1 – PRESENCE

LINDA: Welcome to Adamus Saint-Germain’s Time Traveling: Metaphysics of the Soul.

GEOFF: That sounds like a big title. I mean …
LINDA: It is.
GEOFF: … you’ve just got to be excited about what we’re going to be jumping into. I can feel
it’s big.
LINDA: Oh, yeah.
GEOFF: And I can feel Adamus has been waiting to do this for a long time. As a matter of fact,
he mentioned in some of the live workshops that we did – we’ve done four live workshops with
Shaumbra right here at the Shaumbra Pavilion here in the Kona in the past – and he said, you know, he’s
waited till now to do this, because we had to have that certain degree of, I guess, maturity or wisdom or
whatever it was. But he’s waited for a while to do this. So, he’s ready to go.
LINDA: And he uses the live events to craft the material, to make it perfect for you.
GEOFF: Yeah. And the live events that we did before, gosh, were very interactive, fun to do. I’m
not sure now how he’s going to craft this, as you say, into a Cloud Class, but I’m sure it’s going to work
out just fine.
LINDA: I think so. So, you’ll have 90 days to experience the videos, the text and the audio from
the date you register for the class.
GEOFF: So, it’s a good idea to do this, to go through it, and then take a little break. You’ve got
90 days; come back to it after you’ve let it really absorb and you’re really feeling into it. The time
traveling that we’re going to be doing is different. Of course, it’s going to have Adamus’ taste and flavor
to it, and it’s really going to be about advanced metaphysics.
LINDA: Right. Right.
GEOFF: And there’s going to be some concepts in here that might challenge you a little bit,
concepts that are incredible and amazing. But that’s what we’re here for, to learn and to experience.
LINDA: You just have to open up to it to really feel it, and when you allow that, you’ll be
surprised sometimes at how far out there you can go.
GEOFF: Yeah. We’re going to have some good discussions with Adamus and then plenty of
personal experiences. Once we get into those experiences, make sure you don’t have distractions. Make
sure you’ve got a nice quiet space. We’ve got music to go along with them, but the experiences are
extremely valuable …
LINDA: Absolutely.
GEOFF: … and insightful on many, many different levels.
LINDA: And very, very personal.
 GEOFF: Yeah. And make sure, too, to pace yourself. You don’t have to rush through all this
right away.
Go through one of the sessions, go through one of the experiences. I would suggest stopping for
a little bit, really integrating it. Maybe even going back and listening to it right away. But there’s no need
to rush through everything all at once. I think you’re going to miss some of the depth of the experience if
you do, but allow that time of integration. And, again, you have 90 days. So you have plenty of time.
LINDA: Now, I know some people have a little bit of a problem with that “slow” thing. So, if
you find yourself racing through it, just remember you have the 90 days to go back and then review each
one
GEOFF: Absolutely.
LINDA: Yes.
GEOFF: So, in this, Adamus is also going to talk about some important guidelines to get the
most out of the experience. I think you probably remember the guidelines from having gone through the
live workshops.
LINDA: Oh, yeah!
GEOFF: They’re good guidelines; they’re important, and if you stick to the guidelines, you’re
going to be totally safe. You’ll have great experiences. But you go off the guidelines and that’s where it
gets a little bit troublesome.
LINDA: Yeah, and because, you know, when you’re doing something this open, the guidelines
really do serve you.
GEOFF: Yeah. And Time Traveling, he calls this, and I think – well, even when we did the first
workshop, you know, I thought we were going to hop in some machine and the big wheel would spin and
suddenly we’d be, you know, back 800 years ago – it’s not like that at all. It’s about advanced
metaphysics. It’s probably not what you’re expecting, but it’s even better, in my opinion, from what we
learn here. So, it’s a good thing to take a deep breath and release all those expectations and let yourself
really have some incredible journeys here.
LINDA: And, again, we want to remind you that the safe space is really important so that you
have the best and optimal experience.
GEOFF: Absolutely.
LINDA: And you choose the safe space. That’s the main ingredient.
GEOFF: It’s important to do breathing before, during, after – particularly during – the
experiences that we’re going to be going through. It’s real easy to go into the shallow breath or to stop
breathing – not for too long – but, you know, just every once in a while, stop and take a good deep breath
as we’re getting into these experiences. It kind of keeps the energy going.
LINDA: Right.
 GEOFF: Also, make sure to stay hydrated. We’ve found, after years of doing this type of thing,
that for some reason when we’re into these experiences, into the channels, it’s really easy to get
dehydrated.
LINDA: Oh, yeah, yeah.
GEOFF: And when you’re dehydrated, you’re more tired, you feel off. So really load up with
twice the amount of water that you would normally have. Your body really needs it.
LINDA: And wants it. GEOFF: And wants it, in going this multidimensional.
LINDA: Right.
GEOFF: So, I think we’re ready to get started with Adamus Saint-Germain’s Time Traveling.
It’s all about the metaphysics of the soul. So, let’s start with some breathing with Linda and get into it
with Adamus Saint-Germain.
LINDA: Okay. So, with that, as always, let’s take that good deep breath and let the energies
flow. They’re here to serve you. It’s all just your energy. Breathe and feel, flowing with you.
Take the good deep breath, opening to the highest potentials for you.
Breathe into your heart, the soul of you.
Breathe as the human and the Master, that good deep breath, that breath of life.
Breathe with it. Feel the energies of Adamus. He’s here with every breath for each of us. Just
breathe it in and be with it.
Take that good deep breath. We are here for Time
Traveling. Be with it. Allow for you, opening to all that you are.
ADAMUS: I Am that I Am, Adamus of St. Germain.
Welcome. Welcome to Time Traveling. It’s truly the metaphysics of the soul.
We have quite a few sessions and experiences ahead of us, but let’s start again with that good,
deep breath, breathing into your journey; breathing into you, how you’ve gotten here, what it’s taken, and
here you are now at this most amazing time on the planet. All the changes that are taking place, all the
insights and revelations that you’ve had. All of the releasing and allowing that you’ve done to now really
come back home to your Self.
So many of you have been out there doing the realm work in the past. Now you’re coming back
home – coming back home into this full physical reality, living a life as an embodied Master, living in the
flow of your soul. What a great time now to talk about time traveling.
You know, it’s been a human dream and desire for just about as long as humans have been on
the planet to travel in time. Some say they’ve done it, but few actually really ever have. The common
misperception about time traveling is that suddenly you’re going to take your body and you’re going to go
20 years into the future and take a look at what stocks you should buy or go into the past and see who you
were in a past lifetime and feel like you’re right back there in the physical body reliving it.
That’s really not what happens in real time traveling, and we’re going to be getting into that in
the next sessions ahead of us. But it’s really not what real time traveling is about.
You ask the question, is it possible then at some point in the future – which really doesn’t exist –
to do the type of time traveling you’ve desired to do? To wave some magic wand over yourself and
suddenly find yourself at a point of time 300 year ago. We’ll cover that later. But the important thing is to
realize right now that we’re going into some very advanced metaphysics here. We’re going to be
discussing some very different concepts.
They’re going to be mind-blowing at times, refreshing at other times, confusing once in a while.
We’re going to be going into the advanced metaphysics. Once you understand those and once you really
understand how to have a time traveling experience, then we get to the next part where possibly you’re
taking your body. But we’re a little away from that.
So, dear Linda of Eesa, thank you for being here. Thank you for joining Cauldre and me …
LINDA: It’s my honor.
ADAMUS: … and the viewers. Have you ever had a desire to time travel?
LINDA: I’ve had it come up in my dreams.
ADAMUS: In your dreams. As a human, have you ever wished you could go 20 years into the
future?
LINDA: Mmm, no.
ADAMUS: No. Have you ever wished you could go into the past?
LINDA: No.
ADAMUS: No. You don’t want to go back there. Most humans actually do. They want to know
what’s going to happen ahead in the future. They want to know what the world’s going to look like. They
want to know what they’re going to be doing. It’s very common for humans, when they’re younger, to
think, “I want to go into the future and see who I marry. I want to go into the future and see if I’m rich or
poor.
And I want to see what’s happening in the world right now.” And there’s some who’ve tried it
with various degrees of accuracy. There are things like remote viewing, which is not necessarily going
into the future, but it’s projecting yourself off somewhere else to peek in on other people.
LINDA: Ooh.
ADAMUS: Yeah. There are many who have tried time traveling. And, in a way, if you were ever
to go to a medium, a psychic for a reading, oftentimes they’ll tell you about your future.
LINDA: Right. I’ve had that happen.
 ADAMUS: But the problem is that it’s not really the future. First of all, it’s all occurring right
now.
Secondly, it’s their perception of what your potentials are, usually overshadowed by their own
agenda. So they can kind of peek in a little bit to your potentials to a certain degree. It’d be like trying to
peek in through kind of a semi-frosted window from the outside looking into the inside, and it’s kind of
blurry and not so clear. But what they’re really going into is potentials, and the potentials are yours. It’s
not like they’ve been selected or chosen yet. You can go any different way.
The future is very open. And the future isn’t happening in the future. We’re going to be
discussing these metaphysics. The future, in a way, for humanity, even for yourself maybe is kind of easy
to predict – to predict the probabilities. You could take a look at, like, a ship leaving the port going out
onto the sea and watching the direction it takes. And you can pretty soon, with some degree of accuracy,
predict where it’s going to go to.
LINDA: Sure.
ADAMUS: Is it going to go to the next island? It’s going to go to the mainland. You just watch
the course that it’s taking. Most humans have a future that’s based on the probabilities of what’s going to
happen. It’ll probably happen. It’s kind of like the weather. The weather tomorrow is probably going to
be like it is today, at least two out of three times. It’s relatively easy to look at somebody’s life or your
own life and look at the probabilities and project into the future six months from now, a year from now.
But the thing that’s happening right now that’s exciting and that’s very advanced metaphysics is that you
can realize that not only is the future changeable, but the past is as well. The past is changeable.
There are parts of the past – that you would consider the past – that haven’t happened. There are
parts of the future that have already happened. That’s advanced metaphysics. And this is where it gets
fascinating, because humanity has lived on a very linear line. They’ve conditioned themselves through
mass consciousness and everything else to live linearly. “The past is in the past; the future hasn’t
occurred.” But what you’re going to discover here is that’s not true at all, and the beauty is that it’s
changeable. You can start making choices – based on your wisdom, you can start making choices – not
only about your future, but about your past.
LINDA: That’s ideal.
ADAMUS: It’s ideal. It doesn’t come easily because of the conditioning that humans have…
LINDA: Right.
ADAMUS: …that the past is the past, that yesterday was yesterday and there’s no disputing it.
You have photos to prove it. But even those photos would change as you learn how to change the past.
LINDA: Whoa! Now, that’s sci-fi.
ADAMUS: That’s metaphysics, dear.
LINDA: Wow!
 ADAMUS: That is metaphysics. But it’s fascinating, and it’s not hocus-pocus. It’s not magic. It
is true physics of reality.
LINDA: Okay.
ADAMUS: When you’re locked into a linear reality where yesterday was yesterday and, “I’ve
got the photos to prove it and I have the emails to prove it. So, dammit, it must be something that
occurred.” But when you get past that and you start realizing the true metaphysics of time and space, the
past and the future, you realize it’s all very changeable, including all those emails, including the
photographs.
LINDA: So there have been fairly famous people, sci-fi people, that have actually implied that or
even tried to illustrate that. Did they actually have a sense for it?
ADAMUS: Sure. Everybody has a sense for it, if you tap into it.
LINDA: Okay.
ADAMUS: A good science fiction writer, a good fiction writer, is tapping into probabilities,
possibilities, potentials, and one of the very core tenets of reality is that it’s changeable. And if you really
get into the metaphysical discussion, you’ll realize that actually you’re already in a state of
enlightenment. You’re already in a state of true ascension of the soul. It’s already happened. It happened
first.
LINDA: Okay.
ADAMUS: Then you go back and live it out.
LINDA: Ahhh!
ADAMUS: So, in a way of saying, you’re already here as a true ascended being, and what
happens next is you go back in time. It’s actually – from a metaphysical standpoint, it’s more accurate to
say that time goes backwards rather than forwards.
LINDA: Oh.
ADAMUS: You’re here as a totally realized ascended being. You’re not even here on Earth.
You’re in your own sovereign realm, and it always has been. Now you’re going back to experience what
it was like to get there. So time, actually, in a true sense of the word, moves backwards. It just appears
that you’re moving – it feels like you’re moving forward in time trying to reach some goal or destiny.
You’re already there. It’s already done. And Kuthumi is the one that first brought that up to
Shaumbra many years ago. He said, “You’re already enlightened. Now let yourself experience how you
got there.” So that’s somewhat what we’re doing here.
We’re going into the advanced metaphysics of the nature of reality, of time and space. That’s
why I’m calling this “Time Traveling: Metaphysics of the Soul,” because now you begin to understand
from nonlinear terms and understanding what’s actually going on.
 It’s a bit mind-blowing if you don’t have the basis of what so many of you have – your work that
you’ve done in this lifetime, your pursuit, your searching for your answers, ultimately for your
Realization. I didn’t want to talk about any of this prior to true wisdom coming in because without the
wisdom, it would be like giving a child a very potent tool. And the child would have fun with it, but
probably blow himself or the world up with it. So now that we’re at this point of true wisdom and balance
in your life, now we can go into some of these advanced physics.
LINDA: Wonderful.
ADAMUS: Yeah. So here we are. Here we are.
LINDA: So that’s a compliment! It’s a compliment.
ADAMUS: Well, sure. I don’t often give compliments, but yes, it is (Linda chuckles). But thank
you for pointing that out.
Now, it’s taken years and years of so much work, so much releasing, so much searching to get to
this point where we can talk – casually, kind of – talk about the true nature of time and space and how it’s
really actually circular or spirally, I guess you would say, rather than linear.
Linear, you’ve gotten used to, it’s very comfortable. Every morning you get up and get dressed
and hop on the linear train going through life, and you get through the day very linear. And then at night
you sleep a little bit and you rest, and then get on the linear train again the next day. But you start to
realize now, especially as much as the world is changing, that it doesn’t have to be linear anymore.
It’s confusing at first, disorienting to the body. That’s why it’s so important to do this now,
rather than, let’s say, ten years ago.
I’m often asked by Shaumbra, they wonder, “Why did you wait till now to bring this up?” Well,
you weren’t quite ready. But you’re ready now to understand the very circular nature of what used to be
linear. You’re ready to understand that the past is not the past, and the future is something that could have
already happened. It’s confusing to the body, and it’s very easy then for the body to go into kind of
almost a rejection mode. The body is very linear. The body has its extreme programming to stay in a
linear state of being. So it would have been overwhelming to the physical.
But now you’re at the point where even your body is changing. You’re integrating your light
body. You have a much higher degree of wisdom, and the body can adjust. It can get off of the typical
circadian rhythms that it has. You’ve got a mind clock, and you have rhythms of your body that have
been in place for hundreds and hundreds of thousands of years, and now we get away from that. It’s a
little bit confusing to the body and the mind. The mind.
Your mind is going to try to grasp some of the things we talk about, and it’s not going to be able
to, and that’s okay. When you get to that point, take a deep breath. Get out of the mind. Stop trying to
grasp it with your intellect. Let yourself feel it. Let yourself feel it. The mind might scream and say, “No,
we have to figure all this out. It’s dangerous if we don’t understand all of it.” But actually, you’ll learn to
open up your true sensual nature where you can feel it, and then later on your mind can begin to adjust
and to understand it.
