, Isla,” he said, and she would be a liar if
she said hearing her name from his lips again didn’t make her chest
constrict. “We need to wait.”
They did. And as they lingered at the front of the palace, she studied it
more closely. The columns were made up of statues, a row of previous
rulers. The pediments were filled with sculptural scenes showing a hunt. A
wedding. A burial. All delicately crafted from the golden cliff face. Up
above, at the very top—almost at the peak of the mountain—something
flashed.
A flame.
Oro followed her line of sight. “That’s the forever flame,” he said. “It
hasn’t gone out in thousands of years. Kings have risen and fallen, curses
have been woven and broken, and through it all, the flame has endured.”
She watched it flicker. It wasn’t huge . . . but it was mighty. Strong.
The darkness began to shift, and Oro stood straighter. He motioned for
her to step inside the palace. Finally. She did and was plunged into
darkness. Her energy was spent, but she reached for Oro’s power, lighting
the smallest of embers. His fingers curled over hers, snuffing it out.
“Unnecessary,” he said. He turned back toward the door. Waited a
second. Two.
Then light poured into the hall in a glittering line, like melted gold. As
dawn rose, the slice of sun streamed across the floor, illuminating an
intricate design beneath their feet.
It was beautiful. She turned to Oro, only to find him already studying
her.
They stared at each other for a moment before following the sunspun
path down the long corridor and into a room that began flooding with light.
It was a tomb.
Oro moved carefully around the coffin. “Fire doesn’t work in here. Any
flame is immediately extinguished, which means this room is visible only in
the winter, at dawn, for just a few minutes.” It was aligned with the sun.
“We don’t have much time, then.” She took the tooth from her pocket.
The moment it was freed from the fabric, it flew across the room, as if
summoned, digging into the wall.
No, not a wall. A single page stretched upon it. The crimson red ink was
faded, nearly illegible.
Carefully, she peeled it off the stone. Read over it quickly. Relief
flooded her like an oasis in her bones.
“Does it have what you need?” Oro said.
She whipped around and nodded. “It’s exactly what I was looking for.”
The sunlight was already fading, its rays sweeping across the tomb.
Beneath them, the metal glistened. Shademade.
Oro’s eyes locked with hers. It seemed they were having the same
thought. He didn’t even know about Cronan, but he knew about Lark. “It
can’t be opened. Many have tried.” Sensing her confusion, he added, “It’s
rumored Horus had a relic. A bone from the finger of a god. Many have
searched for it.”
The light was almost gone now. Isla didn’t waste a moment before
cutting a line down her arm and smothering her own blood across her
palms. She barely felt the pain, barely heard Oro’s yells in protest.
She pressed both of her hands against the tomb’s wall and pushed it
open.
Oro stood still as a statue.
A body sat inside. Not bones, a body. The man was whole, his skin
intact. He looked to simply be sleeping.
Horus Rey, one of the three founders of Lightlark. He had Oro’s golden
hair. Sunlit skin. Straight nose. Sharp angles in his face.
“Is he . . . alive?” Isla asked. Was it possible all three founders hadn’t
perished at all?
The man’s arms were folded across his chest, his hands stacked over his
heart. Below them, gripped in his fingers, something was faintly glowing.
A bone.
Sunlight began melting from the room, as if drained. They didn’t have
any time; but still, Oro hesitated.
“Take it,” Isla said. “It could help us against Lark.”
It could help her.
A moment. Two. Then Oro slowly reached toward the bone. Gently
lifted it.
The moment it was out of Horus’s grip, his body became bones. The
flesh turned to ash. He became a corpse.
He was dead, that was certain. Somehow, the power of the bone had
preserved his body.
Quickly, before the light all but faded, they pushed the tomb’s top back
on. The room was quickly drenched in darkness, dust, and decay. Oro
grabbed her hand, and together they found its exit. They slowly inched
down the hall.
Just before they stepped back into the desert, the sand began to tremble.
Rise.
Oro cursed. “Another storm.”
They didn’t have time. She had to go, now. Her voice was a frustrated
growl. “They happen this often?”
He nodded. “It’s why few have reached this place.”
“What do we do?”
He looked around at the entrance of the castle and sighed. “We wait.”
For an hour, they sat in near silence, staring at the raging storm. Slowly,
Oro’s eyes began to close. He must be exhausted. They had spent days
walking. He hadn’t slept the night before, and he had drained himself
considerably to heal her.
His head leaned against the wall. His breathing evened.
She watched him, remembering what it was like to curl up next to him.
He looked almost at peace now, across from her, one hand reaching in her
direction, as if he was drawn to her even in his dreams.
Slowly inching forward, she ran her hand gently down his arm the way
she used to, when they slept side by side. He groaned in his sleep, leaning
toward her. He didn’t even feel her grab the bone.
He was so content—so happy, so deep in sleep—that he didn’t even
hear her leave.
The storm bellowed around her. She had tied her shirt around her nose and
mouth, remembering what Oro had said about inhaling the sand. She
couldn’t afford to lose herself to her emotions, not now.
Oro was right. Lark was all of their problem. But he might not agree
with her solution. That was why she needed to leave him, even though it
killed her inside.
The bone glimmered through the fabric of her pocket. She had read the
missing page. It highlighted every instruction to open a portal—and close it.
It required multiple skyres, as well as powerful objects to draw from, and
this bone would be central to her plan.
All she needed now was to get back to Nightshade.
When she couldn’t see the palace any longer, she slipped her ring off
her finger. A miniature storm swirled inside the orb, in sparkling gold.
She had to get back to Grim. She had to make sure Oro couldn’t catch
her before she got beyond the gates and their hold on her portaling.
She remembered what Azul had said about trapping storms. Shaping
them.
With all the strength she could muster, she broke the stone between her
fingers—
And the storm came tumbling out of it. Her storm. She kept her grip on
it, as if it was still in an orb in her palm. Her teeth slid together as it fought
against her hold.
Slowly, she gained control of its winds with Skyling power and
hollowed it out into a vortex, piercing the other storm to form a tunnel for
her to safely travel through.
Then she ran through it as fast as she could, knowing that soon, Oro
would wake up and realize she was gone. Soon he would notice the bone
was missing. He would suspect she had her own hidden plans.
And then he would chase her.
She pushed down the guilt, the lingering feelings, anything that would
slow her down, because she couldn’t afford to do anything but move.
Isla hoped he hated her. She hoped he forgot her. It would make things
so much easier for all of them.
The miles were endless. Her limbs felt heavier and heavier. The roaring
of the golden wind tunnel sounded like an ocean, one she would drown in if
her control on the storm faltered for even a moment.
It wasn’t long before the heat slowed her down again. Her eyes began
closing. This time, there was no one to catch her when her step slipped. She
barely maintained the tunnel while she shot back up, breathing hard.
You have to keep going, she told herself. Trying . . . that’s the hardest
part.
Isla remembered the bloodless soldiers, how they had cut down
innocents and Grim’s warriors with the same efficiency. Lark was nearly
unstoppable. She would burn this world to its embers, stripping away
everything that made it good. It wasn’t perfect, but it deserved a chance to
be better.
They had a chance. With this bone, and the skyres, and the instructions
on the page folded in her pocket, they could send Lark away forever. But
not if Isla died in this desert.
The heat and sand that had made it past the fabric messed with her
mind. She saw the past like she was walking through memories.
She thought about her best ones. Running through the forest after
training, smiling up at the treetops, singing with the birds. Finding her
starstick below the floorboards. Portaling into her former friend’s Starling
castle for the first time. Seeing the world from far above, in the hot-air
balloon with Grim. Walking through the fields of nightbane, their dark
purple color like night being reflected up to the sky.
Azul, showing her the singing mountains here on Lightlark. Rebuilding
Wild Isle with Oro, watching nature revive a dead place.
There were her worst memories too. So much loss, betrayal, and danger.
But there was beauty here, in this world—more good than bad. And she was
willing to fight for it.
With a groan scraped from the depths of herself, she gripped the storm
harder—and felt it sweep below her feet, lifting her into its center, sand
orbiting her body. Higher. Her arm trembled with effort, with control, her
skyre setting her skin aflame, and the sandstorm became a wave she rode
across the desert. It rippled below, tearing across miles and miles. She knelt,
her fingers running through it, feeling its power surging.
Oro won’t catch up, she told herself.
She might reach the gates before he even knew she was gone.
ENEMY
The gates loomed far ahead. The shred of storm she had stolen had long
dissipated, melting down until she was back on her feet. She had been
walking for hours in the open desert, shoes sinking into the sand. Now at
least, she had reached the twisting canyons.
She was walking through one of the strangely shaped tunnels, hand
dragging against the smooth rock, when she heard it. Something cutting
through the air. Her breath hitched. She turned just in time to see a dagger
pierce the stone wall inches from her face.
Her dagger.
One she had discarded on the journey. One that must have been picked
up, by someone who would have known how much the blades meant to her.
Someone she had betrayed.
She ran.
Her legs felt boneless beneath her as she stumbled through the canyon,
ducking, turning, barely missing the sides of the twisted rock that curved
wildly under shards of sunlight.
Oro was the king of Lightlark. The ruler of Sunling. Even with the
storm, she could not outrun him—not here in his own lands.
Another dagger. This time, just inches from her hip. She cursed. It
seemed he had collected them all on his journey back. He had been right on
her heels.
She tore around another curve of undulating stone, then stopped,
breathing far too quickly. He was faster. Stronger here, in this heat.
Just before Oro turned the corner, she summoned any remaining energy
she had—and used Grim’s Nightshade ability to disappear.
It wasn’t a power she had mastered. Her shadows were slippery in the
heat, especially with her strength waning.
Still, she willed herself to keep a hold on them as Oro inched into her
line of vision, another one of her daggers held loosely in his hand.
This wasn’t the Oro from before the battle, the one who had called her
his favorite everything. No, this was the coldhearted king she had met on
the first day of the Centennial, his eyes narrowed in anger—in betrayal. His
tall, muscular frame tensed with the practice of a hunter. He took a few
more steps. Stopped. Looked up.
Then, very slowly, he turned.
And looked right at her.
He squinted. Isla’s heart froze. She glanced down at herself. She was
still invisible. She looked back up and found him in front of her.
She wasn’t breathing. She didn’t dare move an inch as he took a step.
Then another. As he tentatively raised his arm. Reached for her.
It was a shame she hadn’t learned to walk through walls, because when
his fingertips brushed her cheeks, they both felt it.
And then, she became visible.
Before he could say a single word, her Starling shield rippled onto her
skin, and she launched a wave of energy at him.
Oro crashed into the rockface with enough force to crack it. She turned
to run, but Oro’s hand shot forward. A sheet of stone from behind him
ripped off the canyon, hit her hand, and pinned her against the wall. It
curled around her wrist, trapping it above her head. With one more
movement, her other wrist joined it.
His look was pure fire. Pure satisfaction.
He was using her own power against her.
They both knew what that meant.
He stalked over to her. A dagger of energy formed in his hand, and he
raised it against her cheek. Isla glanced down at it. This was good, she tried
to tell herself. This was what she wanted. For him to hate her. For him to
resent her.
It was not all she wanted.
“You stole from me,” he said, as if he still couldn’t believe it. “You left
me. You betrayed me.”
She just stared at him, chest heaving.
“Did you think I wouldn’t find you?” His face was just inches from
hers, close enough to see the specks of gold in his amber eyes, simmering
with fury. “Did you think I wouldn’t catch you?” He leaned closer. “You
can’t hide from me,” he growled. “Even if I can’t see you, I can feel you.
You are relentless. You are a gravity I’ve tried to escape, but I can’t. I can’t ,
Isla.” His voice shook. He was one of the most powerful rulers in history,
but his arm shook with restraint as he brushed his thumb against the wrists
he had pinned above her head.
He looked like he hated himself, truly hated himself for his words. He
looked like he hated that she shivered beneath his touch. He shook his head.
“You chose someone else, you left, and still, I wait here like a fool for the
day you might return.”
He pointed just beyond the gates, close to the forest where he had found
her.
“I go to that cliff, that beach, every single morning because the sea is
the green of your eyes, and it’s the closest I get to waking up next to you.”
