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Chapter 112

Author's Note: I don't have anything to update yet because this

is all I've been able to do. But if I add more, you'll have to wait,
you might just be disappointed... So, there you go, I hope you
love it even a little bit. Hahahahaha....
Sorry for the wrong grammar and spelling.
Feelings
Jay-jay's POV
This frappe I'm drinking would have been delicious. But it's not the kind
of drink that's messing with my brain.

I can't handle it!

"Is it delicious?" Yuri asked me.
I looked at him. "O-oh.."
“What taste?… What taste does the air have?”
Huh?!

I looked at what I was drinking. Mud! It was empty.

I just scratched my head and forced a smile.
"Speak now... I know something is bothering you."
Am I that obvious? Tsk!

Yuri was obviously waiting for me to say something. But I

didn't intend to say anything. I wasn't sure yet about what I saw
on Eren's cellphone.
I was going to ask him about that but I didn't. I'm pretty sure they were
the same ones I saw the night of the festival.

Is it them?
"W-this is nothing... It's just something playing around in my mind."
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He seemed a little disappointed with my answer.

"You're so sullen." He said.
I looked at him in surprise.

“…You still don't trust us. We were all here for you but
you don't seem to see us.”
He's sulking.
But in the end, he was right. They were all there for me.
"It's not that I don't trust you. It's not clear to me yet,
so how can I tell you? I'm just forming a conclusion. Once
everything is clear, I can only tell you that." I explained to
him and smiled.
Yuri just forced a smile. I knew he was worried about me
but I just didn't want to talk. How could I tell him that I
suspected Mayo and Kit were gay?
Then I was wrong.
Besides, maybe if I tell him, he'll suddenly take action.
Or he'll tell Keifer. It'll just make things worse.

"Hey... Are you really sulking?" I asked while

looking at his face.
He just looked at the table while shaking his head at me.
“He’s sulking.”
I slowly approached him. I tried to peek at his face but
he kept avoiding me.
"Let me see how Yuri Hanamitchi sulks." I teased and continued
to peer into his face.

Even though she was constantly avoiding me, I could clearly see her
blushing. Yu–-ko is so cute! I am so cute!

"Stop it..." Yuri said angrily but I just teased him more.

"Let me see..." He forced himself while smiling.

I can't help but laugh at his appearance.

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“Stop it Jay…”

“Ayieh… Hit and miss.”

“N-no… I-I’m not.”

"You're stuttering! Hahaha, you're so cute." I teased her, making her blush
even more.

He was about to move his seat because of what I was doing, but I
immediately grabbed his cheek and turned his face to me.

"W-what are y-you doing?" He asked.

I just smiled sweetly at him. Because honestly, I don't really know why
I'm doing this.

But I'm glad I did this for him.

“Ma'am, Sir.” Someone said, surprising me a bit, causing me to let go of

Yuri's grip.

We both looked at the speaker.

Denzel?

"W-what are you doing here?" I asked him.

He pointed to his uniform and smiled. He was dressed as a waiter. It

looked like he worked here.

"It seems like you don't need to order... Your sweet treats are enough to
fill you up." He teased us.

Yuri and I both looked away. Denzel was also a strong tease.

"What?! Are you still ordering?" he asked angrily.

"Y-yeah." Yuri answered.

Before we could even order, the café door suddenly opened and Keifer
walked straight towards us.

"K-keifer." I whispered.

"Jay-jay..." He called me. "...You need to come with me."

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I looked at him in surprise. “H-ha?”

"Is there any problem Keifer?" Yuri asked before standing up.

His gaze was still fixed on me. He was so serious that it made me nervous.

"It's about my promise on bringing you back to Hamilton University."

I automatically stood up. Are we going back there now?

But I thought it would be next week, because we'll have to find a time when
Brother Angelo won't notice.

"Really now?" I asked and looked at Yuri.

"We have no more time for this. Let's go!" Keifer said and suddenly grabbed
my hand and pulled me outside.

But before we could reach the door, another hand grabbed my other hand.