 But all that being said, the very first thing we’re going to do, and we’ll keep doing throughout
this discussion, is to be in Presence. To be in Presence.
Presence
To be in Presence is to take a deep breath and to feel yourself right here and now. To take a deep
breath and acknowledge your Presence, “I Am Here. I Am Here.” And you don’t have to try to figure out
where “here” is. It’s just, “I Am Here. I Am in my Presence.”
In the past, they’ve talked about the Now moment, which is also kind of accurate. I prefer
“Presence,” because it’s not just about the human being here now – I mean, that’s good, to be grounded,
to be in your body, to be present – but really, Presence is so much more than just Now. Presence is the
past. Presence is the future. Presence is the Now. So I ask you to be in Presence. Be here. Be here. You
know, so often, humans are out of their body. If you can see energy – some of you can – you realize
they’re a couple of feet out of their body. Their feet start at their knees and they go up. Sometimes they’re
very shifted out of their body, just a little bit of, you could say, their energy body in their physical body.
They’re not in Presence at all. They’re off somewhere else. And, no, they’re not out in time, out in the
future or the past. They’re in kind of a no-zone.
They’re nowhere. They’re just floating in nowhere. Why do they do that? Well, because
sometimes – well, a lot of times – human life can be painful – physically painful, emotionally painful.
You don’t want to deal with issues and problems, so you go out of your body. You go into this no-zone,
where you’re not thinking, you’re not feeling anymore, you’re becoming very neutralized. But that’s not
necessarily good. You’re not having sensual experiences. Oftentimes, when people are given these
antidepression medications – we’ve talked about it many times before – that’s where it puts them, in a no-
zone. And when they take these medications, you don’t see the energy imprint in their body or even in
their thoughts, because they’ve gone to the no-zone, where they’re just not feeling. They’re not
experiencing. And, you know, some of you say, “Well, I’ve got to go there. I’ve got to get away from the
everyday reality,” but actually quite the opposite. You want to be in Presence. You know, when you’re in
Presence, when you’re in this present moment, there’s more energy coming into your body, and it’s going
to hurt less.
That’s right. I know initially the energy surge feels painful, but when it’s flowing appropriately
in your body, there’s less pain. Your energy is much more efficient. You’re more aware. You’re more
sensual.
You’re more alive.
You know, when you’re not in your body, it’s like having holes in a bucket. There are energy
leaks.
The energy is just leaking right out. Therefore, you’re going to feel tired. You’re going to feel
depressed.
You’re going to feel kind of gray about things, and I know people do that almost intentionally,
because they don’t want to have to feel so much. They don’t. But the beauty is that if you understand that
the past is changeable, and instead of carrying around burdens of the past, you now start realizing that the
past is changeable – it is whatever you choose it to be – you’re no longer carrying around those huge
weights on your shoulder and your back and being remorseful about things that have happened in the past
and wondering why you’ve done so many bad things. Suddenly, you realize, “I can change that. I can
absolutely change it.” And that gives you even more reason to be in Presence. In Presence.
So, take a deep breath and feel into your body.
Take a deep breath and feel into this present moment right here. In this moment it contains the
past and the future.
There is actually really no such thing as the past or future. It’s all right here. We use the term,
you use the term “past” and “future” to help define what you think has previously occurred, whether it’s
in your own life or whether it’s in history. And we use the term “future” to think about and contemplate
your own potentials. But actually, it’s all right here. And this isn’t some sort of science fiction mumbo
jumbo or necessarily even quantum physics. It goes beyond quantum physics, because it’s all occurring or
it’s all in the present moment.
Now, many people say, “Well, the past, present, future is occurring simultaneously.” Yes and no,
but it is all happening in the present moment. It’s not like everything you’ve ever done is all occurring at
the same time, because then you’re acknowledging that you’re limited in time. But everything is in the
present moment regardless of time.
Let’s take a deep breath. I’m going to be coming back to this with each and every experience.
Take a deep breath into your Presence, “I Am Here.”
Take a good deep breath into your body, “I Am Here.” Even if your head hurts, your body hurts,
even if you’re having one of those days, that’s all the more reason to take a good deep breath and be right
here in this moment.
We’ll be doing this – coming into Presence – before each and every experience that we go out
into. And it’s so important to be able to feel your Presence, to be able to be in your Presence, because
each and every experience that we have – any time you do any time traveling – you never leave. You
never leave.
We’re not going to, like, strap some device on you, like a headband, and blast you off into the
past or the future. One of the most important points about time traveling is you don’t go anywhere. It
comes to you.
And if you’re not in your Presence, if you’re not here, if you’re not allowing your awareness,
you’re going to miss the whole experience of time traveling, you see, because it all comes to you. The
past will come to you. When we do an experience from something that happened during a traumatic time
early in your life, it’s going to come to you. We don’t need to go back there on some linear railroad track
into the past.
It’s all right here, and it comes to you. Same with the future. It comes to you.
So that’s the reason and the importance of being in your Presence. “I Am Here.” It’s also the safe
space. You see, when you try to project yourself out there somewhere – you say you’re going to project
yourself 20 years into the future – you’re leaving your Presence. You are leaving your base station. You
are leaving your safe space. Now, you shot yourself out there into some territory that’s not really yours or
your safe space. You’ve shot yourself out there, and you can get lost out there. It’s no longer your
sovereign domain. So, it’s so important to take that deep breath, “I Am Here in my Presence,” and all
time traveling is occurring right here.
I know it’s sexy to think we’re going to project ourselves off into the past or the future, and it’s a
lot more fun than staying right here, you know, because right here is, eh, here, everyday life. But you start
to realize it is all right here. All of your past, all of your future, it is right here. Oh, and don’t worry about
the others. Don’t worry about other people. Don’t worry about, well, you know, if it’s all in your
Presence, what about all the others? Don’t worry about that.
It’s all about you right now.
You’re the main character in a book, a really good book. And, yes, it does involve other
characters at times, but you’re the main character. It’s all about you. It’s all about how you want that book
to be written or revised or changed. It’s all about you.
So, take a good deep breath, “I Am Here.” Good.
Circularity
Now, let’s imagine for a moment. You know dreams – you have dreams while you’re awake;
you have dreams while you’re asleep – but you have dreams.
And in your dreams, let’s say, your nocturnal dreams that you’re having, your night dreams, it’s
sometimes very confusing. You’re going off to places, having these dreams. A lot of times it’s about
things you worry about in everyday life. Sometimes it’s really strange dreams. Every one of those dreams
is in your Presence and every one of them is relating to something that you would say is in the past or the
future. Not a lot of dreams are about the “right now.” Your “worry dreams” are the easiest ones to
remember. Your “worry dreams” – “How am I going to handle a certain situation?” But most of the
dreams are occurrences from the past or the future. And you say, “Well, but I’m not dressed in the
clothing of 2,000 years ago when I have certain dreams” or “I’m not in some type of futuristic clothing or
surroundings.” Your mind doesn’t know how to interpret that. Your mind doesn’t understand,
intentionally.
Intentionally. It was designed that way. It doesn’t understand, so what it does is it grabs symbols
from your current life. It grabs the symbols and tries to put them together and convey them or
communicate them to you in symbols that you understand. But, in a way, it doesn’t really work, because
you don’t understand. You wonder what that dream was about.
But in that dream, you’re literally – parts of you are – in the past bringing it in or in the future.
Your dreams – your life, everything – are circular, not linear. You could be dreaming
simultaneously about something from a past life, as well as something in the future at the same time. And
this is where it gets kind of confusing and where the mind, over a long period of time, hasn’t really
adapted well. It’s stayed kind of in the same modality. It hasn’t advanced itself. It is starting to now. But,
you know, so it uses old symbols and old ways of conveying messages. But, in fact, your dreams are
circular. They’re taking place in a variety of different, you could say, “times,” whether the past or the
future, and, therefore, it leads to the conclusion that you’re circular also. You think that you’re linear,
that, you know, you have a birthdate and it’s going to be your birthday pretty soon, and then there’s
Christmas or Hannukah or any of the rest of those.
You’re very oriented to a very linear life, and it’s kind of comfortable and understandable living
that way.
But, in fact, it’s all very circular. It’s all very circular. Imagine for a moment, a line, linear. And
you go through, you go on that line experiencing things, and you say they happened at a certain date, in a
certain progression, and you even argue for it saying, “Well, what I learned ten years ago I built on, and
it’s now serving me. So, therefore, it has to be linear,” but it’s not. It’s actually very, very circular.
Another way of looking at it. Let’s take that line, your life line, and let’s make it go all the way
back into past lives. Let’s make it go all the way into the future, future lives that maybe have been lived
already, but I don’t want to get too confusing. Now let’s take that line and let’s take a deep breath and
release it from the gravitational forces that have kept it in a linear line. You just release it. Poof! What
you have now is all these glittery little sparkles, no longer organized and aligned, but kind of almost in a
big, beautiful, unlimited circle. They’re little sparkles, every one representing an experience that you had,
an experience you could have had, an experience that you might have or will have in the future.
Now you’ve got all these sparkles in this circle, and you’re in the center of it. You’re that big
sparkle right in the middle of that beautiful globe, that sphere with all these sparkles in it, and you’re right
in the middle. You know, like when they do on a map sometimes, “You are here,” with an arrow pointing
to a certain point. It’s the same thing. You are here right in the center. Time is not linear. When you really
feel into this circular, all these little dots that are glowing, every one representing an experience that you
have, when you start feeling into it, you realize that it doesn’t need to be linear. You realize that some of
the future has already occurred. Some of the past is actually going to be in your future. And whatever it is
– past or future – it can all change. All change.
You’re the one that changes it. You’re the one that is empowered in this lifetime to be the one
that facilitates the change. It’s not that you go in and change details. What you do is you change your
perception and your desires. And then all these little sparkles start to reorganize in different ways.
Their colors change. They’re glowing with joy. So, understand that your dreams, your past, your
future, it’s no longer on a linear line, and you can access, you can have the sensual experience of the
future and of the past all right now.
Take a deep breath with that. It’s advanced metaphysics. It’s a little mind-blowing, but I know
you’ll love it, because it releases you from the pull of gravity into a limited reality, and now you’re free.
You’re free.
Your Soul Circle
Let’s take this into an experience right now. We’ll have a little music to go with it. Let’s take it
into an experience. I call this the Soul Circle. I’ve done it before in Keahak and some of our other
gatherings, but it’s so relevant right now that I want to do it again. It’s called the Soul Circle.
 (music begins)
Take a good deep breath in your Presence, “I Am Here.”
Remember that dot right in the center. “I Am Here.”
And now imagine all of your past lives sitting on the outside of a circle, all of them. You’ve had
in the neighborhood of 1,000 past lives. And then future lifetimes.
It gets interesting, because for the vast majority of you now, this is going to be your last linear
lifetime on the planet. And you say you’re never coming back, but you could. But you won’t do it through
the birthing process; you won’t do it the typical way. You’ll just appear.
Maybe it’s a lifetime, maybe it’s just a moment, doesn’t matter, but let’s invite the future self
into the circle as well.
So here you are surrounded by all the past lifetimes and what could be the future, and you’re in
the center.
You’re the designated ascendee of all these lifetimes, whether they’ve already happened or not.
You’re the chosen one of your soul, that it would occur in this lifetime. You’re the one that’s
facilitating, leading all these changes, bringing together all the past lives.
This is what your soul has chosen, you in this lifetime, to be this gatherer of all your past and
your future, and here you sit with them. Look around.
Now, maybe you won’t see faces. Maybe they won’t be dressed in the clothing that they were in
in that lifetime. It doesn’t matter. Let yourself really sense and feel all these past lifetimes.
(pause)
Take a good deep breath.
They have chosen you to make this quantum leap off of that linear track.
You see, they’re still on it. They’re still on that linear track. They’re still in the old past lifetime
mode. But they’ve chosen you to say, “Now, let’s release all that.”
You see, what happens is that now even the past is changeable.
Even the past is changeable.
As you feel around the circle, you feel into all these past lives, previously, you would have
thought, “Well, that lifetime is done and over with. What happened, happened to it.” But it’s not. As you
release yourself from the linear nature of reality, you’re releasing them.
(pause)
Take a deep breath and feel around the circle. We’re going to be visiting some of them in our
upcoming experiences.
 Some of them had big karma. Some of them carried great burdens, terrible outcomes to some of
the lifetimes that you’ve had. Lifetimes even when you died young as a child, lifetimes where you were
killed by some dreaded disease that was going around, and lifetimes where you were lonely, sad,
destitute. None of these is sealed. None of these lifetimes is sealed, and it can all change.
It changes when these lifetimes – past or future – when they feel a light, when they feel what is
your consciousness, you in the center of the circle.
They might perceive it as being visited by a grand angelic being. They just might perceive it like
a flash of cosmic consciousness in their life. But they feel something, and it’s you.
You could say it’s you from the future visiting them in the past. But it’s all actually occurring
right here in the Presence.
The very work you’ve done on yourself, the very work you’ve done in the other realms – if some
of you are Realm Workers – now comes to play, comes to be. And through you, through your light, it can
start changing the outcome of the past. And can you imagine, can you imagine the profound effect that
takes place when what was a past life, what was a past life is suddenly changing. It’s transforming.
Imagine for a moment that it’s all a great book. Every past life is a chapter. It’s all a great book,
but every chapter can be rewritten. Every chapter can be changed. Every chapter can have multiple modes
to it.
In other words, let’s say you take a lifetime that happened 800 years ago. You were a peasant
and had a small family, a wife or a husband that basically was chosen for you – you didn’t choose it out
of love – and you had a couple children. You worked hard for the nobles. And then one day you were
killed by a wild animal that got out of control. Boom! That was it. That was it. No more.
Now, you could argue that this is history, this is locked in place and what’s done is done. But
not. Not really. And to make it more interesting, there could be multiple versions of a lifetime. You can
have gone through that linear life being killed then by a wild animal, and simultaneously you could have
had that same lifetime where you weren’t killed by the animal, that you lived to be relatively old. You had
a relatively good life. That lifetime could also change where it never incarnated 800 years ago into a
peasant family, where instead you incarnated someplace else in the world, into a different environment.
You weren’t a peasant, you were a landowner.
You see, right now it’s all changeable. It’s all changeable, as is your life right now. And can you
imagine the implications when chapter 12 of this grand book of your lifetimes suddenly starts morphing
and changing? And at minimum, it changes its attitude about that lifetime.
Let’s say, the lifetime that you had where you were killed by the wild animal, you were a
peasant, you were never truly happy, always hungry. The perspective, the wisdom about that lifetime can
change. Instead of carrying anger and resentment about that lifetime, it suddenly starts changing. That
lifetime starts realizing some of the grand wisdom of the soul, and in realizing and having wisdom,
perspective that is possible because of the light that you’re sharing right now, it changes the perspective,
and it can change the lifetime. That lifetime can become multiple, multidimensional experiences.
 That chapter of the book starts rewriting itself, and it creates perhaps subchapters. It changes the
ending of the story or, let’s say, maybe the ending even stays the same – it was killed by a wild animal –
but the perspective changes, and all the time this character from the past life is actually laughing about it.
That character knows it was time to end that lifetime, because why would it want to go on? It was a
peasant, wasn’t happy, hungry all the time, and what a great way to go, being killed by a wild animal.
So, the perspective is changed. Instead of anger and anguish and sadness and bitterness that then
can possibly spill over into another lifetime or many lifetimes, now there’s humor. “Eh, I chose to be
killed by a wild animal. What a way to go. After an un-wild life, after a really boring, tedious life, what a
great way to go.”