She shook her head. “Forget me,” she begged. “I’m not good for you,
Oro.”
“You don’t think I’ve tried?” He said, eyes blazing. “My love for you is
like that forever flame, Isla. Relentless. Stubborn. Endless. Burning
brightly, even if you’re not around to see it.”
A tear slipped down her cheek.
His anger abated. It was replaced by pain. “Come back,” he said, his
voice breaking, and she closed her eyes tightly. “Stay.”
“Oro, I can’t.” He didn’t understand. He didn’t get it.
“You can,” he said, and she opened her eyes to find his widened,
desperate. “I’ve driven myself mad thinking about it. I understand why you
left. You wanted to stop the battle. You wanted to stop the death. But I can’t
understand why you stayed. I kept . . . I kept waiting for you to come back.
So I came to you, thinking there must be something wrong, that he was
somehow keeping you there, but then,” his voice broke as he cut off. He
closed his eyes and took a breath, as if gathering strength. “Then you gave
me this.” He pulled the golden rose necklace from his pocket.
He carried it with him. He hadn’t melted it down or thrown it into the
sea, as she had imagined.
Oro must have sensed her surprise, because he said, “I wanted to
destroy it. I wanted to burn it. But I couldn’t.” He shook his head. “Why,
Isla? I would have thought the words you told me, the time we shared, had
been a lie—but I could feel their truth. So why?”
He leaned closer, and she leaned away, her wrists still pinned above her.
They were made of stone. She had energy left. She could remove them, but
she didn’t. She didn’t, even as his lips lowered toward hers, as he said, just
inches away from her skin, “Tell me you don’t miss me. Tell me you don’t
think about me. Tell me you don’t go back in time and change your mind.”
His lips grazed her cheek as he said, “Tell me that, and mean it, and I will
leave you alone forever. I swear it.”
She lifted her chin high and forced herself to meet his gaze. “I don’t
miss you,” she said steadily. “I never think of you. I don’t go back in time
and change my mind.”
His lips were just over hers. She felt his breath against her mouth. He
leaned closer, like he might kiss her, like she might let him, and said,
“Liar.”
Then, he walked away, leaving her pinned against the stone.
He made it a few paces before he cursed. Isla wrenched herself from the
wall and turned the corner.
The gates stood there, in view.
And an army stood beyond them.
Zed was sitting against the back wall of his cell. He looked both bored and
unsurprised to see both her and Oro.
He gave her a feline grin. “Brought me a cellmate?”
Oro glared at him. “Not quite. She’s your ticket out.”
Zed’s smile didn’t falter. “Oh, we both know I could have been out of
this place weeks ago, if I wanted.” To demonstrate his point, he slipped out
of his binds, and kicked behind him. The stone went soaring, taking half the
wall with it, revealing a hole he could easily fly out of. “You seemed upset,
though, so I felt it best to stay put.”
“He’s perfect,” Isla said.
Zed narrowed his eyes at her. “Shameless of you to try to add yet
another paramour to your messy situation, but you’re not my type.”
Oro sighed. “Have you ever heard of a thief better than you?”
That wiped the grin off Zed’s face. “Only one. Why?”
“Do you think you can find her?”
“I can find anybody.”
“Good,” Isla said. “Make it quick. None of us have much time.”
“I don’t need much time.” He reached his hand out, as if waiting to be
portaled.
“Oh, no. I’m not going with you,” she said.
Grim stepped from where he had been leaning against the wall, cloaked
in shadows. He looked Zed up and down, unimpressed. “Why is he in
prison in the first place?”
Isla’s own grin spread across her face. “I’m sure he’ll be happy to tell
you all about it during your time together.”
Grim glared at Zed, then reached down to brush his lips over hers. Heat
spread behind her—anger she recognized as Oro’s—but still, she went on
her toes and said, “Come back to me,” to Grim. Lark was out there
somewhere. They were all in danger.
His hands were cold along the bottom of her spine. “You too,
Hearteater.”
Then they disappeared.
She was left with Oro next to her, radiating his undeniable tinge of fury.
“He’s going to kill him once they find her,” he said through his teeth.
She shrugged, trying her best to be casual. Trying to pretend Grim
didn’t just kiss her in front of Oro. “Zed’s fast. He’ll be fine.”
Maybe.
Oro still hadn’t looked at her. Perhaps he couldn’t. He was likely
disgusted by her, by the fact that she was married to the person they had
once plotted to kill.
She turned to him. “Ready?”
Using Grim’s portaling power was too much strain. She needed to
conserve her energy for when her abilities would be crucial.
Her flying wasn’t perfect. It would slow them both down. Reluctantly,
Oro bent and took her into his arms.
She faced away from him, in a failed attempt to get her pulse to settle,
as he shot into the clouds, toward Sky Isle.
Remlar stood before them, in the underground hideaway where he and his
people had fled. Bright blue glow worms on the ceiling illuminated his skin
of the same shade, his black hair glimmering beneath their light. It was part
of the same cave system Isla and Oro had escaped to after the first time she
had met the ancient, winged creature.
“I trust you’ve had your family reunion,” her old teacher said, sneering.
He was aware of Lark’s escape, then. “I have. You knew her, didn’t
you?”
Remlar grinned ruefully. “Unfortunately.” His expression turned
solemn. “I’m one of the few from the otherworld that wasn’t killed to feed
this land. I was useful to them, back then.”
“I don’t understand. Lark created Lightlark. I thought . . . I thought she
wouldn’t be . . .”
“Monstrous?”
She nodded.
He smiled sadly. “Those with godlike power usually turn out to
be . . . There were gods in the otherworld. They ruled us all. They were
worse than you can even imagine.” He spoke of them with
reverence . . . and fear. She didn’t think she had ever seen him afraid.
She thought about the bone still tucked in her pocket.
“We’re going to lure Lark out. I need a way to injure her, for at least a
few hours. Do you know a way to do that?”
Mercifully, he nodded.
Hope must have bloomed in her expression, because his eyes narrowed.
“She’s far older than you, girl,” he said. “She will be expecting you to do
exactly what you’re doing. She is many steps ahead of you already.”
“I know.” She was counting on it.
“There is metal that would leech her powers. You could find a way to
get it on her.”
“No. That’s how she was trapped in the first place. She won’t fall for
that again.”
Remlar looked pensive. “Then you’ll need a curse. A strong one. Bound
to something powerful.”
She turned to Oro. “I don’t know if Grim can spin curses.” It was a
Nightshade ability, but a specialized one. She had never heard him talk
about it.
“The ruler cannot curse,” Remlar said. “But I can.”
She faced him. Remlar was partially Nightshade—she knew that—but
his powers were mysterious. “You can?”
He nodded and pulled a blade from his pocket. It shone brightly.
“Shademade,” she whispered, and he perked up.
“So, you have been learning,” he said, grinning to reveal his crowded
teeth. “I will curse this blade and bind it to myself. It won’t take long.”
They flew to the castle, where Enya and Calder had gathered all the
remaining soldiers they could find—the ones that had agreed to leave. She
reached into the depths of Grim’s power, across the bridge between them,
and with effort that left her panting, portaled them away.
“Some were missing,” Enya said when she was back. Some had been
killed.
“Burn any remaining bodies from the battle,” Oro said. Enya nodded.
Calder followed her.
When they were gone, she turned to Oro. “I have to—”
“I’m going with you,” he insisted. Fine. This time, she flew herself.
They weren’t going far. When she touched down at the Place of Mirrors,
Oro eyed her warily. This was the home of the portal, the one that would
doom him and Lightlark, should she use it.
“I just need to see something.”
Walking into the glass castle felt like walking through a dream. She had
spent some of her best and worst moments inside.
The vault sat in front of her, its door still open.
She stepped toward it. Oro was right behind her. She touched a palm to
the metal. It glimmered in a way she hadn’t truly noticed before.
Shademade. Of course. But Wildling power worked here. This metal
had been infused with something that made their abilities slip through. She
pressed her hand against it, feeling its power. Trying to sense the threads
that it had been made with. Blood. Wildling blood must have been fused
with it somehow.
“What are you doing?” Oro demanded. “Why did you need to come
here?”
She ignored him.
“Isla,” he said. “What do you want with the vault?”
“Nothing you need to concern yourself with.”
He caught her wrist. She had kept her markings shadowed before, but in
the Place of Mirrors, they were on full display.
Oro stilled. “What are those?”
“Nothing.”
“Isla. You saw what happens when you use shortcuts for power. Your
soul—”
She shook her arm away and stepped out of the palace, into the forest.
“My soul is already gone, Oro,” she said.
He was relentless. “It isn’t. How can you say that?”
She whipped around to face him. “How can you say it’s not?” she
demanded. “You know what I’ve done.”
“It was an accident.”
“And there are more, Oro. More deaths on my hands. And there will be
more. Either you, or Grim, and—” she nearly choked on the words.
“And what?”
She threw her arms up. “There’s another prediction. They said I’m
going to either save the world . . . or end it.” She closed her eyes. The truth,
the truth she had started to hide from herself, spilled out. “I feel
this . . . calling within me. To kill. It’s gotten worse and worse. I told you
before, I like killing people who I feel deserve it. But . . . even the ones that
don’t . . . even the ones that happen by accident . . . It affects me in a way I
don’t understand.”
It was a relief to share the terrible truth with someone. Someone who
had seen the good in her too.
“You think you might do it,” he said softly. “You think you might
actually end this world.”
Isla nodded. “The bracelets stole away my power. They worked well.
For a little bit, I almost felt like myself again. But then, I started killing.
Something inside me started awakening.” She felt tears like thorns in the
corners of her eyes. “I’m afraid, Oro. I’m afraid of what I might do. I don’t
trust myself. I—I haven’t had enough time with my powers, and they’ve
been more of a curse than a blessing. I’ve been more of a curse than a
blessing.”
“That isn’t true,” he said, his voice steady. His amber eyes seared into
hers. “You broke the curses. Don’t forget that.”
She often did. She often thought of even that act as something wrong. It
had cost her a friend. It had been the worst day of her life to that point.
“I’ll help you if you let me, Isla.”
She wanted that. It was why she had told him, right?
It was easy, falling back into her past self here. Surrounded by this
nature they had created together.
She wanted to let him in completely. She wanted to stay.
“Could you ever truly forgive me?” she asked. It was a dangerous
question. “For killing all those people? For marrying Grim? For leaving
Lightlark?”
Oro didn’t even have to think about it. “Yes,” he said, the word sharp
from his mouth. “I’ve already forgiven you.”
She and Grim . . . they understood the worst of each other. She was
married to Grim—she loved him.
But she also loved Oro. Half of her belonged to him. Was that enough?
“I know you’ve made your choice,” Oro said. “Don’t change it for me.
But you are my only choice. Forever.”
They stared at each other. She reached for him—
A snap of a leaf, somewhere close by. She whirled around to face it. A
woman stood at the edge of the forest, staring at her. She squinted. It wasn’t
just any woman.
It was Wren.
She stared at Isla . . . then she took off into the forest. Isla frowned.
What? Why was she here? She had given her the starstick. Was
something wrong?
Without another thought, Isla took off after the Wildling, Oro following
closely behind.
“Wren?” she called into the forest. How did she know how to get to
Lightlark, when she had never been here before? How did she know to find
her on Wild Isle?
Just when she almost reached her, Wren ran down the bridge connecting
the isle to the mainland. Isla followed, just a few steps behind. “Wren!” she
yelled at the Wildling. But she didn’t stop.
Isla crashed through the trees, clearing them with her power, but Wren
remained just out of reach.
Enough. She burst forward with a shot of Starling energy and was
nearly on her—but then she was gone. Isla stood in the clearing. Turned
around.
“Where—”
And then there was a blade, stabbing toward her face. Wren. Isla barely
got her own weapon up in time.
“What are you doing?” she screamed at the Wildling. She wasn’t
wearing her snakes. What had happened? “Where are the rest of the
Wildlings?”
“Isla,” a voice said. It was Oro’s. He was standing a few feet away,
looking unsure of what he should do.
She blocked another blow, her blade grazing down Wren’s arm in the
process. It was an accident. “I—”
Dread seized through her chest.