Yuri…

"Jay..." He called to me while his eyes spoke.

"Jay! We need to go!" Keifer shouted.

I looked at Keifer for a moment and then back at Yuri. His gaze was
conversational while Keifer's was persistent.

I need to go see Papa. But I want to stay for some reason I don't
understand. I looked at the hands they were holding for a moment.

Why does this seem like a big decision for me to make?

I bit my lower lip hard. I pulled my hand away from Keifer's grip and
faced Yuri.

"I just need to go see Papa. I hope you understand." I said.

Yuri held my other hand. “I know. But please, come back here.”
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I nodded quickly before taking my hands off him. I quickly ran towards
the door where Keifer was.

"Let's go." He said before we ran towards his car.

Another car again?!
Once inside, Keifer quickly started the car. I
immediately fastened my seatbelt because I felt
like I was part of an F1 race.
That's so fast! That's awesome!

Our trip took over two hours, during the University visit. But with the
speed of this King of Cobras, I feel like our trip would only be half an hour.

His face was still serious as he focused on the road. I couldn't

tell if he was angry or what.
“K-keifer…” I called to him.
I waited for him to answer, but he remained silent.
"Keifer..." I called again.
"What?!" He asked me annoyed.
“Nothing.”
“Shhh.”

Oh, I guess he got bored. I just turned my attention back

to the road and left him alone. We were silent the entire trip.
Upon arriving at Hamilton University, we both moved
quickly. We ran to the receiving area of the largest building.

“Miss… W-where is Jasfher Mariano?” I asked the woman

seated at their receiving table.
He looked at me and Keifer in surprise. "W-she's gone...
"He left earlier."
I was saddened by what he said, but I didn't lose hope.
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"Maybe we can get some information about him."

"Where does he live or maybe his contact number?"
"No, that's not possible." The woman quickly answered me.
"Okay, sister, it's just necessary. This is an emergency!"
I insist.
"That's really not possible."
"Look Miss... We don't have time for this. We really need to
talk to that guy.” Keifer groin.
It's obvious that she's getting irritated because this sister
doesn't want to give out information. I understand her if she
can't because... Aaaiizzztt!
"Is there a problem here?" asked the man.
I remember him! He was one of the people who spoke during our
University Visit here.

“Because sir, they are nagging… They are asking for information
from Sir Mariano.” The woman complained.

He looked at both Keifer and me. “What for?”

“I-I-I’m sorry--”
“We cannot tell you… but please tell him that Jay-jay is here.” Keifer
interrupted me.

The man looked at his watch. "Even if I tell him, it won't be

any use. He's probably already on the plane."

Airplane?
“We're late…” Keifer whispered.
I'm confused. What's been delayed? Which plane?
“Keifer…” I called to him.
"Someone told me that your Dad is leaving for good."
After he said that, my knees suddenly went weak.
I almost fell to my knees if I hadn't been holding onto the table.
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He's going to leave me forever. It's only now that I've known him.
Why is he doing this?

“K-keifer… Maybe we can go to the airport?

"Maybe we can catch up with him?" I said while holding back tears.

"Oh, maybe not anymore..." He replied calmly.

My tears couldn't be held back any longer. They fell on their

own accord. Instead of looking at me, I quickly walked out of the
building and headed straight to the parking lot where Keifer's car was.

I just sat in a plant box.

It hurts, it hurts to think that you had a chance to be together but he

chose to leave. He had a chance to make it up to me, but he didn't. I
thought that when I saw him, everything would be okay for me.

I was wrong.

I felt someone sit next to me. I didn't waste any time looking to see
who it was.

"Jay..." He called to me and suddenly put his arm around me.

He leaned my head on his shoulder. “…I wish I had hurried, maybe
we could have caught up with him.”

"N-no... He's really leaving. There's nothing we can do about it."

I replied.

"He has reason Jay... As of now, we don't know what it is."

My feelings became even heavier and caused me to cry loudly.

"Go ahead... Cry as long as you want."

I cried even harder. I just buried myself in Keifer's neck. I didn't know
how to let out this pain.