So, it all starts changing, and it’s changing because you’re in the middle. You’re sitting in the
middle of this circle, your soul’s designated ascendee.
You say, “Well, I never volunteered for this job. Didn’t volunteer to be here in the center.” Yes,
actually, you didn’t volunteer. You demanded it. You asked for it, and here you are.
Oh, and then I hear some of you saying, “But I’m in the center of the circle and I’m pretty
messed up myself, and I have my doubts and I’m weak, and I need to keep working on myself.”
You wouldn’t be here in the center of that Soul Circle if you weren’t ready. Let that other stuff
go. You’re just hearing voices and noises of what was once the past. Let that go. You’re here for a reason.
And you know what the beauty of it is? You don’t have to work at it. It’s just about
acknowledging your Presence – “I Am Here in the center of the circle” – and then letting your light flow
out. Letting it flow out to each and every one of these past lifetimes that were stuck in their story, that had
thought their story was unchangeable. They lived; they died.
Let your light flow out, and they’re going to feel it.
And then let their light shine back to you. Let it come back to you in your Presence.
And as it does, feel what this is like. See, you’re no longer bound by them either, by their karma,
by their past, by their lineage.
You know, I’ve always said that past lives, you’re not just, like, a progression of one lifetime
after the other.
You’re not the result of your past lives at all. They’re kind of like soul cousins. They’re
expressions of the soul, but they’re really not you, so you become free as well.
You don’t have to live out or act out their karma.
You don’t have to carry the burden of their lifetime, their bad choices. There might have been
one really bad apple in there in one of the lifetimes as you go around the circle, one that was just terrible,
awful, despicable. It’s not you. And even that despicable lifetime, it can change.
And, you see, you’re not trying to force a change. All you’re doing is shining the light from the
center. And when they feel it, they can make the choice to change.
 Can you imagine, from the point of quantum metaphysics, what happens now when past lives
start changing? When they start rewriting the chapters of their lifetime for what they actually really want
to experience? When they start changing not only their perspective, but actually the storyline? And, yes,
it’s completely possible that instead of dying at the age of 27, they could live to be 50 or 100.
You’re not forcing it on them. It’s up to them. But imagine for a moment, just feel it from the
center of your Soul Circle surrounded by your lifetimes, imagine for a moment the implications of what
happens when the past is no longer bound to the linear line, when it’s free of the gravitational forces of
duality and linearity, and it can change.
Feel around the Soul Circle into all those lifetimes.
Now go a level deeper. Feel into their potentials.
(pause)
As your light shines upon them into their potentials, their transformations, you start realizing that
story, their stories aren’t sealed. How does that change you? I mean, you, total you, you in this lifetime.
How does that change you as part of the Soul Circle?
Don’t race ahead of me here, please. You’re wondering, “Well, how is this going to change the
planet?” Let’s talk about you right now. Feel into it for a moment.
If they can change a lifetime because a light came to them and they saw a different potential, if
there is no longer that linear track, it’s all circular and they can change, how does that change everything?
How does that change you in this lifetime? And even more than that, are you bold enough in this
lifetime to let those changes come? To imagine yourself off of this linear track, burdened by the past,
which creates almost a fear about the future; can you imagine right now if you allow this quantum level of
change simply by sharing your light?
(pause)
When you or a past lifetime is on this very linear track – “Yesterday was yesterday, not
changeable” – when you take that quantum leap in understanding and realize it’s very changeable,
suddenly a tremendous amount of potentials open up. Potentials for those lifetimes, different things to
choose to do.
No longer limited to that linear track.
Imagine your lifetime right now, no longer bound by the past, now able to choose whatever
potentials you want.
And a funny thing happens. As you feel into your own potentials for this lifetime, it has kind of a
reverberating effect on your past lives. Because you’re feeling into new potentials, they feel into new
potentials. And when they feel into new potentials to change that lifetime, you feel even more free than
ever before, and it just kind of cascades. You’re allowing yourself to get off that linear track. You’re
allowing yourself to realize greater potentials. They are as well. And suddenly, what was the past
changes.
 Remember you actually aren’t going forward into the future from this point. Remember that, in a
way, it’s all been done. You are an Ascended Master in your sovereign being, and now just going back
and feeling what it was like to get there. And you can change the storyline any time you want – any time
you want.
Take a deep breath with that. I know the mind is arguing and saying, “Well, but what about
this?” Let’s go beyond that. Let’s go beyond that doubt and the limitation of the mind.
Understand that you’re already there. Now, how do you want the stories to be written? How do
you want to get there?
Let’s take a good deep breath in the Presence, in the transformation of all these lifetimes in your
Soul Circle. None of them wanted to be stuck in energy.
None of them wanted to have terrifying experiences.
None of them wanted to be left in the darkness.
Maybe they went through that experience to see how dark it was, to see what terror felt like, but
none of them wanted to be stuck in that. None of them wanted their story of that lifetime to have the last
paragraph in the story saying they died with a dark and crappy life. None of them. So it can change right
now. That’s where you take a deep breath and you don’t really even think about it, and you just allow all
those changes. Looking around your Soul Circle, all those past lifetimes, shining the light of your
consciousness that you know how to shine onto them, and then it changes everything.
That’s freedom.
Some have asked me in the past, “What does it take to be a sovereign Master?” I say, releasing
the past and the future. Not being bound by stories you think are written and sealed. Not being bound by
the past, even the past in this lifetime.
Yes, this lifetime. Tough one. This was a tough lifetime in so many ways, because you knew
something big was coming. You wondered if you were ready, and you thought maybe you were making it
up. And you worried about it, and you wondered more. And you did some crazy stuff in this lifetime,
some things that maybe you’re not so proud of, things you did to other people, bad decisions, struggling
on your hands and knees, suffering like a bad dog.
But you know what? Even that can change. It really can. And it’s not just being delusional.
There’s a difference between being delusional and allowing.
Allowing says, “I set myself free from the past,” if nothing else, from the perception of what
happened.
But actually, you can literally change the past. Take a deep breath and feel into that. Some of you
are still carrying very heavy burdens from this lifetime. You can let those stories change right now. Just
as you’ve let the stories of your past lives change, you can let those stories change.
This, my dear friends, is the metaphysics of time traveling. Letting stories change. Letting
outcomes change.
 We’re going to be going and visiting some of what you would call the past, to give you a feeling
of what they’re going through right now. Not so you can go back and try to change it for them, but I just
want you to feel how it’s actually really not in the past.
As I said when I first opened up, parts of your past haven’t occurred yet, and parts of the future
are already done. It’s happened.
It’s all happening together, and it’s happening with you in the center of the circle.
Your desire, your choice, your tenacity to be here right now as the designated ascendee of all
your lifetimes. Let your light shine out to each and every one of them.
Let’s take a good deep breath. We’ll come back for more Time Traveling: Metaphysics of the
Soul, but right now, a deep breath, feeling into your entire Soul Circle.
With that, I Am Adamus of St. Germain.

LINDA: Continue with that good deep breath, feeling into you. So much here to feel into, open
up to and release.
Take that good deep breath, the breath of life.
Breathe with Presence, allowing it all to be here.
Take that good deep breath, and now it’s time for a break for you. So take care of you. Do some
good deep breathing. Get some hydration, and we’ll be back for more Time Traveling.

2 – INTO THE FUTURE

LINDA: We’re back. I hope you took good care of
yourself, and we’re ready for some more Time Traveling.
So, with that, let’s take the good deep breath, that
breath of life.
Let the energies flow with each breath, breathing
into you that deep, conscious breath. Deep,
conscious breath.
Take the good deep breath, opening up to Adamus
and what he has to share with us.
This very special experience is here. Breathe it in.
Breathe in Adamus. He’s here with every breath, always.
Take that good deep breath.
Breathe for you, as we begin, opening to all that you are. ADAMUS: I Am that I Am, Adamus of St.
Germain.
A while back, our dear friend, Tobias, made a
statement, a beautiful statement, that kind of
touched many Shaumbra around the world. He said,
“The future is the past healed.”
That’s a profound statement. It means that once you
let go of the wounds and the old perception of the
past, once you let go of the judgment and the way of
looking at the past with a negative or a critical eye,
that frees you. And when you free yourself, it frees
the future. You free up potentials. See, normally,
you’re going on this linear track. Yesterday is going
to be like the day before it and tomorrow is going to
be like yesterday, and you just kind of keep going,
waiting for something to happen, waiting for some
divine intervention, waiting for some outside force to
change the habits and the patterns. But otherwise,
most people just keep on going along the same. Their
future is dictated by their past. Most people.
Tobias said that the future is the past healed, let
go. The past let out of its little painful box, its little
misery state of being. And it’s not done because of
counseling the past. It’s simply done by allowing the
past and then releasing it.
You see, when you release what is your past or your
future, what you’re really doing is bringing all those memories and all those wounds and stuck energy
and all that crap, and you’re bringing it right to the
altar of your soul. Then you’re saying, “All right, I’ve
had enough of perceiving my life like I have been. No
more. I give unto you, my soul. I give it to you. I’m
ready now to turn it over to wisdom.” And the soul
finally takes a deep breath and almost laughs and says
“Finally!” You see, because the soul won’t interfere.
If you want to have the perception that life is difficult
and you’re lacking in abundance and things are awful,
it’ll let you live that way. It’s not going to interfere,
because why? It has compassion. It’s the observer. It’s
going to let you go through the experience.
But when you come to the point of saying, “No more.
I’m going to take all this stuff that I can’t seem to
deal with and I’m just going to plop it right down at
the altar of the soul and give it to my soul now – give
it up – and let the soul now turn all of that crap into
wisdom,” then it does. Then it does.
So, it’s “The future is the past healed.” I have a little
bit different way of stating that, of course. I say that
“The future is the past illuminated.”
The future is the past illuminated. When your
light from your Presence right now is allowed to
shine upon the past and the future; when your
consciousness is given to radiance upon everything
that’s every happened to you, upon all those past
lives in your soul circle and this lifetime; when that light is allowed to shine, that changes not just the
future, but the past. So actually, more accurately
you could say the past and the future are changed
by the illumination.
The future is the past illuminated. The past is the
future illuminated. It’s all about illumination, about
letting the light shine. It’s really that simple, that
easy. And if you think to yourself, “Well, I’m not really
sure how to shine my light,” it’s already shining. It’s
already shining. All of your consciousness, everything
about you is already radiating. You don’t have to
flip a switch. You don’t have to force anything. You
don’t have to hold your breath or do ceremonies. It’s
already shining. You already know. Now let yourself
realize, “I am allowing my light to shine upon every
part of myself, upon my past, my future, right now.”
That changes everything. I mean, everything. It
allows the stories to rewrite themselves. It allows you
to go from reincarnation to reinvention. It happens at
serious quantum physics levels, metaphysical levels,
to where indeed the past changes, and it affects
everything. Everything.
You know, one would argue that, well, “If you change
the past, doesn’t it actually change everything?”
Well, yeah, duh! (Adamus chuckles) Now, if you
start thinking about the whole world, that’s another
thing. We’ll talk about that at some point. But right
now, just the work you’re doing right here in this
very simple little Cloud Class of yours is changing all of that. Yes, the book is being rewritten, and it
might even get a new title. It will stay with the same
leading character – you.
Could you imagine now – some of you are pretty
good writers – writing a science fiction/New Thought/
spiritual book? You know, you’ve all read some really
good books that changed your life. Imagine writing
one now about you in your Presence right now letting
your light shine, and then all these stories, all these
past lives all start changing. And then coming to the
big climax at the end of the book, how suddenly you
find yourself in your sovereignty, in your ascended
status, and suddenly you’re there. Everything is
integrated. There are no past lives or future lives.
None of that. You are just there in total beingness
bathing in your own wisdom, and you say, “Oh,
this is actually not the last chapter of the book. It
was the first chapter, and the last chapter. I Am
Here. Everything now has been brought to light and
wisdom.” What a great book. What a great movie.
Twelve Minutes into the Future
So, with that, I’d like to start in with our first regular
time traveling experience. I call this the “Twelve
Minutes into the Future” experience. We’re going to
go 12 minutes into the future. We start by taking a
deep breath right now in Presence. Right now, in Presence.
Take a deep breath. Feel yourself. You’re here. It’s
okay to be here.
You know, you say, “Oh, but my body hurts” or “I’m
tired.” Yep. Be aware of that. But also, be aware in
what you might not have otherwise realized was
that right here also is your light body, you could
say, from the future, but it’s right here. Also, is the
resolution to all these stuck energies that have been
holding you back and all the persistent, annoying
questions that come into the mind and all the self
doubt. But beyond that is that true Self that’s not
carrying those burdens.
So, yeah, be present so you can feel not only if you’re
tired or aggravated or whatever it happens to be, so
you can feel that, but then it allows you to feel all
these other things as well.
So, let’s take a deep breath together, as we begin
this experience.
Here you are in your Presence, and what we’re going
to do is go 12 minutes into the future.
(music begins)
Just a simple 12 minutes, pretty easy. That’s not
going too far. And, of course, it all starts with letting
it come to you. You don’t go out there 12 minutes from now, because
then you’re out of Presence. You let it come to you.
Take a deep breath and feel into that.
(pause)
Now, it’s not too hard to imagine 12 minutes from now.
You let it come to you and observe.
(pause)
It’s not trying to figure out, “What am I going to
be like in 12 minutes?” It’s just feeling into it and
sensing it.
You might not see anything. That’s not the point.
It’s letting it come to you and just feeling into it,
sensing it.
(pause)
You’re not trying to determine what it’s going to be
like, how it should be. You’re simply letting it come to
you. You, about 10 minutes from now.
Take a deep breath and let it come to you.
(pause)
It should feel pretty familiar, because, oh, it’s just a
few minutes off into the future.
(pause) Avoid trying to be logical about it, trying to evaluate
it. Just observe, feel and sense.
(pause)
Be aware that your light, your consciousness is
radiating, shining, and let it come to you.
(pause)
See, you’re at the center of the circle, surrounded
by all these lights representing all the experiences
of the past and the future, and that one light
representing 12 minutes into the future comes to
you. Slowly approaches you. It comes to you as you
radiate your light.
(pause)
And remember that even if you don’t think you’re
getting anything, you are, but at a level not quite yet
registering in the mind. But it will.
But you should definitely be able to feel and to
sense. Even if it feels blank, let yourself sense and
feel into this.
(pause)
Let it come to you.
Just observe.
(longer pause) Let yourself feel it.
(long pause)
Let yourself feel whatever you’re feeling. Even if it’s
distractions of the mind, wondering what you’re going
to cook for dinner. It doesn’t matter. Let it come.
We’re not trying to filter out anything here.
(longer pause)
Keep breathing. We’re in no rush here.
(longer pause)
Take a deep breath and feel.
(long pause)
Let it come to you. Let your light shine.
(pause)
As you observe, just observe whatever you’re
feeling or getting. Then let yourself open up that
observation, to observe in a more expanded way.
(pause)
Observe not just the obvious, but what’s laying just
beyond your state of awareness.
Take a deep breath and open your observation.
(longer pause)
Keep breathing and letting it come to you. (long pause)
Just feeling and observing. Feeling and observing.
(very long pause)
No agenda. Not trying to do anything. Just observing.
(longer pause)
Just observing now what’s about one minute into
the future. Eleven minutes have passed, and in just
a moment you’re going to meeting yourself from
the future.
(pause)
(music ends)
Okay, let’s take a good, deep breath. Feel into
your Presence.