There wasn’t any blood.
She looked up at an expressionless face. Glassy eyes.
“No,” she said, or cried, she didn’t know, all she did was block yet
another advance. Another. Oro stood there, inching toward her, as if
seconds away from interfering.
Tears swept down her jaw. “I—Oro, I can’t,” she said. She was gasping
for air.
He seemed to understand, because before Wren could take another step
toward her, she was covered in flames.
Isla watched her burn. Wren just stood there, expressionless, as the fire
consumed her. As her skin separated from bone. As she burned until she
was nothing but ash.
She sank to her knees. Wren was here, on Lightlark. Isla knew what that
meant.
That was how Lark had gotten to the island so quickly. “She—she has
my starstick.”
Oro’s features turned to stone. With portaling power, she could be
anywhere at any moment. They needed to stop her now. They needed that
cursed dagger. He pulled her to her feet.
Isla reached for Grim’s portaling power to take them to Remlar.
But it was gone.
No. She reached again. Again. But it was like the bridge between them
had been severed. It was like it had never existed at all.
Her heart was beating so fast, clawing up her throat. She couldn’t
breathe.
She reached. And reached.
Her emotions broke out of her chest, exploding from her ribs. “I can’t
feel it!” she screamed. She nearly sank to the floor. Only Oro kept her
steady. “Oro—I can’t feel him!”
He couldn’t be dead. If he was, she would be too, right? Or was the
heart of Lightlark keeping her alive for a few stolen moments?
Her scream was a guttural rasp; it didn’t sound natural. Pain nearly
ripped apart her chest. Power exploded, and Oro just barely shielded against
it.
“Isla,” he said carefully, “Grim is tough to kill. His power is likely
blocked, like with your bracelets. You need to stay calm, or we won’t
survive this.”
She couldn’t. The idea that he was in trouble—that he had been
captured. That he could be dying—
Oro grabbed her wrist, as if feeling something she could not. He threw
up his Starling shield around them.
Seconds later, trees snapped in half as easily as matchsticks, as the
forest was flattened.
Something roared.
A massive serpent broke through the remaining treetops, rising like a
tower before them. The serpent-woman. The ancient creature that had
fought beside her and Lightlark in the battle against the Nightshades.
Her scales were muted. She was covered in dirt.
Dead. She was dead and risen.
She launched at them with her tree-sized fangs bared, breaking through
the shield.
Oro sent them hurtling back with a blast of power, and they rolled
through the forest together, before hitting a tree that had been reduced to
splinters. There was another roar as the serpent-woman made to strike
again.
They couldn’t portal away. They needed to run. Oro grabbed her hand to
help her up, and she did not drop it as they tore through the forest, taking
cover beneath any remaining trees, hiding from the massive serpent.
She couldn’t think straight. Her head pounded and her breathing was
uneven, but Oro guided them through the forest, running until they reached
the cliffside. They stopped just short of the edge, rocks hurtling below.
The snake broke through, hissing. Curling. In a flash, she shot forward
toward them, with nothing to stop her from swallowing them whole.
At the last moment, Oro grabbed her hand, and they jumped.
The snake followed, sliding right off the side—and crashing into the
jagged rocks below, stabbed through. Pinned in place.
With Oro’s power, they landed safely on the beach.
And were immediately surrounded.
Skylings, everywhere, with arrows drawn. Part of the legion that had
fought in battle. There were dozens of them. Expressionless. Dead.
Arrows shot through the sky, right at Oro. Right at her.
She reached for Grim’s power, hoping to find a thread, but there was
nothing. Nothing. Fury gathered in her bones. Pain lanced through her.
I can’t feel him.
I can’t feel him.
I CAN’T—
Her vision went black as power exploded out of her. She could taste it,
feel it slide against her skin like a blade, ripping the air itself into tatters,
shattering everything in its path.
Her skyre burned. Her heart burned.
Mist rained down. She had boiled the sea behind her. She had turned the
cliffs into a thousand daggers. All the Skylings were in pieces along the
beach. Her breaths were labored from the effort. Her knees nearly buckled.
She turned slowly to Oro, only to see him clutching his chest. When he
dropped his hands, she saw all the blood.
And the blade buried beneath it.
SACRIFICE
Oro was bleeding everywhere. His eyes were wide and unblinking.
Saltwater brushed against her legs as she kneeled beside him, hands
shaking, rushing to apply pressure against his wound.
“I’m—I’m so sorry, it was—”
An accident. Just like before.
This couldn’t be his end. This couldn’t be the prophecy. She refused to
let him die here, on this beach.
Water pooled in her hands, and she closed her eyes and forced herself to
anchor through the panic, just like he had once taught her.
She didn’t know how to heal, but Oro had trained her well. He had said
that all powers were similar in their execution.
She heard his voice in her head—Focus. She did. She cleared her mind,
even as pain and regret and shame raged. For him, she pushed it all away,
until her mind was quiet.
The water was warm beneath her skin, prickling against places she had
been cut. Threads appeared, waiting to be pulled. She reached for all of
them and formed a bond. The water began circling beneath her hand, faster,
faster. She opened her eyes to see it gleaming.
Slowly, she reached toward Oro’s wound. She imagined it closing. She
imagined the water soothing his pain, washing the blood away. Saving him.
It wasn’t working. He was dying.
His hand inched toward her. Pressed against her heart. She knew him,
knew what he was telling her.
It’s all for you. All this time . . . I saved it for you.
She had access to his power. Lightlark wouldn’t fall.
But he would die.
No. She refused. She thought of the beach he had promised to take her
to, the one with water the color of her eyes. The one he visited every
morning. She thought of the golden rose necklace. She thought of flicking
his crown. She thought of him pulling the thorns from her back. She
thought of crying in his arms and how he had held her, and comforted her,
without having to say a word.
That sort of love didn’t just die. He was right. This bridge between them
was like the forever flame, relentless and unyielding.
If this was her fate, then she would fight against it. She would break it,
the same way she did the curses.
Fate should fear her, should fear this clawing in her chest, this love that
burned and burned.
She pressed harder. She poured power she couldn’t spare into her palm,
into him, and watched the sea shimmer. Watched as it twisted into his
wound.
Watched as it stitched it together.
She didn’t dare move, didn’t dare break her focus, until his own hand
came down over hers. She looked up, to see him staring at her. Blinking.
She choked out a sob. “I’m sorry, I—”
He reached up to cup her cheek. His hand wasn’t nearly as warm as it
usually was. She shook her head and sobbed again. “I’m a monster, I—”
“I love you,” he said, even with the blade still in his chest. The one she
was afraid to remove, for fear of doing more harm than good.
Her own words died in her mouth.
She shook her head. “You—you should hate me. Don’t you see? I’ll kill
you, if you let me.”
He just stared at her. “I’ll never hate you, Isla. I’ll love you until my
final breath—even if you’re the reason I’m taking it.”
She didn’t want to be the reason. He was conscious now but still
bleeding. They were on a beach, far from help. He needed healing elixir. If
only she could portal, to get it. If only she hadn’t given up her starstick.
Slowly, Oro dropped his chin to stare down at his chest. “I’m assuming
if I die from this, it won’t fulfill the prophecy.”
She shook her head. Her voice was a feeble whisper. “It’s supposed to
be my blade through your heart.”
Clearly, mercifully, it had just missed it.
“Ah,” he said. He winced. “Then this death won’t do. It’ll have been for
nothing.” The color in his face was fading. The water was working too
slowly.
A sob spilled from her lips. She didn’t know how to get help. She
couldn’t leave him here—without the pressure against his wound, he would
succumb to his injury. She tried to keep him distracted, calm, hoping the
water would be enough. “No. You can’t die, because I don’t know if I
would ever be happy again.”
“That’s not true,” he said. “You . . . you love him. I can see that.”
She did love Grim. He did make her happy. Yet . . .
“My heart is halved, Oro. I love him . . . but I could never forget you. I
could never not love you.” She swallowed. “And even—”
“Even if you were with me . . . you would still love him.”
She nodded. “You deserve more than that, Oro. Before I remembered
my time with him, I loved only you. That was the truth. But now . . .”
Now, things were far more complicated. She felt torn between past Isla
and the woman she was now. It was almost as if they were two separate
people.
“I don’t care what anyone thinks I deserve.” His breathing was labored.
The pain of the injury seemed to be catching up with him. “I want you. I
still want you, even though you’re a traitor. I still want you, even though
you’re my enemy. I still want you, even though you might kill me. I want
you, I want you, I want you, and it is the most selfish thing I have ever felt.”
His eyes fell closed.
She screamed. She pressed against his chest, tears falling against it. She
begged the water to work faster. She pulled the bone from her pocket, but it
was useless without the right skyre.
He couldn’t die. She loved him. She felt their bond, felt it dimming, and
would do anything to stop it. Give anything to stop it.
She pulled her necklace, reached for the other bond, cried out for
anyone, anyone to help—
“Heart.”
Isla whipped around to see Grim there, gasping. He was out of breath.
Zed was there too. The Skyling rushed over to Oro’s side and brushed her
away, taking over the pressure on his wound.
She was in Grim’s arms in an instant. “I—I couldn’t feel you!” she said
into his chest.
“I know,” he said, holding up the sword he had retrieved. “We were
imprisoned, we—”
He looked behind her. He saw Oro fading. She could see it, clear on his
face. He wanted to let him die.
Isla forced him to meet her gaze. “Save him,” she said, her voice a
brutal command.
So Grim portaled them all away.
In the castle, she found Wildling elixir, a few leftover vials she had sent
to the island. First, though, they had to remove the blade.
Grim roughly pulled it out, clearly taking some pleasure in the way Oro
seized in pain. She shot him a look and applied all the elixir onto Oro’s
chest and waited. Waited.
When Enya entered the room, her fire-wings flared out of her back
immediately. She rushed at Isla in a flash of crackling red, pinning her
against the wall. Her hand was at her throat, and her eyes were brimmed in
fury. “You did this.”
Grim’s voice was pure malice as he said, “Just checking, heart. You’d
be upset if I kill her?”
“Yes,” Isla gasped below the Sunling’s grip, before Starling energy
radiated off of her, sending Enya sliding back a few feet.
She couldn’t blame the Sunling for her anger. It was her fault. Enya had
been right about her.
The Sunling gave her a look that told her she knew that, before rushing
to Oro’s side. She grabbed his hand. Whispered a few words to him that she
couldn’t hear. They had been friends for centuries. She could see how much
she loved him.
They all waited in the same room, watching as the elixir worked
diligently. Oro had lost a lot of blood on the beach. It was a slow, painful
process.
Zed was leaned against the wall, staring at the sword in Grim’s hands.
“What happened?” Enya demanded.
Zed looked haunted. “I don’t want to talk about it.”
Isla glanced at Grim, who stood a few feet away, glaring at Oro, as if he
could personally will him not to recover. He shrugged. “Not me. The thief.
They had some sort of . . . quarrel.”
For several agonizing minutes, she watched Oro, panic like claws
around her heart, until his pulse began to stabilize again. Her relief was like
ice through her veins.
“This ends now,” she said, not wanting to wait a moment longer. Not
when Lark had a chance at finding the heart.
“Stay here,” she told Grim. “Make sure he recovers.”
Begrudgingly, he nodded. Then, he portaled her to Remlar, to fetch the
cursed blade.
The Skyling was still working on it. “Just a few more minutes,” he said,
before turning to her. His eyes glistened. “Now . . . tell me what you really
want to know.”
“I can wait,” she said. “Until you’re done with the curse.”
“Don’t insult me. I can do both at once.” He sat cross-legged on the
forest floor above the tunnels his people had escaped to, blade between his
fingers. She sat in front of him, just like she had during their training.
“What is it?”
The prophecy still existed. Lark’s attack didn’t change that. Its
importance was clearer than ever, now that she had nearly put a blade
through Oro’s heart. “If one had to die—Grim or Oro—who would you
choose? Whose death would do the most good?”
His answer seemed obvious, until he said, “Oro.”
Remlar smiled at her shock.
“Why?”
He settled back. “Let me tell you a story.”
Annoyance flared within her. “We don’t have time for a story. People
are dying as we speak.”