If I need to use up my tears, that's fine.

The weight on my chest just lifted.
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We were in that position for a long time. I also stopped

voluntarily and decided to go home. Keifer did not say anything
or ask anything.
He probably sensed that I wasn't in the mood to talk.
He took me to our house. When the car stopped, he suddenly
hugged me.
I was surprised at first, but I knew what his hug was for.

"We're here for you..." He whispered to me.

“T-thank you.”

He let go of the hug. I was about to open the car door when he
grabbed my arm.
When I looked at him, he quickly kissed me on the forehead.
I couldn't speak. Tameme! I wanted to ask what it was for but
she looked away.
I was forced to get off and quickly walked through the gate. I
didn't go inside the house right away. I just leaned against the
gate and listened to see if his car was about to leave.
I wasn't disappointed because Keifer quickly drove his car away.

Y-my heart...
This is not good anymore! It's strange, it seems like too much.
I've already admitted to myself that I have strange
feelings for him. I don't intend to admit what those feelings are
anymore.
It might just cause trouble if I try to find out more about it. It's
better this way.
I walked towards the door of the house. I could have been
inside in just one step, but I stopped.
It's like I forgot something.
Shit! Yuri!

I quickly turned around to run outside, but it suddenly occurred

to me that maybe he wasn't there anymore. But he was texting.
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He's mine then.

I immediately picked up my phone but I didn't receive a single
text or call from Yuri.
I just bit my nails. I'm not sure what to do. I want to call or
text Yuri... I don't have any load.

Hey! It's up to you!

I grabbed my bike and immediately got on it. It was already a
bit dark outside but I didn't care. I pedaled quickly even though
I wasn't sure if he was still there.
When I turned the corner where the café was, I stopped.
The lights were already off and it was obvious that no one was inside.

Maybe he left.
I just sighed. I was about to leave to go back home, but I thought I
saw something moving inside the café. Even though I wasn't sure what I
saw, I still approached.

I tried to look inside through the glass window of the café.

It feels like... It feels like... It feels like someone is there.

I parked my bike. I approached the glass door of the café. I

was just going to peek in but I accidentally pushed the door
open. That's when I realized that the café was still open.
I pushed the door even harder, just enough for me to get in.
I suddenly stopped when I saw my surroundings.
All Christmas lights hanging from the ceiling. They look
like fireflies and are so beautiful. I can't help but smile at
what I see.
There were also scented candles all around.

Who is... Yuri?!

I immediately rolled my eyes to look for Yuri. Could it be
that he did this? But for what? Why is there something like this?
He was sitting in the corner, drinking alone and quietly.
There are probably four bottles in front of him without any
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flesh.

"Yuri..." I called to him.

He immediately stopped sipping his wine and looked at me.
He forced a smile and put down the bottle he was holding.
"Is it beautiful?" He asked me while looking up.
"Of course..." I replied and smiled at him.
For some reason I don't understand, it's like I just noticed on
purpose that he had a problem.
It was as if he had really been waiting for me. I suddenly felt embarrassed.
I left and went but it ended up being nothing. If I had only known,
I wish I hadn't left him.
I heard him sigh so I looked at him.

"Is there a problem?" I asked.

He pursed his lips and looked at the floor. “Jay-jay…” He began.
“…Are you serious about your feelings for Keifer?”
W-what…
“H-huh?”

Suddenly, he ruffled his hair with one hand. It was as if he was

annoyed, which I didn't understand.
I was about to open my mouth to speak but Yuri suddenly took
one of his hands out of his pocket.
He was holding something that he put down on the table. A small
red box. My heart beat faster on its own.
"For you..." He said and walked out of the café.
I was left stunned and staring at the box he gave me.
I looked at him for a moment but he was gone immediately.

I just bit my lower lip.

I hope I'm wrong... I hope this isn't what I'm thinking.

I slowly took the box and slowly opened it. My eyes widened
when I saw the contents.
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I sat down on the chair near me.

W-what does this mean?
Why did he give me a ring?

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