Good, deep breath. Okay.
Twelve minutes into the future, and suddenly your
Presence meets your self along the way, meets the
future. Suddenly, they’re together, like right now,
12 minutes later. You just met yourself in time
traveling, and this happens all the time. It’s just
that you haven’t been aware of it. You’re constantly
going back into, whether it’s the past or the future,
constantly meeting yourself.
Again, imagining that there is this circle with all of
the experiences of all the different lifetimes, but it’s not sectioned off into past life or future life. They’re
just dots of light, each representing an experience
that you’ve had, and you’re in the center. And when
you allow it to come to you, it’s there, and suddenly,
you’re meeting yourself. You’re there in your own
past, in your own future, and your light is shining.
It’s happening constantly. It’s happened all the way
along, ever since you were a young child, meeting
yourself along the way, what you would call your
future, but it was really your Self in Presence. You were
meeting it. And, again, the mind doesn’t know how
to comprehend it or understand it, so oftentimes, it
ignores it. But sometimes it comes along in sleep, while
you’re sleeping and you’re dreaming about it. Other
times, you have that kind of opening, that conscious
insight into, “Something just happened. I felt some
grand being come and visit me” or “I even felt myself
from the future.” It’s happening all the time, and
right now it’s happening more than ever because of
everything that’s happening at a soul level, all of the
past lives being called back, being called back together.
It’s happening a lot, and you’re in the center of all this.
Reviewing the Experience
So, what did you feel? What did you feel?
Well, it’s going to range from, “I didn’t feel a damn
thing, Adamus. I fell asleep.” That’s fine. Just allow yourself to feel whatever it is. But maybe you were
feeling relaxed finally, maybe relaxed so you could just
kind of what you think is falling asleep. But you didn’t.
You were just in a slightly altered state.
Maybe you felt that there was just nothing, nothing,
nothing, and that’s fine. But as you become more and
more aware, you’ll realize there is something. It’s
just been kind of pushed off onto the side. It’s been
shielded. There’s a lot going on out there, and maybe
the mind doesn’t understand it, but these are things
that you can feel and sense.
You might have gotten distracted. The mind suddenly
fills in the void, the quiet and everything else, and
starts wondering about paying bills or who you’re going
to meet next week or some projects that you haven’t
finished. I swear sometimes that humans don’t finish
jobs or tasks that they have just so it gives their mind
something to think about, because the mind loves
thinking about unfinished business. You might have
started thinking about that, which is pretty natural,
because that’s what the mind does, “I’ve got to work on
this; I’ve got to work on that.” But if you allow yourself
to just allow those thoughts and feelings but then open
up to the next levels, you’ll start to realize that there’s a
lot more there.
Some of you started feeling, realizing, “You know,
myself in the future just 12 minutes away is a lot more
relaxed and a lot more, oh, just aware and conscious. It’s not as frantic as the me in the past. It’s not
trying
to figure everything out.”
And a lot of you might have thought, “I’ve already
done this before. Have I taken this class? Maybe
Adamus talked about it in a Shoud or another
workshop, because I’ve already done this before. I’ve
gone, you know, into the future 12 minutes.” No, we
haven’t done this before, unless you were in one of
the live workshops. Most of you weren’t. You haven’t
done it before. But because it’s in the future and
we’re playing with that right now, it feels like you’ve
done this before. Because it was already there as a
potential, when you feel into it, it feels familiar. It
feels like, “Geez, I’ve done this.”
Every one of the potentials in what you would call the
future, or the past that hasn’t been experienced yet,
feels like that. A lot of familiarity, a lot of, “I’ve been
here before.” Maybe even that feeling of déjà vu –
we’ve done this before – because it’s all part of your
overall soul experience.
Some of you may have felt a sense of maybe fear.
Fear about what you were going to be like, even
though it’s only 12 minutes from now; a feeling
of anxiety, “What if there is no 12 minutes from
now? What if I die right in the middle of this damn
merabh?” That would be sad, but I wasn’t going to
let you do that. A fear of – generally – a fear of the
future, an anxiety about the future, and there’s a lot of that. Not with everybody, but there’s a lot of that,
“What’s going to happen? What didn’t I prepare for?
What do I need to be afraid of? What’s coming up?”
And you start living like that, and you start living
then small and not opening up to all the potentials
that are there for you. Not only that, but then
isolating yourself even from the past, because maybe
the past – you don’t perceive it as being that good.
So suddenly, you shut down, shut down, shut down,
shut down, and suddenly, you’re just living from day
to day, most days being the same, but at least you
know how to deal with it. It’s the devil that you know.
There’s no need to fear the future at all. It’s all
yours. It’s all what you, as the designated ascendee,
feel it and choose it to be. The future isn’t like a
scary forest that you have to go into late at night
wondering what’s going to eat you alive. The future
isn’t worrying about “What’s the planet going to be
like in five years or ten years? What am I going to
be doing? Am I going to be sick? Am I going to be
destitute? Am I going to be all alone? Am I going to
have dementia?” These are fear thoughts, and they’re
not really about the future. They’re about your
emotions, they’re about your perception; they have
nothing at all to do about a real future.
Some of you are real worriers – not warrior, worriers.
You worry about everything that’s going to happen
next. And has it ever occurred to you that generally
none of that happens? You worry needlessly. If you’re really to go into your future and feel it, bypassing
the anxiety, the stress and everything else and
feel it, it’s an absolutely beautiful garden designed
specifically for you. It’s an absolutely beautiful series
of experiences in your life, if you open up to them,
if you allow your light from right now – not your
worry, but your light – to be there. You cast it upon
what you call your future. It’s not really the future.
It’s just the next experience that you have, and your
experiences don’t need to be ones of suffering. They
don’t need to be ones of anxiety. They can be ones of
true joy and freedom.
So, we did that brief little experience, 12 minutes
into the future. It wasn’t too tough. It’s easy to come
back from there. And one of the big points is you’re
constantly meeting yourself along the way in your
past and your future, constantly meeting yourself.
And, as you’re aware of that now, you’ll also be
aware of how you can shine your light into all of that
and it makes a profound difference. The past can be
reinvented, the future can hold all new potentials,
and you don’t have to do a damn thing other than to
be in your Presence and let your light shine.
This is one of the main tenets of the metaphysics
where we’re going now. No longer being afraid of
the future or thinking it’s just on some linear path
or thinking that you have to overcome things about
yourself or be smarter or do more ceremony or
more prayer or anything like that. It all changes now. It all changes. You are free to roam about
your reality, shining your light and watching how
everything changes.
We’ll come back for some more experiences, but
right now take some time to really feel into what you
just did. Walk around a little bit. Feel into it. Not to
think it, but feel into it. And if you think that nothing
happened, walk around a little bit. Get your body
moving a bit and you’ll suddenly start to realize a lot
more happened than what you thought you felt.
With that, I Am Adamus of St. Germain.
We’ll be back for more Time Traveling: The
Metaphysics of the Soul. Thank you.
LINDA: Take that good deep breath, feeling into this
future experience, what it meant to you. Just feel into
it. Something so new, in a way. Breathe it in. Let it be.
Take the good deep breath. Adamus reminds us
to walk around, feel into it, take care of you. And
remember, especially, to hydrate for you.
So take some good, deep, conscious breaths, letting
yourself really feel into that experience you just had
and be with it. And we’ll be back for more.
Thank you and take that good deep breath.
3 – FROM HISTORY TO WISDOM
LINDA: So, we’re back, and with that, we’re back for
more Adamus. So that means we’re going to start
out again with that deep and conscious breath, that
breath of life. Let the energies flow.
Really allow yourself to breathe deeply, that deep
breath, that deep breath.
Breathe the “I Am Here, I Exist.”
Take the good deep breath, opening to the highest
potentials for you.
Adamus is here. Breathe him in. He’s here with
every breath.
So, take that good deep breath. Be in that space
of allowing. Breathe and feel.
Flow and breathe in love of Self.
ADAMUS: I Am that I Am, Adamus of St. Germain.
Welcome back and welcome back to your Presence.
Take a good deep breath, and we’re going to be doing
another experience, a little bit different than the other
ones we’re going to be doing. But right now, just take
a deep breath and be in Presence for this moment.
There are some interesting and rather popular
misconceptions out there that have been around for a
while. One of them is this whole Unified Energy Field.
It’s talked a lot about in some of the metaphysical
books and even some of the channelings, this big,
Unified Energy Field where everybody goes to grab
their energy. They stand in line with their little bucket
waiting for kind of the ladle of energy to be poured
into their bucket and them to take it back to their
lives. There’s no such thing.
You have an energy field. It’s yours; it’s all yours. It
doesn’t belong to anybody else. It’s limitless, as best
could be conceived. It’s always there. It’s ready to
serve you. It’s waiting. It doesn’t have any force. It’s
all yours. It’s not unified with anybody else’s. There’s
no great, big ocean in the sky filled with energy that
everybody sucks off of or into. It’s all yours. That one, in particular, has always really bothered
me – the Unified Energy Field. I understand how
they got there. They just didn’t realize it doesn’t
belong to everybody. It’s yours and yours alone. Once
people start understanding that it’s their sovereign
energy, it’ll change the whole outlook for the planet
ultimately. It’s your energy.
The other one that’s a very popular misconception is
the Akashic Records.
LINDA: Ooh.
ADAMUS: The Akashic Records, yes, and it’s one that,
again, I find a little bit annoying and also, well, it
just kind of makes me want to take a shower. There’s
talk about this big Akashic Record somewhere off
in the sky and everything is stored there; all the
information about anything that’s ever happened,
about you and about all the others. It’s a great, big
record. Could you imagine having to share that with
everybody else?
LINDA: No, and why?
ADAMUS: You know, your stuff is in there. Their stuff
is in there.
LINDA: Why?
ADAMUS: And how can you tell what’s yours and
what’s theirs? And it’s this great, big Akashic thing
that got…LINDA: Who created it?
ADAMUS: Humans.
LINDA: Why?
ADAMUS: It’s the misconception that God knows
everything.
LINDA: Ohh.
ADAMUS: God has a great, big database.
LINDA: So, is God the Akashic Record?
ADAMUS: It’s yours. It’s your Akashic Record. It’s a
record of, well, I’ll get into in just a moment.
LINDA: Can I say I don’t have one?
ADAMUS: You have one (Linda sighs).
Now, what you also have that is maybe not yours
personal, see, you probably have, like, almost
a bigger record of your human life in databases
all around the world (Linda laughs). They collect
information. They know which websites you’ve been
to. Oh, yeah. Oh, yeah (Linda sighs). And, mm hmm,
a little shopping? A lot of shopping? They know when
you’ve been peeking into other people’s lives, and
it’s all on record now. Every email, every website you
visit, all your social media interactions, all your police
records, everything. There’s probably more to worry about with your
human record that’s in the databases on the Internet
than there is about any Akashic Record.
The Akasha
The Akasha – Akasha is the proper name for it – the
Akasha comes from the Sanskrit word meaning “air.”
LINDA: Ah.
ADAMUS: It’s in the air, meaning that you, your
history and your future, are in the air. And the
Akasha isn’t just about your past. It’s not like
some long criminal rap sheet all about you. It’s
also your future, the future that you may not
yet have experienced. But it’s there, and it’s all
yours. Nobody else’s Akasha is mixed in with your
Akasha. Nobody else’s rap sheet is in with yours.
It’s all yours, and it’s very personal. Nobody can
peek into it. They try. You know, again, a psychic
reading, they’re going to go into your Akasha. But
they really can’t. It’s yours. It’s just there for you.
You’re the only one that can go into your Akasha. It
has a secret code. You’re the only one that can ever
go there. It’s all yours.
We’re going to go there …
LINDA: Ooh.
ADAMUS: … in this time traveling experience. We’re
going to go there in just a moment.
There are some very interesting dynamics about the
Akasha, and I’m going to ask you, in particular, to
really feel into those. I’m going to ask to just sense
it with your light, not trying to come up with facts
and figures or anything like that, but just to sense
it. And then it’ll have kind of a surprise for you while
we’re in there.
So, let’s begin into the Akasha.
LINDA: Wow.
ADAMUS: Into the Akasha.
Into the Akasha
Again, there’s probably more of a record of you on
this planet right now in the digital files than anything
else. Oh, yeah, they know you. Yep. Watching you
through security cameras and everything else, and all
intermingled with everybody else’s. But the Akasha is
very sacred.
(music begins)
It’s just yours. It’s part of the soul.
It’s part of the soul, and it’s vast, this Akasha.
It’s things from this lifetime. But, you know, it’s not data. The Akasha doesn’t store data. It’s all
feelings, experiences.
Let the Akasha come to you in your Presence right now.
The funny thing is it’s always there. You don’t really
even have to ask it to come in, but let yourself feel it,
your Akasha, your history.
It’s a history of feelings and senses, not data. You
could decipher the data through the feelings, through
the beauty of the experiences. But let’s say you had
an experience recently.
You were watching a beautiful sunset, a stunning
beautiful sunset, and you were relaxed. You weren’t
worried about all the noise of everyday human
life, and just for that fleeting moment you felt to
yourself, “It really feels good to be here. I know life
is tough at times, but it feels really good to be here,
particularly watching the beauty of a sunset.” That’s
in the Akasha.
It’s not about the data. It’s not talking about the
temperature of the outdoor air or what time of the
day it was, or how you were feeling, whether you
were hungry or not. It’s not about the location.
It’s just the feeling, the experience of watching a
beautiful sunset and being happy that you’re here.
Let the Akasha come to you.
It’s timeless. Everything that you’ve experienced in this lifetime, in
your other lifetimes, it’s all there.
It’s some of those tough moments where you had a
really bad day. You were sick, and you got a letter
in the email from the tax collector. You just lost your
job. Oh, that’s in the Akasha, but not as data points;
as feelings, as experiences. In this case, probably not
so pleasant. It’s there though.
Imagine how vast and expansive the Akasha is as
part of your soul, but how vast it is, if it’s holding
all those experiences. And only yours. Only yours,
for a reason.
Let’s take a deep breath now and let yourself feel into
the Akasha.
It’s not some great, big mass consciousness record
of everything. That’d be a shame if it was. What,
some big Borg-ish thing up in the sky tracking
everything – talk about Big Brother, that’s Big
Mother – keeping track of every little thing, peering
into every part of your life, knowing all the details.
No, it’s not like that. The Akasha is all yours.
Feel it now. Wander around a little bit. It’s just
feelings, senses.
(pause)
And they’re not organized by dates or times. There’s
no filing system whatsoever, which to some of you, that’d really bother you. You want to know “How is
it organized? Are the lifetimes in different boxes?”
No. There’s no organization to it. Some would call
it chaotic, but it’s really not. It’s just kind of like
bubbles of experience floating around in there.
Some are going to attract you more than others.
Some are bigger experiences, more feeling and more
senses. It’s all there.
Let yourself feel that.
(pause)
You can almost sense some of them just buzzing
around, just going from one place to the next. The
next one just hanging out, being cool.
Another one of those experiences in the Akasha
trying to hide, trying to find a dark corner, but there
are none. Trying to hide out of shame.
Another experience, oh, an experience of love.
Hm. Those are in the Akasha. Falling in love,
sharing love with another. Those are some of the
great moments.
Oh, and then the counterpart, having your lover walk
out on you, cheat on you. Having your lover tell you
that they just don’t care about you anymore. Well, it’s
the flip side of love. It’s the agony, heart wrenching
agony. That’s all in there. You don’t have to know when it was. You could
decipher it if you wanted, but it’s kind of a waste of
time. It’s more about just feeling into all of this that’s
in the Akasha.