He continued as if she hadn’t said anything. “There was once a world
with three gods. One that ruled the skies. One that ruled the dirt. And one
that ruled the great below. All three stuck to their dominions and lived in
harmony, until the sky believed it was more important. I have stars, the sky
said. I have clouds. I have the sun. I have lightning. It decided it needed to
be more powerful, and so it grew, and grew, until it ruled over both the dirt
and below. It had children, and those children decided they needed to rule.
Other children were born, from the sky, but also the dirt, and the below.
“The sky’s original children decided they didn’t like sharing power. So,
they kept all their power to themselves. Anyone not in their family that had
power was put to death.
“It wasn’t until, one day, the children of the dirt and the below rose up
and fought back for their power. It started a war.
“One of the princes of below and one of the princesses of the dirt
dreamed of another world, where everyone would have power, not just the
ruling line. They recruited a prince of the sky, and together, they lured their
people to a new future.
“Oro, you see, is the last remaining part of this original ruling line. His
bloodline has all power trapped within it. If he dies, that power is released.
Given back. Nexus will exist no longer.”
Nexus was the curse that bound all rulers to their people. That made
another form of rule nearly impossible.
“But nexus is a curse. Killing whoever spun it could end it too. Right? If
it was bound to their life?”
“Perhaps . . . but Cronan is in the otherworld. And Oro is here.” Cronan.
Remlar had just confirmed he was the ruler who had created nexus. She
should have known, but she had assumed he had been dead for
millennia . . . now, she knew the truth.
The implication was clear. The only real way for her to end nexus was
to kill Oro. It was what Maren had told her, long ago, with the rebels.
“You knew Cronan was alive,” she breathed.
He nodded. “I know a great deal more than anyone wishes.”
His eyes were wicked. His smile was sad.
“You must understand something else, my dear. You are the only person
living who is of the sky, the dirt, and the below. You, Isla Crown, bring the
gods to their knees.”
Right now, trapped between two unwanted fates, she didn’t feel
powerful at all.
“You have been marked,” he continued. “The heart of Lightlark chose to
mend your own. Its power was stolen from the otherworld, now it lives in
you. No one can be sure how that might manifest.”
She didn’t know what that meant. She didn’t want to be marked or
special. She just wanted freedom to do whatever she wanted, without her
choices deciding the fate of the world.
But this was her role to play. So, she pulled the piece of parchment from
her pocket, along with the bone, and asked him her questions.
“You’ll need great power,” he told her.
“I know,” she said. She swallowed, understanding what she must do.
“They’ll never forgive me.” It was a risk. Reckless.
“Then make sure,” Remlar said, “it’s worth it.”
NO ONE
Lark wouldn’t find the heart of Lightlark. Isla would make sure of it. The
slice of power was warm and bright in her palm as she surfaced on Sky Isle,
Remlar’s instructions sharp in her mind.
She didn’t even see the vines until they were wrapped around her and
she was on her knees. A row of thorns forced her fingers open, peeling her
skin in coils. She had no choice but to drop the heart.
Right into Lark’s awaiting hand.
“Thank you so much for finding it for me,” Lark said, her smile
serpentine.
Isla bellowed as she fought against the restraints. Her anger exploded
off her in waves of energy, sending the vines flying in pieces. In a moment
she was on her feet, wiping her bloody hands down her clothing.
Lark frowned as she curled her fingers around the shining orb. Its light
faded until it went dull and only an acorn remained. A very helpful illusion
Grim had helped her master. “What is this?” she demanded.
“It’s a trap,” Isla said, and then the world exploded.
The acorn hadn’t been an acorn at all, but something Zed had previously
developed, an orb filled with their own concentrated power. It burst in
Lark’s hand, throwing them both backward.
Isla was caught by Grim’s shadows, the cold darkness smoothing
tenderly around her body and swimming across the skin torn by Lark’s
vines.
The Wildling landed on the other side of the clearing. Her body had
been brutalized by the burst of energy, but she was healing quickly.
“Now,” Isla yelled, and Oro was there, Remlar’s blade in hand. The
cursed weapon glistened. He didn’t waste a moment.
Isla didn’t dare breathe as he pulled back and stabbed the knife straight
through Lark’s heart.
Darkness seemed to swallow the world, blinding them for a moment
before retreating. There was a gurgled scream.
The shard of ice came from nowhere. It struck Oro, and Isla roared. She
broke free from the shadows and rushed forward but was thrown back by a
sheet of water so concentrated, her spine hit the trees again.
Cleo stepped out of the woods. Isla should have known. Of course the
Moonling was working with Lark.
Grim’s shadows rushed forward; he would end her in half a second.
“Careful, Grim,” the Moonling said. “Hurt any of us, and your wife’s pretty
little head will hit the ground.”
That was when Isla felt a cold sword against her throat. “Hello again,” a
voice said. Soren.
The traitor.
Lark had mentioned someone had helped her surface . . . somehow,
Cleo must have managed it. She wondered how that was possible, when
only Grim’s ability could free her.
It didn’t matter now. Lark was cursed. Immobilized.
Even with the blade at her neck, Isla melted with relief.
Until Lark began to move again. To her horror, the Wildling stood, the
dagger still sticking through her heart. No. Impossible. The curse was
supposed to last at least a few hours, long enough to send her through the
portal.
Slowly, Lark’s skin began stitching around the blade, until the dagger
was expelled and fell to the floor, as if it was nothing more than steel.
It didn’t make sense; Remlar had bound the curse with his life.
The Wildling smiled again. “It seems we both planned traps today.
You don’t think I know where you went? Who you went to for help?”
She raised her hand, and the trees above shook. From its branches, a
body dropped down, limp and dead. Eyes wide and pale blue throat slit.
Remlar.
“No!” she screamed, tears falling down her face and trickling onto the
blade.
Lark only grinned wider. “What a curious being he was,” she said.
“Always had been.” He was a curious being, Isla thought. And a loyal one.
He wouldn’t have told Lark anything useful, even while his life was at risk.
Oro was on the ground, surrounded by Zed and Calder, who were
working furiously to close his new wound. Enya was in front of them, her
wings of fire curling out of her back, balls of flames in her hands.
Grim was looking at Isla, eyes wide but focused, as if he was
calculating the chances of being able to turn Soren to ash or portal her
away, before her throat was slit. Soren’s pressure against her neck was firm
—portaling away could kill her.
But she wouldn’t let anyone else she cared about die because of her
failings.
Grim seemed to sense a shift in her emotions, because he stepped
forward. “No—”
She was too quick. Using his power, using the strength of her anguish,
she sent them all different places, far from each other.
Before she could think to portal herself, Soren pinned her against him,
blade pointed right at her jugular. She didn’t dare breathe.
All her focus shifted to holding on to her and Grim’s bond, blocking his
power, the same way Remlar had once taught her to, so he couldn’t portal
back to her. She immediately felt him fight against it, the power pulsing, but
she stood firm. Remlar would have been proud of her.
Lark looked surprised but not discouraged. “No matter. We will find the
others later. And you will regret having ever wasted our time.”
The hilt of the sword hit the side of her head, and the world fell silent.
She woke up bound. The air was stale and dry. She had been plunged into
near-total darkness. She blinked and could just barely make out the figure
of a woman in front of her.
Lark sighed. “Strange how easily mistakes are repeated . . .” she said.
“How strange another Wildling ruler fell in love with her Nightshade
counterpart.”
Isla’s grin was cruel as she spat at her feet. “Mine gave me his life.
Yours locked you in a prison. We are not the same.”
Lark just smiled back, but Isla could tell she hit a nerve. The Wildling
still harbored deep resentment over Grim’s ancestor. She could feel it.
“Let me give you some advice, Isla,” she said. “Kill your heart before it
kills you.” She stepped closer. “The heart is always our downfall. No matter
the poetry or the lessons about love conquering all, no—the opposite. Love
conquers us. It is the true ruler. The true equalizer. The true weapon and
scythe among men.”
That, at least, was true. Isla knew it. Love had made her do the worst
things she had ever done in her life.
But it had also made her strong enough to do the best.
“We could have been allies, in another life,” Lark said. “You know what
it’s like to be locked away. To be betrayed by those you love.” The side of
her head ached where the sword had hit her. Her vision blurred, then
returned. “Perhaps time will be what you need. Just like me.”
It was then that Isla turned to see her wrists bound behind her, and what
was around them.
Her bracelets, made into cuffs chained to the floor. The ones Lark must
have found in the blacksmith’s forge.
“No,” she screamed, trying to break herself away from them. She
summoned all her power—but it was gone.
Gone.
Lark sighed. “It’s torturous, isn’t it? Even worse after the first century.
You’ll see.” She stepped closer to her. Isla lunged forward, but the chains
dragged her back. Lark only smiled. “I don’t need the heart of Lightlark
when I have you. I’m going to find the Nightshade and Sunling rulers and
send you pieces of them, until you comply. I’m going to kill every single
person you’ve ever cared about.” Isla raged against the bracelets, and Lark
only smiled. “Goodbye, for now, Isla,” she said, as the ceiling dropped to
swallow her.
Isla’s raging scream was heard by no one.
FED ON DEATH
Isla’s wrists were raw from tugging against the bracelets. Blood dripped
down her fingers and onto the floor.
Please, she said to herself, please don’t let her find them.
If she did. If Grim and Oro were hurt—
She folded over and vomited.
She struggled against the restraints in vain.
Time passed differently underground, without the moon or sun to tell
her how long it had been. She was slumped forward, having exhausted all
her energy.
Damn her for having the bracelets made. She had done this to herself.
She had sourced her own imprisonment, down to the metal.
Only Lark could remove them, which meant she would die with the
bracelets still on her wrists.
No, that wasn’t true. The only other person who could free her was the
blacksmith, Ferrar. And she had plunged a blade through his chest.
All his work had been for nothing. The suit of armor and sword she had
left in her bedroom. None of it mattered anymore.
What if I need you? She had asked him.
You’ve always had everything you needed, he had said.
If only that were true.
A week was a long time spent in silence. Her only company was her
thoughts. There were only a few more days left of the storm season. A few
more days before the augur said her body would perish. Perhaps Lark
would find a way to keep her alive. Perhaps the Wildling planned to turn
her into some sort of monster.
Ferrar’s words were like a chant in her mind, an echo through the
cavern.
Everything she needed . . . She began going over his words. Going over
her research. Going over the events of her life.
The prophet-followers had been convinced she had been the curse born
of life and death. That she would either end the world . . . or save it.
Sairsha’s group had forced her to end them. They had believed they
were giving her a gift. It didn’t make sense—unless they thought by killing
them, she would be taking something.
She thought about the thrill of killing Tynan. The surge of every death
afterward. The beast within that was being satiated.
As her powers had developed, something dark had formed. It had
started with using her blood and pain as power, on Lightlark. Then, on
Nightshade, it turned into killing for power. Eventually, the skyres.
It was as if something within her was always taking. And always getting
stronger.
Almost like another power completely.
That was impossible. She already her flair. She had her father’s flair.
She couldn’t possibly have another one. Unless—
Unless she hadn’t been born with her father’s flair.
Unless she had taken it.
Isla began to shake.
We did not kill your parents. Terra had said those words, and Isla had
been quick to dismiss them, even though doubt had harbored in the back of
her mind. Then, using Oro’s flair, she had confirmed it. Her guardians had
no reason to take the blame of killing her parents. They had no reason to
look fearful when she had returned from the Centennial, accusing them of
that death.
Unless . . . unless they had kept it a secret. Unless they had been
protecting her from the pain of the truth. Unless they had been protecting
themselves, in fear of what she might do.
Tears welled up in her eyes, blinding her.
No.
Isla screamed at the top of her lungs.
She had killed her parents.
She had killed Aurora.
She had killed so many others since.
And it had made her stronger.
She took—she had taken the power of every single person she had ever
killed. Shame consumed her, and she shook with rage. She fed on death.
Death.
She was a monster.
But then realization washed over her like rushing water.
Because she had also killed the blacksmith.
You have always had everything you needed.
A primal sound left her mouth. The ground trembled in response to the
force of her, because now that she knew the power she had—she could use
it.