Getting beat up when you were a young child, beat
up by your schoolmates, or ridiculed by friends – pfff!
– devastating for a young person.
Scolded by your parents. That’s a pretty big one, has
a lot of feeling to it.
Or accepting an award for something that you did
that was courageous, bold, helped other people.
That’s all in there.
Giving birth to a child. There’s a lot of feeling in that.
I mean, not just the physical sensation, but bringing
a child into the world. That’s in there.
That and all the experiences of the past lives also.
It’s vast. It’s vast. There’s a lot of movement in there,
a lot of color, a tremendous amount of sensuality.
Feel into it. Let it come to you.
(longer pause)
It’s your history. It’s this book. The analogy that I
keep talking about, the book. But, again, not the
details, just the feelings, the realizations, the senses.
It’s all in there. (pause)
It’s not like a computer hard drive that records and
stores a lot of data, but without any feeling. It’s just
the opposite. No data, all feeling.
(pause)
The Akasha really doesn’t care about all the data,
the day you were born, what your name was in that
lifetime. Again, it’s in there. You can find it through
the feelings, but it’s not the important part. It’s not
linear. It’s not chronological. It’s not organized by
date or significance. It’s just there.
Let yourself feel it. What you’re feeling here, what
you’re sensing is the timeless nature, the timeless
nature of your soul. That’s why it’s not organized or
stamped with a date and a time.
I wanted to do this experience with you because I
wanted you to also sense timelessness as we’re doing
time traveling.
Timelessness. Into your Akasha. The soul’s
remembrance.
Sometimes you go here not even knowing you go here.
But sometimes, let’s say, you’re writing something,
you want to pull up a feeling. Or you’re creating some
music, you want to pull up a feeling or you’re having an
experience and you want to relate it to something that
you’ve done before. This is where you come. Sometimes you come here while listening to music in
kind of a melancholy kind of way, just to feel into the
past, to feel into your feelings.
(pause)
It’s all right here.
(pause)
And each and every experience has a very unique kind
of a fingerprint, very unique to itself. You might have
had similar experiences, but in the Akasha, every one
is unique.
Making love. That’s here in the Akasha, and it’s not
about the other person. It’s about what you felt.
Laughing with a group of friends sitting around one
night. That’s in the Akasha. Not the friends, but the
feeling of what it was like to experience that – the
laughter, the joy, the camaraderie.
Having a parent or a loved one go through death. That’s all
in here, the feeling of it. They’re not in here – the departed
one, they’re not in your Akasha – but your feeling about it,
your awareness, your senses about it is in here.
(pause)
Feelings that you’ve had that you just can’t take it
anymore. You come to a point in life you just can’t take
it. Frustrated, not knowing where to turn next and just
can’t take it anymore. That’s in here. (pause)
Feelings of doing something, an accomplishment,
creating something, making something – whether
it’s a simple craft, whether it’s starting a business,
whether it’s taking an organization, working with the
people and accomplishing things – that’s all in here.
Not the other people, but your feelings.
It’s kind of like walking down memory lane. It’s all
in here.
(pause)
Let yourself feel it for a moment.
There’s nothing to fear. These feelings aren’t going to
try to grab you and drag you down. They’re just there.
(pause)
Now, it would lead one to stop for a moment, to take
pause and say, “Well, what’s the purpose here? Why
do we have an Akasha? What’s the purpose? Do we
have to store all the memories? Can they ever be lost?
Is that why we have to store them? We’ve got this
great, big Akasha.” I mean, you know, 500 lifetimes
ago it wasn’t so big, but now it’s huge. You had to
add on to the Akasha to make room for everything.
It’s huge. What’s the purpose? What’ll ever be done?
Where do you go with this? Is it just the soul needs to
record everything, remember everything? Now, here’s the key. The Akasha is holding
everything, storing everything that’s unresolved.
Waiting, just waiting. It’s a huge storage place for all
the unresolved experiences in all of your lifetimes.
It’s all right here.
Waiting for what? Well, not the second coming of
Jesus. Jesus would be so disappointed. No, it’s
waiting for one thing.
It’s waiting for you to let go, to turn it over to wisdom.
Once it’s turned over to wisdom, it goes to a very
special place called the Naos – Naos – N-a-o-s.
That’s where, you see, every experience that you’ve
ever had that’s unfinished, unresolved, you’re still
dreaming about it on many different layers and
levels, trying to find resolution, even if it’s something
that happened a long time ago. If it hasn’t been
released to wisdom, it stays in the Akasha, just
floating around, hanging out.
Even a lot of your past lives, they haven’t released
a lot. They’re still hanging on to the stories and the
feelings and everything else. But once you’re ready
to give it unto your soul for distilling into wisdom,
it goes then into the Naos. It is the pool of pure
wisdom. It’s all part of your soul.
So, you have all these experiences in the Akasha. You
can feel into any time you want. Travel there, I mean,
have it come to you, shine your light. And when the past lives, when you are ready and you turn it over to
the soul, it transforms it. The story ends.
Even the record of it in the Akasha ends. There’s
no need for it anymore. It’s distilled into pure, pure
wisdom and brought to the Naos.
Now, for so very, very long the wisdom wasn’t really
available to you, to the human. It was there, but in
a way, you could say the human was choosing not to
tap into it.
The human was still engaged in all the games and all
the experience and maybe simply ignored it. But in
recent years, that wisdom has become available.
You, the human, can now use that wisdom. Tap into
it. It’s pure. It’s all yours. Doesn’t belong to anybody
else. You don’t need to pay for it. It’s right there
whenever you’re ready.
Now, let’s go back to the Akasha, all these stories,
all these feelings that are floating around. Let
yourself feel what it’s like now to just take some of
the things from your lifetime. Take one traumatic
event from your lifetime. I mean, you’ve had some.
One traumatic event. Something that still seems to
haunt you and torment you at times. Take that one
event, just feel into it. Maybe it happened when you
were young.
(pause) Now, take that event and release it. Let it go.
All the story behind it, all of your perceptions or
misperceptions about it. Take that and hand it over to
the soul.
Then just feel for a moment what happens. Just
feel it. Turn that traumatic event over, give it to the
soul, and let it do its wisdomizing. And feel it as it
happens now.
(pause)
That’s right, you let go now. You’ve been holding on
to it. You wanted to try to figure it out. You wanted to
try to have some sort of logical resolution to it. You
kept on coming back into the Akasha just reliving it
and reliving it in your mind, and it just stayed there.
But watch as you turn it over now.
(pause)
And as the soul brings it to wisdom, it puts it in the
Naos, this pool of pure wisdom.
It doesn’t need details. It doesn’t need to remember
that it was a traumatic event in your life. It needs
none of that. It just brings it to the wisdom.
It doesn’t need to feel like a hurt little child
anymore. It doesn’t need to feel wounded. It’s been
brought to wisdom.
(pause) Timeless wisdom now that can go back to every past
lifetime, that can come into your life.
You see, now let’s go back to the Akasha. All these
experiences just almost waiting, waiting – heh, lined
up – waiting for you to release it to wisdom. That’s
the purpose of the Akasha. It’s a holding place for
unresolved issues.
Issues, even like the issue of – it’s not an issue –
but the experience of love that you might have held
on to because you want to go back there and feel
it again. Even that’s waiting. That’s waiting to be
brought to wisdom.
Ofttimes, you hold back things, because you’re
feeling guilty. You’re feeling that you haven’t figured
it out yet in your brain, or you need to hold on to
a beautiful experience like watching the sunset,
because you might need to run back there at some
point when you’re having a bad day and think and
feel back into that beautiful sunset to get you through
the day.
Every one of these things is just waiting – waiting
for Naos.
Feel into this beautiful, beautiful process right
now – transforming from feelings, memories – and
what that’s like now to turn that over to allow the
soul to bring it to wisdom. Patiently. The soul has
been waiting patiently, and when you let it go, it goes into this beautiful – I describe it as kind of a warm
golden drop of pure wisdom, into the Naos.
You have all these other things in the Akasha waiting.
The Akasha’s not some great, big database that
remembers details. It’s simply your stories and your
issues, the things you’re still holding on to, things
your past lives are holding on to. But now it comes
the time to let those go.
And you might think, “Oh, well, then I have no
memory. No remembrance. Nothing to think back on.”
No. It’s not like that at all. What you have is the
wisdom, and with the wisdom, you don’t have to
worry about the details. You don’t have to worry
about going back and trying to retrieve some memory
of a beautiful experience or even hold on to a bad
experience, trying to figure it out.
No, it’s not like you’re stripped of all the memories.
They’re just now in wisdom.
Let’s take a deep breath together as you let the
Akasha and the Naos come to you.
Oh, yeah. I can feel – I can feel you. You’re thinking,
“I have a lot of letting go to do.”
And the excitement, the eagerness about, “You mean
I can just turn this over to my soul so it can bring
it to wisdom? It’s that easy?” The answer is yes, if
you’re willing, if you’re ready. You don’t even have to know what the experience was. It’s just about
turning
it over.
You, as the human, were not meant to carry all these
burdens and to be saddled with dark memories. It
wasn’t meant to be that way, but that’s the way
you’ve done it. Now you can turn it over.
You, as the human, were meant to be here in
experience. It was meant to always turn these
experiences over to the soul to bring to wisdom, and
that wisdom then being gifted back to you.
The Akasha is just a big, big storage building filled
with unresolved issues, stories, memories. But isn’t it
time to let those go now?
The Akasha is a timeless place. It’s a waiting room.
A big, big, big waiting room just waiting for you to
let go.
Let’s take a deep breath together.
It’s up to you now and ultimately you and your past
lives. Are you willing to let these old things go? Are
you willing to clean house in the Akasha?
I already know the answer. It’s yes. It’s “Yes, well,
how do I do that, Adamus?” You take a deep breath
right now.
You take a deep breath and let it go. There’s nothing
to hold on to. You don’t lose your identity. You don’t lose your sense of self. You gain in this. You gain
the
I Am that I Am.
Let’s take a deep breath into the Akasha and into
the Naos.
Yes, this is part of time traveling, because all of your
experiences, all your feelings are somewhere in time.
Now is the time to release them.
Good, deep breath. Good, deep breath.
(pause)
Release the expectations of what you think time
traveling is. I think perhaps you’re starting to get the
point now. It’s not about hopping in a little machine
and going back 75 years or going forward 20 years.
It’s about going back into your Self.
Let’s take a good deep breath.
With that, I’d like you to really spend some time with
this before moving on to the next session. A day, a
week. I’d like you to spend some time with this. This
is a turning point.
With that, I Am Adamus of St. Germain. Thank you.
LINDA: Take the good deep breath in honor of
yourself, each of us. Breathe and feel. Take the good deep breath, honoring Self. That good,
deep breath of life.
So much more to know. Just keep breathing and
allow this experience to continue.
Thank you. We’ll be back.

4 – INTO THE PAST

LINDA: Welcome back to Time Traveling. We’ve got
some great experiences coming.
GEOFF: We do, and we’ve gone through a number
of really good sessions. That last one, oh, it really
touched me, and I’m trying to channel and it was so
big. And I’m trying to feel into it, but I’ve got to, you
know, focus on Adamus and the channeling. But that
whole discussion about the Akasha, about the Naos,
Naos – I forgot. He spelled it out.
LINDA: Naos (pronounced “Nay-ahs”).
GEOFF: Naos.
LINDA: Yeah.
GEOFF: That was huge. I mean, it took me a little bit
to recover from that. But we’re back. We are going to go into some experiences, as Linda said. So just
a few reminders before we do. Remember that you
have 90 days to go back and watch the material. I
know sometimes people panic, “Oh, I don’t know if I
got it” or “I fell asleep” or whatever. You have plenty
of time to go back and review, to re-experience it.
You’ve got text transcripts and just the audio only,
if you want to listen while you’re walking along the
beach or through a snowbank.
LINDA: Just don’t drive a car.
GEOFF: Just don’t drive a car. That’s good advice
(Linda softly chuckles). So, we’re about to get back
at it, so make sure you’re relaxed, you’re hydrating,
you’re breathing, and more than anything you’re just
letting it sink in.
LINDA: And, truly, make sure that you’re
comfortable. You know, if you’re not comfortable, it’s
pretty hard to relax.
GEOFF: Absolutely, and to also avoid distractions. And
we found over the years that, you know, right when
you’re getting into the deepest part or into that real
mood of it, you know, there seems to be a distraction.
LINDA: That’s when it shows up, a magnet.
GEOFF: It’s almost like flies to a light or a magnet,
it shows up. But don’t worry about it. Take a deep
breath. It’s just there’s so much light and so much
intensity, it seems to attract outside commotion. Don’t worry about it. Take a deep breath and just get
back into it. So, we’ve learned to do that here.
LINDA: Yes, we have!
GEOFF: We’ve had our share of distractions – right in
the middle of a beautiful Shoud merabh, a helicopter
right overhead – and there’s not much you can do
about that other than just take a deep breath.
LINDA: That’s it. That’s it.
GEOFF: Okay, how about some breathing going in,
and then we’ll bring in Adamus.
LINDA: So, with that, let’s start with that breath of
Presence. Just take that good deep breath, opening
to all the potentials. Just breathe at your own pace,
but let it be a deep breath, feeling the energies.
They’re all there, and they’re just your energies.
Take that good deep breath. Really feel it,
that good deep breath, opening to the highest
potentials, each of us.
Take the good deep breath. Adamus is here, as
always, with every step, with every breath. So,
breathe him in. He is here for us.
Take that good deep breath.
ADAMUS: I Am that I proudly Am, Adamus of St. Germain. Welcome back to Time Traveling, and as
Cauldre
and Linda just mentioned, we’re going to be going
into some experiences over these next few sessions.
We’re going to be doing the actual time traveling.
Time Traveling Guidelines
Remember what we’ve talked about before, the setup
for this, the guidelines, and the important ones really
to remember here are, number one: Presence.
Step 1 – Be in Presence
Be in Presence. Some people call it the Now
moment, but it’s taking the deep breath, “I Am
Here. I’m not out of my body. I’m not off somewhere
else. I Am Here.” And in this Presence is the past
and the future and now. It’s all here. And it’s
not actually organized in a linear fashion, as I’ve
talked repeatedly about. It’s all there, and every
experience is like a bright little light shining. Every
experience. It’s not on a linear track. It’s just there
in your circle, in your Presence.
You could say, you might have a little sparkle of an
experience from a lifetime here and from the same
lifetime, a sparkle over there. They don’t have to be
even interconnected. They’re just beautiful experiences. And, as we talked about in our last session, there
is
thing called the Akasha. It’s all of your experiences
you’ve ever had. Not details, but the feelings, the
sensuality of every experience, and these are waiting
for you to let them go to wisdom. Oftentimes, you
hang on to them, and I know you say, “Well, no.
I’m not hanging on.” But if they’re still there, you’re
hanging on, for whatever reason. And there’s nothing
wrong with that. You still have them in your orbit.
They’re still a part of you, even if it’s part of your
past life.
But there comes a point where you say, “No more.
I’m done. I’m ready to release it. I don’t need to be
lingering in that experience anymore. I don’t need to
have it in my orbit. I need to kind of clean my house.”
So you give it up to the divine, to your Akasha and
you say, “I’m ready to let this go.” It’s not about
forgetting it. It’s not about denial. It’s saying, “I no
longer need to cling to it. I’m ready to release it.” And
you release it then to wisdom. To wisdom. It goes
into that part of the Akasha that I called the Naos –
the Naos.
It’s where all these beautiful experiences, all the
memories, they’re brought to wisdom. And that
wisdom then flows back right down to you. So it’s like
you’re releasing up to the Akasha into the Naos, and
then the wisdom flows back to you. It’s a beautiful,
beautiful cycle. It’s the divine coming into your life.
It’s all the wisdom of everything you’ve ever done. You get to the point too in the future, in this lifetime;
you get to the point where you don’t have all these
lingering experiences – whether they’re good or bad –
they’re not just waiting for hundreds, thousands,
tens of thousands of years for the wisdomizing. It
happens almost immediately, and it clears what I call
your orbit. Those things that are constantly circling
around you – the memories, the traumas, the joys,
everything else – it clears that. And in that clarity,
that’s where you really get to know, to feel and to be
the divine being that you are.
So, it starts with Presence, being in the Presence.
You take a good deep breath, “I Am Here. There’s
no reason not to be. Where else would I want to be,
other than right here. I Am Here,” in your body, in
your beingness.
Step 2 – Let it Come to You
Then in time traveling, the next step, take a deep
breath in your Presence, and you let it come to you.
You let it come to you. You stay right there in your
Presence, right on the throne of your divine Self, and
you choose to let it come to you. We’ll experience
that in just a moment. You don’t go out hunting for
it. You’d get lost out there. Even though you’d say,
“Well, it’s my own realm, it’s my own experiences,
it’s my own Akasha,” that Akasha is pretty big, pretty
expansive. You’d get lost out there. So, you let it come to you. Matter of fact, that’s one
of the keys to life – you let it come to you – whether
it’s opportunities, whether it’s people, other people
coming into your life, whether it’s remembrances,
whatever it is, your divinity. You always let it come
to you. Don’t go out there to try to find your divine
nature, your angelic self. You let it come right to you.
That’s what energy does. It serves you. It comes to
you. It doesn’t want you going out there. In a way of
speaking, there really is no “out there.” It’s all right
here anyway, so just stay here and let it come to you.
It’s pretty simple stuff. Pretty simple, I would say,
dear Linda.
LINDA: Very clear.
ADAMUS: Yeah, very clear. Yeah. Humans tend to
make it so complex. Pretty clear. Yeah.
Step 3 – Shine Your Light
Next, in time traveling, then it’s letting your light
shine. Letting your light shine. You’re not trying to
change the past. It will change because of your light,
potentially. You’re not trying to change it. You’re not
trying to heal it.
You know, healing is kind of a fallacy. Healing is a
little bit false, is what I’m saying. You don’t heal
others. They can only allow the healing of themselves,
and even then, it’s not a healing. What people call a healing is just changing perspective. You’ve had a lot
of bad stuff happen to you, and you have wounds.
But the moment you change the perspective, then it
allows that experience to change its story. To change
its story. When light is shed on an old story, an old
wound, it can change its story on its own.
So, the whole idea of “We have to heal,” which
you can’t really do for another, or you have to heal
yourself, well, then you get so immersed in the
counseling and you get more into the problem than
you do of releasing the problem. So, people go into,
“I’m going to go heal myself,” and then they find
themselves immersed in all their bad stuff and their
negativity and their guilt and their shame, and it’s not
healing at all. Now it’s even stickier than ever before.
So, you simply bring your light. What is your light?
It’s your divinity. It is your consciousness. It is
your radiance. You just bring that to whatever past
or future, and it lights up the room, so to speak.
It lights up the potentials so that story can see a
different ending, if it chooses. And ultimately, it will,
because no story wants to be stuck. No experience
you’ve ever had wants to be stuck. It’s all waiting
for something. Well, you know what that’s like, even
in this lifetime. Even in this lifetime, you’ve waited
for something to come along to make a change.
And then you get into procrastination, you never
do anything, you’re just waiting, waiting. And what
happens is when the light shines, when that angelic being, that pure angelic being from another realm
comes to visit you and bring you the light, that’s
when changes begin.
But remember that it’s always you. This angelic being
or even if you think they’re aliens or something else,
it’s always you from the past or the future coming
to visit, coming to bring you light. When you’ve
had these experiences as a child or in your darkest
moments, suddenly there’s an angelic being with
tremendous compassion, with tremendous light, not
even saying anything. You think maybe you hear
words, but that angelic being is not saying anything.
What you’re hearing is the best part of yourself, of
your divinity. You’re not really hearing words, but
the human perceives it that way. You’re feeling and
sensing the light.
So, you come to your Presence. You let everything
come to you – past, future, whatever – when you’re
out journeying, and then you bring the light.
Step 4 – Open the Senses
Now, finally – finally is the feelings, is the senses.
There’s a desire that you go into this, and you see
something, you hear something; you’re given dates,
if we’re going into a past or future life and it’s all
neatly organized in a nice linear, human mental way.
It doesn’t happen that way. Eventually, it comes about to that. As the mind adapts to your new level
of consciousness, as you open the pathways from
that part of the brain that’s been shut down, that
can actually access into the other realms, you’ll
get it on a mental level. But don’t expect that right
away, because right away it’s pure feelings, pure
sensuality. And it’s a little difficult to do, because the
human mind wants to jump in and attach words to it
or pictures or you want to hear things or whatever.
That’s all right, but then we go beyond that.
Let me give you an example. Imagine for a
moment. Imagine a candle. A candle against a dark
background. No background, but just a candle.
Feel into that for a moment. You can even let yourself
see it, the candle, its width, its height, its color, and
its flame. It has a flame going.
Imagine that for a moment. Pretty easy. You’ve all
seen candles before, and you know that it has certain
characteristics, physical qualities to it. And then it has
this thing called heat, if you put your hand directly
above it.
Now, take a moment and let the wax part, let that
wax part of the candle just disappear. The flame is
still there, but let it disappear.
The flame is still flickering.
(pause)
And now let the flame disappear into the dark
background. So, no physical candle, no flame. But yet
it’s still there. There’s a feeling there.
The mind is satisfied because it just saw something.
And now the visual goes away. But if you feel into it,
it’s still there, right?
You don’t have to see it. It’s still there. You can sense it.
You see, even something like a candle has a feeling to
it. It has, you could say, a vibrational quality to it. And
even in the total darkness, you can still feel it. It has
kind of a unique resonance, like its own fingerprint.
(pause)
And then now bring back the flame into the visual,
into your mind’s eye.
Bring back the candle, the wax part with the wick in it.
Ah, yes! It feels a little better, doesn’t it, to actually
see it.
Now take a deep breath and let both the flame and
the candle go away into the darkness.
It’s still there. You don’t need to see it with your
eyes. The feeling, the sense of that candle, its
energetic qualities are still there.
That’s what happens when we go out or let time
traveling come to us. You don’t have to see everything. Just know that it’s there. The physical
attributes have kind of slid out of the human vision, but
they’re still there. They’re in your knowingness. They’re
in that, what you would call, intuition. It’s always there.
So, when we go out doing this time traveling, you don’t
have to get pictures. You might, and that’s fine, but
we’re even going to go beyond those pictures into the
feeling of the moment.
Some of the feelings might be strong. Some you may
feel they’re foggy or confused. But that’s okay, because
even if you don’t get it in the moment that we’re doing
these experiences, later it comes to you. It’s still out
there. We just did the experience. It’s one of these little
shining lights, and it’s still there. And what happens is
it’s kind of going through a process of coming into this
reality and eventually being understood by the mind.
The mind has to catch up right now, and it will.
The mind catches up and it begins to understand
things that were not previously in its database, not
previously understood. Through this portion of the
mind that is now beginning to open up, it starts to
gently piece things together. So, you’ll begin to have
more clarity, maybe in the days or weeks to come,
about what you experienced.
If you’re feeling you’re not getting anything, just
remember you are, but you’re not yet aware of it
on a human mental level. Go back a month from now – go back through that experience, through
these recording sessions – and do it again. You’ll be
surprised how now it seems to come to the surface.
It’s kind of like something underwater. You look into
the water, but it’s so far down you can’t see it, but
it’s there. And what happens is it starts coming up
now from beneath the water, up towards the surface,
and it becomes more clear and clearer. That’s kind
of what this is like. Don’t expect the typical mental
reaction or understanding. A whole different way of
perceiving and feeling and sensing starts coming to
you, and then you get it. Then you suddenly get it,
that you don’t have this need to have to define it with
the eyes or the ears.
A long time ago at one of the early Shouds, I talked
about sans definition – without definition. The
mind likes everything defined, and it uses qualia or
association to try to define things even that it doesn’t
quite understand, and it loves that. But you can go
beyond definition. And when you do, when you let
yourself go beyond definition, it starts opening all
that intuition, that knowingness that’s already there.
Remember what I said in one of our first sessions.
You already know. Now let yourself remember that
you already know.
So, in these experiences remember: be in Presence;
let it come to you; shine your light – you’re not
trying to heal anything, but the light itself will cause change; and then finally, let yourself feel into it.
Don’t
worry about not knowing the year in which something
happened or what your name was in a past life or
what you looked like. That’ll come later. Let yourself
feel into it.
So, I think we’re ready to begin. A little warmup
here getting all the energies ready. So let’s begin our
experience. We’re going to be going into the past,
into the past.
Into the Past
We’re going to be doing a journey into several
different experiences one after the other. We’ll just
take a little breather in between before going to the
next one. And remember, we’re not rushing.
Take a deep breath into your Presence.
(music begins)
Your past is here in the Presence. It’s right here.
Take a good deep breath into your Presence.
Isn’t it great? You don’t have to go out searching for
something. You don’t have to go along some timeline
500 or 1,000 years ago. It comes to you. And in this
case, we’re going to have – remember that circle of
your past lives sitting all around you, you’re in the
center? They’re still there. Take a deep breath and let the most prominent
lifetime, the most prominent lifetime from your past
lives now come to you.
Now, maybe there’s a bunch of them in the circle that
are saying, “I’m the most prominent! I’m the most
prominent!” But there’s one, the most prominent.
I know you’re asking me, “Well, what does that
mean?” Eh, see. Just take a deep breath. It’ll come to
you. The most prominent lifetime.
(pause)
The most important. Maybe you had a leadership
role. Maybe you were royalty. Maybe you were a
warrior leader, but the most prominent. Let that come
to you now. Just in the silence, in the quiet, let it
come to you.
(longer pause)
Take a deep breath.
And now that lifetime is here in the forefront, coming
into your awareness. And, again, try to avoid having
to define it. Just feel into it.
Oh, you’ve had approximately 1,000 lifetimes, and
some were not so big. Some you spent that lifetime
just mucking the stalls, working the fields for
somebody else, sweeping the streets. But this is the
most prominent of all. Now, some of you are afraid to be, well, bold here,
“Could I really have been this character?” Just let it
come to you.
(pause)
Maybe a great teacher or writer. Maybe a leader
of a community or an entire nation. Just let that
prominent lifetime come to you. And feel it.
It’s fine if images are going through your head. Don’t
lock onto them though. Just feel into the essence of
that prominent lifetime.
(longer pause)
What does it feel like?
What kind of feelings, senses does it bring to you?
(pause)
This lifetime could have been one that was, well, well
known, prominent, big in its time. It’s okay to let
yourself feel that.
Maybe you were an explorer, an adventurer, a guru of
a type, but feel into it.
(pause)
Remember to keep breathing.
Keep going into the feeling. Even if there’s visuals
and they seem to be a little confusing, that’s okay. The mind is trying to jump in here, but that’s fine. Go
beyond that.
Remember like the candle in the darkness, it’s really
there? Go beyond that into the real feelings of this
lifetime, what you would say is maybe your most
famous lifetime.
And now shine your light. Let it shine upon this
prominent lifetime.
(pause)
With compassion, just letting your light shine.
(pause)
You know, there’s something about these, what I call,
bigshot lifetimes. They’re wonderful. You’re famous,
powerful, probably wealthy.
They’re great. But, you know, actually they cause
more wounds and karma than the lifetime you had
mucking manure out of a barn. Well, because there
was such high intensity, high energy, dealing with
others. There were those trying to push you out
of power, you trying to defend your – whatever it
happened to be. There’s probably more karma with
these, but they’re wonderful lifetimes.
Let’s say you were an explorer. How exciting to go
to far-off lands, but there was always adventure,
intrigue, mystery, danger. You were leading others with you on these explorations, meeting new cultures
and civilizations.
Oh, it’s a very memorable lifetime, but it brings a lot
of karma afterwards, a lot of wondering if you misused
your power. Wondering why, after that lifetime, you
didn’t go to even a more prominent lifetime, but
probably found yourself in a pretty quiet lifetime.
A lot of times that whole intrigue of prominence,
power, fame has a way of pulling you away further
from your soul. That’s okay. The soul’s always there
waiting, but there was a regret that you didn’t follow
your spirit, your heart. You were off on adventures,
building empires and kingdoms.
So, the point is even a prominent lifetime needs light,
a lot of light. So let it shine. Let it shine.
(longer pause)
You know, as a result of a lifetime like this, at some
level you make a decision saying, “I’ll never do
that again. It was fun, but, oh, I misused power.
I harmed others. I’ll never do that again.” And
you then withdrew, you sunk into yourself. You
had many, many quiet lifetimes, hidden lifetimes,
regretting what you did, and said, “I’ll never return
to that again.”
But sometimes it went a little too far, meaning
you never let yourself shine again, afraid of that
prominence and power and fame and everything else. You had some big lifetimes, big lifetimes. This is
just
one of them. It needs your light. It wants your light
right now.
It doesn’t matter, by the way, what year it was, how
long ago. It doesn’t matter if you were masculine,
feminine. None of those things. We’re not trying
to find specific dates here. We’re going back into
experiences of the soul.
Take a deep breath and let your light shine upon
this prominent, the most prominent, famous lifetime
you’ve ever had.
And then, if you come back, if you do this experience
again, feel into how that lifetime is changing in that
lifetime. Even though you’d say, “Well, it’s history. It’s
done and said,” no, it’s not.
Something happened in your prominent lifetime.
Suddenly, a light came into its life. Suddenly,
something caused it to shift. So, when you come back
again into this experience, let yourself feel that.
Let’s take a deep breath before we go into our next
experience. Take a good deep breath.
A good, deep breath into your Presence.
Isn’t it nice that you don’t have to try to get the
details? That’ll come later, but dates and names and
what country you were in, any of that. You’re feeling
into it. It’s really the way life should be lived. You feel into it first, then you get the details, the small
stuff.
But it’s kind of like an inverted pyramid. The big stuff,
the senses, the feelings. Then it all fills in.
Let’s take a deep breath before letting the next
lifetime come in.
(pause)
From the circle of your soul, from all the lifetimes
gathered around you, now let the most religious
lifetime come forth. The most religious or spiritual.
The one that had the most devotion to a God.
The one that may have been in a monastery, a
convent. May have been in a very disciplined group,
like the Essenes or the Gnostics, may have been even
long before then. It doesn’t matter.
Let it come to you, the most religious, the strictest.
Let that come to you now.
Yes, every one of you has had one of those –
every one – or you wouldn’t be here. It’s almost a
requirement, at least up until now, that you have to
go through a religious lifetime or a number of them
on the path.
It may have been a lifetime at the same time as
Yeshua. But let that lifetime come to you now and
just sense it. Just feel it. (pause)
And don’t try to define it right away. You just feel into
it. Feel that. What does it feel like? What does that
devotion feel like?
All that discipline, maybe even denial of the human
self, the human joys. What does that feel like? What
does the heart of this lifetime feel like when you go
into it?