The blacksmith had put the bracelets on her before. He had always built
a failsafe into his designs.
She had his power now.
Her focus unwavering, she remembered watching him in his forge. She
remembered seeing him hammer, cleave, create. She imagined him taking
his work apart, demolishing it forever. The metal bracelets at her wrists
began to crack. Rocks in the ceiling began to fall like rain, shattering
against the floor. And Isla just smiled.
She took, just like a curse.
And, as hard as she had tried, Lark would find that she could not be
broken.
Isla dug it all up—the pain, the shame, the love, the hatred, the loss, the
doubt, the fear, the life, the death, and wrapped herself in it, soaked in it.
She scraped every ability from where it had been buried, every bit of power
that she had ever taken, every strength she had been afraid to use. She
filtered it through the skyre.
And she unleashed.
The world broke open around her. The ground parted like a screaming
mouth in a roar that swallowed her senses, tearing through endless layers of
dirt and rock until light rained upon her again. She blinked furiously against
it, panting. Isla stood a mile down, in the new crater’s center. The bracelets
were just twisted scraps at her feet.
She had been buried deep below, where no one could hope to find her.
She stared up at the distant sky, and the ground that had walled her in like a
cage.
Lark would wish she had buried her deeper.
COST
Isla was filthy, bloody, and still shivering from the cold of the underground,
but she needed to know for certain.
Terra and Poppy were guarding the door of the Wildling newland castle
when they saw her.
Poppy’s eyes went wide—not in fear . . . but in concern. “What
happened? Are you alright? Let me see those wrists, they’ll get infected.”
Isla was too tired, mentally and physically, to refuse. She allowed her
guardians to lead her to her old room. It took three baths and endless
scrubbing to wash the blood and dirt from crevices she wouldn’t have even
thought of. Poppy brought healing ointments and wraps.
“Did she come for you here? Is everyone okay?”
Terra shook her head. “Wren portaled us here with the device, but she
stayed behind, on Nightshade. She never came.”
Isla closed her eyes against the memory of the burning Wildling. “Wren
is dead.”
There was just silence.
As Poppy finished the final set of wraps around her wrists, Isla couldn’t
take it any longer. She had to know for certain. “I killed them, didn’t I? My
parents.”
Poppy looked at Terra. Terra only looked at her. She nodded.
Isla felt a part of her shatter again, but she didn’t have time to break.
She swallowed. “How?”
Terra sighed. “Your first cry . . . you brought the castle down. They
were killed instantly. Only you remained. Her bonded . . . he shielded you.”
Lynx. It was why he had hated her at first. He knew; he had been there.
She had killed his bonded right in front of him.
“You were born with too much power,” Terra said. “Your power
threatened us all. Yourself, especially.”
Isla didn’t understand. It didn’t make any sense. “I never had power.”
Poppy’s smile was sad. “We ensured that. There was a metal, passed
down for generations. Rumored to suppress power. We never had much use
for it . . . until you.” The very metal that had just been tied around her
wrists. But she’d never had bracelets like that.
“We ground it into your food. We laced it into your clothes and
weapons,” Poppy said. “Between that . . . and convincing you that you were
born powerless, you never tried to use it. We knew the dose of stone wasn’t
strong enough. One day, you would overpower it. We trained you as best we
could without it, hoping you would be able to control your abilities once
they appeared.”
Villainous from the first breath. The words she had once spoken in
humor to Grim were very real when it came to her.
She fought against the tears. There wasn’t any time for them now.
Poppy and Terra had brought her clothing. She slipped on her familiar
brown training pants, long-sleeved shirt, and boots. Poppy silently braided
her hair away from her face.
For the first time in months, she felt like a Wildling again.
“Things are going to get bad,” Isla told them at the castle door. “Grim
will come for you, if I don’t.” Terra nodded.
Poppy threw her arms around Isla. She held her guardian for just a
moment.
She opened her eyes and found Terra watching her. Then, her former
teacher said, “We trained you well. Now kill that murderous witch.”
In her clean clothing, Isla used Grim’s flair to portal into the clearing on
Sky Isle. Leaves rustled across the forest floor, carried by the wind. They
had partially covered the body in the center of it, like a blanket.
She went to her knees and cried.
Remlar hadn’t deserved this death. He had been alive thousands of
years. He had helped her, when most wouldn’t have dared.
He had become a friend.
She found his blade nearby. The one he had cursed. The one that held
his power. It glistened beneath the light. Otherworldly. Shademade.
Isla remembered some of his last words for her.
You will bring the gods to their knees.
He had believed in her, when she didn’t even believe in herself. She
tucked his blade into her belt.
Then, she pressed a hand against his body, and portaled him to The
Hive.
The winged creatures awaited. The woods shook with their sobs. He
was carried on a scrap of wind, between his people. She watched in shock
as they plucked feathers from their wings and put them upon his body, until
he was coated in them.
She was the last in line. “I’m sorry,” she said. “I’m going to do it. I’m
going to do everything you taught me.”
It was the last secret shared between them.
Isla stood on the edge of the cliff next to her father’s estate, overlooking the
cove where he had once tried to flee his destiny.
She clutched the large black diamond around her neck and pulled.
Within moments, the ground thundered as Wraith landed, his talons
digging deep into the dirt. Grim was on his back. He wordlessly leapt to the
ground. Isla’s knees nearly buckled as he walked toward her. For days, she
had wondered if Lark had found him. If she’d . . . if she’d—
“I thought you were—”
His lips covered hers, and she was engulfed in him—in storms and rain
and shadows. “Don’t you ever do that again,” he said. And then, he kissed
her more.
She wanted to capture this moment forever. But Lark was still out there.
She still wanted all of them dead.
He hugged her to his chest. He was grasping her so closely, she could
feel his heart beating wildly, right against her ear.
She looked up to see him studying her body, gaze snagging on her raw
wrists. The shadows that had puddled at his feet now flared, eating across
the cliffside. “What did she do to you?”
“She put the bracelets on and chained me a mile below the ground. She
said she was going to kill all of you.”
Grim’s voice shook with rage as he said, “I’m going to rip that witch
limb from limb and have her heal herself so that I can do it again and again
until the end of time.”
“And I’m going to help you,” she said. “Where is she?”
“Astria saw her go underground a few days ago, and she hasn’t surfaced
since. The Skyling’s blade might not have cursed her, but it was strong
enough to have weakened her.”
Good. His death was not for nothing.
Lark was strong. Soon, she would surface. There were only days left of
winter. Their time was nearly up.
“This ends now,” Isla said. She had everything she needed. “Get them
all—Oro, Enya, Calder, and Zed—and bring them here. I’m going to Azul.”
Grim nodded.
She left him on that cliff.
Azul was seated on his castle steps. He stood as she approached.
“What’s happened?” he said, as if he could read the pain and trials of
the last few weeks in her features.
Energy simmered around her as she approached. Ever since she had
discovered her true flair, it was as if part of her power had been unlocked,
and now it surged around her. “The storm to end all storms? It’s happening
tomorrow,” she said.
Azul tensed. “How do you know?”
“Because I’m making it.”
YOU
Tomorrow, she would face Lark. She would face her fate.
Her island was quiet. She could hear the waves wash ashore, could feel
the forest breathe in and out.
She was on Lynx’s back. She thought he might like to see it too. He had
gone still beneath her, the moment they portaled here. His ears had
sharpened.
“What do you think?” she asked him.
In response, he took off.
Isla was nearly thrown off his back. She had to press herself against his
spine, fingers full of his fur, to hang on. “What are you doing?” she asked,
as he crashed through the forest that she had come to know.
He didn’t slow or waver. He traveled down paths she had never walked
before, up hills, into valleys, with confidence.
As if he had been here before.
Isla slid farther up, to press her hand between his eyes. That was when
she saw them. Flashes of memories Lynx gave her, melting into the present.
Her parents, here, on this island. Eating fruit from the trees. Riding
Lynx. Building bonfires and—
The forest parted. Lynx came to a stop, right in front of a house that had
been overtaken by the woods.
“No,” she said, slipping off Lynx’s back. She had come here dozens of
times in the last few weeks and had never happened upon it.
He pressed his nose against her back, and she watched her parents build
this place. Every bit of wood, every decoration, every rock. They portaled
in some of their favorite things and made it a home. For the two of them.
No . . . not just for the two of them.
In one of the memories, she watched her mom laugh, then turn toward
Lynx. Her stomach was rounded, full. Her hands stroked down it.
Her. They had made it for her too.
Isla walked into the house.
In the last two decades, it had been overtaken. Vines crept inside,
creatures scuttled in the corners. Cobwebs stuck against the ceiling. But
parts of her parent’s history had remained.
A lopsided table, with chairs that had clearly been made by hand.
Paintings of Lynx and her father . . . she recognized him from her
bonded’s memories. Her mother had been a painter.
On the center of the table, there was a piece of paper covered in a layer
of dirt and yellowed by the air and time.
She froze as she read the familiar handwriting atop it.
Isla. Her father’s writing. The same as his maps.
With trembling fingers, she unfolded the piece of paper.
My dearest Isla,
You will be born in just a few days, according to your mother. She has
fallen asleep in the chair next to me, just minutes after she said she wasn’t
tired. I thought this would be as good a time as any to tell you just a little of
our story . . . and yours.
Some of this, I’m told, you will know by now. Some might come as a
surprise. Let me tell you all of it.
I was working with a man that hated the world, and himself. He sought
to find a sword so he could overtake the land his predecessors had lost. I
helped him. I visited a blacksmith and gave my blood to make him an
amulet that would allow him to walk in the night, like I could. In exchange,
he had the blacksmith make me a portaling device so that I could better help
in his mission to find the sword.
I found it, but I was injured in my efforts. I portaled to the Wildling
newland, by accident. Your mother found and saved me. She told me that if
I gave my ruler the sword, the world would suffer and countless innocents
would die in a neverending war. So, after much thought, I decided to make
it seem as though I had been lost, the sword unfound, the portaling device
destroyed with me. I left my old life behind, and it killed me. But your
mother was a light in the darkness.
Her curse meant that the more time we spent together, the more my life
was in danger. I decided to do something desperate. I used the portaling
device to visit the blacksmith again, risking my entire plan. I begged him to
make me another charm, for your mother, out of my blood. In exchange, he
wanted death, but, because of his curse, I knew if I killed him, Grim would
know I was alive. Instead, I gave him my armor, which had been passed
down for generations. It had original power in it, and he accepted. He made
me the necklace.
I wasn’t sure if it was going to work, but it did. Your mother still needed
blood to survive, but she could fall in love with me without feeling
compelled to kill me.
I wish I could tell you every detail of our story, Isla, but it will have to
be saved for a different time. I can tell you this, though. In the early days of
meeting your mother, I could not stay on the Wildling newland. She was
under near constant supervision, and my presence would have been noted.
So, every night, I would return to a place I had discovered years before,
when my ruler had first given me use of the portaling device. An uncharted
island so lovely, I called it by the name I always wanted to give my future
daughter—Isla.
Each day before I left your mother, I would take one of her favorite
flowers or fruits from her garden. It would annoy her endlessly. She thought
I was doing it to be cruel, but I was planting it here. On this island. So that
it would be made up of all her favorite things.
Every fruit, every flower, every animal, every insect on this island was
loved by your mother, Isla. And she was loved, let me tell you.
When she was with child, your mother began having strange dreams.
She started to believe that our child would be born at the cusp of a new era.
And that she would either save our world . . . or end it.
Did you ever wonder what your mother’s flair was? She never told her
guardians, so I’m guessing you don’t know.
Your mother could see the future, Isla. And that is how we know that
your life will be a difficult one.
It is how I know you will read this letter on the eve of a day that will
change your life, and this world, forever.
It is how I know what your flair will be.
It is how I know your birth will kill us both.
If you feel guilt for what you did, let me put an end to it. We knew what
would happen if we chose to have you, Isla. We knew all that would occur.
We made a choice, and we have never once regretted it.
You will have my flair. You will not know the pain of the curses. But
you will not have your mother’s, not yet. We took another trip to the
blacksmith, and your mother told him he would die within the next quarter
of a century. He was so pleased, he did us the favor of creating a vessel for
your mother’s flair. She wanted it to be your choice, to know the future, or
not. She knows you will make many hard choices.
Your mother’s flair is here. It’s been waiting for you. Take it, and you
will know everything.
You might be wondering how I can be so cavalier about my own
imminent death. The truth is, my regard for my own life is nothing
compared to my regard for your mother’s. From the moment I met her, I
loved her. From the moment we were married, I swore to protect her from
anything that would ever cause her danger. I have killed anything that ever
sought to harm her. There has only ever been one person I have loved more
than your mother, Isla. Only one person I could bear losing her for.
And that is you.
Tears swept down her face, falling onto the page. They knew. They
knew she would kill them, and they had her regardless.
They knew everything that would happen to her. And still . . . they
believed in her. They believed she would make the right choices.
Beside the letter was a bracelet. She recognized the blacksmith’s work.
It had a tiny charm. A vial.
Somehow, she knew, breaking the tiny vial would mean claiming her
mother’s power. Knowing the future.
Knowing whether she would be able to change her fate. Knowing which
of the two men she loved would live.
Part of her wanted to break it, take it, know immediately to stop the
doubt and pain. Another part didn’t want to know. Just wanted to stick to
her plan.
She fastened the bracelet onto her wrist.
Then, she got on Lynx’s back, pet him between the ears, and said, “Let’s
go home.”
ILLUSION
Her plans were in place. Her hair was still wet, her arm burned, and her
muscles were sore from everything she had prepared.
Everyone knew their orders. Grim was making sure of it now.
Lynx was sleeping peacefully in the middle of the hall of the winter
palace. She heard him release a low growl and knew exactly what that
meant.
She turned, nearly crashing right into Grim.
Isla hadn’t seen him so exhausted in a while. His shadows were pulled
in tighter than usual. His posture was slightly bent.
Still, he picked her up by the backs of her legs and set her on the dining
table she had been pacing beside. “You’re disappointed,” he said, his cold
nose running up the side of her neck, making her shiver. “Why?”
“Hasn’t anyone told you it’s rude to read someone’s emotions without
their permission?”
“Yes,” he said into her neck. “My wife. Constantly.” He looked up at
her. “Why disappointment, heart? Did I do something?”
She shook her head. “No. Of course not. Did—did everything go well?”
He sighed. “Took just about all my power, but yes. We evacuated
everyone on this side of Nightshade, split between every isle. Every
newland. I’ve never portaled so much in one day in my life, but they’re all
safe.”
Good. That was good.
Tomorrow, Nightshade would not be a habitable place. The storms
would be worse than any of them had experienced before.
“And Oro?”
“Alive. For now,” he said.
She gave him a withering look.
“He’s ready.”
“Lark hasn’t surfaced?”
He shook his head. “No. Astria and Enya are taking turns on watch. I
just saw them. Neither has spotted her.”
Good. She sighed against his chest.
He looked down at her, expectantly, still not over the fact that she, for a
fleeting moment, had felt disappointment. She shook her head. “It’s
nothing. With everything going on, it means nothing.” He only continued to
wait. “It’s just—you look tired. And I had . . . I . . .” She made to move off
the table, but he stopped her with a gentle hand against her hip.
“Ah,” he said. “A final night together in case we all die a gruesome
death tomorrow?”
“Something like that,” was all she said.
His eyes darkened. “I’m never too tired to take my wife to bed,” he said.
“Unless you had planned something with portaling involved, in which case,
you’ll have to—”
She tried to pinch his stomach and found nothing but a little skin. Still,
he feigned hurt. He smiled, and Isla died a little inside.
His grin withered. “What is it?”
“The storm . . . the portal . . . I worry it will destroy this castle.” The
entire back of the house was made of glass. She looked around. “This is the
only real home you’ve ever had, and it could be destroyed. You must be
devastated.”
Grim nodded, understanding. “Of course I am,” he admitted. “But I
haven’t lived here for centuries. I haven’t felt as much of an attachment as
you think.” He dragged his fingers through her hair, his palm cupped her
face. “And this isn’t my home,” he said. “Not anymore. My home is
wherever you are.”
A tear slipped down her cheek, and before Grim could notice, she
crushed her lips to his. At first, their kiss was gentle. Loving. Then it was
desperate.
He parted her lips with his tongue, and she groaned as he tasted her
thoroughly, stroking the top of her mouth, her tongue, her teeth. He nipped
her bottom lip, then licked over the hurt, and a jolt of pleasure raced down
her spine.
Her hips ground forward, desperate for any type of friction; and slowly,
so slowly, his long fingers traced up the inside of her thigh, bringing her
dress with them. His thumb made slow, teasing strokes, so close to where
she needed him, before he pulled the hem of her dress up to her hip in one
rough motion. Grim seemed to go preternaturally still as he realized she
wasn’t wearing anything beneath it.
“Hearteater,” he said, his voice strained. “Are you trying to kill me?”
“Yes,” she said.
“Good. Now open your legs for me.”
She did as he asked and arched as his knuckles brushed straight down
the center of her, his touch featherlight, his skin cold against her heated
skin. He growled at her want, at the way she clutched his shoulders like he
was her anchor, at the way she tipped her head back as his fingers made
long, languid strokes right where she needed him. At the way she cried out
when he finally filled her.
“That noise,” he said, his voice filled with such brutal want that she met
his gaze again. His eyes had gone almost wholly black, darkened with
desire, and he slowly leaned down, curled his hand around the back of her
neck, and said right against her lips, “Make it again.”
She did. Again and again as she shamelessly ground against his hand,
chasing her pleasure with abandon. His thumb traced her pulse, then
dragged down her neck to her sensitive chest. He caressed it, back and
forth, pace quickening. She panted into his mouth as she matched his pace
with her hips; as she tensed, then broke, pulsing around him.
He gently removed his fingers, and she was left wanting—but not for
long.
She was in his arms in an instant. He kissed her, dragging her swollen
bottom lip through his teeth. His lips didn’t leave hers as he ripped her dress
off her, seams splitting, buttons flying, until it was just shreds of fabric on
the floor. She didn’t even yell at him. All she did was fumble with his
clothes, before giving up and turning them to ash as he pressed her to the
window. The glass was cold against her spine, and she gasped. Her ankles
locked behind him.
Grim didn’t waste a moment. Hands curled beneath her backside, he
went in and in and in, and she didn’t know if she would ever get used to the
size of him, the feel of him.
“Wife,” he breathed against her neck when he was fully in, his arms
trembling with restraint as he waited for her to adjust to him.
“Husband,” she said, right into the shell of his ear.
That one word seemed to be his undoing. He dragged his teeth down her
neck as he drove into her in one brutal stroke, slow and deep, reaching a
place that was all pulsing nerves. She made a sound she had never made
before, and he laughed darkly against her throat. “There?” he said, and she
nodded furiously. There. He hit that place again, and she buried her face in
his shoulder, digging her teeth into it to keep from screaming.
More—she needed more, and he seemed to sense that, because his
strokes became wilder, until he was moving so hard and fast, she didn’t
know how the windows didn’t shatter behind her.
He held her close, one arm around her back and the other holding her
hip, her sensitive chest dragging against his cold skin.
“I love you,” she said in a quiet gasp in his ear.
“I love only you,” he said. Then, both of his hands gripped her hips, and
he took her harder, like he could fuse their very souls together, like he could
show her his love with every movement. She clung to him through it all,
meeting him stroke for stroke, spine sliding against the glass, their
foreheads pressed together and gazes locked, until she clenched, and he
cursed. He buried into her in one long stroke, and they crested together,
holding each other through the pulsing, blinding pleasure.
Only later, when they were washing off, did he say, “We’re infinite,
heart. Never forget that.”
She hoped he was right.
The skies were clear above the winter castle. That would change soon, she
thought, as she stared out the windows.
She turned around to find Grim already dressed for battle. He wore
sheets of metal and armor, with a sword on his back, its hilt peeking over
his shoulder.
He looked like death itself.
She was in lighter clothing, fitted for the role she would play. Grim
would be on the ground, with Lynx . . . she would be in the skies with
Wraith.
Her leopard didn’t seem too fond of the idea.
Grim had his instructions. “Look for my sign,” she said.
He nodded. “I’ll be there. So will Oro.”
“Good. She’s more powerful than all of us. We only have one chance at
this.”
She went on her toes to press her lips to his. He held the back of her
head, fingers weaving through her hair, and kissed her like it might be the
last time he ever did. When she finally pulled away and fell back on her
heels, she felt breathless and even less willing to leave. But she had to.
They went outside, where a layer of fresh snow coated everything, even
Wraith. The dragon flapped his wings, sending frost flying.
Lynx gave him a long-suffering look, which only intensified when Grim
walked toward him.
Grim slowly offered his hand to Lynx’s forehead—a truce.
The leopard huffed and turned away.
“Be careful,” Isla said, squeezing Grim’s hand, then looking at Lynx.
“Both of you.”
Grim portaled onto the leopard’s back. He gave her one final nod that
held all sorts of promises—that today wouldn’t be their last, that they would
repeat everything they had done the night before again and again, that they
were infinite, and death didn’t stand a chance—and then they left. Isla
watched them go, fear and regret clutching her heart.
“It’s just you and me, now,” Isla said, rubbing the place between
Wraith’s eyes. They sharpened, as if he could sense battle was coming. Hot
breath steamed from his nostrils. Then he leaned down, so she could climb
atop him.
She settled in the place Grim had taught her. Curved her hands around
the right ridges, and said, “Let’s go.”
An hour before, she had gone to Cronan’s coffin. The portal was
invisible, hidden, unreliable. Lark’s power, she guessed, had torn the seam
wider, her abilities calling to the otherworld. It, answering. They had fed
each other.
But Isla had a piece of the otherworld too. Two of them.
Bracing against the pain, she had made her first skyre with the god-
bone, right over her heart, where the heart of Lightlark had marked her.
The pain had been like swallowing a river of fire—power searing
through her veins, desperate for an outlet. Soon, it would find it.
But not yet.
Her new skyre pulsed against her skin, the ink swirling, alive. The
missing page had been right—bone held more power than blood. She could
feel the added strength in her bloodstream, heating it and adding yet another
ability to her arsenal.
This was how she was going to open the portal. Closing it, according to
the page, would require power from her, Grim, and Oro, along with
enchantment.
First, they needed to send Lark away for good.
Wraith soared across the skies, and it wasn’t long before she heard it—
the marching of an army. Grim and Oro had been the bait, waiting for Lark
to sense them. Bringing her out of hiding.
From high above the clouds, she and Wraith could barely see Grim and
Oro—and the endless wave of bloodless soldiers that now surrounded them.
Isla swallowed, and a voice at her side said, “So. Which one’s death
would hurt you more?” The voice was angry. Mocking.
Enya. Her fire-wings spread long behind her, crackling.
Isla ignored the question. As easy as it would be to dislike the Sunling,
she admired her loyalty to Oro. She was grateful he had someone like her in
his life.
“Be careful,” Isla said from Wraith’s back, as the army below inched
closer to the men she loved. Enya only raised a brow and said, “Worry
about yourself, Isla. I do not die today.” Then, with a wink, she plummeted,
her fire-wings growing, expanding, blazing. Just before reaching the
ground, she turned sharply to the side, and her wing dragged along the dirt,
setting hundreds of bloodless soldiers aflame, scorching the world in a thick
line as she shot forward.
She landed and turned sharply, wings curling, wrapping her in swirling
flames. Isla watched from above, transfixed, as she tore through the army
like a tornado, cutting them down with her fire.
“Impressive. You can say it’s impressive,” a voice purred right behind
her. She jumped, nearly losing her balance, only to find Zed lounging
behind her, hands resting behind his head, like there wasn’t a battle
beginning beneath them.
“Are they ready?” she asked. For her plan to work, everything had to be
in place.
He nodded lazily. “Azul gave us everything we needed. And a few
things we don’t.” He tapped his pocket, and she shook her head. He
straightened and motioned toward the sea. “Calder gathered a few surprises
too. You’ll see them.”