What does their heart feel like? Is it warm, happy? Is
it very rigid and tight? Just let yourself feel into it for
a moment, their essence.
(pause)
Why did you go into that lifetime? Why was that part
of your whole journey?
(pause)
You chose it.
Now shine your light onto that lifetime, your religious,
highly religious lifetime. Shine your light.
(pause)
Oftentimes, you kind of go back to this lifetime, going
back to its feelings and going back to its discipline.
And you wonder now in this lifetime, “Why, I wish I
had that discipline I had back then. Hours of prayer
and meditation and chanting.” You think, “Oh! Maybe I’m lazy in this lifetime.” No, not at all.
You see, because this religious lifetime is kind of
right up there with the prominent lifetime in terms of
karma. You say, “Karma!? It was a religious lifetime.
It was a good lifetime.” There’s a lot of karma with it.
Sometimes righteousness, karma with not accepting
other people for where they were at, and kind of a
self-karma with yourself for not having been devoted
enough to God, because God didn’t swoop down and
pick you up and bring you to heaven.
“I did something wrong” karma. “I wasn’t holy
enough. I wasn’t disciplined enough. I didn’t beat
myself enough, suffer enough. I skipped prayers a
couple of times in 50 years.” That builds kind of a
karma, an imbalance.
You’ve got this past life that tried so hard, worked so
hard at every rule, trying to make itself perfect in the
eyes of God, and it’s impossible to do.
That lifetime, it’s had some suffering ever since. It
finds its way into your lifetime now, sometimes making
you feel bad that you’re not a monk of some type.
(pause)
Let yourself shine your light onto this lifetime. Oh, it
needs it in so many ways. It really got stuck. It was
really wondering if it was worthy of God, not knowing
that God is right here. Ah, you see, that was one of the issues with that
lifetime, it was always looking out there. But now
with your wisdom you know it’s right here, and it
doesn’t expect devotion. It doesn’t expect that you
have all these strict rules. It only asks that you
allow it.
So, shine your light upon that lifetime.
And, again, come back, visit again, and observe and
feel how that lifetime is changing, letting go of its
God fears, religious fears. Letting it love itself, which
is something it never did. It was always trying to love
God but forgot to love itself.
Let your light shine upon this lifetime. It really
needed it.
Let’s take a deep breath in the Presence.
Can you maybe feel something happening here in
that circle of lifetimes?
Before we go on to the next one, can you maybe feel
things are kind of lifting and changing?
Maybe the other lifetimes are aware that something
is happening here.
Now let’s take a deep breath, a good, deep breath.
Be very much in your Presence here. Be in your light,
because we’re going to ask now that you let your
darkest, most despicable lifetime come to you. Your darkest most despicable lifetime, the worst of
the worst. You’ve got over 1,000 lifetimes, but this
was one bad lifetime.
It’s one you’ve been avoiding for a long, long time.
One you did not want to identify with, one that even
the other lifetimes in your soul circle didn’t want to
acknowledge that was part of the family.
But isn’t it time now that we let that lifetime come in?
And just very quietly here.
Don’t engage. Don’t engage. Just shine your light.
Just shine your light.
(pause)
Let yourself feel into this without any judgment. It’s
not you; it’s another lifetime. Let yourself feel into it
without judgment.
(pause)
This lifetime wouldn’t be here right now in your
Presence, it wouldn’t have come to you if it
wasn’t ready.
It’s a badass lifetime, but it’s caused, wreaked all
sorts of hell and havoc in your soul. It even plays a
part in decisions you make in this lifetime.
But it wouldn’t be here right now if it wasn’t ready for
the very thing that you come with – the light. That’s all you do here is shine that light.
In this very dark lifetime, it can be cursing and
cussing and throwing bad energy at you and
everything else trying to scare you. It’s just seeing if
you’re real. That’s all. It’s seeing if you’re very real, if
this light that you bring is real.
It’s going to test you. It’s going to be like a demon,
a monster. It’s going to be something you don’t
even want to think that’s part of your soul. But
it’s testing you, because it’s so ready right now to
change its story.
It never set out to do these dark awful things that it
did. It never intended to do it. But you know what
that’s like – circumstances, situations, stuff happens –
decisions are made that lead it into darkness.
It didn’t say, “I’m going to be the darkest, darkest
lifetime you could ever imagine,” but it somehow got
there, and it got very stuck.
Let your light shine out to it. Let your light shine
without wavering, without backing down, without
entangling with this dark lifetime. And, yes, let
yourself feel it. Oh, some nasty feelings there, but let
yourself feel into this dark lifetime.
(pause)
It’s not always fun. Hm. Not always fun having to
deal with these things and not get entangled in
them and not try to run either, but to simply be in Presence, your light shining. Not trying to change
them. Not trying to justify their lifetime. None of that.
Just light and consciousness.
(pause)
This one, this dark lifetime, it’s definitely going to
change its story.
It’s been so secluded. It’s been so banished by all of
your lifetimes, by you. It has had no companionship
at all. And in that lack of any companionship, even
with its soul, it got darker and darker. But now a light
shines, and it starts changing its story.
Let’s take a deep breath.
And feel free to come back here any time with your
presence and your light. Not with an agenda to heal.
Please don’t do that, especially with these really dark
lifetimes. Do not come back here and try to heal.
It will turn you inside out. But come here and shine
your light. Not force it, but shine it.
Let’s take a deep breath, as we pause for a moment
before going on to the next experience. A good, deep
breath. Maybe a drink of water.
(pause)
You know, you in your Presence right now, you’re the
very being that your lifetimes have been waiting for.
They’ve been stuck in many ways. They didn’t
know how to fix their own story, and really, the lifetimes never ended. They kept on going on. Even
though that lifetime died a physical death, the story
continued on. They’ve been waiting for you.
It couldn’t be me. If I showed up in the center of
their circle, they wouldn’t even see me. Or if they
did, they’d laugh. They’d all team up against me.
They needed you in the center of your soul circle, a
timeless being shining a light.
Let’s take a deep breath and, once again, be in Presence.
Be in Presence.
And now from the circle of your soul’s lifetimes, let
what I call the turning point lifetime come to you. It
was a turning point in the succession of lifetimes. It
was the one lifetime that said, “No more. No more.”
It was the beginning of the true awakening. It was a
time you knew was to stop this whole crazy, endless
cycle of incarnations. And it might have been last
lifetime. Might have been two, three lifetimes ago,
doesn’t really matter. Just let it come to you now. It’s
the one that stood up and said, “No more.” And that
began the awakening.
Let that lifetime come to you now.
(pause)
Feel into it.
It’s fine if you get pictures or words or even just
blurry images. Then just go deeper into it. Remember candle, no candle, but it’s still there. And here it’s
that lifetime, the “no more” lifetime.
Feel into its heart. Feel into what it took to say,
“No more.”
(pause)
Because it said, “No more” everything. It said “No
more” to its past. It said “No more” to God. It said
“No more” to everything, to its very foundation, to
life itself. It said, “No more of this,” and that was bold
and courageous.
Bold and courageous. The turning point lifetime.
Now shine your light. Let your light illuminate to that
lifetime, as you feel into its heart.
(pause)
The thing about that lifetime is it might have just
been an ordinary regular lifetime. Probably not
your religious lifetime, not your prominent lifetime,
definitely not your dark lifetime.
It might have just been a somewhat ordinary,
everyday lifetime, but something caused it to say,
“No more.” Imagine the courage that that took.
As you shine your light onto that lifetime, it also
helps that lifetime to change its story. You see, it’s
carried a lot of trauma, “Was that the right thing
to do?” What happens when you even say “No more” to God, “No more” to authorities, to your
family, to everything.
That lifetime has had some very stuck energies,
energies of doubt – doubt – “Did I do the right thing?
How could I, just this human, reject all things?”
But, you know, that lifetime just couldn’t take it
anymore. Couldn’t take the tedious and oftentimes
painful parts of life. Feeling it was going nowhere,
feeling that all of its efforts were in vain, it just
couldn’t take it anymore and finally said, “No more.”
But that brought on a lot of doubts. You’ve felt them,
sometimes thinking they were your own. The doubts,
“Should I have left mass consciousness? Should I
have left the old human concept of God? Should I
have gotten out of my ancestral karma, the thing
that’s kept me in the same family of beings, lifetime
after lifetime? Who am I to push all of these aside?”
Shine your light, because this lifetime will see that
it had to do that. It had to stop and say, “No more.”
That began the awakening process.
It’s not important right now to know the details,
“When was that life? What was its name? I want
to meet it someday. Was I masculine or feminine?”
None of that matters. It’s the feeling. It’s the real
consciousness of that lifetime.
And right now, with your light, you’re releasing it so it
can change its story – at least its perception about its story – because, you see, even that lifetime wonders
sometimes, “Did I succumb to the devil? Do I just
have a huge ego? Shouldn’t I be serving other people
all the time?” Your light helps it change its perception.
Take a good deep breath and feel, really feel deeply
into that lifetime. That was significant.
(pause)
Take a good deep breath and come back into
Presence, right here. Right here.
Good, deep breath.
So, this was time traveling. Time traveling. It’s
experience. It’s not about saying we’re going to go
back 278 years on a certain date, at a certain time.
That’s where you get in trouble. And that’s where
sometimes people start making up things. They
think, “Oh, well, I have to make stuff up because
I’m supposed to be going to that date and time.” You
know, those things come later.
Right now, it’s about going into the feeling. It’s about
letting it come to you – the past, the present, the
future. More than anything, it’s about you starting
to be aware of the very multidimensional timeless
nature of your being.
(music ends)
This is time traveling. Not hopping into a machine
and zooming off to a date in the future. This is true time traveling, and this is what Merlin does. You’ll
come to understand more details as you let yourself
open up to these experiences, but this is the true
nature of time traveling.
So, with that, my dear friends, time for a break. Time
for a good break. We’ll come back for more Time
Traveling: The True Metaphysics of the Soul.
I Am Adamus of St. Germain. Thank you.
LINDA: And with that, let’s take the good deep
breath, that breath of life, really feeling into all that
we are. Really just releasing and allowing.
This was a very, very big experience for everyone,
each in your own way. Just take a good deep breath
and let yourself just be comfortable and relax.
This was a big journey. Stay with that breath of
support, that breath of life.
Thank you for being here with us, and we’re going to
be back for more Time Traveling beyond. So, thank
you, and we’ll be back.
Oh, and make sure you’re fully grounded before you get
up. You know, tap your feet on the ground, move a little
bit. You probably went pretty far out there, so definitely
make sure that you’re fully grounded and present.
Thank you.

5 – NOW AND BEYOND

LINDA: We’re back for more, more of Time Traveling.
I really hope you enjoyed that last experience and, of
course, Adamus has more.
So, let’s take some good, deep breaths, as we get
ready for this next experience. That breath of life.
Take the good deep breath, that breath with
Presence. Feel it. Feel it.
Take the good deep breath, opening to the highest
potentials, feeling Adamus. He’s here, as always,
with every breath. Let yourself just feel into this. Be
with it.
Take that good deep breath. Take that good deep breath.
Breathe for you. ADAMUS: I Am that I Am, Adamus of St. Germain.
Did you notice in our last session where we did
this kind of whirlwind of past lives, did you happen
to notice that feelings actually are bigger than
thoughts? You know, I’ve said to you that it’s not
about going in and remembering dates and names.
The mind likes that, but it’s actually the feelings that
contain so much more. You’re left with something
afterwards. You’re probably still feeling into it for
hours afterwards. When it’s just thoughts and details,
it goes away right away, but it’s really the feelings
that count.
Did you also feel that, with what we were just doing,
it’s kind of waking up that whole soul circle of past
lives? They can feel that something is going on.
They’ve been going through a lot of their stories –
now with you coming into Realization, they’ve been
going through things – but now they feel something
within themselves that they didn’t feel before within
the whole group of past lives. You’re at the center of
the circle. You’re that flame, that light for each and
every one of them. They’re feeling it; you’re feeling it.
Details are not so important. It’ll come to you later.
Now, in our last session, we went into past lives,
and you notice that everything now we’re doing is
associated with you. We’re not just not going into a
random date at some point in time. Each and every one of these involve you. You were there. It’s easier
that way. It’s easier to really get the feel. But you can
also do this with picking a certain date in time in the
past or the future and feel into it. But for the sake of
what we’re doing here in Time Traveling, we’re going
to stay with your involvement in these things. You get
a better feeling of how to feel.
Moments of This Lifetime
Now, in this session, we’re going to be going to
this lifetime. We’re going to be going on kind of a
whirlwind tour of different moments in this lifetime.
So, once again, I ask you to get relaxed. Get a sip
of water before we start. Let’s take a few more good
deep breath together, as we begin the experience
in this lifetime. And, once again, let yourself feel.
Let yourself shine that light. You don’t have to
do anything else. As a matter of fact, you don’t
want to be doing anything else, other than letting
your consciousness radiate. You don’t want to get
entangled with all these experiences. You also want
to honor them for what they went through, and
when you try to change it, you’re not honoring.
You’re inflicting yourselves on them. So just shine
your light, and that’s a good thing to do, whether
you’re going into past or future lifetimes or at any
moment in this lifetime. So, let’s get into the experience now, this lifetime,
different events, different feelings.
Take a good deep breath.
This lifetime, you probably know it pretty well, pretty
familiar with it. This lifetime.
Let’s start, as we always do, with being in Presence.
(music begins)
You know, you may have felt in our last session that
you kind of went out there. But you did – not out of
your body or out of your Presence; you just expanded
your Presence – and that’s why you may have felt a
little drifty afterwards, because you’re really opening
up and expanding beyond your normal human
awareness. Now, you’re letting yourself enter the
other realms, but from your Presence.
Let’s take a deep breath and just feel into this
whole lifetime, up until right now. This whole
beautiful lifetime.
(pause)
No details, just feel into you, the center of the circle,
your soul’s designated ascendee. It’s quite a story,
isn’t it? Quite a story. It’s got its twists and turns, its
drama, its lows and its highs.
(pause) Sometimes feeling that you’re out there alone on this
voyage, this journey to your soul, out there all alone
without any tools. But funny how every tool you
needed just happened to be there at the right time.
Maybe not the time your human wanted it, but at the
right time.
Let’s now, from being in Presence, let’s call upon that
moment of your birth in this lifetime. That moment of
your birth. Let it come to you.
(pause)
Your birth in this lifetime. Feel into it.
(pause)
There’s the physical part where you’re literally being
birthed – coming out of the womb of your mother,
taking that first breath – and then all the feelings
around it. And that’s what I really want you to do is
feel into the feelings. The literal physical birth is not
that big of a deal, but feel into all the feelings that
this newborn child – you – are having. And there
were many.
(pause)
Oh, even a baby child can have feelings. Its mind
isn’t developed yet, but it can certainly have
feelings. And it’s not just a baby child, it’s you
coming into this lifetime. (pause)
As you’re feeling into it, remember shine your light
on your own birth.
For the vast majority of you, you came into this
lifetime with very high aspirations, big goals. There’s
part of you that knew that this was the lifetime. Part
of you that knew that it wasn’t just the lifetime; it
was the lifetime during the Time of the Machines,
during the whole change of human consciousness,
the beginning of a new human species, the beginning
of real technology on the planet. And as much as
there may have been excitement about it, there was
also that anxiety, that wondering.
Let your light shine upon this newborn baby, yourself.