Then he fell right off the side of Wraith’s back, shooting across the
clearing in a streak of blue. He landed in the center of a group of bloodless
soldiers and cut them down with a curved blade crafted from a sharp wind.
It was almost casual, the way he fought—never faltering, never looking like
he was exerting too much effort.
Grim and Oro were the opposite. They stood back-to-back and raged.
From above, all she saw was ruinous shadow meeting searing flame. Both
extinguishing everything in their path.
She never imagined them working together, but Lark had made enemies
into allies. She waited a moment, then two, for the signal.
It came in the form of a bell ringing. The same warning as the storm.
Astria had been watching Lark. She had emerged.
It was time.
Isla breathed in, and out. Wraith floated, barely moving his wings,
keeping them very still, as she slowly rose to her feet.
Her power had been buried. It had been hidden. It had been forgotten.
Now she reached into the deepest depths of herself, farther than she
believed possible—
And called it all.
All that is buried eventually rises.
Her powers surged up with the force of a tidal wave, nearly knocking
her off Wraith’s back, but she stood firm. Firm, as her power began to rise
out of her, simmering, glittering green and red.
It formed a shield around her, a sparkling veil, and she could see all her
powers swirling within it. Every person she had already killed. Every ability
she had taken so far. It was all there, all within reach.
Her skyres burned, pleading to be used. The new ink, formed from bone
and blood, swirled in anticipation, right over her heart.
It was time.
She called it forward and her chest glowed, the skyre’s starlike pattern
shining through her clothes, through the sky, like a beam of light. She was
engulfed in power, brimming with it, like she had swallowed the sun and
moon and stars and sky and all the universe between them.
Her back bent, her arms splayed out—and she launched it all toward the
sky in a beam of unyielding, otherworldly strength.
She was the lightning.
The world thundered in response.
She could feel it across the island, the seam of the portal ripping open,
called forward by its power, recognizing it.
From a distance, she saw clouds gathering, forming from nowhere, as if
they had been portaled here.
They were dark, heavy, worse than any storm she had seen during the
season.
And when they broke open, they did not rain water.
They rained creatures.
Scaled, clawed beasts fell from the sky in endless waves.
Grim saw them first. A stampeded of twisted creatures, with far too
many limbs and necks and heads, barreling right toward them.
At first, his shadows killed them all. Oro’s fire burned anything that
hadn’t become ash.
But then, the rain became droplets of metal. Shademade.
And all their powers—including Isla’s—withered away.
The sky turned crimson. A wind toppled her over—she only escaped
death by clinging to Wraith’s ridges. She pulled herself up, flattened against
his spine, and said, “Wait. Not yet.”
The ground was overrun by snarling creatures, by boneless soldiers who
worked as one, surrounding those she loved.
She watched, her skin itching to go there, to fight by their sides, to use
her swords the way she had been trained.
But she stayed in the center of the storm as clouds began to circle her. It
was quiet. Dark. She could barely see beyond the night-tipped clouds.
That was when a flash of lightning lit the skies for just a moment—
revealing that they weren’t clouds at all but shadow-shade beasts.
The light vanished. Isla trembled against Wraith’s back.
And cries like a talon cutting across the night itself filled the sky. She
gritted her teeth against the sound, and then Wraith was off—flying as fast
as he could, away from the beasts that trailed them through the storm. He
went higher, and higher, past the clouds. For a moment, she thought they
had lost them.
Then fangs were illuminated by another flash of lightning, nearly
closing upon Wraith’s wing.
“Move!” she screamed, and the dragon ducked, turning, diving headfirst
back into the storm. She held on for dear life, sweat-slicked fingers fighting
to keep purchase.
The creature did not slow. It chased them through the storm with spiked
wings and massive fangs that curled out of its leathery lips, mouth open,
ready to swallow them whole.
Until it was devoured by a creature larger than a mountain.
The dragon shot back, just before it suffered the same fate. Isla
swallowed.
The storm itself seemed to still, as the beast straightened to its full
height—and roared from half a dozen mouths. It had wings that wholly
blocked the sky, and six heads, each bigger than Wraith.
Slowly, very slowly, each of those heads turned its sights on them.
That’s when she saw Lark sitting on the creature’s back, watching her.
There would be no out-flying them. The creature was too large. Her
powers didn’t work up here.
Wraith trembled below, but his wings flared out. He didn’t run. He was
ready to look certain death in the face, with her.
She pressed a hand against his spine, remembering him as a tiny bundle
of scales. Remembering him crying because of his injury. Remembering
him healing. Getting stronger.
She was so proud of him.
So proud that when the beast lurched forward, he did not falter.
He shot toward it without slowing down, his head bent low.
Determined. Brave. Knowing he didn’t have a chance but trying anyway.
There were only yards between them.
That was when Isla dragged her sword from her scabbard and grinned
wickedly at the look on Lark’s face as she recognized it.
Cronan’s sword.
She lifted it over her head and roared.
And the world itself seemed to tremble. Cries cleaved through the air,
through the ground, a scar of land parting somewhere close by. Then, the
sun was blocked out by a thousand pairs of wings.
Dreks.
They shot through the air like throwing stars, burying themselves into
the creature. It bellowed. Its many heads tried to catch each drek, but they
were too large, and the winged beasts were too quick. Too small. Soon, they
swarmed the creature and Lark. They ate through the beast’s flesh, infusing
it with their poison, the same darkened veins that she had once seen on
Grim. The wounds festered before her very eyes, and the creature dropped a
few feet, off-balance, blinded by the rush of wings.
Isla stood on Wraith’s back again and shot forward.
Some of the dreks surrounded her, like a legion, illuminated through the
storm by the rings they carried in their talons.
Azul’s rings. Hundreds of them.
Hundreds of storms. Power, trapped inside, that she could unleash, even
in the metal. That she could control.
She lifted the sword again, in command, and the orbs all shattered.
Energy filled the sky, freed from the stones. Each storm orbited around
her like rings of ability, so fast they became streaks of color. With a roar,
she shot them all forward at the mountainous beast.
One head was slayed by a blizzard concentrated into a blade. Another
by the force of a tidal wave she had morphed into a scythe. A third by a
hurricane that went right through one of its throats. Storm after storm
attacked the beast at every angle, until there was only one head left.
Wraith flew between two headless necks, turned sharply, and from her
place standing on his back, the storm winds she now controlled keeping her
balance, she made a blade of monsoons and floods and twisters, and
chopped the final head off herself.
The beast dropped from the sky, taking Lark with it.
Her storms raged, painting it her own shade of oceans and snow and
hurricanes and sandstorms and ice all controlled by her, all melding
together to create the storm to end all storms. Arms shaking with strength
and effort, she shaped them all into a single orb that she shrank down before
adding it to her belt.
She turned Wraith around in a circle three times, marking the signal.
Grim would get Oro. They would meet her at Ferrar’s forge.
First, they needed Lark.
Calder was instructed to find Lark’s broken body below and trap its
pieces in ice, so she couldn’t heal.
She needed to meet Oro and Grim at the forge. Their plan was almost
complete.
First, though, there was something she needed to do.
Isla took off into the sky, on Wraith’s back. She traveled to the winter
palace for one final preparation.
She was walking by the wide windows of the dining room when she
noticed the snow. It was increasing. Falling faster than usual. Drops became
a flurry, and then sheets, so white and thick she could barely see the gardens
through them. It rushed downward faster and faster, and she took a step
back, but it was too late.
The snow turned to water that broke through every pane of glass. The
wave sent her across the floor, as she fought for purchase. She clung to the
dining table, to chairs, to the window, but it was persistent.
It was no use fighting as it pulled her under.
She gasped as she crashed through the surface, desperate for air. She
swallowed it in large gulps, her eyes blinking wildly, her body numb
beneath her. When her vision cleared, she saw she was in the center of the
long fountain behind the palace, in the middle of the garden.
Cleo and Lark stood before her.
The Wildling was supposed to be in pieces. She was supposed to be
frozen solid.
Cleo. Isla bared her teeth at the Moonling. She hoped Calder hadn’t
been hurt.
Cleo responded by pulling Isla under again, and she thrashed against the
water, fighting to summon some power—but she had been submerged for
too long. Her body might as well have been ice. Her abilities had sunk to a
place deep behind her ribs.
She broke the surface again, shaking wildly from the cold, coughing.
Lynx roared from across the gardens. She heard him thrash, as if fighting
against restraints, and her blood heated. Grim had left him here, tied, for
her. He and Oro were waiting in the blacksmith’s forge. They would be
wondering what was taking her so long.
“You were right,” Lark said. “She is a slippery one. In fact,” she said,
eyes flashing with anger, “I thought you were still in the center of the
ground, waiting for me . . . imagine my surprise when I saw you in the
storm, on the back of a dragon.” Lark looked at her curiously. “How did
you manage to get out of the bracelets, little Wildling?”
Isla spit in her direction and was dragged beneath the water again. She
tried to fight against the liquid, to control it by using Oro’s power, but it
slipped between her fingers, as if Cleo had full control over all of it. She
was a stronger Moonling. All water and ice and snow encasing the Algid
was loyal to her.
“Not yet,” she heard Lark say, and then she was gasping for air again. “I
need her alive . . . for now.” She grinned at Isla. Her eyes trailed to her heart
and the scar on it that was just nearly visible in her now-sheer, long-sleeved
shirt. It was faintly glowing. “Did you think your life was safe, because you
hold a shred of the heart of Lightlark?” Her smile grew. “I don’t need it. I
just need you. I will drown you in my soil, and then you and your power
will belong to me. I will raise you up just like the rest, and you will destroy
this world, with all that great ability you hold. And then, with your bones, I
will start anew. The world will be built off you, Isla,” she said. “Find peace
in knowing your death will have meant something.”
The ground beneath the fountain began trembling. The stone around it
fragmented, cracking along its veins. Isla lurched to the side, trying to avoid
it.
Lark never took her eyes off her, a smile on her lips, her hand in front of
her. Roots broke through the bottom, curling around Isla, pulling her,
suffocating her. Dragging her down toward the water.
She would drown, then she would be buried below. She would rise.
Lark would use her for her destruction.
She would become a weapon. She would either save the world . . . or
end it.
Lark’s eyes flashed with satisfaction as she watched Isla struggle
against the vines. As she watched her try to summon her Wildling ability
only to be overpowered. She smiled wider, baring her teeth.
She didn’t even see the blade of ice until it was through her throat. Then
it sliced through her chest, and legs, and arms. The ice kept shifting from
liquid to solid, over and over, resisting Lark’s healing.
“Thank you,” Isla said to Cleo, and she broke free from the roots that
had restrained her. Still on her knees, she thrust her arm into the water, until
her fingers curled around the sword that she had thrown inside just minutes
before. “Also—you almost killed me.”
Cleo just shrugged a shoulder.
Lark watched, dying and healing, again and again, as Isla slowly rose
from the water. She took a step, and metal flew through the garden, into the
fountain, curling around her ankle. Then around her leg. The other. She
outstretched her arm, and the pieces came together like puzzles, the armor
Ferrar had made her from her father’s own locking into place over every
inch of skin, until she was luminous and warm. She had hidden it all.
Everything had been planned.
She pulled Cronan’s sword completely out of the water.
“I can’t hold her for long,” Cleo said. “Go. And don’t forget your
promise.”
“I won’t.”
The night before, she had visited Cleo and made her a promise. The
Moonling had freed Lark from the ice. She had brought her there.
Now was Isla’s turn to follow through with her part of the plan.
She took off through the gardens, listening to Lark’s gargled screams.
The roots beneath her feet began to shift, and she knew she didn’t have long
as she tore down the path toward the maze.
A shot of blue sailed through the air, Cleo propelling herself toward the
ocean in an arc of ice and water.
Her time was up.
She kept running, until she was at the maze’s mouth.
And Lark was behind her. She was panting, healing, ice falling from her
body and crashing against the frozen grass. She stepped into the labyrinth.
It was time.
Isla dug the sword into the grass. With shrieking cries, the dreks
emerged and formed a barrier around the maze, encircling it, trapping them
within. They moved in sync, as a single, giant being under her command.
Lark looked up at them, then at Isla. “Did you think they could stop
me?” She took a step forward. And even though they were both within the
maze, her wounds began to heal, flesh and muscle and bone rebuilding. Her
face split into a smile. “Did you think my power would be nullified here?
So close to a door to the place from which I came?”
“No,” Isla said. “I didn’t.”
And then she portaled them both to the center of the maze.
ORO
He didn’t know what was taking her so long. Grimshaw was pacing the
forge, shadows eating away at the newly fallen snow, destroying everything
in their path. That was what he did, it was what he was good at. Ruining all
that was good in this world.
“Your acute hatred of me is flattering,” the demon said, sensing his
emotions. “But best to keep it at bay while we work together.”
Speaking of working together, where was she?
The Nightshade seemed to sense his impatience, his concern, because
he gruffly said, “She’s coming.”
“Let’s go to her,” Oro insisted. “She could—”
“She told us to wait here,” Grim said, his anger making the shadows at
his feet point like a dozen swords in Oro’s direction. He could see it in his
face, though, the concern they shared.
“For what, exactly?” Grim had barely told him anything.
“Closing the portal requires all our power. The blacksmith has
enchantments here that can bind our abilities together. She’s going to portal
here, and we’re going to send Lark through for good.”
Oro frowned. He was just about to ask him what the hell kind of plan
was that, when a screech clawed the air in half.
Dreks.
They were supposed to be gone now. The storm was over.
Oro stilled, as the realization dawned on him. “She doesn’t need us to
open the portal,” he said. “She doesn’t need an enchantment. She has our
power. She can do everything herself.”
Fear, potent as anything he had ever felt, filled his chest. “She has her
own plan. That was why she only told you. I would have known she was
lying.”
Grim shook his head, still disbelieving. “Why would she lie? What
could she possibly have planned?”
Oro tried to think, tried to put the pieces together. “I’m not sure, but she
must mean to sacrifice herself in some way,” he said, flames curling from
his palms. “To try to get around the prophecy.”
The Nightshade’s voice seemed to shake the world as he said, very
slowly, “What prophecy?”
PORTAL
The portal in the Place of Mirrors was crafted from shade-made
metal . . . with Wildling blood infused. It had taken her time to figure out
the technique, with the auger’s help.
“It’s like a shield with a sword-sized gap in it,” he had said, musing.
That was how she had gotten the idea to come to the maze and infuse
her own blood into the metal of Cronan’s tomb. How she decided to create a
new skyre, from the metal’s blood.
They were one.
Her power slipped through the shield.
She unleashed that power right at Lark as they landed in the center of
the labyrinth, sending her shooting back against the maze.
Lark recovered quickly. Her hands were out, and Isla was swallowed by
the hedges. Their entire interior was made of thorns like pointed teeth.
Without her armor, they would have ripped her to pieces, but this metal did
not scratch, it did not falter.
Isla summoned her strength. She dug deep into herself, to the deepest
springs of her power, and began to drag it out.
All the people she had killed, all the death, all the blood, all the dreks,
all the things that made her a villain, instead of burying it down, she took
hold of it and let it consume her.
Lark was powerful.
But so was she.
Isla stepped out of the hedges and felt herself glow, her abilities
radiating out of her, circling her in a galaxy.
Lark forced the hedges behind her down—but they passed right through
her: a Nightshade skill she had learned. The Wildling sent roots to chain her
ankles and force her onto her knees, but they melted into nothing against
her armor and the Starling energy she had coated across it.
The ground beneath Isla parted, attempting to swallow her, but she was
faster, making her own tunnel down and appearing behind Lark. She
whipped around, but Isla met her vines with a blade of shadow and watched
them disappear.
She encased herself in shadows, and every bit of nature Lark threw at
her withered away. Lark herself seemed to weaken the closer she got to her,
as Isla grew and grew, until her darkness was taller than the hedges. This
wasn’t Grim’s power. It was her own. Her father’s. The one she had taken,
the one he had willingly given her.
Isla allowed the darkness to claw its way through. She did not fight it,
not anymore. It was part of who she was.
Every power she possessed emerged, melding, all six realms’ abilities
merging to form something else. Something different.
It was her distraction at finding something new inside that cost her.
Vines shot from the ground and wrapped around and around her head so
that she couldn’t see, couldn’t hear, and couldn’t move. Her senses were
snuffed out one by one, and she roared just before her mouth was smothered
as well, as she felt Lark press a nail into her chest. It was as if she meant to
dig right through her flesh, to the part the heart had mended, and take it
with her own hands. Isla tried to shoot her powers out into the world; but
without most of her senses, she had no focus, no direction.
She whipped wildly around, and she couldn’t breathe—couldn’t think.
She was suffocating beneath the vines. They belonged to Lark; she
controlled them. Isla’s arms went limp at her sides. Her chest constricted as
she sought air.
That was when she felt it. Them. Oro and Grim. Their bonds to her.
Getting closer.
No.
Lark grinned wickedly. “The most dangerous people are those who
don’t fear death, Isla.” Lark didn’t need to. She was impossible to kill.
“I hope you’re right,” Isla said, a smile spreading across her face. Her
own body was smothered, useless—but her shadow was not.
It peeled off the ground, and she directed it as if it was another limb,
just as Sairsha had. She instructed it to reach into her pocket and remove the
feather hidden inside of it. The shadow began picking off the feather’s
barbs, and Isla found the restraints around her loosen. She found the nail
that had begun digging into her chest retreating.
Isla took a breath in the space she was given, and unleashed. The vines
splattered all around her, and her shadow dropped back onto the floor, but
not before handing her the feather.
Lark was on her knees before her, panting, a hand against her chest.
“It took me a while to figure it out,” Isla said. “But then I
realized . . . Aurora must have tried talking to you. She must have found out
about you somehow. She must have considered freeing you to get what she
wanted. She was Starling. She wouldn’t have put part of her soul in
something like a feather . . . but you. You would. And you used her
handwriting as your own. This was how you knew where I was. You were
already rising, spreading poison through Nightshade, but you couldn’t get
out. My blood . . . it freed you, didn’t it, when I pricked my finger?” Lark
lurched, but Isla filled her palm with flames. She dipped the feather inside,
and Lark twisted unnaturally, roaring. “This must hurt . . . right?” Isla said,
barely recognizing her own voice, the beast within her preening at the
sounds of suffering.
She blew the feather out, just halfway to burning. Lark heaved on the
ground before her. And Isla took a step toward the coffin. She placed her
hand against it, feeling its power rise and her own rushing to meet it. She
poured all of herself inside—the Nightshade, Wildling, and Sunling abilities
she had gotten through both love and death. She had portaled hundreds of
times with her starstick, and she summoned that ability, Grim’s flair. She
shook with her concentration, until she felt the world peel in front of her.
Clouds began to gather overhead.
With a flick of her wrist, the coffin exploded. Only a hole remained. It
was dark and endless, a slice of sky breaking open, a burst of color at its
center, as if a forever dawn bloomed inside.
“No,” Lark said, still on the ground, choking on her words. “Foolish
girl. Push me through, and I will find a way to return. I will come back.”
Isla tilted her head at her. “No,” she said. “You won’t.”
She slung the sword that controlled the dreks across her back. She could
feel Oro and Grim fighting against the creatures. She could feel a break in
their shield. At her command, they scattered, ordered not to hurt anyone
anymore.
She hadn’t had Zed and Grim steal the sword again to control the dreks,
though they had been useful.
No, she needed it because it had been enchanted by Cronan himself. It
contained his blood.
Which meant she could find him with it.
Remlar had explained the scroll. He confirmed what she had read in the
desert—that a portal could only be closed on the other side.
It was why she had stolen the bone from Oro. Why she had started to
shape her own plan.
She hauled Lark from the ground, snapping the vines and roots that
sought to keep her. Sending Lark through the portal meant saving this world
from destruction. But it also meant Isla’s final chance at redemption.
Lark’s power was bringing the dead back to life. Here, it meant little. It
meant creating monsters. But in the otherworld . . . Lark could fully
resurrect people. Remlar had told her so. There, Isla could kill her. Isla
could take her power.
And she could bring everyone she had ever killed back to life.
There was just one more thing she had needed, in order to use the
portal. It was why she had visited the augur the night before.
“The prophet’s scroll says to go to another world, I must know its
name . . . but it’s been forgotten.”
The auger nodded. “It was on purpose, you see.” He grinned. “But the
prophet knew that . . . so he carved the name into himself before he came
here, to ensure he never forgot.” The augur had crawled to the back of his
cave and returned with something gleaming white. Presented it to her.
There, in scrawled script, was a word, etched against bone.
The otherworld’s name . . . was Skyshade.
GRIM
She hadn’t broken the curse on the maze; that was clear when his own
power died before reaching the dreks. Instead, she herself had broken
through it, somehow.
He had tried to claw his way through the creatures, stabbing them with
his sword, but their skin was nearly impenetrable, and whenever one fell, it
was replaced.
Oro battled next to him, roaring as the dreks tore him apart with their
talons, but he did not falter, and neither did Grim.
There was a great crash and growl behind them. Isla’s leopard had
followed them. He ran toward the maze, toward her, as if he could feel
something neither of them could see.
With his great size and might, he broke through the dreks, and Grim and
Oro followed. With every turn, the leopard crashed into the hedges, cutting
them in half, but the creature did not slow. He could smell her, and they
followed.
Grim was powerless to portal. He was powerless to turn all the hedges
to ash. All he could do was run as fast as he ever had in his life, next to his
enemy, whose devastation he could see was as sharp as his own.
She had told him about the prophecy. She had trusted him. The pain
twisted in his gut like a sword, because he only had himself to blame.
Now, for the only time in his long life, he was grateful for the king’s
presence. If he could help save her, then he would bow before him if he had
to, he would do anything. He would do anything for her, and he was just at
the beginning of proving it.
The leopard arrived first, and its roar shook him to his very core.
A streak of lightning cracked the sky in half, landing right in the middle
of the maze. The force of it sent them all flying back. The land began to
shake. All the windows in the palace behind them shattered. Grim was on
his feet in an instant. He didn’t slow. He didn’t care at all about the palace.
All he cared about was her, and—
He reached the center and sank to his knees. Where the coffin had once
stood, just a charred circle and a burnt white feather remained.
Lark had gone through the portal to the otherworld.
And so had Isla.
ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
Every book in a series is its own journey, and I’m eternally grateful to
everyone who has made putting Skyshade out into the world possible.
Thank you to my editor, Anne Heltzel, for your endless championing of this
series from the very beginning and for making so much possible. I am so
incredibly grateful you took a chance on it and me. Thank you to Andrew
Smith, for believing in these books, and for seeing their potential. Thank
you to my literary agent, Jodi Reamer, for being my guiding star and for
somehow having the time to talk to me almost every day. I am so grateful to
have you in my corner. Thank you to my entertainment lawyer, Eric
Greenspan, for taking me on before any of this, and for rooting for me
every step of the way.
Thank you to Kim Lauber, for always listening to my ideas and for
being an all-around superhuman. To Mary Marolla, for being supremely
organized when I am not and for making magic happen. Thank you also to
Megan Carlson, Maggie Moore, Josh Weiss, Taryn Roeder, Megan Evans,
and Angelica Busanet for the incredible work you do to get this book ready
to print and into readers’ hands. And to Micah Fleming, Natalie C. Sousa,
and Sasha Vinogradova for creating the snake and storm-filled cover of my
dreams.
Thank you to Berni Vann, Michelle Weiner, and Annika Patton for
everything. Berni and Michelle—I am so grateful to get to work with you.
Annika—you are always the first person to read these books, and, first and
foremost, I’m so grateful for your friendship. Thank you also to Denisse
Montfort and Allison Elbl for all that you do, and to Anqi Xu, for giving me
great notes.
Thank you to my love for your support over so many years. You make
the real world better than a fictional one. I am so grateful I get to spend
every day with you. I love you.
Infinite thanks to my family and friends for dealing with me and my
lack of communication while I’m on what seems like a perpetual deadline.
You know who you are, and I am so grateful to have you in my life.
Finally, and most of all, thank you, reader, for taking this journey with
me. Your support for this series keeps me writing it—every book is for you.
Thank you for everything
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