(pause)
Most of you came into a family that you had been
with before. Souled beings, human beings that
you’ve had other lifetimes with. Why? Because it
was convenient. It was a way in. It was familiar, and
part of you knew that you would be leaving them
at a certain point. But right now, it was comfortable
and convenient.
There’s been times you might have cursed this
selection of yours, but it worked. Let your light shine,
as you feel into all the hopes and the desires and the
aspirations of yourself now being born. (pause)
I chose this point of birth specifically because your
human mind may not have remembered your actual
birth. It probably doesn’t, but it’s there. It’s there in
the Akasha.
It’s very different than most of your other births in
other lifetimes. This one had a very specific mission.
This one was intentional.
You didn’t just get sucked back into the planet for
another lifetime. In this lifetime, you knew that there
was going to be a lot of things to do, a lot of things to
overcome. But there was a high level of confidence,
“I can do it. I know I can do it.”
You’d prepared for it. See, oftentimes, somebody has
a lifetime, they die in that lifetime and they go into
the Near Earth realms; or sometimes beyond into
the Crystalline Realms, but so often now just into
the Near Earth realms. It’s nonphysical, but it’s very
similar to Earth. And there’s really no contemplation
of their next lifetime. They’re simply in the Near
Earth realms continuing almost like they had been
doing in their lifetime previous.
There are some who go to this place we call the
Monatry, and this is where you get away from
mass consciousness. This is where you work with
very high angelic beings in helping to shape your
next lifetime. This is where you go to release a lot of the junk from
the previous lifetimes.
This is where you go to imagine what this lifetime
could be. Not every little detail along the way, but
your evolutions along the way, your enlightenments
along the way.
Many of you actually went through the Monatry
before coming back in. Some, yes, you popped right
back in. You got sucked in by karma or excitement or
both. But you knew at that moment of birth that now
you’re here again.
It was both exciting and frightening. There was a
sense of confidence – not in the little baby, but in
your spirit, a sense of confidence, “I can do this” –
but also, a sense of fear, wondering if you really
could. Wondering all along if you would remember
– at some level, maybe not consciously, but at some
level if you would remember – what this lifetime was
all about, the lifetime.
And then in those moments right after birth,
right with all this wondering and excitement and
trepidation, suddenly a light appeared. A reassuring
light. And that’s you from right now, shining your
light saying, “We’ve got a lot ahead of us, many,
many years. A lot of hills and valleys, a lot of
rainbows and a lot of storms, but we’re going to
make it. We’re going to make it.” Along the way, some who have been part of our
Mystery Schools, some who have been with us in
the Temples of Tien, you know in those first days or
weeks right after birth, they left. They didn’t make it
more than a few days or weeks. It was too much, and
they felt it. They felt maybe they weren’t ready. It
was too much.
But you – you felt the light. It’s the light that you’re
radiating right now, a light that said, “Even if you get
off the path, even if you forget, even if you feel like
you’re going backwards, I’m going to be there” – this
light – “I’m going to be there to remind you. And
it might be during some really tough times, but I’ll
remind you and I’ll let you know from the future that
it all works out.”
So, take a deep breath and let your light shine onto
yourself at this time of birth into this lifetime. At this
time when there might have been a feeling, “Maybe
I’ll just back out now. Maybe I’ll wait for a decade,
a couple decades; I’ll wait to come back in,” but this
light was shining upon you.
And then when you finally opened your eyes, your mother looked down at you and said, “This baby is
special.”
In a way, it even frightened her. She saw the light coming all the way from the future, from right now, all
the way through the birth, through the baby, and through its eyes. She saw that light. Others have seen it
along the way too in your lifetime. Others have seen something very, very special in your eyes, that light
that shines from you.
Let’s take a good deep breath. Not telling that newborn baby what it’s going to have to do or what the
journey is going to look like, but simply shining the light.
(pause)
And just that baby knowing that it works out, that gives it the confidence, the energy and the wisdom to
endure what it’s been through in this lifetime, some of the toughest things a human will ever go through.
That very light that you’re shining right now.
Let’s take a deep breath with that.
(pause)
Let’s now be in Presence, be in Presence and call forth a time in your younger life – maybe you were five,
eight, ten, twelve years old, somewhere in your early life – a big trauma. A big trauma. Let that come to
you.
It could have been an illness that brought you almost to death. It could have been a lot of family
dysfunction. It could have been a death of a loved one at that early age.
(pause)
It could have been when you stopped feeling and seeing the angelic friends that you had, that nobody else
saw, but it was suddenly time for them to leave.
But let it come to you, whatever the trauma was.
Don’t try to force it. Let it come to you.
Childhood trauma.
(pause)
Take a deep breath and feel into this.
(pause)
You know, sometimes when you feel like crying? You feel like crying but you don’t know why, you just
feel like crying? What you’re picking up on is this trauma, this childhood trauma. It’s been crying and
crying and crying ever since.
It might have been physically hurt, but most likely emotionally truly hurt.
Right now, it continues its story in the other realms.
It continues crying.
You see, just because linear time moves on, doesn’t mean the story ends. Sometimes it goes on and on
and on in the other realms. So right now, it needs your light, for you to shine it.
Consciously there with it, with this young child. Not trying to counsel it, not trying to appease it, but
simply shining your light. That’s all it needs. All it needs.
(pause)
This traumatized young self is lonely and frightened. Frightened.
(pause)
It doesn’t trust adults, for the large part. It doesn’t really trust them and doesn’t know what to trust.
It’s been put through hell, not knowing where to turn.
And then suddenly, suddenly this bright light appears.
In the midst of all the tears and the sadness, this bright light appears, and some will even perceive it as an
angelic being standing there in all its glory and its goodness and its compassion.
(pause)
No words need to be said. It’s just the light says everything.
(pause)
No words being said, but what happens with this young traumatized self, it hears what it needs to hear.
Not because you’re saying anything, it just needs to hear what it needs to hear, and it could be thinking
it’s hearing, “I love you so much.”
It could just need to hear, “It all works out. It all works out.”
(pause) For so many of you, it simply needs to hear. “I see you. I see you. You are acknowledged. I see
you. I know who you are and what you are.”
You see, the beauty of just the light is you don’t have to limit it with words. The minute you start
speaking words, it limits it. But when you’re just the light, that young traumatized child can hear what it
needs to hear.
“I love you. I acknowledge you. It all works out.”
It’s not you saying the words, but it’s what that child wants to hear. That’s what happens when you just
shine your light, and then the child can start to see the bigger picture. It starts to feel confident that
everything does work out in the future. It starts to feel that it’s not alone. Oh, as lonely as it’s felt, it’s not
alone, that there’s an angelic being there guiding it, loving it.
(pause)
That’s the value of shining light.
Whatever it is – a wounded child, the angry or hurt past life – it’ll hear what it wants to hear, what it
needs to hear in that moment. You don’t have to say a word. You just shine that light, “I Am that I Am.”
And what happens now with this young traumatized child is it realizes it can release that crying that’s
been going on in the other realms for a long time. It can let the crying go now. It’s not lonely. It’s not
unseen anymore.
The child can wipe its eyes, take a deep breath, and realize that there’s so much ahead and not to be
distracted by this one traumatic incident. But there’s so much ahead it literally changes the story, even to
the point where you may not feel that crying off in the other realms, wondering what that is.
Let’s take a deep breath, shining light upon this young part of yourself.
(pause)
Now, again, from Presence, from the Presence right here, let’s bring in a very recent event, this thing we
called Heaven’s Cross. It took place on March 22, 2023.
Let that come to you now, that day.
(pause)
Many of you will remember it. But here in this experience, I ask you to go deeper. Not just into the events
that happened on that day – what time you woke up, if you happened to tune into our message, what you
did the rest of the day – but I ask you now to let yourself feel into what else was going on in the
background, in the other realms; what else was going on within you that you might not have been aware
of right away. Let that come to you now, March 22, 2023, the day of Heaven’s Cross, and feel into it, as
you shine your light.
(pause)
The light helps to open up, to bring an awareness to not just what was happening to you as the human on
that day, but what was happening in the other realms with you. And specifically, what was happening
with your soul circle of lifetimes on that day. Feel into it.
(pause)
That day might have come and gone without any great, big events, but yet there was something big
happening.
(pause)
Let yourself feel into it and let your light shine, not just on your human experience on that day, but into
your multidimensional other-realm experiences. Into your entire soul circle, whether it was past lives or
future lives. Letting your light shine onto them.
This day was a focal point, a turning point.
(pause)
Let your light shine onto that human on that day who might have been wondering, “Am I really ready for
this? Does anything really actually open up? Will I experience more divinity?” Let your light shine on
that right now. (pause)
You see, just your conscious Presence here, your light here, that will bring that divinity and the awareness
of it to the human.
So, that day of March 22nd was the day you visited yourself from your Presence, from your divine state.
That kind of makes the prophecy come true, just in that.
(pause)
Opening yourself, accepting that light.
(pause)
Once again, that’s all you need here is just to bring your light. You’re the candle. You’re the one that
brings the light to every experience, every lifetime, every defining moment such as this.
The light doesn’t try to change the dark. The candle doesn’t try to force darkness out. Not at all. It accepts
the darkness. It doesn’t try to change the darkness. It just allows itself to be there.
It doesn’t try to burn the darkness away. It doesn’t take up battle with the darkness. It simply lets its light
shine.
That’s the same thing you’re doing here in Time Traveling , just letting your light shine. You are the
candle. (pause)
By allowing yourself to shine your light on yourself on that date, it completes the loop, the circle. It
brings the divinity in. It opens you up, access into the other realms.
Let’s take a good deep breath, a good, deep breath with that experience.
Let’s come into Presence right now, once again. Come into Presence.
Take a couple good, deep breaths, a sip of water, if you want.
(pause)
Doing this type of thing – journeying, going into time itself – this is a natural thing.
I know it feels a little unusual. When we start doing it, the mind is racing away, wanting to know what it’s
supposed to see or hear. Eh, you learn that that’s not that important. What’s important is the feeling, is the
consciousness, is the light that you bring, and, again, it’s a very natural thing.
We’re doing some very specific experiences here in Time Traveling, but what you’ll find yourself doing,
whether it’s in dream state or just even in your waking state is you find yourself now letting all of you
come back to you. Every past lifetime, every experience. You start letting them come to you just to be in
the light. And, in a way of speaking, they’ll line up just to be in that light. This is where true integration
occurs.
Like I said, I can’t do it. I can’t be the one in the center of that circle. They’d laugh me out of there.
But when you’re there in Presence, when “I Am Here” in Presence, they’ll line up, including you in this
lifetime.
Let’s take a deep breath and one more experience.
Take a good deep breath. Be in your Presence right now.
We’re going to call in – in this lifetime – we’re going to call in your Realization.
Now, it didn’t occur in an exact time and point of time. It didn’t occur at an exact hour and minute and
second on a certain date. So, in a sense, we’re not trying to find or bring in a specific time. But there was
a moment, a consciousness, kind of a tipping point of Realization in this life.
Let that come to you now, as you breathe, as you feel.
(pause)
Your coming to Realization in this lifetime, let that come to you.
(pause)
Now, this might seem a little blurry here, a little blurry. And the reason is because, you see, it could have
already occurred before you knew it. It could have already occurred a couple years ago. It’s kind of this
timeless thing where there really is not a past or present. But your Realization, whether you realized it or
not, could have already occurred.
It could be at some point in the future when you become realized, but it doesn’t have to stay in the future,
you see, and it doesn’t have to be a year or five years from now. It can change to where it occurred a year
or two ago. Mentally confusing, yes, but feel into it. This is metaphysics. Not logical always, but it’s true
metaphysics.
Feel into your Realization as a human on this planet in this lifetime.
And then shine your light.
(pause)
You might be saying, “Well, doesn’t my realized being shine its light on me?” It’s like, no. You’re the
one in Presence. You’re the one right now. You’re the candle.
Let it shine on this coming to Realization
And then feel into it.
(pause)
What is it you’re feeling here? You’re shining your light upon your own coming to
Realization; feel deeply into it.
(pause)
Perhaps you’re realizing that you were really always realized.
I’m not talking about mind games here. I’m talking about consciousness. You were always realized. You
just weren’t ready to face it yet.
In a way, you could say, there was never a defining moment of Realization in your lifetime. It wasn’t like
suddenly Realization swooped into your life. And for those of you who think that it hasn’t occurred yet,
you’re just waiting and waiting and it’s somewhere off in the future. But then it’s like that head smack
moment, “I was always realized. The light was always there. I just didn’t allow myself to see it.”
Right now, I ask you to shine your light upon your
Realization. I ask you to face your Realization. In other words, let it be here.
(pause)
Now, this is truly a case of you meeting you in the past and the future. Remember our little 12-minute
exercise we did earlier where you met yourself in the future? But here now it’s you meeting you in a very
beautiful way. It’s timeless and it is in time at the same time. And I’m not trying to be philosophical here,
but it’s you meeting you. You from the Presence right now.
You shining your light. You’ve been shining it onto past lifetimes and this lifetime. You shining your
light onto you, and it’s simply a reflection of yourself.
You, meeting you on these pathways of time and timelessness.
You, coming from the future where you are fully ascended, where you’ve completed all your lifetimes on
the planet. That was the starting point.
It wasn’t the end point; it was the starting point.
And then you meeting yourself from the past, your Lemurian lifetimes, your first lifetimes on the planet,
and they come together. They meet each other along the way.
Consciousness meets consciousness. And suddenly you realized the light was always there. The
Realization was always there and now you’re conscious of it. They meet each other along the pathways
that lead from the past to the future, and the pathways that lead from the future to the past.
You meet yourself in this moment. Light upon light.
Take a deep breath.
(long pause)
It’s you meeting yourself in these corridors of time. You realizing it’s all happening in the Presence, not
necessarily in the past or the future.
You realizing that you’re a timeless being living in a timed reality.
It’s the And . It’s the And . You’re human and you’re divine.
And in this sacred moment, meeting yourself along the corridors, light on light, consciousness on
consciousness.
Take a deep breath, and let yourself feel this most pure and sacred feeling.
(pause)
And let yourself now integrate all that right here into this human reality. Let yourself bring it in.
Bringing that light into your body, into your thoughts.
At the same time, bringing that light to every past life, every future life, every experience that you’ve ever
had or will have as a human on this planet.
Bringing that light now, holding that candle high above your head into your soul circle, into all the
lifetimes right now, no matter when those lifetimes occurred, what happened, or how they ended.
Shining that light to each and every one of your lifetimes.
(pause)
And then watching now as they, one by one, as they lift their hands each with a candle shining back to
you.
(longer pause)
Let yourself receive their light, as they are receiving yours.
(pause)
And now watch, feel, observe as their stories start changing, as they all start integrating back into the
center, through you, to the soul.
(pause)
You don’t need to force anything or rush them. This is all very natural right now.
(pause)
Let’s take a good deep breath.
This is time traveling. Time traveling with your light.
Time traveling into your Self, into the depths of your soul.
Time traveling, as the center point in the circle, in the lifetimes of your soul.
This is the time traveling that really counts. It’s not about going out there and trying to see what the future
is for the planet ten years from now. That’s child’s play. It’s a distraction. This is what counts. This is
Time Traveling: Metaphysics of the Soul.
And I Am Adamus of St. Germain.
Thank you, and thanks to all of your past and future times.
LINDA: And so it is.
Stay with that breath of life. Breathe with Presence, allowing yourself to be with this experience. So
personal and so big for each of us.
Be with it. Breathe with it. Let your energies flow. Let your energies flow.
Take the good deep breath, taking care of you. Taking care of you.
Thank you for being a part of this incredible experience.